#this isn't a gotcha i'm genuinely curious

[ask-artsy-oncie]

Y'know something I'd like to try and see is how the anti-AO3, "don't pay them money if we can't make money off our fics" crowd feels about the rising use of sweatshop labor to produce bootlegs for fan artist merch. Legality aside, if the motivation is that fan artists deserve to be able to make money, what are the boundaries of their morality in the effort preserve that ability?

Of course, wording it the way I do makes it seem rather obvious, but it's become so normalized at this point I don't think people even consider where a lot of fan artist merch comes from anymore. Because like at least 70% of the time it isn't artists anymore.

[cryptotheism]

This isn't to be a gotcha or the like, more just me being genuinely curious, but what would you consider genuinely radical criticism of Christianity? Be it your own or from another source.

I'm really used to the same points on Christianity's flaws being said without trying to push them tooo crazily far, so I'm curious to see what the actual Extreme of it is.

How about "Jesus WAS the son of God but he wasn't the Messiah and he didn't die for our sins."

[dirtylilspawn]

Just curious if it was possible to request like a poly relationship like a Toge Inumaki x reader x Megumi Fushiguro, I'm secretly a total simp for them both °//////°

A/N: I gotcha girl! Hope you enjoy ^^

Fandom: Jujitsu Kaisen

Paring: [Megumi Fushiguro x Fem!Reader x Toge Inumaki]

Word Count: 5.3k

Warnings: SFW & NSFW content, 18+, college, fluff & smut, polyamory, threesome, crushes, bits of jealousy, megumi x toge romance, dom/sub/switch dynamics, all virgins, cunnilingus, fingering, grinding, praise, p in v, anal, double penetration, aftercare

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BEFORE DATING

None of the three of you knew that this would end with all of you together, in a polyamorous relationship, but honestly you guys wouldn't trade it for the world.

There are many different routes this could go down, like being in a relationship with one of them, exploring with a new person to the mix. But I'm just gonna go with the classic where all three of you just decide to date.

It starts with Megumi, having a huge fat crush with you. Ever since you joined his group with Yuji, Nobara, and Gojo, he's always had a feeling about you. How you were just so easy to go to, how you would always smile and ask how his day was. How deep down you made him feel like he was floating and falling at the same time. His guarded shell slowly crumbling within your presence. It was a very interesting yet confusing set of emotions he was feeling.

He would show these feelings by treating you more kind and gentle than his other friends. Which of course they argue back about that. He would come to you for advice, and he would try to do the same for you, even though advice really isn't his specialty.

On the other hand, Toge, he has been a long best friend of yours for a while, since high school. And his crush with you was already set in stone. The boy was truly smitten with you, both Maki, Panda, and Yuta have already known of this boy's predicament. He wasn't even the type to voice out his concerns to others, but they knew already by just the way he subtly acts around you. Always handing you snacks or drinks whenever you're hungry or low on energy.

And with you? Your predicament was how you had the biggest crushes with both Megumi and Toge. It confused you to no end. Hanging out with both of these young men and getting to know them, you couldn't help but fall for them. And it made you feel plenty of guilt for having these emotions, made you feel so greedy, not knowing who to choose. Hoping that maybe you would like one better than the other, but no.

Then came the group hangouts. Where you manage to enjoy both Megumi and Toge presence at the same time. Whether it be the movies, an arcade, shopping, or just spending time in one of your dorms.

It was also realization for both Toge and Megumi when hanging out with you. The subtle hints from each other, telling them that they weren't the only one who had a big crush for you.

At first jealousy ensues for a bit, not liking how they had to compete with each other for your affection and love. Megumi didn't like how Toge seemed to know you better than him, how Toge could always make you smile and laugh. While Megumi quietly glowers over, arms crossed and annoyed, wanting to make you laugh like that. Though all his jokes are either dry or not that funny.

Toge got jealous of the fact that Megumi could talk to you. Sure, he wasn't exactly expressing all of his full emotions towards you, but he can still talk and engage in interesting conversations with you. While Toge has to limit his words to food due to his curse speech. He's grateful however that you understand him anyways.

But it quickly went away when the two boys came to the conclusion that not only did they like you, but that they also enjoyed each other's company as well.

In fact, the two boys genuinely liked having each other near just as much with you. You even started noticing this whenever you see them together talking with one another without you. You thought it was cute.

But as tensions rises, and feelings grow more and more stronger it was hard for both Megumi and Toge to hold these emotions inside of them. So, they decided together that they will both confess to you in private, whoever you decided to choose the other will respect and have no hard feelings.

The shocked faces on both Toge and Megumi's faces when you confessed that instead of liking one, you liked the both of them equally. They had no idea that that would be your answer. But it was true, and you kept apologizing, telling them that you couldn't choose, rambling how it was selfish.

The two sorcerers looked at you, before looking at each other, as if they were silently talking to each other, reading their minds. Discussing what they feel about it this whole situation. And as Megumi came to a conclusion, feeling that Toge felt the same way, he turns his head towards you. His eyes looking down a bit, as his hand comes to rub the back of his head, cheeks tinted red.

"I mean...I guess I wouldn't mind sharing you with inumaki..."

You immediately looked at Megumi shocked at his acceptance; you then looked at Toge who nods with look of complete certainty, his ears red like Megumi's cheeks. "Salmon."

"Y-You guys are serious. Really?"

"I wouldn't suggest it if I wasn't."

You didn't know whether to laugh or cry, or even both. You were completely speechless.

Toge senses your nervousness and grabs a hold of your hand gently, looking at you with soft eyes, "Mustard leaf?" As if he was making sure if you are okay with all of this.

