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carnivorepussy · 1 year ago

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i had such a terrible time with psychs that like... if you knew me before a couple years ago, no you did not. medicated/withdrawal me was a different person.

i do think therapy recommenders on here wildly irresponsibly downplay its potential risks lmao starting obviously w/ the threat of psych and criminal institutionalisation which is structurally inherent to the patient-physician relationship but also the maybe more mundane risk of simply receiving treatment that is bad for you and counterproductive. i do not know where the idea came from that therapy is 'at worst useless'. at worst it fucks you up majorstyle

#i got over medicated for a misdiagnosis that i was not allowed to taper off of for years #made me crazier and probably gave me brain damage #like im legit better off taking edibles and watching videos about cptsd #those videos make me feel more heard and understood and normal than any mfer ive paid #oh yeah and when i tried going back to therapy everyone went off my chart and didnt LISTEN to me about how i actually felt #because its impossible for someone to give a patient a misdiagnosis and the patient to know something is wrong #try to tell em im cautious about antipsychotics because they fucked me up and they instantly start writing a script for the same exact meds #sorry i get SO FUCKING MAD about this i lost years to this shit

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