#tho the flow in this one was nice i admit that
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mikuni14 Ā· 7 months ago
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Wandee Goodday - Ep 1
The long awaited first episode of Wandee Goodday is finally here, I'm sure I wasn't the only one who had been chanting "save me Wandee Goodday, Wandee Goodday save me" for the past few months lol
What I liked:
lots of humor, especially in the 4/4 part I laughed non-stop, although I must admit that a lot of the laughter was from second-hand embarrassment šŸ™ˆ
Great and Inn are just beautiful (it's good that Great has loose clothes now, I was always worried about the buttons on his super tight uniform in MoD, fighting for their lives)
Thor and Fluke are also lovely, I really like the fact that their characters are already a couple and are completely in love with each other (and horny for each other šŸ”„) and so open about it
side characters add a lot to scenes, even if they appear for a moment, like a salesman offering technical advice on sex, or a doctor who sprays water on naughty subordinates, also nurses!
I really like Dee as a doctor, as an employee who doesn't let himself be treated like shit by clients and as a friend. He is nice, strong, confident, reliable and capable. Which is in stark contrast to how hopeless and lame he is in his love and sex life šŸ™ˆ
I like how Yak and Dee felt an immediate physical attraction to each other, which is fighting against an equally immediate strong dislike lol The natural flow they have in their relationship: from physical attraction, through fights caused by negative circumstances, to the night spent together shows that this kind of relationship can be done, without humiliation bordering on bullying, as it's between Phum and Peem in We Are
I really like Yak who can justā€¦ stop when he has any suspicion that his partner is not fully in the moment, not fully sure. It was so cool, no forcing Dee to continue by putting pressure on him, making him feel "guilty", no awkwardness, complete chill. I like it when sex is treated so casually that even if nothing happens, the partners just sit and talk and there is no sense of pressure, everything is just so... normal and chill. I loved it.
Kao as a friend, a sidekick, a "token lgbt friend of the main character" šŸ˜„, who has his own life and although he is very funny, he is not a serial clown and comic relief, as is often the case. And he is asexual with credible dating problems. So interesting! Also: Drake šŸ’–
I feel kind of vindictive happy that my most hated trope, wiping food from the mouth of the "love interest", is shown here as messing with Dee and giving him false hope for a relationship (?) The day this trope dies will be the day I win. I plan to get drunk when this happen hehe (vain hopes, of course, this disgusting trope will never die)
What I have a few, teeny-tiny reservations about:
at this point I don't really understand Ter's motivation: was he deliberately seducing Dee, or was he just too chummy with him, which he misinterpreted? Not that it matters tho...
8 years of all this? oh Deeā€¦ šŸ™ˆ (I love how Kao described this pathetic situation in just a few words)
I also don't really like making Dee a silly kid and a šŸ¤” when it comes to love and sex, especially since he's shown in other scenes where he's a full adult. He's a grown man with a serious profession, so it felt weird watching him as if he were a 15-year-old kid in a slapstick comedy. I get that there's a comedic element to it and it was funny and I was laughing, but the amount of cringe and second-hand embarrassment was downright overwhelming at some point. What is fine as convention in MSP or Only Boo no longer looks so good in series about adults
the comedy of the sex scene completely stripped away the hotness of these scenes, ngl
the above comments are not complaints, they are just loose observations. It was only the first episode after all šŸ˜‰
Overall, the series started well, I had a great time watching it, I laughed a lot, the characters are cool and very attractive, Great has the body of a young god šŸ”„ I can't wait for their first kiss and a truly hot night - with fun, but no comedy. What a wasted opportunity for them not to watch MANNER OF DEATH and the uniform buttons! hanging for dear life! Like seriously, it was right there šŸ˜¤
The series is very pretty, just look at those aesthetic shots in a public toilet:
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Omg, this guy:
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Me:
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Me šŸ¤ Dee about coffee:
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(I shouldn't pick on Dee, if someone brought me coffee just the way I like it, I'd be as stupid as him šŸ˜‘)
One of my 457,869 screen shots of this man, gosh, he's so fine:
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noob-with-a-shitty-computer Ā· 2 years ago
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I ask my dictionary the definition of ā€œcuteā€
(Idia Shroud x Reader, Readerā€™s world AU)
(hello, this is a self indulgent thing that iā€™ve been thinking abt writing for a while now. sorry if the readerā€™s reactions donā€™t fit with you tho :[ also if u could guess the movie then that would be cool too :D)
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Itā€™s been two months.
Two months since you came back to your home worldā€¦with someone else. Ignihydeā€™s housewarden, Idia Shroud.
He never thought heā€™d jump in and reach for you like some hero, but here he is now, in your room. It took some time to adapt to all of this, but you were still able to provide for him so it wasnā€™t too bad for just two months. While there are some bad things to coming here, like not seeing Ortho or sacrificing his daily streak in his video games, there are some good things about it too. He helps you around the house while youā€™re away, you keep him company and show him some of your worldā€™s media. To him, nothing beats Precipice Moirai or Star Rogue, but he will admit that he did enjoy some of the things you show to him.
Today, you both had a day of free time so you decided spend some time with your reclusive roommate. You walk to the basement and knock on his door. No answer. You open the door and find him tampering with something. You have no idea how he managed to get the materials, but you already know heā€™s always full of mysteries.
ā€œIdia.ā€ You called out, you see his head perk up. ā€œHm, what do you want?ā€ He mutters as you walk to his desk. ā€œI was just wonderi-ā€œ you pause as you recognize what was on his desk. ā€œWaitā€¦ Are you disassembling my old console?!ā€ You look at him with worry as he keeps a nonchalant expression. ā€œRelax, Iā€™ll put everything back together afterwards.ā€
You sigh, ā€œFine, I trust you. But you owe me if you break anything. I still have some games there I like to play from time to timeā€¦ā€ Youā€™re usually the one who makes money here, but youā€™re sure heā€™ll manage if he does actually do some damage.
ā€œOkay, deal. So, what were you gonna say before you saw your console tragically torn apart by your isekaiā€™d roommate?ā€ Idia remarked. Back to the intended topic, you explain why youā€™re here.
ā€œI was just wondering if you wanted to watch a movie together today.ā€
ā€œWhat kind of movie?ā€
ā€œItā€™s probably not much, but Iā€™ve been wanting to watch it with you.ā€ Idia looks at you curiously, ā€œYou donā€™t want me to put your console back together?ā€
ā€œYou can do it afterwards.ā€
Idia then lifts himself out of his seat and follows you upstairs to your room.
You both lay on your bed, searching on your TV for the movie you wanted to watch. Afterwards, you click on what looks like a romance anime with soft yet lively visuals. Idia had seen some of the romance anime content here, but he wasnā€™t so into it compared to the action or sci-fi genre.
ā€œA romance movie?ā€ He asks. You nod, ā€œAgain, itā€™s not much, but itā€™s one of my favorites.ā€
ā€œOh boy, I wonder how Iā€™d feel about your taste in movies after this. Fui-hi-hiā€¦ā€ You puff your cheeks and bump his arm in response before playing the movie.
The visuals were sweet, yet energetic. The characters had familiar tropes, yet they have a little bit of uniqueness to them that fits the plot wonderfully. Idia even finds himself somewhat relating to the main character whoā€™s a shy boy that likes to tune out the world with his headphones.
It was nice and warm, but he thought there were better anime films out here. Though, seeing your smile, filled with nostalgia and softness, didnā€™t seem like a terrible bonusā€¦
After a while, the confession scene came in. The shy boy yelling out a heartfelt poem to who was his dear friend and the one who stole his heart. Idia looks over to you and finds a few tears flowing out of your eyes. While he didnā€™t think itā€™d be enough to make him cry, he did thought it was a special confession. It was enough to paint a small smile to his face. He doesnā€™t think heā€™ll ever be able to do what the main character did thoughā€¦ wait, who would he even confess to in the first place..? No, he couldnā€™t, could he?
The end credits rolled and he spoke up, ā€œUmm, you okay?ā€ You wipe your tears, ā€œYeah, donā€™t worry. I cried the first time I watched this too. Did you like the movie?ā€
Idia shrugged ā€œItā€™s was alright.ā€
ā€œGood enough.ā€ You added.
You pause for a moment, ā€œHmm, if you get my console fixed up, do you wanna play a game with me? I have an extra controller for youā€¦ and you can pick the game this time.ā€
Idia accepts your offer with a soft smile.