You looked at him before looking at Megumi, who was silent but just like Toge, his eyes were calm. But there was a hint of hope, of wanting to see were this relationship with the three of you can go.

A smile creeps up your lips, as you nod, using your other hand to reach out towards Megumi's. You squeeze both of their hands in yours.

"Let's try this out then."

IN A RELATIONSHIP

Being in a relationship with these two is a pretty calm and relaxing ride. It first starts off slow, as all three of you were new to being a polyamorous throuple. And there were some awkward moments here and there, but it was soon brushed aside quickly.

As all of you were very comfortable being together due to your previous friendship.

Megumi and Toge are pretty similar from each other, very quiet reserved guys. One being more angsty then the other, while the other more aloof and relaxed.

PDA is something that both Megumi and Toge can stand on. It's pretty limited and private, but it's also not unwelcomed.

Toge is more chill about it, only giving a couple sweet cheek kisses here and there, while also holding your hand. Hell, if no one's around (besides Megumi) he'll give you a quick kiss to your lips catching you off guard. He likes to do this often, loving the cute surprise expression he gets from you. You do the same treatment as well, causing the male to blush and mutter rice ball ingredients.

With Megumi it does take some time, as he is the most closed and inexperienced off in the group. Once he's use to these touches, he'll start to get more confident and crave more. Plus he gets more motivated more when whenever he sees you and Toge holding each other. The best he can do in public is holding hands or pinkies. And you absolutely don't mind, Toge was even proud, giving Megumi a sly wink when he saw him holding your hand while you guys were out to eat.

When it comes to being in private rooms such as your dorms it's a different situation. Toge is a complete cuddle bug, always hanging around you whether it be on the couch or in bed. He loves it when his head is in your lap, and you run your fingers and nails throughout his scalp. Combing his locks while he plays a video game, watch tv, or even sleep. Megumi thinks it's adorable to witness this tender moment. He would sometimes even set his head on the other side of your lap, not saying anything. The only thing he would do is bring your other hand to tussle his locks just like Toge.

Both your pretty boys on your lap!

Megumi won't admit he's touched starved, but you can defiantly see it by the way he lingers around you. Always having a hand on your body, whether it's your hip, back, hand, or shoulder. He like to sleep with you cuddling. His head on top of yours as he's facing you, buried into your hair.

You can remember the first time you kissed them. Hanging out in Megumi's room, watching a popular movie. You were too distracted with your boyfriends, instantly blurting out how you would like to kiss them both.

They blush of course but agree to this, as they've been wanting to kiss you as well. You kissed Toge first, his lips soft and plush against yours, it was soft and passionate as he cradled your cheek his hand. You then go over to Megumi and kissed him, his lips were also soft and a bit rough. It was a hesitant but eager kiss. All three of you cuddles that night underneath a blanket, the night very special.

And not only did your relationship with Megumi and Toge grew stronger, but so did the boys relationship. You've seen it personally.

The way they hung out more, talked more, even sat closer and more intimate. The two of them had come to a realization that their love wasn't only just with you but for them as well. And they had discovered this when they had their first kiss.

You literally walked in on them, in Toge's dorm room. Megumi hands were on Toge's hips, while Toge had his hands on Megumi's shoulders. Both of their eyes closed as they kissed one another. You gasped as they pull away embarrassed and flustered on getting caught. But all you did was smile sweetly with the roll of your eyes. "Finally, I was wondering when you two were gonna kiss?"

Once that incident happened Megumi and Toge stopped referring each other by their last names.

It did not take long for Megumi's friends to find out that he was in a throuple with you and Toge. The shock and disbelief in Yuji and Nobara's faces were priceless, as they bombarded the poor ravenette with all kinds of questions. Much to the annoyance of Megumi, it even got worse when Gojo started commenting.

"Itadori, Kugisaki, you both owe me 20~" -Gojo points at Yuji in a victory stance-

"Damn it!" "Fuuuck!" - Yuji and Nobara start going through their pockets-

"What the hell is going on?" -Enter deadpan Megumi-

"Oh! Itadori, Kugisaki and I all had a little bet going on about our precious Megumi's sexuality! And I guessed right, I knew you were a closeted bisexual~!" -Gojo arm is wrapped around Megumi's shoulder grinning ear to ear-

"..."

They support Megumi 100% especially Gojo. Don't be too weirded out when you see Gojo flash his camera phone at the three of you when he catches you in public. Megumi threatens him to delete them and stop bothering their dates.

Toge's friends also support the relatiosnship too, they were surprised of course and were calmer with their acceptance. Maki groaning, complaining to Toge to not show their relationship in front of her. Panda giving a flashy thumbs up, while Yuta congratulates Toge, happy that his friend has two people who love him.

Jealousy is a funny topic. Jealousy inside the throuple rarely even happens. It's usually minor things like spending time with one another, but it's always dealt quickly. the trust you guys have in one another is strong.

It's other people you don't trust. Megumi's not really the jealous type, but he his protective. While Toge can be pretty jealous of other guys that come around you. If it isn't Megumi's fine ass next to you then he's already pissed.

The boys have this comradery of protecting you from unwanted men's attentions. Holding your hand and staring the guy down like your own persona guard dogs. If someone were to make you uncomfortable or touch you, they'll come right to your aid. Megumi would probably punch or shove off the guy, using his scary and intimidating face. While Toge would definitely use his curse speech, saying along the line of "Shit yourself."

The same energy goes around, as you protect your boys as well. Whether it be you and Megumi fighting for Toge's protection, or you and Toge fighting for Megumi's protection.

