#this isnt the equivalent of laughing bc u feel like u should laugh nonono | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

pup-pee · 3 days ago

Text

U DONT UNDERSTAND HWO FUCKD UP THIS HAS ME

y do we not laugh? is it 2 prove smth? 2 show how "tuff" we r? y must 1 restrict letting themselves b joyful & happy 4 no reason? its not 2 ur benefit. let urself laugh. im slightly confused on y things like not having fun shows how were "better" then some1 who IS having fun. kinda weird when i think about it & damn if im thinking about itTTT

#this isnt the equivalent of laughing bc u feel like u should laugh nonono #its just LETTING URSELF laugh #does this make anysense?/ am i over thinkng? man idk #its not forcing urself 2 laugh so u fit in or holding it back bc u think ull b outcasted. its allowing urself 2 just. do it?#shit whatever i tried JKSGFHJA #this is y i dont try 2 explain my thoughts & write essays BUT THIS PAGE MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL #WHAT PRIDE IS THERE IN BING SOME1 WHO IS HARD 2 MAKE LAUGH????????#i dont understand the poinnt in making laughter a challenge #like the do not laugh challenge fucked me up as a kid i thin SFJKKja whcih is funny 2 say #but it rlly made me think there r things i should laugh @ & things i shouldnt b laughing @ bc it “wasnt as funny”#which is not the point of the videos @ all but i cant rlly stand them anymore bc i just #i cant find them funny? hmmmmmm this si getting off track #anyways im douung a silly schedule so this should b my last post b4 christmaas #if its not thennnnnn UHHhhhh shit

1 note · View note