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Egg Freezing: Age Limit and Timely Decisions for Fertility

When is the best time to freeze your eggs? Understanding the age limits is crucial for women planning fertility preservation. Explore key considerations and resources such as Vardaan Medical Center to make the right decision for your future.

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hotdogs and waffles

pairing: seungkwan x fem!reader genre: fluff summary: why did he not put those dang hotdogs in the fridge? language: english word count: 558 warning(s): mentions of food author’s note: a cute little drabble because I was inspired by a tweet i saw about someone’s parents fighting over hotdogs. I also switched up how i write these.

Being and staying married for 35 years is a challenge you and Seungkwan have conquered well. Nothing came easy to the both of you. Your marriage really got you wondering how strong you both really are and how you could withstand each other’s annoying traits. Sometimes even the smallest of things could spark an argument.

Take for example last week’s debacle about hotdogs.

It was such a small and simple thing yet it sparked a little argument between you and Seungkwan. At 62, you would think that your fights would have depth but nope! Silly little debates over the most random things seemed to keep the love alive.

“You were supposed to put those dang hotdogs in the fridge to defrost!” You said.

Seungkwan sighed annoyed, “Fridge, freezer, what’s the difference?”

“Did you forget? Freezer freezes things while the fridge cools things down. How am I supposed to have breakfast now?” You slammed the frozen brown meat sticks on the counter.

Seungkwan let out an exasperated sigh, “I’ll cook you some eggs and bacon! Will that solve things now?”

You looked at him, utterly disappointed, “I don’t want any of those things. I want my waffles and hotdogs!”

“Why have hotdogs when you can have good ol’ sausages!”

“What’s it to you? I want hotdogs with my waffles and there’s nothing you can do about it.”

Seungkwan sighed and admitted defeat. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled your chin up. He gave you a peck and hugged you. “How about we eat out today? Hm? Would that cheer you up?”

And that was how you ended up in the nearest diner. 

You with your waffles and sausages (hotdogs were not available and you wanted sausages instead anyway) and Seungkwan with his hash browns and corned beef. It was not the healthiest breakfast for people your age but it was a nice meal to share on one of your many dates.

As you bit into your waffles, you looked up at Seungkwan whose kind heart will always impress you. “I’m sorry I scolded you about those dang hotdogs.”

“I’m sorry I did not put them in the fridge to defrost.” He said with a smile that still made you melt even after all these years. 

You grabbed his hand and smiled up at him. “It’s okay, honey. Thank you though for putting up with this impatient woman.”

“This impatient woman is the only woman I will ever love today, tomorrow, and all those years we have left.” He replied with a grin, “I’m glad you still put up with this old man.”

“This old man is the man I fell in love with and will continue to love for the rest of my days,” 

Seungkwan smiled at you and gave you a peck, “I love you.”

“I love you too,” you replied, holding his hand tight.

As petty as your fights were, you are still thankful for them. In fact, you are thankful for anything that gives you an excuse to still go on dates at 62. Even though you both could barely walk long distances or enjoy certain activities you loved in your youth, it did not matter. As long as you and Seungkwan had each other side by side till your last breath.

[raineydays411]

That’s so fucking cool.

Steve Harrington x powers!reader part 1

Master list

Summary: You are 000. The first child Brenner ever experimented on and El’s big sister. After being found by Hopper freezing in the forest, you and El become tired of hiding. So you sneak out one day just to see what your missing. That’s when you meet the only and only Steve Harrington.

The soft drone of the tv in the living room hits your ears as you wake up . Another dreamless night, you honestly don’t know if you prefer them to the nightmares. You’re tired of staring into the dark. You want a normal life. One where you don’t have to worry about evil scientists who want to make you into a weapon or giant monsters from other dimensions. You want to be able to leave this damn cabin. And even though you’re grateful for Hopper taking you and El in, you wanna see the world you were deprived of, not be hidden away again.

“Hey double 0, if you don’t wake up soon El and I are gonna eat all the waffles”

“I’m coming” you grunt as you push yourself out of bed. You sigh as you go into your closet, quickly changing before heading to the bathroom to brush your teeth. Finally you make it to the little table that acts as the dining room.

“Oh look who’s finally graced us with her presence” Hopper said sarcastically looking up from his coffee to raise an eyebrow at you. El doesn’t bother looking at you as she continues to munch on her waffles.

“Good morning” you grunt as you take a seat at the table. There’s barely enough for all of your plates and it wobbles as you cut into your meal.

“How did you sleep?” Hopper asked awkwardly. He always asked the same questions and you always had the same answers.

“Okay. No dreams again.” You say quietly. “How long are you going to be gone?”

“Till 5:45”

“Will you let me know if you’re going to be late”

“Of course”

Really everything was the same. You were tired of it. You can’t even go into the backyard. You get it really. There are rules, we don’t break the rules, breaking the rules is stupid. But you’d kill for a conversation that consisted of more than three syllables. And you’re not talking about El.

El. She’s the light in your life. She was back when you were in the lab, back when you were forced to do unspeakable things to people. She was when you both escaped, running through the forest hand in hand as sticks and stone dug into your feet. And she was when you both got sucked into the upside down and spit out in the middle of the forest. Now, she’s the light as you try and teach her how to read,write, and all the basic things someone her age should know.

“Okay El, read this out loud to me.”

“I do-o-o n-noT lll-ike g-gr-gree-ee-N eggs and HaM”

“Hey you’re getting better! Just a bit more practice and you’ll be reading like me.”

“Like you?”

“Yeah El”

“Good”

“Good.”

Of course there are things you don’t know. You were in that lab for as long as you can remember. You hardly remember your parents, only that your mother was beautiful. She had dark curls that she twisted in the night time, beautiful brown skin that glowed in the sun, and beautiful brown eyes that were kind. You didn’t know your father. You can’t remember him at all. Only Brenner. His cold eyes and false smile tainted your memory.

As the first child they experimented on, you were his pride and joy. He found a sick pleasure in making you become what he called his “little helper”. You helped keep people under his control. Your powers consisted of mental manipulation, telekinesis,and emotional manipulation. You were powerful, and he knew that. He craved the power you had, to wield it with an iron grip. At first, you lived for his approval. You were so young, the thought of pleasing the man who claimed to e your father was a no brainer. But when you saw all the other kids, who died painful and horrific deaths, your faith in Brenner slowly dwindled. You hadn’t met El before, you both were kept separate after the failure of the other children and after one managed to escape. That’s when he became stricter, refusing to let you roam the facilities, stopped the private lessons, and only let you read kids books. The only time you were allowed to leave your room was when he needed someone to comply or...be disposed of.

Then that’s when you met her.

El was being removed from a testing room when you were being taken to it. You both made eye contact and an immediate urge to protect her formed inside of you. That very night you persuaded a guard to leave the door open and broke out, taking El with you. You both split up for a while, you stayed in the junkyard while El met Mike and his friends. Then you were sucked into the Upside Down. Way before El though, managing to meet Will and help him hide from the Demagorgon. After El was sucked into the Upside Down, you both reunited and found a way out. Ending up in the middle of the forest, freezing when Hopper found you.

He took you both in and from then on it’s been you, El, and Hopper. You were grateful of course. You learned a lot from him, but you want to see the world.

“Maybe I can” you think to yourself. You have a plan.

[melancholicillusions]

How you two meet.

Tuesday, January 13 2018

"We are expecting a rather violent snow storm this evening. Its suspected to last a good three days. Infact its suppose to drop below freezing tonight and its expected to stay that way leading into tomorrow morning..." The women on the small television exclaimed.

"Ugh.. Of all days She could have made me work..." Y/n sighed, looking out the window which reflected no other color but white.

"Well what can you do about it?" You coworker Dokyeom chuckled, mixing the batter.

Rolling your eyes you walked over to the oven placing the empty pan inside and pulling out the cooked bach, setting it on the table turning off the oven.

"Well I could go home b-"

"Then go home, ill cover for you."

You smiled. "..but! You didn't let me finish. I was going to say.. I need this job."

Cocking his brows he reminded you, "y/n you dads a billionaire, you said it yourself he's given you more than enough to buy a nice car, house, and then just sit on your ass all day, for the rest of your life."

"Yes but he's also only a billionaire because of his father and his fathers, father. Should i go on?"

Dokyeom quickly declined your offer waving you off with his towel. "Blah blah blah."

"Haha very funny. Hey can you go tell them they need to leave? Its a minute till closing time."

"What?! Why can't you do it?" Dokyeom complained.

"Because, one I have to stay late anyways remember? Im on clean up duty. Also I dont like kicking people out.. Besides, I think they're homeless.." You trailed off.

Dokyeom sighed. "Fine. But you owe me.."

"대박! 감사해요." (Awesome! Thank you.)

"I see you've been practicing." He commented.

You smiled.

He made his way to the simi-empty dinning room where a young man and a child sat. The man had a smile on his face as he listened to the small child, who from what I could understand was telling him about her day at daycare. I couldn't help but feel guilty. Trying not to think about it, I began throwing out old samples and displays that once sat in the display case, though I over heard Dk politely tell them they had to leave.

"Excuse me, sir.." He started.

Trying my best to make it seem like I wasn't there I slouched down behind the case. Listening to the small conversation between the two men, peaking around the corner. The male looked up at Dk, worry on his face as he pulled the small girl closer. she looked to be around three while the male looked to be in his late twenties. He had short brown hair and what looked to be a faint beard growing. He was wearing an old torn-up off white sweater, ripped black jeans, and a gray scarf. The girl on the other hand had oily black hair that was pulled into a ponytail. She was wearing a hoodie that was three sizes too large for her, an ankle length navy blue skirt, and a red bennie.

"...I'm sorry to say that's its closing time and you'll have to leave." Dk finished.

"Ah, I'm sorry. We hadn't realized what time it was. haha!" The man said. Standing up to pick up the small child only to sit her down and begun putting her winter attire on.

"Okay. Stay safe." Dk smiled and started walking back to the kitchen putting the freshly made batter into the fridge for early shift staff tomorrow and begun washing the dishes.

"Daddy, are we gonna sleep under the bridge again?"

My breath hitched, and i slowly stood up looking at the child who was now putting on gloves while he wrapped the scarf around her neck. As she looked up to him warmly.

"N-no sweetheart we'll find somewhere."

Once his stuff was on he picked her up and made their way out into the harsh weather with one last glance into the kitchen, making eye contact with me for the first time.

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"Welp that concludes our shift.. I owe you one Dk. Again."

Dokyeom chuckled putting his coat on. "You sure do. Now if you'll excuse me I have a wife and daughter that are waiting for me. The wife especially." He winked.

"Gross, really Dokyeom? Really."

He smiled before clocking out, telling you to drive safe and walking out the door. I followed his steps only there was no one to tell drive safe and I had the extra step that included locking the doors.

"Shit, it really is cold out here... Doesn't help that my car is halfway down the fuckn' street." I muttered to myself.

Sitting in my car I couldn't help but think back to the man and his child. What she said to him specifically.

'Daddy, are we gonna sleep under the bridge again?'

Resting my head on the steering wheel I sighed. "Why didn't i say anything..."

Once I was done pondering and beating myself up about the past I started on my way home. Though the road I usually take was blocked off so I had to take the Sketchy way, through the alley and under the bridge. When it was in sight I calmed my nerves with some low-fi music my friend Yoongi produced. As I was driving through I saw someone- no someones. A familiar red bennie was huddled into something. I couldn't help but pull up next to them, driving slowly. Rolling my window down only to be greeted by snow and cold air assaulting my face.

"Excuse me. Do you need somewhere to stay?" I had to yell just to be heard over the yelps and roars of the winter air.

Man stopped and so did I, the little girls grip remained tight on her fathers arm.

"Uh. No, thank you we'll be fine.." He responded looking down.

"Daddy I'm cold.." She said and as a response he begun taking off his coat only to wrap it around her small frame, because she had one of his arms he could only use one to keep himself warm.

"Come on, its suppose to drop below freezing tonight, and if she's gonna have your coat.. You'll freeze... You'll both freeze."

He sniffled before telling her to get in the car.

"Come one Haru, get in the car... Hurry sweetie."

You smiled unlocking the doors, he sat in the back with her.

"You can get in the front."

"No, its fine." He quickly responded.

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"Here, I'll go make you two some hot chocolate."

"Hot chocolate! Yay!" The child now known as Haru yelled in excitement.

"Here let me help you princess.." He said taking her shoes and wet clothes off.

When you came back you set the three cups on the table and warmed up some left over egg soup.

"Do you have some dry clothes? Haru's are wet.." He said sounding timid and a bit hesitant.

"Uh ya.. Um, can you keep an eye on the food? You know to make sure it doesn't boil over."

"Sure.. Come here haru, and stop bouncing around on her furniture." He said sternly.

You chuckled walking to your room looking through your night gowns looking for one that was, shall we say appropriate for someone of her age.

"Finally..." You sighed.

'to the moon and back.' It read.

You started looking through the stuff your late husband left behind, and came up with a shirt that said 'proud husband of a kick ass military wife!' And some sweats. Quickly folding them you made you way into the kitchen where Haru and her father waited.

"Oh you could have made yourselves a bowl.."

"Oh, sorry we didn't want to touch anything..."

Making your way to the cabinet s to get them a bowl. "No no its fine im sure you two are starving anyways.. Here are the clothes. I found some for you to..."

He smiled slightly, "I'm Jeonghan by the way.."

"Im y/n. So that's your daughter?" You smiled as he picked Haru up and begun to dress her.

"Y-yes, her mother died at birth and things went down hill from there.."

"Oh, I'm so sorry.."

Jeonghan looked at you "I saw a picture of a man.. Assuming by the shirt you cave me your married?"

You cleared your throat. "Um no he died 2 years ago.."

He stared at you before apologising profusely.

"Heh.. No its fine, I guess I'm over it anyway.. I didn't stop and cry when going through his stuff.." You chuckled.

"No one ever truly gets over the loss of a loved one..."

He looks at you. You shake your head. "That makes two of us.."

[hphm-etched-engraved-everlasting]

20. Em

Author’s Note/Table of Contents

Being at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry meant that hearing things out of the ordinary was the norm. But never did I come to think that I'd hear that Filch was rudely woken up by my sister and seen, for the first time by any student, in his pyjamas--and here I thought that Fred and George implanting active Dungbombs in the Gryffindor Common Room would have been the major highlight circulating around the student population.

Well, maybe it was. After all, when I came down for breakfast the next morning, fresh from my visit to the duelling club with Diego just the night before, I caught sight of the Weasley twins being bombarded with questions about their clever prank that drove most of their house mates away from the common area. I'd assume that after this kind of stunt would get them in trouble by Filch, but surprisingly they didn't get caught. Maybe because Clara gave them the blind eye, or took the blame for herself? Either way, the fact that neither of them got detention baffled me slightly.

As I sat down at the Hufflepuff table, reaching out to help myself to a piece of toast, I noticed my dorm mate, Dawn Everett, give me one look from across the table and erupt into giggles.

"Okay, what is it?" I asked her with a slight huff. "Is it the rose in my hair? Yes, one of Clara's friends gave it to me. So what? Wearing flowers in my hair is my norm."

"No, no!" Dawn shook her head. "Well, yes it is--but not in the way you expect. I actually like the way you incorporate flowers in your everyday style, Em. Just...seeing them makes me feel happy."

"It seems like you're about one of the only ones who thinks so," I murmured, shrugging. "You remember how Yvonne from Ravenclaw thought that wearing sunflowers in my hair made me look ridiculous the other day."

"And I think you should do it more often! This is your style, Em, and you've actually become quite the inspiration for some of us." Dawn grinned and glanced at the scarlet rose embedded with my hair tie, securing the braid that Penny helped me fix this morning. "What kind of flower do you think would go well with blonde hair?" she suddenly asked.

"Hmm..." I tapped my chin and tilted my head in thought. Dawn's hair was actually a brilliant blonde, gleaming brilliantly with the early morning sun--on its own, it glowed with a sheen like a torch light. "I'd say daisies? Or lilies? I think any flower works well for your hair, Dawn."

Dawn nodded and flashed a quick smile at me before grabbing a few pieces of toast and shovelling scrambled eggs into her plate.

That was when the doors to the Great Hall burst open, and in strode Filch, wrapping his usual grey jacket tightly around his skinny shuffling figure donned otherwise in baby powder blue cotton. A white sleeping cap hung lopsided and crooked over his head, the pom-pom dangling over his shoulder as he ran.

"What in the--" Dawn took one look at Filch and burst into giggles again. "Looks like this is the first time we've ever seen the Hogwarts caretaker wearing pyjamas! At breakfast, no less!"

Dawn wasn't the only one laughing at the strange phenomenon. All around me, I saw other students from different houses erupting into cackles and wheezes at the sight--most notably, Tonks and Tulip who looked so red in the face they practically looked like they swallowed a bottle of Firewhiskey too many. Up at the staff table, I noticed Professor McGonagall crack a small smile, while Professor Flitwick and Kettleburn exchanged a glance and chuckled.

I suppose this caretaker didn't really get much respect after all.

"Em!"

I turned suddenly at the sound of my sister's voice calling for me, and I waved to her as she approached. "Over here."

"What in the world is happening here?" Clara glanced up at the staff table to see Filch fuming at the teachers, and she immediately turned pale. "Oh Merlin. Em, can I talk to you alone, please?"

Without waiting for an answer, she quickly beckoned me to follow her out of the Great Hall, and so I did, the sounds of roaring laughter dying away.

"I swear there's a good reason I had to call Filch up so early--" Clara began, but I held a hand up.