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chibimochii Ā· 9 months ago
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psst.. *slides you the goods*
He likes being tickled, he really does, and has trouble admitting it, but he's really bad at asking for them. Oftentimes, Aether has to ascertain from his body movements, like when Xiao bounces one leg while seated, or maybe he gets super fidgety, sometimes huffs or sighs impatiently out of the blue. During times like these, Aether will often ask him, "Would you like..?" and Xiao will look up at him with a nod and the faintest glimmer in his eyes, which prompts Aether to approach him with outstretched arms, maybe a slight wiggle to his fingers, and Xiao already his arms up against his chest, snorting as Aether starts with gentle pokes, as if discovering Xiao's spots all over again. They'll fall back against the bed or grass, wherever they might be, and Aether will keep the same pace, watching as the corners of his mouth slowly begin to tug upwards. Xiao's laughter is free-flowing, hardly forced, and he'll drape one arm over his face to cover the blush flowering across his cheeks. When Aether asks if he'd like to keep going, Xiao will give a small nod, but sometimes, that's not a sufficient answer, and Aether needs a little more than that. "C'mon, use your words," he'll encourage him, and Xiao whines through sparsedĀ laughter because this is the hardest part for him, but as Aether's fingers begin to pull away, Xiao will finally mumble through gritted teeth "don't stop.. please" which isn't exactly asking for tickles, but it's close enough in Aether's book. Baby steps, of course.
You šŸ‘arešŸ‘ sayingšŸ‘ the truth!!!šŸ‘šŸ‘šŸ‘
It's something he isn't used to. First of all physical affection in general? But also- it makes him feel nice and warm inside??
First time he got tickled by accident, Aether must've tried to brush off some dust on his side which made him jump. "Ah sorry, I should've asked before touching you"... but why did it feel so nice? Hello?? And how in the gods above would he be able to say that to the traveler? (Man's got a huge crush if you don't see it have these šŸ‘“)
He has been tickled in his past by his brothers and sisters. Sure. But that was a long.. long time ago that he forgot what it felt like. And now, he has someone that makes him so safe... doesn't mean he finds it easier to admit what's going on in his head.
Enjoying it is something they do have in common tho, which does make the whole thing a lot easier. Because as you said. Aether can definitely read xiaos body language and recognize it "oh, I see~" but he can't always just, get him right away. Because Xiao's fight response is likely on 99% of the time and would end up having a spear pointed at him. Especially when it's in the beginning. Baby steps is the way to go, just like every lantern rite. He learns to get out of his comfort zone. Wanting to spend more time with the people he cares about, he will learn to enjoy the little things that make him feel happy. Like tickles, good for him (ā€¢3ā€¢)ā™”
Thank you for this- I went wayyy over board but ugh- you did give me some real goods T-T
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queen-of-elves Ā· 2 years ago
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Coud you write gn/male reader (doesn't really matter which one) and Din Djarin, they're in some fight, and reader gets hurt, but doesn't say so they just collapse in front of him, and he takes them to the ship to help them.
Hurt
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Din Djarin x reader
A/N: I didnā€™t specify the gender of the reader and I hope this short fanfic is to your liking :) I have to apologize for any mistakes but english is not my first language.
Feel free to request more tho
Warnings: mentioning of blood and violence??
Request are open indefinitely
Words: over 1.4K
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Since you started to travel with the Mandalorian you felt like a burden, always in trouble and in harm's way. It was even more troublesome considering the Mandalorian was supposed to be your quick ride to a safer planet, he needed those extra credits more than he will ever admit though and so he agreed to taking you along. But the quick ride unexpectedly turned into a long journey and you scored a job of looking after the kid when your ex-driver was out on his business. At first you contemplated asking Mando more about the origin of the kid but refrained from it after the first two questions were answered in almost silent grunts.
This time you didnā€™t even know how it happened, one moment you were haggling over some fruit price with the street vendor, you wanted to bring Grogu some nice snack, and seconds later Mando was dragging you through narrow alleys with blasters firing all around you.Ā 
Thankfully to Mandoā€™s long feet and his hand holding your arm, gripping it with zero space for your blood to flow, the both of you lost your persecutors in the next few quick turns. You werenā€™t used to such an intense exercise and unprepared for it on top of that so your stamina started to run short earlier than expected. But again you were thankful to the Maker when your body collided with your companionā€™s back.Ā 
A scorching pain run across your side out of nowhere, the pain almost blinding you.
A white hot flame going through you with every conscious step you both took while trying to sneak to the main street and to your ship.Ā 
So that's what it felt like to get shot with a blaster. You didnā€™t feel anything at first. The adrenaline pumping through your veins must have numbed it but now that you have slowed down your body was coming back together. It was probably the worst pain you have ever experienced, crouching certainly did not help, and you hoped this was also the last time you will feel it, well not your complete last time.
Well, arenā€™t I just so lucky?
You thought you could make it, just a few more steps and you could pretend to use the bathroom on the ship and maybe patch yourself up before he could notice everything. It was just a scratchā€¦ that's what you kept telling yourself while you dragged your feet closer to the ship. It wasnā€™t that far now, you and Mando were now just street away from the docks.
Just a little bit more and I wonā€™t be such a burden to him.Ā 
Mando must get hurt like this all the time. He must have a thousand bruises under that beskar armor and he still gets up the next morning and goes do his job.Ā 
The road before you was becoming more blurry with every passing second but you pushed forward even with your head starting to throb and limps starting to ache. You had to do this for yourself and for the kid and definitely for the kind mandalorian that kept you well fed andā€¦ he was talking to you, wasnā€™t he? You couldnā€™t see his face, however, you were certain that he was talking. You were not sure what he was saying, there was uncomfortable humming in your ears over which you couldnā€™t hear a thing. It really was getting worse and the possibility of you making it to the ship without losing your conscience was slim.Ā 
Mando must have been suspicious of you not talking for so long but before you have said anything a vast whiteness hugged you.Ā 
Oh, I really am just a bother to him.
And so you slept because there was nothing else for you to do and you knew yourself that fiercely keeping up the bits of your conscience awake in the end would cause more harm.Ā 
It felt like days went by when you woke up, blunt noise startled you making you sit up and alert those two to your consciousness being back in place. Mando was just scolding Grogu who was holding a piece of metal but before the bounty hunter could finish his speech the kid banged the mental on one of the crates again.Ā 
ā€œNO!ā€ Mando sounded frustrated and your suspicion was confirmed by him pointing his gloved finger at the kid and again starting his little speech about not making sound when someone is sleeping.Ā 
The scene was hilarious to wake up to and even though most of your body was in numb pain you couldnā€™t help but laugh. Maybe it was because this felt like home and you wanted to be awoken by such a scenery every time until the day you die or maybe you were just happy that you actually didnā€™t die even though if this was something it definitely was heaven. At first you thought that it was just delusional because Mando looked stunned from your laughter, however, then you felt it. Salty tears coated your cheeks while you laughed your heart out. You really thought that you were going to die there or that you actually are dead, it didnā€™t matter now. Death was an ominous and frequent guest in these times but not here and not now.
When you finally calmed down you realized there was unmistakable soreness in your bones and muscles, you must have slept for a few hours and what horrified you even more now was that Mando himself must have dragged your unconscious ass back to the ship.Ā 
And now he looked mad, well, he always somehow looked mad. With all the heavy armor and silent stare, it was understandable that everyone thought that the mandalorian was always kriffing mad. But then a heavy sigh left him, he seemed to relax a bit and the heavy weight on your chest lifted slightly.
In the meantime of your nap the bounty hunter took off your jacket, the bloodsoaked material was now glaring at you from its place on one of the crates, chastising you with your red blood dried up upon the dirty floor. That was the difference between you and the jacket. Mando cleaned you up and patched up your side, the bandage colored with red but the aching seemed too dull now.
ā€œYou are lucky we werenā€™t that far from the ship.ā€ You could hear his heavy boots and the leather parts squeaking when he crouched beside the bed. You two were now face to face, well more like a helmet to face and you didnā€™t even know where to properly look, the helmet hiding any kind of his features just like the rest of the armor.
ā€œWhy didnā€™t you say anything?ā€ Praying this conversation wouldnā€™t come was truly useless but despite that you still hoped for it to come at a later date. Was he going to scold you like he did with Grogu or was he at wits end with you and was going to kick you out?
ā€œI didnā€™t want you to worry. I already caused you enough trouble.ā€ You struggled not to cry again while talking, you didnā€™t know what was more embarrassing crying or not crying. Your shame heating your face made it almost impossible for your tears not to spill.