There can be some pretty sad parts about your relationship as well. Like how not everyone accepts your relationship.

There have been some talk, banter and rumors among the campus, about your throuple. A lot of distasteful remarks and jabs especially on your end. As a lot of students saw you as a whore for dating two men at the same time.

Megumi and Toge found you in your own room, curled up on your bed with a blanket wrapped around you. You were silently crying, hearing two girls berate you and your partners. You tell them this of course, feeling shame and insecure. They both comfort you that day, saying how they didn't give a shit what others thought. What counts was what the group thought, what counted was the love that you guys felt between one another.

You all slept together in that bed, holding each other lovingly.

NSFW

Just like wholesome relationship, it started off slow and steady. Not wanting to pressure anyone in the group, as you were all pretty inexperienced sexually wise. But once everything got more and more comfortable with one another the discussion of sex starts to come up as well.

Being that you were all virgins you figured it would be best to be all together for your first time.

It was a bit awkward at first but once getting into the mood everything started to melt away and get really steamy. Everything was set and prepared, and they wanted all of their first time to be nice and romantic.

The sound of soft moans resonated through the bedroom as you Megumi and Toge sat indulging in each other's pleasure. Megumi was behind you; your ass was sitting on top of his lap while he feverishly kisses your shoulder blade and neck. His hands tracing up and down your naked hips all the way to your breasts which were still clothed by your bra.

Toge was in front of you, kissing you deeply on your lips. His hands were pushing your thighs apart to fit himself in closer. You could feel his tongue slowly but deeply explore the insides of your mouth. All while his hands squeezed the inside of your thighs, running up along close to your panty line and crotch. You moan inside his mouth, back relaxing against Megumi's chest. Megumi happened to be still wearing his pants while Toge only had his boxers on. Toge pulled away from you, heated breaths as he saw your face riddled with lust, he smirks giving you a playful peck on your lips making you smile. You wanted to say something, but Megumi used his hand to turn your head to meet his own lips. Your eyes widen a bit before closing, leaning into the hot kiss. Megumi tongue ravishing yours just like Toge's. Toge watched this scene, feeling the arousal in his briefs push against the fabric.

Once Megumi pulled away, he immediately grabbed Toge from the back of his neck pulling him into a deep kiss as well. The shorter boy groans, a full blush gracing his cheeks. He leans into this kiss, all three of your bodies close and grinding up on each other. You watched your two handsome boys kiss, and it sent your pussy throbbing from the site alone. You then could feel Megumi's hands start to unhook your bra, making you cheek flush as well.

He pulls away from Toge and gives him a look. He nods before pulling away and going down to lay on his stomach. His hands find there was to your panty's waistband, he gives you a look, as if asking you if it's okay to go further. You give him an eager nod, spreading your thighs even more as you lean into Megumi's chest more.

"P-Please."

Both Toge and Megumi smiles at this, the raven-haired boy kissing your cheek softly.

"Good girl."

You felt Toge pull your panties down, you lift your lips to help him pull them all the way down, till there thrown off the bed. Toge eyes focused on your dripping pussy, staring how your juices shined against your pretty folds. How your small cunt was clenching around nothing, it made him groan, the pressure of his dick against the bed mattress. He takes a long stride lick on your pussy, his tongue warm and wet, making your back arch and whimper. He continues to do this, moaning at the delicious taste of your arousal.

His face goes in deeper, his tongue basically fucking your hole, lapping up the fluids came out. He can hear your breathy moans and whines, the hips and thighs jolting as if you wanted to close your thighs around his head. Reading this Megumi's hands held tightly on your thighs, spready them far enough for his boyfriend to eat you out. He can his own hard on throbbing against his pants, rubbing painfully as the tip leaked his pre-cum. Watching both his partners lose themselves as one pleasure them made him very feral, his heart jumping with so much excitement.

Toge pulls his mouth away and takes his fingers gliding them along your entrance. He pushes his index finger inside your warm tight walls. Cursing inside his head as the tightness, just imagining how it would feel around him. Once you got use to two fingers, he pushes in another finger inside. Your gummy walls convulsing as he fingers your fast. You can hear the stick sounds that echo in the room, the dirty sounds of your pussy sucking his fingers deep.

You ass grinded along Megumi's hard boner making him curse between your neck and shoulder. His cheeks flushed red, as he watched Toge devour finger your pretty cunt. Hearing your moans in his ear, eyes closed and your mouth agape.

"Fuck you're so pretty [Y/N]..."

He groans, as one of his right hands leaves your thigh, instead he goes to grab Toge head. His fingers intertwining with his off-white hair. Megumi then guides Toges head to get closer to your clit, his lips pressing against it.

"You're doing so great Toge...shit keep pleasuring our girl, don't forget her clit~"

Toge hums, liking the praise his boyfriend sent his way, obeying his words he goes up to your engorged clit that was begging for attention. His lips wrap around the small organ making your cry out in pleasure. It made you hope that nobody could hear your dirty sounds outside your dorm room. This pleasure was just enough for you to cum instantly into Toge mouth. Your body shivering in bliss in Megumi's arms holding your tightly, as Toge drinks up all your leftover juices. His own boxers stained with his pre-cum, from the bed grinding against his dick.

Toge gives your pussy a sweet kiss to your clit before pulling away, licking his lips.

You're recovering from your orgasm as Megumi them moves you around as well as Toge. The need to be inside you very prevalent in these two males. The three of your ended up sandwiched together, With Toge laying on his back, head on the pillow, you on top of him, the both of you fully naked. While Megumi was behind you, your ass propped up to him at a good angle. Toge's boxers were already off, his dick standing proud between your plush thighs he was caressing.

