#this was based on a convo between me and my friends last night im so sorry yall

[subterra-rose]

Woe, brown note be upon ye

without the overlay

[cryptid-aac]

If anyone wants to help with me come up with a name for it, here is all the info I made up (some of it may not entirely make sense bc im just copying and pasting)

I have zero ideas other than it may or may not will be based on my convos with janitorAI Stu Macher (though different. Mostly the similarity is "slasher villain who loves person so much that he plans on making him the final person" and also possibly "said 'final person' gets so beaten down and traumatized from his entire friend group dying that he just.. straight up joins the slasher and kills the other remaining friend")

The little ideas I have

(Am I too self-indulgent with the name of the protag being mine? Yes, sue me it's my fictional slasher franchise)

There's gonna be a copycat killer (also based on something that happened in one of my chats with janitorAI Stu Macher) that targets Michael and he kills him in self-defense (unlike the chat with AI Stu, it's probably gonna be right before the big finale. So by then it's only gonna be him and whoever is the other survivor)

The copycat killer is going to be the son of the police chief or whatever and that's how he was able to copy the real killer

I think I'm gonna make the killer be a part of the friend group and specifically has been friends with Michael since elementary school

Okay I currently have 3 different vague ideas for this fake franchise

The first movie is mostly from the perspective of Michael though ofc we do see perspectives from victims and whatnot. It showcases his slow descent into the madness that The Killer has made in his obsession of horror and Michael. It's basically follows the sort of plot structure that Scream does (including the fact that it's set in the 90s)

The second movie is from the perspective of Michael's mother. She's completely oblivious of what Michael had become in the previous movie though ofc the viewers know so it isn't entirely hush hush who the killers are. One specific scene I came up with is her going up the stairs one night to go to sleep, the camera staying stationary where you can see both the stairs and also part of the living room. and a masked killer sneaking in through the living room window that's visible in the shot a few moments later and him taking off the bloody mask and it's Michael.

The third idea is a very experimental animated series. It's sort of like,, if anyone knows of the show Happy Tree Friends? Where the animation is all cutesy but it's really dark and gorey. Basically it's sort of supposed to be like,, Michael's minds way of coping with the stuff he's been doing. It only ran for 1 season because fans of the franchise at the time hated it. Though, much like Sonic Underground (weird comparison I know), it's become a favorite among a lot of people later on and has a small but dedicated fandom on places like Tumblr

Michael and the killer has known each other for years, since elementary school, with a few of the friend group meeting in middle school and then some in high school

There are a few relationships, all straight (minus the eventual messed up one between Michael and the killer) bc it's the 90s

One between the other survivor/last victim of the first movie who sort of has a "Sidney Prescott" personality and the sort of red herring guy who's a jock but not like,, an asshole about it. Like,, he is an asshole but he's not an "abusive to his girlfriend" sort of asshole. He's sort of only a part of the friend group bc he's dating the final victim so everyone just sort of puts up with him. He's not overally an asshole but he's just annoying a lot of the time.

And then one between a stoner nerd (haven't figured out a personality yet) and a cheerleader who sorta has the personality of Karen Smith from Mean Girls. Just sorta dumb (she isn't the first victim btw, she actually survives pretty late into the movie)

There's probably a couple of more people in the friend group who's not in a relationship

Stoner nerd makes a computer program to attempt to predict who is the killer

Which would be better

That the program fails comically

Or that it succeeds but gets killed before he is able to share what the computer program said

Maybe one of the options can like,, still exist but in an "extras" disc where it's like "this is what we originally was going to do with it but decided to go in the direction that the actual movie went in"

Okay my boyfie shared probably the most hilarious thing about the computer program

Where it says that the stoner nerd is statistically the most likely to be the killer and he has a whole crisis about it and then gets hshshsh killed

Stoner nerd: oh my god... What if... What if it was me? And I didn't realize it?

Actual Killer: Good news! It's definitely not you!

^ that's what boyfie just sent

Tho stoner nerd is very much not a red herring like,, at all

So when he has said crisis, the audience knows that it wasn't actually him at all

I am so normal about a fake slasher franchise I just made up today (<- liar)

[ts-2020-olympics]

EPISODE 1 - “My Legs Were Not Qwoperating” - Kathy (Part 1)

One world ! 24 other players ! I 

I'm too old to be here but... it's happening! I made it on Tumblr Survivor mom! Determined to not be first boot!

Also I'm aligning with Jordan Pines because I love chaos and these newbies won't know what hit them

Well this is certainly something. I'm going to try out seeing who pms me without me saying anything. I'll pick up the activity tomorrow, so it doesn't really affect me, let's see if anyone takes the initiative so I don't have to. If I get dragged into a majority alliance then that's cool. I don't think that this group is great in terms of teamwork as of yet, but we'll see. There's so many tribes our chances of going to tribal are pretty slim, even if we suck. We're kindof underdogs, so sucking might not be excusable. 

First day of surviving the Survivor survivorship...survivor. These forms are going to take some time to get used to, but I'll manage. Got conversations from Beck and Sammy so far - might scope the field, see what's out there. Or, I can lay low and do what I need to do for my team until merge hits. 

i actually really like the people on my tribe and i'm excited because i have hopes for us. i've also made some nice friends so far and i'm hoping that pays off later but even if it doesn't i'm glad my first day in a skype survivor org has been positive! woo!

