#thx tumblr for terrible quality mwoah

[barbiepappa]

"I write to them, y'know. I think a part of me was hopin' it'd bring me closure, but so far the only thing I've gotten out of it is a pile of unsent letters, dead names in my own crude handwritin' on envelopes addressed to a place I haven't been to in years. Constant reminders of ghosts and the guilt that comes with them. But I still write, so I guess I must be gettin' something out of it other than self-pity. So maybe it does help me work through my grief. Perhaps it fuels my denial. Maybe I'm scared I'll forget them. The one thing I know for certain is that even if I wanted to, I don't deserve to forget."