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Following you is so much fun, I think you seem like a really chill and sweet person.
Thank you ❤️
#lovely anons#this not reacting thing is hard!#i am not chill anon 😅#but i love that you think i am#thank you so much 🥰
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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today i love the red metal crane in her long neck arching her body over the boston skyline, which means i am okay for a moment. when i am unwell, everything is a little ugly. i always tell myself look for the beauty but when it is bad, i will look at birds and sunsets and little ducklings and feel absolutely nothing.
when my brother got his puppy, i was in a deep depression. what kind of monster isn't affected by a puppy. i was gentle and kind to her - i just didn't have an emotional reaction. she's five now and i feel like i spend all of our interactions apologizing to her - i don't know why. i just didn't feel anything. how embarrassing. i feel like if i admit that, i'll seem cruel and jaded. it comes in waves. like, two months ago when i went out into the world - it was like that. life behind a pane of stormglass. a firework could go off over your head - nothing. like dead skin, no reaction. not to ice cream or rainbows or baby chickens. life foggy and uninteresting.
i love goslings again. i love their little webbed feet splayed over grass. i love good food and live music and long walks. i like puppies. i feel like some kind of my soul has been starved - i keep staring at everything with wide eyes, trying to burrow the sensation into my stomach. it's real. beauty is real. when it's bad again, remember this. i stop and smell the flowers, feeling cliche in the moment. i like the white-to-red ombre of my neighbor's roses. i like colorcoding and yoga and cold drinks. i try to pass my hands over every moment, feeling like i'm squeezing joy out of every instant. remember this. for the love of god, it's real - just remember this.
#and yet i NEVER DO REMEMBER IT#spilled ink#writeblr#i feel like due to tiktok ppl think >#deeply depressed & not having an emotional reaction to things MUST mean#you are cruel or uncaring#like girlie that is STILL a lack of mental illness awareness. it doesn't make us mean#it just means im like. ohhhh im not well. i don't really react to puppies. that's bad#Im still gonna be super nice to the puppy. like it just doesn't bring me joy.#bc the problem i have is CLINICAL. the dopamine ISNT being made.#but PLENTY of us are still kind#considerate.#GENTLE people. even if we're like '..........' all the time.#i actually think this is why i'm harsh on people who are so mean - you don't need to be emotionally attached to someone/thing#in order to be kind.... you just choose to be kind bc it's the right thing to do#not bc it's easy....... like it's extra effort sure. but it's worth it. bc ppl deserve kindness.#it's hard to describe this bc it's the ugly side of depression. the part that's like#not in netflix - the part where it's like ''i love this person. i just don't feel anything''
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kuboyasu aren is definitely the type of guy to write a love letter confession, but instead of giving it to the person to read later, he gives it to them and wants to watch them open and read it because he thinks thats the appropriate way to confess. bro couldnt just say it out loud ??
#dumb#half the people he gets shipped with would be so embarrassed btw#like ok exception being yumehara i think. yume would think this is so cute and would read the whole thing with a giddy smile#and then jump up and hug him when shes done#anyone else? saiki? kaido? saiko? RED IN THE FACE TREMBLING SWEATING POUTING#EMBARRASSED TO THE MAX#fidgeting and trying hard not to react obviously to what theyre reading#so so acutely aware of kuboyasus eyes on them#literally on the verge of passing out#the love letter is so insanely cheesy and cliche and hopelessly romantic UGHHH#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#kuboyasu aren#yumeyasu#kubosai#kubokai#kubometo#meows post
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Anyone remember that one fanart where leo gets his arm portal chopped? Because I do lmao
I forgot the artist but it inspired me to draw this, we need fics about this specific scenario because I would love it so much lmao
#like#that would go hard#yk?#it would imply so many things#was leo not careful until then?#would he be afraid of portaling because of it?#how wpuld his family react????#stardy ted talk#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#doodle#cw dismemberment
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New Leokumi content in the lords year of 2024?? It's more likely than you think! (x)
#I gotta say its been so so nice to go back to something I was passionate about as a teen#its hard to describe#a sense of coming home almost#'Hey I know you and hey I can see my younger self in the way I react to this and that'#fates? People would stone you if you said you liked that thing ten years back#now im an adult and I write 160k words about leokumi#idk dude#being an adult is difficult but being unapologetic and knowing you have every right to do so is just so cathartic#Hah never thought id go back to fates one day and be nostalgic would you look at that#im glad im alive actually#leokumi#fire emblem#fe#fire emblem takumi#fire emblem leo#fire emblem fates#fire emblem if#fire emblem fanfiction#fire emblem camilla#look she deserves the tag FEH loves her for her#Personality#my art
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actually the truest difficultly of being a sera and vivienne fan is that you can't take them out together in your party without them getting into a comical cartoon fight where they dissappear in a cloud of blury motion lines and smoke and swinging fists everytime you look away from them
#dai#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#vivienne#vivienne de fer#da:i#sera dragon age#sera#da sera#i love them so so much#vivienne is so unbothered by sera and sera is kicking crying throwing up about it#but sera makea the connection that vivienne's inability to react to things as others do is Not Fucking Normal and says as much to jer#edit: her*#which is ALSO super interesting#i think that specific banter is the one time vivienne ever really faulters with sera. just. thinking so hard about them
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Blue
For the STWG prompt "Blue" it had to be exactly 403 words WHICH WAS A STRUGGLE LEMME TELL YA....((Yes I'm the one that makes the rules shush))
“Steve, it is not this fricken hard,” Lucas groaned, finally giving up and joining the rest of the party on the floor. They had come along because painting his room a new color sounded fun, a way to officially brand the house as his now that his parents had signed it over.