Fuck this complicated ass first challenge 

Hello! Guess whose back? It me! Anyway, it’s been a fun first night. Things are going okay. I am worried a little bit about the One World mess, I don’t want to come off too social right now but at the same time I need to secure a good place. So here is the breakdown analysis of my tribe: Chris Stoner: hello ???? I didn’t know they let stoners into the Olympics, didn’t we drug test? I haven’t spoken to him much but we did play Crossroads together although not really together. Anyway, fun to see him. Don’t know if I’d work with him but I guess that’s to be determined. Karen: KARENNNNN! I wasn’t expecting to see them here but now that it’s happening I am very glad to have someone who I have worked with before around, and a solid foundation of working together. Right away I felt like I had someone who had my back and I hope I’m not misreading that, because Karen and I always seem to work together until a certain point. Hopefully we can work together longer than usual this time! Kevin: uhhh soooooo love Kevin but we don’t have the best track record? He was in Circle with me we had a little fight where I may have called him a racist for being mad at Asya anyway it SEEMS as though that’s not an issue anymore and I think we might be able to work something out. I don’t wanna have to vote Kevin out before Stoner or Tommy. Tommy: ok no offense to this man but he is so hard to talk to so far. Every conversation feels flat and even though we are talking about subjects I could go on about for a while, it feels like the convos are going nowhere. I feel like there’s a sort of slight bond between Karen, Kevin and I but then Tommy and Stoner are kind of...hopefully who they’d want to kill off first, I’m probably wildly misreading every situation rn. Outside of my tribe I’ve talked to Juls who I am going to take under my wing as my daughter and she will win this season if I don’t get to! I love her so much she reminds me of my old school Skype babies and I feel like a cool mom when I talk to her I’ve also talked to beck briefly, KING love him bc he’s dating Asya and I don’t necessarily want to bond based on that. I also know beck is a good as game player bc I’ve watched him play so......I’m gonna be nice and observant and maybe we can establish a threat/threat symbiotic relationship. I also talked to Jacob C. who I love so much and he and I have been comparing some notes. He’s already told me Sammy has an idol that he can only use for three rounds so heh heh heh. OH SPEAKING OF SAMMY I love that man he’s such a doll and I really hope we can work together if I get far. At this point I love this cast but I really feel like I am not gonna vibe with the newbies, they’re like very....quiet in the PM’s but loud in the one world chat? I find that backwards. I’m hoping the newbies I do like will be able to  get rid of the newbies I don’t like so that when we merge the newbies I do like will help me get rid of the returnees I don’t wanna work with. That’s what we are manifesting, 2020 vision yeehaw. 

Showmance, eh? I might play dumb, surprise them all later? I could play the role of disposable pawn while possibly orchestrating things behind the shadows. Could be a long, long shot, but it could work. 

AAAAHHHHH IM HERE HI MOM IM ON TV IM SO EXCITED AND I CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING IM ALSO SCARED AS FUCK CUS EVERYONE KNOWS HOW THESE THINGS WORK AND I DONT 

omg okay this is all so crazy i love it i can’t stop shaking AAAAHHH dhdkshHSJDHEVSJbokayOKAY so like i LOOOVE my tribe we’re the fuckin best tribe here cus we’re all so cool like we’re the FRIENDSHIP tribe and being able to make friends is a useful skill in this game like no offense but being the “dominant” tribe or “champions” tribe or whatever tbh it’s pretty unskinny bc that’s a target on you forever whereas my tribe we’re all friendly and trusting!! 💖💞 xoxo lets hold hands all the way to finale and have fun! 🌈✨

okay i forgot to talk about strategy lol anyways yeah I looOOOVve everyone on my tribe and that’s great but also sucks because there’s only 5 of us, it just takes 3 votes to send you out so I wish there was some oblivious cocky dick on our tribe we all could hate so we’d have an easy first vote like that guy Billy.. why is he on the respect tribe¿? anyways i love everyone but I think Will and I are becoming the closest we talked for a lil while last night yknow things got a little steamy 🥰😩 (you’ll have to pay for ts all access for that footage ���) we bonded really well and I think for this first vote if we lose, Will and I are definitely gonna be voting together.

Alright, so here we are at the 2020 Olympics.   I came in as a last minute replacement, so I feel like I have to prove myself more than some others who applied weeks before hand and made the cut.   As well, got some past players, and past winners, which makes the competition stakes that much greater this season.   Then, to top it all off, at the One World style camp, so can talk to everyone which is definitely a nice touch.   Now, regards to my tribe, I honestly like the people on my tribe, and find that we're going to be a solid crew.   Here is my actual impressions on my tribe mates thus far though: Beck - Probably one I recognize most, just due to being in a discord org vl with her, definitely seems like a friendly gal, and when time is right, I feel she could end up being my closest ally on the tribe Ben - Probably one so far who I have talked the most too, and I feel like we're connecting alright thus far, so going to keep building up a bond with him and his route could end up being as my first ally of these Olympics. Kathy - Haven't spoken one on one with her yet, just in the tribe chat somewhat and main chat, which she definitely seems like a cool person, and hoping to get to know her a bit better, but terms of this game, hard to say if we'll be on same side or not. Bailey - Speaking with her a little, but kind of same lines as Kathy currently with her, just not sure if Bailey will end up being an ally who will be with me, or someone who will be against me. Overall, time will tell how this game goes, but hopefully it goes well for me and I come out with at least something worth while.

HOLY SHIT I FOUND AN ADVANTAGE OH MY GOD!!!!! I GOT AN ADVANTAGE ON DAY FUCKIN TWO OF MY FIRST SURVIVOR EVERR HOLY SHIT!!!! okay so it says i can get an extra vote IF at the next tribal i decide to NOT vote and save that vote for later so i’d have an extra vote. Now the hard part is making my first tribal an easy vote so i can save my own.. hopefully i’ll be able to do this! i’m so scared ohmygod

okay i’m in a serious predicament... so I may not vote at the next tribal meaning there’s only 4 votes. While looking at the cast reveal i discovered something.. Nik is a drag queen, Eve also does drag as well... what if they applied together from some drag community or are bonding because of that. That’s 2 votes together already on a tribe of five.. that’s dangerous especially when I’m not allied with either of them! If they vote together and i don’t vote... they’d have half the votes already and may get rid of my ally Will! I’m hoping to god they don’t know each other but if they are aligned then Will or I could be out! I want this advantage but i don’t know if i can take it.... fuuUUUUCK

I’m really enjoying my tribe and I think that the people in this game are super awesome! However with that being said, I can definitely see who could potentially be an issue down the line and I’m keeping my eyes peeled for them!

whoa. this game is a lot. I managed to message everyone on day one because I just rely on my social abilities. I tried to be as relatable as possible to everyone but literally some people were dead fish. Some newbies have asked me for advice already and they said returners are intimidating so I said "I mean only the returners that won" hahah and they were like "oh yeah so true" sorry I threw y'all under the bus. But ummm kathy is playing and we are from the same hometown so I am hoping we end up on same tribe sometime soon. I love juls too!! OH AND JACOB IS MY RIDE OR DIE. we had a tribe call and I was so uncomfortable because I felt like I had nothing to add to the conversation. my fav 2 on my tribe are Jacob and Caeleb tho! umm okay last thing I searched for the idol....AND BIH ON DA FIRST TRY I GOT ONE BLSFSI only good for next three tribals I attend tho. I told Jacob. it was in a yellow condom. okay sorry this was very choppy I just wanted to get it all out.

