#this was.....a visceral read and write at 7 a.m lmao

[hwanghyunjinenthusiast]

I’m more of a monogamous person so I’ll go with Hyunjin alone 😅 btw English is not my first language so I’m sorry in advance for any mistakes. Also I’m a little sick and suffering a headache that pounds like a motherfucker and I’m not in the best shape! Hope you’ll enjoy!

After the first time with you, Hyunjin questioned himself, his faith, his strength and devotion. This shouldn’t have happened. He’s a changed man at this point, not some weak boy who gives in his desires.

So he blames you. He believes you’re the devil incarnate who was sent to test him. And he hates it. He hates how easily you made him crawl to you and how easily he put his new life at risk for a soul so dirty.

He’s pissed beyond comprehension. And he hates you. However, the sinful thoughts won’t leave him alone. He wants more and you’re not there. He hasn’t seen you for some time which makes him pissed. He sees red.

And he finally gets you.

On your knees, hands behind your back tied with a rosary you normally wear on your neck. The cold metal of a crucifix touching your bare skin feels like a river of fire. Tears streaming down your face as he shoves his dick down your throat with such force it’s hard to breathe. Which he knows but doesn’t care. You’re a sinner after all. So he fucks your face without mercy until he can’t take it. Cum dripping down your lips and chest, face covered in tears. Glossy eyes looking up at him because you want more. You’re a sinner.

You’re a sinner for tempting him like this. He wants to hate you but he wants to have you. And he has you. Stealing a peace of your soul with every bite, every lick. Devouring you like a dead man walking, licking a cross between your folds. “Pray to me y/n” Because you’re a sinner.

And you’ll pay for his sins. Each and every time.

“Show me your god and I’ll show you mine”

~Flora

Oh, no worries!! You have nothing to apologise for and your English is really good. I hope you feel better though :/ I'm sorry you're not feeling well.

I'm not going to lie, I'm typically not all that into hard dom! Hyunjin but, the way you wrote him here is so 🫠🫠🫠

Using the rosary for restraint????? Fucking insane. Holy shit. I had to pause my reading when I got to that section.

Him knowing that he should be focusing on his duties. Trying to become a priest. He's been working at it for ages. Working at his redemption for ages but, he just can't help but, fall back into old habits so easily with you.

And who can blame him, really? When you smile at him like that and, bat your eyelashes at him like that. It's a wonder he's held out for so long as it is.

He thinks he understands how Eve felt in this moment.

And now as he watches you under the moonlight, the rosary glinting when the light hits it, he knows he can never resist temptation.

Never resist you.

Curses that should definitely not be uttered in the church falling from his lips freely as you choke around him. Spit and pre-cum dribbling down your chin and your beautiful, teary eyes looking up at him while you let him use your mouth. He doesn't think he's ever seen anything more divine.