But after 23 minutes of watching Steve stare at paint samples doing absolutely nothing, the novelty had vanished.
“Just go to the section with your favorite color and pick one,” Max suggested, flipping from her stomach to her back and looking up at Steve with an extremely bored expression, “Then you’ll know if you want to go lighter or darker.”
It was a good suggestion. It was smart. Steve should try that.
There was just one problem…
“Dude, seriously?” Dustin grumbled when Steve didn’t move.
Actually he was moving, his hands had begun to shake, and his heart was racing a mile a minute, but the kids were sitting too far away to tell. Robin and Eddie however were right next to him, so they could see just how much Steve was overreacting at this moment.
“Guys, why don’t you take a lap? Find someone else to annoy for a while?” Eddie suggested. The kids whined and moaned but as they stood up, Lucas got the bright idea to smack a hand directly in the center of Mike’s chest.
“Tag!” He shouted, all of the kids immediately scrambling to get as far from Mike as possible.
“Are you serious?!” Mike yelled, already running as fast as he could after Lucas, all of them screaming their heads off.
A ghost of a smile flitted across Steve’s face as he listened to them chasing each other around the store, but it quickly faded as he remembered what was wrong.
“You know what happens if you don’t end up liking it?” Robin asked rhetorically, sliding her hand into his and locking their fingers together to stop the shaking, “We paint it again.”
She was right, but she was wrong about that being the reason he was upset.
“I don’t know what it is,” Steve said, hating the way his eyes were starting to burn. It was just so stupid.
“You don’t know what’s wrong?” Eddie asked.
“…I don’t know what my favorite color is.” Steve admitted in a whisper, staring with blurry eyes at the sea of blue paint swatches in front of him.
#yeahhh sometimes your parents fuck you up in really specific really hard waays#And you do not know how to react when you are suddenly confronted with that#ANYWAYS projection time over#steve harrington#stranger things#stwgdailyprompt#eddie munson#steddie#steddie ficlet#st drabble#steve and eddie#Robin buckley#Steve and robin#platonic stobin#stobin#the party#being the party
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Hey friends.
Just so you know, the blanket fort's always there if you need it.
Doesn't matter how long it's been. Doesn't matter if you still have hope or if you've given up. Doesn't matter if you're sad or angry or scared or a just a bit lonely. Doesn't matter if you feel a bit silly for however you're feeling.
There's always going to be someone there to welcome you. That's the beauty of fandom.
I love you.
Door's the blue cushion.
#emynn.op#ofmd#I was feeling sad earlier going through my archive bc the nostalgia was getting to me hard#but I do still have hope! so I was pushing it aside#but then I saw some people getting sad over DJenks' tweet#(which I personally didn't. but we all react to things differently!!)#just giving extra squeezes tonight to anyone who needs it#not going anywhere#💕💕💕💕#(also I tried to rb my old blanket fort post but tumblr's search function is a dick so new one it is)#(I'll find the old one in a couple of months I'm sure)
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the way that phoom is crying and how bittersweet this moment is for him but the look on vicha's face is just pure happiness
SOMEHOW THAT HURTS MORE??
