#thoughts are so jank rn its 2-3am

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chattering chatterbox

> i cant seem to get myself to work on drawing things in regards to my designs

> theres so much i want to do but i dont know if im biting off more than i can chew

> i want- NEED to bring my interpretations into fruition. i just have to.

> the way i have envisioned sonic and the cast is really the only thing i can latch onto

> tails especially… he’s the start of this all

> the idea of him being a laboratory experiment just makes so much more sense to me

> enhanced intelligence… surgically given limb..

> ugh

> i really need to figure out how to distinguish his extra tail

> maybe i’ll make it smaller and a bit scrawnier

> he can only hover really… a glide

> but flying takes more energy and is shortlived

> his more animalistic nature… he lives in the forest and just enjoys eating berries he finds

> blueberries and strawberries.. whatever! he’ll take it!

> he moved out into the forest to get away from the others because of how he began to act up

> you know

> snarling, biting, scratching, hackle raising

> all that good stuff

> and its all by accident too

> he feels bad knowing its him that accidentally hurts the others

> so he “left” in order to attempt and hone his… instincts

> and become independent

> -- 180° but

> i once read someone say smth abt sonic being ‘as heroic as he is selfish’ and honestly yeah

> thatd be nice

> what a dick

> i need this because my sonic isn’t genuinely the best either

> he isnt necessarily a hero however… he just steps in to do what he thinks is right yk

> like—grab two mobians and ask what their opinion on sonic is and ill guarantee that their opinions will be entirely different

> one will see his acts as righteous while the other may think otherwise

> m mm mmmmmmm m

> nice… yeah this is nice….

> i cant wait to get genuinely explicit with the details one day

> i wish go share to you my truth.

> the day i die, i wish for some lonely kid to have the slightest bit of same idea i had and resonate with what i created

> and hopefully theyll act with the inspiration in the palm of their hand

> and do it better than i ever could.