#tho i do ship toxic pairings (tht rarely if ever end up together) and i dont expect HAE for them. its specific for a romantic movie/series | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

scarysanctuary · 5 hours ago

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thinking about Cold Mountain, i watched it on more than one occasion as a kid, i absolutely loved it, thought it was such a well made film even then, but it also devasted me, and because of that, i have not rewatched it as an adult, ive been too scared, and thats a shame, because i actually think its very dear to me

#ive seen plenty of sad or even cruel movies with depraved characters but i just cannot KNOWINGLY watch a sad LOVE story #and its probably from something like a cold mountain or brokeback mountain. watching them and being blindsided by the pain #i learned my lesson early on as a kid^ if i hear a love story is sad i dont watch it. it affects me too much for too long afterwards #or a walk to remember i watched tht one as a kid too and it wrecked me man (& i still havent rewatched tht as an adult either)#all of these are great films. so yea i never watched a fault in our stars/the notebook/or whatever else is widely known to be sad #hell i cried today because i felt sorry for this guy in a love triangle tht got rejected by the girl. AND I WASNT EVEN ROOTING FOR HIM!#but he looked really sad and so it broke my heart ugh. im such a big baby when it comes to love #i have a hard time w things feeling unfair (dont diagnose me lmao) & love stories tht arent a HEA feels unfair tho unrealistic of me #tho i do ship toxic pairings (tht rarely if ever end up together) and i dont expect HAE for them. its specific for a romantic movie/series #anyway sorry for yapping in the tags. my point was tht i am thinking of being courageous & rewatching cold mountain someday

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