This tribe seems to be working fine together, while I'm still terrified of losing, I think we stand a fighting shot. This cool little band of misfits would be a cool sight. I've kept my quiet for the first day, time to ramp things up just a tad. I've talked to Landen and I feel pretty alright about him, and given this tribe is as small as my will to life after playing QWOP, we only need one more! Landen's probably talking to everyone, so I just need to seal the deal with him. I think my challenge performance will suffice for being enough to keep me around, but I need a bit of a backup just in case. If we go to tribal, there's not a "stay UTR" option. It's either I'm in an alliance and I'm calling some shots, or I'm being (in)directly blindsided. But, I picked my strong suit in flash games for a reason fellas. The one world chat has quite a bit of activity. I'm quite and that's fine, if we swap I can readjust. If we go to tribal I'm sure I'll become just a tad more popular along with the other 9 that go. tldr:I'm winning duh

Ayo, tribe energy looking DOPE AS HELL BAY BAY! We all seem to be getting along pretty well, seeing as our communication during this challenge is pretty dope! No bad personalities in sight. I gotta wonder though, how nervous do I have to be? I know for a damn fact if I start talking more to these people they gon' be fallin' as hard as underage kids seeing the hottest girl in school enter their club. Thing is though, I'm fresh meat coming into this, so any pre existing relationships in this game are like dust mites to me. Can't see em' but GOD DAMN they annoy me. Nonetheless, I gotta work my magic in case we go to Tribal. I ain't letting anybody take out a rookie, especially a rookie who has somethin' to prove, and someone who at his best is the damn king of the world. See me work bay bay!

[draftstovm]

A tumblr adventure

(Fiction guys. Don't trip )

She was a very cute little staight a student from india. Just turned 18. Virgin. She havent even kissed a boy or seen a real penis before. All she ever did her whole life was try to make her mother and father proud.

‌When she was 15 she became the head girl of her School and an active feminist. Everyone looked up to her as a symbol of how the perfect girl should think act and behave. Altho she was small, pretty and cute (note.add details) She became a bossy and dominating girl. None of the boys dared to try anything whit her. (i added this part in just now. This turnes me on! We need more details here. Lets talk about this. I love this)

One day she stumbled upon a blog on a site called Tumblr. It definitly wasn't something good sweet cute girls should be looking at. It wasn't just of an erotic nature. It was flat out PORN. (Really filthy porn a well)

She knew she should leave it alone and never look at the site again... BUT something in her just couldn't. Before she knew what had happened she found herself touching her innocent virgin pussy over and over again. Imagining herself in all the humiliating and degrading scenarios...

Soon she became adddicted. Especially denial of orgasme caught her interrest. She was use to being the one with all the responsabillty and overthinking everything in her life. Being a submissive slut who begged a stranger for her orgasms was sooo humiliating but it gave her the sweet relief of controll she needed from her stressful life of responsibilities and ideals to live up to.

The worst part was that the sexist stories and degrading post was going against everything she ever stood for as a person

"SlutsMasturbateToThis" was her favorite blog. She needed this. More than she could ever admit. She needed to surrender. To give up controll. (and so she would ... )

Normally she wasn't a shy girl at all, far from it. But contacting the creator of this blog really made her nervous. She had never ever done anything like this before. She knew that her writing a message to his DM automatically ment that she was admitting to looking at that degrading humiliating sexist porn her pussy was so drawn to.

After 4 hours she couldn't resist anymore. Embarrassed, red in her otherwise so proud face and soaking wet in her little virgin-pussy she finally worked up the courage to slide into his DM.

Her heart was pounding. For the first time in a while she became very nervous. He finally answered.

Acutally he was not that scary to talk to as she had imagined. They quickly became good friends. He told her about the county he was from.

"Denmark". It soundet like a really happy place. It sure sounded better than india. He was very interresting and his blog always made her horny and needy for more. She became addicted to it and their conversations.

(Hmm ok so here the story changes a little based on our last convo. I will now try to write out some baseline ideas for the "kidnapping" but its just a draft. I need your imput V 😘)

They startet sexting a lott. Sometimes they played roles where he would travel down to india to kidnap her and bring her home to Denmark as his own sex slave. Keep her pussy in denial and use her other 2 holes however he wanted.

She got so much into the idea that she became more and more careless. She even send him pictures of her School describing where would be the best place for him to abduct her. Making her pussy edge to his blog and the hot fantasies made her sooo needy and desperate. It was like she was a completely different person on Tumblr. Someone her fellow students couldn't even recognize. Most of her feminst friends would be so utterly surprised and repulsed by this side of her. And if they knew she would feel embarrassed and ashamed beyond her wildest dreams

(Hmm i don't know about this part. Tell me if you think it's hot)

One seemingly normal day at her feminst meeting, she checked her phone, only to discover she had received a picture of herself. The picture was taken in her school. She recognized her outfit immediaely. It was from today !! It was from her Daddy?? She became hot red in the face in an instant. Even her pussy betrayed her as it was slowly and uncontrollably getting moist.

(Little clithanger (im so fpunny sometimes 😋)

Could he really be here??

The second she stepped out of the room someone grapped her by neck and pulled her into the room to the side

Shhh.... A finger on her mouth.

She didn't dare to question him.

So V are you ready to play out our fantasy in real life. She was in chok. He grapped her hair and sat down on a chair. Pulling her over his knees. Her panties came down. One hard slap directly on her clit made her cry out into his hand that now covered her mouth.

Uhh its soo pretty and already wet for me V. Your cunt knows what you like .. she tried to protest but he just smacked it again and groped her tits very violently

"Now kiss my crouch you virgin slut cunt and submit to me !!"

" noo please don't make me do this for real. We were just playing "

" your little desperate cunt says you really want this."

" im sorry this is just too much. I thought you were al long way away and all of a sudden your here.."

" v you only get this one change ore im leaving"

"uhmn but.. i have to be home soon"

" kiss it and i will go"

"geez ok ... Daddy"

She gets in between his legs and kiss it. Something about this really gets her embarrassing wet. The submissive part of her takes control.