"I'm not saying you're being unreasonable, Clara, but you notice that you're still wearing pyjamas, right? At least, they look like pyjamas," I pointed out, gesturing to her red and gold lion-print ensemble complete with lion slippers on her feet. I'd assume that was what she'd wear going to bed at Hogwarts, because I've never seen her wear this set of pyjamas at home.

At this, Clara glanced down at her outfit and cringed. "Whoops. Yup, I know, I'm wearing pyjamas too, but this couldn't wait. You heard about the Gryffindor Common Room going up in stink last night, right?"

I nodded. "Yeah. Three of the Gryffindor first-years came by the Hufflepuff Common Room just last night so they could get their desired shower, and I heard the story then. Why?"

"Well, I'm not exactly sure why Fred and George would do that, but eventually when I tracked them down with Charlie, they revealed that they were chasing after someone familiar--though I'd think you'd have a hard time believing me if you hear about who it was."

"Spill the beans, then. Who was it they were after?"

Clara took a deep breath--and then said the name I honestly thought I'd never hear her say for a long time.

"Jacob."

So our brother was spotted on or near Hogwarts grounds. At the sound of that, my jaw practically fell to the floor. "No way," I murmured. "Jacob Pan-Hui Lin in the flesh?"

"So it seemed--the one and only," Clara confirmed. "Though why he would drop by, I wouldn't know. I just asked Filch about it and he said that he got a report from Madam Pince about his presence in the library just last night."

"Probably explained why it closed so early," I said thoughtfully with a nod. "Madam Pince probably didn't want anyone else to worry so much about the potential mess he'd make--let alone the chaos he'd ensue if anyone saw him. Besides the people we know who know him, that is. And that would probably explain why Filch was angry," I added with a laugh.

"Hey. To be fair, it's not like anyone to willingly wake up to satisfy a student's query so early in the morning. I would probably ask them to just go away and wait till I was actually up and ready to answer their question," Clara interjected. "But he was also up all night trying to rid our Common Room of the Dungbomb stink. He even went as far as thinking that I was the one who committed that crime--and I had to cover for the twins."

"A prefect, covering for trouble-making first-years? I'm impressed," I said with another nod. "But let's not try to stray away from the point. What are you going to do about Jacob?"

Clara's jaw tightened as she pondered this, and I swore I saw a storm gather in her eyes as her brows narrowed.

"I'm going to find him, and I think you should stay here."

"What?! But he's my brother too, whether you like it or not!" I argued, stomping my foot. "Clara, aren't we in this together?"

"Of course, Em. But I don't want you to end up in danger the same way--"

"I'm with you, Clara, what could possibly go wrong when I'm with you?"

Clara tensed at this question, muscles freezing rigidly. For a minute, I thought she would reprimand me for being so stubborn--though part of me thought she was being unfair anyway for wanting me to stay at Hogwarts while she pursued all these perilous things--but then she sighed and nodded.

"You're right, Em. I'm sorry," Clara eventually relented. "I just...I don't know. If the circumstances are dangerous--"

"But this could be the only time."

I wasn't a child anymore. I wasn't a baby anymore. Merula could label me as the baby all she wants, but I couldn't care less about my age when I have family to find. Besides, who knew if I would ever get to see Jacob again after this one time?

"Alright. You can come with me. Besides, it's not like the professors could do anything. It's the weekend, after all."

"Exactly. Just let me come."

"Fine."

"Best change into actual clothes first, though."

"Hey!"

But eventually Clara relented, and as she left, I felt like maybe we could truly become close after all.

---

The search for Jacob wasn't easy, to say the least. He wasn't in the library, as the inquiry with Madam Pince revealed--though the both of us ended up having to clear her shelves up afterwards as a result of the mess Jacob made the night before. It turned out that indeed, he was searching through her shelves to find out about something, but Madam Pince didn't even know what it was he was looking for. It went about as far as her telling him she'd report him to Dumbledore when he'd left.

"Your brother seemed determined to find the books he needed," was all she could tell us.

After lunch, Clara and I went to the Gryffindor Common Room to take the Floo down to Diagon Alley, and the first place Clara immediately made a beeline to as we got out of the fireplace was Flourish and Blotts.

"Madam Villanelle!" she called out, running to the shopkeeper. "Has my brother passed by here looking for books?"

"Clara! And...is this your little sister?" Madam Villanelle asked me, giving me a wary look.

I nodded. "Youngest sister of Jacob Lin here, ma'am."

"Yes, he was just here moments ago!" Madam Villanelle eventually answered my sister's question. "I was about to send you an owl telling you as much. I could tell that you wanted to see him again at the end of last year.”

"And let me guess--he left when you brought me up?" Clara asked.

"Yes. I'm sorry," Madam Villanelle apologized.

"It's fine. Thank you for keeping your word to notify me if Jacob visited Flourish and Blotts."

"Do you know what he came here for?" I asked her then. "Madam Pince, the librarian at Hogwarts, told us he was looking through her shelves but couldn't find what he wanted."

"He was looking for books on the Mahoutokoro School of Magic," Madam Villanelle explained.

"Mahoutokoro? That's where our father went to school!" I exclaimed. "But why would he want to look into that?"

I may have been absolutely clueless and behind, but Clara's eyes automatically widened at the revelation. "Madam Villanelle, remember the wizard in white robes that you told me Mundungus Fletcher fought last year? He was spotted again in Knockturn Alley just recently--and when I told Dumbledore, he thought that the wizard might be a Dark Arts practitioner from Mahoutokoro."

"Dark Arts practitioner? You don't think that there are dark wizards beyond..." I trailed off as I tried to comprehend the impossible. My father wasn't a crook, but then again he never mentioned this part of the protocol to any of us.

"Well, now that I think of it, Mahoutokoro students' robes do turn white when they practice the Dark Arts," Madam Villanelle said thoughtfully. "It's hard to say what your brother's intentions were, though. He just bought every book he could on the subject matter and then left."

And indeed, as I glanced over at one portion of the shelves, there was a huge gap present where books should have been stacked as other books began to keel over in their row. It almost looked like the same scene when my mother's books were pulled out of the shelves all those years ago.

Clara didn't seem fazed at the sight, though. She immediately began to pore over some of the older dustier volumes from the bookshelves, fingers flicking fervently over the pages, and after a while she eventually slammed down the last volume she found.

"Nothing! At least last year Jacob was kind enough to leave a message--now he's left no trace of his visit!" Clara growled. "What was he thinking? He didn't try to see us at Hogwarts, and now he didn't wait for us to get here despite knowing we were on his trail..."

"Do you think he's intentionally doing this?" I asked. "I mean, if he's gone all this way and never thought to see us..."

"He wouldn't. There must be a good reason for whatever it is he's doing," Clara said, shaking her head. "I'm sure whatever it is, it's in our best interests."

"Rest assured, if I see your brother here again I'll be sure to send another owl," Madam Villanelle promised. "To both of you," she added, nodding in my direction.

"Thank you, ma'am. We'll let you get back to work now," I said with a smile.

As the two of us turned to leave, I turned back to Madam Villanelle for a moment. "One more question, Madam Villanelle. Have you reached out to my mother recently about..."

"Your mother? Oh." Madam Villanelle nodded in recollection. "Renee Lin, right? it was always a joy to see her published books on these shelves. I remember wanting to take one off the shelves myself to read." She chuckled and shook her head. "No, your sister warned me not to tell her anything about his return. I did consider putting her books back on the shelves, but who knows what controversies could spark among the critics who gave her negative reviews?"

"I just...I was hoping my mom would continue to pursue her career as a writer," I simply mumbled. "You know, despite all that's happened."

"I can drop a word with her, let her know that her youngest daughter is thinking the best for her," Madam Villanelle offered. "But no worries. Your reasons for coming here would be safe with me."

"Thank you." I smiled and offered her a hand. "I'm Emily, by the way."

"Emily. I'll keep you in mind," Madam Villanelle said, shaking my hand. "But you better catch up with your sister. I don't think she's prepared to return to Hogwarts without knowing where your brother is."

I nodded and waved in farewell as I exited the shop, turning to find that, indeed, Clara had already left the shop. As I turned, I thought I saw the heel of her boot disappearing down Knockturn Alley.

So much for her trying to protect me. Neither of our parents wanted us to even travel down Knockturn Alley, and last summer when we came here to get my supplies they made these restrictions very clear. Yet if Clara was already going down that alley...

I quickly ran after her, not even knowing what consequences either of us would face in the alley forbidden by our parents.

[catalinaroleplay]

DAHLIA LYON (Shay Mitchell) is looking for her THE YALE CREW connection. Please message STEPH for more information regarding this connection. The status of this connection is currently: OPEN.

CONNECTION TYPE:

The YALE Type Crew.

CHARACTER NAME:

Up to Player.

CHARACTER AGE RANGE:

30 or 31 would be preferred age range. The highest I could go is 32.

SUGGESTED FACECLAIMS:

If you have seen The Bold Type, then you are aware of where I am going with this wanted connection. I have provided a suggestion of face-claims below. I’m all open to hearing suggestions as well! I am hoping for all of the ladies in this crew to be WOC!  Role #1: (Kat Edison inspiration): Constance Wu, Candice Patton, Gugu Mbatha-Raw, Aja Naomi King, Brenda Song, Karla Souza, Kat Graham, Tessa Thompson, Gemma Chan, Deepika Padukone, Monica Raymund, Kiersey Clemons, Zoë Kravitz.  Role #2: The Sutton Brady of the friend group has been reserved/future use with an Ana de Armas face-claim. 

CHARACTER DETAILS:

Trigger Warnings: BRCA Gene, Early Dementia, IVF. 

I am a huge sucker about brotps! When I was developing Dahlia, I really wanted to use the inspiration from The Bold Type which is one of my FAVORITE shows in the entire world. I love the dynamic of Kat, Sutton & Jane in the television show, so I wanted to bring it into the roleplay. I am so willing to provide information for you all in terms/information about Dahlia’s backstory (there’s a lot) and currently isn’t a link to her biography on the main, but I will be willing to share my Google Drive about the character. It was long so big warning!

Dahlia started off her Yale Undergraduate in the Fall 2008. Her Freshman year of University was an undecided year. To give you a little bit of insight, the girl spent a couple of months (on/off) crying about her life back home in Catalina Island and how much she misses her friends + family. Overall, she is very family orientated. This was also around the time when her twin sister, Magnolia, gave birth to her son, Milo Park. So, not only was Dahlia feeling as if she was missing this important experience to her sister’s future but every part of her was doubting that she should even BE at Yale University. The truth is, she had every right to be there because the girl is smart and made it known throughout the years of her growing up and her devotion to her education. As well, while Dahlia has traveled to Crema, Italy, before to spend time with her Grandmother with Magnolia. This is the first time Dahlia has ever been away from her whole family and in a city this big. Especially considering, Catalina Island’s population has been very minimal for her entire life.

I had imagined these girls all lived in the same dorm and on the same floor. Whereas Dahlia every right caused herself to be locked up in her room, calling back home long distance and sobbing into the telephone of her father’s and sister, maybe the girls knew about Dahlia and her struggle to adjust to the atmosphere of this new life/chapter she is starting for herself. Perhaps, both of the girls (the Kat & Sutton’s of the trio) knew about Dahlia (who is the Jane of the trio), had classes with her, honestly love her presence around them, but saw that she was suffering. So one evening, they entered into her room and insisted on Dahlia coming with them. Not only was that the start of their dynamic trio, but also it was the start of Dahlia’s growth and understanding that she belongs here. Even if she missed her family and friends back home, it doesn’t mean she’s selfish for enjoying her life and new chapter because she worked hard for it.

Over the years, these girls did EVERYTHING together. Some part of me wants to HC that they have matching tattoos together. Or even went on trips with Dahlia (&Magnolia) to Crema, Italy, which Dahlia showed the girls where she worked throughout the years and as well, the fluent Italian that she knows. These girls know everything about each other. Inside and out. All of their past. All of the secrets they didn’t want to share with the entire world. They are each other’s biggest supporters through and through. It’s why they work so well together, even with all of them being complete and polar opposites in the first place. 

Yet, during age 25, that would change the girls carefree lives briefly. I did imagine all of them were still at Yale, perhaps all doing a Master program (again, their majors are up to the player!). One of the girls, which can be decided on who that will be, had a class and learned about the BRCA Gene. I provided a link for you to read over the information and the purpose for the narrative because it’s a huge part (I won’t deny I took this from TBT storyline but I loved it because it’s unlike I’ve seen before). Frightened, anxious, genuinely worried, all of them decided to get tested on a Friday afternoon, spending their entire weekend being carefree, only for Dahlia to receive a phone call on Monday morning to come by the Clinic later in the afternoon. It was then and there, where Dahlia found out she has the BRCA Gene mutation from her mother, who isn’t in the picture, Mahalia. Not only was it towards till the end of their Masters program, but it ultimately shape shifted their entire world. It was a big change for Dahlia. It made her refute back to the point of doubting herself. It would be a heavy phone call to her family back in Catalina about her mutation. It would be a kick start in Dahlia having to think about her future. In which, she decided to start to freeze her eggs after she graduated from the Masters program, immediately packing her bags and heading back home to Catalina, to start the process. 

After she started the freezing of eggs, she packed up her belongings and went on a trip all over the world because in Dahlia’s mind, this information and news shook her entire world and core. She traveled everywhere. Anywhere. As long as her could go, enjoy the world and make the memories, then she would do it. It made her plan for the worst case scenario. It made her have to realize these other outcomes about this dream future she has. It got very heavy on her. It took her a while to adjust to the reality of constant doctor appointments to make sure everything was okay. The reason why the girls came to Catalina can be for your own reason! Although, it is canon in Dahlia’s storyline that she returned back to her isle after receiving a phone call from her family about one of her father developing early signs of Dementia. Instantly, that’s what brought her home. I did imagine the girls have been kept up in her life when she was traveling. She was no stranger to friends & family for that matter. So I had an idea she messaged them about coming back to Catalina and even more startling news of her father’s illness. Perhaps, that was the reason why all of the girls moved there was to support their girl even more? Maybe even on their trips back with Dahlia - both of them fell in love with the isle that she came from and they decided to move there. I’m totally down for everything!

Right now, Dahlia will be slowly but surely starting the IVF process. She has taken the last 5 years of her life to enjoy things. Now, she’s ready to start the process of having children. I wanted to give everyone a run down on this connection because I am genuinely excited to have this type of dynamic and storyline in the group. I hope it paints an ideal picture of what I am looking for/what I have thought of. I am totally here to listen to all of your ideas and suggestions as well! I want us to all feel and cause this trio to grow forward together. 

EXTRA:

Gifsets: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. Videos: 1. (The girls going to Dahlia’s appointmens with her) 2. (The girls often causing Dahlia to often get out of her confront zone) 3. (The girls getting invited to a dinner party and locking themselves in the bathroom after experimenting with some weed)

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The last chapter in SF

Jan 25th, 2020.

An Introduction.

In 2017, Jess was introduced to our quiet, oversized, and mainstream lives... Little did we know, that everything was about to change. The winds swirled overhead as she landed and within a couple weeks our loud, mini, hippie-witch-grandma-babe became ingrained in our lives! 

Coming in hot with a list of must-see, -try, -listen, -taste, -climb items for SF, Jess managed to keep us busy trying new things and living our best fun-sized life.

In honor of one chapter coming to a close (and another very exciting one just beginning!!), we want to take a look back at some of the beautiful moments you’ve helped us create! Thank you for being a part of our lives in San Francisco, and we are so excited and proud of you for making big moves across the seas in New Zealand! Don’t forget us and please come back to re-visit your San Francisco community soon 😻

Love,

Everyone

Credit: (always) Inspired by the TinyTourist

2017

Let’s take a walk down memory lane back to 2017...

Enter 2017… when some of us all met Jess Tilles for first time. Something we may be too old to do but in our early 20s we were able to stick through 9 hours of drinking. Santa Con was the day into the night we were all obliterated… but Santas and mistletoe and FUN! We all look very youthful, oh what a few years in SF has done to our age. It was also one of the first and last times we all decided to go out in the Marina, and then proceed to eat Italian Homemade food. The beginning of an era!

Meanwhile at work... Jess quickly becomes a driving force of work parties with Holmes (and Eva and Jess discover they are both proponents of Bell sleeves). Of course Jess=where the party @ after having met most of the team at a highly questionable night tearing up the Castro prior Olga’s birthday.

Celebrating big moves to the bay, Jess, Shiri, and Leeza united in the gorgeous SF winter on Hattie St Balcony (a local’s hidden gem). It was then that Leeza and Jess instantly realized they were meant to meet and pursue all the best indie-folk-hippie music together. The rest of the concert saga is history!

2018

March 2018 

Jess and Leron feeling lucky on St. Patty’s day by wearing all black and going against the mainstream in classic Jess fashion.

April 2018

Jess and Eva jamtfo to Penguin Prison at at their favorite SF venue, The Independent on Eva’s bday. They groove from the front row where Jess has zero obstacles blocking her line of site. Eva gets to hold the gee-tar.

Parisa's first day in SF! A messy deep dish experience could only be ended with a super fun barcade.

August 2018

For many of us, it was our very first overnight backpacking trip that hot summer weekend in July. Leeza had on the heaviest pack and powered ahead of the group (per usual), while the rest of us fumbled behind. We all kept enthusiasm high and it was a glorious moment when we 1) dipped into the freezing cold water at the end of day one and 2) when we finally took our packs, shoes and socks off at the end of the hike, and we all agreed that we would not do that trail again if someone paid us a million fat ones. Such a memorable trip- it was a great shared bonding experience for us to be out exploring in nature, and struggling together but ultimately powering through. Caroline was peeing every 20 minutes of the hike as usual, Leron was making interesting jokes and Shiri and Jess kept our spirits high!