forced to dance and re-experience his death every night for 23 years in a place that only reminds him of who he lost and yet he's just so happy to be reunited, in the most uncomplicated way, knowing that he's where they're meant to be for the remainder of eternity
because phoom thinks it has to end, but vicha knows it won't
#WHY DID I GO IN THE TAG#I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING YET AND NOW I'M CRYING#phoomvicha#peaceful property#forcebook#my caps#ppts liveblog#mjtag#forathousandbyeol#<- i'm sorry for tagging you guys i wanted to bring you down with me#btw i'm never capping these without zoom to fill again that was so fucking annoying lol#also idk how they came out so lq i had it on 1080p?#also kudos to book for not crying and breaking character#i know SOME PEOPLE 😒 have trouble understanding that characters react differently to the same thing or how direction works lol#but it must have been really hard not to cry in that moment and it's really impressive just how PURELY happy he looks#EDIT: I FORGOT A PICTURE
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currently thinking about how many times we see Till at various ages just...casually injured. Just appearing with scratches and bruises and sometimes blood for No Discernible Reason (the reason is very discernible and it makes me cry)
#the one of him as a literal toddler actually broke me though cause I actually didn't notice it until just now when rewatching round 6#I just paused at that screen and thought "hey I don't think it's normal for toddlers to have a bunch of red scratches on their cheek#then I thought too hard and cried#I also thought his bruises in black sorrow were just weird shading or appeared after he encountered the thing#but those bruises were there since the beginning of the music video#the lip one anyway#I wonder if any of the other kids ever asked him about it tbh#just going up and asking “hey why the fuck are you always injured”#I wonder how he'd react#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alien stage till
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Names revealed and returned. (context)
[First] Prev <--> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#red vs green saga#ouyang zizhen#jin ling#lan sizhui#lan jingyi#Nameless red disciple#*Tin can crumpling sounds*#[The Nameless Red Disciple] has forfeited their name. Ouyang Zizhen is green now.#Thank you to everyone who participated in the poll! Everyone campaigned very hard! I am glad to see the final result was rather close B'*)#Nameless red disciple is sticking around still but to a lesser extent. They need to go on a gender quest now#I hope most people saw the red vs green poll. Or else this is even more wild and wacky than intended#This comic changed so many times and I'm still not sure it's as funny as I hoped it would be...oh well.#Jin Ling may one day need to go on his own gender quest but thats many years in the future#for now JL is so out of the loop on everything. He is aware gay people exist and thats it#I was looking back at old comics and noticed that LSZ and LJY were frequently standing drawn very small in the bg reacting to things#so heres a little throwback to that era B*)#This fills in for the part where the juniors fight the living corpse hoard. So there's at least a sliver of canon timeline going on#We're getting so close to the end of season 1! In retrospect I have spent too much time on this arc *even with* cutting out several comics#it's all a learning process!
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I saw the post you made about punk-flower and the patch sharing jacket and I just wanted to ask if you have anything specific that you would like to expand on as I plan to write a fic for it!
I’ve been in a writing slump for months now and you’re post just inspired me again finally so I just wanted to see if there were any more headcannons you had for this idea
This is the post I’m referencing btw!
Ignore the terrible crop job lol
Oooooh thats so cool! Sure!! Go for it!!
There's really not much for me to add other than ✨️vibes✨️and like a general direction/idea. But i do have a few so here's what i got so far:
I imagine that Miles was the first one to ask bring up the patched jackets (i don't really know what they're called) thing for like just a conversation starter at first but ended up getting geniunely interested as Hobie rants explains the whole thing. From its history where its originally a practical way of mending clothes but now means more to the punk culture, to how to stitch it in, picking the right jacket for it, etc.
He would explain each patch in his vest, what they represent, and how he got it. (Or Miles would ask abt it idk)
I like to hc hobie as decent enough at sewing to make shody patches with his own design. Its not good good but he's proud of them enough to show it off
Miles couldn't get his mind off Hobie's rant and some of the shoddy patches that looks so rough and like a snap away from leaving Hobie's vest and he can't get his mind off the fact that Hobie made some of his own patches which made him curious enough to make his own designs.
At first it was just drawings and doodles but then he got curious enough to try embriodery stuff. How hard could it be, right? He was wrong. Embroidery is very hard. (This coming from me who does embroidery for fun) But the learning process was fun enough that he continued on.
Rio absolutely caught him more than once, brings out her sewing kit, and gives him tips and advices like different kinds of stitches and how to fix holes on clothes, happy to have something they can bond over. (Would love to have more Rio content. She deserves the world.)
With his newly aqcuired sewing skills, he offers to fix Hobie's patch that was loose.