He leaves.

At night he gets a text

"uhm daddy.. can i come with you."

"are you gonna be a good slut and masturbate to me and beg me

"PLEASE ... Already am"

[survivorforestofhorrors]

Episode 1: My Own Personal Hell - Zach

Can’t wait to get first boot

Y’all. This cast has me SWEATING. I know like 80% of these players and you wanna know how I’m doing? Not well bitch! I feel like there’s so many tengaged people here that I had the unpleasant time of playing some celestial game or something like that. I know Nik and Livingston and tim from that. And according to Nik there’s a ton of people who have played together before with a ton of beef so I’m just scared! I’m hoping they all go after each other before me but knowing my luck I’ll be the hot one that does first.

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I haven’t played a game in a few months and honestly messaging 20 people trying to have a good first impression has me FATIGUED! 

Also finding out from keaton that a 13 person friend group was all cast for this game is.... a mood

When everyone is random.orging their lists but I went through and evaluated each individual conversation with a fine toothed comb in order to make my list 🤡

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So I figured what better way to do my cast assessment but by going through each person based on my list that I made for the challenge. We love this big brain energy. 

1. Ryan - RTP is a legend. We have been in this community for such a long time. I think there's a common respect for one another and I would love to work closely with him this game. I think that we have a good rapport and all in all he's a great guy. 

2. Nik - I love Nik so much because he's 100% himself no matter the occasion. I played a trinity survivor game with him and we didn't always see eye to eye, but I really loved his spirit and getting to know him. I think we could do a lot of damage in this game together. 

3. Gavin - What a sweetie! He seems so kind and a gentle soul. In my mind we've hit it off and the messages haven't been just the normal get to know you messages. This might be too high of a ranking for now, but i'm just going with the vibes. 

4. Zac - Zac seems so cool! I think he's a pretty open book and is willing to talk game or about personal stuff. We both love food and honestly that's a connection I can work with. 

5. Savanna - We really hit it off talking about horror movies and life. I feel like her and I quickly started talking, but then the convo kinda dropped out. I am hopeful that her and I end up on a tribe together because I feel like she's someone I could trust long term. 

6. Livingston - Oh boy, I was a little nervous about seeing Livingston on this cast. I was like...wow 2020 really is doing me dirty.  BUT as we got talking, we really did have a good conversation about the past and how we will move forward from it. This is a hopeful placement for Livingston and I hope he sees it as an olive branch. 

7. Maynor - My boy Maynor is so nice and such a threat haha he's a good person to have on your side because he's very social and in most games i've seen him in, a late game threat. he's someone I want to work with but also watch out for. 

8. Keaton - Keaton, Keaton, Keaton. A mess. I love him so much, he has such a good spirit about him, but he's messy! He already spilled a 13 person friend group in the game, but then failed to give me any names... Sis, you were high on my list, but now! I dropped ya. 

9. Jessie - What a genuine nice person. I feel bad about lying and saying I've seen Silent Hill, but I'M JUST TRYING TO CONNECT WITH PEOPLE. 

10. Chips - Chips and I just don't vibe that well in games, so he's middle of the pack for me. 

11. Brandan - Brandan is a little chaotic and I know him from other games, I just want to keep an eye on him because he can be a little emotional. 

12. Daulton - He seems really nice, but we didn't really get past the get to know you questions and I kinda lead the convo

13. Liam - I wish I could have put him higher, but he only started talking to me now after 9 and I honestly love him, so rip. 

14. Zach - I'm afraid a bunch of people are gonna put zach high because of his popularity in the community and charisma, so i'm hoping this lowers him a little. 

15. Austin - He seems cool! Just didn't talk much. 

16. Grace - We really didn't talk, meh. 

17. Billy - I know he works at a gas station! 

18. Josh V. - Literally didn't talk

19. Duolingo - Hoping based on his name he can teach me Spanish. 

20. Tim - The only PERSONAL ranking on my list. I don't care for him. He's condescending and someone I was REALLY upset about being cast. He will 100% be my target if given the chance. He can go. 

THIS SUCKS BEING AT THE BOTTOM...BUT IM SAFE BITCHESSS...I god hope this is just a one round thing. I hope fkn ryan or dan goes, i just hope its not josh...btw when i say josh i mean duolingo fk the other josh lol

I think it's cool that I'm medium-liked even if a lot of the lists were randomed...

PLS LET ME DIE! WHY WHY WHY!!! this tribal is TOXIC!!! I'm working on Getting Billy out with Nik but there's some obstacles I think we can get 10 people but we need 1 more. Billy & I are friendly but I wouldn't say we're close friends so it's a lil bit confusing me. I'm trying to get Brandan to think he's coaching me because It's my 2nd ORG so I think it's working a lil but I'm out here to play HARD! 10x Harder than I did in my last ORG! I can't play the same way everytime so this is a new way of playing for me! I'm ready to play HARD

I have many thoughts but been busy so havemt been able to put stuff in confessionals. Ill try to do some after work. Right now i just hate the 21 person tribal but atleast (i hope) it isnt me to night.

I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place with this stupid vote!!! 21 votes at a tribal can choke!!! 

So on one hand, I have Billy. Who I have no connection with. And on the other hand I have Josh V, who I also have no connection with ahha. The only difference is, billy is a part of the big premade alliance. Nik is pissing me off a little because it seems like he wants me to do the majority of the leg work to make a billy vote happen, but I’m not comfortable throwing my name into conversations so Nik can play both sides. It may be better for me just to go with the friend group and vote Josh V

[foreverrhapsody]

tagged-ish by @chzva

rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

a - age: late twenties oh god i’m almost thirty

b - birthplace: Bangor, ME

c - current time: 15:42

d - drink you last had: lemonade

e - easiest person to talk to: hmmmmmmm, i have a hard time talking to people in general, so every conversation feels hard to me. it’s not a question of an easy person it’s a question of whether i’m in a place where i can have an easy convo

f - favorite song: current song stuck in my head? Two Fux by Adam Lambert, or some of the tunes from Kinky Boots last night

g - grossest memory: oooh boy a lot of them. (vomit tw) one time i was sitting on the bus going home and the girl next to me was just... quietly vomiting on herself as she sat there. she obviously just came from a very busy night out and was just sitting there. in the seat. coughing and vomiting. yeah.

