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blue-banditt · 1 month ago

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Im gonna be so fr right now idk how much longer I can stay sober for them like I really don't think I make it a whole month. Maybe I could just buy a couple bottles and go MIA for a week and not tell them anything

#Addiction: my favorite flavor of self sabotage #this would actually exacerbate the problem bc they care more ab me hiding /lying than me actually being an alkie #But ermmm I could just never tell them. Ever. And then there wouldn't be any problems right #Chat do we like plan: Secret Bender do we think it's a good idea?#// I'm not going to actually. Im v tempted but I won't. Bc I hold myself to standards. Including communicating ab stuff #Even if it's not fun stuff that I have to communicate about

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