#threads. sadie lepal.

[darlinghearts]

Open to : m / f Connection : ex that didn't end well, fwb, person who has a crush on her, etc

❝I don't really DO relationships. You KNOW that ... ❞

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@whorifics continued on new blog from x

❝Did I?❞ Do the right thing, she means. The question wasn't meant to be said aloud, but it slipped out without her meaning for it to and eyes kind of snap to his afterward. Hearing such a thing is two fold for Sadie. On one hand it makes her feel a little less bad - on the smallest of scales - in knowing that he might not be as HURT by her words as she had thought he was. And then ... perhaps on the more important side of things, it crushes her. A grueling twisted sense of pain twists in her chest and she only has herself to blame. MISTAKE. It wasn't the right thing. Not for her at least, but if HE thought it was right then perhaps she should take it EASY and not push so hard to be at his side as much as she was. Hand stays on his arm, and she has no idea that he's grappling with the SAME thoughts as she was on his side. ❝Yeah well ... maybe. But I'm still sorry. For like ... how I went about it I guess.❞ It's not what she WANTS to say, but what she thinks he WANTS to hear more than anything.

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❝I don't know what else you WANT me to say.❞ Sadie truly was no better than the COMMON man when it came to talking about her feelings. She simply didn't have it in her to articulate them and always ended up saying the WRONG thing. I love you. That had been right, hadn't it? All the SIGNS had been there. All the social cues had been picked up. So way was Wren MAD at her for saying it? The words were SURELY enough. Sadie meant them, really she did. So why weren't things RIGHT between them anymore? Shoulders tensed a little when she saw the LOOK on Wren's face, and her lips thinned with discomfort as she shifted from one foot to the other. ❝I'm not ... GOOD at this stuff. You know that.❞

open: m/f/nb connection: exes?

Wren stood by the window, her arms wrapped tightly around herself as if that might hold her together. The moonlight spilled across the room, highlighting the tension in her jaw and the tears she refused to let fall. She finally turned, her eyes locking onto the person in front of her. “You keep saying you loved me,” she said, her voice low but edged with a quiet intensity. “But just because you loved me, it didn’t mean that I felt loved.”

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Sadie knew how boys like this operated. Everything had been handed to them on a silver platter for their entire lives so they simply didn't care about anything besides themselves. She wasn't entirely convinced they had the capacity to care actually. But life was easy, so what did it matter? They could just take whatever they wanted and no one would dare bat an eye. It was perfect. She knew this all too intimately - after all, that is exactly how she had grown up as well. So it would be hypocritical of her to say that she had never spoken about a person as if they weren't there before. But to actually hear them talking about her like this? Sadie had to admit it was a new one. She had never been on the other side of it, but in all actuality, she didn't hate it. Surprising maybe, but it was the truth.

As the two men continued their conversation, Sadie allowed herself to shut her brain off. She was a mess of moans and gasps - mixed in between yelps of pleasure. It was easy to let them take control like this. But when Tobias slapped her ass in order to get her attention, Sadie arched her back and tossed her hair in order to look over her shoulder at them. They hovered over her with a sense of possession that caused her thighs to quiver with desire and with another moan upon her tongue, she let out a little tipsy giggle then balanced upon one hand in order to reach out with the other to seek contact with Everett. ❝Com'ere.❞

OPEN TO: f / m / nb

CHARACTER: everett wolfe / 30 / rich kid & heir / dylan o'brien & tobias eaton / 34 / rich kid & heir / casey deidrick.

PLOT: in the source.

     “ COME ON, ” EVERETT GROUSES, HIS hand firmly gripping his cock. lazily, he pumps his fist along his length, keeping himself hard. “ you’re taking forever. ” to keep things fair, they’d flipped a coin to see who would be the first to get to use their new plaything’s ass. calling ‘heads,' he’d been incredibly disappointed when it had landed on ‘tails.’ nonetheless, he’d allowed tobias to enter them first. “ they’re going to be sloppy, by the time you’re done with them. ” he doesn’t bother addressing the person they’re talking about. they’re thoughts and opinions aren’t important. they’re simply a warm hole to be used by the two heirs.

