#this was super wordy!!! m sorry i talk a lot sometimes

[b1mbodoll]

gabi baby listen I NEED to see more Jake and cnc 😵‍💫 the way you write. big brained and I love you. or just any cnc for that matter even though we see it already. I just have brainrot about everyone you write (esp fem idols oh my god)

also how's your day? how are you, pretty girl?

hihi lovebug i promise i will do my best to satisfy ur needs!!!!!! i love cnc n jake sososo much agh im crazy!!!!!!!! im literally blushing n kicking my feet bc of ur complimente omg i love u more!!!!!! if there r any female idols in particular you’d like to see just lmk n i’ll try to think some stuff up :3

ps m sorry for replying late!!!! but my day was good! its 5am for me n im still awake cus i spent the whole day recovering from st patricks day i may have gotten a bit fucked up 😭 but i had fun!!!! the hangover was worth it!!!!! n im doin well, just struggling with writers block so m tryin to relax n just write what i wna write whenever i want to instead of trying to force myself to write when im unmotivated or write for things im not rly feelin :[ i greatly appreciate u askinf abt me!! ur such a sweetie pie mwah <3 i hope you’re doin well, baby!!! lmk how ur doin !!! m curious n ur so kind <3

[fyrapartnersearch]

Hey everyone!

My name’s Nakota, I’m 21 and I live in the MT timezone (I’m up at really weird hours tho so this really doesn’t mean much)! I’ve been rp’ing for around 9 years so I’d say I’m pretty experienced? Obvi I’m here looking for rp’s so here’s what I’m looking for:

-          MODERN fantasy/supernatural. While I love doing general fantasy and high fantasy, I’m getting a little burnt out and would like the modern luxuries for my characters. I also don’t mind post-apoc or sci-fi, they’re just not my main dig ya know? Within the modern fantasy genre, I like adventure, mystery and slice of life. I tend to reserve slice of life for character’s just getting to know each other, etc. Sometimes I really just don’t wanna think of a plot lmao.

-          2-3+ paragraphs, 3rd person. I have a tendency to write using a lot of flowery language and getting into my characer’s thoughts/feelings, so I can get a bit wordy. I’m not super strict on this as long as it’s over a paragraph but I really like people trying to match! Obviously, quality > quantity tho!

-      Basic understanding of grammar. I’m not perfect at it (there's probably a million mistakes in this, don't @ me) and I don’t expect you to be either. I won’t call you newbie for it or get on your ass as long as I can make sense of it.

-          Romance/no romance: Ok so, this is complicated. I like romance aspects to my rp’s but I don’t actively seek them out and it’s not something I auto-expect from an rp. I’m not a single shipper unless I’m really into a pairing (i.e. our character’s wouldn’t be an exclusive couple, even if you could tie one of them down).

-      Smut: So I definitely don’t mind it, but I definitely prefer it to be more like 70% plot - 30% smut. Sometimes, I prefer fade to black, it’s totally circumstantial. But basically: don’t contact me if you only want smut. However: a lot of my characters are pretty sex orientated, either in their personality, job, etc. so there will probs be discussion of it.

-      I do write every gender and I don’t have a preference for pairings really. Only thing I’m sensitive about: if you consider M/F to be “straight” at all times, don’t contact me. I don’t wanna deal with biphobia during my downtime too.

-      I do like character discussion/headcanoning, i.e. bouncing ideas about characters back and forth in ooc but I like rp even more. After awhile I get really bored. Talking about them is nice, but having them unfold in the rp itself is more fun.

Things I’m looking for in a partner:

-          Must be over 18, preferably over 20 too. Generally, all of my characters have mature themes associated with them so it’s a safety precaution, really.

-          Must use Discord. Because of my love of multiple threads, discord servers are just easy to make and manage. I’ve never rp’d on google docs but it’s also something I can access on mobile so I’m not totally against it either.

-          Love’s sending memes about our characters, like’s faceclaims/drawings and doesn’t mind the fact my grammar skills deteriorates in ooc (I like using lots of emojis, I’m sorry). If you’re ultra serious and end everything in periods, it’s probably gonna make me uncomfortable :’)

-      In general I really like being friends with my partners! I also expect a pretty healthy amount of back and forth. If I’m the only one really responding/getting excited, I’ll probably drop it.

-          Wants several plot lines. I don’t like plots that center entirely around two characters and tend to bring in other’s as side characters. I also really like having multiple threads going at the same time to help build the world and relationships!

-          Able to reply at MAXIMUM (I cannot stress this enough) once a week. Preferably is every day/every other day but sometimes I don’t even stick to that. However, I really don’t wanna only have 48 replies in a year ya know. I lose my muse for plots pretty quickly if they’re not somewhat rapid fire.

  I do have some specific hard limits:

No rape

No pedophilia

By extension I don’t like huge age gaps either. Supernatural creatures are a biiiit different though imo.

No dd/lg

Typical kink no-no's (scat, piss, etc.)

