#thx gavin

[lancerthatisntfree]

hands

small freelancer/gavin fic. extremely self indulgent

// tags / info: freelancer is nonverbal here , not a lot of speech , gavin speech very short

inspired by @vegafan69 ‘s one hand kissing post with them

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Hands.

It was an odd body part, honestly. Easily recognisable, used in every aspect. But it wasn’t anything special.

To Freelancer, at least.

Their hands weren’t anything special. Sure, they used them often, they could do magic or.. whatever with them. But it wasn’t special to them. Wasn’t appealing. Just a body part that they tended to hate more than others.

Scanning their own hands, seeing all the scars; dulled cuts and skin that never really fully healed around their nails. They closed their hand into a fist, opening it before closing it again. Their brows furrowed slightly.

They weren’t the comparing type by any means, but they couldn’t help but visualise their hand against their friends. Lasko’s hands are smooth, soft. Huxley’s are a little rough, but nice nonetheless. Damien’s was a little frayed around the edges, calloused, but they liked it. Gavin’s were perfect. But theirs? They hated it.

Maybe it was the scars violently reminding them about what they’ve been through. Maybe it’s the memories that they hold. Maybe they didn’t like it just because it was apart of themselves. All options considered, they slowly put their hands on their knees. Eyes flicking to one hand to the other and back again. Their lips pressed into a frown.

“Freelancer?”

They didn’t bother to look behind them. They knew that voice. That comforting voice, always at their side whenever they needed it. For some reason, he always knew when to come. It was sweet until they wanted alone time. They felt Gavin’s weight on the bed as he sat next to them, and he stayed quiet for a while, as if awaiting something from them. A sentence, confirming if they were okay or not. When they didn’t speak, he frowned.

“You okay?” He tilted his head, and they, in turn, shook theirs, a clear no. He sighed. He hated seeing them upset. Some part of him hurt when they did. His hand hovered above Freelancer’s shoulder, awaiting permission to touch them. They leaned into his hand. He wrapped an arm around them and brought them closer.

He pressed his lips against their forehead, eliciting a small “Mn..” sound from them. Their head moved to rest on his shoulder. “What’s wrong?” Gavin softly asked, earning Freelancer to finally look at him. They looked exhausted, dark rimming under their eyes. Gavin’s heart ached. They looked at him with a certain softness they really only showed him. They glanced down and lifted their hand.

Gavin tilted his head as his other hand that wasn’t holding Freelancer moved to hold their hand. He ran his thumb across their knuckles and they shuffled closer to him. “Don’t like them, do you?” Gavin asked hesitantly, and they nodded, looking embarrassed; glancing up at him before looking away. His brows furrowed slightly before gently lifting their hand up to his face.

He pressed a kiss into their hand. Freelancer quickly looked back with softly flushed cheeks. Their hand felt warm. Gavin’s eyes lifted to look at their beautiful face, looking at them with such admiration through his eyelids. Freelancer’s lips pressed together as they increasingly became flustered. But.. feeling better, as well.

Gavin pressed another kiss to their hand, on a knuckle. Another kiss on each finger. Another kiss in the middle of their hand, his hand idly rubbing theirs in small circles. “I love your hands.” Gavin mumbled against Freelancer’s skin. “I love every part of you.” He added, pressing his lips against their skin once more. They couldn’t take their eyes off of him.

“You’re so beautiful.”

Each kiss was punctuated with another word.

“Gorgeous” , “Pretty” , “Stunning” , “Heavenly”.

“There’s no part of you that I don’t constantly desire, my Deviant.” He hummed against their hand, pulling away as he moved to kiss their cheek. They leaned into him, hands holding his.

“I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. But until then, I’m gonna be here reminding you,” A kiss. “that you’re the most perfect person I’ve laid my eyes on.”

“I love you, Freelancer.” Freelancer stared at him with soft eyes. “You don’t need to talk. I know you love me too, my dear.”

They smiled as they pressed a kiss against his lips.

Looking down, seeing their hand intertwined with his; in that moment, they didn’t feel so bad about it anymore.

[aimedis]

i didn't really care for the freelancer non-canon romances. for lasko's i just pretend it's dear DONTTT SHOOT ME

[dadbodgintoki]

brought klavier to otakon this year 💜🎸⚖️🤘

pic credit as always to the loveliest @rockleeamadeus

eta: cosplay assistance credit to the amazing @aldinatum!!!

[frostbeees]

umich @ umass · 10.13.23

[vollerey]

daily reminder:

all the d(a)emons (and hush) probably dont understand the ‘SHES DEFROSTING’ mariah carey song. just wanted to remind u… yeah shes defrosting tho

[ashertickler]

redacted characters as brooklyn 99 characters cos it's one of my top 3 sitcoms and i feel like waffling 🙂‍↕️

jake - asher

amy - babe (THE DRAGON WARRIOR !! IT'S ME !!! /ref)

charles - milo

rosa - darlin

terry - huxley

gina - freelancer

raymond - david

kevin - anton

hitchcock - blake

scully - nick idk

pimento - porter

doug - gavin

wuntch - alexis

teddy - ivan

the vulture - kody

stentley - christian

(thx aria pooks for helping me out with some of these sillies hehe)

[lalaluvsblog]

i need gavins meat

pls and thx :3

[untitled14360]

When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish, then send this ask to the last 10 people in your notifications.

