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backwaterotter · 29 days ago
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uhhh sorry chosenweek i had to finish this though! flashback/house bgs below the cut for anyone who wants to peek em :] There's some easter eggs, but not a lot. favorite easter egg is in the corn dog panel, if anyone catches it :]
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sammytheotakunerd · 2 years ago
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𝑴𝑪 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒑?
Chapter 1: Part 2: "A long way of shopping"
A/N: This is what happens when I'm not motivated for WEEKS then suddenly, I'm literally on a writing spree lol
Summary: What if MC from MC is too kind and MC from the original universe swap souls? Would it be a blessing in disguise? Or would it be just blatant disaster?
TW: Swearing and just lots of sarcasm
๑ ⋆˚₊⋆────ʚ˚ɞ────⋆˚₊⋆ ๑ [~start of chapter 1: part 2 "A long way of shopping"~]
After dropping by HOL and changing in more comfortable clothes. The outfit looks nice and was comfortable in all.
Now where could Asmo be? He's probably at... You have a hunch, but you would still need to confirm it.
You're ready to go to your hunch. You've been trying to call Asmo again, but he didn't pick up. You don't really know why.
While walking, you've been preoccupied with your thoughts. You've been highly respected in the Devildom not because of your pacts. But because of your magic as well.
So, imagine your surprise when you've been instantly humiliated just like that. They truly are demons. But nothing that you can't fix.
You didn't notice that you were already standing at your destination.
Majolish.
It was either this or nothing. You KNOW that this is where Asmo is. He's always here too. And judging from the jiggling of bells that you know because you did some part time job there.
You pulled the door to hear the familiar bells ringing. Its refreshing at least in this situation. It's Nostalgia.
You begin to look for Asmo. You were focused on seeing that pinkish hair of his that you didn't notice a white haired one. The white-haired boy continued to just look at you instead of saying anything to you.
It seems like he's enjoying your confusion.
It took you a while, but you jumped in shock when you saw who it was.
"Solomon! Gosh, you almost gave me a heart attack.." You were calming your heart. It was hammering against your ribcage a bit painfully from the initial shock.
Solomon just hummed. "Asmo was waiting for you. You really need to be faster next time." Yea, faster my ass. you were seriously done with everything.
Despite you wanting nothing more than to shout at Solomon, you calmed yourself down. It was no use if you shouted at Solomon who was and you think is hostile to you.
"Oh, I'm so sorry about that Solomon. I was just having a hard time that's all." Solomon looked at you like you should've dealt with it. He didn't say anything but damn. What the fuck Solomon? Why is he an asshole so much?
If only you can give a gold medal to yourself here, you would. You honestly don't know how you in this alternate world handle Assholes like him.
But you love this Assholes back at your universe. They were your family. You love them. Well, loved. All of this Assholery from them is giving you second guesses if you really love them now that you've seen this kind of version of them.
You've only seen Solomons version, but you had a gut feeling just know that he isn't the only one who's an asshole. You bet right on the dot that there would be someone that would even top Solomon at this competition.
When you look around, snapped out of thoughts, Solomon was nowhere to be seen.
Now you really had to say:
What. The. Actual. Fuck.
First of all, that was rude as fuck, second, what the fuck. That was Asshole Solomon for you. You didn't know why you were angry. Maybe it was just the fact that:
Solomon ditched you.
Solomon's an Asshole.
Probably everyone is an Asshole too (Except for the angels).
And your reputation here was just as good as Solomon's attitude.
Safe to say that you just left. No words. You left there as fast as Diavolo's dad dipped when he was born.
・ ─ ・ ��� ・ ─ ⊹ ♡₊˚๑
You're now back in HOL, in your room. It was just so quiet. But you can't do anything about it. You're in another alternate universe. There's just no way everything is going to be that same.
You sighed and opened your D.D.D. it was still the old password until you changed it to "Mamslabmaneymordanme". It was long and silly, but he was your best friend. The demon that made you comfortable best, but that exact demon was ignoring you.
It broke your heart. You spend a lot of time with him. You got to know him while he got to know you.
There was nothing of interest in your D.D.D. so you chose to do your homework. Doing it was easy. It was still the first semester, so it was just an easy topic.
When you were done with the tasks today, your mind wandered off to what happened at RAD earlier. The demons mocked you, humiliated you.