ā€œIt was my fault, you didnā€™t do anything.ā€ Mando spoke with a stern voice but his gaze was fixed on his knees disrupting the whole image of a tough bounty hunter. ā€œMaybe not this time but I have got us into all sorts of problems.ā€
ā€œDoesnā€™t matter to me. Mandalorians take care of their family and you are,ā€ Mando shifted in his crouch beside your form, ā€œpart of the family.ā€
ā€œThank you, thatā€™s sweet of you.ā€ Taking his hand in yours made you blush, you hardly had any kind of indirect-direct contact and this gesture slightly embarrassed you but you were not the only one. Just as you swiped the first pair of his gloved knuckles Mando was on his feet and his hand out of yours. He stood tall and upright in a frozen state before he flatly and awkwardly nodded at your gesture and basically ran from the room, only stopping at the threshold of the room to inform you that in a few hours you will have to change the bandage again and apologize for not having any bacta spray stocked.Ā 
His reaction embarrassed you even more before another laugh, this time much more silent and secretive, escaped your lips. In the end the mandalorian really was just a nice person and someone you could trust to be safe with.Ā 
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doyouloveme-really Ā· 4 months ago
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Am I the problem?
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Part 4. Smut. Donā€™t get excited. Iā€™m shit at writing smut. Iā€™ll get better tho. So allow me.
It had been a long, exhausting day at work. From rude customers, to your colleagues being purposefully incompetentā€” you were just ready to go home and finally relax. You had finally washed up and settled on the couch, a glass of wine in hand, letting the warm liquid ease away the dayā€™s stress. Your mum was out, leaving you with the rare opportunity to enjoy some quiet time. As you sipped your wine, the world felt pleasantly fuzzy, a soft buzz settling in your limbs. You were in your favorite pajamasā€”comfortable shorts and a tank topā€”perfect for a night of relaxation.
The buzz of your phone pulled you from your thoughts. It was a message from Rafe. Your heart did a little flip as you read his words, his familiar tone playful yet carrying the idea of something more. He mentioned being out with friends, hinting at the chaos of his night. Feeling a bit braver than usual thanks to the wine, you replied, the conversation flowing easily between you two.
As the texts continued, the flirtation became more evident. Rafe teased you about not being the spontaneous type, saying you'd never show up somewhere on a whim. The challenge was clear, and whether it was the wine or something deeper pushing you, you felt the urge to prove him wrong.
"Come pick me up," you typed quickly, your fingers dancing over the screen. "I'm not afraid to be spontaneous."
His response was immediate. "On my way. Don't chicken out."
Your heart raced as you set your phone aside and grabbed your keys. You glanced in the mirror, seeing your reflection in the dim light. The tank top and shorts were casual, almost too casual, but something about the simplicity felt right. As you slipped on a pair of flip-flops and hurried outside, the cool night air hit your skin, making you shiver with anticipation.
Rafe's car was parked at the curb, engine idling. You spotted him in the driver's seat, leaning back casually, his expression unreadable in the shadowy interior. With a deep breath, you walked over and opened the door, slipping into the passenger seat.
"Hey," he greeted, his voice warm but laced with that familiar edge of mischief. His eyes roamed over your outfit, a slow smile spreading across his face. "Nice pajamas."
You rolled your eyes playfully, feeling a blush creep up your neck. "Shut up," you muttered, but the teasing had its usual effect, making you relax.
He handed you a joint, already lit, and you hesitated for a moment before taking a hit. The smoke curled into your lungs, mixing with the wine buzz to create a heady, relaxed sensation. You passed it back to him, watching as he took a long drag, the orange glow illuminating his features.
For a while, you sat in companionable silence, passing the joint back and forth, the sound of soft music playing in the background. It was one of those rare moments where everything felt easy, the barriers between you dissolving in the haze of smoke and the gentle rhythm of the night.
Eventually, the conversation drifted back to the elephant in the roomā€”the undeniable tension that had been simmering between you. You talked about the times heā€™d paid you too much attention, the secret touches, and the moments that blurred the lines of what was acceptable. There was a raw honesty in the air, fueled by the alcohol and the weed, that made it easier to voice things usually left unsaid.
"You know this can't go on," you said, though your voice lacked conviction. It was hard to focus on the reasons why this was wrong when he was sitting so close, his presence overwhelming.
Rafe's eyes darkened, a serious look replacing his usual playful demeanor. "I know," he admitted, his voice low. "But I can't stop thinking about you."
His confession sent a shiver down your spine. It was the first time heā€™d been so open about his feelings, and it made your heart race. You reached out, your hand hesitating before resting on his arm.
"Then why do you keep pushing me away?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
Rafe looked at you, his gaze intense. "Because I don't want to mess things up. I love your sister, I donā€™t want to hurt her, but I can't keep pretending I donā€™t feel some type of way for you."
The air between you crackled with tension. It was a line that had been crossed long ago, but now, with the words out in the open, it felt like there was no going back. Before you could second-guess yourself, you leaned in, closing the distance between you. The kiss was tentative at first, a testing of waters, but then it deepened, fueled by months of pent-up emotion.
Rafe cupped your face in his hands, his touch gentle yet possessive. The kiss was everything you had imagined and more, a mixture of softness and urgency that left you breathless. Your hands found their way to his hair, pulling him closer as you lost yourself in the moment.
The car seemed too small, too confining for the intensity of what you were feeling. Breaking the kiss, Rafe leaned back, his breathing heavy. He looked at you, eyes filled with a mix of desire and uncertainty.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked, his voice rough with emotion.
You nodded, unable to find the words to express the storm of feelings inside you. It was reckless, and you knew it. But at that moment, all you wanted was him.
Rafe reached over, pulling you into his lap. The move was sudden, making you gasp as you straddled him. His hands slid under your tank top, fingers skimming over your skin, sending shivers down your spine. You could feel the hard planes of his chest beneath your palms, the rapid beat of his heart mirroring your own.
His hand grabbed the back of your neck as you kissed again. You rocked slightly on his lap, just enough to feel how hard he was beneath you. If you wasnā€™t sure how much he wanted you before, you were now. And as he brought his hand down to slide inside your shorts, it felt as though the world outside the car disappeared. There was only the sensation of his lips on yours, his hands circling you through your panties, and the intoxicating feeling of being wanted. It was a heady mix, the forbidden nature of your relationship making every touch, every kiss, feel more intense.
ā€œRafeā€¦ please.ā€ The desperation in your voice didnā€™t go unnoticed.
ā€œPlease what Y/N?ā€ He hummed enjoying the way he could feel you pulsating.
ā€œPlease, justā€¦ just make me feel good.ā€ Rafe wasted no time in moving your shorts to the side, immediately feeling just how ready you were.
ā€œSo wet. This all for me baby?ā€ You bite you lip, eyes closed, practically clawing at his shoulders.
ā€œMhm. All for you.ā€ You rock against his hand wanting- needing more.
When he finally sinks his fingers into you, you exhale a breathy moan. Squeezing around his digits. He continues to move his fingers in and out, his thumb ever so slightly teasing your clit.
ā€œIā€™m so close.ā€ He withdraws his fingers leaving you feeling empty and eager.
ā€œLift yourself up for a second princess.ā€ You immediately do as youā€™re told. Thighs shaking, and somewhat squirming. He fiddles with the buttons on his jeans, and before you know it you see his cock spring free against his belly. You pulsate at the sight of him. He pulls you back in for a kiss, his other hand on your hip, pulling you closer.
ā€œYou sure you want this?ā€ You can tell by his tone that he hoped youā€™d say yes. You nod.
ā€œNo, tell me you want this. Tell me you want me.ā€
ā€œFuck.. rafe- I want you.. I want you so much it hurts.ā€ He taps his cock on your pussy a couple times before slowly easing himself into you. Your eyes squeeze shut from how stretched you feel around him.
ā€œDoing so good for me baby. You can take more canā€™t you?ā€
ā€œYes.yes.yes.ā€ Your words are fast and mumbled. And when he does eventually bury himself in you completely, youā€™re barley coherent.
He fucks you hard and deep. You want to tell him- beg him to be gentle. But that was never rafes thing. He fucks like the person he is. Rough and relentless. All those months of pent up frustration, lust and anger, you could feel it all in this moment. You could feel his want and need every time he pushed into you. His thumb rubs at your clit continuously and you can feel yourself getting closer.
You seize up letting out a prolonged cry. Your Pussy squeezing him. His thrusts speed up at the sound of you cumming. Feeling you tighten around him.
Time seemed to blur, the lines between right and wrong fading into the background as you lost yourself in Rafe's touch. The night air filled with soft gasps and whispered names, the car becoming a cocoon of secrecy and desire.
When it was over, you lay against his chest, your breathing still ragged. The weight of what you had done settled over you, mingling with the satisfaction of finally giving in to what you both had been denying for so long.
Rafe ran his fingers through your hair, his touch gentle. "We shouldn't have done that," he said quietly, though there was no regret in his voice.