Yeah that's great for that and thx for telling this

List all my friend:

@ratfrogpigeonlover @serentiydraw5678 @n0vatsu @neko-sufis-world @eminsunnytoons @nia1sworld @elizachangreaves @artismeyou-12 @magicalmysteryperson @loudlyhappycupcake

That all the friend I care about them

[relativeficti0n]

✨5 songs I like to listen to✨

Thx @karwailang for the tag

These are the regulars these days 😌 :

As Good As It Gets - Katie Gavin & Mitski

Good Luck, Babe - Chappell Roan <3

Ego - Halsey

Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers

Bags - Clairo

I'm tagging @toiletpotato @synopiss @artemetto

[iaminjail]

HEY YOU. ATTENTION NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahem. anyways hi. so you may know me by many names; iaminjail, eonak, max, guy who draws excusively klavier gavin yet only gets notes on the drawings that aren't klavier gavin, etc. well, now you can know me by another name and that name is POOR. I AM A BROKE ASS LITTLE MAN.

but with your help, i don't have to be! i have started ko-fi commissions where you can pay me money to draw you anything you want! finally, my ace attorney followers can force me to draw apollo and nothing but apollo! my followers who followed for literally anything else can get fanart of literally anything else! i may even draw terrible two fanart after 50,000 years!!!

its all in the palm of your hands (your wallets). now please, spare some coins and i will draw silly little men for you (just read the readable shit first so you don't look like an utter buffoon)

here is my funky commissions chart (examples on the ko-fi itself):

thx for reading please consider this offer of a lifetime (not really)

also pls reblog i do not have many followers so even if you aren't buying you can help :3

[quilthegreat]

I have a prompt if ur interested! Connor & Gavin are out chasing a perp, but when Gavin goes to shoot the baddie, he accidentally shoots Connor instead👀 (cue Gavin Reed redemption)

... omigosh i love this somuch YESSS

ALSO cue the Enraged Hank Hours(tm)

esp. since i tend to headcanon Gavin as a crack shot, which makes it even worse bcos. he should have been better than that

so then Hank has even more leeway to get angerie =DDD

thx. for the excellent idea my good Certified Cute Human(tm) <3

[danceashtondance]

hello! i’m ashton

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i’m scemo but mostly emo lolz

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i go by he/xe (no they/them)

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i have adhd & autism

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my special interest are computers, adventure time, and legend of zelda

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my birthday is 7/30 :3

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dms open for important stuff + chats :3

my favorite music genre is post hardcore but i like most genres and my favorite music artists are uncle outrage, hail the sun, dance gavin dance, pierce the veil, fall out boy, early panic! at the disco, la despute, paramore, WHY?, and of montreal!

♡ THX 4 READING ♡

[middleofnothing]

Heyyy, umm i've fot question. Where i can download 3D model of Connor that will be usable in daz3d studio for render? I wanted to start doing my own renders but i don't know how to start. Thx <3

Hi! As far as I know, Connor 3D model for DAZ is not available for free download 🤔 RK800 model ported by Metoria on twitter, this guy has done all this amazing work. For a price, of course. Check his bio. You can search on DeviantArt, I used to see there RK900, Gavin, Simon, Markus, Ralph and Hank models for DAZ. Personally, 9 months ago I found RK900 model on DA and started working with it. They're identical, exept for eyes color and outfit. Now I use my own Connor XPS model for xnalara, I extracted it from the game files and it's not compatible with DAZ 😢

[acacia-may]

Can you do Sanemi and Genya platonic relationship for the song headcanon thing? I don't want to say exactly because of spoilers but you know what I mean... The new season really hit me in the feels for them. Thx

Oh my goodness, Anon! I am literally squealing over this ask and completely sobbing too...just so many emotions about these two! 😭 And yes I absolutely know what you mean!! To avoid spoilers though, I am going to be safe and put all of this under the cut. Thank you so much for sending this in and for playing my song + headcanon ask game! Cheers!! 💕

Major Spoilers for Demon Slayer through the end of the manga!

THE SHINAZUGAWA BROTHERS!! *sobs* Goodness gracious do I have songs for them! My favorite is probably "Forest Fire" by Brighton--such a deep, emotionally raw song but so depressing and angsty especially when thinking of Genya and Sanemi (so you really do have to be the right mood for it). It has since become an anthem for all of my favorite complicated brother relationships, but it started off as a Shinazugawa Brothers song and I think it fits them the best, especially given how completely devastated Sanemi was to lose Genya.