Megumi saw his boyfriends' dick glide along your slit. Collecting your dripping juices on the base and tip of his cock. His own pre-cum making a mess between your labia, mixing his cum with your own cum. It was a very sexy site from Megumi's angle, seeing Toge getting feral as him to stuff you full.

Your hands grip onto Toge's shoulders, as his dick ruts against your pussy. His tip teasing your twitching hole, pushing a bit in before taking it back out, teasing you immensely. You whine heavily wiggling your ass and hips at both Megumi and Toge.

"I-I can't take it anymore...please I need you guys."

"Need us for what sweetheart, talk to us."

Megumi says in a low growl. His hands gripping at your ass to keep you still. Toge smirks at your flustered face, one of his hands coming up to your back to soothe your whines. His eyes speaking for him, 'C'mon darling, speak up~' you could hear him say.

Your lips purse into a pout, as you look at Toge before looking back at Megumi behind you.

"I want you both inside me, please."

Both boys watch as you beg them to fill you to the brim with their cocks. It made them both chuckle, causing your cheeks to flush with heat.

"You guys stop teasing me!"

This made them chuckle more as Toge gives you a sweet kiss to your lips and cheek. As if to say sorry, so does Megumi who kisses the small of your smooth back.

"Sorry, we can't help it when you get this cute for us baby." He says quietly giving your back another kiss, making your heart skip a beat. Megumi then turns to Toges and gives him a nod, signifying to him to plunge his dick inside you. He smiles back as his eyes focus on you, bringing you down to his lips just so he can kiss your lips. You kiss him back, distracted as his angles his cock to the entrance of your pussy. Slowly he thrust up inside your hot walls, the stretch was painful and new, your hands gripping his shoulders even more tightly. Your breathing heavy as your face contorts while Toge still kisses your lips. It wasn't long until Toge's cock finally bottoms out, your wetness already helping with the stretch, but it was still a bit painful.

Toge stays still, his own body in a shudder, as he feels your hot walls surround his cock. It felt absolutely amazing; he was surprised he didn't cum so early, but thankful he didn't crash so fast.

"How does her pussy feel babe?" Megumi groans his hands still on your ass as he spreads it wide, seeing him stuffed so full inside you.

Toge could only moan his lips separating from you, as his head hits the pillow. He stills himself, trying to concentrate on not cuming. Megumi smirks to himself, as he starts to prepare himself. He takes his pants off, placing it onto the ground, his erection hard long and angery as pre-cum dripped down the base of his cock. He shivers at the cool air that hit him, before moving to grab a bottle of lube he prepared, that sat on the nightstand near the bed. His adds a good amount of lube onto his hand and fingers, first making contact with his dick. Giving it a few good pumps, and coating it with the cool shiny liquid.

Both you and Toge could see your hot boyfriend bump himself, the site hot. As both your genitals throb watching him work.

Megumi then moves closer to your ass, prodding a finger at your hole, while his other hand caresses your left ass cheek. His finger slowly enters your ass wiggling it around to get you use to the feeling. Once you were, he starts to add another finger slowly inside until he was knuckles deep. Your asshole clenches as your body tenses at the weird feeling. His fingers getting a bit crushed.

"Shit, stop tensing you have to relax [Y/N]."

"S-Sorry...it just feels -agh- so strange."

Megumi continues to pump his two fingers in and out your tight ass. Wiggling around the hole, stretching the muscles out so you can be more comfortable. You then start to relax your ass and pussy now, the pain dulling down and Megumi could sense that. So, he takes his fingers out your winking hole and moves to place his cock in between your ass cheeks. Both Toge and Megumi could sense the bit of fear, as your heart picked up. Toge rubbing your back as Megumi gives your ass a comforting squeeze.

"Hey, we got you. Just relax okay sweetheart?"

You brace yourself as you nod, hugging Toge with a nervous yet eager smile.

"Okay."

With that said Megumi nods and looks down at your ass, aligning his cock with his hand. His large tip prodding your ass until you feel him cautiously push inside your asshole. His large cock stretched you open causing you to gasp at the fullness. Slowly but surely, he was all the way to the hilt, his pelvis touching your ass as he bottoms out just Like Toge. He was a bit bigger then Toge when it came to length wise, but Toge had a good girth on his. Your head went down to bury yourself in Toge's neck, your body suddenly tensing again making both your ass and pussy incredibly to tight to move. It made both boys' hiss.

"Toge...babe help her out."

Toge hums as his hands smooths over your back, his lips went near your ear.

"Relax [Y/N]."

Toge talked, using his curse speach as he whispered it into your ear. You have no control over body, and your body starts to suddenly relax. The pain that was there was all blow away, now replaced with the unbelievable pleasure. You mouth lets out moans and whimpers, hips wiggling with so much lust engulfing your entire being.

Seeing how much your body relaxed in their arms, the boys begin to thrust their cocks deep inside your cunt and ass. Your walls hugging them so deliciously as if you were made for the both of them. As if you were meant to take two dicks inside your body. Both males could feel the slight pressure of their cocks gliding up and out inside their lover. Feeling themselves inside her guts which made her drool. Their pace was steady, until they start to pick up the pace, getting faster and faster until they are both jackhammering.

The sounds of skin slapping, moans and grunts, as well as sickening sound of wet juices squelching inside the young lady with each thrust. It was all they could hear, as if they were listening to loud music.

"Haah...fuck Gumi...-ngh- Toge~!"

You screamed, your hips pushing back against their dicks to feel them go even more deeper. Your breasts rocked against Toge's chest, harden nipples grazing his pecs.

