#thissaddness

[keepgoing36]

My Heart Aches

6/26/2020

I don't really know where I screwed up, but I did. And I'm trying to fix it, but I feel like we're just going in circles. I don't think I'm being needy like he says, I just want to spend time with my best friend. At this point, me just sitting there in the same room with him while he's working on his car would be enough for me. I can at least pretend that we're spending time together that way. My chest hurts sometimes and the random feeling of crying sucks, but that's what I get for loving someone. I finally get what it's like to love someone and fight to make it work when you see them slipping away. I just never thought that would happen to me and I would be sitting here allowing it.