     LAUGHTER, WARM AND BRIGHT, BUBBLES from between tobias’ lips. “ jesus, ever. you always have been impatient, ” he accuses, his hips snapping forward as he buries his length inside of them. “ and anyway, they were sloppy even before taking my cock. ” he slaps a hand against their ass, using the sharp sting to get their attention. “ weren’t you ? ” drawing back, he plunges into them. again. and again. and again. “ they were practically drooling for me. ” he lifts his shoulders in a shrug as he switches up the angle of his thrusts, trying to get deeper. “ but really. they’ve got more than one hole. what are you waiting for ? ”

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❝Guess it's a GOOD thing I don't NEED a fucking babysitter then. So why are you even HERE?❞

( open to; f ) ( muse; antonio rinaldi. 35. mobster. )

“I’m not guarding the boss’s kid to play babysitter. Sit and behave.”

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While the pair SHARED their first kiss together, Sadie didn't STOP the task at hand. Fingers continued to CURL around the base of him until she GROANED into his mouth at the sheer girth she found there. Fuck he wasn't lying. She loved that! Her hand slowly but surely began to JERK up and down his length beneath all the layers between them and meanwhile, her other hand moved UP to cup the side of his neck in return. Sure, she was getting a little FREAKY down below, but that didn't mean she couldn't be tender at the same time. ❝You gonna use this on me huh? Nice and deep?❞ Teasing words were MUTTERED against his lips as the JERK of her hand sped up just a touch. Back to TEASING now.

when she mentions generosity, miles feels eyebrows perk up just a bit as he keeps his eyes on her. initially, he didn't think she was going to be that into this, but then he saw that smirk creep onto her face. and there was no doubt in his mind. sadie wanted this as badly as he did, if not more. and miles was happy to hear that. " oh yea? i think i'd be curious to see just how generous you can be. " and she wasted no time in showing in, slipping past his boxers to reach down and grab at his cock. a devilish little smirk eased onto features that appeared calm as he gazed down into her eyes. words weren't needed to make it obvious that she was impressed with what she'd found in his pants. " i know, right? " he teased before reaching forward to grab at the side of her neck. fantasy becomes reality on this moment, as he leans down to kiss her with heat that only his dreams could have fathomed before this moment.

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❝Hmm, well if that's the case ... ❞ Trailing off with a mysterious AIR to her tone, Sadie licked her lips before reaching out SLOWLY. Partly to tease him, and partly to give him the chance to BACK OUT if he changed his mind at any point. They were friends first after all, she didn't want to fuck that up because she rushed their little game into something all too real. ❝Maybe I can be generous too?❞ Fingers SKIMMED along the material of his waist band then, and with a SMIRK she pushed past that barrier down the front of his pants. Their LARGE height difference made it easy and she kept her eye contact with him as she slid beyond his boxers in order to WRAP her hand around his dick. He wasn't rock hard yet or anything, but the sheer size ALREADY made her shiver with anticipation. Okay, so he wasn't lying. Now she was REALLY interested.

closing the gap between them to next to nothing with a step, he's looking down at his best friend in a whole new light. how something so small could turn up the tension who had known each other forever. " what can i say? i've been told i'm very giving. " the moment was building to a head and he could tell that there was only way it could go. he bites into his lower lip and his head tips to the side. " nah, i've always thought you were sexy as fuck, sadie. it definitely isn't just for you. " an admission of truth from a man who felt like he's always missed his moment with her. perhaps, the reverse was also true.

