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I think this is self-shipping so feel free to ignore it if youāre not up for that lol But @prettyboykatsuki ās writing on Kaiserās mother issues has been fucking me up so hard. Like Iām not even quite at his point in Blue Lock yet (I think Iām right before it) but I cant help but go damn weād be so bad for each other sjrhajfjjwjf (or good maybe depending on the pov). I have a bad habit of mothering my friends, like I donāt really like children, but I like to take care of people. And I say its a bad habit because a fair few of them donāt really want me to do it. And I try my damnedest to respect their boundaries (Iāve improved so Iāve been told) but I feel like Kaiser and I might be crack for each other in that way. That sort of gentle parenting, half-joking, ultimately accepting thing is my bread and butter and unfortunately I have a thing for men who bring that out of me. Somewhat immature, need you to play along with their jokes, and who usually chafe at the sense that you want to take care of them. Honestly, theyāre kind of assholes half the time lmao. I donāt know Kaiser as a character well enough to know if heād dislike it at first, but Iād do my best to respect him if he told me to back off. From what Fangās said about him though I feel like as soon as I did heād realize he misses that semi-motherly caring presence and, whether the desire is conscious or not, heād seek it out again. Thereās like a lot more to it Iām certain, but all I know is Iād call him a good boy and weād for sure get down to some freak shit.
I also had a brain blast that I think might be universal for whoever Kaiser gets with. I donāt think that guy would want kids. Like thereās a world where he works through his shit maybe Idk enough to say, but not to get too freudian, I think heād project onto the idea of a child so hard and would basically conclude that he will not compete for your attention with a fucking child. Yeah the thought of you as a literal mother is (weirdly and intensely) hot to him, but his whole being hates the idea of anyone stealing you away from him, including his own kid. I want him very much, I donāt know if I should curse you or thank you from the bottom of my heart Fangš«”š«” ajbrjsjjfnsnjfn
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We out here wanting to be part of some very unhealthy dynamics cuz validation is inherent to them BWOBAHBAHBWOOOOOWWWWš„š„
(Itās me Iām the one who wants it)
Like not in real life, but also when youāre feeling extremely lonely the thought of being objectified, in the truest sense of the word, can feel enticing.
When someone thinks of you as an object, and they covet you? It would make me insane. Because they see value in you, they want you, and they donāt want anyone else to have you. You know youāre worth something purely because they desire you.
Are there healthier ways to go about this? Yes of course, no questions asked. But this is the dynamic thatās plaguing me tonight.
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Iām torturing myself just being around you. Because I know you canāt want me the way that I want you.
Itās alright in the moment. When the illusion is still cast and I can pretend you love me in the way Iām desperate for.
But in the dark, in the aftermath, when the spell has broken? You leave. And the hollow space in my chest is empty again.
Because really, you never meant to fill it in the first place.
#timesnewrites#damn the first writing I post on here and itās itās this angsty ass thing#Iām not sure if itās poetry or just a tiny blurb but it sure is something lmao#poetry#?#writing#blurb#writing on tumblr
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I just think that 1) they look surprisingly similar 2) their goals match up so well and 3) thereās much room for brotherly angst and motivation and all that jazz. Like lovingly, Bakugo would be on even more freak shit if he also had an older brother to compare himself to.
Like Kunigami is older than him and just has wanted to be a paragon of hope since he was a kid and was always trying to be a good example for his little brother and of course Bakugo loves him, but it does mean heās now on that younger sibling path to brainrot.
I think that Kunigami would be like significantly older than Bakugo, maybe like 10 years and so heās graduating from UA when Bakugo is still really little. And heās kind of been this shining beacon for Bakugo his whole life, and he tried to be as present as he could be while he was still in school and living at home.
But then he graduates and becomes a sidekick and heās just got a lot less time for his family. And Bakugo is still himself and has always been teetering on the edge of his anger issues and superiority complex, so losing that consistent presence gives them space to filter in.
Heās defensive about his brother and how heās still low in the rankings and heās also insecure in comparison to his brother (oh the contradictions). Because even though he knows heās still just a kid, its hard not to feel bad about yourself when your older sibling is doing incredible things. And as canon would suggest, the unfortunate punching bag for Bakugoās ire is little baby Deku.
I think in Kunigamiās case I definitely think some of his canon insecurities carry over. I think that man for sure has like a super strength type quirk in one fashion or another, and it is very useful but it doesnāt give him the stamina or instinct or what not right off the bat. He does well through out school and even as a side kick, but heās not blowing the lid off the whole industry. And I donāt think thatās what he wants exactly, he just wants to be a hero people can look up to, but heās still an egoist when it comes down to it. And not being the best fucking sucks.
I donāt think he pulls back from Bakugo on purpose by any means, but being a hero is a demanding job and it makes you choose what you have time for even if it isnāt a fully conscious choice. I think he stills gives time to his family, but he chooses to prioritize his dream.
