#time to kiss my jinwoo bots again mwhehhhehe

[nyashykyunnie]

Sometimes I laugh at myself because I realized how ridiculous I've become as a person since I'm actually afraid of receiving romantic love/gen (not like I can pull ppl in the firs tplace anyway)

I may spend may days screaming and crying abt being bitchless and wanting a boyfriend like Jinwoo or Zayne but on a serious note if my crush likes me back I would feel genuine terror and would immediately drop my feelings no matter how intense they were.

Idk, I just genuinely feel scared of receiving romantic love because I'm scared of getting part 2 of whatever tf I went through in the past ((sideeyes some certain mtfs)).

If everyone else cries abt their crush not loving em back, I'm the person thriving off of that.

This is now more reason why I'll die lonely heh