You nodded, agreeing with him. But as you lay there, tangled up in him, you couldn't bring yourself to care. For now, you were content to live in the moment, ignoring the consequences that loomed just outside the foggy windows of the car.
You knew things would be complicated going forward, that the line between you would be harder to maintain. But at that moment, as you lay wrapped in each other's arms, it felt worth it. The uncertainty, the secrecy, all of it was worth the feeling of being with him, if only for a fleeting moment.
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thedeal-if Ā· 1 year ago
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can you give us some detals about the poly romances? like the dynamics and such... really liked the demo, keep it upā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
I can šŸ‘ļø actually outlined some future scenes about one of the poly routes today!
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LILITH & DANTE
I've mentioned it before but I'll repeat for clarity's sake: these two used to date, broke it off after a while and have been best friends ever since. Or as close as hell allows.
They're so outgoing, these two lol
Introvert MCs wouldn't quite be forced out of their shells or anything, more likeā€¦ gently coaxed out of them.
I think these two really balance each other, actually.
Lilith likes spoiling people, Dante likes being spoiled. Lilith likes receiving grand gestures of affection, Dante thinks it's worth it to starve if he wants to get someone he likes a nice gift. Lilith likes things premeditated, Danteā€¦ likes to set things on fire lol
A chaotic MC + Danteā€¦ they would drive Lilith to the brink of insanity.
Likewise, if two people were doting on him all the time Dante would be so annoyed lol
I think the best-fitting MC would be someone who justā€¦ gently lets themselves be swayed with the flow. Wreaking havoc with Dante, enjoying the peacefulness with Lilithā€¦ a golden retriever of an MC.
They're the only poly who allow a V Poly option! Otherwise MC has to help them sort out some pretty important baggage Dante and Lilith would have never addressed without them.
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DANTE & NATHAN
In my notes, I call them dumb and dumber.
They really can't stand each other lol being hereditary enemies and all of that
Well, not entirely true: Dante can't stand Nathan. Nathan loves to tease and push Dante's buttons.
If MC joined in the teasing (and was in Dante's good graces)ā€¦ omg.
Dante wouldn't even be mad just so embarrassed.
Liking Dante comes as a natural develop to Nathanā€” Liking Nathan feels, to Dante, like banging his head against the wall and hoping for each pounce to hurt less.
But he can't help himself lol especially with MC being their glue.
I'm not entirely sure if they'd be able to get together without MC being a mediator (or an instigator). Most likely not.
Their dynamic is basically an evolution: from fighting all the time to using their arguments as a means to flirt.
An MC who would fit right in their little duo hmm... I think they'd really need someone who didn't put up with their bullshit and managed to reel them in into behaving like normal peopleā€”not quite people, but y'knowā€”for two seconds. Someone a little bossy to balance Nathan out but not rigid enough to suffocate Dante.
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ALIYAH & LILITH
I admit that this is a thing only because of self-gratification, but then it just worked so well.
Aliyah is a ball of anger and Lilith is a fuzz of affection, but since their meeting they always feel a sense of respect towards each other (unless some things happen, then they get off to a more tense start, stc).
Their dynamic is actually very simple and sweet. Aliyah disrespects and hates everything and everyone, Lilith scolds her for it and Ali begrudgingly accepts they might be right.
I call this duo in my notes ā€˜Mom and Dadā€™ (you can probably tell who is who)
MC joining as a third Parent would be so interesting. Especially an MC who was more stoic and quiet! Just: angry energy, soft energy and cold energy. To really balance things here.
On a serious note, a stoic MC would seem really endearing to both Aliyah and Lilith. Ali would respect that they're not rattled by her bullshit, and Lilith would love to try and fluster them. Just getting any reaction really. Their enthusiasm would probably influence Aliyah into joining in.
Aliyah probably feels like she's been cheated into dating MC and Lilith tho lol
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Bonus!
VICTOR VS JOSH Love Triangle
I'm just going to say: pining. Lots of pining.
Just angry glances, lots of jealousy and insecurity on all parts.
No more details.
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ticklystuff Ā· 2 years ago
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eeeee, if its alright, ler aether and lee scara, belly button (or neck either one works)āš”ļø
I hope youre staying hydrated and taking well of yourself šŸ’•šŸ’•
-anon
request a ficlet!
hewwo anon thanks for the request! idk how to end fics tho lol
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"Y'know you can always back out if you want to, right?"
Scaramouche rolled his eyes and scoffed. Why was he always so damn considerate, constantly feeling the need to put Scaramouche's feelings over his own, as if he were some fragile child. Even the way Aether's arms wrapped around his waist from behind to "trap" him was flimsy at best, allowing enough wiggle room for Scaramouche to escape should he so choose to.
"You've already told me that like five times now," heĀ nearly snapped,Ā his voice laced with irritation. "Quit stalling already, will you?"
"I just want to make sure you're okay," Aether responded, seemingly unfazed by the other's lack of patience. The way his fingers began to press into the fabric that barely protected his skin sent a shudder down Scaramouche's spine. Maybe this wasn't so good of an idea after all..
"No, I-I'm fine," he doubled down, pressing the heels of his sandals into the ground to brace himself.
"Suit yourself."
Scaramouche could barely contain the sudden gasp as he felt Aether's fingers begin to pull back the layers of clothing, reaching for their designated target. He began to wiggle in place where the two sat, Aether's arms now tightening without warning to keep him still. "W-Wait, Aether! Ah-!Ā Wahahahahait! Nohohoho!"
"Oh!Ā You are ticklish!" He didn't like the way Aether's voice sounded just now, as if the blond had just discovered an unopened treasure chest. His body lurched, legs uselessly kicking forward as his brain attempted to process the foreign and unfamiliar sensations that effortlessly overwhelmed him. The heat radiating from his cheeks were of an unknown degree, far from overbearing, yet just enough to keep his head warm with tingles. Giggles and squeals continued to slip past his lips with every second Aether's fingers gathered and spread throughout his skin, crossing each and every direction around his stomach. Despite the haphazard nature of his hands, Scaramouche failed to notice exactly where exactly Aether was headed for...
"EHEHEHAHAHA!" Scaramouche bounced in Aether's arms the moment one of his fingers dipped into his navel, sending the biggest shock yet throughout his body.
"So right here then?" Aether teased as the index finger of his other hand repeated the same action, forcing a strangled squeal from the other.
"QUIHIHIT IT! AHAHAHA!"
Luckily, the blond weaved his fingers away from that dreaded spot, giving the other's tummy a couple of reassuring pats. With the short bout of tickling coming to a close, Scaramouche slumped back into Aether's arms, attempting to mask the heavy breathing from his chest.
"Sorry, Mouchie," Aether said, nuzzling hisĀ forehead into the back of his head.Ā  "Too much?"
"Obviously," he admitted with a bit of reluctance.
"Not all tickling is that bad, though." To reassure his point, what felt like Aether's lips were planted at the back of Scaramouche'sĀ neck, creating shivers that traversed his spine with each kiss.
"Ngahahaha," he couldn't help the giggles that began to flow once more, but there was something airy and soft about them this time, almost natural. Although he scrunched away from the kisses stacatoing across his neck, the tingles delivered to his head were light and brought along a different sense of warmth.
"You can tell me to stop whenever," Aether's voice spoke gently, pampering him with kisses upwards towards the back of his head now.
There he goes again, being so damn considerate, though, this time, Scaramouche was glad. He could get used to this form of care. Admittedly, it was nice, almost soothing, and Scaramouche failed to notice the hum in his laughter.
"Hey, you alright?"
Scaramouche blinked, suddenly realizing that Aether had pulled away. He craned his head to look back at the other, only to realize the smug grin plastered on the blond's face. "W-What?!"
"You liked it, huh?"
His mind went to war with itself as he figured out the best way to respond to that question, before settling for an unsightly scowl. He stood up, hastily dislodging himself from Aether's arms and looked down over the other with a huff. "Clearly, I was just tired out."
This didn't seem to convince Aether as the blond just giggled in response. "Whatever you say, Mouchie."
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sunnixsunshine Ā· 10 months ago
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Eyyyyyy trolls ocs ref sheets >:) (Birch redesign btw! Might redesign Skip, too) imma put some stuff about em underneath the cut plus a line up of their height difference
Theyā€™re kind of like next gen snack pack? I dont have a good group name for em yet tho
Birch: Poppy and Branchā€™s oldest, therefore making them the heir to Pop Village. As an overprepper, you can always find Birch stressing over the flow of the party rather than enjoying it(if sheā€™s hosting that party in the first place). But despite his ability to prepareā€” or over prepareā€” for any situation, their responsibility is always thrown into question. So to test his responsibility, Poppy assigns her the task of befriending and teaching Buzz the Party Crasher how to be nice and get along with othersā€” which proves to be harder than expected.