  Here’s a few of my characters/pinterest boards for them: https://toyhou.se/autophagic/characters

https://www.pinterest.com/nakotaday/

And some small little jumping off plot points (ideally I’d like longer plotlines than these serve but hey, they’re good for intros!):

https://docs.google.com/document/d/10abhQ9nc8HCvSsM75HoHnF8LuBwwASk7-q9RtI1sOj4/edit?usp=sharing

I probably sound pretty picky, but toss me add on discord (autophagic#4096) if you have an questions/curiosities and if you made it this far! Please try and tell me a little bit about yourself too <3

[find-your-rp-partner]

Dark, historical, 18+ fun times

About Me Alias: Rottikins, Rotti, Rots. Age: 20+, old enough to drink. As such, only looking for 18+ partners. Gender: Female Personality: I’m awful at describing myself. Ugh. Shy at first but will probably open up after we get talking for a while. I like to think I’m friendly enough? I can be really enthusiastic about things I like and talkative once it gets to the point we are comfortable with one another. About Me: I’m here and don’t know what I’m doing with myself I guess. I’m a lesbian living in Kentucky that enjoys horses, monsters, drawing, and learning about history/mythology. I’m big into developing believable characters and worlds and I seriously love writing and roleplaying. I like detailed, 3-dimensional characters and I can even a little big and silly into the symbolism, tropes (though it's mostly turning them on their head that gets me going), and so forth at times. Do you like to use messengers to chat? Yes yes yes. It’s pretty important to me to have a method of OOC communication. I like to develop friendships with my RP partners and I find that banter about the characters and story tends to lead itself to new ideas and plots naturally. Skype, Discord, and Google Hangouts are all viable options here if we decide we might go places writing together! How long have you been roleplaying? 12+ years? Not entirely sure. About Roleplaying   What is the plot (or plots) that you'd like to play out with someone? I like developed characters, dynamic relationships, and lots of building things up together between everyone as we go. I usually like my stories a bit on the darker side of things, and have a love of the ugly and the gross. I have a variety of character types I like to play and would prefer if you do as well. I like flexible partners as I try to be flexible myself.

>>>*>*>The plot I’m most interested in currently is something heavily inspired by the show Vikings, but I don’t really want to role-play out the actual characters from the show or anything. I am looking for a MxM plot where one of the characters is a religious man (monk, priest, or maybe just some average Joe who believes God is Great) ends up enslaved by a Northman warrior. The two learn about each others cultures and become romantically involved later down the line. Of course we can involve other characters and plots in and around all of this. I don’t really mind what end of the relationship I play here, as I’ll probably end up dragging my other Viking-esque type characters into it either way, so you have your pick! The world would be Earth, but with maybe a touch more magic than Earth. So some magic spells, strange rituals, and maybe some monsters, but probably not magically drenched if that makes sense? Yeah! <*<*<<<

Historical fantasy of any kind is really my biggest want all the time. I like mixing historical settings with fantastical elements. Some of my favorite time periods include 20s, 50s, American Civil War, American Revolutionary War, Ancient Egypt, Viking Age, Ancient Rome and Post Civil War/Old West. If you have something in mind you don't see here feel free to hit me up.

Crime roleplays. Gangs, mobsters, drug lords, that kind of thing. Particularly something dirty with 1800s London (though maybe it’s not actually London) thieves perhaps.

Post apocalypse.

Sc-Fi (soft)

Werewolves!

Monsters. Especially monsters in odd pairings with humans or the like.

PIRATES!

Mid to low fantasy, MAYBE. But generally not. I’m sort of bored by it unless it’s got some sort of twist or something is different about it. Generally nothing too Tolkien-esque with pretty drifty elves and such.

I’m not too big on fandom role-play, but I may be swayed. I’ve only ever done one before in my life. I don’t ever role-play fandom characters however, and I’m strictly an OC within a fandom universe type of person. Usually these universes are the kind that are big and with a lot of lore. I may be interested in Fallout, Harry Potter, Skyrim, and maybe a few others here and there but not much else.