You didn't like it. No, you loath it.
They can't just do that. You still have your pride in you alternate universe. the pride as the "Tamer of the seven Demons of hell". You had many titles, but that was one of them.
So, now, you're planning on getting your reputation set on a good scale.
๑ ⋆˚₊⋆────ʚ˚ɞ────⋆˚₊⋆ ๑ [~end of chapter 1: part 2 "A long way of shopping"~]
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10k-moreliketheloml · 5 years ago
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10k x Dying!Reader || In a Field of Dandelions || pt. 1?
~ i'm sorry in advance, i just want to practice angst! this is gonna be bad, but hopefully not too much, and i'll have some more fluff soon to make up for it lol. ~
Warnings: Angst, Death
Word Count: 1,008
The supply run was supposed to be quick and safe. There had been no Z's anywhere, so we let our guards down the slightest bit. Everything was going well, until [name] opened a cabinet and suddenly a Z was on her.
Before anyone could move, it had snapped it's jaws around her lifted arm, one that was supposed to shield her. Without hesitation it released her to bite her neck, barely breaking skin again before I had killed it. I scooped [name] up as she let out a scream of pain, gripping my jacket and burying her face in it.
"Help me, 10k, please! It burns, it hurts so bad!" I swallowed my fear as we all ran out of the small store to a house we had already checked.
"Get her inside, quickly!" Warren urged, and I rushed inside, placing her on a table in a side room. It wouldn't be comfortable, but it would allow Doc to take care of her. After laying her down I wiped my sweaty hands on my pants, gulping at how much blood there was.
"It hurts." [name] breathed, trying to push the pain away for our benefit.
"Doc, can you help her?" He looked down sadly when Garnett asked.
"There's nothing I can do, she was bitten. There's not much time left." He said. I shook my head.
"There has to be something!"
"I'm sorry, I wish there was." Doc left the room, and everyone else followed in tears, Warren handing me a small pistol with a bullet in it.
"I'm so sorry, 10k." She whispered, kissing my forehead before leaving and closing the door behind her. I rushed to [name]'s side.
"T-Ten Thousand?" [name] choked out, reaching blindly for me, and I felt my heart break even more. I gripped her hand tightly in both of mine as my tears spilled onto my cheeks. "10k, I'm so scared."
"Oh baby, I know. I know, I'm so sorry." She offered me a small, pain filled smile.
"Tommy, will you...please, I don't want to be one of them." I nodded quickly, though that shattered my heart the last bit. I didn't want to mercy her, she was supposed to stay alive with me, I was supposed to protect her and give her a happy life, the one she'd always wanted.
"Of course princess." I whispered, and her eyes closed, a few more tears slipping out. Taking a deep breath, I leaned down and kissed her softly, for the last time, before taking the pistol Warren left for this moment, cocking it and feeling my chest tighten.
I wanted this to be a bad dream, I wanted [name] to look at me and laugh, saying it was all a joke and that she was fine, but as her breathing slowed I knew it wasn't possible, and I had to do what needed to be done. Without another moment wasted I placed the barrel on her temple, pulling the trigger with a sob before dropping the gun like it had burned me and falling to the floor.
When my knees hit the tile, I layed down, curling in on myself with my head gripped in my hands, pulling my hair to feel pain, punishing myself for what had happened. I heard the door open and Doc spoke.
"Kid, I'm sorry." I could detect the tears in his voice, but didn't turn to look at him, only crying harder.
"It's my fault, I did that to her. If I had been faster she'd still be alive. It should've been me checking that area, Doc, I should be dead." Suddenly there was a hand on my shoulder, and I glanced to see Doc crouching next to me, a grim look on his face.
"No, that's not true at all, 10k. What happened to her wasn't your fault, and I know she'd rather it be this way. As terrible as that sounds. She wouldn't have wanted you hurt." I pressed myself farther into the floor, hurting so much I felt like death. I wanted death.
"It hurts." I whimpered, and Doc sighed, rising.
"I'll go get you something to help you relax, you should go somewhere to clear your head. Okay?" I didn't reply, not wanting to leave yet. I couldn't leave, my body wouldn't let me.