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❝Well I wasn't exactly being offered up LIFE CHANGING dick when I said that, you know what I mean?❞ It was still light, but suddenly she could feel the air thicken. Just a little bit. All around them. Sadie slowly righted her head with a soft chuckle before shaking it with good natured intentions. ❝Oh so you're just doing this for ME then? How very generous of you.❞ Sadie knew he was just as interested in the moment, but she couldn't resist the urge to continue their banter. She DID take a step closer however, inviting him silently to do the same.

things like this always came easily between the two of them and it was always a damn great time. so he shouldn't be surprised that a heavy moment has turned to laughter and joy. it always did with him and sadie. best friend privilege he supposes. he felt like he always knew what was coming next between them. and then that little smirk stretches onto her face and it turns everything completely upside down. completely shocked at what she asks him, he's stuck with a goofy smile on his face for a second. but it's never too long with him, always quick with a witty response. " i vividly remember someone saying they were done with dick. so i wasn't exactly offering. but if that same someone changed their mind and wanted me to give them the best fuck they've ever had? i definitely be down. "

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As he begins to kiss her BACK, Sadie is almost SURE that things will go back to normal. That she's FIXED this moment in time, and because of that thought? The hand that had been toying with the hem of his shirt SLOWLY begins to slip under the edge, and up towards his abdomen. Just a playful little TOUCH, nothing crazy for the time being. But perhaps ONLY because he's pulling away before she gets the CHANCE to go further, and announces that he's going to take a shower.

Sadie BLINKED up at him with confusion before dumbly nodding her head. ❝Y..yeah. Yeah okay.❞ She's ALMOST waiting for his invitation, but when it doesn't come she takes a small step back and licks her lips. She's NERVOUS and she doesn't know why. Was she losing him? That's not what she wanted! Sadie took a beat, and then did a sweep around the room with her eyes before looking back up at him. ❝Did you ... uh, want me to still be here when you get out?❞

Things had never been AWKWARD between them before. In fact, they were almost TOO easy up until this point - but now? Now there was a KINK in the road, and she didn't really know how to fix it. But the LAST thing she wanted to do was something to upset him, so for the time being, she'd let him take the LEAD and tell her what he NEEDED.

He feels uneasy while she speaks, the feeling settling low in his stomach despite the fact that he tries to keep up the facade. It's still nice to feel her touch on his own skin, but admittedly – it feels different than it did ten minutes ago. Why had he even brought it up? He should've kept his mouth shut, even though it had been eating him alive for weeks. But now, all that he's worried about is losing what they have.

Instinctively, his hand wraps around her waist and he kisses her back, eyes closed as he tries to regain the more carefree disposition he'd had in the past of their agreement.

This is good, she says. It doesn't feel like it is, but he smiles and nods, anyway. "Of course I know," he replies easily. "Not hurt," he adds, as if that will help. "Just friends," he continues, still working through it all. "With .. something extra, of course." Right now, the only extra thing he wants is to sink down into the floor. "I'm - uh .. I'm gonna take a shower." Normally, he'd ask her to join, but not right now. "Alright?"

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❝Yeah I BET she fucking did.❞ Another roll of her eyes leaves Sadie with a SMILE on her face, wider than the one before and suddenly she's HAPPY again. Whatever had been on her mind before was at least for the MOMENT forgotten about and it was all thanks to him. He always COULD make her laugh - she loved that about him. At his next statement however the curly haired woman LOCKED eyes with him as a slow smirk came across her features and she tilted her head to the side in QUESTION. ❝That so?❞ The question lingered between them for a second, perhaps a BEAT too long, and then she followed it up with direct words. Leaving LITTLE room to take it the wrong way. ❝you tryin' to tell me that you wanna FUCK me?❞

" hand to god. said it was life changing, " a chuckle leaves his lips and he he's nudged by sadie, eyes lingering on her as she does. it did feel nice to get the chance to talk on himself a bit and be a bit brazen. it's not like he doesn't have a lot going for himself. he knows that he does, but it's just not really in his nature to brag about it. " actually, i'm pretty sure she had it in her. i didn't have it in me. " a brief pause lets the joke breathe before he's laughing along with her. when she says that he should brag more because it looks good on him, he can't help but look over to her. " you know i'd rather let my actions do the talking. i don't talk when i can show. "

