#this took me 2 months to make 🫤

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Coyotes Prospectules Primer

Now you may be wondering what is this? This is me trying my best to explain the dynamic between 5 coyotes players/prospects (i lost my mind while making this enjoy)

For this, they are still going to be called “coyotes” because utah hcers or clubbers doesn’t sound correct.

First of all, what is this? This is a primer explaining to you the dynamics going on for the younger coyote* players/prospects.

*when I started writing this conor geekie was still a coyote

Let's start with the basics: who is involved and who are these people?

Dylan Guenther: he was drafted 9th overall in the 2021 draft he’s a LW/RW. You probably know him for scoring the 2023 WJC team Canada golden goal.

Logan Cooley: drafted 3rd overall in 2022 and is a centre. Growing up he was in the Little Penguins program but was an Ovi/caps fan. You probably know him for his insane Australia pregame goal.

Josh Doan: 37th overall draft pick in 2021 and is a RW/C. He is the son of Arizona Coyotes legend Shane Doan. Destined to continue the Doan dynasty then Utah happened. Josh Doan is one of the only forms of nepotism I like and it was ripped away from me… hey Siri play, Rolling in the Deep by Adele because we could’ve had it all.

Conor Geekie: drafted 11th overall in 2022 and is a centre. He was recently traded to Tampa and I’m just… I’m sad. **

**I finished writing and editing it well after he got traded but I can’t be bothered to change this 😁👍

Maveric Lamoureux: drafted 29th overall in 2022 and is a defenceman. He’s a big man (6’7ft/201cm) with a big heart (WJC 2024 you wound me).

2022 Draft

This is where Logan Cooley, Maveric Lamoureux and Conor Geekie met each other. As previously mentioned, cools went 3rd, geeks went 11th and mav went 29th, all first-rounders. This draft was significant for the coyotes as these three finally set the foundation for the coyotes rebuild. Like of course Dylan was the main piece of the rebuild for a long time but with these three it finally stabilised the young future aspect of the coyotes rebuild.

Development camp was right after the draft so the three of them hopped on a plane to Arizona, Maveric had the aisle seat and was sitting next to Logan, across from Geekie.

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2022 Coyotes Development Camp

This section will be brief because, for the life of me, I couldn’t find anything.

All 5 of them were invited for the week. 

Logan roomed with Josh. 

Conor got injured on the first day of camp and had to sit out the rest of it

Conor, Maveric and Logan did an interview together that was fun. I skimmed through it not really taking notes on the important things so instead you get to hear my favourite moments instead

Geekie used to play with the Arizona Coyotes on EA NHL being, "they're the team with the nice jerseys."

Logan's flight to Montréal (the draft) was cancelled twice so his family rented (an ugly) van and drove 8-10 hours. Logan slept most of the way.

Sidenote the the difference between all three accents is so fun because you'll be listening and it's a french accent then boom american

Conor looked like he was dying this whole interview, he looked like he was overheating and about to cry

2023 Coyotes Development Camp

Roommates: All 5 of the boys were invited to camp. Cooley and Geekie roomed together, I don't know who roomed with Dylan, but Josh roomed with Ilya Fedotov and Maveric roomed with Justin Kipkie. 

D-Backs: Logan was invited to throw the first pitch. Josh, Conor, Maveric and Dylan were invited to the pitch, while everyone else sat up in the box.

Before the game Conor was asked about Logan throwing the first pitch and if he would make it Conor had zero faith in Cools saying, “no, there’s no chance.” Obviously he said it jokingly.

The boys were also chirping him but I don't know what they said, sorry.

But don’t worry Logan did a good job and the boys were proud of him.

Also this clip, that i don’t know how to describe other than Logan making the boys giggle.

INSIDE ACCESS EP 203: Foundation for the Future: this is a video the Arizona Coyotes YouTube channel put out and is a look into what happens at development camp. A brief breakdown: (obviously focusing on those 5)

Day 1: Introductions; meet the staff, meet your peers, get to know the program and what’s going to happen

Day 2: testing + training

Day 3: community; this is where we get to see their personalities. This day player spend time with the community learning what it truly means to be an Arizona Coyotes

Josh Doan is amazing with kids (especially this moment), encouraging them and making sure they have fun. He also hypes up other guy in dev camp. Overall Josh Doan is a positive guy.