Toge was moaning himself, his dick being squeezed and suck by your wet walls. Hitting your sensitive g-spot over and over making you cry even more. His eyes were closes as his hands were holding into your thighs. Megumi gripped your ass, watching the flesh jiggle violently with every thrust he made, slamming with his pelvis and thighs.

All of you were covered in sweat that glistened off your tangled bodies, in the dim lighting of the room. All of you no longer virgins, losing yourselves in the sinful pleasure of each other. Fucking each other intensely as if stopping were not an option. Megumi's head lean back to the ceiling, his eyes closed as he enjoys the sensation of your tight ass. He could feel himself getting close to the edge, and he knew that his two partners were just as close.

Toge couldn't take it anymore, and wrapped both his arms around your torso, pulling you fully down his chest. His lips find your, as sloppy kisses exchange. Tongues swirling around, as you both moan desperately into each others mouths. He brought his knees up a bit to pound recklessly into you walls. Feeling get tighter and tighter every second. He whimpers, and so do you. This was your first time and you had two guys pounding deep inside your ass and cunt at the same time. Both hitting a sensitive nerve that made you go crazy. You clit was roughly grinding against Toge's pubic hair, sending electric shocks throughout your entire body. It made you hands to to Toge's white hair, grabbing it within your fingers causing the male to groan under you.

Megumi leans forward, his arms caging you and Toge, as he grips the sheets beneath his hands. His grip is hard as he rails his cock deeper inside your guts. You can feel his chest brush up against your back sometimes.

"C-Christ...-haah- you both look so fucking hot...shit m'not gonna last long." Megumi mutters out.

You whine against Toge's lips, sweat dripping down your forehead, hair wild and messy.

"Mmph...c-cumming...gonna cum~"

Megumi presses a kiss to you neck and shoulder, feeling your need to cum urgently. His right hand moves to Toge's bicep, caressing the man soft pale skin, getting his attention. Toge looks at Megumi, same desperation on his face, wanting to cum inside their lover just as much as Megumi. But both gentlemen wanted you to cum first before they did.

"M-Make her cum."

Megumi stutters out, as Toge only gave him a grunt. He pulls away from your lips, his purple eyes staring into yours.

"Cum~"

Without hesitation, like a white hot flame the burning sensation of your orgasm finally came through. Your eyes roll back as you let out a loud moan. Your ass and pussy throbbing and pulsing against the two dicks inside you. Body shakes as you go through your orgasm, your two lovers still thrusting inside to prolong it as much as possible.

But soon like a domino effect they too came hard. Toge came second as he gripped tightened around your back, pulling you in more closer. His sweaty forehead meeting yours as his eyes closed. He let's out a struggled groan, shooting his cum deep inside your pussy. The feeling of his hot semen spilling into you made you cry. Then Megumi came, shooting his cum into your ass. You never thought anal or ass play was something you were into, but boy were you wrong. It was a satisfying warmth within you that made it feel so happy.

Once all of your orgasms finally passes, Megumi shudders, as his chest leans against back, tired and exhausted. A heavy but content weight that neither you not Toge felt as displeasurable. All you could hear were the sound of breathing, calming down. You could hear and feel both your partners heart beat start to calm down. And once they did, Megumi sighs, as he gets off of your back, looking at both you and Toge with soft eyes. He gives you a kiss on your lips, brushing a bit of your messy hair out of you face. He does the same to Toge, kissing his lips and ruffling his hair as in to tell him he did great.

All three of you get off each other. Both Megumi and Toge cocks slips out from your used holes, leaving you to whine a little at the empty feeling. But you were soon occupied but both of your boyfriend cuddling you, in bed. A large blanket covering you all. You were on your back while Megumi and Toge were on both of your sides, all of you holding each other tightly.

Toge caressed you stomach and kissed your cheek softly, smiling at you with a tired yet happy face. And Megumi was just laying on his side staring at you two with such fondness. There didn't need to be words, because the silence was already a comfort.

As the silence continues to pull you all to sleep, a smile came up on your lips as you came.

"Lets always stay together like this." You mumbled before heading to a well deserved deep sleep. Your two boys look at you before looking at each other with a knowingly smile. Their arms wrapped around each other as they closed their own eyes, heads leaning close to yours. Only one thought in their mind before sleep succumbs them.

'Yeah let's stay together'

[apas-95]

would an american moving to a socialist country be more moral than staying in america? this isn't like a gotcha i'm just genuinely curious

While questions about morality are, in essence, immaterial, morality exists downstream of politics, so I'll answer this question as regards to political efficacy -

It is most effective for communists to engage in revolution in their homeland, where they have the greatest roots among the people and the greatest knowledge of local conditions. Additionally, while international solidarity is generally well-recieved, revolutions must be self-directed affairs - if one has any intent of seeing their homeland socialist, they must take part in bringing it about themself. You can't taste a peach without biting it!

That being said - as regards to someone who is not, nor intends to be, a professional revolutionary, this doesn't matter. Live where you want, the lifestyle of an individual is no political matter on its own.

[milf--adjacent]

hiii

first off, this isn't an attempt at a "gotcha" or a way to insult you or anything, just genuinely curious. i was wondering who you were planning on voting for come November? you've talked so much about who you don't support, so I was just curious who you do support. thank you for your time!!