h - horror yes or horror no: eh. i’m not... really a fan, but i’ve been considering watching some just to see if it’s something i could grow to like. tbh i’ve never really given it a chance

i - in love: with the internet lmao

j - jealous of people: Of people with money that lets them live comfortably.<--- this was lian’s answer but im going to keep it lmao

k - killed someone: what no

l - love at first sight or should i walk by again: attraction at first sight? some sort of connection at first sight?

m - middle name: Heather

n - number of siblings: 0 unless half siblings count and i haven’t spoken to them in ages

o - one wish: I want to feel better

p - person you called last: the therapist’s office

q - question you are always asked: hmmmm idk

r - reason to smile: this nice breeze coming in the window

t - time you woke up: first time around 6:30, then i lazed about for an hour and fell back asleep until 9:30

u - underwear color: light tan

v - vacation destination: ANYWHERE. let’s god

w - worst habit: too many to count - eating out or ordering food out?

x - x-rays: mostly teeth, nothing else

y - your favorite food: ANYTHING.

z - zodiac sign: capricorn

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nickname: none

zodiac: i answered this above wtf

height: 5′8 1/2″

last thing i googled: um.... i think it was something to do with the archers

favorite music artist: you want me to pick just one

song stuck in my head: history of wrong guys from kinky boots

last movie i saw: the dark tower!

what i’m wearing right now: blue t-shirt that i got at some event and black cottony shorts (they say pirate booty on the butt and they have a jolly roger over the words)

why i chose my url: it’s based on two queen songs

do you have any other blogs: a fuck yeah outlaw star blog and a gundam wing 3x4 blog that i never touch anymore, and a secret blog dedicated to the great love between andy and robert lmao

what did your last relationship teach you: relationship? lmao i can barely keep up being friends with someone, what makes you think i’m capable of having a romantic relationship

religious or spiritual: nah

favorite color: pink

average hours of sleep: 5-8

lucky number: 42

favorite characters: too many to count

how many blankets do you sleep with: a blanket and a sheet, but i usually just drape one over me and hug the end because it’s so warm outside. so it’s like... a comfort but not actually covering me

dream job: I don’t even know

consider yourself tagged if you want something to do, i’m too lazy to tag 20 people that seems excessive

[kittytishers]

I DON'T REMEMBER YOUR AK TAG SO ALL THE ONES YOU DIDN'T DO YET PLS

gdi spacey

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? uhhhh id be pretty fuckin weirded out but considering he lives in georgia id just be like “FIRST OF ALL HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET HERE?????” but like why would i be naked anyways thats the real question who sleeps without their pjs?? dont answer that please i beg

2. What’s going on between you and the last person living being you kissed? He’s pretty sick so we’re taking him to the vet today :(

3. If your significant other was into drugs, would you care? depends on the drugs. if they were into weed id want in on some obvi but anything else and id just be eeeehhhhh naaaaahhhh

4. Is your last name longer than six letters? how does 11 letters sound?

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? ive never been drunk in my life so take a wild guess

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? nope.

7. What does your last received text say? “Ooh”

8. How many times have you kissed the last person living being you kissed? more than i can count -w-

9. Where was your last kiss at?  in my house because we both live there

10. When is the last time you saw your sister? This monday before she headed off to disneyland for her honeymoon!!

11. What do you drink in the morning? milk because its in my cereal

12. Where did you sleep last night? my fuckin bed -.-

13. Do you think relationships are hard? i think with the right person it shouldn’t be that bad.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? i wouldve done a different story for my creative writing project

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person living being you kissed, any problems? he’s sick so that would be bad :(

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? sunny

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? lol nah

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? PAJAMA SHORTS HAHAH

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? I hope so

20. Does anyone like you? Not that i know of

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? nope

22. Is the last person living being you kissed gay? I mean he’s neutered so technically he’s ace

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? the guy who sits behind me in english -.-

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?  yeah. proll ynot gonna tho

25. In the past week have you cried?  probably

26. What breed was the last dog you saw? my dog is an english springer spaniel so

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? out of the shower duh

28. Have you ever kissed a football player? HAHAHAHAH

29. Do you think you’re old? if i think im old i cant call my friends old so im just gonna say no

30. Do you like text messaging? yup

31. What type of day are you having? S T RE SS 

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? no but i like how it looks on other people

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? cold because SWEATERS

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Three! @pseudonymouslps​ @celestialbomber​ and @luciferhimshelf​!!! they are all great btw follow them if you arent already

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? i want a relationship first and then ill figure out how i feel about flings

36. Are you a simple or complicated person? is anyone a simple person???

37. What song are you listening to? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Etb0xDIFXR4

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? yeah of course.39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? @2cutepandasian​ knows a lot i think. she is my first mother after all40. What made you start liking the person you like now? i mean i don’t have a person i like rn so41. When did you last receive a text message? not quite sure. all i know is the convo started like 6 am my time lmao42. What is wrong with you right now? everyhting???43. How well do you know the last female you texted? my mom continues to confuse me -.-44. Does anyone disgust you? my dog sometimes45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? DEPENDS ON THE PERSON I GUESS??? IDK I THINK ITD BE KINDA WEIRD46. Are you in a good mood right now? i guess so47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? mi madre48. What color shirt are you wearing? black likE MY SOUL49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? i dont want to hear anything my mom says tbh50. Anyone you’re giving up on? nah51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? lol i didn’t really fall for anyone

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? no i dont like giving up on people wtf???53. Do you like rain? im an ml fanatic of COURSE 54. Do you care if your significant other drinks? at this age? yeah. when im older than 18 i wont give a fuck55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yeah thats always how it goes 56. Do you like to cuddle? HWO DOESNT??57. Are you shy? not shy just unwilling to engage in conversation with people i dont know or carea bout 58. Do you get along with girls? i get along with anyone i want to59. Have you dated the person you texted last? he’s 5 years older than me ew no like god hes like a brother to me but to date him no wtf??? 60. What do you carry with you at all times? a hair tie and my phone 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? hells yeah. the two outcomes are death or living life rich its a win-win 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? i mean i hope so 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? HAHAHAHAHHAHA 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? i dont like anyone right now but the person i liked a lil while back,,, yeah its be adoarble..;l.,,65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? i mean i saw my sister get married like if that isnt cute then idk what else is