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❝No shit? LIFE changing?❞ Sadie now outright laughed, but not in the way that told him she didn't BELIEVE him. He seemed like the type that knew what he was doing. It was just FUNNY to hear him say it honestly, and so Sadie reached out and nudged him arm as her laughter began to die down. ❝Dicked her down so good she saw GOD huh? Damn, didn't know you had it in you.❞ With a little hum then, her eyes darted up and down once more before she cocked her head to the side. ❝Maybe you should brag a little MORE. Looks good on you.❞ Sadie LIKED this side of him - cocky, even when trying to be humble.

miles didn't expect sadie to completely let down her walls and let him in on what was bothering her. they'd been best friends for way too long. he knew better than to expect that without some serious poking and prodding on his part. and she didn't seem to be in the mood for that kind of conversation, so when she decides to lean into the joke, he smirks deviously over at her. " you had better not. you'd be doing a huge disservice to me. " and to his dick, which they were talking about not. that was something he never even thought about discussing with her. not even once in his life. but here they were. " i've been told it's pretty great. i even heard life changing once. but i don't mean to brag. " yes, he did. and he meant every word he said. question is, would she believe him? and would she be interested.

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Sadie didn't often feel BAD for making her lack of outward emotions known, but with Aidan she allowed herself to be a little SOFTER. They had been friends first after all. He deserved at least that. Fingertips soothed across his skin for a few seconds before she shook her head and closed more of the distance between them. ❝Aw come on, don't be like that.❞ Still sounding a little condescending in her own head, the girl sighs and pushes herself onto her tip toes in order to kiss him. Just briefly. Giving him enough time and space to pull AWAY if he didn't want to kiss her, but it was there all the same and she let it LINGER before dropping down to her full height once more. ❝This is GOOD.❞ Their chests were touching at this point, and her other hand reached out to TOY with the hem of his shirt before continuing. ❝I LIKE what we've got and you KNOW I don't wanna hurt you Aid.❞

Of course, he sees her rejection of him even before she speaks, and his heart sinks but he keeps the gentle smile on his face regardless. He shouldn't have said anything, he feels stupid for even bringing it up, and he's worried he'll lose what they do have right now because he thought it'd be a good idea to turn it into more. The hand on his neck makes him smile, albeit a little sadly, but he just nods and then looks back up at her. "No, yeah, you're right," he says, shaking his head and dismissing his own thouhgts. "Of course," he adds, raising one hand to nervously comb it through his own hair. "Forget I said anything." That's what he'll try to do, as well, cheeks flushed in embarrassment. "I don't even know why I said anything," he laughs, trying to play it off. "Guess I didn't have enough sleep, or something."

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Sadie had been so SURE that the pair of them could handle this arrangement. Or at least, she knew SHE could, and he had made promise after promise that he was in the SAME boat before they had jumped into bed with one another that fateful first time. Just friends. No strings. It was nothing more than sex. Those three lines had been repeated over and over again and ... DAMN. Now look at them. With Aidan, awkwardly trying to stumble his way through an explanation and Sadie standing there with HEAT rising to her cheeks. She DID care about him, that much was true, so she nodded at the mention of it, but eyes adverted away for a moment as he continued. She didn't want to hurt him, but she couldn't say YES either. After a beat, she sighed heavily and closed the distance between them before raising a hand and placing it gently upon the side of his neck. ❝We've got a good thing going here, don't we? Why's it gotta change?❞ In her mind she was being GENTLE, but she suddenly feared it would come across as condescending as the words left her mouth.

"Right, yeah - no," Aidan says, dismissing himself and nodding before he runs a hand through his hair. They'd been friends for so long, and he'd been harboring a soft spot for her just as long, how could he possibly refuse when she suggested a more ... no strings attached connection? But it was starting to weigh on him. "It's just .." he continues, not yet letting go. "I mean, we spend so much time together, already, and .. we like each other, right? Like, we're friends, so I just thought ..." He talks himself out of his courage while he speaks, and shakes his head. "Nevermind, you're right. Sorry. I shouldn't have brought it up."