Jess has her first grown woman trip to LA with Eva. They stay in Sunset Junction (Micheltorena stairs pictured) and have a romantic werk wife stay at the legendary Casa Crawford Airbnb, where their room doesn’t lock and they share a bathroom with the elderly spooky owner. Highlights include swan boating on Echo Park Lake, yoga at Equinox, eating at Mh Zh and Sqirl, unwinding at Wi Spa, crashing a mansion party in the Hollywood hills, and celebrating Lauren’s 30th birthday. Jess also very much enjoys catching up with a friend in Venice Beach.

In spring 2018, Jess made moves in the city to make friends and become ~sporty~ with Shiri in the Play Recess league. Striking the perfect balance between minimal coordination and slap-cup, we learned to destroy the competition in what really counts! Culminating in an ultimate scavenger hunt debacle, Spinelli led the group to victory! (Not actually sure if we completed the scavenger, but the memories we do have were definitely winners :) ).

October 2018

Halloweenies with our favorite Grandmama. Photographed left to right: Grandmama (Jess), Wednesday (Caroline), thing (Cole), Gomez (Leron), Morticia (Shiri), Lurch (Jack) and Pugsley (Jacob)

In the spooky month of October 2019, the Fulton Fam got together to throw our first rager - an extravagant Addams family party. Thanks to the creative inspiration of the group, we were able to pull off some spooky vibes, including spider webs, grey hair, ridiculous mustaches, and more. 

Late 2018 marked the beginning of the Fulton house era- too many nights sitting around watching Fort Night, debating Zinc in double-blind tests, and hundreds more conversations that none of us can remember… We will never forget the eclectic energy Jess brought into the Fulton house. The large batches of pasta & pesto she cooked and the lotions & soaps she brewed up. Brew hahah. As the first alumnus of the Fulton house, Jess has since ventured out to #adult in her 2 bedroom apartment in Nob Hill.

Before Jess left us, we had one last BirthRight hoorah with Jacob’s new friends. There was a peculiar guy making brisket in our oven, and handing samples around like a Costco on a Saturday afternoon. Shiri infamously used her photoshop skills to crop the beloved Leron Gil into the house party he missed. Good times!

December 2018

How could we forget the numerous ski trips in 2019 with Jess? There were so many weekends bopping around down the slopes in Heavenly, Kirkwood and North Star. On this specific photographed trip, Jess and Caroline celebrated their birthdays with a weekend getaway to Northstar. Too much Secret Hitler was played. Things got wild. Other board games were forced upon us (lol). But looking back it was a great time hanging with friends, drinking champagne on the mountain and blasting some groovy tunes down the mountain.

Over the holidays, Chinese food is a tradition… a very delicious meal at Koi Palace! While living in Fulton, there was a 2 month hiatus where just Jess, Caroline and Jacob occupied the house. Some like to call that period of time “the cleanest time of Fulton”, others call bullshit. The three bonded over diverging political opinions, bitching about who never cleaned their dishes and doing korean face masks. 

2019

January 2019

Ringing in the New 2019 Year in San Francisco with a large group of our friends was quite the experience! Great to celebrate together together at the boom boom room with some live music (but also not great that the window got smashed 😂)

One of Jess’s many ascents at Mission Cliffs! Go Jess send it! 

 Only Jess and her gleaming charisma could rally coworkers to see a concert AND have work pay for our HH drinks (thanks for the sus hand-written receipt for expensing, @Madrone Art Bar). We saw her beloved Magic City Hippies at The Independent which was funky and upbeat Miami vibes all around. Also pictured are Mary and Georgine who are/soon working in New Zealand as well.

February 2019

Always remember the earplugs! Jess knows how to concert.

March 2019

Soccer moms go to Warby Parker. Epic picture and times of Jess with the Fulton boys.

April 2019

A new(ish) face joined the Holmes Fire SF team- finally Jess and Irene’s LDR was over! This was our first team building activity as a new group and with Jess in charge of course we ended up climbing!

Celebrating Eva’s Birthday with a fun rooftop HH at El Teco on a sunny spring day!

Jess, Eva and Irene order frozen pina coladas and take in the views before a Mission bar crawl of sorts, closing nice and early with burritos from El Farolito.

May 2019

Hanging out at the top of the SalesForce tower. Pro tip, bring a structural engineer for some great commentary.

Bay to Breakers with team eggs and team hippies (aka Jess’s typical aesthetic)!

Always discussing the most important topics at work- like water bottle sticker placement! #bigdecisions

July 2019

One of the best Holmes site visits ever!!

Jess and Eva drive up North for a wine country getaway they won a while back at a silent auction. En route they plow through La Croix cans, have a rad lunch in Sebastopol and dip their feet in the picturesque Russian River. Early evening, they taste and tour facilities at Moshin Vineyards in Forestville (shout outs to that delightfully dry pinot noir rosé) before stargazing (ft. skunk!) and cozying up in a cabin suite with the movie Sideways. The next day, they have a beautiful morning walk by the vineyards. By way of Jess’ parents, they land in Ronald McDonald’s home for a private tasting. Jess learns she loves fruit-forward wines!

September 2019

The second infamous backpacking trip! **GIRLS TRIP**!!!! The time we thought it’d be smart to not get camping food and cook kraft mac and cheese with no microwave. What it came out to be was a big bowl of cheese goop, with Ella, Anna, Olaf and unicorn characters drowned in there. A big SHOUTOUT to Marie for pulling through with the fancy face creams and sharing with the group, us talking about waxing *ahem* body parts and again, Leeza leading the charge with Foxy! At night, we laid out on the benches and stared up at the stars - the night was so clear! We couldn’t stop laughing over things I can no longer remember… except about discovering the world was indeed not flat. Once again, Caroline likely peed 20 times total, and was coughing and heaving (sorry for being sick!) 😅

Jess and Eva get weird in Portland! Where they sip rooftop beers, frolick in the Nike HQ ( a mass timber wonderland), meet Big Foot and Krampus, procure free passes to a saucy community event, dance to 80s music at a goth bar/visit crusty dive bars, have a prime strawberry cough (and beanie) experience @ Electric Lettuce, savor prime Bamboo sushi, and Jess gets a cute ass tragus piercing. Throughout the trip Jess wears a lot of black to Eva’s delight #moody #angsty. On their walks to the Portland office, Jess appreciates the changing fall leaves and residential neighborhoods, feeling reminded of home on the East Coast.

Just another amazing Jill Hike ;) 

October 2019

OK - San Francisco was filled with challenges… and Tough Mudder was one of them! Although we found out that at the end of the race - you would be electrocuted - we persisted. We - as a team - got through to the finish line. So proud of everyone for completing the race! Although Caroline was the only one who copped out of electric shock. The number of times we dunked into mud baths and climbed 10 ft walls… 

Jess’s favorite time of the year and a visit from Tariq! Jess and Eva decorated the whole office to look super ~spooky~ON ANOTHER LEVEL (featuring creepy clown photos, hella cobwebs and caution tape, bloody stickers, and of course fake plastic bugs) and organized a halloween bar crawl around North Beach (@ Maggie McGarrie’s and Tupelo)!

November 2019

A big fan of live music, Jess is a great Concert buddy. Always down to explore new music and venues! This was such a fun bonding night where we got greyhounds, beers, caught up on life and danced at Polo & Pan. So fun!

Proxima Parada at Milk Bar birthday concert where Jess got a shout-out from the band! ft. a blurry instagram story and classic typos. Prior, the whole squad turns up at Hobson’s Choice over punch bowls.

HP marathon or studying for PE? Well! let's master both!

December 2019

One of the best days in December was unexpected. It started out with a simple brunch plan but ended in a full day of activities!!  New spot on polk was where Jess and Maries’ friendship began and continued to blossom!

After having an amazing meal (great eggs benedict) and hours of catching up we decided to walk back to our houses together (since we are neighbors!!). Jess was excited to see Marie’s new couch (that was 50% off hehe) and decided to come over. Kap, Jess and Marie did a long (super difficult) puzzle (connected a few pieces) and watched netflix. We order Thai food (Kap ordered us cookies) and we relaxed all day. It was a special day where the three of us reminisced about San Francisco and all of our time here. It was a day no one wanted to end!!

Holmes Holiday Party- Jess’s favorite drink was the beet cocktail 😉

Cozy three course italian dinner with wine at 3pm! Best part of the afternoon was my hot date, Jess ;)

Jess and her neighborhood park (shoutout to nob hill, the real MVP) winning Shiri over with its views on views.

January 2019

On one of Jess’s final few Tahoe ski weekends, she SENT IT down a black diamond on her first weekend back of the season. Harrison found a great photo opp for Jess, Marie and Caroline against the Xtreme advanced only sign. The weekend was filled with playing Mafia, jamming to tunes down the slope, exploring Squaw valley, having some nice Apres Ski, and getting fed some good, slow-cooked food (haha!). 

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NOTES FROM YOUR BIFFLES TO SEND YOU OFF <3

Dear Jess, 

Thank you for entering into my life and being saggitarius soulmates. I love that we are on the same page about so many things - planning, me-time, boys (kinda), beards, skiing, tardiness, traveling, being avoidant, being wholesome and SO MUCH MORE. I’m so happy we bonded over the last couple years we’ve known each other. I miss all the times I would knock on your door and catch up while you marie kondo-d your entire closet. Thank you for pushing me in new and different ways which you may not have realized (like forcing me to vote) and inspiring me to do good with the environment (hehe). 

You are kind-hearted, loyal, so brave and bold and I’m so proud of you for going out on this adventure to New Zealand!! I will miss you lots in San Francisco and miss the ridiculous random shit we would laugh at during out ski trips or cooking or when we could catch up at home. Thank you for always listening whenever I felt like blabbing on and helping keep me grounded. So excited to visit New Zealand and can’t wait to explore! Plz don’t forget all the great memz we had in SF!!

Love you lots XOXO

Caroline 

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Jess!!! We have done it all together and now we can add New Zealand to that list too! I’m so glad that we got to overlap in SF and I had you here to show me to ropes. I can’t wait to follow your kiwi adventures and see all the fun things you do. 

Love you lots!! 

Xoxo 

Irene 

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JESSICA. My favorite small person to kiss on the head. I am so glad we could bond over our love of funky music and skiing. I’ll always be here to make sure you don’t look like an egg on the ski slopes and can’t wait to visit you and your Kiwi men soon. You are a sweet, funny, life of the party small person who’s going to find so much success and kiwi men in NZ. Love you so much, and may the yearly backpacking live on!

-Leez

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Dear Jess, You are such a sweet soul that is thoughtful and cares about everyone around you. I’m so thankful I had the opportunity to meet ya (ty shiri!!) and get to know you over the last year and a half. I always have so much fun on our walks, breakfast dates, or ski trips (and so much more). I’m so extremely happy for you to be following your dreams (and a lil sad that we won’t be neighbors anymore). I can’t wait to come visit ya and enjoy more adventures together! Love ya, Marie!! 

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Jess - I love seeing how far we’ve come since our truss-ty mechanics class, traveling across the country and seeking out all the best from life! Although your soul belongs in a hippy world, I know you will find your people and place no matter where you land (just keep being YOU). New Zealand is lucky to be getting the tiniest force around. You will certainly be missed, but know that I’m just a WhatsApp message (or a quick flight!) away :). Excited for the tiny tourist travels ahead <3

Love, Shiri

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Blonde Meets Brunette. Relatively Tall Meets Considerably Short. East Coast Meets West Coast. Engineering Major Meets Fine Arts Major. Happy Music Meets Sad Music. On paper we might come across as opposites, but internally and emotionally I am so grateful for the rich grey areas and nuances we’ve discovered that we contain. The odds were slim for us to cross paths in this big ol’ universe,and I’m so grateful we found each other to help tame and ground the ups and downs of being-in-your-twenties. You have been a guiding, real, and empowering force since Day 1, and you’ve taught me so much. I can’t wait to see all you accomplish in this new chapter and far beyond! ALL the love to the best work wife there ever was.

Eva Slusser

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Yo,

Glad we have been able to go on a bunch of snowy adventures. Look forward to visiting your weird kiwi fire life sometime and I'm sorry I always assumed you were the mafia.

-Dave

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Jess,

It was great getting to know you even if it was only for a short amount of time. Will always remember you bombing it down that double black diamond at squaw, the hike in Berkeley, and the constant disapproving looks sent my way.

GO PRO CAPTURE

- H

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Jess!! Thank you for being the kindest soul your are. I enjoyed every bits and pieces of our friendship from Stas' lab to smoke control class to getting to bond more here in SF.

Can't wait to follow the tiny tourist adventures through this new kiwi chapter. Auckland is lucky to have you!

Love you and see you soon!

Parisa

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This post serves as written confirmation that I have previously stated thank you and please and no longer require these societal norms to be restated. Once I see you in New Zealand, reside in your dwelling and depart back to San Francisco, I will not provide a thank you note. I expect the same from you. 

See you soon,

Leron

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Jess - We will miss you, but having a friend leave SF is easier when you know theres great adventures ahead for them. I’m excited for all your NZ adventures, and I would be lying if I said I wasn’t jealous. Keep us in the loop and I look forward to seeing you in the future.

-jacob

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Regarding Ovulation _ 6 Points You May Not Know Yet Should!

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This is why most ovulation signs appear in the days before the egg is launched. The two to 4 days prior to you ovulate are your most fertile time. Just how can you understand when you're most fertile and also ovulation is coming close to? Right here are some techniques of spotting upcoming ovulation. Abundant high quality vaginal discharge: Your genital discharge can let you recognize if you're coming close to ovulation. The rise in estrogen causes boosted manufacturing of cervical mucus. Cervical mucus also alters in kind as well as goes from a stickier, clumpy texture to looking even more like raw egg whites. ?? http://www.becomegorgeous.com/blogs/ariyanusman/natural-birth-vs-csection-P83571 You can find out when you're probably to get expecting in a month by focusing discharge on your underwear, on the toilet paper, or by actually inspecting your cervical mucus manually on your own. 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This isn't by any means accurate, but if you have normal cycles, the results suffice. Ovulation Rises Both Your Companion's and Your Need for Sex Mentioning ovulation signs, your body produces numerous signs of boosting fertility as ovulation techniques. (And bear in mind, you wish to make love prior to you ovulate.) Never take too lightly biology! You can make use of ovulation predictor examinations to help identify your most fertile days.??? Some studies have actually discovered this can assist you get expectant much faster. However while you adjust urination test strips, behind the scenes, your hormonal agents go to job, making sure that you as well as your companion get active in the bedroom. When a woman is most productive, her sex drive climbs. If you ever before asked yourself why your wish for sex waxes as well as winds down throughout the month, this is one big reason. Exactly how can you utilize this details to obtain expectant quicker? Listen to your body. If you remain in the state of mind to do the straight baby dancing, go all out. Whatever your ovulation test strips say! Your Body Does Not Create New Eggs Regular monthly Every month, you ovulate an egg. Yet these eggs aren't developed new regular monthly. You're in fact birthed with all the eggs you'll ever have. With time, the variety of eggs in the ovaries reduces.??

At birth, an infant woman has around 2 million eggs. By the time she reaches adolescence, this number is to around 500,000. As you age, the hereditary stability of the eggs lower. This is why females over age 35 are at a higher threat for ... * experiencing losing the unborn baby * the inability to conceive * having a child with a genetic illness Because you are born with all the eggs you will certainly ever have, some cancer therapies can create irreversible infertility in females.?? If the cancer treatments eliminate the eggs in your ovaries, you won't have the ability to generate brand-new ones later on. Egg freezing can help protect fertility for ladies dealing with cancer therapies. Egg cold is additionally being made use of in women that wish to delay parenting till after 35. They freeze their eggs in the 20s, in hopes of utilizing their more youthful, much healthier eggs later on in life. 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Reduced folic acid levels can lead to issues with fertility, a higher danger of miscarriage, as well as a greater risk of abnormality. The Workplace on Women's Health and wellness suggests that all ladies of childbearing age, whether they are proactively trying to conceive or not, take 400 mcg of folic acid daily. ?? You ought to boost the dosage to 600 mcg when pregnant. Women at higher risk might need to take more. Exactly How Folic Acid Enhances Sperm Wellness as well as Aids Healthier Maternities More recent studies are locating that zinc might additionally be a necessary mineral for healthy egg advancement.?? Be sure to speak with your medical professional regarding what supplements he suggests when trying to conceive. Your weight likewise matters. Excessive weight is just one of the most common reasons for preventable uneven ovulation. Also a 10% decline in weight can boost your ability to conceive. Another fertility health danger is cigarette smoking. 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Legends of Tomorrow - ‘Nip/Stuck’ Review

"Gary Green is all the man we need."

This episode title got about 1000% funnier after the reveal of Gary's evil nipple last week.

I'm just saying.

Technically, this week's title only represents two out of the three plotlines. What we really get is more like Nip/Stuck/Sunday in the park with Neron, but it's hard to complain too much about it since it's both a solid joke and a pleasant reminder that the show Nip/Tuck was a thing once. Plus, and it hurts me to say this, the Constantine stuff was really the weakest of the three plotlines.

That's probably a good place to start. At the end of the last episode, Neron-in-Ray's-Body teleported away from the Waverider taking with him Gary and Constantine. I actually missed, at the time, that John had been taken with them, and so I was a little confused when we opened in the ice age with Him and Neron and no Gary in sight. That said, they cleared up pretty quickly that Gary had been sent to the Time Bureau, although why Neron would bother to do this was a little unclear at first.