How often do you generally post? Every day, at least once but I can also do multiple times a day. Depends on how busy I am. I like to RP with people who post fairly often though, I find that more regular replies help to keep me engaged and coming up with fresh ideas. If you’re a once a week role-play reply sort of person then that’s not what I’m looking for, basically. How much do you generally post? As much as I feel is needed for the situation. Sometimes I’m writing multiple characters or I need to establish a setting and it’s a lot and it’s wordy. Maybe there’s an action scene going on and my character is distressed. I’m not the sort that’s going to fluff up posts where our characters are having a rapid conversation with useless filler though. In a nutshell, as much as I deem fit for the situation. Do you like to write in first person or third person? Third person. Don’t do much else. I have experimented with first person for poopies and smiles in the past though. Who are your favorite playbys (PBs)? I don’t use playbys. I prefer to draw my characters to map out their appearances. There may be famous actors or models that I occasionally reference for aspects of my character’s faces or bodies, but rarely are they exactly what the character looks like entirely. I find as a general rule actors are too pretty for my characters though. I like playing people that aren't always perfect looking. I don’t mind if someone else uses playbys though, as long as you don’t mind I don’t! What playbys (PBs) do you hate? N/A What rating are you comfortable with? 3-3-3. I’d actually prefer you didn’t contact me if you aren’t comfortable with things being rated R. I’m not asking for sex, blood, guts and gory all the time, but some of my characters can be inappropriate and  so forth. I also just don’t like to feel restricted in my writing practices in general. How do you feel about writing out graphic scenes such as violence, drug use, and sex? I’m good with it all, and I actually like a bit of smut now and then, but not constantly. Porn without plot is not my cup of tea. Violence and gore is one of my most favorite things to write for sure too, and I might get a bit too enthusiastic about it at times but you can always tell me to tone it down. I have a few restrictions but they are pretty much the general no-go's for most people, and we can talk about all of that when we get down to business (to defeat the Huns). Final Statement   How do you want to be contacted? You can just PM me on here, but you’d probably have a better time emailing me. After some talking I'll drop my instant messengers for you to use and stuff. EMAIL: wild.heart.is.wild.@gmail.com Anything else?

Sorry if this seems picky I just know what I like and what I don't like at this point in my RP career. I hope no one is turned off by it! I'm not too interested in sites either, so please unless you have something really good don't suggest them to me.

I will not roleplay with someone that is not comfortable roleplaying homosexual pairings. I do M/F, F/F, and M/M. My characters are of all kinds of sexualities and have all sorts of preferences. If you don't have the desire to roleplay with these types of characters then I don't have any desire to roleplay with you. Sorry!

If you’re big on world building and comfortable with playing more than one character in a given story then THAT WOULD MAKE ME SUPER EXCITED TOO.

It would be super swell if you were comfortable with both male and female characters. You can have a preference, just be capable of playing both? Yeah!

[mcr-lesbian]

only if it's not too personal: would it be okay for you to share how you knew you were bi? I'm struggling to find out what attraction is for me (what is it for you?) & if i am attracted to guys / girls. I've had crushes on guys (i think) and after suddenly having something I think was a crush on a girl (I saw her only twice but in between couldn't stop thinking about her?), it was so new and since then I'm officially questioning. (aesthetic) admiration is there but does that mean anything? Thx!

You are all good Anon! SOrry this took so long for me to reply to (you happened to catch me while I was at work). I’ve answered questions like this before so I’m totally okay with anyone asking me about my sexuality and any questions regarding it! 

Under a cut bc this is gonna be long and wordy, but I really want to help!

BUT IF THERE’S ANYTHING I MISSED OR YOU WANT CLARIFIED (or if i just didn't answer what you were going for at all) ON OR IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO SEND ANOTHER MESSAGE OR TEN!

SO! At first I really didn’t know. It kind of snuck up on me and I managed to be lucky enough at 14 to find the label that fit me. I had crushes on guys. Lots and lots of crushes on guys. And then, like, the more I learned about sexuality and how it was possible to be interested in both men and women (thank you internet that my parents never check on) things just kind of starting to fall together? AND THEN I realized how I was hard-core crushing on my friend BUT I didn’t realize I was because crushing on her felt different than crushing on a guy!!!)

And I still feel very different attractions toward men than I do women. My attraction to women is like a constant hum followed by a huge spike when I happen to meet or see a woman I’m REALLY attracted to. My attraction to men is kind of...all over the place? Sometimes my attraction to men is not there at all tbh and I wonder if I imagined it and if I’ve been faking it all along? But then I just like, google pics of Ezra Miller or John Boyega and then I’m like “AH YES, there it is.” ( I go through this every other week if not every week and after seeing posts on tumblr from other bisexuals I’ve found that it’s not unusual)

I remember a tumblr post about how someone said that their attraction to women felt like “ahhhh” but men felt like “oh” and putting that into words is weird and I feel the same way. Im interested and attracted to both, but the feeling I get when I realize this is almost totally different. 

Honestly, sometimes I”m not very attracted to a person (man, woman, someone who lies outside of the gender binary) until I get to know them and I feel comfortable around them. There’s the person i’m low-key crushing on bc they’re super cute/hot and then I find out that they’re NICE and FUNNY and then I’m on like, cloud 9 and a stuttering, blushing mess because, the attraction SPIKES and is followed by hard-core crushing and non-stop thinking about them and wanting to talk to them). 

BASICALLY! Attraction is a mess and only you can define what your attraction to a person means. And if you decide that “bisexual” is the label you feel most comfortable with and you feel differently towards men than you do women, that’s totally normal OR if you go through periods of time where you are more attracted to women than to men or maybe at a point you feel more attracted to men than women, but that underlying/fluctuating attraction is still there and you’re still valid.