Maveric Lamoureux is also good with kids, not as loud as Josh but he was having a good time

Conor Geekie almost hits a kid on accident, but he was having fun building lego

Dylan Guenther is just not being shown, but he’s his (lowkey) awkward but reserved little self.

Logan Cooley also isn’t shown much either but he looked like he was having fun

This day the boys also learned how to cook (or as the nutritionist described it, putting the correct food into your body) 

Dylan and Logan were on the same team and Dylan looked s t r e s s e d.

Josh was being his usual extraverted self

Maveric was having fun getting up to the tiniest bit of mischief

Conor was also having fun, but wasn’t shown a lot in this section

This is also when they went to the d-backers game.

Day 4: Black + White Scrimmage;

Team white: Lamoureux, Cooley

Team black: Geekie, Doan

For the life of me i could not find what team Guenther was on

After the game in the handshake line, i just… just watch, I’m at a loss for words

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Side note: on the 7th (or 6th depending where you're from) of July 2024 Conor Geekie deleted all his Arizona posts except the draft, but luckily this photo and comment were saved.  

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TW// BLOOD

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2023 World Juniors

Dylan and Logan were both invited to world juniors by their respective countries. Dylan won gold (🇨🇦) and Logan got bronze (🇺🇸).

After the tournament was over Logan said this about Dylan

"He's a great player, and I'm really looking forward to be able to play on the same team as him." "Obviously Canada is a rival and I wasn't pumped to see them win, but if anyone had to score it, I'm glad it was him."

"...but if anyone had to score, I'm glad it was him."

making this a quote is necessary actually.

2023-24 NHL SEASON:

Hey! it's logan cooley's rookie season

Here's a list of every single time Logan Cooley and Dylan Guenther connected on a goal; throughout the season they were put on a line together, especially towards the end of the season.

Boston Bruins vs Arizona Coyotes: January 9, 2024: Guenther goal, Cooley Primary assist

Arizona Coyotes @ Florida Panthers: January 24, 2024: Cooley goal, Guenther primary assist

Arizona Coyotes @ Carolina Hurricanes: January 27, 2024: Cooley goal, Guenther primary assist

Arizona Coyotes @ Washington Capitals: March 3, 2024: Cooley goal, Guenther secondary assist

Arizona Coyotes @ Detroit Red Wings: Cooley goal, Guenther primary assist

Vegas Golden Knights vs Arizona Coyotes: April 5, 2024: Cooley goal, Guenther secondary assist

Seattle Kraken vs. Arizona Coyotes: March 22, 2024: Guenther OT goal, Cooley only assist (the kids won it in OT 🥹)

This game gets its own section: Arizona Coyotes @ Vancouver Canucks: April 10, 2024

First of all it was Dylan's birthday. Second of all this was the day the first report from sportsnet dropped saying the NHL has created 2 schedules one for Utah and one for Arizona. Other notes:

Dylan had a 4 point night (1G-3A)

On Dylan's goal Cooley was the first and only assist

The game heads into OT AND LOGAN COOLEY SCORES WITH A GUENTHER PRIMARY ASSIST WOOOO00! one one of the worst days to be a coyotes fan or just a coyotes player in general. THEY WON THE GAME TOGETHER!!! I did cry while watching this game thank you for asking.

March 26th 2024 one of the most important day in coyotes history: Josh Doan's debut!!!