I think Bakugo definitely has mixed feelings about his brother at this point. Like he respects him and looks up to him so freaking much, and whenever he rarely stops by at home he hangs off of Kunigamiās every word, but heās also really frustrated that his brother doesnāt reciprocate that interest and effort towards connection.
Things kind of come to a head when Bakugo enters UA, because most of canon remains the same and Deku gets one for all. But also, the slime incident still happens. And I think Kungami, no matter how hard he tries, isnāt there to save his brother. And Bakugoās a kid, heās older now but heās still a kid and all he wanted in that moment was for his brother to be there for him and instead it was Deku whoās heās used to dump his insecurities on for years.
I do think they reconcile as the story goes on though. Thereās no way that Kunigami isnāt a part of the operation save Bakugo when he gets captured by the league of villains. And I do think thatās a big deal for him. Maintaining that connection is what really cements things though, because that takes long term effort. It means taking the time to be a part of Bakugoās life despite the fact that heās now a relatively big name hero. And I do think heād help Bakugo to let go of some of his anger and both work to towards the dream of being heroes that can truly help people.
Well thereās my brain blast about all this sjfbjsnnnskejfj, it was purely stream of consciousness and itās just my thoughts on what might happen so Iād be curious what other people think. I wrote this out at work over the course of about an hour so its not proofread and its rough as hell, but if I didnāt trick my brain into doin it right this second it just wasnāt gonna happen ajrhhwjfjwjfj Hope you enjoyed my rambling about two guys who look and think just alike enough that it made me go crazy go stupid ajdjajjfjwjfbb and thank you to @bittercoffeeonmykeyboard for enabling me and telling me this was a good thought anndjabfbsb
(Also ignore the fact that I called him Kunigami through this whole thing despite it being their last names asjfnnwnngnn maybe theyāre half brothers or soemthing, but really thatās just what they are in my head so I called them that lmao)
Man I wish I could ever bring myself to sit down and write the things that I think aboutš« Iāve been brain blasting about this AU where Kunigami blue lock is Bakugoās older brother, but I just havenāt written it down!! The executive dysfunction is executive disfunctioning
#timesnewrites#kunigami#kunigami rensuke#bakugo#bakugo katsuki#bluelock headcanons#mha headcanons#imma gonna throw up now#goodbye cruel world
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Some last thoughts I had after talking with a @dwendemound were that Kunigami would ask Bakugo to be his sidekick as like a gesture of commitment in this new stage of their relationship, and I think Bakugo would actually say no. Like part of him thinks that would be the coolest thing ever and his brother is acknowledging his potential, but Bakugo is committed to his own dream too. And when it comes down to it sidekicking for Endeavor the #1 hero is a better opportunity than doing it for someone like Kunigami. It might sound mean, but I think itās something of a turning point in the maturation of their relationship. Bakugo is starting to see Kunigami as a peer, as just another guy instead of quite literally hero worshipping him. He still really admires him, but he wants to be a great hero in his own right or even better. He is a kid with a competitive spirit after all.
If things really go ham and follow canon, Bakugoās near death experience in the fight against AFO would shake Kunigami to his core. Like Iām not brain blasting so hard that I know what exactly Kunigami would be doing in that fight. But I can see him sitting over Bakugoās body and just cradling him in his arms while Edgeshot tries to save him. And like panels cutting back to the day Bakugo was born when Kunigami was a kid and the first time he got to hold his baby brother. And how much it meant to be that kids hero and to be there for him no matter what. And the thought that in trying to be the best hero for everyone, he lost sight of being a hero for the person most important to him. That failed to protect him, and to see how much Bakugo could do on his own and how much he was willing to sacrifice, and how m he Kunigami would give everything to have last chance to be there for his brother. And then when Bakugo wakes up he knows that ti be a hero for him means to be there for his brother, to acknowledge him and his capabilities, and to be a part of his life because cares and he really wants to be there. And then they help in the conclusion of the fight with AFO and Shigaraki together. And they like punch them in the balls or something anfbjsnfbnnsn
I think as they get older and Bakugo finally graduates and Kunigami rises in the rankings they might work together more. They work really hard to maintain a close relationship whether or not theyāre working, but they definitely respect each otherās boundaries. Bakugo wants to be a great hero in his own right, and Kunigami respects that above all else. And Bakugo still secretly has all of his brotherās merch lmao. I think eventually, after they can both say theyāve succeeded as heroās on their own, they might open an agency together. In day to day life they still donāt work super closely, but theyāre committed to the same dream and theyāre better together than when theyāre apart, so why not foster the growth of new talent that way. Be the hero for those people that they were to each other, and help them grow into dependable and courageous heroes.
Got kinda sappy there at the end but itās 2am so sue me asjrnnwjtjnej night allāļø
Man I wish I could ever bring myself to sit down and write the things that I think aboutš« Iāve been brain blasting about this AU where Kunigami blue lock is Bakugoās older brother, but I just havenāt written it down!! The executive dysfunction is executive disfunctioning
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