#this stuff is super under construction still so your patience is appreciated.

[paintpanic]

I've mentioned this idea before on my blog, but I've decided to properly introduce you to my Resurrection AU!

The basic idea is that as Kirby and co. are returning from the New World post-Forgotten Land, they start to get reports of people coming back from the dead!

The Characters:

She's trying make it up to everybody she's hurt, especially Taranza, which is going to be a long and arduous process for her. She's determined to try and make things right, though.

In his search for ancient knowledge, Void enlists the help of Magolor, who's agreed to help him out and house him in exchange for a little help with his theme park.

Elfilin's staying with Kirby in Dream Land while he recuperates from everything. Much to his chagrin, Fecto Forgo is staying in Elfilin's head. These two have to figure everything out between them while adjusting to "normal" life.

Other characters are also relevant, of course.

This AU's nowhere close to being fully fleshed out. I've got bullet points for the main plot, but that's about it for now. I'll develop it more eventually. In the meantime, please feel free to send me questions or thoughts you have about this!

Thanks for reading!

[unboundbnha]

hoooo my god. this is for ME

for me. for godzilla. :’) 

➤ rules; make headcanons of you and a character of your choice, be it sfw or nsfw.

Thank you so much for tagging me @spicyness​! I’m gonna SKAJHDSKJ. HHHHH. This is everything? Fuck I just want a purple boyfriend 😫 this will be about Shinsou because I like him a normal amount :-)

First off, I’m a pain in the ass. My sense of humor is wack (it’s basically just ‘annoy my friends and loved ones’), I’m always fricken TANKING The Mood (because it’s funny and I physically cannot resist making a Funny if the opportunity’s there), everything turns into a game unless you make me stop wink wonk. Shinsou seems like the type to snort in amusement and roll his eyes at my dumb antics, and I appreciate that! If I could make him legit laugh I’d die happy. (I am also emotionally savvy enough to know when to draw the line though, don’t worry. It’s just, man, my idea of fun is ‘LET’S ROAST ‘EM’)

I love cats. I’ll lose my whole mind over them. They NEED head kisses. Shinsou also likes cats. He also needs head kisses. That’s it, that’s the bullet point

Being open and honest and genuine is important to me. I believe most any relationship (friendship or otherwise) can work if you’re willing to communicate and empathize with the other person: I would 100% be willing to hear Shinsou’s shit, and he seems like he’d be a good listener too. I’m also good at logicking things through and he seems like he’d appreciate that. Likewise, he seems like he’d do the same for me, and as long as we stayed humble and weren’t looking to be offended (I don’t Do That -- he’s a Cancer -- love you, Cancers -- so it might take him a minute to get on the same page, but he’s emotionally smort and cares about me so I think he’d be willing to work at it) then we could help each other through emotionally hard stuff with hard truths. Plus, I’m a super honest person: if he was in a relationship with me he’d probably be pretty secure in knowing I wouldn’t hurt him on purpose. If past shit comes up with him, I’ll talk to him. Talking’s the good shit, y’all: utilize patience and empathy and you’ll be so well off!

I also battle, with a big fucking sword, a lot with mental health stuff (LMAOOOO WHO DON’T!!! YEET). I used to struggle with agoraphobia and still deal with anxiety and depression. On top of that, I have something like chronic fatigue -- I’ve been calling it chronic fatigue because I’m fucking tired, all the time. My top energy levels are like a 35% on a fantastic day. I really like the idea of this boye seeing me melting into a puddle, face down on the carpet, and bein like “how’s it going down there? you okay?” and the answer being obviously no, but him just like. Man I dunno. He seems like the kind of person who’s tired, but who can live with it. I can’t! When I’m tired, that’s it babes! I hit a 0% on my battery and I’ll collapse! So I just, hhhh. Don’t laugh, but I like to fantasize about him bundling me up and into bed. Thinkin’ about Birthday Snoot by my good friend @lord-explosion-baku​ and melting, okay?? OKAY???? I’m soft, the truth’s OUT, FUCK! I want to be taken care of like a sad but pampered cat.

(Please read Birthday Snoot I still cry over it)

Also I’m gross and struggle to shower often enough because it’s exhausting so bein given a gentle bath? oh MAN. Hands softly running through my stupid, terrible hair...asking me about my day and if anything happened that triggered me feeling this bad...just....the tenderness....the gentle affection.....being loved even when I’m at my lowest. Being cared for when I can’t do it myself. That’s a legit fantasy y’all. We out here!