Then he showed Hobie the very first patch he made which was a very simple sunflower (or something else if you want) and
Hobie was very normal about that and trying to be casual like: "Can I keep it?" And it flusters Miles like "Uh, yeah, sure. I guess. I mean if you want it—"
Hobie then decided that Miles is his new go-to patch repair guy just so he can spend more time with him
Miles uses a really old jacket from either his dad or his uncle Aaron or heck even from his mom or maybe even from his grandparents. (your pick) Because he knows that you just dont do that on a new jacket! That goes against its whole purpose!!
When he shows Hobie the jacket he intends to patch up, Hobie got so exited that he rips off a patch from his vest and gifts it to Miles to "start him with" or something.
They gift each other patches that reminds them of the other
And yeah. That's it. Thats all I've got haha. Link me up on the fic when (? Or after? Srry idk grammar haha) you get to write it. Really very excited to read how you write my current favorite blorbos!! 💕
#someone finally came to feed us more punkflower content!!#LOVE that for us#would love to see how it turns out#literally vibrating with excitement#curious about how the other spiderpeople + jeff and rio reacts to the whole thing tho#hope you get to explore that side too but only if you want#✨️sending positive vibes your way✨️#punkflower#headcanons#hobie brown x miles morales#hobie brown#spider punk#miles morales#spiderman#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#ATSV#hand embroidery is very hard but also very fun to do
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that drawing you made in like 2021? where doof n perry have egg kids and i can't stop thinking abt vanessa reacting to having straight up biological platypus siblings. "yeah ive got siblings. a robot and 2 platypuses."
look shes already accepted a platypus stepdad, platypus stepsiblings or halfsiblings she can take. it's fine. whatever. that's why those old doof tweets where he thinks perry might have a daughter are so cute, like…he's open to merging with perrys platypus family, if it exists. excited even.
realistically its hard to imagine d&p willingly raising plat kids because…theres dubious prospects for sapient animals in the human world, and they're not equipped to raise plats for a future in nature. but i know they both secretly want it, raising babies together, they're so domestic and gross
#good thing it's easy to abort eggnancies :)#lol ty for the ask#edit for the anon who already reacted to my tag: PHYSICALLY easy EMOTIONALLY hard. but perry is pragmatic
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actually, that new totk masterworks thing has the potential to direct my hatred somewhat away from the game and to itself instead
i have seen some early translations and while im not putting my faith into those so far like ... how can you make totk even worse, just stop!! stop! say its an AU and leave it!! its better for everyone!!
and it seems like its trying to tape botw and totk together with retcons and conflicting info, man just leave it beeeeeeeee
(like .. aside from the very concerning timeline mess they are messing with AGAIN, the thing about totk ganondorf actually being calamity gan all of the sudden??? what?? nothign in the game suggest that they are coneccted bc the damn game acts like botw didnt happen, it does everything it can to NOT connect ganondorf to clam gan and didnt they also say in an interview that they arent related?? and now its just the other way around again?? like that is making it all WORSE!!)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#i know i shouldnt just react to everything i see but like!!!!#i cant believe they are trying to “fix” it in post and with that making it all worse#as is the games a stupidly nonsensical frustrating mess#but this is just#worse#like its also shitty bc then the game tried to not connect to botw so hard and yet is still hit with the duct tape afterwards#AND it means it WAS supposed to connect but they didnt even fuckign try to do anything with it#which i dont believe honestly#again i still hold onto the idea that totk was written by someone who has no idea of any of the games or its lore#and was jsut given the basic ideas and what needs to happen in game and kinda left to it#its so genericly boring like the plot of an idle mobile game thing#man i almost feel sorry for the game now#just leave it a mediocre game and move on#stop trying to “fix” it in post be it via interviews or via someone desperately trying to invent and retcon their way out of its problems
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me when i'm an old man who just appeared in the middle of nowhere with no memory of how i got there, what i've done the past few years, or how long it's been since i've seen my family and also something else has been in control of my limbs for a while so i'm having to learn how to walk again and this is made extra difficult by the Cruel Fate of mushrooms mysteriously appearing underneath my feet and also also sometimes i find myself craving to eat those mushrooms. for some odd reason
#''is anyone going to give this sozo depression'' and then i don't wait for an answer#clamart#cult of the lamb#cotl spoilers#<- does this still need spoiler tag? i dunno. but just in case#cotl sozo#look i'm just saying if i was in his situation i would be upset too. to say the Least.and this isn't even mentioning how he'll react knowin#All the Things He Did. to the Mushroomos.#he's having a hard time#sozo
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