#ths lzst line is a joke

[angelgendered]

I had my coffee date with ste. Things were said.

This morning was good. I had avocado and eggs and coffee in a fancy place (well it was fancy to me cos I'm poor lol) paid for and I got a kiss goodbye which... is something we generally avoid?? It's too cliche and feels too boyfriendy to us but. We kissed today and it was rly nice after our little heart to heart.

We went shopping beforehand and he got me lego and some records 🫠

He wants to see me more often, and is gonna make an effort at least once a fortnight (cos that's my pay schedule and he understands that I'm poor lmao) to come down and see me which considering he lives and works in Scotland is a big thing.

We're edging toward boyfriend territory I think but idk. We're both still so up in the air about it, like the way we've both been treated in the past is making it difficult for us to reconcile. We probably both need therapy tbh but that's expensive and time sinky.

So for now we're going forward, relationship status still ??? but like. He called me fuckin beloved and told me he can't get me off his mind and I just guh why are older men sp much more romantic than guys my age tbh

He also offered to thump the guy who stood me up earlier this week which was very daddy sexy of him

Ste gets more gorgeous every time I see him and he had a new cologne on which was so damn good and he was all sexy in his glasses with his doc martens on and hhhhhhh. Also I lvoe how when I'm in my wheelchair he's so diligent and puts his arm around my back liek I was jsut walking with him and my god I don't even like the word but I think I might eb a teensy bit in love???????

Don't tell him/anyone.