Gradually, however, one thing became very clear. Neron is probably the most competent villain that the Legends have ever encountered, and his 'to do' list is shockingly task oriented. What Neron wants, ultimately, is his lady friend Tabitha to be released from Hell. Once she's out there's probably some idea about conquest and domination, but for now all we really see is Neron being laser focused on getting her out. Seriously though, how nice would it be if step two was just him and Tabitha taking a nice vacation in the wine country and getting a couples massage?

In any case, Neron has clearly taken a moment to troubleshoot his plan, because he's very efficiently begun from 'the Legends will try to stop me', reasoned that forcing John to use his magic over a very large trap will be a nice way to get them out of the way, foresaw the hitch of the Legends just calling the Time Bureau to rescue them and headed that off by getting Gary on his side and having him make the Time Bureau unavailable to help.

So, despite how things look at first glance, all three of the plotlines this week are just three different pieces of the same plan, and neither Neron nor the show feel any need to overtly point that out. Indeed, the most impressive part of Neron's plan such as we see it this week is just how not flashy it is. He's not showing off for anyone or trying to impress his enemies, or any of those common villain-flaws. He's efficiently anticipating threats and neutralizing them while simultaneously maneuvering John into the position of either allowing both himself and an innocent to be sent to hell, or to stabilize the portal to Hell which will allow Tabitha to come back to him.

And the ultimate result of this well prepared and competently executed plan? He wins. Absolutely, 100% Neron achieves exactly what he intended to do, with no hiccups whatsoever. There are precisely two things that happen which Neron didn't intend, and neither of them matters to him in the slightest. The Legends manage to escape from their snowy grave and Constantine decides to swan dive into hell to save Ray, and neither otf those things matter, as they have zero impact on Tabitha's successful escape.

The Swan dive into Hell was a nice resolution to a theme that's been bubbling away under John's plotline. He's repeated many times that he's a complete bastard, that he's a monster, that he's a horrible person. Because believing that about himself is kind of Constantine's character brief. But the emotional climax of that theme was probably the easiest thing to miss in this episode. We're told that the Puca only mirrors those that are around it. If you're angry, it's angry, If you're violent, it's violent. And when it's alone with John, it's kind. Judging from the look on John's face when the Puca heals his forehead, he didn't miss the significance. That's what brought about the change of heart that led him, the first one to board the 'Ray's gone and never coming back' train, to jumping into Hell to bring back his friend.

That's just a really solid emotional through line.

Meanwhile, The Waverider is trapped below 500-odd feet of snow during the ice age. Sara immediately makes the logically correct choice to turn power down to minimum so that they can conserve it as long as possible while they slowly freeze to death while bickering. How nice was it, by the way, that they were all wearing spare Captain Cold jackets because Snart left a supply of spares. That was just adorable.

It's easy to give Ray short shrift as compared to his team-mates. He's the sunny, optimistic one, and that's a character type that it's just way too easy to make fun of these days. Character's like Mick and Sara, with all their gruff cynicism are just more fun to watch, we tend to think. How wonderful is it, then, that the secret to the Waverider's escape was to find and embrace their inner Ray, turning the heat back up to full and determining to enjoy each other for as long as they can, because even if all they have is each others company, that is not nothing. The answers in the Cards to Save the Timeline game were a little on the nose, but I don't care. The Legends were saved by the magic power of optimism and friendship, and that's just fine by me. We need more of that. Also, please mass produce that card game, I want to play it.

Which leaves us with Gary and his hypno-nipple, Stepford Wife-ing his way through the Time Bureau and interrupting Nora's new hire paperwork. This is basically your by the numbers 'all of your friends are being turned against you, one by one' template, although it's very well done. It also must have been nice for Adam Tsekhman to get to shake things up in his portrayal of Gary, although I do wonder if he was told early on just how much of the plotline this year was going to be driven by his nipple. I feel like that would be a weird burden to carry. It's thematically pleasant that this plotline too was solved by remembering that you aren't alone. In this case, Mona and Wolfie. It would appear that Wolfie is essentially a separate personality from Mona, and can take control of just portions of her body to communicate, which is interesting.

So, three distinctly separate plot threads, all of which are really just different parts of the same plot thread, all of which essentially boil down to the idea that 'friendship is good'.

This episode just works really, really well.

Everybody remember where we parked:

The first stop for both Neron and the Waverider is the Donner Pass in the Ice Age. This is little less precise than they usually get, as there were at least five ice ages, and they tended to last for a little while. Things get a little more specific when the Legends trace John's magic and realize that he's 1.3 million years in the past, but that still seems like a suspiciously round number.

It also begs the question of whether the Donner Pass would actually exist 1.3 million years ago. Wikipedia assures me that the Sierra Nevada range began it's uplift 4 million years ago, so it's theoretically possible, I suppose. But let's be honest, they really only set things there for the sake of a few cannibalism jokes.

Next, Neron takes john to a 'Celtic village' in 55 BCE. That's 'Before Current Era', which is an alternative phrasing to B.C. although they both refer to more or less the same thing. It's a little odd that a show that's already confirmed the existence of Christ would use the more neutral term.

Quotes:

Nate: "And who knows what he’s doing in Rays name, or his perfectly grass fed organic butter-body."

Nate: "What do we do till then?" Zari: "Stress eat." Mick: "Drink." Charlie: "Yeah, how’ve you lot survived until now?"

Gary: "Let’s rap for a sec." Mona: "Is Gary cool now?" Co-worker: "That’s impossible."

Gary: "No need to stress. Unless your infraction is looking too good in that suit. Agent Reyes knows what I’m talking about." Mona: "Oh my god, I think she just swooned."

Sara: "There is such a thing as too much exposition, Gideon."

Nora: "My forms keep getting rejected because records show I’m fifteen and living in a mental institution."

Charlie: "Good thing that this Snart bloke kept a supply of supply of jackets though, innit? They smell good, too, actually. What is that, is that sandalwood?"

Sara: "Look, I know that book convention was important to you. And I’m really glad you got to go." Mick: "I’m glad you have Ava."

Sara: "Look, Ray would want us to have faith that we will escape. He wouldn’t want us cold and miserable. So right now, we are going to enjoy our time together. Let’s go."

Wolfie: "You will do no more harm with your nip-ple!"

Ava: "It’s a long story, but Gary took over the bureau. He nip-notized everyone." Nate: "Yeah, you’re gonna have to explain that."

Bits and Pieces:

-- So Tabitha is the fairy godmother from 'Witch Hunt'. I did not see that coming. Did they meet in Hell after the team sent her there? Are fairy godmothers all really demons? I have so many questions.

-- They seem to have forgotten that Mick likes Ray. That was sad.

-- It's out of character for Mick to question Sara's decisions. That felt forced.

-- It appears that Wolfie ate Gary's Evil Nipple. Is Gary still evil? He did choose to go with Neron at the end.

-- 'Gary's Evil Nipple' is going to be the name of my new punk band.

-- Dragon eggs need more heat than that. They should be kept on a fire because their mothers breathe on them. Yes, I am a Ravenclaw.

-- It's surprising that we went anther week without Wixtable the Dragon hatching or becoming particularly relevant. Perhaps they're saving him for the finale.

-- Everybody knows that Zari and Nate are hooking up and responses are in the positive to indifferent range.

-- Neron slicing his own throat was a really nice effect. And of course John couldn't not stop him.

-- calling John 'Johnny' was Dez' thing, not really Neron's. It seems odd that Neron is still doing it.

-- Honestly, the gimmick of John's ancestor being the one who was persecuting the Puca felt a little gratuitous. Like, they really only did it because they thought it would be fun for Matt Ryan to play a different part for a bit.

-- 'Persecuting the Puca' is going to be the name of my new punk band.

-- Back in the day, the Hellblazer comic's letter page was constantly full of the debate about whether it was pronounced Constantine rhyming with 'mine' or Constantine rhyming with 'mean'. The publisher was very clear that it was 'mine'. I suspect we've ended up with the other pronunciation entirely because of the Keanu Reeves film, which isn't as bad as you remember by the way.

A deceptively elegantly structured episode that comes down whole-heartedly on the side of optimism. What's not to like?

Three and a half out of four creepy nipples.

'Creepy Nipples' is going to be the name of my new... oh, never mind.

Mikey Heinrich is, among other things, a freelance writer, volunteer firefighter, and roughly 78% water.

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(i) Beat one particular egg white until finally you can get a foamy regularity. Message Carefully the egg white on the skin of the eye space and along the cheekbones. Depart it on for 10 minutes after which cleanse the world utilizing a cotton swab soaked in chilly h2o. Try this twice each week. System: Have a ripe banana and mash it by using a spoon or possibly a fork in the bowl till it kinds a easy lump totally free pulp. Incorporate one tsp. of thick yogurt and 1 tsp. of orange juice and mix the substances carefully. If you are feeling the combination is too thick to apply, insert several drops of orange juice. Massage frivolously the paste on your own skin and leave it on for about twenty five minutes. If the pack dries out, rinse it off with chilly water. Pat your skin dry and wow – your complexion modifications immediately and begins glowing. Egg whites help tighten skin, generating them a successful home cure for lessening physical appearance of crow’s-toes underneath and around eyes. Hello I have a wrinkles beneath my eyes which is much more working day by day kindly suggest me that can i use raw banana by mashing it twice each day, Is that this successful? Almost Under no circumstances had a crack from it In spite of all drugs internally and externally even with property produced recipes. I pray this coffee will it for me Address by yourself to a luxurious wax therapy like they are doing in posh spas worldwide. Dip fingers into heat wax and after that peel absent leaving palms comfortable and supple. one. Use additional virgin olive oil for finest effects. Processed goods may perhaps irritate your skin or induce acne breakouts. Use dim apparel if you are using this mask since it stains the garments (I learnt it the difficult way!). I just purchased a jar of it from wal mart but was $4 a lot more Wished I’d noticed This website final week. Can’t wait around to try this. I take advantage of coconut oil for many things. Yogurt can be used on any sort of skin but In particular on mature skin as a consequence of its superior lactic acid written content. Other Positive aspects that Yogurt supplies for the complexion involves: Yet one more thing Anytime using this type of masks Make sure you tie your hair back because it helps make your hair messy and generates the sticky influence. Wash your face with a moderate cleaning soap and make use of a tender towel to pat it dry. Utilize the mask on to your face using a make-up brush, as or else the turmeric can go away yellow stains on fingers. The baking soda may sting marginally, however , you don’t need to get alarmed. Method: Have a ripe banana and mash it having a spoon or a fork in the bowl till it kinds a clean lump absolutely free pulp. Add 1/two tsp. of baking soda and 1/two tsp. of turmeric powder and blend the substances thoroughly. If you really feel the mixture is too thick to use, add a little water.

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As this mask might get messy, it would be a good idea to tie or pin your hair back again. You may also want to look at draping a towel above your chest and shoulders to shield your garments. "My face needed somewhat help with moisturizing, and this helped me with that. " Rated this text: The #1 cause of wrinkles is Sunshine damage, so it's important to use a sunscreen of a minimum of thirty SPF from your early yrs on even in Winter season and on cloudy days. A great trick is to get two moisturizers: 1 for that evening and 1 to the working day that includes UV defense. Although some handmade face masks and scrubs do the job best on oily, dry or sensitive skin, I've pulled collectively a listing of 9 wonderful masks and eight scrubs that Focus on all skin forms. These recipes are great for get-togethers and for groups since they work on all sorts of skin. Banana genuinely helps in getting brilliant, good and youthful skin. I take advantage of refreshing banana pulp on my skin every day and it grants my skin an awesome lustre more than a facial can provide. No you are able to do these. These will never have any bad Negative effects. Instead these will beautify and soften your skin……… Turmeric can be an ancient moments dried root herb and baking soda performs as a good cleanser and exfoliant. Thanks a great deal for brilliant ideas… I attempted Banana + honey + Lemon mixture face pack.. and its really magic it started off engaged on my face.. slowly my holes are disappearing and I'm able to see stream in my face…Thanks once more Why shell out over $twenty on the retail outlet-purchased facial scrub if they continue to be on your own face for just minutes and all People fancy substances get washed down the drain? Get a summary of critical oils that get the job done for all skin varieties. Not all crucial oils function for all skin forms. Some may perhaps melt away or harm delicate skin, such as. Wash the mask off and pat your face dry. Use lukewarm drinking water to rinse your face off. Consider not to wash way too tricky. Carefully pat your face dry having a comfortable, thoroughly clean towel. Skin purists believe faucet drinking water is lousy on your skin mainly because it is made up of severe minerals and additives like fluoride and chlorine. Process: Have a ripe banana and mash it by using a spoon or a fork in a bowl until it types a smooth lump totally free pulp. Increase one tsp. of honey and 1 tsp. of lemon juice and blend the ingredients carefully. Clean your face with a mild soap and make use of a comfortable towel to pat it dry. 2. Increase coffee powder, sugar and cinnamon powder into the coconut oil and blend every one of the components alongside one another.

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Understand that incorporating create for your mixture will lower its shelf everyday living. To paraphrase, Will not produce a large batch, otherwise it could go lousy in advance of You may use all of it. In addition, if you add fruits or vegetables on your facial cure, make sure to refrigerate it.[19] As this mask could get messy, it would be a good idea to tie or pin your hair again. You may additionally want to think about draping a towel about your chest and shoulders to guard your apparel. In Historic Rome, the word persona intended 'a mask'; What's more, it referred to somebody who had comprehensive Roman citizenship. A citizen could display their lineage via imagines, Loss of life masks on the ancestors. These have been wax casts held in a very lararium, the household shrine. • Those people with oily skin can implement a selfmade face mask prepared by including two tablespoons of inexperienced clay, one tablespoon of powdered milk, and a little bit water in freshly squeezed orange juice taken from a medium-sized orange. Hey !!! Am delighted to get this coffee idea … It’s far better to test instead taking pleasure in sip over a mug Thanks all .. .. "It really is genuinely refreshing and productive. It's the simplest face mask to create with what is actually by now on-hand. I tried it and got Superb outcomes."..." far more CK Corrina Knape When applying the mixture, do the job upwards out of your chin on your cheeks and after that to the forehead using a mild round movement. Practically nothing on This page ought to be deemed health care suggestions. This Site is for informational reasons and really should not be utilised as a substitute for suggestions, diagnosis, or therapy from a certified medical Skilled. Should you be going through a health-related unexpected emergency, Call your doctor immediately or phone the emergency solutions provider close to you. The Dermatology Review strives to give you exact, in depth, and beneficial facts, as explained a lot more totally in this article. Please know, however, that This great site is affiliated, and shares some typical staff, with two corporations whose goods we evaluation and rank: State-of-the-art Dermatology and Formulyst. There are actually lots of masks used in Africa. In West Africa, masks are Utilized in masquerades that kind Element of religious ceremonies enacted to talk to spirits and ancestors. Illustrations are classified as the masquerades on the Yoruba, Igbo, and Edo cultures, together with Egungun Masquerades and Northern Edo Masquerades. The masks usually are carved with an extraordinary talent and selection by artists who will usually have received their instruction as an apprentice to your master carver - routinely It's a custom that's been passed down within a spouse and children by way of many generations. one. Pull your hair back which has a head band to stop hairs from finding stuck within the mask; it’s quite sticky! Apply a moisturizer to your skin. Seal inside the moisturizing results of the scrub with your preferred moisturizer. Ritual masks happen all over the globe, and although they have a tendency to share many features, hugely distinctive forms have designed. The operate on the masks may very well be magical or spiritual; they may look in rites of passage or as being a make-up for any type of theatre. Similarly masks might disguise a penitent or preside more than essential ceremonies; They might aid mediate with spirits, or give you a protective job towards the Culture who utilise their powers. In the course of this post, additionally, you will uncover vital tips on generating and employing banana face masks. Now let's examine 3 face masks that could benefit your skin in strategies expensive chemical-laden beauty creams can not. Most of us commit funds on skincare products so skip the fancy serum and splurge on good honey. You should utilize it to scrub your face, come up with a scrub, or handle your skin to a weekly homemade honey mask.

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This really is an improvement around the normal Aloe Vera Honey Mask for your treatment of acne and it could significantly increase the results. Thank you on your article. https://en.search.wordpress.com/?src=organic&q=facial+mask as way. You stated the honey mask Recommendations. Your mask is straightforward to make. I'm likely to consider it in my future spa therapy. I adore it. Mister healmunsta. Research have revealed that egg proteins noticeably add in preserving the elasticity of skin. An egg includes about sixty nine unique proteins, that have the magical electric power of lessening great strains and provides short-term aid with the deep kinds. Hello, I utilized honey mask for six days and saw a shiny and healthier result on my face then I try and use Honey+Egg+Lemon and saw blemishes scattered on my face just on initially working day of use, I proceed working with it on another day hoping that it's just the reaction of applying it fro The 1st time. Combining egg whites with honey and lemon juice will make a remarkably helpful Do it yourself egg white face mask for acne. Honey has robust antibacterial and anti-inflammatory Attributes that make it extremely helpful towards acne. Preserve a jar all around and dab the honey on acne, burns or insignificant cuts. And when you’re experience sick, have a spoonful or two. I prefer the particular Darling face mask by way of Leader Tresses Skin colour therapies with their epidermis face cleaner. Seriously useful thanks !! see listed here my article magic formula for flawless skin ... I am never ever with no avocados and yoghurt ; I leave it on my face when I shower , it genuinely can make a change . I am going to attempt the egg white upcoming time . Egg whites include a protein named albumin that works to tighten your skin, shrink pores and therefore decrease the development of blackheads. Egg whites are also full of nutrients that nourish and moisturize your skin, providing it a lighter and brighter visual appearance. Warning: Confirm When you are allergic to any in the substances in the mask by implementing it on a small patch on your wrist and then watch for a handful of hrs. If rashes surface or in case you show other signs and symptoms of allergy, don't use this mask on your face. Those who are subsequent my blog for rather a while recognize that I love to use “abnormal kitchen stuffs” for skin care. Software: Use 1 layer of this mixture with your entire face and down onto your throat. Wait for a couple of minutes until finally it dries. Then, implement a next layer and hold making use of till you might have utilized The complete batch. Specifics: Kelp is a all-natural detoxifier and is an excellent moisturizer for skin. The minerals existing Within this seaweed help to tone skin along with the coarse grains of dried kelp powder, mainly because it is generally offered, are Superb at exfoliating dead skin. I've a terrrrible acne breakout esp in my upper back again and forehead…. will this assist in dealing with that at the same time?

