#this whole drama is toying with my emotions afkjdslfnvlsk | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sasayan · 1 year ago

Text

oh me? yeah, i'm fine. just sitting here thinking about how ki-ho said that the one time he regretted changing his identity was the day he and his brother found mok-ha bc all he wanted was to greet her as her friend, as himself, and he couldn't even do that. but he still bought her a new pair of shoes – just like he'd told her that he would back when they were teenagers and they both were terrified yet tentatively hopeful that they might successfully escape their fathers and leave the island behind them. he couldn't tell her the truth then, but he could get her new shoes to replace the old ones. this small act of kindness was the one thing he could actually do without giving himself away

#such a small detail but i thought of it almost immediately #god. i feel unwell #this whole drama is toying with my emotions afkjdslfnvlsk #i have sooo many thoughts #but i'm gonna let them simmer for a day or two until i can properly turn them into something coherent #other people in the tag are so eloquent and then there's me like:#uhhh head not exactly empty and more like this emotional rollercoaster has made scrambled eggs out of my brain #(if you saw this before i edited it - no you didn't)#castaway diva #personal

270 notes · View notes