#this thing got me emotional on the JSON file

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Sunday January 21, 2018

post #13

main points:

- did some homework

- emotions

- end of social media (fb) cleanse

- hung out with friends and played video games

today i:

- woke up multiple times this morning. i was pretty groggy from last night. eventually i woke up at like 11:30am, stayed in bed until like 12 or 12:30pm. browsed my computer a bit

- went to the dining hall near my apartment at around 1pm to grab some food. ate some cereal, two salad things and a crepe. i bumped into my friend freddie while i was there and caught up with him briefly. came back around 2pm

- cleaned up a bit and started working on CSDS at 2:30pm until like 4:30pm ish. i was working on part one of lab one

- went to a club eboard meeting from 6pm-7pm on the other side of campus. it was our first eboard meeting with the new eboard and i think it was a good start

- got dinner in central campus. i went to charles river bread co and got my usual salad + wrap combo with chips

at this point i felt a huge rush of sadness come over me. while i was waiting in line to pay for my food i was thinking back to what it was like last semester when i was with my gf. and how we used to spend time together in food court just hanging out. and how that will never happen again. and how i could always talk to her about anything. i was waiting in line and almost wanted to start crying. i don’t know if i could handle it but i just tried to think about other things. i paid and then went to a different far side part of the food court area so i wouldn’t think about my ex-gf and sat down and ate my food and watched youtube and an episode of bojack horseman. 

i also decided to finally end my social media cleanse and download facebook on my phone again. i think taking a week-ish long break was good for me because now i don’t feel so dependent on opening it all the time to check random stuff

i finished up watching season 4 episode 9 about Princess Carolyn’s life struggles since i didn’t get to finish it when i was back home for break

- i walked home around 7:30pm and on the way my sister called me randomly. she was looking for some advice about AP stat vs APCS, i highly recommended APCS but of course i’m biased 😛 

- i bumped into tyrone on the walk back to my apartment and he was like, “you should come play arms with me and deepak”. we stood there talking for a few minutes and after a while i was like “okay i’ll bite”. part of it was because Arms was fun to play and also part of it was because i feel like i was going to be lonely in my apartment thinking about my ex-gf

- we stopped by the CS building cause tyrone had a club meeting from around 7pm-7:45. i worked on my CSDS homework. he came over after his meeting where i was working in the CS building and he read parts of a RL textbook while i continued working

- i had my code logic correct for part 1. but for some reason i kept getting an EOF error on decoding JSON for the intermediate files in mapreduce. i spent like 40 minutes pulling my hair out trying to understand what was wrong with my code and realized nothing was wrong with it. 

the issue was coming from a log.Fatal call inside of my decoding loop. apparently in golang, log.Fatal (after it prints the error message you want), calls on os.exit....

i used a normal fmt.println and everything was fine. i was so angry but also kind of satisfied that i finally figured it out

- tyrone played hollow night/finished up some of his reading and we went to deepak’s around 9:30~9:40pm

- we played Arms with the four of us (me tyrone deepak and his roommate alex). it was a lot of fun chilling with them

then we played mario kart (shine thief and bomb-omb blast), wrapping up around 12:30am ish

- i took a lyft home back to my apt since i’m on the other side of campus and got home around 1am

- showered and now i’m in my bed in the dark typing this. i’m ready to go to sleep. we got class tomorrow

while i was typing this i also just found out my friend jwoos from the summer program i was in is also an INFJ personality type from myers-brigg test. BOOYAAHHHH it all makes sense now

okay good night