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three. To avoid wasting time, place on the face mask just before performing something like receiving breakfast Prepared or soaking inside of a bathtub, so you eliminate two birds with just one stone. The caffeine material might help decrease swelling and restore the skin's dropped blush, brightness and vitality. The ground beans are great to clean and scrub, even though caffeine incorporates a tightening effect on your skin pores. Keep the mask apart for half one hour. Last but not least, use it with your face and neck and rinse it off with heat drinking water immediately after 20 minutes. Comply with up with a toner and moisturizer.   Coconut Oil is An important ingredient regardless of which manufacturer of skincare products you buy from the marketplace. It keeps your skin supple and smooth whilst helping to open the pores for cleaning. Banana makes sure to provide A lot-necessary nutrition to the skin for balanced mobile regeneration. Picture: Karen Cox/SheKnows For individuals who don’t have enough time to whip up an entire Do-it-yourself banana mask, a clean banana from inflamed skin may do the trick. Breaks down grime and Grime, removes excessive oil which otherwise can clog up skin pores and bring on acne breakout. Performs as a versatile deep cleanser to unclog skin pores. Include the honey to the egg white and lemon juice, and blend every little thing all over again. You will want ½ tablespoon of honey. Make certain that it's the translucent, runny form. Honey is antibacterial and functions for a all-natural antiseptic. It is also moisturizing and helps replenish the skin.[three] I believe the admin of the Web site is genuinely Performing challenging for his Internet site, as below each things is high quality primarily based data. Go more than your entire face, but avoid your lips and eyes. Don’t utilize a washcloth to rub the sugar into your skin, as this may be as well harsh of the exfoliant and should irritate your skin. There are various creams and cosmetics that use caffeine being a vital ingredient inside their components, however , you do not need to rely on them to benefit from the several benefits of coffee for the skin . You may use a selfmade face mask instead! Clear away the mask which has a moist washcloth. Dampen a washcloth with lukewarm drinking water after which use Mild, round motions to move the combination out of your skin. You might have to rinse out the cloth and re-moist it a handful of moments to completely and comprehensively eliminate the mixture from a skin. Get care; lemon juice can irritate your skin if employed for greater than 20 minutes. Also don’t head out in the Solar with lemon juice in your skin. Should you have sensitive skin, stay clear of implementing lemon juice. Will not utilize the combination to damaged skin or squeezed pimples. Applying baking soda to damaged skin and squeezed pimples will only make them worse, so stay away from these locations.[10] When making use of organic masks like this, it can be preferable to face about your sink or within your bathroom to stop unwelcome messes on the ground.

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An interesting illustration of a sports mask that confounds the protecting function will be the wrestling mask, a mask most generally Employed in the Mexican/Latin lucha libre form of wrestling. Rites of passage, which include initiation of youthful family members, or funerals, ended up performed at the shrine underneath the observe of the ancestral masks. At funerals, professional actors would wear these masks to carry out deeds of the life on the ancestors,[24] Therefore linking the part of mask to be a ritual object and in theatre. Vitamin B – This vitamin assists in blocking and dealing with the skin in the indications of getting older. In addition, it helps in lightening the complexion and nourishes the skin from deep within just. Here are a few truly uncomplicated DIY face mask recipes that have become extremely popular amongst honey fans. The actions and ingredients involved in Just about every mask are really easy that you can get ready it in a few minutes. Individuals with dry skin must use this since it consists of incredible elements that heal and nourish dehydrated skin. Banana with yoghurt can be a match made in heaven since it hydrates the skin and in addition heals the patchy dry skin. So now you are perfectly versed Together with the numerous skin effective Attributes of banana let us now go onto how one can renovate your skin working with The common-or-garden fruit banana. Sometimes a witness to the prosecution appears in court inside a mask to avoid staying identified by associates of the accused. In a little mixing bowl, mash ¼ an avocado with the again of a fork or Mix if it’s extra effortless in your case. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_3L6V_PwTM and one teaspoon coconut oil and blend comprehensively. Utilizing cleanse fingers, utilize a thick coat of the combination onto your face. Sit for fifteen minutes while you let the mask do its get the job done. You can use this time for you to soak within a bath or get lunch Prepared. Once the time is up, Carefully scrub from the mask working with heat h2o. When it’s all off, splash cold drinking water onto your face to close your pores. Pat dry having a towel. You need to use this to streamline signing up for, or signing in for your Hubpages account. No details is shared with Facebook Except you have interaction with this particular feature. (Privacy Coverage) 4. Rice flour is usually a ponder ingredient In regards to tan elimination. Implementing rice flour within the skin will help you in getting rid of stubborn age spots and tan and it also lightens complexion with regular use. Masks are employed during Europe, and are often built-in into regional folks celebrations and customs. Outdated masks are preserved and might be noticed in museums and also other collections, and far investigate has become carried out in to the historical origins of masks. Most probably stand for character spirits, and Due to this fact many of the associated customs are seasonal. Generally, the quantity of honey really should be sufficient to mix well Using the pulp. Mix very well right into a uniform paste and your apple honey mask is able to apply.

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Milk and Banana is the most effective combinations for a face mask. Also, certainly one of the best face masks to become designed the banana and milk do miracles on your skin from smoothening to brightening. The method will help to restore skin structure & make your skin soften and radiant. The components allows to revive skin composition & make your skin soften and radiant. Morever, gold facial mask can reduce the skin hurt due to ultraviolet ray, inhibit melanin development. You'll want to contemplate your perfume bottles no a lot less than assertion pieces, and shop them away from heat and lightweight to lengthen their shelf everyday living to preserve their scent and good quality. […] Can I just increase some honey in addition to a tad of h2o to help make this perform? I actually don't desire to go get powdered milk. I've a terrrrible acne breakout esp in my higher again and forehead…. will this aid in dealing with that in addition? A face mask geared up from orange peels may sound odd initially but can get the job done miracles for your skin. Should you’re having a really hard time believing within the merits of this component, give this mask a try to you'll have a tough time believing your eyes also. "Ways to choose care of my skin step by step served. Also the way to watch out for my every day diet. I think All those are classified as the essential issues."..." additional MN My Hanh Nguyen Thi Orange, full of Vitamin C, is the greatest all rounder In relation to your skin. From the peel to your juice all perform in the absolute best ways to keep you glowing and healthier. We use cookies to ensure that we provide you with the very best knowledge on our Web-site. This features cookies from third party social websites websites and ad networks. This sort of third party cookies may possibly track your use on Boldsky sites for better rendering. Mix the egg white and lemon juice. Employing a fork, rapidly whisk The 2 substances until eventually the egg white gets to be foamy and frothy. Searching for face masks? We're here to help. https://www.wikihow.com/Have-Perfect-Skin tackle a range of skin care worries. Acne problems? There is a mask for that. Shop our big selection of face masks for acne. Gently pat your skin dry that has a towel. This is applicable to the two the skin with your face an on Your entire body. It would be better still to leave your skin marginally moist. This way, your skin can take in the surplus humidity and re-hydrate alone.[two] How I utilize it is the fact that I combine orange peel powder along with chickpea flour, lemon n a pinch of turmeric. My face is blessed with a awesome glow n glow Put together to the mask by washing your face and tying your hair again. Use heat drinking water to help you open up your pores. If you are wearing makeup, you must consider it off working with makeup remover.

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This pimple-battling face mask has a few powerhouse ingredients which you could uncover in each individual kitchen. It’s uncomplicated to produce and super economical; you merely can’t afford to pay for to pass up the many Added benefits! Right after applying honey compresses for 8 days, he identified the micro organism had entirely disappeared devoid of his having just one antibiotic. 3 photographs of exactly the same feminine noh mask demonstrating how the expression changes that has a tilting of The top. In these pics, the mask was affixed to the wall with frequent lights, and only the digicam moved. All through the environment, masks are employed for his or her expressive electrical power like a attribute of masked performance - both equally ritually and in numerous theatre traditions. The ritual and theatrical definitions of mask usage usually overlap and merge but still provide a helpful foundation for categorisation. https://www.facebook.com/steptoremedies/posts/2099744330118836 say You do not require them simply because toners are meant to take out all remaining traces of oil, make-up, and Filth, and a fantastic cleanser should do this. Just before strong transparent resources for example polycarbonate have been invented, visors to protect the face needed to be opaque with tiny eyeslits, and had been a form of mask, as typically in mediaeval suits of armour, and (one example is) Aged Norse grímr intended "mask or visor". Disguise Welding mask to shield the welder's face and eyes from your brightness and sparks created through welding Many thanks for the egg white mask I am going to attempt it... I'm desperate to see the outcomes in just a couple of days!!! How long will I have to utilize it to begin to see the exceptional effects? Hello cutie How are you currently all? today I am gonna share 1 of a very effective face mask for boring skin you require just number of basic substances for this mask Egg whites include a protein referred to as albumin that actually works to tighten your skin, shrink pores and therefore decrease the development of blackheads. Egg whites are full of nutrients that nourish and moisturize your skin, giving it a lighter and brighter look. Blend perfectly that has a motorized blender and make use of a cosmetic brush to use this egg white face mask on your own skin. Hi Lori! I've go through when that the condition with raw eggs is salmonella, waht do you consider it? I really like your article content Wet a washcloth and push it to your face to loosen the mask, then rinse with heat h2o. For those who have delicate skin, you'll want to steer clear of rubbing your face as the coffee grounds could likely scratch your skin. Due to the fact cinnamon is so impressive, I would advocate only making use of this honey mask the moment weekly at most. You need to use one of many other, gentler honey masks on other times in case you’d like.

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How frequently to use this face mask? Will not use day-to-day, as about exfoliation of skin is not required. Utilize it ever choice day or three instances every week. Wonderful things! The sole dilemma is that i'm vegan. Do you know of something inside the vegetable world that can substitute egg yolks and egg whites for face masks. Would like (and step toremedies 'm sure other vegans would also) to determine what it really is! Egg whites in this face mask assist in tightening the skin and likewise nourish the skin from deep inside. Once you say Egg White, does it basically have to be an genuine egg white or can I use egg white from a carton? I have an Egg white Carton and I need to check with whether it is similar to utilizing an Actual Egg white Egg. Is anybody receiving this? LOL! In accordance Along with the legislation of 8th December 1992, it is possible to entry the database that contains your own data and modify this info at any time by speaking to Url to Media (information@linktomedia.net) I loved the eggwhite, lemon and honey mask and I will use it two times a week. What recipes can I use for each day to bolster my sagging skin, lighten the dark marks less than my eyes and support my turkey neck? Many thanks for usually delivering great information. I would love to try out the turmeric mask – just questioning if it won’t shade the skin tone to yellow. This is easily the most total mask within our guide, since it's both equally a scrub and a nourishing remedy. You will need floor coffee beans, just as much cocoa powder, twice as much dairy or almond milk, a tablespoon olive oil - You can even use almond oil or, Should you have oily skin, lemon juice - in addition to a tablespoon honey, that may be skipped Should you be susceptible to acne. Banana seriously aids in finding bright, reasonable and youthful skin. I exploit fresh new banana pulp on my skin every day and it grants my skin a tremendous lustre greater than a facial may give. I just utilized egg whites only, is it ok? Could it be powerful even theres no honey or lemon but an egg whites only? And likewise, is this ideal for Youngsters like 15 decades aged to utilize this sort? Increase lemon juice, honey and baking soda to a small bowl. Combine well and use more than the face and neck. Avoid the place near your eyes (lemon juice and honey will both of those sting). I think I’ll in fact Merge 3 and 4 mainly because I've dry and inflamed skin. On the list of perks of working with these ingredients is they won’t react badly with each other like atore bought kinds may possibly! Utilize moisturizer or lotion even though your skin continues to be moist. Use facial moisturizers and creams with your face, and lotions or body butter on Your whole body. Transform the type of moisturizer or lotion you use depending upon the year. Don an aged t-shirt more than your garments to stop yellow stains from turmeric, that may be fairly difficult to wash off.

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Sorry, we just must ensure that you're not a robotic. For most effective final results, remember to be sure your browser is accepting cookies. Transform and detoxify your skin by using a facial mask formulated to expose pure, clean up and bright skin They're definitely attention-grabbing honey masks. I used to do honey and yogurt a long time back and it worked great with my skin. I will be sharing this excellent hub and passing it along! Report SummaryX To choose care of your skin, clean your face 2 times day by day with heat drinking water and a gentle facial cleanser, then gently blot your skin dry which has a smooth towel. Use a toner and moisturizer When you clean your face, and when you’ll be outside for much more than twenty minutes, implement sunscreen. You may also put together a Do-it-yourself face mask to remove facial hair by mixing egg whites with further-good white sugar and corn starch. The sugar and corn starch convert the whisked egg whites into a peel-off mask upon drying. Sit for fifteen to thirty minutes to Enable the face mask settle and have absorbed deep into your skin. In the event the time is up, rinse off with warm water, and pat dry that has a cleanse towel. [two] Moreover, orange peel also is made up of potassium that assists the skin keep its moisture along with magnesium that can help combat skin growing old induced by mobile oxidative destruction. Suffice to say then, that the rightful place for orange peels is just not as part of your trash can but with your elegance program. No HTML is allowed in comments, but URLs will probably be hyperlinked. Reviews usually are not for advertising and marketing your articles or blog posts or other web sites. Your browser is no more supported For improved stability and an optimized encounter on Flipkart.com, enhance your browser or put in the latest version of almost every other browser. https://www.pinterest.com/pin/722616702689372461 in orange peel hydrates the withered dehydrated skin. Software on the mask also helps to lock in moisture within the skin. Milk pulls out the excess oils from your clogged pores and hydrates and nourishes the skin. Here i will discuss 5 dwelling remedies for dry skin that get the job done. In case your feels restricted following using a facial cleanser, then It can be much too solid and you must use a gentler one particular. I’ve been utilizing an ancient Asian masks for a few days now and my skin feels terrific! The recipe for a huge bowl is: 1 spoon of pure termeric powder (yellow-brownish spice), two spoons of pure honey, two spoons of all natural yogurt ( any will do), 2 spoons of brown rice powder, half of a lemon, and you might include one egg white however the egg white isn’t in the original recipe. When the time is up, rinse your face Carefully right until all the mixture is completely absent. Pat dry which has a towel. If your face is dry after this mask, use a drop of coconut or olive oil being a organic moisturizer. If it could possibly lick Mr. Edwards’ unpleasant bug, picture what it can perform to acne, which stems from inflamed sebaceous glands while in the skin that can become infected by micro organism.

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As health care provider boiling mentioned that banana has terrific medicinal Homes which can be accustomed to remedy and soothe a variety of skin problems. This face mask don't just great for acne, but in addition it fades dark spots, blemishes and perhaps out your dim patchy skin. By: Distribute the paste on to your face, keeping away from your eyes and nostrils. Massage the combination Carefully into your skin to exfoliate dead cells. This material is correct and true to the most beneficial with the author’s information and isn't meant to substitute for official and individualized tips from a qualified Specialist. I washed it off quickly and dint let the banana function its magic. What may be the issue ? Many thanks Many of us throw out orange peels after they’re carried out ingesting or juicing an orange. But Do you know that orange peels are a powerhouse of nutrients and antioxidants? The orange peels also have a larger vitamin C articles in comparison to the fleshy inside! Cinnamon can often be annoying If the skin is actually delicate, so you should do a patch exam about the back again of the hand very first. Normally have on an outdated t-shirt Every time utilizing this face mask as it’s a tiny bit dripping so make sure it doesn’t filthy your new shirts. Because the peel is full of vitamin C, it guards skin from free radical problems, retains acne at bay and encourages a balanced glowing skin. The oatmeal deep cleanses your pores and drives out any dirt, grime and oil from your surface in the skin. Listed here are five productive face packs for an acne-cost-free skin. In my view it is a superb blend for the mask to deal with acne and pimples, as a result of following motives: (i) Cinnamon will help rid your face or back again of acne by both drying out the skin and, once more, bringing blood and oxygen for the skin surface. Just after applying face packs you are able to constantly use ice cubes wrapped in a very towel to massage your skin. This will close up opened pores and prevent Filth and air pollution from creating their way in. @Anne Harrison: Hello there and welcome! https://www.pinterest.com/pin/722616702689548197 is not just superior for skin, and also for hair! It softens skin and leaves it looking smoother and more healthy. Whey drinking water also contains Are living cultures of pleasant bacteria that will help harmony skin's pH far too. (ii) Skin underneath the eyes is extremely delicate and necessitates daily moisturizing to keep it far from destruction and wrinkles. Castor oil functions as a wealthy moisturizer that can be utilised day-to-day for holding the skin underneath the eyes soft and supple in addition to stopping wrinkles from showing. This can be utilized to detect distinct browsers or products when the obtain the company, and it is used for security good reasons. The orange peel and multani mitti, or fuller’s earth, mask removes tan, giving a good skin complexion. Orange peel will lighten the skin and fuller’s earth will soothe the irritated skin. Here’s how you can use multani mitti or fuller’s earth for skin care challenges.