Haven't decided yet. I think we have at least one more free and open debate before November. The candidates I'm weighing are:

Also check out the green party's candidates for down-ballot options in your area. There are a lot of greens running:

[txttletale]

genuine question: how do you reconcile police abolition with marxism-leninism? isn't having police a notable feature of marxist leninist regimes? this isn't a gotcha I'm just curious about how you reconcile this or what flaws exist in my conception of marxism-leninism

so there's an obvious theoretical answer to this, a more in-depth theoretical answer to this, and a practical answer that derives from the latter. the obvious theoretical answer is that my police abolitionist stance is based on the role of the bourgeois police force as enforcers of private property law--as the front line of class warfare against the working class. there is a material difference in the incentives and structures of a socialist police force operating on behalf of the working class as an organ of class warfare against the bourgeoisie.

but this isn't a complete and satisfying answer. i mean, obviously. the idea that the soviet militsiya and nkvd were in any way worse than the tsarist police and secret poice that came before them--or, for that matter, meaningfully worse than contemporary capitalist police forces, or the capitalist police forces in the post-soviet bourgeois states--is an anticommunist fabrication. but the idea that the militsiya was without its problems, that ordinary citizens did not have to worry about effectively unaccountable brutality in their interactions with these bodies, is also pretty detached from material reality. i think we can safely establish that the existence of a proletarian state alone isn't enough to solve the problems of a police force.

so what's the more complex theoretical approach? well, in a little number called state & revolution, v.i. lenin talks about 'special bodies of armed men' as opposed to 'self-acting armed organisations'--essentially drawing the conclusion that the former (police & military) were essentially removed from accountability--by virtue of their unique position and special privileges afforded to them by their uniforms, they're able to act as if and consider themselves as external to society, and so they're invariably doomed to be detached from the working class even if they are operating in their ostensible interest. meanwhile, the 'self-acting armed organization' is more like a militia, in the traditional sense of being fundamentally made up of ordinary people. this was why the militsiya was named that, because although it did ultimately develop into a 'special body of armed men' it began life as a revolutionary milita.

& i want to be clear that the importance of the self-acting armed organization is not an embrace of 'community justice' or whatever thinly veiled mob justice in a nice hat that anarchists like to sing the praises of. these militias should still be organized and structured, so that they can be accountable. but the importance of them being self-acting organizations instead of special bodies of armed men is that they are not removed from society. lenin discussed at length the example of the paris commune, and how civil servants within the commune were paid exactly the same as anyone else--and discussed how the advancement of both technology and education could create a world in which any citizen could (and therefore, indeed, would) take up a role in the administration of their society.

i think it therefore follows from what lenin wrote that the theoretical model of policing as self-acting armed organizations should result in a socialist state in which nobody is professionally, as a career, a 'police officer'. the work that constitutes 'policing' in a post-revolutionary society should be simple enough that anybody can and does do it--not on pure self-initiative but in a mobilized and organized fashion. this prevents the elevation of police to a body 'above society' and therefore capable of and even inclined to performi mass violence against that society.

and of course, the eternal question for marxists, what does this look like in practice: i think there have been succesful and interesting experiments in this sort of thing in socialist projects across the globe. most notably, i think that the cuban committees for the defense of the revolution are a good place to start, & so are mao's eight points of attention and three rules of discipline & the processes (not always succesful) to create accountability to the masses among the red guards and red army during and after the chinese civil war.

& of course, once there are no more classes, there will be no need for a state, or an apparatus to suppress the bourgeoisie more generally, and so the police will wither away with the rest of it.

[arionwind]

"you cannot tell em i'm wrong i'm trnasmasc!!!!!!!!"

There's a question he asks at the start of his video that I am going to rephrase and ask you, because I am genuinely curious. I promise, this isn't meant to be a gotcha, I can and will listen if you can be bothered to discuss this like a human being instead of screeching one-liners while refusing to so much as put your name to it:

What are you hoping to accomplish with this anon, and

How do you genuinely expect this to help reach that goal?

Because if you're hoping to persuade *me*, you are going to have to actually engage with the substance of what I am saying. If you're trying to persuade anyone observing this go down, you'd be better served doing this in a reblog where I can't just delete your message, or at least off anon where I can't send my own edited copy to make you look even less stable.

The only goal I can see this kind of behaviour accomplishing is letting you vent fury at someone with no power to perpetrate any of the misdeeds you are angry about for the grave sin of not letting you and yours lie about basic provable facts, which.

Listen, if things are bad enough in your life that spending your time like this helps you feel better, I don't blame you - world sucks now and it's a great feeling to be angry at people who "deserve" it. But angrily lashing out and fighting system social harms aren't the same thing. That's why posts keep going around about how important it is to love the marginalized more than you hate the bigot.

So again, genuinely, what are you trying to do here, and do you really think this is the way to make headway on your goals? Or is this just about feeling good about being angry at strangers?

[thelaurenshippen]

this is a genuine question not at all meant as a rude gotcha, but I feel like I've seen lots of people cite the relatively low barrier of entry as a huge advantage of podcasts as a medium, "if you have access to decent audio tech you can make a podcast" etc etc. So where does the need to sell a script come in? Is it a financial thing, and IP thing, something else?

this doesn't read like a rude gotcha at all, it's a really good question! there is a much lower barrier to entry when it comes to podcasts compared to tv, film, theater, etc. (though not as low as writing a book if we're talking about hard resources - you can technically write a book with just a laptop and a dream and then self publish! though as a writer who has written a lot of scripts and four books (3 published) writing a book is a much bigger psychological burden imo lol).

the need to sell a script, for me, is entirely a financial thing. if I had the money to produce podcasts at the level I want to entirely independently, I would! I know how to do it! but, unfortunately, I really only have the funds to produce something like @breakerwhiskey - a single narrator daily podcast that I make entirely on my own.