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Sadie might have SHOWN a weak spot in her usually tough exterior, but she wasn't about to let herself continue down that path. She KNEW that Miles wouldn't hold it against her, but she also didn't LIKE when she felt that way. So once he began to joke back with her, the girl felt a SMILE tug on her lips and she laughed softly with a roll of her eyes. All was good. He didn't have to be WORRIED. Or at least ... she didn't WANT him to. Yeah, they were friends but she still didn't like the IDEA of it. So better to push past it and focus on the JOKE part rather than the SERIOUS part. ❝Oh I'm not selling you short. TRUST me.❞ Had she thought about him like that before? Perhaps, but she hadn't ever done anything about it. At least not YET. ❝How fantastic we talking though? Just curious.❞ Cue a quirk of her brows as she couldn't help but look him up and down.

" you don't gotta appease me. my ego isn't that fragile, i promise, " miles laughed softly as she leaned in to nudge against him, hoping to make good on earlier words. right now, he was more worried about making sure that she was okay, that she could feel better. knowing her track record better than most, he knows the bad luck she's had with guys, and how most have refused to treat sadie as good as he thought she deserved. " maybe you just haven't met the right person to make it worthwhile yet. " a subtle smile as he leans closer to sadie, a hand gently giving her knee a squeeze. " but for the record. my dick is fantastic. don't sell me short. "

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With the relatively HARD part out of the way, Sadie felt BETTER about the whole situation. Not great yet - but she could work on that another time. Right now she could simply focus on getting more COMFORTABLE with him again. So without thinking about it, she fell back beside him and looped her arm through his once more. Sadie wasn't really a TOUCHY FEELY kind of person, but with him it had always been rather easy. So keep the status quo - at least until he told her to do otherwise, right? With a lick of her lips and a short SMILE in his direction, they made quick work towards her house. ❝Think you could fix my SINK again once we get there? You were always the only person that seemed to know how to make it STOP leaking ... and it's been doing it again for a while.❞ Maybe she shouldn't be putting him RIGHT to work after just now getting back to a sense of NORMAL with him, but it was the only way she knew how to blow past the awkward. And besides ... he always looked GOOD when he did handy things for her around the house, she couldn't help but be a little selfish and want to SEE it again.

they don't need to talk about the difficult things. not now, anyways. feels as though there's a better time and place and it isn't now. dawson's tired, confused, and wondering how the hell he ended up walking from his date with his ex - girlfriend instead of the girl he'd brought to dinner. glances down at her, not expecting her to say anything in response to his confession. isn't something she has to do, really. if dawson's said something, it's because he wants it to be known. still finds himself a tad taken aback, raising a brow in slight shock. " alright, yeah. " nods, swallowing down nervously. " it's not like i have anything better to do on a friday night. you know, since you ruined the night, " teases with a gentle smile. doesn't think she actually ruined things. she's right about him, about everything. he isn't ready to move on with anyone. " come on, then. " nods down the road, just now realizing that it may have been the direction they were headed all along.

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❝Hey, I'm sure YOUR dick is great - ❞ Sadie let out a little chuckle despite her own inner turmoil and she shook her head before continuing. ❝I for one just don't think guys are really worth it right now. You've seen my track record.❞ One failed guy after the next. So much so that she had given up ALL hope - but that didn't mean she had to belittle her friend. With a little nudge to his arm, Sadie attempted to fix her mistake with a sighing laugh. ❝I'm sure you've gotten NO complaints on that front.❞

" ouch. don't worry about my feelings any. tell it how it really is, " miles joked lightly as he listened to what she had to say about not being interested in what men could offer her. he understands what she's saying though. as long as sadie was able to find some modicum of happiness, he'd be happy for her. it's part of the job description of being a best friend. and they've been just that for longer than he can even remember. and he'd had a crush on her even before that. but that's always been his secret to keep. " i'd believe you if you sounded more sure of it. but i'm glad either way. "