66. How old are the last three people living beings you kissed? 4 and 10

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? dude nail salons are the best but i can make my own nails i dont really care68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    animal print in general is lowkey trashy imo69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    dont have a car lolol70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    who??71. Blackberry, Android, or iPhone?   iphone fuck yeah 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    looooong time73. Do you like diet soda?    never had any so i cant say74. What color are the walls in your room?    white75. Are you 16 or older?    nope but next year76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    no77. Do you have a job?    no  78. What are your initials?    LZ80. Are you from the south?    I’m from SoCal but not The South™

81. What does your last status on facebook say?    facebook thats cute82. Do you still talk to the first person living being you ever kissed?    of course how else will i yell at him to stop fucking with my shit?83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?    dad definitely84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    ive done gymnastics before yeah85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    Hidden Figures87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    im in a flip flop mood rn. ive been wearing heels all weekend -.-88. Is your phone touch screen?    yeah90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    no where tf would i go91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?    pool please i dont appreciate fish feces being on my body92. Have you ever made out in a car?    HAH i wish93. …Had sex in a car?    HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA94. Are you single or in a relationship?    take a wild guess based on previous questions its not that hard to figure out i promise95. What were you doing last night at midnight?    screaming at myself to FINISH THE DAMN PAPER96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?    4th o july97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    it serves its purpose98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    nope99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    nope100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    youre asking as if facebook is still relevent101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?    im 15 and ive never had sex in my life. no.102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    WAKA WAKA103. Do you have any tan lines right now?    no but its getting warmer so soonthaank god this bs is over. i wish i could say i hate you but i dont lie

[gilmoregirlsbigbrother]

EPISODE #1

As the cast get settled into the Dragonfly Inn, tensions arise between a few guests. Personalities don’t always mesh and alliances are formed quickly in the first few days of the game. Let’s check in on the houseguests as we begin our journey on Gilmore Girlssssss Bigggggg Brother!

Andrew

Lov it is lit rally 6 hours ahead of est in italy and like my dummy dum dum ass was like oooooo lets play this fuckin game that starts in the middle of my italy trip?? so i love that for my brain. i saw the post, saw clash and dan got the twist thingy, talked to some people for a little bit, and then went the fuck to bed

Isaac

This cast fucking blows.

Randy

5 of the cast are women, 16 are bitches ding ding is it bad that i dont see myself not making it late game like i thought i had an uphill battle but these bitches accepted me so easily so this is gonna be easy

Chelsea

Hi everyone! I'm gonna try to stay on top of my shit but no promises. There are a lot of people that I don't know at all in this game, but so far Randy, Clash, Nick, and Dani have been the people to message me. Dani and I played Guyana together and did well, so it's nice to have her as someone to talk to this early on.

I don't really see any obstacles yet, it's all a matter of how i bring my game to the table and who i learn does it better. This is my second BB game so I have a little bit of learning to do since the gameplay is a bit different than Survivor.

I love the idea of going to Friday night dinner. Not only do i love dinner and Friday nights, but i think it's completely fair and chill. Your decisions may or may not help you and that's what I like. I enjoy seeing how advantages work for different people and how people make weaker ones work in their favor.

I joined this game last minute when I wasn't planning on playing for a while, so I'm still trying to get mentally prepared for the conversations and challenges ahead. I hope that doesn't put a target on my back.

Nick

https://youtu.be/KKrQn3xNd1A

( a little while later) 

Still no reply from Karen but according to Randy, Karen has a premade that she plans on sticking with all game. Randy also told me he wants me to win hoh but I don’t know if I really want it.

(a little while after that)

Karen messaged me which is a yay! I’m hoping he was just busy and didn’t see my message but who knows... can’t wait to play this first hoh and get last in it probably!

Andrew

at this point with the people left who can still win hoh.....i think theres a chance that dani or madison could put me up just bc idk them and im having very boring, fake conversation with them lmao. i love being a meninist! anyway-- i think id be fine with everyone else? i hope. so likeee fuck this hoh ig. i dont need it. if i somehow get it, ill just put up the people that ive talked to the least? also im lowkey worried JG would put me up just bc we arent talking a lot. i should talk to him more huh.. anyway i would hope im good w everyone else. nick - who i was worried about - even told me im good with him if he wins hoh and i told him same. so wow oh wow ive made my first deal of the game

Head of Household commences and Clash is the Head of Household after a water balloon fight. Alliances begin to form as a obvious friendship of Karen, Isaac, Ricky and Andrew is spotted by another emerging friendship of Nick, Madison and Randy. But, is everything as it seems? 

Liana

Hi first confessional here. I've been struggling with playing 2 games at the same time it's hard to keep up. Now i get some quiet time to catch up this lovely morning. This cast is fun and varied. I was excited to see some people I've played with in the past (Drew, Karen, Isaac, Andrew, Dan, and Ricky) and meet some new people. I'm finding it hard to message people because I hate the awkward small talk in the beginning but I don't want to get targeted. While I know those people from the past, they're also obstacles because I know, according to timestamps, Karen and Isaac targeted me in the HOH and they're probs definitely working together. I'm hoping I can stay under the radar for now and let large groups go after each other until I get a chance to build more relationships.

Madison

Let's review

In the past 24 hours I have: -implied f2 with Dan -implied f2 with Nick -f2 with Clash -Alliance with Nick and Randy -implied alliance with Bobby and Nick -alliance with Randy Adrian JG Clash

Nick

Clash winning HOH is acceptable! I think he trusts and likes me and he wanted me to win hoh when I was still in which shows something. On top of that we both had the same sorta idea to put Isaac and Karen up which I’m just here like “bye bye bitches” and these inactive players will hopefully learn how to speak some English.

Dan

Clash winning hoh is like a damn Hawaiian vacation for me. I don’t have to worry about being nominated, I still don’t have to talk to these crackheads, and I can maybe get noms how I want them. I love being pretty

Ricky

My first night in the Dragonfly Inn was riddled with terrible associative experiences in my real life, .org life, and romantic life. So....not great.