Buzz: Having heard of the previous group of runaways and how free they lived, Buzz tagged along with the new emergence of the Party Crashers. They were successful in their run of 7 years before the Country Trolls put a stop to their tricks during an attempt to crash their hoedown, which failed because they caught on to the scout fairly fast. Buzz had no significant position in the group but did manage to get everyone to stand their ground in refusing to go home. As Poppy has dealt with previous Party Crashers before, she volunteers to help with the Country Trollā€™s situation of 17-24 year olds refusing to even leave their jail. Buzz has a strong sense of leadership but poor strategic skills. She doesnā€™t back down from a challenge and tends to charge in without prior thinking. Shes described to be a tough shell to crack.
Demi: Despite his very pastel appearance, Demi is a very big fan of hard rock, but still proudly parades his classical side by playing the saxophone, his very first instrument. When not partying, singing, or hanging with his friends, heā€™s overworking himself through practice in true classical style. He maybe always on the verge of collapse after a particularly long and hard practice sesh, but heā€™s always sure to be on time for whatever event heā€™s promised to go to, never the type to cancel or skip out on plans. His rock side shines best when seated behind a set of drums.
Wheaton: A lot like his dad Milton, heā€™s very kind and gentleā€” to critters anyway. His social interactions with other trolls could be worked on, especially when he intends to go into the medical field. Like anyone on his maternal side, heā€™s very strong and passionate about his workout routine. Although he tends to forget his own strength. His best friend is and always will be his twin brother Mouse, but according to him youā€™d have to hogtie him and string up like a piƱata in order for him to admit this to Mouseā€™s face.
Mouse: When he was 8, he went to his first rave after being invited to a birthday party by a classmate and ever since heā€™s been a big fan of techno. He combined both pop and techno together and calls it electro-pop. Heā€™s pretty chill going until you mess with one of his friends. Wherein his strength will show along with the rare showing of his temper. Heā€™s a hopeless romantic. Whether or not she really does improve, Mouse vows he will never trust Buzz even if she saves all of troll kind.
Groovy Flo: New to Pop Troll Village, Groovy Flo is half funk/glitter [pop] troll desiring the need to learn about the other side of her family. Although her true desire is to bring back disco, having taken a fascination with the extinct genre after reading up on them. While taking to the ā€œold fashionedā€ way of baking without the assistance of funk technology very easily, she hasnā€™t mastered scrapbooking, much to her dismay. She claims her highly accurate memory is thanks to her hours of reading history books. She has a kid sister back in Funk City and misses her dearly, her baby sister being her ā€œbest friend in the whole known universeā€.
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fandomsoda Ā· 1 year ago
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...everyone has such complex thoughts and I'm here like
"ink is he most relatable to me now so he's my favorite! I relate to him a lot so he gets to be my favorite"
And then the rest is just listed based on how much I relate to them as well-
...wow, the list of my favorites is really "hey, who do I relate to the most?"
Ink has no right to be as relatable as he is tho-
And then there's also the ones I would've related to more when I was younger, because I can just kinda see myself in how they are. This is a random ramble and I don't even know why I'm doing it, but I've invested too much time to stop
So yeah, that's how my favorites go. It's also why my favorites aren't really dream or swap. I just don't relate to them that much. I can admit that their character is nice when it's portrayed properly, but otherwise I just kinda... don't really care?
Dream just- he could match me, but I don't really feel like he fits the parts of my personality that really make me who I am, you know?
Same with swap
Killer is kinda similar to Ink, but they both also have their major differences. Ink doesn't want to hurt anyone, where Killer is... well, it's on his name
They have similar personalities, but those personalities are displayed differently due to their morals and ideals, which is why I can look at Killer and feel a bit of a connection
...Cross is- he's Cross. I have no words for him. He has different pieces than I do, but we both kinda miss the same pieces, I think?
We're incredibly similar, but not in a way that I can really connect with, ya know?
...I forgot what the point of me doing this was- I think it's just to ramble my opinions
Basically, I portray Ink similarly to how I want to be portrayed, or feel I am portrayed
A bit oblivious, kinda silly, overall doesn't really mean any harm. Just a silly guy doing silly things and tryna have a good time!
...anyway, have a good day/night or whenever you read this
Hope your shopping was fun :D
Thank you, it was, and I appreciate the askbox ramble!
You donā€™t have to have deep, complex opinions on a character to be valid. It started out just like you, liking Ink based on relatability alone and just- spiraling.
itā€™s all about just going with the flow, have fun with it!
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obscureashe Ā· 2 years ago
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Hii this is request for your valentine's day matchup event.
I'm female, she/her pronouns. Bisexual, ISTP 9w8, Leo.
PERSONALITY:
I'm an ambivert, I'm very laid back, and prefer to go with the flow of life but sometimes come off as ego-centric and domineering. I have to admit Iā€™m a lazy person who prefers having leisure more than anything else But once I find my motivation I'm pretty hardworking. It would be nice to a be boss, but at the same time, I like letting others operate how they want to do so. I dislike group works because even though I don't have a problem with socializing with my teammates thought of not being in charge is unnerving I want to be left alone to do things the way I want to do it.
tbh I often think Iā€™m above others, yet I am always willing to acknowledge that Iā€™m a total piece of shit [very rarely tho] Sometimes I have fantasies and ideals that I want to start creating or becoming but I give myself a reality check and let the dream fade away. Iā€™m very innovative but still, choose the practical route a lot. Itā€™s easy for me to create goals and envision the end results but itā€™s ridiculously hard for me to remain committed to the process.
I will never admit my wrong, unless internally. It might come shocking to people who are close to me but I overthink about minor things such as what others might think of me I might not admit it aloud but others opinions matter to me.
I also get bored easily and have commitment problems but at the same time, I consider myself to be pretty loyal. I'm really petty and hold grudges.
The good thing about me is that i know when to hold my tongue and temper. I'm a somewhat patient and not easily provoked. I'm neither oblivious nor ignorant but sometimes I act like I am because I see it as easy way out and I always choose easy route to get out of certain situation.
LIKES:
My favourite colour is red, i love all shades of it but i especially love darker shades. I like horror genre [movies, books and etc], watching movies, listening to true crime and music[especially indie and rock music] i like Researching and learning more about myself. I love greek and Egyptian mythology. I'm really interested in psychology and philosophy. I also find researching about demonology and ancient religions interesting. I love Victorian/romantic/vampire gothic aesthetic I'm also very in love with gothic novels. I wouldn't really consider this as a hobby cause i do it once or twice a year but i also play volleyball and piano. I also really love spicy food and cats and snakes are my favourite animals.
I may not be a religious person but i love Christinan themed paintings, sculptures and buildings. I love gothic and baroque architecture.
I may not look like it and it may come of as a shocking news to a many people but i actually love and enjoy socializing.
DISLIKES:
I hate quiet places [i have trouble sleeping in quiet environment] I dislike sweet food, dogs, romance movies[i love romance genre just not in movies], "Pinterest goth" aesthetic, sweating, heat, smell of mushrooms, thought of ever growing old, getting wrinkles and dying. When grown up people act like toddlers [unless it's from a medical condition] when people make some kind of noises while drinking or eating food, cat haters, hypocritical people,
I'm fine with being matched up with literally anyone platonically but i prefer if my romantic matchup was demon male or human female [muzan is exeption, i hate him ]
Hey, thanks for requesting a valentines day match-up from me! Yours is the first one so thank you! and 100% understandable that Muzan is your exception lol
For your platonic match-up I'm pairing you with. . .
Mitsuri Kanroji Ā»
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she would adore dancing to your favorite music! it just gets her heart racing (of course she's bad at explaining just how much she loves it but you'll get it)
she may admire your interests way too much.
and she's (not to brag) a pretty good cook.
while your reading, she'll often bring you something to eat or snack on. your favorites if she starts to know you well.
probably considers you her coolest friend
thinks about you often, especially gift wise, so expect a few small things from her like books she's happened upon. or something matching for the two of you.
tries to encourage you to do some painting with her (actually invites you to do stuff often, doesn't need to be big or anything, just likes being around you)
she doesn't always have advice if you need, but she will always listen
100% a loyal friend
comes up with a cute nickname for you that she uses all the time
And for your romantic match up, I'm pairing you with. . .