Soon enough my tears had slowed, though my body had numbed. Doc came back and sat me up, I didn't fight it, letting him move me like a doll as I stared at nothing, trying to keep my eyes off [name]'s still form.
"Take this." He told me and I looked away. "C'mon 10k, it'll help." I shook my head.
"I don't want to be helped, I deserve to feel this pain. I can't even imagine how painful it was for [name]." Doc took a seat next to me on the floor and we sat, buried in our thoughts. "Hey Doc..." I started after a long pause. He looked at me but I kept my gaze to the wall.
"Yeah, Kid?"
"Could we maybe...bury her?" I asked timidly. I wanted to at least honor her properly. He smiled softly at me.
"I'm sure that can be done. I'll ask Warren and Garnett if we can bury her before moving again, there's a lot of open field around here, with pretty flowers. It'll be nice. Do you want to get her ready for it?" I nodded and stood on shaky legs, going back to [name]'s side. "I'll have Addy bring some water and a rag." And he was gone.
"Don't worry," I murmured. "I'm going to make sure you're able to have peace, somewhere beautiful. I love you." My voice was watery with more tears that I didn't even try to hide as Addy entered.
"I'm so sorry, 10k. Here, Warren said use all the water you need." She set everything down and wrapped me in a hug. "[name] really loved you." She said to soothe me. I nodded.
"It still hurts so bad." I replied before pulling away to begin my task.
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~ i hope it was angsty enough, it made me sad while writing it xD should i do a second part with the actual funeral and 10k in the aftermath, dealing with life without you? feel free to comment if you wanna see a part two! ~
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punkscowardschampions · 4 years ago
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Venus & Leilani
Venus: Hey girl! 😘😘👋 Leilani: hiya Venus: Awh 🥺😔 how you holding up? Leilani: as expected maybe Leilani: thanks Venus: Of course, so sad! 😥😥😥 Venus: I'm totally here for you, btw Leilani: that's really nice of you Venus: Gurl, of course Venus: I'm a pretty nice person Venus: only to people who deserve it, obviously 💁 Leilani: I'm honoured 😅 Venus: You totally are 🤭 Leilani: 1st exclusive club I've been a part of, for sure Venus: That's honestly even more tragic Venus: oops 🙊 you know what I mean Leilani: 😅 Leilani: yikes Leilani: the tragedies are piling up Venus: What school did you go to before? Leilani: [the name of a school, obvs not a catholic one just standard, are we saying the ruster kids go to a fancy one cos rich and now so does she or are we keeping them #humble?] Venus: [I think you in particular need to go to a standard one to humble yourself, also you aren't smart enough to get in on your own merit so] Venus: I dated a guy who went there Leilani: oh maybe I know him Venus: He was super hot but like, so uncultured Venus: he'd never left Ireland like 🥱🥱 Leilani: I wonder if it's a coincidence that all the uncultured kids go there becos me either yet Venus: WHAT 😱😱😱 Venus: aren't you like, properly African Leilani: I've never been, I was born here Venus: oh my God that's WILD Venus: bless you Leilani: bless my parents for wanting me to have a different life, I suppose Venus: I'm in Paris as often as I can because of my daddy but we go somewhere sunny practically monthly, when the school isn't being extra 🙄 Venus: it's the only reason I stick around, honestly 😂 Leilani: he's french or he just lives there? Venus: He's American, he teaches at this AMAZING college there Venus: he's lived loads of UHMAZING places but Paris is his base now and definitely the best Leilani: what kind of accent does he have? Venus: he was from some middle of nowhere town like this, but in the US Venus: so he had to get out to live his best life Leilani: sounds like he is Venus: Totally 😘😘 Venus: he's the smartest person in his field, like EVERYONE has to go to him to know what to do Venus: hence I can't live with him because he's ALWAYS working 😩 Venus: I told him I was cool with it but he's SUPER protective of me so I have to stay here 🤷 Leilani: I know what that's like, my mum was the same Leilani: protective workaholic Venus: Poor you getting thrown into this mess Venus: ugh Leilani: Grace isn't that bad 😅 Leilani: more of a workaholic maybe but less OTT protective Venus: I guess not Venus: did you know she got stood up at the altar though Venus: would you not just lay down and DIE Leilani: me & my mum were there Leilani: so yeah Venus: 🙈 cringe Venus: we were all there honey, I can't Leilani: your bridesmaids dress was gorgeous though Venus: she can enjoy those photos 💁 Leilani: I think it'll be a long time before she's looking back at the album Leilani: longer