I love to SNOOZE. I love being COZY. You bet your sweet bippy I’m gonna sprawl over a couch and take up the whole thing. Shinsou’d better be willing to snuggle the fuck up. I’ve got great squish which I personally feel like’s great for cuddling: I’m like warm taffy. How better to gently seep into every crevasse of your Favorite Person while enjoying a cozy cuddle?

Listen, everyone fucks hard with Shinsou calling his S/O ‘kitten’, and I agree (def have written leetle -- HOO -- leetle scenarios with that nickname because wow) but I get all wibbly with the idea of He calling me ‘Angel’. A joke at first because, like, guys, I’m really nice. (I know it sounds bad when people say they’re nice and LSDFLKJDF I AM, OKAY. I’ve worked on it. Cultivated the skill of kindness! Being kind isn’t easy, and sometimes you just wanna go apeshit, but I’ve worked hard to improve upon myself! Yeet!) But I also just really fucking love being annoying. I simply cannot resist the urge to sneak up behind someone and poke them in the ribs. I rib-poke while in the deep depths of making out too, I’ve tanked the mood a lot so picture my dumb ass Pink Panther’ing behind Shinsou, prepared to be Evil while he’s, idk, making breakfast or something, and before I can commit a Rib Crime he uses his hero training and fast reflexes and honed senses and all that good stuff to snatch my wrist and ask “what’re you up to, angel?” the answer is nothing, because he’s killed me by being sexy and fast and hero-y, and he’s probably actually killed me by startling me into collapsing like a fainting goat

He gets the deep stuff. Unfortunately for everyone and especially myself, I’m a Thinker with a capital T: it never fucking stops. I had an existential crisis for like three years in a row because of course, but I feel like he knows what it’s like to get lost in your head. Working each other out of panic attacks because holy jesus the universe sure is fucking huge huh? We’re not even a blip on the radar in the history of existence and we’re gonna be dead basically tomorrow aaaand that’s why we’d be good for each other, because I feel like we both have coping mechanisms that keep us from spiraling too bad, and we could share them with each other.

I also so fucking admire his drive, but it makes me angry that stupid fucking hero society would discriminate in the first place. 

Oh, yeah, that’s another good point: I’m hella mad about 98% of the time and I work hard to hide it! Because innocent people don’t deserve to get yelled at! I feel like Shinsou’s smart enough to sense when I’m about to pop and he can be like “heyyyyy...you wanna talk this out constructively instead of getting into a public brawl?” and I’ll be like “NO but I’ll do it for you because I love you” and then we get pizza.

Because I’m fine and balanced and stuff, I made a quirk for myself if I was in the BNHA-verse, and basically I can get stronger at the expense of higher thinking skills and will turn into a weapon of mass destruction against whatever I’m pointing at (ugh, that’s so sexy. Fuck I wanna be a big spooky buff as shit monster thing), friend or foe, so Shinsou and I would work well in tandem because if I got too rowdy he could use his quirk and get me to calm down! Keep me from accidentally doing a murder! Nice!

Okay this is nsfw so if you’re under 18 DON’T READ IT. I’LL CALL YOUR PARENTS. GET OFF MY BLOG. 

Relating to the point above, QUIRKPLAY. Mind control me into stuff I want to do but am too awkward to ask for, please and THANK you. Also, Shinsou’s a top. Gotta be, and thank god for it because I’m certainly not. I’m not happy about being a fucking bottom, because my first and most powerful personalty trait is ‘be as annoying as possible to the people you like; don’t let them tell you what to do.’ Can’t make it easy on myself, nope. Anyway, I want the appearance of being a top without the responsibility because damn, gotta be like, suave and shit. Gotta plan stuff. I don’t like that! I do that enough in real life and I don’t like it there, either! But whatever. I’m a brat and I feel betrayed by my coochie for it. But Shinsou’s a top and he’d tease me for being Fucking Terrible, and suddenly I wouldn’t be so mad at my coochie. She has her reasons.

I...like Shinsou for a lot of reasons, but a really big one, for sure, is that I feel like he can communicate about the important stuff. He likes to tease, but he knows when to be serious too. I’m really wack about being close and intimate with people and I have, hhh, special requirements to be able to sleep with them, and I feel like he’d both be able to respect AND honor that. Like, run through the rest of the BNHA boys with me here: would Bakugou be able to be completely cool, calm, and collected while still teasing, but knowing where to draw the line? Todoroki’s closer maybe, but he’s not as people-smart (which is also a big thing for me). Confidence (or at least the appearance of it when it’s important), respect, communication, listening and respecting what I ask for even if it seems wack -- Shinsou has that, and god is it attractive. 

Also, mind control. 

Also, his capture weapon. 

Also you know this motherfucker is kinky as shit. Thank the good lord.