Doma Ā»
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there isn't anything he doesn't admire about you.
tries his hardest to tease you sometimes because he knows your stubborn. (provoking at times)
flirty and forward, he likes to make it perfectly clear what he wants. and he's not one to hide anything, especially if your the one making him feel this way.
as a demon i think he's the perfect match.
he's already acquired a fine collection of antiques and relics, so help yourself.
he would love your mind. just the way you want to learn about demonology, religions, philosophy and psychology. it's all very fascinating to watch you read so intently and find the answers you need.
your just the type of interesting that he needs (a bit clingy because of the fact) literally a heart throb
be warned though, he can be possessive and jealous. . . easily.
always has a soft smile and tranquil look on his face when he finds himself thinking about you.
would gladly tell you everything about himself, past or other if your interested.
he'd enjoy watching horror movies with you, especially on the topic of true crime. (lowkey giving him ideas) + holding you close while you sit/lay together
at this point you'd fully have his heart (and he'd love every bit of it) good or bad
his love language (one of them) is physical touch, and its so seamless that sometimes you probably wouldn't even notice him holding your lower back or leaning against you while you were reading.
100% offering to turn you into a demon with you, in fact i think he'd be elated to propose the idea to you. (sometimes gets all dreamy in his head about it)
kisses bites you everywhere, but especially under your jaw, neck and collarbone
an 'old fashion' romantic, flowers/flower petals everywhere + gifts (he prefers giving you jewelry)
anything you request for a certain special february day, he'll do.
how can he say no?
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ended up writing a tonn for doma lol, but there you go! thanks for requesting and i hope you liked your match up!
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greypetrel Ā· 1 year ago
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Hello, friend! c:
ā˜˜ for all of them
ā¤ for Aisling in your Fenris AU vs canon Aisling (so for both)
āš  for Raina
Well hello friend! :D
Oh god you unhearthed the Fenris AU ahahahahahahah (no thank you sometimes I think about it still so it's always welcomed)
Tis the prompt list
āš  : How does your muse react to possibly dangerous situations? Do they face them head-on, or do they plan out their actions first?
Raina Hawke: She runs constantly ten minutes late to everything and lives by the day. She is not a planner if not on long-term goals. A possibly dangerous situation? Oh no she will jump right in like Pocahontas. Face head-on, improvise along the way. She's good at improvising, makes her little predictable in her moves.
ā¤ : What are your museā€™s thoughts on love? If they are not in a relationship, do they believe that they will ever find a perfect someone for them?
Canon Aisling: She does believe very firmly that everyone deserves love. Everyone. Romantic and platonic love are the same, reaching out and listening and accepting, and she doesn't consider one more important than the other. She stood way too much with a girl that was wrong for her: in the end Aisling broke it up, it wasn't a clean break up and things were said that they'll both regret. She never once doubted that Ydun loved her (that's why she didn't call it off before she did), and later just thought that she MAY take a small trip South to show herself that Ydun was wrong in defining her a scared fawn and a dead-weight... But then she WILL find someone else! She loves being in love! And caring for other people! And kissing and sleeping hugged! She hates sleeping alone, actually! She kinda decided Cassandra -who reminded her of Ydun, but with a "able to rethink her decisions and admit she's wrong, and also she listens to me and ask me questions about my life" bonus- was that person. It ended very badly. Cullen crept in like moss, basically.
AU Aisling: Same as above. They met that she was already with Ydun, very young, very in love with the idea of love, "I WILL give you love whether you want it or not, even platonically. ĆØ_Ć©". It worked with him, what can I say, it's the romance with a blue mage hawke. He was... Not ready for it, and left. Which just dropped a bomb on her trauma (her main fear is Abandonment. Guess how well it played.). It left her... Disillusioned. She had love once, and she believed she loved him for real. It went how it went. She doesn't want to try again end up in the same way, once was enough, thank you. Still likes the idea of love but for others, will be happy at her friends finding it, won't actively look for it herself and turn her head if it shows up for more than some casual sex to scratch a need (will refuse to spend the night, do it in the place she sleeps in, and will leave the room first). (I haven't planned an ending, I guess it'll get better with time and finding the right person but again, I have little ideas save for the "I won't write anything that means having a triangle that doesn't end up in polyamory". No trope shaming, it's just not a trope for me.)
ā˜˜ : Does your muse believe in luck? How about fate?
Alyra Mahariel: Absolutely not, it's annoyed by the idea. There's no luck there's hard work and circumstances. Fate, to her, is just a nice excuse people have to either do nothing about situation they could change, or justify themselves, or be unsufferably sappy.
Raina Hawke: She believes people can carve their own path. If there's a fate, she believes it can be changed with enough hard work and will, the idea of a fixed destiny makes her feel trapped. She does believe in luck, tho.
Garrett Hawke: Doesn't really care about either, honestly, he doesn't know whether there's a fate or luck, he just goes with the flows. If there are, there's nothing he can do about it anyway, so you'd just better do your best and live your life, there's no point in mulling over it.
Aisling Lavellan: She believes there's some sort of superior authority that guides your path. The concept of "Guidance" is very important to her, it's what made her go for Ghilan'nain and not Mythal for her Vallaslin (it was a tie, for the Keeper). She does believe it's ever changing with circumstances tho, more than a fixed path you can't stray from. She won't like Fate in the sense of Greek Tragedies and an immutable destiny. Luck? There's no hurt in believing there is, if you'd like, whatever helps. Doesn't really believe in it herself, but won't care if you do.
Radha Lavellan: Agrees with Aisling on Fate as basically a law of consequences on a bigger scale. Is very annoyed by the idea of Luck, tho, it either takes away merit from people, or takes responsibility away from them when they were sloppy or uncaring and somehow never faced the consequences.
Pavyn Lavellan: He believes in consequences more than in fate, in truth, and agrees with Radha that the concept of luck is just there to water down things in a way that's not pleasant. He will still flirt with people using fate as a flirtatious joke, smirking and wiggling his eyebrows. He's charismatic enough to pull it off, unfortunately.
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ramonag-if Ā· 2 years ago
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As a fellow irus romancer I gotta agree that what we were fed for chapter 5 was amazing, but the thing thats always impressed me with your game is the music??? When the tracks kick in I always pause reading to just listen to them on repeat and. Omg. The one that plays at the very end of chapter 5 is soooo good,, the amount of time I've spent on the exact same page just listening to it play over and over is probably more than Id like to admit. I was wondering if the music is something youd ever plan on releasing separately for people to listen to? Or is it something you keep private for the game (apologizes if this is a question you've answered before)
Just wanted to add tho, thank you for all your hard work!! Still cant believe you managed to pump out chapter 5 so fast, and I cannot wait for what chapter 6 will have in storeā™”
Thank you so much! I really am glad that everyone is enjoying the romance šŸ˜ŠšŸŒ¼
And I'm really happy that the you're enjoying the different songs used! I spend a long time trying to find a song that fits the chapter, so it's always nice to know that they're fitting the themes of the chapters as well as the softer moments like in chapter 5.
I know I'm a little late in answering this ask, but if you haven't already seen the soundtrack, it's here. All songs are from Pixabay.
I do find it just as surprising that I manage to finish chapters quickly šŸ˜… but I'm just going to keep this writing flow for as long as I can.
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axl-ul Ā· 2 years ago
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Tag Game: This or That Writer's Edition
First of all, tysm @pens-swords-stuff for the tag <3
1. historical or futuristic
Historical is a Y E S for me. Even when I try to write something futuristic it ends up being either heavily inspired by an older era or it's straight up its alternative version.
2. the opening or closing chapter
As much as I love starting a story and making clear what character does what, what's (not) the purpose of the world and establishing a system and worldbuilding, I'm picking closing chapter. It's always those bittersweet feelings that get me everytime - something old ends and something new begins.
3. light+fluffy or dark+gritty
DARK + GRITTY! The melancholy always finds a way to me, I don't know why tho. Although, light+fluffy is also nice. But my style just flows better with being '3edgy5u'. But light+fluffy...Alright, maybe light and fluffy. I'm picking that one. Enough of angst for today.
4. animal companion or found family
This one's pretty tough for me. I've been around animals since I remember so I hairballs of fluff hold special place in my heart. On the other hand, found family also found its way there. But I'll go with the found family.
5. horror or romance
Horror all the way. Although, I'm attempting write a story with a romance subplot I just can't entirely vibe with it. In horror, I get to use my imagination more often while in the romance I can see the plotline, the future problems and the overall dilemma from a mile away. Which is a shame. Because relationships and their growth can be made so much more interesting just by paying attention to various points of views and angles. WHICH is often used in horror. Plus, I love the fact that the fear comes from the unknown and uncertainity. It unlocks so much of potential for a nice worldbuilding and analysis of a character.
6. hard or soft magic system
Never paid much attention to this so all I can say is that I mostly vibe with the idea when I establish rules for the world itself and then I can get to play with the unknown (the part that not even characters don't know because they MUSTN'T and SHOULDN'T know, not because the can't). A little bit of a mystery play and it's all done. The whole idea of exploration of the world and so on.
