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xoxoperse · 4 years ago

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| deathly. / kabal x reader

“this is not your fault.”

word count: 2,016

trigger warnings: swearing, fighting, blood/injuries, and mentions of death.

you rushed inside your home, rushing to your shared room with kabal. you drop to your knees and reaching under your bed, reaching for a safe. you knew this day would come sometime, so you were prepared for it.

“what the hell? y/n?” kabal asked, coming to your room, confused. he walked to your side of the bed, seeing you on your knees.

“someone’s after me, kabal.” you spoke quickly. “someone for daegon.” you rushed. you stood up, frantically putting a shell over the blade of your knife, then putting it on your waist band.

kabal gently raised your head up, looking at the little gash on your cheek. “did someone do that to you?” he asked, anger in hsis voice. “i’ll kill them.” he hissed.

you nodded, frowning. “i can’t let you do that.” you said sadly. “the last thing i want is for you to be hunted and killed,” you spoke. a tear slipped down your face, resulting in kabal wiping it away.

“let me come with you; i can protect you,” kabal spoke, going to move some hair out of your face. “i’m not going to let you go alone.”

“but you have to, babe.” you sighed. “you’re not coming with me; i can’t let you... i don’t want you to get killed.” you said softly, another tear falling.

“none of us is getting killed tonight, y/n” kabal said, wiping away your tear again. suddenly, you wrap your arms around his waist, and resting your head on his chest. he wrapped his arms around your shoulders, running his fingers through your hair.

“i love you, kabal.” you muttered, more tears streaming down your face and soaking his shirt.

“i love you, too, y/n.” he whispered back, holding you close. you two never wanted to pull away from each other, wanting to savour every final moment with one another.

but, unfortunately, you pulled away from him, wiping away your tears. you saw a little tiny one slip down his face. you had never seen kabal cry, let alone for you. you reach up, wiping it away. “don’t cry, my love.” you said to him softly. “i’ll be okay.”

he nodded at your words, taking a deep breath. “where are you going to go?” he asked, looking deeply into your beautiful eyes.

“maybe a few towns over. i’ll be on foot until at least the next town, then i find a way to get a car, or some type of transportation.” you answered, sniffling a little bit.

he sighed, nodding sadly. “alright..” he muttered to you. his heart was racing; he was nervous for you. what if you didn’t survive?

“are you sure you don’t want me to come?” he asked. he wasn’t the one to not tag along with somebody on a dangerous trip like this, but he will definitely find a way to help the love of his life. you nod in response to him, trying to keep anymore tears from falling down your cheeks.

“i need to go,” you sighed. you and kabal made you way out of the room and went to the front entrance of your home. you hesitantly reach for the knob, turning it and opening the door.

before you could take your final step out the door, you feel some grab your arm and bring you back inside. “kabal-” you started, but was interrupted with a kiss being pressed to your lips. your back ended up being pushed against the wall next to the door as you two shared a final kiss. kabal had his hands tangled up in your hair as you two kissed, and you had your arms around his torso.

the kiss felt like it lasted forever, but in reality, it only lasted for a little less than a minute. he pulls away from you, as your eyes meet. he kissed your forehead quickly, giving you a small reassuring smile. “think you could leave without a goodbye kiss?”

you chuckle, smiling as you came off the wall. you leaned up and kissed his cheek, before walking out the door.

-~-

it had been about an hour of walking and paranoia. you were contantly looking over your shoulder and all around you. you knew the bastard would be around here somewhere. you were waiting for someone to come up and stab you from behind, or even drug and kidnap you to a potentially worse fate.

just when you had thought that maybe you had lost the man that was chasing you, you hear someone call your name repeatedly.

“y/n...” the voice cooed. “come out, come out wherever you are,” he spoke. you frantically looked around you, not seeing anyone around you. you reach for your knife, pulling it out and looking around you again.

“come on out, bitch!” you yelled, waiting to see the man appear. soon enough, he came out with a devious smirk playing on his lips. he approached you, holding a knife with a trailing point blade attached.

“i’ve looked everyone for you, dear,” he cooed in a villainous tone. “daegon wants your head, ya know,” he teased. “and i’ll be damned if i don’t leave here without it.”

“i’d like to see you try.” you hissed, eyeing the mysterious man. “who the hell aare you anyway?”

“does it matter, sweetheart?” he asked. you couldn’t be sure, but you just thought that the man was just a hired hitman for daegon. but who knows; maybe he’s a red dragon himself.

the man circled around you, and looked you up and down as he did so. “you’re a pretty little thing, y/n.” he spoke, twirling his knife with his fingers. “i almost feel bad i have to cut you to pieces. almost, though.” he chuckled.

spontaneously, you go to stab your knife into his chest, but he quickly grabs your wrist, stopping you. “gotta try harder than that, sweetheart.” he teased, raising his eyebrow a little bit. he pulled you closer by your wrist, stabbing you in your abdomen, damn near hitting one of your organs. you wince and yell, accidentally dropping you knife as you almost fell.