I really think the refrain: "And how was I to know I'm not strong? I should have saved you. And oh, I hope you know that you're my home, but now I'm lost, so lost" perfectly sums up exactly how Sanemi felt after losing his brother: the pain, the guilt, and the grief he feels and how he is just so lost without his brother (the related ending line "How was I to know that you were my home, but now I'm lost" also hits like a punch to the gut in this context). Also, the lines: "And then the fire started building up inside--exploding blinding lights. Now I'm the one left screaming through the night" gives me chills when I think about Sanemi and the "fire...inside" of him (his anger and how he lashed out at his brother) and how that ultimately left him alone in the world, literally screaming in anguish in one of the most heart-wrenching scenes in the entire series.

Anyway, for my related headcanon, however, I'm going to pull inspiration from the first verse and go for hurt/comfort rather than angst:

When Genya was very little, he used to have nightmares especially when there was stormy weather, but Sanemi was always there to comfort him. He used to curl up next to him and gently ruffle his hand through his brother's hair until he calmed enough to fall back asleep. Even when Genya was asleep again, Sanemi wouldn't leave him and would fall asleep himself right by his brother's side.

Angsty edition: To this day Sanemi sometimes finds himself waking up in the middle of the night reaching out for Genya, but he's no longer there...

Forest Fire - YouTube

Honorable mention because actually when I finished the KNY manga, I listened to the duet version of the song "Brother" (YouTube) (by needtobreathe and Gavin DeGraw) and cried real, literal tears imagining it was Genya and Sanemi singing to each other. [And even though it's been a while, I just heard the non-duet version the other day and actually started tearing up ngl lol]. There are just some excellent lines here that really remind me of the Shinazugawa brothers! "Get a little restless from the searching/Get a little worn down in between" reminds me of Genya and "There's a cage locked around my heart" and the whole section "I ain't made for a rivalry/I could never take the world alone/I know that in my weakness I am strong/It's your love that brings me home" really reminds me of Sanemi (and how he really feels about his brother).

[angelicaether]

Finally doing this - I was out of town for a bit! Tagged by @annahhopee ! Thx for the tag!!

Favorite listener: Angel or Honey

Listener I relate to the most: Angel/Freelancer/Honey

I want their life: FL or Lovely

I have their life: Honey

I want their powers: FL, pre-turned Lovely

Comfort listener/character: Listeners - Angel/Honey/FL, characters - David/Guy/Gavin/Sam Tagging (forgive me if you've been tagged already): @lovesstateofmatter@lovelylonerliterature@angelcactus@star-sheeps

[twistedsamuraiadvice]

Hello.

I am in highschool thinking about going to law school. I have always been interested, Love debate, and do have a desire for justice. (And money. If we are being honest)

I am thinking about studying to be a Prosecutor or a Trial Lawyer, and I am interested in your perspective on the profession.

What in your opinion are the pros and cons of being a Prosecutor?

Thx.

Stella Inskool 😉

Miss Inskool,

Firstly, you should know that prosecutors are typically paid more. Defense Attorneys can make their way to being paid truly high amounts, but its harder to get that momentum and is highly dependent on the cases taken. If money is your primary concern, both paths can make you very successful, but prosecutors have a higher starting pay.

Prosecutors work for the state, and are paid more by default. They also have less leeway when it comes to the cases taken, however. You can refuse a case, but if no other prosecutors are willing to take it, the office will choose for you. You may end up on the case anyway. You can decide to drop the charges, but not a whim, there is an entire process for it and you do not get to make that decision alone.

Secondly, if you are working for a law firm, you will be dependent on said firms decisions, but if you are a lawyer in your own firm, you decide the work load. Prosecutors are given cases by the state, and have far less control. Whereas certain lawyers may only take a case every few months, unless there are extenuating circumstances, the prosecution does not get quite that level of control. (Gavin-dono being a notable exception, he is allowed to stop working cases when on tour)

We do however, get to control large parts of the investigation, working in tandem with the police force. We decide what to bring up in trial, and when. We are often present for questioning, and prepare our own witnesses. As I said, there is a process for dropping charges, but if there is little to no evidence, it becomes decidedly easier. It is also generally accepted for us to control the courtroom, to varying degrees. Lawyers on the other hand, have to do all of this manually, do not have to be appraised of evidence before hand, and are not always given the chance to have their own witnesses take the stand, especially if they can not prove the relevance.

Lastly, there is a difference of attitude. lawyers tend to fall into one of two camps: either believing their client to be innocent regardless of evidence to the contrary, or believing that everyone needs a defense regardless of innocence. Prosecutors tend to be more comfortable with assuming guilt, which is easier as the system is in fact stacked in our favor. there is however a shift away from this line of thinking, as the Chief Prosecutor will tell you.

Regardless of where you end up, there is a long road ahead of you, young one. keep up with your studies, and know that it can be done.

-Simon Blackquill