Adrian

im here and im ready to dominate

Drew

Right now i don't have a game, Andrew and I keep talking about maybe deciding to start playing but then everyone else who's like old school PI type people that we could tap (Ricky, Isaac, Karen) keep sucking massive ass

so the plan is to be just barely known enough to survive and then we'll reassess in like three rounds when i start wanting to win challenges

aka when the cast gets normal sized

Andrew

i mean im gonna work with isaac and ricky for sure i think bc we're a power trio and can fuck shit up when we put each of our single brain cells together. i like also wanna work with karen and/or drew and/or sammy bc they all me friends. i usually dont trust karen or drew for too long in games but like this is bb and not survivor and i play these 2 games v differently so we'll see what happens. madison and nick were really giving me nothing to work with night one even tho i wanted to have more indpeth convo with them. dan and jg i wanna try working with. clash..... we're gonna manipulate xoxo

clash has been involved with a lot of drama in this community and to be real i still dunno how i feel about him cuz like,,,,,ive only hosted him? and hes kinda immature but like also ig i can work close with him in an actual game and get better bearings on who he is.. maybe he can be a good ally? maybe i can just manipulate the fuck out of him and get him to say he loves me after knowing me for 6 days?

(a little while later)

me to dani: yeah it’s hard being in everyone’s pms haha Also me: rapid fire texting every single houseguest all the way from the homeland

(a little while later)

I'm tryna talk to everyone just so I'm not nominated because for whatever reason I have a bad track record of getting nommed week one? I only wanna win veto comps if I'm actually on the block. HOH rn is dumb and I'm just gonna do the bare minimum to keep myself from being nominated lol

(a little LATER after that)

okay so im gonna make a list from 1 being who i wanna mcshoot to 11 being no pls i dont wanna pull the trigger piglet

1. Madison ew smelly 2. Dani kinda smelly dont trust it 3. JG i like dunno where i stand w him 4. Clash i think he trusts me but that would be crackhead hour 5. Randy same with Clash but less hormonal(?) 6. Liana dont think she'd put me up.. 7. Karen same with Liana but im better fwiends w her uwu 8. Nick we made a deal so like? stick to it?? 9. Adrian a cool man that I wanna get closer to 10. Isaac we tryna power trio w him and Ricky 11. Ricky I think he'd have a better chance at beating Isucc

1 is take em out chief and 11 is sweet bb boi owo

(jesus take the wheel the cameraman gets super tired but Andrew keeps speaking)

Dear diary, clash won hoh today, and I hope he doesn’t put me up. If he does, then I’ll just bully him by constantly posting the screenshots of him confessing his love to Madison kimrey in the house chat. Till next time! Andrew <3

also yikes I guess dani assumes I’m the one who took her out in the challenge but like there were 8(?) of us left and lit rally lov we’ve talked for like 5 minutes so I could not give less of a shit lol

I could use Dani’s passive aggression to fuel a nuclear power plant

After the nomination ceremony where Isaac and Liana are nominated, tensions brew between Bobby and Isaac (which makes Isaac concoct a lie to make Bobby feel bad for being mean). The houseguests start to form alliances on late night calls, notably Madison’s two alliances Weiner Hard and The Chipettes. 

Nick

VL Cast Assessment/Opinions:

Adrian - We don’t exactly talk often but I feel quite safe with him... he gives me laying low type player vibes and I’m gonna let him do his thing! Overall like him a lot and there’s potential with him as an ally in the game.

Andrew - He’s quite chill! He and I talk a lot and I personally really like him and his attitude. I think he doesn’t scream threat but late game he may be the main social player and threat to win. I consider him a worthy ally

Bobby- I LOVE BOBBY! He’s overall really fun and has a great personality. We are definitely close in this game! The one issue is he makes it very clear he hates Ricky and that could put a target on him and possibly me if they think we are close. He’s someone who I will 100% have their back in the game

Chelsea - She’s sweet... nice personality and doesn’t seem to have any enemies. I think she’s a super nice person and there’s really nothing negative to say about them at the moment besides I wish we connected more sooner.

Clash - CLASH IS AMAZING! We knew each other way before this and we already had the bond but we never worked together... hopefully this time it will be different and we can work with each other long term!

Dan - I love him but the house thinks otherwise... people see him as a kind of a crazy over the top player based on past games... but in my opinion it’s better to have those types of people on your side rather than against you in these types of games...  sadly he might be a common target in this game.

Dani - Dani is so kind and I love her so much! We talk all the time  and the only issue I have with her is that she’s after Madison who I also like and trust. Their feud might ruin my game long term!

Drew - I like drew but I feel like he automatically thinks I’m with him because we know each other... we haven’t talked a ton but when we do I enjoy the talks a lot as he’s genuinely a good and funny guy!

JG - Same a Clash where I knew him before this and I trust him but we never played together! I think everyone likes him and he is someone who I gotta trust or I’ll fall out of the loop.

Karen - Rocky start but we actually talked a bit and connected a bit. I’m hoping for more but as of now I don’t trust Karen that much.

Liana - Chips wife omg I love you. they are nominated right now and I’m worried people will evict her because if she “puts the baby down” as some say, she may be really threatening long term in the game.

Madison - Hate this bitch... obviously joking but she can be trouble long term if I don’t keep an eye out for her... she’s going to create and be in drama and I gotta be ready to deal with the aftermath. Trust and love her but she can ruin everything for me in one day if she wasn’t in the right head space

Randy - This bitch is so funny! I want to work so bad with randy and I think it may actually happen! He is someone I hope I can count on long term in the game!

Sammy - We are slowly making connections and he reaches out to me very often so I’m happy to see someone is reaching out to make a bond with me rather the other way around! I’m excited for what’s to come!

Isaac - He might as well not talk to anyone at all because he’s basically inactive... he didn’t even speak to the hoh when they made nominations then got mad when they went up... it’s annoying that you think you deserve to stay over Liana who’s putting work in.

Ricky - I like him! He talks with me which is nice and I’m just overall looking forward to more conversations because I find him funny and interesting!