Also, sexy-slow makeouts with his long, nimble hands running up my outer thighs to squeeze my waist -- teeth on neck, stolen gasps of breath -- 

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I feel bad because all of this, fuckin, WALL of text is pretty much ‘this is what purble boy can do for me’ and I don’t say a lot I’d do for him, but if I got someone like him I’d go to the end of the earth for them. I may be a perpetually-sleepy bitch, but one of my best -- and worst -- character traits is my unwavering loyalty. I’ll be 110% down to kick anyone’s ass who insults him: he can fight his own battles, but he shouldn’t have to over some dumbass with a big mouth and a little brain. Making him smile and laugh, oof, be still my beating heart. Words of encouragement when life gets too much. Genuine thanks for his help, whatever it may be. Hugs, because we’re both touch-starved as fuck and he deserves gentleness, dammit. He doesn’t seem like his love language is receiving gifts -- more like quality time and words of affirmation? Maybe physical touch? -- but I’d still get him little things that made me think of him, that could help him in his day to day life or maybe just bring a smile to his face. We could rescue each other at social conventions, have dates to the humane society and play with cats. Support each other through our depression days, prove that even having a brain that’s mean to you sometimes doesn’t make you unlovable. Man, idk. The whole thing’s soft and makes my heart go doki-doki. Hitoshi Shinsou is an extremely good person and god damn I’d want to show him I appreciated him and existing at the same time as him. He deserves love and kindness. He deserves someone to kiss every knuckle of his hand. He deserves hugs in the kitchen and blankets being pulled over his shoulders when he falls asleep at the desk. He deserves only good things, and I’d be honored to give them to him. 

HHHHH.

Okay! If you made it to the end of this, congratulations! You don’t actually get anything, but boy oh boy you have a lot of information about ME now! Aren’t you delighted? Heh. So! You tag people for this stuff, and I’m gonna tag @lord-explosion-baku​, @bnhascribbles​, @perpetual-bed-head​, @russianonion​, @weebsinstash​, and last but certainly not least, @usernamekate94​. Tell me about Monoma, Kate. Tell me.

[jngsjngs]

Can we have a little summary bit on how Bakugou feels towards reivv

hi welcome 2 my ted talk

ok not to be me but i want to start off with the fact that bakugou’s birthday is april 20th, which puts him on the cusp of aries and taurus. taurus are known to be inherently stubborn and meticulous about a lot of things, which i think he definitely is, but i’ve always personally considered him to be slightly better suited as an aries, so i’m going to use that in this response.

that said, rei is a pisces, which means they’re fire and water signs respectively. milkstrology on twitter has an aries and pisces appreciation thread and i think both highlight their personalities surprisingly well, so feel free to check that out if you don’t mind extra reading or are just interested in astrology and horoscopes and stuff, but i’ll mention some of the things covered in the essay (yes, essay) below.

first, “ARIES are incredibly imaginative people. They are the child and are endlessly curious about people/things they don’t understand. 🌿” (this is like the nicest possible explanation as to why bakugou feels so strongly towards midoriya; he doesn’t understand his motives and the only way he knows how to deal with that is through anger. but i digress.)

“they are short-tempered and impatient because they understand that time is of the essence and would rather be doing something to further utilize their time (i.e. working on long term goals or doing something exciting) than to waste it doing nothing at all… they are constantly doing something based off of their need for passion or success.”

“aries is bold and intense, without trying. they carry a particular aura about them that allows you to know they are a no-nonsense person. often though it is forgotten that they are extremely sensitive, even though they don’t like to portray themselves this way.”

“ARIES WILL TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU TREAT THEM, DON’T BE CONFUSED IF YOU THROW SOME BULLSHIT THEIR WAY AND WATCH THEM CHUCK IT BACK TWICE AS HARD. THEY DON’T WASTE TIME ON NONSENSE PEOPLE.”

“they must learn to be more cautious in trusting others and to not overshare who they are so easily to strangers. this is a strength that can easily be used as a weakness if they aren’t cautious enough. they are pure souls who are strongly misunderstood as callous… they will never say they need a thing, but often are forgotten because of this.”

now, “extremely in tune with the world around them, PISCES picks up on auras/vibes easily. they can read your body language so intently, that they’ll pick up on minor details that typically go unnoticed and are lost on many others.”

“they tend to struggle with fully immersing themselves in the world around them. they see so much, and rarely feel they are seen themselves. they are extremely sensitive and kind, and their mutable energy constantly has them exhilarated with what is new and enchanting.”

“people often mistake their kindness for weakness, and pisces is quick to remind them they are not to be fooled or played with. a pisces knows their worth and demands respect. but isn’t always extremely vocal about their demands. they can, in fact, be quite mischievous.”

