#though i am curious how im being seen as happier. i dont personally feel any different

[cotton-corduroy]

you seem happier these days, its really nice to see

youre too kind, sweet stranger 🫂🫂🫂

ive been actively trying to perk up, but if im being fully plain its for the people around me, not myself. but maybe once i settle a little more into myself, ill come around to my own happiness soon. at least thats what i hope

im glad its noticable, af least x its hard to not feel seen sometimes, like your brain gets used to only attention when things are bad. the attention when youre doing well isnt seen. such a mental overshadow, and inherently selfish thinking. but. its worth it, i think. it feels worthwhile. making myself be receptive to other people has helped not only with my anguish, but also just my trust in general.

once my brains rewired to accept positive affirmations for positive habits without doubt, its ALL over. i will have peaked.