#this monologue is lodged SO deep down inside my psyche WOW. HELLO

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i am, uh... clearly not as good with words as you are. and, um, i know that things between us have been a little complicated, and that there have probably been some mixed signals, mostly from me, with regards to the time we spend together outside of the line of duty. please just let me finish stumbling through this, i’m almost done, i promise. what i’m saying is that i think maybe the best things, the richest things, aren’t supposed to come easily, and that sometimes the moments that make the most sense happen when everything else doesn’t. and, well, i think you deserve more than popcorn tonight.