“a pisces is so compassionate and picks up easily on the emotions of others, that this can leave them as prey toward emotional vampirism or manipulation. though they are intelligent, their empathic tendencies can overpower their logic at times. leaving them often targeted/drained.”

“appreciate their generosity and remember to ask how they’re doing/feeling for a change. don’t take them for granted, or you’ll be quick to miss them as they walk out of your life! they are the definition of ‘will treat you how you treat me.’”

bakugou and rei are totally the epitome of “i’ll treat you how you treat me,” but like their signs suggest, they do it in opposite ways. if bakugou thinks someone is looking at him the wrong way, they’re instantly on his bad side, and he’s not afraid to show it. that said, he doesn’t really treat anyone particularly nicely because the only ones who are nice to him can probably be counted on one hand. in contrast, rei tries to cater her personality to everyone she meets, treating them the way she feels they’d like to be treated based on how they act around her.

to start from the beginning, i feel like there’s a misconception that bakugou is immediately impressed by rei thanks to the !super badass! stunt she pulls on him when they first meet, but i have to point out that 1) she’s desperate, not showing off and 2) he has no way of knowing that, so to him it comes across less as a roundabout way of giving a pep talk and more like an attack or attempt at asserting dominance, which we all know is not something he’d tolerate (and he doesn’t, trust me when i say the explosion aimed at her head at the end of the second chapter isn’t intended to miss).

bakugou would never admit it, but what does impress him is when he says “don’t tell me what to do” and she responds by asking him to do it instead. that brings me to another misconception that bakugou is someone who needs to be “handled.” midoriya tries to placate him, iida tries to reprimand him, half the class sort of just laughs at his outbursts and assumes that no one will be able to deal with his temper; for someone like him, all of those things can come across incredibly patronizing, and that’s why he doesn’t really get along with them.

if she hadn’t redeemed herself later in the fight, rei definitely would’ve been on that blacklist—trapping someone in a block of ice just to get them to listen to you is imposing, not to mention downright humiliating, and in that respect she’s no better than the others in treating him like a child. that said, she’s also quick to realize her mistake, hence the decision to ask him to help as opposed to losing her patience despite the dire situation.

to put it simply, rei is one of the first and only people to address bakugou in a way that doesn’t demand some sort of compromise on his part, and i honestly believe that’s one of the things he values most in those he truly considers his friends. bakugou doesn’t want nor need someone to rein him in. he needs someone he can trust to watch his back when he’s looking forward (kirishima) and stand beside him even in the worst of situations (rei).

i think the reason why he works well with rei in particular is that once she has a grasp on his personality, she doesn’t try to change him at all. as a result, bakugou doesn’t feel the need to be on the defensive (like this is who i am what about it), and that gives them room to have genuine conversations. he recognizes her strength and isn’t afraid to call her out on things that others might not even notice (being too easy on herself or getting lost in her own head) and she does the same to him (telling him off for not eating as opposed to losing his temper, stuff that’s actually constructive and doesn’t just sound like a lecture).

the most important thing to take note of is the part at the end about how bakugou is “strongly misunderstood as callous” and “will never say they need a thing, but often are forgotten because of this.” bakugou! is! super! sensitive! like it said in the thread, he doesn’t like to portray himself in this way, so someone like rei who is “compassionate and picks up easily on the emotions of others” makes it easier on him because she just gets it.

in a similar vein, having such a large capacity for empathy can be emotionally draining, but as a no-nonsense person, bakugou never actually forces rei to have to assume how he’s feeling because he’s still the type to tell it how it is. people just never know how to interpret his intentions because they can’t see past his temper. rei can. there’s never any guessing or sugarcoating when it comes to their dynamic and that’s precisely why it thrives.

tldr

if you ask bakugou what he thinks of rei, he’d sort of just be like, “what about her?” (before or after “fuck off”), but the first thought that’d come to mind is that she’s capable of taking care of herself and has never not had his back, and those are pretty much the only things that really matter to him. the part that he dislikes most about her is probably how whiny she can be in the my life sucks kinda way because she tends to sulk for longer periods whereas he’s the type to bounce back fast and do something about it when things don’t go his way. after training together under edgeshot, i’d say their friendship is probably one of their healthiest relationships, though there is room for conflict in the future (been thinking about how rei would react if she ever found out he straight up told midoriya to throw himself out of a window pre-character development 👀)