than it's been atm Venus: DUH 😂 Venus: they'll be in the 🔥 if she's got any sense Leilani: she did re-sell her dress so maybe Venus: LOL I hope she advertised it as cursed or that woman gonna be 😤 Leilani: I'm sure she worked out why it was listed once she picked it up & saw that Grace's weight hadn't dramatically gone up or down Venus: getting dumped at the altar is next-level bad juju though it's not like she just got too excited Venus: I'd be so pissed Venus: have to sage that SO HARD Leilani: I'd be happy I got a bargain Venus: yeah, nothing says happiest day of your life like that Leilani: getting into debt for it would personally ruin the mood but you know Venus: Don't have a wedding you can't afford, obvs Leilani: yeah ideally Venus: like you can't live above your station that's just basic rules of life Venus: in all areas, tbh, not just funds Venus: like look what happened Leilani: you think he was out of her league? Venus: I can't even remember what he looked like tbh Venus: but clearly the baggage was too much regardless of how fine or not fine he was Leilani: clearly he has his own issues to do something like that Venus: Doubt it Venus: he could've bounced sooner but he still did the right thing 😂 Leilani: he should've said or done what he needed to do before it got to the altar Leilani: he had time, she was planning the wedding for like a year Leilani: maybe longer Venus: whatever, he clearly felt SO trapped by the psychoness Venus: we all know what was up Leilani: what was up was that he didn't have enough balls for the convo Venus: the defence squad is so real, chill out babes Venus: it happened, she took that L, end of story Leilani: It's unfair to blame her for him wanting out & doing it in the most cowardly way is all Leilani: she didn't deserve to be treated like that Venus: that's life, babe Venus: it's not fair Venus: if she couldn't see that coming that's on her Venus: what kind of unobservant head ass person you gotta be Venus: like I'd KNOW if my man was not feeling me 🥴🥴 Leilani: I didn't know him, I can't judge it Leilani: but I didn't foresee my dad walking out & neither did my mum Venus: big YIKES 😬 Leilani: & your dad didn't think your mum would end up keeping you Leilani: some things you can't see coming or don't want to Venus: You mean her breaking a contract? Venus: yeah, it should be illegal Venus: and you don't know what my dad knew or didn't know actually Venus: she literally took advantage of the fact he wasn't legally protected and desperately wanted me Venus: like, your point? 🤷 Leilani: my point is, dragging Grace is pretty rude Venus: She's had worse happen, as you've mentioned 🥺💔 Venus: I think she'll get over it Venus: that's if you even bothered to tell her which would be so petty, honestly Leilani: you don't know what he told her or didn't or how it affected her Leilani: maybe she won't get over it Venus: 🥱 Venus: your mom literally just died, like Venus: people have real problems, you should be the one preaching that Leilani: thanks for bringing it back up, it had slipped my mind Venus: do you like, not want to talk about her ??? Leilani: atm I don't want you to talk about Grace how you are Leilani: she's the person who's in my corner, looking after me Leilani: so yeah, I've got her back & I don't care if you think it's extra Venus: I'll talk about her however I want Venus: you're grieving and I'm trying to be nice and let you talk about it, but like, catch me letting you police me and my opinion Venus: not today, not ever, honey Leilani: say whatever you like once you've gotten away from me Leilani: I'm not trying to hear it & if I do I'm not letting it pass through unchecked Venus: As if I want to be having this conversation with you right now Venus: 😬 bigger yikes Venus: catch me trying to make you welcome at school, seriously Leilani: I can settle myself in without your help Venus: yeah, your personality is like, A++ Venus: 👏 good luck with the amount of invites you'll HAVE to turn down, damn, sis Leilani: maybe it's the grief, maybe I just don't like your personality Leilani: make up your own mind Venus: I truly do not have the time to worry about you or what you're doing Venus: you continue to think up all those what-ifs though, that's cool Venus: can be your thing Leilani: next time that it slips my mind that my mother is dead, I'm sure your opinion of me will be right there at the front Venus: okay, word of advice, milking the whole sympathy thing is not going to get you far in the long run Venus: it'll get old faster than he was running the opposite way down that altar Leilani: I don't need advice from someone who's never been here Venus: 🙄 sure babes Venus: that's some USP Leilani: it's really not Leilani: there's a really big group of us Venus: So like, get over it