and that show is actually a great example of just how low the barrier is: I actually record the whole thing on a CB radio I got off of ebay for 30 bucks, my editing software is $50/month (I do a lot of editing, so this is an expense that isn't just for that show) and there are no hosting costs for it. the only thing it truly costs me is time and effort.

not every show I want to make is single narrator. a lot of the shows I've made involve large casts, full sound design, other writers, studio recording, scoring, and sometimes full cast albums (my first show, The Bright Sessions had all of those). I've worked on shows that have had budgets of 100 dollars and worked on shows that cost nearly half a million dollars. if anyone is curious about the nitty gritty of budgets, I made a huge amount of public, free resources about making audio drama earlier this year that has example budgets in these ranges!

back in the beginning of my career, I asked actors to work for free or sound designers to work for a tiny fee, because I was doing it all for free and we were all starting out. I don't like doing that anymore. so even if I'm making a show with only a few actors and a single sound designer...well, if you want an experienced sound designer and to pay everyone fairly (which I do!), it's going to cost you at least a few thousand dollars. when you're already writing something for free, it can be hard to justify spending that kind of money. I've sound designed in the past - and will be doing so again in the near future for another indie show of mine - but I'm not very good at it. that's usually the biggest expense that I want to have covered by an outside budget.

but if I'm being really honest, I want to be paid to write! while I do a lot of things - direct, produce, act, consult, etc. - writing is my main love and I want it to be the majority of my income. I'm really fortunate to be a full-time creative and I still do a lot of work independently for no money, but when I have a show that would be too expensive to produce on my own, ideally I want someone else footing the bill and paying me to write the scripts.

I love that audio fiction has the low barrier to entry it does, because I think hobbyists are incredible - it is a beautiful and generous thing to provide your labor freely to something creative and then share it with the world - but the barrier to being a professional audio drama writer is certainly higher. I'm very lucky to already be there, but, as every creative will tell you, even after you've had several successes and established yourself in the field, it can still be hard to make a living!

anyway, I hope this answers your question! I love talking about this stuff, so if anyone else is curious about this kind of thing, please ask away.

[the-perfect-wagnerite-again]

Can you please explain what stuff like "safe horny" is? What do you consider to be "healthy," if you can describe the subject as such, sexuality? I'm not trying to make a gotcha or own, I genuinely am curious as to what that means.

My take on healthy sexuality is deeply influenced by my Kantianism. We humans are unique in that we are simultaneously phenomenal objects and free subjects, and the categorical imperative impels us to treat all subjects as ends in themselves. Sexual desire is an immensely complex phenomenon, and at its core is the base animal instinct for copulation and sexual satisfaction. But the mere slaking of lust is beneath us; it doesn't satisfy, because we are more than just flesh.

Over and above sexual lust is sexual desire, a metaphysical search for the subjecthood of the Other that we sense in our beloved. We know that our subjectivity is the vector through which experience is possible, and so we exist not so much IN the world as on its edge, looking out from the first-person perspective, the state that allows us to utter the word "I" and have it mean something. In the beloved is a recognition of the self reflected back, a not-self in full possession of that same subjectivity, and it is the total knowledge of this alien subjecthood that sexual desire seeks to possess. Why do we get lost in the eyes of our beloved? We don't see the eye as an organ of sight, but as a window to the self. In the eyes, we see a self-possessed "I" looking back at us, which is why the gaze from the beloved has been such a powerful anchor for artists, poets, and musicians throughout the ages. This singular drive for knowledge of the subject is also why it would be insane to suggest to a man in love to trade his wife for a newer or more attractive one. The man in love isn't interested in women writ large, no matter how attractive they might be: his desire is concentrated and focused upon a singular, solitary subject for whom he seeks total knowledge.

In light of this, marriage is now understood as a redemption of the human biological drive for sexual satisfaction. In much the same way we redeem our biological need for nutrition through the cultural apparatus of cooking, meal-taking, and communion, through romance, courtship, and marriage we take the base human drive for sexual possession and uplift it to its apex as pure subjectivity.

What happens when we decouple this connection between the subject and sexual desire? What happens when we shift our understanding of sex as an exercise of epistemology to a mere conjugation of body parts? The relation falls away from that of "I to I" and becomes an "it to it" relation, objects colliding in a world of objects. The true danger of pornography, the sexual revolution, and modern sexual ethics is that they obliterate the subject in the sexual act, and reduce them to the status of object, a body with sexual organs that can be manipulated in the act of intercourse. In this new paradigm, there is no motivation for knowledge of the other, there is only self-satisfaction. The beloved vanishes and in its stead are objects to be consumed through dating apps, pornography, advertising, and menu-mentality approaches to romance as a "marketplace." The only barrier is consent, so any moral castigations beyond that are seen as backwards, oppressive, and reactionary.

Where consent is the only necessary factor for any sexual encounter of any kind or in any circumstance, male sexuality becomes unshackled from the duties and obligations that previously bound it into healthy service to femininity and family. It is once again predatory, as it would be in a state of nature, because we've cast aside our redeeming institutions of romance and courtship as regressive relics of a patriarchal past. "Safe horny" is a refuge for men to express desire without being seen as predatory, which is why we've seen such a dramatic increase in men expressing desires for dominant women and aggressive matriarchal sexual archetypes, in which relation they couldn't possibly be seen as agents themselves. This is a symptom of the larger sexual dysfunction of modernity.