Josh got his first goal (no one credited on the assist)

Then he got his second goal (be becomes the first and only arizona coyote to score 2 or more goals in their debut)

and then Dylan got a shot handed goal (no one credited on the assist)

Josh Doan first star of the night

2023-24 AHL SEASON:

Josh and Dylan both started the season as Tucson Roadrunners

Dylan Guenther was recalled to the coyotes Jan. 6th

Dylan was announced as the roadrunners all stars selection but he was in the NHL so the roadrunners sent Josh instead

Conor Geekie was also put on the roster but he never ended up playing a game for the Roadrunners in the regular season, instead he was playing in the WHL (Western Hockey League)

All the times Josh and Dylan connected on a goal:

Tucson Roadrunners vs Ontario Reign: November 10, 2023: Guenther goal, Doan primary assist

Tucson Roadrunners vs Bakersfield Condors, October 27, 2023: Doan goal, Guenther primary assist

Tucson Roadrunners vs Calgary Wranglers, November 21, 2023: Doan goal, Guenther secondary assist

Tucson Roadrunners vs Henderson Silver Knights, November 25, 2023: Doan goal, Guenther primary assist

Tucson Roadrunners vs San Jose Barracuda, December 1, 2023: Doan goal, Guenther primary assist

Tucson Roadrunners vs Bakersfield Condors, December 22, 2023: Doan OT goal, Guenther primary assist

Calder Cup Playoffs:

Michael Kesselring, along with Josh and Dylan were sent down to the AHL to play in the Calder Cup Playoffs, while the rest of the coyotes were in Utah doing the welcome to Utah thing.

Conor Geekie was loaned the the Roadrunners after the Swift Broncos were eliminated from the Memorial Cup Playoffs, and made his AHL debut the first playoff game against the wranglers

The Tucson Roadrunners ended up playing 2 games before getting eliminated by the Calgary Wranglers :/

The Tucson Roadrunners might have been shit in the playoffs but PHNX Sports podcast comes through a provides; Dylan Guenther, Josh Doan Ready For Tucson Roadrunners Playoff Run: Notes from Dylan's interview👇

(context: Dylan was asked but staying up in the NHL and taking advantage of his opportunity):

CRAIG MORGAN: ...when did you really start to feel like it (playing in the NHL) started to click, up there? DYLAN: ... take advantage of the opportunity. I got a pretty good opportunity heading in right away, like and uh that's just what I tried to do is to take advantage. So I felt like as I went on, I developed chemistry with, you know, with Cools. But also you know, a lot of the players, all the guys on the team and I was having a lot of fun doing it. I think that's a big important piece is having fun when you're playing to and I think that helped me.

Yes, that whole quote was necessary but I love that Dylan points out he developed great chemistry with cools then quickly added everyone else on. Other moments from the podcast:

Dylan enjoys cooking but he doesn't want it out there that he *might* be a good cook (this man hates being perceived). Then craig... oh craig, he said Dylan being a good cook will make Dylan a great bachelor. And I died of laughter

He loves to describe the team as driven and hungary

Notes from Josh's interview 👇

He was wearing a cowboy hat but sadly couldn't wear it for the interview because of the headset

Josh wanted to end the hockey season back down in the AHL which surprises people because people who are in the NHL don't want to be sent down. But Josh's reason is because he loves the game and the team and the boys mean so much to him. (Him loving Arizona and not wanting to leave goes unsaid)

Shane calls Josh a nerd

Then the host started chirping Josh about his cooking/him and his special steak. Josh calls his steak cooking ability, "one of his many trait at home."

Then he started chirping but also complementing Aku Räty, saying he's a good cleaner and smoothie maker

He says his job is to make the room stay light and positive

He also said that he went into the NHL saying to himself to be a nuisance on the forecheck 💀

Ten they started talking about arizona hockey and i got sad :( then the interview ends

2024 World Juniors

Maveric and Conor were invited to worlds by team canada and got 4th.

They did a the TNS promotional video “team Canada calls out their teammates for fun” where Mav bullied geeks for his knob because ofc have you seen it. Great banter.

2024 off-season

First off all how fucking dare they trade geeks LIKE?!??! HELLO??! UTAH??!? NO?? (as you can see it's been 2 months since the trade and i'm not over it)

The draft: Utah HC held a draft party where dylan and josh were signing autographs (it feels like sacrilege seeing them (epically josh) wearing utah gear) (sorry kid i just don't want you face on the internet)

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We save the best for last: Whatever this was

Context (ig??): at the start of the 2023-24 season after a few games Cools made a post thanking his friends family and anyone who helped him get to the going of where he is. It's really sweet then conor geekie commented his...