Venus: the levels you can't get away with being a rude ass hoe just because something bad happened to you Venus: toxicity off the charts Leilani: when I do it won't be to make you feel more comfortable Leilani: the levels it's not your place to tell me how to be when we've just met Venus: I'm not the one telling you what to say though, sis, soooooo 💁 Venus: clearly not the one who's uncomfortable am I Leilani: I said I'm not going to listen to you badmouth Grace, you can take it anywhere else & I can't stop you Venus: why are you so pressed 😂 Venus: is she checking your messages to make sure you're #grateful enough Venus: damn, ok, Angelina Jolie Leilani: I like her Leilani: that's enough reason to not want to hear it Venus: Awh Venus: big love Leilani: sure thing Leilani: I'm a big joke to you, okay then Venus: if you feel you've acted a fool, that's on you Venus: I'm unphased by this mess Leilani: no, you're trying to treat me like one, it's a very different thing Leilani: I'm not entertained or entertaining it Venus: Hoe, where??? Venus: Honestly, I'm SO curious 🤔 Venus: I offered you support and a space to talk about your mom and you've just been nothing but combative, honestly Leilani: telling me to get over it isn't supportive Venus: I'm not gonna not keep it 💯 Venus: and don't twist my words or the situation Venus: I said that was how other people would feel if you came at it all with this attitude Leilani: you have no idea where my attitude is coming from becos we don't know each other like that Venus: Why would I put my time and energy on you when you treat me like that? Venus: using your past as an excuse for bad behaviours now, no ma'am Venus: not in this house Leilani: you said I'm milking the sympathy thing when you're the one assuming everything I said here is a grief reaction Leilani: maybe I'm serving you attitude becos it's deserved Venus: so you're just like this Venus: weird flex then, babe 🤷 Venus: the luck I put out there is even more warranted Venus: cuss me out for giving you the benefit of the doubt about your foolishness, chile... Leilani: the disrespect towards your own family & entitlement you have towards being that way is what's getting you cussed out Venus: and I'm the one making assumptions Venus: 😂 Venus: Grace told you some tea and you think you're in the know now Venus: 👌👌👌 keep on that hype, waste your energy Leilani: it's all been expressed in your own words, barely sentences into this convo Leilani: your assumption was that I'd be eager to join in Venus: No, honey Venus: your assumption is that I consider them to be my family Venus: and your tone policing is literally not welcome anywhere near me Leilani: they consider you to be theirs, it should be enough of a reason not to treat them how you are Leilani: hell, human decency is that Venus: Like I said, hilarious you think you are educated on it Venus: let alone enough to lecture ME Venus: I literally got kidnapped by my father's surrogate and his partner, her brother was too cowardly to do anything about it? Venus: miss me with this nonsense, you're the one stressing on this family Venus: they love a stray, they'll accept you sis, it's all blessed Leilani: I know Grace loves you & she would never use any of your misfortunes as a way to amuse herself or anyone else, so that's what I'm speaking on Leilani: the rest is your business Venus: that's her choice? Venus: the levels I don't concern myself with what people say on me Venus: you sound mad paranoid, that's no way to live, girl Leilani: again, your advice on how I should live is unwelcome Venus: THE HYPOCRISY Venus: are you being satirical now, oh my GOD Venus: I am creased 😷😷😷😷💀 Venus: I will say whatever I want about any sad case in that family, and I can laugh at their tragic life choices, and there's 0 to be said or done about it by anyone, least of all you Venus: if they were living better lives, they'd be unphased, if they ain't, who's fault is that really, look inside not @ me Leilani: don't bring it to my door & think it won't get closed in your face, that's what has been said already Venus: 💔💔 dying to be BFFs, obviously Venus: as has been said, my kindness has been thrown in my face, that's your karma Venus: I'm good Leilani: if you think that's kindness you have your own coming Venus: SIS, focus 👏 on 👏 your 👏 own Venus: your life is super sad Venus: it won't get any better wishing ill on me Venus: 🙏 on your own karma and demons, I don't have everything but I am GRATEFUL for what I do have Venus: I'm still out here trying to help you, even though you've literally cussed me out and put lies on my name ??? Venus: point fingers at your own evils Leilani: thanks for pointing out all the necessary work I need to do Leilani: but you have your own Venus: 😂😂😂 and you get to tell me