#thought I'd gotten better but

[maliceious]

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[omnificent-orion]

Day 3: Connection

You were once me, I'll never be you. Let's meet again, in the next--

[tennessoui]

emerging from a fugue state just in time for wip wednesday

Vokara Che sits down across the desk from him with a pinched expression on her face. “I was under the impression that Master Kenobi called for this appointment, Master Skywalker.”

He did. Or, more precisely, his healing portal account did. Which Anakin accessed and then used to type out a missive in his master’s voice requesting to meet as soon as possible.

“Right, well,” Anakin says, shifting in his seat. “Something came up.”

Che does not look impressed. “Be that as it may,” she says delicately, “I am unable to discuss a patient’s medical history with a third party if the third party is neither present at the time nor has given me direct permission to do so.”

Anakin stares, feeling the first flickerings of real, dangerous fury well up in his gut. “But,” he says carefully. “He’s still sick. He, uh. Told me about it. And then we found a solution. To the problem.”

“The problem,” Che repeats, tilting her head and looking at Anakin as if she’s intent on studying him. 

“The hanahaki,” he spits. It’s a disgusting word. It’s one of the worst words he’s ever learned, and he can’t believe she’s making him say it. He can’t believe she’s being so—so cold when he’s telling her that Obi-Wan is still ill, that Obi-Wan is still dying, that Obi-Wan needs to be here to see her and he’s not. “Look,” he adds, leaning forward in his chair, “a few months ago a series of files were uploaded accidentally to my healing portal, but they were notes from one of Obi-Wan’s appointments. They were your notes from Obi-Wan’s visit. I know you know I know.”

Vokara Che looks at him and then looks down at the datapaad in front of her, lips thinned and lekku twitching. “I must apologize then,” she says, swiping through the files in front of her until she finds something that she lingers on. Her fingers dance across the screen of the datapaad, then it goes dark. “For the breach in ethicacy that you and Master Kenobi both experienced because of the Halls of Healing. Thank you for bringing it to my attention, Master Skywalker. All files that were incorrectly uploaded have been deleted from your healing portal.”

Anakin looks at her and bites his cheek hard enough to bleed so that he doesn’t start screaming instead.

[sleepylittle-wolf]

Young and sweet, only seventeen...

[cobraonthecob]

i just want to point out that in terms of instagram posts that daniel has had a far better farewell than nyck ever did, because i looked at the most recent posts and eight posts out of the fifteen that i can see on my phone immediately have daniel in the thumbnail

was the way he was dropped very unceremonial and shitty? absolutely yes. but don't act like he isn't getting a send-off at all, because the last time red bull dropped someone from vcarb, you wouldn't know who the fuck was just dropped judging by the sheer volume of posts talking about daniel's return and how happy everyone is to have him back, and nyck was only mentioned one time by franz tost and later by yuki in the pre-race at hungary

[tragedia]

i love lavellan, i love dalish elves, i do still wish there could be a city elf origin possible for the sheer flavour of it.

[sinnettini]

i have this thing where the more i like someone the more i ignore them or at least like. actively try to not let it show that i am paying attention to them. because i feel like if they knew how much i like them they'd be freaked out by me like oh my god why is this loser so obsessed with me. and i don't mean just crushes i mean people i am/want to be friends with. like there's some people on here who i like so much bc i think they're great people but i... basically avoid liking/rbing/replying to too many of their posts and messaging them first and stuff bc in my brain if i don't "hold back" they will find me annoying and creepy and start hating me if they don't already. and yes it does feel like a CRIME to be annoying to me. like i'd rather jump in front of a train than annoy someone i like and admire and think is cool

[forcedhesitation]

I'm actually rather surprised that not a single one of the boys made top three. but then again, I suppose the large number of straight men that play this game are not as visible in fan spaces as us lgbt. That is...a fortunate thing, though, I'd argue.

[mypeggableromance]

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[oh-meow-swirls]

it's kind of weird to me that they didn't bother releasing sushi and tempura internationally at all but at the same time i'm kinda glad they didn't cuz like. yo-kai watch was financially failing in the west by the time 3 released. i feel like if they had released sushi and tempura the franchise would've completely tanked before we got sukiyaki which would've sucked. honestly if anything i feel like it's more surprising that we got all three versions of 2 instead of them just releasing psychic specters but tbf i think yo-kai watch was doing well in the west when 2 released. 2 is just inexplicably what killed the franchise despite being a masterpiece-

[blubble-lake]

it's been over 2 weeks and this thing (unfortunately) still has a grip on me

[0tul1ss]

maybe I should get back into writing, I used to write so much more in college--mostly poetry as a way to vent (which I occasionally still do, but I never go back and workshop to what feels like a passable endpoint to that process), but a few drabbles here and there. never went for anything longer bc it felt like something out of reach for myself to realistically want to complete. but idk. maybe it's today's adderall kicking in and the fact that I've gotten relatively good sleep for the first time in a bit but what if I just tried and it was kind of awesome

[caterjunes]

every time i try to do Anything i am instantly beset by a thousand obstacles. i can't fucking do this.

[sualne]

Please I don't think I will ever be able to express how happy your crocofamily au and art make me thank u so much for carrying crocodad as a concept like this you are my savior

oughwouuu _(:з)∠)_ and i'll never be able to express how happy i am yall love it!!

[loverboybrightsideghost]

"reblog for something lgbt to happen to you" at this point i'd be grateful if something straight happened to me

[one-winged-dreams]

Not to make this blog a negative space again but

OHHHH

MY GOOOODDDDD????

litcherally the BEST possible time for mom to call and say she's taking me over to my sister's because she needs to talk to us about her and my dad. aka one of the trauma points of all time next to just... her in general

and when i told her no she got kinda snippy with me which

:)

i told her i had a massive panic attack last night and didn't get any sleep and she was like 'why didn't you call me to talk?'

BECAUSE IT WAS YOU! THE PANIC ATTACK WAS ABOUT -YOU-! AND THE FACT THAT YOU MADE MY LIFE A LIVING PHYSICAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL HELL AND ROBBED ME OF MY CHILDHOOD! AND GAVE ME MASSIVE CPTSD THAT'S BEEN DEBILITATING FOR OVER A WEEK NOW! AND THE FLASHBACKS I'VE BEEN HAVING OVER IT!

I AM NOT SUBJECTING MYSELF TO THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW, STAY 4893 FEET AWAY FROM ME!