#tho to be fair youre not supposed to drink on those meds at all either
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shh its a secret but
The Boy™ is coming for our Valentine's Day tomorrow and I'm making beef stroganoff (he kinda knows? i made this version of it before and he said he wanted to try it because it looked good so i told him i'd throw it in the options for dinner) but I also bought pink vodka and made dirt (and dyed it pink lmao).
#i havent drank since ever#i dont enjoy how it makes me feel#granted i was on antidepressants and antianxiety meds and mood stabilizers at that time#but istg one sip of even water that sat next to alcohol was enough to push me into deep s*icidal thoughts#tho to be fair youre not supposed to drink on those meds at all either#but anyway#ive been in a really bad place mentally the last few days (and ive been off all meds for 6mos)#but i think its period related (it was happening around my period for a handful of months) stopped for a couple and now it seems its back#idk if its pmdd or coincidence or what but anyway#probably shouldnt drink anyway#so i also got pink lemonade lol
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