WHAT DOES THIS EVEN MEAN?? hello? context?? please,,

Anyways goodbye 👋

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Isolation and Anxiety:

12/03/24

Makes sense that some people isolate themselves simply because they are overwhelmed, they’ve got a lot of anxiety, depression and or stress. Especially if they don’t feel good enough or were embarrassed by something, it’s natural to wanna hide yourself…

For me, this year alone I’ve spent so much time to myself. I even dreaded for my husband to come home some days because I was wanting to be alone with my thoughts of the past. It was nothing against my husband but I’ve been learning to trust myself again since I blocked Andrew and Jake’s numbers. I couldn’t trust either of them even though I wanted to. (I hated how I felt towards my husband cuz he’s so good to me. I don’t ever wanna hurt him or lose him.)

My ex Cody told me he was a narcissist and bipolar. He also told me some other things I can’t remember it all and I don’t wanna share all his private stuff but he TOLD me he isolates himself and I didn’t understand why back then so when he’d do it, I’d BEG him to let me back in… I tried to gain his trust and make him feel safe with me but I was NEVER safe with him. Everything with my exes was always going to be one-sided. They want respect, trust, loyalty, love, safety and empathy but they can’t give me those things in return. Did they even want to??

I hold no judgment. My ex Andrew would randomly disappear 2/3 days at a time and NEVER give me clear reasons why… He would just cry to me that he’s “soooo busy with school” but when I would offer to break up with him so he can focus on school and prioritize his studies, he’d get super defensive and throw a fit. I didn’t know why he kept disappearing!! Was it on purpose to hurt me and play games?? Was it because he was cheating??? He was cheating too but did he also ignore those other girls and disappear on those girls too??

Maybe Andrew also isolates but couldn’t explain it to me or feel comfortable with me enough to talk to me about it… (or he wasn’t self aware) While Cody told me and warned me he was a narcissist, Andrew never said such a thing. However, the actions and behaviors of Andrew appeared narcissistic. Especially how weird he always acted on a holiday with me. I hate so much to feel this way towards him. I know I’m not crazy though!! I know I experienced some type of emotional abuse by all my exes. There is no other explanations to the confusion I’ve experienced.

I had never known what all that was. Yes Cody told me he was a narcissist but I sorta googled it at the time and thought “eh, whatever. Idc I still love him….” Jeez I ignored everything Cody was basically warning me about. He probably thought I was too naive but I just believed love was more powerful back then than anything Cody threw at me!!!! I wasn’t “Stupid” I had a heart. I had feelings and I had dreams. I believed in Cody and in my love for him. I would’ve never left him…. I was 110% all in for him but after he ghosted me, I realized there was no future with him and walked away…. Then I tried to let my guard down for Andrew right after but It took me months before I truly let Andrew in and once I did, he had full control over my emotions and I was sad most of our relationship ❤️‍🩹 He kept ignoring me and making me feel bad but then randomly would come back and be all over me…. Acting obsessed. WAS SO CONFUSING!! 🫤

Anxiety is real because I’ve lived it before for years. Anxiety, depression and suicide are all cousins. They all run together and it’s easy to experience them all. Sometimes all at once. You can’t just ��get over them” and while the battle IS in your mind, it’s not a battle you can win on your own. No medication fixes it. Maybe you just manage it. It’s a REAL battle that takes a higher power and higher self control of the mind. You literally need a transformation and renewing in your mind. I lived it!! I threatened to kill myself more times than I can count 😞 That’s why it’s so hard to judge my exes. Most people would want “justice” or “revenge” but WHO AM I??? I’m not better than my exes… I struggled in my own mental health and I understand wanting to isolate yourself and be alone…. I understand not feeling good enough or feeling embarrassed!! I’m sad my exes couldn’t let me relate to them and try to understand them and help them… instead they push me away and hurt me. My exes gave me so much anxiety with the way they kept rejecting me but always coming back to me. So much confusion and delusions!!!!

