#this post is just abt my chronically insomniac dumb ass calling a fucking telephonic forum every night and meeting random men there btw<3
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anyway did u know that my frail and narrow chest cavity is in fact capable of holding all of the nostalgia that was ever felt and will ever be felt by every human being to crawl this muddy little rock. if u even care
#this is why i should simply stop meeting people. i cant keep missing strangers so much#i am plagued by visions and memories and tiny little shiny pieces of people that are inlaid in my flesh like BULLET WOUNDS❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️#the brain in my head content and proud that i value and cherish these things so much vs the brain in my heart and guts wailing bc it HURTS#anyweh. a constant bruise-like ache is better than feeling nothing but lord when will i get to a stable healthy middle ground#instead of Pretending im already there😭😭#and my therapist is DEAD. this years promising i'll tell yall that much#this post is just abt my chronically insomniac dumb ass calling a fucking telephonic forum every night and meeting random men there btw<3#OKAY. feels nice to vent skdjdkdjs perhaps i can be less dramatic now (i will not)#rizcore
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