because? Venus: I've evidenced all the work I DO do Venus: you're still sat here being petty Venus: couldn't be me, God bless though Leilani: I'm grateful for what I have too & part of that is gratitude I'm not you or needing to be around you if this is how it is Venus: 😬 that's so dark-sided I feel really terrible for you Venus: you can be grateful for your good without pointing out other people's bad Venus: lowkey that's kinda the point Venus: go do some charity work ASAP, work out those thoughts and all the negative they attract in your life Leilani: I'm already the charity case as you see it but okay Venus: oof Venus: the self-pity Venus: you really think you're so, so down-trodden you can't do ANYTHING to help your fellow man? Leilani: you think I am, I can't voice what I think unless I speak directly over you atm Venus: I don't allow words to be put into my mouth Venus: not by you, not by the devil Venus: offering friendship does not imply anything about you, but a lot about my character Venus: it's actually very sad you can't see that and have to take it so negatively Venus: no wonder your life is where it is Leilani: the only thing I took negatively is what you said about Grace, how quickly you withdrew your offer of friendship becos I disagreed with you about her is what says things about you Venus: Okay, so my offer is withdrawn because SEVERAL times in this short conversation, you've attempted to tell me what I THINK, what I SAY and what I DO Venus: and no, I can't have that kind of negativity around me, my protection of myself is more important than making myself a conduit for whatever ill you're trying to spread by tone policing so violently Venus: charity has to have limits or it can get twisted by people who seek to abuse it Venus: I have to go on my instincts with this one, I am not one to ignore red flags Leilani: I'm not a charity case & you're not better than me, there's my limit Leilani: I don't want your pity dressed up as friendship & I definitely don't have room for your smugness & condescension Venus: You have to ask yourself, where this inferiority complex really comes from Venus: I've not said or implied I'm better than you, so why do you feel that so strongly you have to attack my personality to convince yourself of the fact I'm actually, much, much worse than you Venus: I'm really sad for you 😥 I wish there was something I could do but that's inner work 🙏 Leilani: you literally called me a stray, so maybe that's where I got it Leilani: not to mention how ready you are to bring up every perceived flaw in my character but also call them evils as if that's a word to be casually thrown around Venus: It's truly not about you Venus: self-obsession is a sign that you're not putting in the work Venus: a happy person does not think about themselves constantly, or think EVERYONE else is too 🙄 Venus: your behaviour towards me has been flawed and it DOES signal troubling thought patterns Venus: I'm well within my right to comment on them Venus: if you think I'm wrong, you'll have no issue continuing as you are Leilani: I'm not a happy person & I am having troubling thought patterns but that's not about you Leilani: you came into this convo knowing that & what it was about Venus: I really don't think it's cool to blame your problems on your mom's passing Leilani: I'm not feeling very cool about anything atm sorry Venus: I hope you get there 🙏🙏😘 Leilani: thanks Venus: I'll see you at school then 💓 Leilani: yeah
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zxddy-panther · 5 years ago
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Real Love
College AU
T’challa x Black Reader
A/N: Hey guys I’m back with another story ayyye. Lol um i’m not sure if i wrote this one too well. I’ve been working on it for dayyyyys guys. I hope it’s decent. Also sorry about the spacing between paragraphs. Tumblr was saying that i reached my limit so i had to squeeze.
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You pace back and forth in your college dorm nervously awaiting your best friend's presence. You needed to talk to him desperately about a topic that has been torturing you mind for a few months now. His advise was very much needed in this situation. The doorbell sounded, signaling his arrival. You ran up to the door and opened the door to your bestie of 6 years holding vanilla ice cream and some other sweet treats.
You sighed in relief, "Ugh Udaku. What would I do without you."
"Nothing. You would be practically hopeless" You laughed pushing him softly
The two of you headed to your bedroom and T'challa could already see your uneasiness. You walked with your eyes pointed towards the floor, fiddling with your fingers as you did so.
Finally reaching your room T'challa spoke on his observation. "Y/N are you alright."