“fuck you.” you muttered as he pulled the knife out of your stomach, which made you gran more. he lifted your chin up, the bloody blade gently laying on your sholder. he tilted his head to the side a bit.

he looked like he was astonished that anybody dared speak to him like that. you stayed silent, which made him raise the knife to your neck. “say it again.” he hissed, spontaneously stabbing the knife into your gut again. you yelled, tears streaming down your fave as you did so.

“i said: fuck. you.” you groaned before reaching up with your hand up to his face, pressing in his eyeball and elbowing him straight in the nose. you pulled the knife out of you, groaning and whining again.

he yelled as he stumbled back, holding his face. he nearly tripped over as he did so. you bend down, groaning as you picked up your knife then sitting up, painfully. you glanced at him before trying to get away as quickly as possible. before you know it, someone grabbed you and raced you away. you shrieked a bit as this happened, then coming to an abrupt stop. you mouth was covered, but you knew exactly who it was.

kabal.

he slid down the tree with you, holding you close to him as he removed his hand from your mouth. you wince and whined, trying to be quiet.

“damn it..” you muttered, tears slipping down your face, still. kabal held you close to him, blood getting on his hands. he gently lifted up a little bit, helping you sit in a different dirsction so he can look at your wounds.

god, it was bad.

you were bleeding everywhere, and losing nlood way too fast. if you didn’t get help in a a few, dire minutes, you would be gone... for good.

“i knew i should have came with you,” kabal cried quietly. “this wouldn’t have happened if i just went with you in the first place..” he whispered. he desperately looked around for something to potentially help, but to no avail, he didn’t find anything.

“don’t say that, kabal.” you painfully whispered. “if i didn’t take that deal, this would have never happened.” you murmured. “this is not your fault.” kabal shook his head, more tears slipping down his face.

he should have known this would happen to you if you went alone. he was an idiot for listening to you to not come with you.

“where did you go, y/n?” the voice cooed. you flinched at his words, and kabal put his finger to his lips. he moved you back so you could lay against the tree trunk while he got up. you weakly reached for his hand, shaking your head. he nodded your way, gently rubbing your knuckles for a quick second before he walked off.

you were in and out of consciousness, but you still heard the fighting going on. you couldn’t tell who was winning, but you hope to any and every god that it was kabal.

you began accepting your fate; you knew that it would be too late to save you. you felt a bit woozy as you laid against the trunknof the tree, like your head was spinning in circles.

after what felt like hours of being in and out of light sleeping, kabal finally came back to you. he was bloody, but at least he was in one piece. “y/n?” he called softly. “y/n, babe. wake up,”

you hummed in response, barely opening up your eyes to look at him. “are... are you okay?” you asked softly, trying to keep your eyes open.

“i’m fine; i’m more worried about you.” he said softly. “i’m not gonna let you die on me, y/n.” he spoke, sadness in his voice. “like fucking hell i’ll let it happen.” he swore.

you weakly reach your hand up, cupping his cheek gently. “kabal..” you trail off, feeling like you were falling asleep again.

“don’t say it, y/n.” kabal demanded, tears streaming down his face. “don’t eben think about it.”

“kabal... listen to me,” you spoke, opening up your eyes again. “i love you, babe. but.. there’s no saving me... i’ve lost too much blood.”

“stop it!” he cried, shaking his head. he pressed his forehead to yours gently, placing a soft kiss on your lips. “i love you, y/n..” he whispered.

“i love you, too..” you replied, before going passing out again.

-~-

kabal could never, nor would never, forgive himself for letting you run away on your own. if he had just went with you, all this probably wouldn’t have been as bad as it was. if he could go back in time and change everything, he would. he would come with you this time; you two would skip town, and go start a new, happy, and exciting life. he would give you everything you ever wanted in this new life, if he could.

he never thought he could love sombody so much as he loves you. hell, he never thought that he would ever have someone love him so much as you do, but holy shit was he wrong in so many ways.

so, once you were in the clear to leave the hospital, you guys left the state. no more black dragon, no more fighting, no nothing. just you and kabal. you two had always had conversations about having a little family when you weren’t in any dangerous sitautions anymore, and when you were stable enough to support them and give them anything they wanted.

life had been turned around completely, and the couple wouldn’t change it for anything or anyone. you had recovered fully, and now happy and healthy. and when the time arose a few years after getting settled, you and kabal had your first little bundle of joy; a beautiful baby boy. you plan to have more in the future.

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