my exes were 110% safe with me but sadly I felt Cody and Andrew hated me with a passion. I felt they only wanted to hurt me as a joke…. I felt they thought it was fun to break my heart ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I STILL don’t hate them. I want only the best for them but I lost all trust with them. I won’t ever be safe with them nor will they ever consider my feelings above their own. I was so willing to put them 1st in my world but I was NEVER a priority for them…. It is what it is. I’m getting over them each day it’s been a difficult process to “fall out of love” with the ideas I had of them and the dreams I was making with them. I was willing to move to Cali to be with Cody back then but I realize now it would’ve been a huge mistake cuz I’d miss my family too much ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 but I certainly dreamt of a life with both my exes I know now it was ideas and fantasies in my head. Nothing was real!!!

[theuniverseawakens347]

You want to have a child but don’t want to have conversation with them so how many of you ended up with abortions 14 at prep pregnant or 16 or got STDs in your parents don’t know about them or got DIY ( DUIS- indian love Morgan tanning salon crystal graduation nice car recycled dick knees jeep.. Crystal left n you stayed brought Morgan in ) … ( at autocorrect NOPE TOU HOS IS ATUPID) and your parents don’t know about them or arrested your parents don’t know about it Had car accident. Your parents don’t know about the major whopping of money that your parents don’t know about!?

Speech text…

It is the major things that have happened in my life that revolve around a big sum of money. My adopted parents know about the minor things. I never had an abortion. I never stole drugs off of anybody all of these worse fucking fears for me ar things that have literally happened to her, that’s weird. You put your projections onto me but not take care of you but put me in psych words that I don’t need and make me fucking homeless and then say I’m choosing to throw my life away bitch you’re living in my ancestors house you fucking slave owner ( India love all the money you have is off of my family. You help set up for fucking murder life insurance policies or you back ended robbed will.i.am’s fucking music studio for some fucking money just to be caught on your fucking knees horribly sucking dick sorry, POPS ) 

THEN AFOPTED THE QUEEN OF THE WORKD .. and discarded Jerel like sac of empty rib slab…

This is how your mental work. This is how your life look that’s why your friends fucking left. You the ones who were the closest to you when I first got into the house and no longer support you and Howard. They’re checking in, but they legitimately do not give a fuck they’re trying to see if there’s fucking change. I haven’t been around you for about 2 1/2 months straight and nothing has changed on Lee Garlington‘s end and not on Howard either ( behind the scenes sure but not to the face .. so again you journal but not putting in action - rightful family has a due date .. BUT ALSO YOU CUD HAVE FIXED BEING IN PUR LIVES MISS “I wana adopt you to give you a better than than your birth family that’s big shot celebrities cause TRIATAN looks small and trash - based on his hair )

… that’s weird of you he was handsome on FaceTime then ya see em in person and just

“He’s not good enough” … you watched me on FaceTime for about 3 months straight laughing like kids …

🫤

Someone’s jealous THEY THREW THEIR LIFE AWAY. .. 2020 COVID how many lives I live and a strong foundation to HOW MANY BUSINESSES!??

- MY FUCKING HAPPINESS CHECKING YOUR EGO - UR BANK ACCOUNT I JUST STOLE 💋 

India love you should stop editing my Tumblr post and sending them to Woosah and whomever else in the fitness community because Shawty yes as a trainer it’s fucked up of you to promote her your page fitness I am or whatever you were but as your own self India I’m pretty sure somebody told you to stop and that’s why you stop training with who you stop training with. You started to take the lazy way out and feed your followers is fake fucking Insecure BBL lifestyle that falls back on you and the trainers your training with now you’re coming to them with my fitness guide saying I want you to just watch me do this or fill me do this so you’re paying them to promote my fitness guide bitch when you never asked me for that shit And what’s happening with you behind the scenes? How do you get my fitness guide in India? Why are you selling my shit with Evelyn Mazzio Rego? I’m suing the entire fitness community … INDIA YOURE NOT GETTING MONEY - BEYONCÉ LOST IT ALL THEN DID REAISSANCE AND I TOOK THAT BANK TOO.. NOW YOU GOING TO FEDERAL DEATH ROW FOR MAKING ME HOMELESS - the law degree you fucked for. , your knees. 