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Have on protective outfits. Go over your skin with tightly woven lengthy-sleeved shirts, prolonged pants and wide-brimmed hats. Also take into consideration laundry additives, which give clothing an additional layer of ultraviolet defense for a specific range of washings, or Distinctive Sunshine-protective garments — that's exclusively created to block ultraviolet rays. I have in no way heard about an egg white face mask before. In general, I am happy that I came upon this hub. many thanks with the recipe and some insight on how to Possess a cleaner and more healthy wanting face. Voted up and shared. Combine these a few substances alongside one another. When they're totally combined wash your face initial with any face wash or gentle soap. [sixteen] Attempt a number of the following relaxation tactics: Have a walk round the block. This will help you to perform off some steam. The fresh new air could also assistance tranquil your intellect. No need to invest a fortune on leading manufacturers If you have at your fingertips the refrigerator and pantry to produce your personal goods. Once a week utilize a mask naturally after cleaning your skin very well to allow penetration. Quite a few products out there – for example moisturizers, facials, conditioners – have avocado oil as it provides a terrific source of quite a few essential nutrients which assistance moisturize your skin. Independent the egg. Crack an egg over a bowl, and transfer the yolk from shell to shell. Every time you transfer the yolk, a little bit of the egg white should really flow in to the bowl. Continue to keep undertaking this right until the entire egg white is during the bowl. This is excellent! I have already been searching ALL over for anything such as this! I will need to try Every recipe. Thanks for sharing!! As you may see, applying an orange peel face mask has many positive aspects that work for different skin sorts. Regardless of what you need it for, orange peel powder is without a doubt a blessing. This face mask is additionally good for mature skin as these 3 components put collectively, are superior for cutting down the looks of great strains. Article SummaryX To choose care of one's skin, clean your face 2 times every day with warm h2o and a delicate facial cleanser, then gently blot your skin dry using a tender towel. Utilize a toner and moisturizer Once you wash your face, and when you’ll be outside the house for over 20 minutes, utilize sunscreen. Strategy: Crush the elements well collectively and make it a paste With all the lemon juice. The pack functions fabulously For anyone who is ready to go that added mile. For skin that is definitely healthier hunting and usually delighted, this pack is a terrific way to be certain that smile. No HTML is permitted in responses, but URLs might be hyperlinked. Reviews are not for marketing your articles or blog posts or other websites. Certainly one of the most important tips on how to consider care within your skin is to protect it from your Sunshine. A life time of sun publicity could cause wrinkles, age places together with other skin issues — as well as increase the danger of skin cancer.

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Facts: Honey has antimicrobial Attributes and antioxidants which are beneficially sticky. This stickiness pulls away the dust, lifeless skin, and microbes from your pores whilst the antimicrobial properties continue to keep the skin from becoming infected once more. will consider, appears effortless sufficient. can these be manufactured ahead of time and just how long does it maintain for when egg white is removed from egg shell? Hold it on for quarter-hour while you lie down to forestall gravity from pulling the mask downward. Once the time is up, gently scrub from the dried mask from the face and use moisturizer. A perfect all-natural moisturizer is three-four drops of olive oil. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMaHxDIaWaQ is exact and legitimate to the most effective in the author’s expertise and isn't intended to substitute for formal and individualized tips from an experienced professional. I'm possessing pimples for one 12 months i applied several but almost nothing worked .are you able to recommend me by using pimples and marks got by them Hello. Give your email id during the membership box and click on Go / Subscibe. E-mail are going to be despatched to you. Accept it and sweetness suggestions are going to be sent on your e-mail id on a regular basis. Facts: The citric acid in lemon juice is a superb cleanser, and so is milk. Yogurt can also be an excellent cleanser, in addition to a great softener. This is crucial due to the fact making use of lemon juice by yourself can make your skin really feel stretched and dried. Mash a ripe tomato along with the skin and blend freshly squeezed lemon juice. Utilize it over the freckled skin and massage gently for about quarter-hour so which the combination penetrates the deep layers of your skin. Do this two moments day on a regular basis. Hopefully, the freckles will get started lightening in some months time. How frequently can I do the skin brightening mask? also is the mask reusable or must I create a clean batch every time? Rinse your face with heat water. Ensure that you’ve rinsed it thoroughly and that there's no residue still left on the face. Recipe: Mix jointly fifty percent a mashed absolutely-ripe banana using an egg yolk, some teaspoons of freshly squeezed lemon juice and one teaspoon of natural honey. Beat the combination perfectly and apply the mask about the skin. Leave it right until it dries, and afterwards rinse it off. The substances existing in these typical answers to acne might be severe on your own skin, and also the powerful mix of chemical substances can have an impact on Your whole body in other ways that you could have by no means predicted. With regards to the honey mask solution, You need to use it combined with the medication you might now be getting and it received’t interfere in any way. Price tag: This can be among the finest areas of this treatment! The vast majority of ingredients talked about above are presently offered in virtually all households, except Kelp and Tea Tree Oil which aren’t very high-priced. We may possibly use conversion tracking pixels from marketing networks which include Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in an effort to recognize when an ad has successfully resulted in the specified action, which include signing up for that HubPages Support or publishing an write-up to the HubPages Services.

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What's definitely great relating to this mask is that the elements are typically available in the common particular person's kitchen area. Even though coffee and cocoa powder are definitely the staples of the preferred mask, you could tailor the recipe dependant on your skin variety and what you've got available. Wash the orange peel in water then place it in the location in which it may possibly soak up lots of sunshine. When the peels dry, crush them having a mortar and pestle into a fine powder. You should utilize this powder for the many for recipes shown down below on how to use orange peel in face masks: Honey is naturally antibacterial, which will help your skin combat off acne. Moreover it has an a wonderful antioxidant potential, and you wish antioxidants all around to overcome the free of charge radicals that hurt the skin. Should your skin feels dry after working with this mask, you'll be able to usually increase a dab of coconut oil or Olay Every day Moisturising Lotion to hydrate. Cinnamon may be severe on delicate skin. In case you have delicate skin, test the mask to the back again of the hand initially. Private label hydrating firming anti-aging new elements superfine fiber mask sheet peeling face mask In the event your feels limited following employing a facial cleanser, then It truly is much too powerful and you should utilize a gentler a person. Dermatologists really like baking soda as it’s both anti-inflammatory and antibacterial. Mix it with exfoliating lemon juice and calming honey and you've got a mild but successful mask to assist avoid acne. Get 7 to 9 hours of slumber Each and every evening. Not acquiring ample rest could make your skin appear boring and sallow. It might also lead to luggage or shadows below your eyes. Acquiring sufficient snooze will lower wrinkles and under-eye puffiness. It will likely provide you with a balanced, glowing complexion.[15] Stir in the honey (contemplate warming up the honey inside a h2o bathtub or during the microwave so it mixes improved). to.The peppermint sugar cookies by yourself are incredible and Tremendous fluffy. They've got the ideal quantity of peppermint taste and make for a very yummy cookie.But the white chocolate coating and peppermint Honey may perhaps assist with acne, but there aren't any verified scientific studies to verify whether or not it actually assists.[ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZ2wElTvNp4 ] Add the milk and blend well to create a paste. You could come to a decision the amount depending on the texture you find most realistic. Irrespective of whether you try to eat them or place them in your skin, you’re bound to see an enormous modify inside your complexion if you make bananas your new ally. When Utilized in via little herbs channel -it-yourself mask, bananas can nourish the skin, together with the assistance of honey to soak up and retain moisture, to deeply hydrate and boost your organic glow.

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I’ve been making use of an ancient Asian masks for a couple of days now and my skin feels excellent! The recipe for an enormous bowl is: 1 spoon of pure termeric powder (yellow-brownish spice), two spoons of pure honey, two spoons of all pure yogurt ( any will do), 2 spoons of brown rice powder, half of a lemon, and you could potentially increase one egg white but the egg white isn’t in the initial recipe. Guarantee to not smile or talk with the face mask on! This will likely stretch your skin within the mouth and eyes and actually cause wrinkles to variety. So now you understand the wonder component, the following question is the best way to make use of them inside a mask that may profit you. Online video Workforce Examined wikiHow can be a wiki much like Wikipedia, which suggests that lots of of our content are penned collaboratively. To make this post, eighty four people today, some nameless, labored to edit and boost it as time passes. No one will try any facial products that don't fetch any Rewards. Bananas have a terrific reward on your wellbeing and together with on our skin. These are: To implement orange peel powder as a pure cleanser, combine it with slightly water to make a paste. Utilize it on the skin and go away it on until eventually it dries totally. Eventually, rinse it off with lukewarm water. This face mask is black in colour and created with air flow holes to help you breathe without difficulty. It also has an activated charcoal filter, a broad proof hook and loop closure that could make certain a comfortable fit. The fats within the avocado and whole milk yogurt are deeply moisturizing into the skin, while the lactic acid within the yogurt smooths your skin, refines pores, and stimulates collagen output. There are actually numerous ways available to get ready a face mask at your house. Having said that, be careful While using the accuracy in the ingredients. In the event the proportions go up or down – the face mask may not present the precise effects. Repeat as necessary. Most experts endorse towards exfoliating a lot more than two times a week. Should you have a great deal of blackheads, it is possible to just implement this combination into the spots where you have blackheads. Elegance Epic could be the Attractiveness Network that sets a different level of have faith in and honesty in natural beauty data. We are pushed by a dedication to enhance Females's lives by masking day by day breakthroughs in attractiveness, Life style and Overall health. Egg whites tighten the skin and shrink your pores while the yogurt nourishes your complexion. It’s like acquiring a Botox procedure! Allow the combination to stay on the face for three to five minutes. You might want to sit back and rest. The more you move all around, the more probably the mixture is to return off your face and acquire on your own garments/furniture. Choose an oil. The next oils consist of ingredients that may advantage your skin:[twelve] Olive oil is naturally antibacterial and may moisturize very dry skin without clogging pores.

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How to make Cheesecake Chocolate Cake

Introduction

Cheesecake Chocolate is a no-bake cake and it has flavors of cheesecake, chocolate, and biscuit.

This dessert is the combination of the 3 best things in the world i.e cheesecake, chocolate, and biscuits that too made from scratch at home with recipes. Since this dessert does not involve baking, you can make it within minutes!

And yes! It will be ready to eat within 15-20 mins only!! So if you are looking for some quick desserts recipe without an oven then you have come to the right place !!

Ingredients

4 tbsp butter, at room temperature

3/4 cup sugar

2 eggs, lightly beaten

a pinch of salt

Procedure how to prepare CheeseCake Chocolate

1- 1 tsp vanilla extract In a bowl mix together flour, cocoa powder, and sugar with a pinch of salt.

2-In a separate bowl beat egg yolks along with vanilla essence till foamy in texture. Then add this mixture to the dry ingredients along with melted butter and gently incorporate the batter by folding it gently.

3-Boil water in a small pan/Kadai and place paper cups into the water. You can fill up all 12 cups depending on how much you need, I filled 6 cups with batter to make petite cakes which are just good enough for 1 piece.

4-Leave it to boil for 2 mins and then remove the cups from water with a fork, and place them upside down on a kitchen towel to absorb any excess water from it. (Do not worry if you see few bubbles as they will settle down while chilling)

5-Pour about 2tsp of batter into each cup. Place in the center of a preheated oven at 180 degrees Celcius and bake it for 8mins. You can check whether it's done or not using the toothpick method by inserting it through the top layer and if nothing sticks onto it then it's done.

6-Remove from oven and cool completely before topping with soft cheese mixture.

7-For topping mix together creams cheese and butter till creamy. Add in powdered sugar to taste along with vanilla essence, stir well till everything is combined.

8-Spread the topping evenly over each tartlet using a spatula. (You can refrigerate it for 10 minutes prior to serving) And enjoy with a cup of tea!

Tips

1. After placing the cups on the water make sure you remove them within 2 mins even if they are not done otherwise they will turn soggy since there will be more moisture inside cups which will result in a mushy texture.

If you see little bubbles on the top layer then don't worry they settle down once chilled and will not affect the texture of your cake.

2 . Other than tea, this cake goes very well with coffee as well!

3 . Adjust the time while baking depending on your oven. Any variation in timing will not make any impact on the texture of the cake.

4 . Always use convection mode if you have one and reduce the temperature by 5-8 degrees Celcius as it will bake faster than regular oven mode!

FAQS

1-Can anybody Eat this Cheesecake Chocolate Cake?

Yes, you can. This dessert is perfectly safe for 6 months+ babies as the dough used contains no eggs or fresh cream/milk products, hence anyone in your family from one year of age to ninety-plus can have it!

2-How much time does it take to make this Cheesecake Chocolate Cake? Active preparation time

10 mins, Passive preparation time -6 hrs

3-How many calories are there in this dessert?

EACH Cheesecake Chocolate Tartlet = 521 kcal / 255 Kj

4-Can I freeze it?

Yes! It can be kept frozen for 3 months. Defrost in the fridge and allow to come to room temperature before serving.

5-Can it be made some other day?

No! The eggs and the flour in this recipe have to be used on the same day as they are at their best on the same day. Also do not keep batter longer than 6 hours, discard any leftovers after that time.

6-How long can I keep leftover cake to eat?

If you are going to keep it for an extended time say more than 24 hours, then store the cake in the freezer.

7-The cake is too sweet, can I reduce the sugar?

This recipe is meant to be eaten as it is and there isn't any way to reduce the sugar content without having a considerable impact on taste. If you prefer it less sweet then decrease the sugar content by 1/4 while making the batter.

8-Can I add nuts or dried fruits?

Yes, use almonds and raisins or any chopped dried fruit of your choice!

9-Can I make it in advance?

Yes, this can be made 4 hours before serving as it keeps well at room temperature. It is best served fresh but if you must keep them for longer then store them in the fridge.

10-What can I use instead of flour?

This cake can be made gluten-free as well! To do so replace all-purpose flour with this gluten-free flour recipe from scratch.

11-Can I make a pie version of this Cheesecake Chocolate Cake?

Yes, you can make it into a cherry pie version just like the one I have here and it'll taste delicious!

12-Can I make a cheesecake version of this cake?

Yes, you can do that with this western-inspired cheesecake recipe. I also have an eastern-inspired cheesecake recipe in my blog "Chai Tea Pudding Cheesecake" which you may find interesting to make.

13-How many can this dessert feed?

Each tartlet serves 1 person = 4 tartlets total and is good for 2 adults.

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Conclusion:

This cake is really easy to make, has no step-wise directions in my recipe. It is a one-shot deal where you just have to dump everything into the bowl and mix them up!

Add tea for an incredibly delicious dessert that you will be proud of for sure! The texture of this cake is so smooth with a little crispy crust and the tea flavor is so yummy!

The smell of fresh vanilla tea moi seeped into the hot chocolate batter while baking. I started feeling teas-ed out after an hour, so gently took each Tartlet out one by one.

This recipe can be varied depending on your choice of Tea, Chocolate, or Cheesecake ingredients. Add nuts or dried fruits of your choice!

I hope you liked this recipe, if not then let me know in the comments and I'll do my best to rectify it for you asap.

[sonofadeanwinchester]

You, Me & Evanstan (4)

Part One | Part Two | Part Three

Summary: Caught red handed by Chris

Words: 1,061

Sebastian Stan x Reader ; Chris Evans x Reader

Warnings: Swearing

A/N: TWO CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY DAY WTF .... comments and reblogs are encouraged. I’m not sure how I feel about this story ... let me know if you actually like it???

Tags: @221bshrlocked @potterhead1265 @pawallday @titty-teetee @shellymaesworld @chameerah @thejemersoninferno @sarahp879

I awoke the following morning, only a few short hours after Sebastian climbed into bed with me, to find him sprawled out in my bed, blankets wrapped completely around him, burrito style. I sighed and yanked hard as I could; they didn't budge. "Seb!" He grunted but didn't shift. "Sebastian!"

He groaned, "Dammit, woman, I am trying to sleep."

I chortled, "Fuck you very much, you have all the damn blankets."

He chuckled, "Sorry darling." He shifted slightly, granting me permission to yank on the blankets. He shuffled around, turning to face me. He opened his arms, giving me the choice to cuddle in if I wanted. I cocked a brow at him, he rolled his blue eyes. "Dammit, I'm freezing. Either cuddle in or-. No, no or's, just cuddle ... please."

I sighed dramatically, scooting in beside him, my head resting on his bare chest. "Wow, dammit, you're warm."

"Yeah, you're fucking freezing." He chuckled, wrapping his arms around my cold body.

We laid their, enjoying each other's company and warmth when a soft knock startled us. "(Y/N)? Have you seen Sebastian? He's not in his bedr-." The sight of us cuddling under the blankets stunned him, "Oh, hi. What the hell?"

Sebastian stood, unraveling himself from my grasp and the fortress of warmth. "Hey." He stretched his long muscular arms, grunting, he continued. "(Y/N) texted me throughout the night," he air quoted, "claiming that her thermometer was broken, making her freeze. I tried fixing whatever the hell is wrong with it but no use, so I slept with her, for you know, body heat."

Chris bobbed his head in response, drifting to the broken technology. "I can call about this, landlord should be able to fix it."

I blinked the sleep away, crawling out of warmth. My shorts were riding up my ass crack and I felt their stares as I fixed them. I scoffed, "Perverts." Together they threw their hands in the air in embarrassment, trying to play it off. "Whatever, breakfast?"