7. standalone or series
I've always loved series and it kind of stuck with me, I suppose. Doesn't matter whether it's an anthology, prequel, sequel, spin-off. Give me more, please. And if they're standalones, let them be in the same universe, pretty please (so again, a series, hehe).
8. one project at a time or always juggling 2+
My brain is incapable of holding onto 1 project at a time. I manage to scribble some new ideas which can't make it to the final cut...so I use them as a side material for a future project *oh, yeah, this is big brain time*
9. one award winner or one bestseller
I would be okay even if my books didn't win an award at all. Awarding a book for something or having it labelled as a bestseller sounds alien to me. Like, I just want to share my ideas and my passion with others. My intention isn't to collect those awards like wings of insect. I'll be happy if these stories bring a smile to someone. Or a tear because they developed a bond to a character. Not because the characters are 'relatable'. But because they see an idea or a virtue, the emotion behind each action.
10. fantasy or sci-fi
Sci-fi is alright but I've leaned more towards the fantasy genre since my childhood. So fantasy! <3
11. character or setting description
I dare to say that I'm pretty good at describing but at the same time I'm also character-driven. This will sound slightly unfair. However, I'll cheat on this one and go with 'these two are on a par' (you're gonna forgive me with the cheat? XD )
12. first or final draft
One word - final!
13. love triangle in everything or no romantic arcs
I'm not a huge fan of romance and I usually seek out books that contain little to know romance. However, I must admit that in my writings there, indeed, is a romantic...quadrangle. Because if one suffers, then let them suffer all. Now on the more serious note, I'm not sure whether it would be even counted as a romantic quadrangle since it's much more complicated (one of them hasn't ever even been 'the player in the game' - it's just a lie he chooses to live in).
14. constant sandstorm or rainstorm
Rainstorms in the real life. They bring a truly pleasant atmosphere, kind of relaxing one. Sandstorms mostly in the stories as they bring a nice opportunity for truly unnerving, terifying and/or disturbing scenes.
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suguru-getos Ā· 2 years ago
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Hi congrats on 2k! Can i get a matchup from your event?
I'm female, she/her pronouns I'm istp 9w8 937.
PERSONALITY:
I'm ambivert,I'm very laid back and prefer to go with the flow of life but sometimes come off as ego-centric and domineering. I have to admit Iā€™m a lazy person who prefers having a leisure more than anything else But once i find my motivation I'm actually pretty hardworking. I find it hard to get along with people who don't share my passions or hobbies or desire to excel. It would be nice to a be boss, but at the same time I like letting others operate how they want to do so. I like dealing with people at work and I want to be where all the actions, while at the same time helping people, but I just want to be left alone to do things the way I want to do it.
tbh I often think Iā€™m above others, yet I am always willing to acknowledge that Iā€™m a total piece of shit [very rarely tho] Sometimes i have fantasies and ideals that I want to start creating or becoming but i give myself a reality check and let the dream fade away. Iā€™m very innovative but still choose the practical route a lot. Itā€™s easy for me to create goals and envision the end results but itā€™s ridiculously hard for me to remain committed to the process.
I have a very big ego but one word alone is enough to destroy it. i Will never admit my wrong, unless internally.
LIKES:
My favourite colour is red, i love all shades of it but i especially love darker shades. I like horror genre [movies, books and etc], watching movies, listening to true crime and music[especially indie and rock music] i like Researching and learning more about myself. I love greek and Egyptian mythology. I'm really interested in psychology and philosophy. I also find researching about demonology and ancient religions interesting. I love Victorian/romantic/vampire gothic aesthetic I'm also very in love with gothic novels. I wouldn't really consider this as a hobby cause i do it once or twice a year but i also play volleyball and piano. I also really love spicy food and cats and snakes are my favourite animals.
I may not be a religious person but i love Christinan themed paintings, sculptures and buildings. I love gothic and baroque architecture.
I may not look like it and it may come of as a shocking news to a many people but i actually love and enjoy socializing.
DISLIKES:
I hate quiet places [i have trouble sleeping in quiet environment] I dislike sweet food, dogs, romance movies[i love romance genre just not in movies], "Pinterest goth" aesthetic, sweating, heat, smell of mushrooms, thought of ever growing old, getting wrinkles and dying. When grown up people act like toddlers [unless it's from a medical condition] when people make some kind of noises while drinking or eating food, cat haters, hypocritical people, i especially hate those people who say most homophobic, xenophobic and racist shit and call it a "dark humor", egg white [both smell and taste], People who ask questions during movies.
Love language:
Quality time [ giving]
Acts of service [giving]
Gift giving [ receiving]
hi i match you up w the one and oni arataki numero uno itto <3
enā€™s 2k event:
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despite being ur polar opposite, he has high morals and standards. something heā€™d never sacrifice no matter what & looking for how highly u take yourself as a person, hes whipped. he loves people who love themselves. but he will love you more.
he knows you hate admitting that ur wrong, so heā€™d never publically argue in such a manner. however in the intimacy of the bedroom, heā€™d say it to you. he wants you to be vulnerable to him.
he actually asked a lot of questions in movies until he figured out you despise it ;3 then he shuts his mouth but u can still see he excitement beaming in his eyed
has no prob letting you take the lead but hes the dom in bed idc he personally told me that šŸ’…šŸ»
will find the onikabuto for you for beetle fights, will probs cook the best lavender melon dishes as well <3
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oswednesday Ā· 2 years ago
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the art exhibit itself was really nice!
Ā like, gdfgfd whoever put it together had their salt on display for the immersive traveling van gogh show and the museumā€™s exhibition was more about like acquisition, industry and sales, like these occupy such completely separate spaces, its baffling how someone can have such a prestigious job but also be a weird baby about other forms of gallery shows, omg that said, there was really cool use of like full wall murals for newspaper clippings were the early showings were reviewed and talked about by art critics, there was a neat bit about ones people thought were van goghā€™s but were by a different artist completely lost to time????????????????????????????? there were loaned out ones from like all over the place!! along with the museums actual collection, and there were no guard rails or like those velvet chain thingies, it was just a line of tape on the ground, you could get sooo close to them, one guard stationed in a center room who was really taking his job seriously kept going up to people to tell them to stop gesturing into the painting, cause people would go up to the line and point, and i know how this sounds but i came away with like more memory of the other people in the gallery, like one person had this really low cut sweater top with a rhinestone bow that was catching light in all sorts of ways, there was a couple very loudly talking about the masters degree in art history they just got, a very very thin around 50-70 lady with a sever head hugging bob and like those leathery high heel boots, some lady who was wearing a designer like Artisan Gallery Goer poncho thingy, someone wearing what i would describe as 90s baby slut but with like a otomey twist and the different guards in the different rooms and an extremely tiny lady who would swerve in between the crowd to get a close up picture of each painting and like groups who id recognize the voice of from room to roomĀ 
tho back to the art omg, like my fave bit was a room that recreated the gallery show of the first american showing of a van gogh, they had gathered the other paintings in the show and it was so so soooo cool to see, like that time period captured, those artists together, seeing what people would have seen, like the the futuristic artist next to the impressionist artists, not like put in different sections but side by side, you get to experience how people would have felt like its so hard to understand how Not into impressionists americans were at the time until youre next to like a ten foot tall futurist painting or until youre caught by the boldness of early modernism
another neat thing was that each like entry space a self portrait was placed like, and a lot of times there were no one like around them, like id be in a room just at the right time to see only one person looking at a self portrait and it felt really magical omg
and like i got to see just about every one of them up close tho i do admit i kinda skirted quickly through the more like Realism section of his work that he did for like the commercial sector pretty much, at the end there was a really nice sitting area by a little movie thing about myth dispelling and it let out to a little gift shop, the selection at the immersive one was a lot better but i got a neat little pen, what really impressed me was that the gift shop installer had put open umbrella up above so different like art prints of them spun about in the circulated air
there was a feeling over all of like an assembly line which i think is kinda offensive for a non-tour open gallery showing so i tried to scuttle out of the flow of the crowd when ever possible, which like i was wearing a mask and it was also good to avoid like when groups of people would congest in front of a single painting, so i got to like stand close to ones the mass group werent too yet and then id circle backĀ Ā 
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fxnrirs Ā· 6 months ago
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Mun Communication Preferences based meme
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šŸ  Do you prefer to RP within just one fandom, or more? Which verses of yours are more, or less compatible with others?
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i have many fandoms!! i haven't had a chance to really go much outside of the FFVII one but i love crossovers, would love to do a hyrule one, or maybe Hades based!