You turned towards him and spoke. "Yeah I just really needed your advise on something. Um so you know Jalen right?"
T'challa rolled his eyes in disgust. He wasn't too fond of your boyfriend but never told you that because he would never intentionally hurt you like that. He just made sure that he wasn't in the same vicinity as that idiot.
"Yes. What about him?" he said in an annoyed tone
You paused for a second, trying to figure out how to say it.
"Well a few months ago he um...... actually cheated on me and-"
"He WHAT!" Tchalla exclaimed
"Yeah but" you fiddled with your thumbs some more. "He's been calling me and asking me to take him back, saying that he's really changed and all of that. I mean, should I?"
Tchalla's heart was beating 10 times faster than normal. His anger and hatred for Jalen just become more a lot stronger. He just doesn't understand why you would want him back.
"Y/N, are you hearing yourself? You know he doesn't love you."
"Ok Ok T'challa you can stop now." You murmured but he just kept going.
" Y/N, you don't deserve to be treated the way he treats you! That is not love! You need to be shown what real love-"
"T'challa! Stop." All was silent and tears began to well in your eyes. You moved across the room and turned your back towards him. "Can we not talk about this? I don't want to talk about it with you anymore."
"Ok then lets not talk." Fast footsteps was all that could be heard until you felt him slip his hands around your waist. The feeling sent a shock of electricity through your body, a foreign feeling to be exact. This was something you've never felt with Jalen and you wondered why. Once T'challa made you face him he looked at your lips enticingly and leaned into you slowly.
"Aye aye. What are yo-" . T'challa placed his hand at the back of your neck and pulled you into a passionate kiss. Your eyes fluttered shut. His soft lips massaged yours in a very slow and gracious manner. Your body was being set ablaze by his touch. Any section of his smooth skin that touched your own helped to  spark a sensation that was unexplainable. He ran his hands down your body and hugged your body close to himself, like if he didn't hold on tightly to this moment it'll disappear. The sudden movement caused you to release a small moan against his lips. Tchalla pulled away from you slowly and sighed in relief.
"Tchalla. Wha-what was that." You would have never imagined that you'd someday be kissing your best friend. T'challa stood in front of you, staring at the floor.
"Y/N.." He paused and took a deep breath. I love you a-and I'm sorry for doing that. I just couldn't help myself. I've felt this way for a long time now but I just couldn't bring myself to tell you. Everyday it became a battle within myself to confess my feelings towards you. I'm also very sorry about what I said before. I shouldn't have spoken that way to you or about Jalen."
He bent down to retrieve his book bag from the corner of your room. With a sadden spirit, he began treading towards the door. "I'll just let myself out." T'challa reached for the door knob and headed out, but not before he could get one last glimpse of your face for the last time. "Good bye Y/n.." he whispered as he shut the door.
Your heart dropped from your chest and started beating in your fingertips. You blinked several times to make sure that you were not dreaming. Emotions were running wild and thoughts were jumping off the walls. Who do you love?
5 months ago
"Jalen why the fuck is my cousin blowing your phone up with nudes and text messgaes! What the hell!" You stormed into the living room where your lazy ass boyfriend laid playing on his second phone. Jalen quickly looked up at the sound of your heavy footsteps.
"Y/N what the hell are you talking about."
"My cousinnnn is sending nudes to your phone! You dumbass. Would like to explain to me how she got your number and why-" The phone chimed alerting a new message. "Oh here's and heres a new text. Lets read it. 'I want to feel you inside me again.' AGAIN?! You fucked my cousin Jalen?!" You shoved the phone in his face.
Jalen stood up and suddenly snatched from your grasp.
"Yo what the fuck did I tell you about being on my phone bruh! Should've taken your finger print off a long time ago." Jalen growled. Your blood was boiling and the rage began to build.
"Are you kidding me right now. You fucking cheated on me with my cousin of all people and you're worried about my finger print? So you're CHEATING cheating?!" Jalen looked up at you a scoffed, a smirk spreading across his long face.
"That's it! Im done." you screamed. "After all the years we've spend together! You go and do this to me?" Tears began to sting at your eyes. You ran to your room and began to pack up your things. There was no way in hell that you were staying here another second with this idiot. The muffed sound of Jalen's footsteps followed after you.