Chris nodded a little to fast and Seb had already left the room. I shut my door, changing quickly, slipping on jeans, sweater and a pair of wool socks. It was the middle of November, New York was freezing, causing the apartment to freeze and my damn luck that the stupid heat wasn't working. I entered the kitchen to find Sebastian cooking eggs, still in his boxers but now sporting a white undershirt. Chris was on the phone with the landlord, hopefully. I perched myself against the island, watching the two of them. I smiled at the two of them as they went on their daily routines, Sebastian being the cook, Chris being the man who dealt with all the maintenance shit and I of course being the best friend that couldn't find a damn job.

About an hour after that, we bundled up and headed down to Madison Avenue. Seb's shirts were starting to become holey, making him resemble a hobo. I mocked him on several occasions about the attire but he just played it off. Finally, after hours of persistence, he agreed to splurging a bit on some clothing. We shopped at different places including INA, Gentry, and J.Crew. We walked down the street, Seb's hands full of new clothing. Chris wasn't in the mood for shopping, clothing wise, but he was getting annoyed at our tiny apartment. While we strolled, he was scanning his phone for housing.

We walked through Chinatown where middle-aged women through sunglasses, purses and other appealing items in our direction. Sebastian of course stopped to look at Ray Bans as if he didn't already have enough. He snatched up a couple more pairs and demanded we stop for Starbucks. Chris agreed, offering to pay, I protested but he politely told me to shut up and take the damn coffee.

We walked for a few more hours, laughing and joking about how much money Sebastian has already spent but didn't want to spend any in the first place. I chuckled along side of them when my stomach began to growl. Seb stopped and looked at me strange, "(Y/N), was that your stomach? Dammit, we need to get you some food."

I shook my head, "Sebastian, no. I can wait till we get home."

He tsked his tongue at me, "Young lady, I told you I would support you until you found a decent job and that's what I am going to do." I started to object but shook his head, "You're not getting out of this one. Where do you want to eat?"

I shrugged, clearly defeated, "Up to you I guess."

He smiled brightly, showing off his sparkling teeth. "Good, McDonald's."

I cackled at that, "Should've known."

Shortly after our feast of big mac's and fries, we arrived back at our humble abode. Chris was on his cellphone, talking to someone about an apartment a few blocks away from here. Sebastian was throwing his clothes into the washer and I laid on the couch, letting my food digest. Seb came to me and kissed my forehead. "Why do you argue with me?"

I whispered, knowing already what he was talking about. "Because."

His cool, blue eyes filled with concern. "Darling, just let me take care of you. Please, it's what friends are for."

I blinked rapidly, fighting back tears. "You shouldn't have to. I'm an adult, I shouldn't have so much trouble getting a job."

He pulled me closer, locking eyes with me. "Listen to me, getting a job is difficult."

"Pffh, as if you would know. You're so talented, you don't even have to call people to get a role, they just kind of fall in your lap."

His hand cradled my chin, "Hey, listen, my job is and was hard work. I didn't get offered roles like Bucky Barnes or Lance Tucker at first, I got small roles, tiny characters on mini series. I had to work my ass off to get where I am. Between working hard and the fans, I wouldn't be where I am today. Just give it some time, a job will come to you."

I kissed his cheek and smiled, "You're the best."

He shrugged, acting cool. "I know but seriously, just let us take care of you for now."

I nodded in agreement but continued to despise the idea.

[goldenhydreigon47]

And now, to finish the Rebel Hearts Infodumping. This will focus on the main villains of Rebel Hearts: Yharim, Draedon, and Yharon.

Name: Yharim

Age: ??? (Likely somewhere between 20 and 35)

Gender: Male (No pronouns, only wants to be called master or your new ruler)

Sexuality: Straight

Backstory: Born in a volcanic village, the elders of this area could see the darkness in his heart and sacrificed him as a way to appease the Goddess of the Sun, Providence. Yharim was dunked in lava, resulting in most of his limbs melting off and him losing an eye, being replaced by a nasty and terrifying burn scar covering roughly half his face. Noxus unknowingly revives him after seeing him be wronged but wants to give him a chance to become a hero. This proves to be a HUGE mistake. To get revenge, Yharim destroys his own villages, killing his own parents and his older brother, Ignalius, in the process and stealing his younger brother's (Yhagrim's) dragon egg, which would later hatch to become Yharon. Upon destroying his village and essentially killing every resident not named Yhagrim, whom he just told to run away and never return, he trained in dark magic despite never being a prophet of Noxus. He also trained in melee combat, developing his own, albeit somewhat mediocre, sword. Upon Yharon hatching and pledging supreme loyalty to him, he goes full megalomaniac, kidnapping several people to brainwash into becoming foot soldiers while manipulating others, namely Cal and Dev, to become his slaves via manipulation, brainwashing, and torture. He also kidnaps and freezes Permafrost into Cryogen. He then quickly conquered most of the land, badly injuring Providence and burning Amidias' ocean, killing most sea life not named crabs. Upon declaring himself the new ruler, many resistances sprung up to try, and fail to stop him. Seeing this, he sent Cal, Dev, and Yharon on multiple missions to destroy certain villages, most notably Mariko and Akira's villages. Tasks like this and kidnapping Mariko so he could be tortured are what drove Cal, her brothers, and Dev away from him. Now faced with the most powerful force yet, should he get his way, Yharim will have these "traitors" decapitated by his own sword.

S/O: None because he's a narcissistic asshole

Preferred Style: Melee and Mage

Preferred Weapons: True Tyrant's Ultisword (usually enhanced by Yharon's flames or one of Draedon's elemental turrets) and Yharim's Crystal

Preferred Armor: Auric Tesla

Height: 9'0"

Hair Color: Red

Eye Color: Yellow

Name: Yharon

Age: Immortal (reborn as an egg in a different location if killed)

Gender: Male

Sexuality: ???

Backstory: Yharon is a phoenix-dragon hybrid. This makes him essentially immortal and gives him intense over flame and heat control. Because of this, he is often nicknamed, "The Burning King." Upon hatching from the egg Yharim stole from Yhagrim, Yharon swore complete and utter loyalty to Yharim, never betraying him or arguing against his judgement. With his wings, he can fly at speeds of up to 120mph and his flames can reach heat levels similar to Providence and Cal's flames. He can also make the air grow warmer around a large area, usually a radius of up to 200 meters. Because of his immortality, he can never truly die, only respawning as an egg and swearing loyalty to whoever finds him. However, when on Yharim's team, he has never been gravely injured. He is the one behind the burning of Akira's village and also tried to kill Yhagrim, but couldn't locate him. Despite this, Yharim always compliments him and treats him like a loyal pet due to his undying loyalty and dedication.

S/O: Irrelevant 

Preferred Style: None (fights like a normal dragon or phoenix)

Abilities: Immense fire and heat manipulation, incredible agility in the air, and can regenerate health and stamina very fast, especially when hit by fire attacks that aren't Cal's Abyssal Fireballs

Preferred Armor: None (Uses fire manipulation to create a fire aura to protect himself from most melee attacks that aren't ranged as well as some magic attacks)

Length (from tailtip to beak tip): 25'0"

Wingspan: 65'0"

Feather and Scale Colors: Primarily red and orange.

Eye Color: Yellow

Name: Draedon

Age: ???

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Asexual

Backstory: Draedon was a well known and popular mechanic in his home city, often creating armor, weapons, or machinery for anyone rich enough to afford them. When Yharim rose to power, seeking power for himself and wanting to become the next tyrant, Draedon went on a killing spree, obliterating his entire city by himself to prove himself worthy to the tyrant with full intent to betray him if Yharim was seen as weak. However, he hasn't seen this yet and fully believes he will remain loyal to Yharim till his final breath. He is responsible for creating the brainwash juices that manipulated Cal, her brothers, and Dev for so long. He also experimented on himself to become fully robotic, massively increasing his speed, defense, and attack.

Preferred Style: Melee but usually relies on his machinery to help him massively during battle

Preferred Weapon: Exoblade

Preferred Armor: Auric Tesla but due to being mostly robotic already due to experimenting on himself, can take lots of punishment even without armor.

Height: 11'0"

Eye Color: Cyan (glow different colors to show different emotions, cyan is just the default)

Hair Color: N/A

And that should be everything for infodumping. The screenshots showing snippets of the actual story, starting with snippets from Part 1 of Chapter 1, will be shown soon. Hopefully, you like these infodumps and will enjoy the snippets of each chapter :). Until then, farewell.

[sweetness47]

New Coffee, New Chance – Part 4

Pairing Misha x reader

Warnings: profanity, some graphic sexual content, abuse and rape…not for anyone under the age of 18!!!!

Summary: You needed a fresh start, and your cousin helped you get one. Now as you settle into your new life, you find yourself slowly falling for one of your cousin’s friends that he works with. But should you let yourself fall in that direction? What will happen if or when your new love finds out about your past? And will your past even allow you to progress any further than dinners and kisses?

 Today is the date with Misha. I have spent all day mentally preparing myself for this. I visited the hairdresser this morning for a long bob cut with some hi-lites. Then I went back to my place and took a long, leisurely bath, scented with my favorite bath oil from Avon. After drying off and fixing my hair, I slip into the coral dress, sandals and pearls. Just as I put the finishing touches on my light make-up, I hear the door buzz and look into the security camera. Misha is standing there with a dozen beautiful red roses and a gorgeous smile that again makes my heart do a somersault. I press the button to let him in.

I greet him at the door, and take the flowers he offers me. I thank him and reach up to give him a small kiss on the cheek. I breathe in and out slowly as I make my way to the kitchen to search for a vase. Baby steps, one at a time. A small kiss. Nothing overly powerful or demanding. I glance toward Misha looking for any kind of negative reaction. Instead all I see is a gentle smile on his handsome face. This man is definitely a god send, I think to myself.

With the flowers safely in water, Misha and I head out the door. We drive to the Olive Garden where a quiet table for two has been reserved. I notice he is wearing a stunning suit and tie, both of which bring out the blue in his angelic eyes. I silently melt, and steamy images begin to fill my thoughts. But thoughts are all the images will be for now. I want this relationship to work, but I also know I’m not ready to take things very far. So I will keep these thoughts to myself for now.

Our evening is filled with Lasagna Florentine and unlimited salad and breadsticks. I order some light, fruity white wine, and Misha orders a half glass of red. He is driving and needs to be sober. I wholeheartedly agree. When dinner is finished and we are ready to leave, over two hours have past. I am in awe that I can lose myself so easily with someone, and as we walk to the car I find myself staring at him. The way he walks with confidence, his jet black hair, those sparkling blue eyes, and the way his suit jacket hugs his broad muscular shoulders.

He catches me staring. “Are you alright Y/N? You seem distracted.” Misha says softly so as not to frighten me.

I shake my head. “I’m fine. Better than fine, actually. I was just thinking to myself how lucky I am to have found you. I still need time, but I am hoping that I can make this work between us.”

Misha nods in understanding. “I hope so too. I really like you Y/N. Is this anything you want to talk about?”

I shake my head again and he doesn’t push. I take a deep breath and get into the car. Once again, Misha walks me all the way to the door of my apartment. This time I want to try something. “Would you like to come in for a few minutes? I can make some tea.” I offer.

Misha smiles. “I’d love to come in for a few minutes. Tea is sounding wonderful.” He stops me. “I won’t stay any longer than what makes you feel comfortable. If at any point you want me to go for the night, I will, no questions asked and no offense taken.”

I blink and nod, now thinking for certain that Misha really is an angel in disguise. We go inside and I make my way to the kitchen to boil some water. Misha follows me and I show him a double cupboard full of teas, different flavors, different strengths. It’s his turn to be stunned. A low whistle of admiration escapes his perfect lips. After a few minutes we pick a loose leaf tea called Snow day. I found it at David’s Tea. It’s always been a favorite of mine.

I stand and stare at the pot of water. Images begin to surface, ones I didn’t want, and certainly didn’t call for.

“Why are you making tea right now?” Daryl yells into my ear, pushing me against the hot stove. “I told you to make my dinner you stupid bitch.” He grabs my hand and begins to pull it towards the hot round.

‘I’m sorry Daryl. I was making your dinner. I just wanted some tea while I cook. Please don’t!” I am close to tears, knowing that no matter what I say, he’s going to punish me anyways.

“I am the master of the house, not you. You are here to serve me!” He slams my hand down on the hot round and I scream, tears flow freely. He slaps my face. “Quit your whining and get my food! Or your face is next!”

Misha grabs my shoulders and begins talking to me. “Y/N! Y/N! It’s me. You’re alright.” I come back to reality and realize it was just a bad memory. Misha has carried me to the couch, made the tea, and is now holding me.

I bury my face into his shirt, and just cry. I thought I was past all this! Why did these memories have to surface now? Misha just sits there holding me. His strong hands run gently through my hair. He whispers soothing words in my ear. After about 10 minutes of crying and trying to drink some tea, I wipe my face with a cool damp cloth that Misha got for me.

“I know you told me your last relationship was shitty, but I didn’t put two and two together till now. It was worse than shitty, wasn’t it? He was abusive.” Misha sounded angry, but not at me.

I nodded. “I have been trying so hard to forget about him. He was the lowest form of scum to ever have inhabited the planet.” I watch Misha’s reaction as he hears this. I don’t go into a lot of detail and for now that’s enough.

Misha’s blue eyes turn dark. “If I ever meet that son of a bitch, I will probably kill him.” He assures me. I watch him as he says that, and I honestly believe he would. My heart soars.

We finish our tea and he gets up to leave. “Will you be alright now Y/N? Or do you want me to stay longer?”

“I’ll be fine Misha. I am not entirely sure I want to stay alone. But I also know I’m not ready to sleep with you yet.” I say quietly.

“I can stay on the couch if you’re ok with that. You can even lock the door to your bedroom. I will never let anyone hurt you. Ever!” he says.

I consider this. I haven’t had nightmare episodes for weeks. I don’t know why they surfaced tonight. But it frightens me. I feel safe with Misha here. “Ok. I will grab some extra blankets from the closet. There is a small futon in the second bedroom. That might be more comfortable than the couch.”

He smiles and follows me to the linen closet, then to the spare bedroom. Jared made sure I had lots of space here. Together we set up the futon and put the bedding on it. I go into the spare room closet where Jared has some spare clothing, in case he ever needed to stay with me. I offer Misha a clean t shirt and a pair of shorts for sleeping in so his suit doesn’t get ruined. There is also a new toothbrush and an unused comb. I show Misha where the washroom is, and leave him to get changed.

I also change, tired from the day’s events. Once I know Misha is settled in, I say goodnight and turn in. The nighttime is uneventful, and for that I’m grateful. Misha is already up when I emerge from my bed. I smell bacon, eggs, toast, and hash browns cooking and my mouth waters.

“Wow, you can cook too. I’m really impressed.” I say with amusement. Misha chuckles at my statement. He puts my food in front of me, complete with a glass of orange juice, and leans on the counter.

“What can I say? I’m just naturally gifted in all things.” He says without missing a beat. We burst out in laughter, and my food almost ends up in my lungs. I cough while laughing, and Misha is suddenly there gently patting my back. He gets me some water and waits until he knows I am ok. We eat and he gets dressed. He tells me he has to get to the studio, but he needs to stop by his place for some fresh clothes first.

When I am showing him out, he turns to me. “Would you be alright if I gave you a kiss on your forehead?”

I bite my lower lip, close my eyes for a moment, then open them to meet Misha’s eyes. I nod, and his soft mouth bends down to my forehead. His lips press ever so lightly to my face and then he is out the door and driving away. I smile and sigh, then go back to my apartment and close the door. I need to refocus my thoughts if I want to have a nightmare free day. The date with Misha from yesterday fills my thoughts and the rest of my day is instantly better.

We continue the date nights for 3 weeks, one night a week, on top of our coffee mornings. He walks me home every morning, and every date night. Then we have a three-couple evening, inviting Jared, Gen, Jensen and Danneel for an evening at the amusement park. After some coaxing, I go on the large roller coaster with everyone. I’ve never been on one before, and I’m not usually adventurous in that regard. I only give in because I would be the only one not going otherwise. And besides, I have Misha beside me. I sit beside him, and his arm goes protectively around my shoulders, and I relax. I’m getting better with him now. I lean into his embrace as the cars begin to move. It starts with the slow, long climb. Everything just blurs after that. We are all holding the handlebars and screaming as the cars twist, and turn, and zoom every which way.

By the end of the ride, we are all ready to call it a night. My apartment is close by, so I invite everyone over for some coffee. We head to my place. As I approach my door, I see a package. I frown. I didn’t order anything. The package has no return address on it. I read my name and address on the package and freeze. My breathing shallows and I begin to see stars.

Jared grabs my keys and unlocks the door, ushering everyone inside, and Jensen checks the box to make sure it’s not a bomb. When he is satisfied that the box is safe to open, he brings it inside. I’m still in panic mode. How? I was so careful! It has to be a trick! This can’t be happening. Shit, shit, shit!

Once everyone is safely inside and the door is locked, I cautiously walk toward the box on my counter. Jared puts a hand on my shoulder. “You don’t have to touch it. You don’t even have to open it. But we will all be here for you, no matter your decision.”

I nod. “Thanks J. I want to open it. I want to know how he found me. I want to know what kind of sick twisted game he thinks he’s going to play.” My hand is shaking as I remove the tape and open the lid. I recoil in horror and instantly vomit. Gen and Danneel take me to my room to freshen up and Jared takes the box from the counter and looks inside. He can barely hold back from gagging and drops the box on the floor. Jensen and Misha peek inside now, curious and scared for my well being. What they see shocks them all.

Bloody clothing line the bottom of the box, but that’s not the worst part of it. Pictures. Those damn bastards took pictures of their ‘fun’. And of me afterwards. The three men just stare in horror at the images laid out before them. I eventually make my way out of the room, both Gen and Danne there with me, hugging me. I sit down on the couch, and Misha sits beside me, holding my hand. Jared sits on my other side, and I shake, my mind filled now with all the events of that night. I take a deep breath and speak.