Andrew

I wasn’t nominated which was lit and clash said I’m one of his closest allies.. dunno if that’s true or not but I’ll run with it for now. Liana being nominated im neutral about but isaac could be an issue bc I’m supposed to be working with him. But sometimes he’ll go inactive in games? And idk why. I guess his aunts in the hospital which is a yikes but also he shouldn’t be surprised if he’s on the block. Also calling clash an incel and Bobby a dick in the chat is a look but also Bobby kinda WAS being a dick so like understandable. PS - who has the social tact now miss isaac? ... ily

Madison

Idk if I could trust Nick fully because he's already backstabbed Randiddy and my keeping things from both him and Bobby is just easier for me. I'm gonna keep my mouth shut this time and not cause too many fights but I also wanna fight most of these people. The noms are also sexy as hell and I hope Liana goes because she has a child to take care of and she should go back to that

Randy

https://youtu.be/QZC4skhewkg

The veto commences, and Sammy reigns victorious in the Word Ladder challenge. Isaac and Liana remain final nominees. But will rumors of the “premade” on a house call seal Isaac’s fate?

Ricky

literally not one single person has spoken to me today except sammy and he said hello and nothing else so i’m not doing shit until i am told anything

Randy

Andrew

so i think isaac is dying and people are coming to me like "i know hes ur fwiend uwu" and im like well im obviously not gonna be a dumb dumb bubblegum lookin ass bitch and rock any vote when im tryna play this UTR friendly to everyone game. my game rn is based purely on conformity and being a wallflower. so if isaac has to get sent down the river then bring me a boat bitch

Madison

i can't wait to evict all these boring ass people

[datingadviceonreddit]

Let me explain the situation:PLEASE KEEP IN MIND WE ARE IN EXAM SEASON AND THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS IT IS HARDER TO MAKE THINGS WORK, I AM ALSO HAVING THE THOUGHT THAT THE THINGS EXPLAINED IN THE SITUATION BELOW COULD WELL HAVE TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT IT IS EXAM SEASON AND WE NEED TO ACHIEVE THE GRADES WE NEED TO GET INTO UNIVERSITY. EXAMS ARE IN 1 MONTH FROM THE TIME THE SITUATION BELOW STARTED.Recently started actually liking a girl from my college, I already knew this girl last year but didn't find any interest in her last year, anyways, around 4 weeks ago I started speaking to her through a mutual friend and found out little by little that I feel like I am really digging her, so things go quite well for the first week, physical escalation goes well as I invite her to go to this local activities place where we played some ping pong and pool, I was playfully teasing her when I won and would steadily escalate kino from hand touching/hand reading to hip pushing/bumping when playing pool, the day after she suggests we should probably go and smoke some weed the coming 2 week college break we are having, I say sure and that I will get to her about it soon, so later on that week we get another opportunity to hang out, and I take her to a local arcade where we played DDR (A dance game thing in arcades) and some pool again. NOW. Here is where I THINK i fucked up and messed up, I was alone with her on this occasion and should have/felt like just stopping the moment while playing pool and kissing her, then the mutual friend i met her through (one of my closest friends, shes a female, she is also kind of close to this girl I am interested in, she tells me that based on something personal that recently happened to the girl I am interested in, that I shouldn't rush things and try to kiss her straight away, I know, I shouldn't have listened is what I feel like, I feel like I should have just went in anyway), so we leave the arcade and I keep escalating kino-wise, we get to the bus stop, we somehow start speaking about diets and i ask how much she weighs, she says she isn't sure so I say 'let me see', and I proceed to grab her from below her hips and lift her up for a good 5 seconds, whilst doing this I give a rough guess at her weight etc, she didn't show any signs of discomfort about it and just let me do it, I put her down have a little laugh and then we say bye to each other with a tight and lengthy hug (around 4-5 seconds).She texts me a few hours later asking if I got home and I reply, I tried to not reply frequently and fast as I am not really much of an SMS or social media texter when it comes to girls I am interested in, I REALLY dislike any method of non-person to person ways of communication, so we ask each other if we home safe bla bla and then I say im off for the night. The day after we continue our sms convo (I replied to something she said when I said goodnight and the convo re-initiated) and I kept it short, at the end of it I asked her if she was free next Tuesday or Wednesday and that I was down for the weed smoking session, she says Wednesday is fine for her and we agree on the date. Come Tuesday, she messages me telling me if we could meet up another time but didn't give any real reasons, I just keep it cool and say 'sure no problems, just let me know whenever u find a time and I will let you know if I am available then :)' , she responds with 'I will :')" , A few days later she messages me suggesting to hang out as a GROUP with Me the mutual friend (my girl bestfriend) and her , to go to the arcade and chill the last day of the 2 week break after we all had done our revision and studying, as I personally like and enjoy going to the arcade anyway, I say 'I'd probably be down yeah, how about doing our weed smoking sesh the weekend before we start college again?' She then tells me that sounds like a plan, I say cool and tell her I am off to study and that i'll message her closer to the days. So a week passes of no texting between us, she then messages me on snapchat regarding a snap on my story, I start convo again from there and move on to SMS, I ask her if she's still down for hanging out that saturday and she then tells me that she would love to but she has a lot of work to catch up with and that she would try to go and let me know if she could still go, we ended up not going and not hanging out the entire 2 week break. So we start college again now, and I see her in class studying by herself at the front of the class sitting alone, so I approach her, give her a little scare from the back and we hug and ask eachother how the 2 week break was, we speak a bit about college work etc and we then head back to our own separate classes.The thing is, when I spoke to her when we got back from the 2 week break, things didn't feel the same, I didn't feel her 'vibe' flowing with mine anymore and she looked really off it, got me really confused here, so lately, the last 2 days of college, I had been finding it hard to just generally speak to her and start a deep personal conversation with her, I speak to her but things are just surface level and I feel like I can't conversate about anything else as I don't feel her 'vibe' as I did BEFORE the 2 week break started, I am really confused as I actually genuinely like this female (It has been a long time since I felt like I actually like and connect with someone, and the time speaking to her and getting to know her on the 2 days we hang out together before the 2 week break made me feel like maybe, just MAYBE she is worth actually putting the work in for and not just another casual fling as usual).So what do you guys reccon I should do? Could all this just be due to it being exam season and her being actually caught up and busy with studying? Or did I mess up/miss my chance by not going in for the kiss when I went arcade with her? Should I keep her out of my mind until after all our exams and try pursue her then IF I am still interested in her by then?I still feel interested in her but I feel like if these things will just keep bugging my mind I will just move on and forget about her, which I personally don't want to do as I first rather know for sure if she is interested or not, rather than having an unknown, just really unsure about how to go at it having the situation as it it now and the awkward vibe I get from her. via /r/dating_advice