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Its just me reading Yoongi’s reaction seeing her again in the supermarket like not looking in her eyes, asking her for coffee.. but then again i want him to regret it. I know they both made mistakes and maybe it wasnt meant to be, but I feel like Yoongi’s character get out of it unscathed..

He’s agreed in the 3-way relationship, he partake on the sexual activities they did AND HE ENJOYED IT A LOT. Even the nudes.. come on if he’s so pissed at oc, he could have said no and set his boundaries but he went on and enjoyed sex with her (and jk on the phone). he started to flirt at work, he cheated and lied to oc, started a relationship so quickly after the break up, paraded the person he cheated on her with and ended up happy. I feel like his happiness is not deserved (sorrryyyy 🫤)

While the 2 person he claim to love and respect got the short end of the stick. He took oc from jk even if jk got his eyes on her first then what hurt and dump her? She’s left alone to heal on her own , without friends to turn to because her friends are Yoongi’s friends. Jk left questioning his identity, w/o his friends too. Like I know everybody else is clueless, but did Yoongi ever reached out? (Maybe he did and I forgot it 😅) but i have this ick that as long as he’s happy with Jimin, he doesnt really care about anyone else.. so.

Look people have lots of opinions even me!! But this is your story and if this is how you want to write it, its perfectly great! I think its so good that we have to debate about it, characters arent suppose to be perfect anyway.

I can guarantee you that Yoongi does regret what happened! He is guilty and remorseful of the way he treated her, the way he knows he broke her. I don’t think he got out unscathed as he was the one that got cheated on first. Yes he agreed to the 3somes, but he never agreed with the nudes. Ever. He was against it, but he took advantage of the situation instead of getting out of it, which he knows is stupid and he regrets it now bc it led him to cheat on OC

To him, the relationship with Jimin did start before the breakup tho. Which is wrong I know and am aware of it, but it’s often what happens when people cheat on their partner. So after a month since the breakup Yoongi was already ready to make his relationship with Jimin official

He didn’t necessarily take oc from jungkook either. Jungkook made no move to approach her and gave the green light to Yoongi!

OC was not without friends she had Ryunah and Sohee and her other friends that I did not mention in the fic bc it would have been way too long to introduce other characters.

Jungkook was questioning his identity yes, but he’s the one that made the decision to leave his friends as well. Taehyung Seokjin and Hoseok had no idea what was going on. I don’t think I explicitly mentioned it in ch 7 but yes, Yoongi and all of the others kept reaching out to Jungkook. He’s the one that pushed them away

Indeed characters aren’t supposed to be perfect!

[musicmommy]

A lady I knew, old choir director and organ teacher from New Orleans in the suburbs, Dr. Margret Campo, should post online instead what is Christina (me) doing today every 1 1/2 - the end of 2 months. 🫤 Instead of reacting that I think or may post that … well 1 I myself don’t pretend or make up things for now because… and 2 I was distracted and forgot people were wary of blackhead products 3 I wish I wore makeup and nail polish with short nails but didn’t mad I would do it just to cover my “blackheads” and wanted to look better than a child or boy/man and it seemed to be necessary.. 4 I wanted to design and make nice dresses.

…

…I actually have a loud voice and am not shy ever. I want to be an opera/classical singer. I did start music by 5 and piano before puberty.. but I am already interested in classical musicians and from Europe.

I am regretful at age 11 I didn’t take a position at another church not sure if Catholic or otherwise.. but was in children’s choir at “the oldest church,” in the US where I passed a general-ish test to go to school, by the area of many fairly old maybe repainted? buildings. They were so progressive and of me probably to accompany. I know in the New Orleans area the older people in choir etc. kept saying they thought I was finished and “took on” the youth.

You did seem well when I came back after a 2nd year.

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[shjayd]

1st post not via iPhone 🤨

ok... i'm typing this from my laptop. i like you enough to download you to my laptop, Tumblr! 😉 i don't think i can even edit any of my font or anything, so that part sucks (if in reality i can't), so i'd say app via iPhone > Windows when it comes to you, #TUMBLR <- idk if that will even tag in the middle of my post/only at the end.