His voice come out in a deep growl, "Where the hell do you think you're going." You stood up and turned to face him.
"I'm getting the fuck away from here. You went lower than low Jalen. Do you really expect for me to sit up under this roof with you and act as if everything is ok? Hell no! There is no way I'm going to stay and let you treat me like this. I'm leaving."
He let out a dark and sinister laugh. "No you're not"
You scoffed, "Oh yeah?  And who's gonna stop me." He stared you down as his eyes began to turn dark and before you knew it you were being lifted from the ground. Jalen had a strong grip around your torso and was persistent on keeping you in the room. "Let me go!" You kicked your legs rapidly and tried to pry his arms from your body. Your back hit the hard mattress in a matter of seconds. Jalen held your arms about your head tightly, leaving you unable to move your wrists.
"Mmm you're not going anywhere baby 'cuz you mine." He bent his head down and started licking at your neck, sucking the skin harshly. His hands ran up your shirt and felt cold against your warm flesh. He squeezed your breast and began sucking your sweet spot. The same gestures that were usually done during intimacy between the two of you used to be so pure, so full of love but now all you can feel is utter disgust and anger.
"Jalen move. I don't want to hurt you." You wiggled your body under his in an attempt to slide away. He pressed his body against your right leg to get you to stop moving. He picked his head back up to face your tearstained face.
"I'm never letting you go." He pressed his lips to yours in an unwanted kiss, forcefully sticking his tongue into your mouth and invading your space. With a swiftness you used your right knee to severely hurt his groin. Jalen let out a load groan and fell onto the floor, finally releasing you from his vice grip. You jumped up fast, grabbed your bag and headed for the door. Grabbing your keys from the counter you removed his dorm key from your keychain and removed your dorm key from his own key chain.
"Never fucking contact me again!" you screamed and slammed the door.
7 months ago
"Give it back Y/N. Im serious." Tchalla yelled as he chased you down the hallway of his dorm room. You ran into his living room giggling and sat yourself on his plush carpet. You held his mini journal high above your head, teasing him.
"You're not serious look at that big smile on your face" You laughed. He looked down at you and smiled.
"Just hand it over."
"Come get it." You continued to tease. Tchalla leaped on top of you, causing you to fall onto your back with laughter in your voice. Finally grabbing the book Tchalla hovered himself above you.
"Ha. Got i-" he didn't realize the vulnerable position the two of you were in until the games ended. Looking up at him made your heart begin to beat faster. There was tension in the air and you both could definitely feel it.
You couldn't deny your feelings for Tchalla had been developing during the years of friendship the two of you shared. He was always there for you and cared so much about you. He would never go a day without calling or texting you to see if you were alright, even if there was nothing wrong. His big heart was starting to make you fall for him.
He quickly removed his body from yours, allowing you to sit up as well. You stared at the back of his head for sometime before you spoke.
"Tchalla?'
"Y/N I-I'm sorry about that."
You found his shyness adorable as you began to smile.
"Its ok silly." You stood up and walked in front of him with your hand held out. Slowly lifting his head he looked back up at you. "Lets go eat. I'm starving." He took your hand and laughed.
Present
"What the hell am I doing." You asked yourself. "I have a man who actually loves me and I let him walk out the door." Your legs moved before you could even make them. You swung your front door open and looked down the hallway. T'challa was there, walking slowly with his head down until you called out to him.
"T'challa wait!" He turned and stopped in his tracks as he watched you run to him. When you reached him you jumped into his arms, causing him to stumble back as he, surprisingly, caught you.
"It was you. Its you...Its always been you." you said as you hugged him tightly.
"Y/N what are you talking about." Releasing him from your hug you looked deeply into his eyes. "I love you too T'challa"
His eyes lit up and his smile grew wide. Hearing those words from you brought life to his heart again. He brought his hands to the sides of your face, his warm touch bringing you comfort in the moment.
"May I." T'challa asked while still staring into you. "Yes you may" You giggled as he leaned forward to kiss you once more. The kiss got more heated causing T'challa to back you up onto the hallway walls. His hands went down to your backside, rubbing and sqeezing it softly. You broke the kiss in laughter and rested your forehead against his.
Breathlessly he said "Say it again"
"I really love you T'challa Udaku"
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