[sleeplesssecrets]

time goes slower for me when im sad i guess. if im in a good mood and rushing through having a good time, talking and laughing, i dont even think about the time. if i sit still for too long i become so aware of the time i begin to wonder how anyone could ever want to sit for more than a few minutes even to reflect. but if im just a little lost in my head, i can lay down in bed and stare at literally nothing and think about everything and feel several things at once and only a few minutes will go by. i wonder how long i could realistically sit there for. a lot of people say time goes faster as you get older but also say time flies when youre having fun. this is another reason i hate cliches. no one knows what the fuck they’re talking about. im a lil burnt out on some stuff atm. i hate that i hate having a routine. because its not the routine that i hate, its the stuff i fall into in my routine i hate. i wake up late and eat junk food and sit at my desk for hours and dont even make art. all the stuff i do with brynn doesnt count. shes amazing and creative and over flowing with beautiful little human things i enjoy sharing with her. anyways, then tanner comes home and we eat dinner and i feel guilt from eating then i lay in bed thinking about everything, hating my body, craving attention and wanting to make things i dont have the motivation to make. i daydream hard when i dont want to think about things and ive been thinking about girls a lot. i hopelessly look at girls on instagram that i used to hate in middle school, imagining how i would fit against her if i ever had the chance. i had a dream (a dream not a day dream lol) that a pretty but boyish girl swept me off my feet and moved me into her apartment. i didnt have a fiance or child in this dream which felt weird when i woke up and thought about it. ive been constructing a girl in my head that i would like to meet one day, her name is princess winsome and she has a bright smile and takes care of me. she asks me if im ok and tells me exactly how things are. idk if ive said this before but some months are girl months and other months are guy months for me. im having a girl month, where i just want to appreciate and be around the joy of women. and guy months are a different emotion where i just want to share myself with the comfort of guys. not in sexual ways, girl months or guy months, just in a fulfilling sense. ive been dying to do photos, boudoir in nature, for my friend cos i miss just being next to her. hanging out with her in any manner is eventually tiring but i have a different type of patience when im taking photos. i imagine she’ll kind of stumble around posing and understanding lighting while i take pictures, and ill have to guide her and comfort her. ok im fucking losing it. i need to do her photos. its been so long since ive picked up my camera with a sense of purpose. its been too long since ive thought about lights and props and body parts and shapes and lines and colors. i also want to do my sister in laws photos. also boudoir in nature haha. its my favorite kind of shoot these days and it all started when a friend from high school had me do her photos once. i had so much fun having that privilege and her trust. that first shoot taught me so much. and not just technical stuff. i have an intimate set of knowledge about someone that is sexy in nature but friendly in practice. its such a unique little bond i have with her that ill take with me for the rest of my life. i sincerely hope that anyone who has nudes of them taken by other people share that with their photographers or person who took their photos. i hope people dont get into boudoir just for the nudity. it’s so much more. its about pose and posture and innocence and lack there of and the kind of things you think that statue the thinker is thinking about. it’s about desire and pleasure and warmth and trust. its not a show or a script or defined by the viewer. it’s a tale whispered by the subject, and im lucky enough to be within hearing range. when i get really sad, i want to take photos. i think about the kinds of photos i want or the people i want to shoot and i get sadder that im not motivated enough to do it. blah blah blah i feel like talking about something else. i mentioned my sister in law earlier and i want to talk about her lol. last year on this very blog i complained about her most terrible boyfriend at the time. and this year she has a new boyfriend that shes been dating for a few months and now they live together and its all super cute and happy. but i still am just a little skeptical and i hate being skeptical but i am about this. idk if ive said this here but ill say it again just in case, it would take a very special person to be a good enough person for skyler. she personally gets under my skin and i couldnt ever picture a perfect person for her. i dont feel like that person exists. so my complaint isnt necessarily the dude, its the fact i dont know if theres anyone out there that would actually be good for her. anyways, the guy is super nice and above average good looking. hes big and hes funny. he gets along with everyone and meets people where they’re at and doesn’t argue about dumb shit and sits quietly minding his business most of the time. i think the only thing i dont like about his personality is that when hes talking, he fills the room with his voice and has everyones attention and his presence just penetrates any personal moment you might be having otherwise. but im just so lost as to why he likes skyler. she is so impressed by him and loves the things he does and the way he is and whatever other gooey shit. but idk what hes getting in return. im just... putting their relationship on a different set of expectations and patiently waiting for the day they dont work out. everyone will be so confused and wonder what it was but ill know that it wasnt gonna happen. idk why tho. when i feel like i have a feeling about something i usually dont talk about it becuase i would hate to be wrong, but i needed to say something about that because im excited to be right and would love to have proof that i called it haha. anyways i have to pee and i have so many things i wanna talk about but dont feel like it atm.