GOTTA START SOMEWHERE.

previous text complaint: taken back

it's time to get this started ⌚ i heard about you from the Netflix true-crime documentary, Hotel Cecil or w/e, & the thought of posting my thoughts like a social journal (among some other things I've ran across or made self - i like to do calligraphy and hand lettering. i've became creative AFTER getting clean AFTER getting pregnant with my daughter. i always was, i guess the drugs took that part of my imagination away? i'm also obsessed with astrology. if you ask me, i'm a professional astrologer 🔮🌙✨..🤥🫤😤

Taurus Sun, Taurus Moon, and Rising Gemini... i know. a SCARY, yet BEAUTIFUL mEsS. ❤️‍🩹 i'm also very educated in mental health. from personally, to genetics, family and friends, to past work experience. i was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder (BPD) after my HORRIFYING encounter with Post-Partum Depression, PPD, (although i've most likely suffered from my BPD since a very young age. my mother and brothers who lived with me all of my life would agree). i just never took, nor wanted to take, what my mom and family dr. told me a/b therapists & referrals to psychiatrists anywhere near serious. i honestly thought everyone felt/acted the way i did with both my lowest of lows & highest of highs 🤯… to me, it was always “this is what everyone has to go through. this is life. this is life… everyday”.

i'm a twin, my mother & i are as close as they come (it’s scary b/c I know she won’t be here forever, & both my daughter i I NEED her. forever). her EVER leaving us is another thing I refuse to even think a/b. NEXT SUBJECT;

yes, DADDY ISSUES 🙄 i was the wildest teenager into my late 20s. that was all until i FINALLY realized my self-worth & left my toxic, to say the LEAST, ex-gf, FOR GOOD, & ended up with my life-long best friend's brother, who i've been close, actually very close with, ever since i met his sister when we were ~10-years-old. he saved me. then our daughter came at the most perfect time to save us, as we started to go down that path holding hands. i'm DEF. not going to go into depth, y'all would drown, if you haven’t already.

*the specifics are overrated with no existing relevant meanings here*

i've been on this Earth for ✨almost✨ thirty whole fucking years. yes, i typed out the word, b/c I now have this BURSTING animosity for the number 3, however, 4 is mine. my best best friend is a 2-year-old, teeny chonk, only 2 years old, more dramatic than me, sassy-ass, genius COVID baby. (she was conceived in 2019, so, that was... a.. normal different?) she's 28, ✨ALMOST✨ 29-months-old. her name isn't important, so I'll just refer to her as 'quack'.. 🦆

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we live together with her daddy - minez first 🏃🏼‍♀️🥇😂 - my other best friend. (〃￣︶￣)人(￣︶￣〃) •i also enjoy: "adult" coloring books, THC, journaling, Amazon Prime, the little things, elephants, my vape, bullet journaling, bellly laughing, my dishwasher, baby clothes, wood-burning, doodling, Hulu, ACKNOWLEDGMENT, roses WITH sunflowers 🌹🌻, ORCHIDS, my desk, ear-buds, Aaron Hernandez, my little space on earth instead of the internet - my desk & sketchbook, & ANYTHING organizational/cleaning... •i dislike: Scorpios, fantasy movies/series like Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Game of Thrones - sorry, not sorry 🤷🏼‍♀️ - shitty parents, mornings, Karens, uppers, Instagram, judgmental humans, my fingernails when they aren't done, & typos. I have a love/hate relationship with Pisces, both male & female 🐠 i'm as blunt & unfiltered as they come. oh, & you can't hurt my feelings (a big s/o to my past traumas). i'm.. an opened, closed book... if that makes any sense to you? now go ahead & try to break down my walls to get to know the real me! i’m the best friend you could ever have! 🤞🏼😸🥳 OKAY! that's enough for now. follow me, & let's get to learn more about e/o & our little spaces on the internet. if you've made it this far 🙂 i'm going to stfu now. (didn’t lie a/b a thing. told you i tend to start rambling. bad.)

• i want to leave you all something pretty to look @ as a preview of what this journey entails💭