#three yesterday three today smhhh

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presenting young george taylor && old george taylor.

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Log 19 & 20

Got prescribed Ritalin on Monday & picked it up Yesterday, How did that happen so fast I am both grateful and pissed off about it I could have been on drugs so long ago wtf!!! I cleaned my surfaces and have so much shit on my floor now that I have to sort through but my counters look so nice now which is nice. Uhh driving to pick up the drugs was a time, first day of the semester & all. And thennn oh I played dnd and got wingstop with Kenzie and she sat and listened in for about an hour which was nice. And then I texted her letting her know dnd was done and I waited bc she was going to sleep in my room but then I got sleepy and kinda mad bc it was 11:30 and I wanted to sleep but then I was guilty bc I was mad and she didn’t do anything wrong but i went to sleep anyway and she texted right as I went to sleep and I didn’t see it but she knocked and I woke up too late to respond but then I texted and she was very sad and guilty about coming down so late which. I’m torn about because I wanted her to be bc I was sleepy but. She shouldn’t be. And then I could sleep again for like an hour but she petted my hair which was nice

Body was fine i think? I did a big stretch and my back feels a lot better than it has. I think the Ritalin makes me more anxious than usual but that also just might be new semester jitters.

Gender was like. A little elf ornament. With a little bell on it. Put me on a tree branch and watch me jiggle around

Today I woke up at 8:20 and I Wanted to get bruggers for kenzie and i but APPARENTLY they have closed which is a travesty but given the management when beams worked there not super surprising, so I went to Tim toms and got milk and bread and made French toast and dashed out of the house and Just caught the bus also I need to get a new bus pass smhhh uh and I went to research methods lecture and Mark is the prof which is fun that I know who he is but I don’t like his voice and his policies are shit so. That’s fun but there’s no math!!! So hell yeah and I went and got panda and sat on the floor where I could hear the piano and got a little sun on me which was very nice and then I went to American lit and I CANNOT believe I didn’t notice I signed up for the second one not the first one that’s very silly of me but I’m Very psyched for it which is good bc I had been Dreading it but it looks very interesting!!! And we’re reading some Plath and some Baldwin and the original captain America comic which is very cool and now I’m waiting for my third class bc that one got out early. I hope it’s also good, it would be so cool if all three of these classes I was dreading are actually baller and then I won’t have to force myself to drudge through the work. Uhhhh anything else. I feel like everyone hates me more than usual but also. School and I’ve sent more than one message so that’s unsurprising. The Ritalin might not be helping tho. I had a mocha with lunch and it made me shaky so I think coffee with the Ritalin might be not good for my nerves

Body is ehh my neck feels like shit and my shoulders are stiff from sleeping weird, I should def not sleep with Kenzie for the next couple days

Gender is uhhh. Like I wish I was wearing my binder but I keep doing cutesy high voice. I know it’s my I don’t know you customer service voice but. Like a fem little guy I guess