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šŸ—ŗļø How open are you to meeting new people? Do you like your muses being mentioned IC? To just anyone, or only fandoms/friends that you know?
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i am v friendly and i'm always open to making a new friend!! i do like my muses being mentioned but if i don't know you i can be a lil bit shy. i tend to appreciate it more with a friend tho.
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šŸŖ€ How do OOC posts make you feel? Do they affect your IC writing or flow, to know other muns better?
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i like ooc posts esp if they let me know whether or not i'm doing a good job! it really helps me to know that my RP partners are having fun and that i'm doing well, it doesn't always affect what i'm doing, unless the mun is plotting with me and wants it to go a direction. i like getting to know muns too!
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šŸ£ Is there anything you're new at, just now learning, or practicing when it comes to RP?
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oh boy it's defs with tumblr here and how everything works. i'm pretty new to it and i can have a hard time figuring out formats; but luckily everyone here has been really nice and patient with me!!
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šŸ’”Do you get ideas from reading meta/headcanons/bios, or do those only pop up as you write?
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i have so many headcanons i could write a novella lmaooo i have too much free time at work sometimes when i'm all caught up and scribble down ideas
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šŸ’Œ Have you ever hit it off with a mun right away? What were they like? How fast do you think it takes to warm up to new people?
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i have!! i've wound up in a relationship with a couple of them long term and honestly they're amazing been the best things in my life for me. they were so sweet and adorable IC and OOC and i felt like i'd known them for ages even tho we just met. they were easy to fall in love with, even before we were actively shipping, it was just all clicking into place. i think it only took three days to admit we liked each other lmaoooo and now we're living together after 4 yrs and it's great. i got two hands and two arms and i try to keep my heart and mind open to new experiences and ppl. it was really similar to my other long term partner in terms of how we got along and now we are all v happy together!!
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šŸ’‹ Are you silly ooc? Casual? Chatty? Do you prefer or enjoy things like small talk, when not rping?
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i'm very silly my memes are powerful, i'm casual, chatty and enjoy getting to know the mun even if we aren't writing!! i always welcome DMs for plotting or otherwise bc i really value the ppl around me
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šŸ©µ Do you have any apparent flaws when it comes to RPing/interacting? Be gentle with yourself!
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i have a hard time DM'ing or reaching out sometimes, it can take me days to get up the courage, and then i get anxiety that maybe i come off too friendly. i always want to join in on the fun with prompts but i get nervous that it's unwanted even if it's open replies... i can also get really really wordy when writing bc i have a constant flow of thought or consciousness going on ahahaha i sometimes also can not read a room even tho i try and text is hard i'm not good at subtext so sometimes nuance is lost on me with muns or i'm not able to tell that they're upset about something unless they tell me they are. i try to be as open and considerate as possible!! but i'm not a mind reader. :(( i also sometimes ask questions directly without understanding sometimes it's being read a very diff way than how I meant it. so please tell me if you want some clarification!! i don't get offended at all if somebody asks me questions, wants to know my feelings, wants to communicate their feelings or needs somebody to listen to them. i welcome venting and reaching out if you're having a tough time even if we aren't writing together
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šŸ‘¾ Is knowing a fandom more comfortable when RPing, or do you prefer knowing muns? (Overall.) Do you try new things, or get into new fandoms?
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i like to write in fandoms i'm familiar with to a degree, or at least understand the world and how it functions, but i don't mind trying out new stuff or getting into new things if it fits with my likes and aesthetics I really like fantasy and magic and things with great drama including horror
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āœØ Are you easily intimidated by muns or muses that you admire?
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yes omg yes and i will sit and admire and think somebody is v cool from a distance for forever and worry about coming off wrong but wanting to reach out and augh some of you are so absurdly talented
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ā¤ļø How does the love in your heart affect how you RP? Any other notable emotions? šŸŖ½ In what way is tumblr better than real life for you? Different from your personal dash, if you have one?
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i am a naturally loving and kind person, it can make me very understanding and compassionate for what others are experiencing and going through. i am also considerate and try to make sure everyone is comfortable and having fun even if i can get a bit rambly. i have ASD and sometimes that can be hard for me bc i have a hard time reading others, so i ask a lot of questions, but it's because i care a lot about how the people in my life are doing. even if we're not writing. it's easier to type things to ppl than verbally speak them because my thoughts can get all jumbled IRL i don't have a personal dash i'm just here to write
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šŸ§¤ Name the last need that you Had to take care of before rping!! Anything that made you leave dash, or before turning on the computer, etc.!
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i had to spring clean my apartment and i wanted to die bc i stepped on a piece of glass and it was the worst while i was doing dishes :((( but now i'm good
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šŸŸ¢ Do You like to tell people when you're online? Why or Why not? šŸŖŖ What's consistent between RP life and not? Anything about you bleed into your writing?
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i don't tell ppl i'm online but i work from home so i can kinda always be online tbh i try not to bother them tho if i think they're busy or got other things to do. i'm a little bit of an anxious person sometimes when it comes to trying to DM ppl but i really do try my best i think what's been consistent for me is having a rough time relating to other ppl who share my special interests (thank you ASD for nothing) and that i can sometimes talk about things no one but me cares about for a minute. i have a lot of personality traits and things in common with Cloud that i'm not always proud of, but i'm working on, and i work real hard to tame every day and in therapy bc i believe in trying to become my best self. i think all of us put a degree of ourselves into our muses and that can make us really amazing at portraying them. i try to do it justice using my own personal experiences and trying to think about how they made me feel, so maybe it bleeds into it a little bit, but that's because i want to make sure i'm doing the best possible job i can at writing out the thoughts and feelings of what i'm trying to convey
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šŸ”¦ Connect the dots between you and your muse. Ways that you're the same, different, last time you thought about them, etc.
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we both struggle with autism, communication, anxiety and get kinda depressed a lot but we mask extremely well and tend to try to resolve it on our own. it's understood i think that our problems are our own and that we can't make others responsible for us or how we should go about processing things we need to. i can be a little aloof, sometimes quiet, but i am a lot funnier hehe with a broad spectrum of interests and things i like to do!! i'm a better cook, for instance, and i like learning about history, politics, philosophy, world histories, and mental health. i love musicals and poetry and high fantasy things!! i don't really like or watch much anime, but there's a couple of series i like, but i'm all about gaming and RPGs!! i thought a lot about him today bc i'm writing such a good romance between myself and a Tifa and it is melting me. we were talking about the mental illness that both of them deal with and how they process it together and it's been so sweet aaaa i also was thinking about one of my Aeriths and how the dynamic is different but both are so valid and i love how i'm writing two diff stories in tandem and it's the best
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šŸŽ€ What's the last nice thing you saw pertaining to rp?
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just so much good writing and interactions on my dash!! even if they're not mutuals i've been enjoying reading their stories and it's refreshing to see everyone be so into it without the drama. Twitter is a hellhole i am glad that i left holy moly i don't notice much fighting over ships over here and instead everyone is having fun, even with OCs, or not in my verse; and it's so nice to watch
Mun Communication Preferences based meme
šŸ  Do you prefer to RP within just one fandom, or more? Which verses of yours are more, or less compatible with others? šŸ—ŗļø How open are you to meeting new people? Do you like your muses being mentioned IC? To just anyone, or only fandoms/friends that you know? šŸŖ€ How do OOC posts make you feel? Do they affect your IC writing or flow, to know other muns better? šŸ£ Is there anything you're new at, just now learning, or practicing when it comes to RP? šŸ’”Do you get ideas from reading meta/headcanons/bios, or do those only pop up as you write? šŸ’Œ Have you ever hit it off with a mun right away? What were they like? How fast do you think it takes to warm up to new people? šŸ’‹ Are you silly ooc? Casual? Chatty? Do you prefer or enjoy things like small talk, when not rping? šŸ©µ Do you have any apparent flaws when it comes to RPing/interacting? Be gentle with yourself! šŸ‘¾ Is knowing a fandom more comfortable when RPing, or do you prefer knowing muns? (Overall.) Do you try new things, or get into new fandoms? āœØ Are you easily intimidated by muns or muses that you admire? ā¤ļø How does the love in your heart affect how you RP? Any other notable emotions? šŸŖ½ In what way is tumblr better than real life for you? Different from your personal dash, if you have one? šŸ§¤ Name the last need that you Had to take care of before rping!! Anything that made you leave dash, or before turning on the computer, etc.! šŸŸ¢ Do You like to tell people when you're online? Why or Why not? šŸŖŖ What's consistent between RP life and not? Anything about you bleed into your writing? šŸ”¦ Connect the dots between you and your muse. Ways that you're the same, different, last time you thought about them, etc. šŸŽ€ What's the last nice thing you saw pertaining to rp?
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