“I never wanted to tell you how bad it got J. I guess now I have no choice. But it’s time you all knew what really happened, why I finally left that night.”

I was making dinner, as I always did. I knew he was having his buddies over and I knew what time they were supposed to arrive. I had the roast in the oven, and was cutting potatoes to boil. The phone rang, and I answered it while I was cooking, planning to make it a quick call. But the phone call distracted me just enough for me to miss the potato and slice my palm open. Blood was all over the stove, the pot and the water. The once white potatoes were now crimson. I tried to clean up as quickly as I could, then I started over. But I wasn’t quick enough.

Daryl strode through the door, drunk, and so were all four of his friends. He saw that supper wasn’t ready and his eyes turned dark. I backed into the fridge as he came closer, anger written all over his face. “What is going on Y/N? why isn’t dinner ready yet? You know the rule, I expect dinner on the table when I get home. No excuses, no whining. Can’t you do anything right?”

He slaps my face hard, and my cheek is red already. Then he slaps me again upside the head, sending me reeling into one of his friends. The friend catches me, but not in a good way. He decides to tear at my blouse, and buttons go flying everywhere. Amused by this idea, Daryl and the other three men join in on the fun. They hit me, and punch me, ripping at my clothes and pulling my hair. Pinning me to the ground, the worst part of the nightmare begins, one that no woman should ever have to endure. One by one the assholes each took their turn raping me, biting me and groping my breasts.

But one round wasn’t enough. They drag me to the couch, where they proceed with round two, but worse this time. They take me anally and vaginally at the same time. And some are bold enough to fuck my mouth as well. They squirt their cum all over my hair, my body, everywhere. They make me swallow, and when I gag, they slap me and make me lick it off the couch and off their cocks. By the time they were done, I was a bloody, bruised mess. They kicked my ribs and jaw, and left, laughing and urinating on me as they did so.

I finally make my way to the washroom, after I’m sure they’re gone, and I can gather enough strength to do so. I grab my phone and take pictures of all my body, the blood, the dried semen, the bruises, the bite marks. I take some cotton swabs and take samples of all the different bodily fluids I can, and put them in little plastic bags. Then I crawl into the shower and just let the hot water run over me. For half an hour, I just sit on the floor of the shower, crying. I’m so sore, so stiff. Everything hurts. After I exit the shower, I call J. I tell him I am ready to leave Daryl and never come back. Jared is instantly ready to help, and he tells me he will wire money to me and to pack only the essentials. He will get an apartment in Vancouver, under his name. I thank him and hang up. Gathering only a few items, and my phone, I prepare to leave the house. I stop only to take pictures of the kitchen and couch. Then I turn the stove on as high as I can, and turn the oven on high. I light a dozen candles and throw them around the house, a satisfied smile creeping up on my face as I watch his precious house go up in flames.

I make my way to the nearest teller and withdraw the money that Jared sent me. I rent a car and drive to Vancouver, slowly, taking lots of time to compose myself and taking time to heal. I stop at hot springs along the way, the warm minerals soothing my aches. By the time I reach Vancouver I look almost normal. I text Jared and he sends me the address of the apartment.

When I finish my story, the entire room is silent. The three men in my life all look ready to murder someone, while the women are hugging me and crying. Misha still has my hand in his, and he brings it to his lips. I’m sobbing, as all the horror of that night comes flooding back. Jared is holding my other hand and Jensen is kneeling in front of me with Gen and Danne.

“That son-of-a-bitch. I will find him and kill him! That bastard will never live to see another day.” Jared hisses through clenched teeth.

Misha nods. “I’ll help you. Those assholes all deserve to die for what they did.”

Gen pipes up. “I agree, but murder isn’t really a good idea. It’s kinda against the law.”

“Maybe but so is gang rape Gen.” Jensen says solemnly. Then his face lights up. “Y/N do you still have all those pictures you took and all the samples? I have some friends in the police department. If you know the names of all of Daryl’s buddies, I will hand the list in with the evidence. Maybe we can get their asses thrown in prison.”

I grab a pen and paper, and write down the names, and hand it to Jensen, who immediately grabs his phone and calls his friend at the station. He drives down there with the damning bag of items and the pictures, while I remain with everyone else. Danne makes some soothing tea for me, and Gen grabs a blanket for my shoulders. I drink the tea, and I feel relieved that the story is out. Misha sits beside me, and offers me his arm, to which I nod and I sink into his embrace. Immediately I fall asleep, and for the first time in a long time, I don’t have any nightmares.

I wake up to sunlight in my face and freeze for a second, before I realize where I am and who I’m with. Misha’s steady breathing tells me he is still asleep. He stayed here all night with me, just holding me. I move to adjust my body and accidently wake him up.

“Sorry Misha, I didn’t mean to wake you. My arm fell asleep.” I whisper, to which he responds with a small kiss on my head.

“No worries Y/N. How are you feeling this morning?” he asks. His voice is laced with concern and love. Love. I think he loves me.

“Tired but also relieved. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. How long was I asleep? When did everyone leave?” I ask as I stretch out.

Misha shrugs. “Shortly after you snuggled into my arms. Jensen came back and everyone quietly left. Jared locked the door with his key.” He smiles down at me, then begins to look slightly uncomfortable. “Um, would it be alright if I used your washroom? I really need to go!”

I laugh and get up off the couch so Misha can go and take care of his business. I can hear him laughing all the way down the hall.

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Success rates of IVF in India - Success rates of IVF in India

IVF is a boon to all those couples wanting to start a family. Today, infertility affects 1 in every 6 couples. With more people embracing the ARTs - Assisted reproductive techniques, it is important to understand the success and failure rates of them and decide about which path fits your needs. 

What are the Success rates in India? 

The success rates of In Vitro Fertilization vary within 30% to 35% for every embryo transfer in India. This means many couples may need to go for multiple cycles of IVF to conceive.Success rate can be almost doubled in freezing cycle.Globally the success rates reach till 40%. 

But, the success rates alter depending on multiple factors. Success rates are fairley higher in women not older than 35. The success rates are measured on the basis of live births per embryo transfer. This is also called the Live Birth rate. 

Factors affecting IVF Success Rates

As stated earlier, many factors affect the IVF success rates. The outcome may also vary from one clinic to another. Major factors to be considered before IVF are: 

Age of female partner

Duration of infertility

Causes of infertility 

Quality of the eggs, sperms     and embryos

Endometrial development

Luteal Phase after the     transfer

How can I Optimise the Chances of IVF Success?

A good news is you can adopt multiple lifestyle changes and habits to optimise IVF success. 

Here’s what you need to do:

Maintain a healthy body     weight: 

Maintaining a healthy BMI not only increases chances of IVF succeeding in less trials, but also helps you provide optimum care to the growing foetus in the days when embryo transfer is carried out. 

Monitor stress levels:

Going through IVF can be emotionally taxing for many. Especially women are seen experiencing higher levels of anxiety and distress in general. Therefore, monitoring stress levels becomes very crucial.             Practise meditation and breathing exercises to effectively tackle all the associated psychological issues. 

Keep a keen eye on your diet     and move around:

The most basic of all-- Diet and exercise. With our jam-packed schedules assuming utmost importance, diet and exercise are pushed to backseats. 

 Make sure you correct your eating habits. Consult a dietician and nutritionist if deemed necessary. Avoid smoking as well as alcohol consumption. These hamper the quality of both eggs and sperms. Exercise for at least 30 minutes per day. It doesn't have to be rigorous but should give your joints enough movement.

Be patient: 

IVF is neither one-size-fits-all nor is it a sprint that gets completed in a day. Some couples may have to go through multiple cycles of IVF to conceive. Be patient and follow all the medical advice diligently. Maintain an overall healthy lifestyle. 

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If I Only get a Year with You... (Kim Seokjin x Reader)

Summary: When both of your significant others die in the same car crash there is no one else you can turn to besides your longtime friend, Kim Seokjin. You both run away to grieve, but what you find in your sadness is more than you could have ever hoped for.

Words: 2137

Pairing: gardener!Jin x Reader, dead!member x Reader

Tags: Domestic Fluff, Slow burn, Past character death, Self-harm Mention, MAJOR angst, Grief, Hurt and comfort

December

“Just until we figure our shit out,” you say, and immediately Jin agrees.

You buy plane tickets and tell very few people where you are going. Your black mourning dress is shoved in a trash bin at the airport. His suit is wrinkled, he doesn't take your hand until you land. 

When you both arrive at the place you come to call your home you are both filled to the brim with tears and sadness. It makes Jin’s hands shake. You rent a cabin next to a city you saw once in a catalog and Jin listens to you crying every night through its thin walls. He stares out the window of his separate bedroom unable to find that long lost island called dreamless sleep.

He still has nightmares about that night. 

Your house is just far enough away from the city to see the lights echo off the clouds at night and close enough to the wilds where Jin has to shut the chickens in at dusk. You inherit them from the last tenants- a young flighty couple. Jin thinks you like them despite the fact that you complain about the smell. he catches you looking at them peck at the grass one day. Sometimes- when you make your way into the kitchen just before noon and your eyes are at their reddest – Jin makes eggs for you.

January It takes you and Jin a while to get used to one another- at first you both just quietly avoid, just like you avoid the empty sides of your bed. Your eyes are both too full of those you have lost. If you do look for him- for his wide shoulders filling up the kitchen you are only searching for some sense of companion ship. Only Jin could understand your need for a quiet almost closeness, and that is because he feels the same hollow loneliness. 

You work together. Sort of. 

You and Jin play cards in the evenings. Silently.  

You do what you can to clean up the house in an almost hurried air when Jin is out of the house- which is as often as possible. He always returns to find you reading on a bar stool in the kitchen or on your bed in your bedroom, or on the dusty green loveseat in the living room.  

One afternoon he finds blood in the bathroom sink and he searches your face and wrists for a hint of the sadness you had when you were younger- but Jin finds none of in there and decides that maybe you just had a nose bleed. 

The threat still lingers.

February

The cabin is small and a little cold without a fire. After bartering with your neighbor for a dozen eggs a week until spring- she gives you both a large supply of logs. You sit on the couch wrapped in a blanket staring at the white hot embers nestled into the belly of the wood burning stove; sadness-wearing hairline fractures on your face.

Jin can’t be like you. He keeps busy and lets his hands do all the feeling for him. Making sure the wood bin is never less than half full- making tea- and polishing the nice wood table or the pine paneling. Endlessly cooking. Dish after dish after dish. But you rarely touch anything.

March

After the winter passes Jin goes to work making a garden for you. He starts when the snow just barely melts. Tilling the soil and sifting out the rocks and old roots is hard but rewarding work. To Jin’s surprise- you come outside to see what he’s doing. As you retreat back into the house- he realizes it’s the first time he’s seen you outside of it in nearly three months. The thought makes him smile. 

When he eventually comes inside after the sun dips below the horizon he goes to get a drink of water and finds you cooking dinner, that in its self is a new marvel, but it's not the first time so he says nothing. You and Jin dance around each other- you moving to wash some vegetables at the chipped white ceramic sink as he skirts around you and reach to get a mug on the top shelf, steadying himself on the countertop. Your hand brushes his and then lingers when Jin freezes, surprised at your soft hands- after so many months of separation; a simple touch. Like warm water on cold limbs. 

Jin still feels the memory of your hand on his the next day when his hands are submerged in the cold dark earth.

April.

You both decide to buy the cabin and get a TV on the same day. It comes in handy during the rainy days when all you both want to do is sit on the dusty couch and watch reruns of I love Lucy and this old house. You stop watching this old house though because it has Jin talking fast with excitement- about renovating, about shingles and siding and yellow paint, and other Things that can’t be done in the rain.

You laugh a gorgeous tinkling sound when Jin talks too quick and forgets his words and then you pat the spot next to you. You put the blanket over Jin- and move closer so that your shoulders barely brush. You stay like that- warm, the room gray with the lights off, accompanied by the hum of speakers until the rain stops beating out an uneven melody on the leaky tin roof. 

Your head rests on his shoulder, your chest rises evenly with sleep as he rises to start making dinner.  He presses a chaste kiss against your hair and says quietly, “even if I only get a year with you, it will have been enough.’’ he leaves to the kitchen, and you pretend you didn't wake when he lifted your head off his shoulder.

May

Jin starts planting a vegetable garden first, he plants squash, cucumbers, tomatoes, carrots, and potatoes And then a perennial garden with lavender and peonies.  Then after a short argument with himself (where he worries that the gift would startle you more than please you), he plants a cutting garden- to grow flowers for you to put in the vases. 

He had that dream the other night- of white lilies on the windowsills. 

He doesn’t plant lilies though- they remind him too much of another time. Another day when tears were too easy coming, and all you could do was cling to him as you watched the two caskets get lowered into the ground. 

Eventually, you ask Jin what the bed is for- tiny sprouts are just beginning to poke through the surface of the dirt- and Jin shows you a collection of old jars and glasses that he found one day while he explored the forgotten shed on your property. Jin carries them to the stoop for you. And like he suspected and dreaded, you leave them there. It is a while before they move.

June You are in bed more often than not- one morning Jin sees you stretch for the coffee mugs on the top shelf and your shirt rides up revealing your stomach once muscled but slender and now prominent with hard lines and edges where chest meets hip. He counts the spaces between your ribs and reminds himself of how many months you have not been eating enough. 

After that, he makes sure to leave you breakfast in the form scrambled eggs, full of bacon and chives just how he knows you like it.  He doesn’t realize how much you enjoy them until he wakes one morning and finds his shed organized and cleaned. The smell of you lingers and he finds your fingerprints in the dust. He touches them- because he can’t touch you, and he wants to he realizes with a start. 

He wants to hold you when he hears you crying, to press a kiss to your temple when he finds you reading half asleep in the living room, he wants to spin you around your small cabin and dance to music that he hasn’t thought about in ages. 

But he can't, he reminds himself, he needs to give you time- time to heal. But the half closeness is no longer enough.

July When Jin is about to go get groceries one Saturday- you come out to the car with a cardigan wrapped tightly around your waist and ask if you can come along. You sit tensely in the passenger seat and your hand whitens around the door handle with every pothole you hit on the windy country road but Jin is surprised you got in the car at all. 

The smell of gasoline reminds you both too much of that night. You sit on a bench outside while Jin haggles and learns at the weekly farmers market. Peas should be started on Saint Patrick’s day- don’t prune roses before the forsythia blooms.

Jin buys you peaches. You crunch into them as you drive back. Do you think we should make a pie? Jin asks after you tell him that they are very very sweet. You smile and without saying so Jin knows you have said yes. 

Daisy’s and snapdragons litter the windowsill in old jam jars. One night Jin goes to bed only to find an old vase full of fresh flowers on his bedside table.

August.

It is very very hot, you buy a fan at home depot, Jin brings you the produce from the vegetable garden and asks you if you can make something for dinner, summer salads were never his specialty. You make a sweet salad with tomato and baked vegetables. 

You ask Jin if he would plant an herb garden for you because you miss the smell of rosemary. He says that he’ll do it next year because it’s too late to start them. The phrase if you’re still hear comes to his mind but you touch his hand and look into his eyes and say that you’d like that very very much and if you could help with the garden more you’d be very very happy. 

When Jin makes an excuse to go check on something in his shed his hands are still shaking from your words. His head is filled with a new feeling; a smile tugs at his lips. You put light into his veins like the sun does to his flowers. And Jin can’t help but wonder if he is like words to you- the one thing you would never ever leave behind or do away with.

September

You buy Jin mums and leave them for him by the stoop; you clean yourself up and go into town by yourself to get more books and yarn- you tell Jin you want to learn how to knit so that you can make him a sweater for Christmas.

Summer is ending and you are glad; you tell him that you hate summer but enjoy it because of Jin; because you can see him flourish and eat all of his yummy cherry tomatoes.

There are more touches. Prolonged hugs in the morning when Jin is too sleepy to think better of it and give you the space you need. Sometimes Jin sees you smile, and the sunny feeling fills him again. 

You sit on the stoop while he cleans up the garden- taking down the dying plants, the morning glory’s and annuals that are thoroughly spent By the time he gets around to fixing the beds so that they will be ready for earlier planting next season. He sees you smiling into your book sometimes. Sometimes Jin asks you what you’re reading and you tell him- excited words rushing out of you and a flush in your cheeks.

October

One morning you both wake to find the chickens squawking, feathers in the yard, and a fat fox in the woods somewhere. 4 of you flock are dead, 2 are missing. And Jin holds you on your bed until you stop crying. He tells you we will get more in the spring. He thinks that it helps but he is never sure. 

The first anniversary of the day they died comes and goes. Neither of you mention it.

November

The first time you and Jin kiss it is not harsh and full of passion. It is simple and sweet like breathing. The edge of the ceramic sink digs into his back but he doesn’t mind. None of him minds at all. 

You are warm at night- your room had the bigger bed. 

And you are some of your sadness still but you smile more and tell Jin it’s because of him. Which you are surprised to realize: is not a lie. 

You tell Jin you think you have loved him always, and that you love him like you love words. You start writing again. 

You and Jin take turns falling asleep first. Jin doesn’t know what you do the nights that he falls asleep first- but when you do he holds you and marvels at the fact that you came back. You came back and chose him.

New Years 

Both of your parents call and ask too many questions some of which you both don’t know how to answer. 

What are you both now? How is Jin? Is y/n holding up? Can we come visit you two? Are you two... You know…? 

And after much debate and several passionate kisses without a hint of sadness;

You reply with your wedding invitation.