[pcktknife]

this isn't like a gotcha or anything I'm just curious are u aware the mansquito/big frog blood post was Abt monster hunter? Bc the op did actual say that but genuinely I'm curious how many ppl are aware of it. Also it makes perfect sense. Your body doesn't enjoy giving large frogs your blood we all know this

i didnt at all 😌🙏🏾

[lookinghalfacorpse]

On one of your older fics there's a tag that's like "if you interpret my doomsday trio as romantic i'll kill you myself" and I'm really curious about how you went from that to shipping them. This ask isn't meant to be like a "gotcha!! you're a hypocrite!!" type thing, I'm genuinely really curious about how you view shipping + your own writing process. is it that you'd prefer doomsday trio to only read as platonic in that one fic? if so, why?

thanks for pointing it out, i thought i deleted all the tags like that. i went back & deleted it as well. it was on prisoner symptoms, but there were some on my other early fics as well, like one-two-three.

if i'm being honest, i saw a lot of people get hate for shipping (esp with techno's character) and i was very nervous. i write a lot of intimate scenes, and at the time i did intend them to be platonic. mostly because i thought i'd be crucified if i thought otherwise. i was just pretty new to the fandom at the time and i thought that was just What The People Here Did.

[yokelfelonking]

Physics / astrophysics side of tumblr, maybe you can help me with a question that popped into my head recently...

So, as I understand it, the greater the mass of an object, the greater its gravity, until you eventually reach a point where its gravity becomes completely inescapable and it becomes a black hole.

If this is the case, how was the Big Bang possible, since the initial singularity had all the mass in existence and thus would have completely inescapable gravity?

This isn't a bad faith question or meant to be a "gotcha, the big bang is bullshit!" or anything; I'm genuinely curious if there's ideas behind it or if it's still one of the questions floating around in the scientific community.

[hamliet]

very random ask, but if you have any thoughts, I'm curious to know: I remember for the AOT final chap you made some comments comparing Eren's "tantrum" to incels- how it can come from a real place of hurt, which doesn't make the impact any less harmful. I was curious if you've ever stumbled on incel content (not like Andrew Tate, just dudes with a webcam). Do you ever feel a desire to engage with them? Try to somehow help them even when you're so angry? I can't help but want to, even if futile.

For Eren, I more made the comparison to toxic Reddit dudebros, some of whom are like that, but not all.

No, I don't really seek it out because it would just enrage me, and there are better things to do with my time and with anger lol. I don't think it would be particularly helpful for me.

That said, I think that they're human beings who are feeling exceedingly alienated and lonely, desperate and scared, and project that blame onto someone else (women). And, they are entitled about it and instead of taking responsibility and doing what they can, they give up and complain because it's easier than actually trying to better themselves and the hellscape we live in. Even if it is futile. And part of it is surely the anger about privilege being called out and the entitlement that comes with that, but part of it is also genuine loneliness and confusion.

I dunno. I've seen other people engage, and engage positively too (like ContraPoints on YouTube, for example). And that's great, because someone has to to not write those people off as subhuman, because that only breeds further radicalization. People can't change without relationship, and they can't change without hope. I can intellectually empathize with where they're coming from, but I'm not sure I would personally be able to make any sort of connection without ending up dropkicking them into a wall lol.

Like, Idk, you only have to log on to reddit to see a lot of widespread misogyny incel-talking points there, like the zillions of fake paternity fraud posts or how men don't understand nor participate in empathizing with what it's like to be the pregnant person in a relationship (you do not in fact have equal say, nor do 99% of them even understand the most basic pregnancy facts like how it's calculated--hint it isn't date of conception) or who leave their partners when they get sick. (The latter one is personal for me, too; I had a boyfriend who withdrew and "couldn't deal with it" when I was told I might have lymphoma; I did not end up having it, but either way, that was basically the end right there.)

I do think incels and other radicalized groups of people can change. I know they can, because I grew up in a fundie cult and left. And that won't happen if the entire world just cuts them off, but that also doesn't mean anyone is obligated to reach out, if that makes sense. But for me, this particular group incenses me because of particular triggers and experiences I have. I'm more likely to reach out to the fundamentalist religious types because I can, well, understand a bit more.

What's needed to reach out to people in any sort of extremist place is seeing them as human beings, honestly. You'd be surprised at how far that simple idea--treating someone like a person more than just their stupid, toxic, evil beliefs--goes. Which does mean reaching out to them with more than just "I want to change your mind" because that treats people like a project and people don't tend to like that lol. But reaching out and wanting to hear their stories and listen, not for a "gotcha" moment but out of "hey, you're a person" is fair. And not everyone can reach out to everyone, and that's also fair. But also be aware of groupthink and how it functions for your own sanity and safety, too.

[reflections-in-a-critical-eye]

do you still genuinely believe jikook are dating even after you said you had to re-evaluate your opinions/thoughts about their relationship after the video of (seemingly) jungkook in his apartment with the woman?

i'm asking this in good faith and honestly curiosity, because i saw your reblog about the key thing and it's quintessentially shippers discourse (one side wanting to prove they're dating and the other wanting to prove they're not, or that it isn't as obvious). and would someone even defend jimin not having a key (or people's opinions on it) unless you were on the "they're dating even if he doesn't have a key" side. usually ppl who don't care if they're dating or not, just don't care to defend a side or the other. so that's why i got curious.

Ah, this is about last night when I was commenting on a bunch of ppptm's posts while being a bit tipsy, hahaha.

Anon, you're reading a bit too much into this. I wasn't talking from a position of either believing or discrediting. I just thought the argument itself is stupid. It's so ridiculous, I can't imagine myself having a conversation in real life with someone about it and not getting laughed at. The entire idea of Jimin having a key or the code as some relationship proof or not having it which is then seen as a gotcha moment are equally dumb. I can't subscribe to any of that because I don't care for trying to (dis)prove anything.

I don't remember if I actually said I had to re-evaluate my opinion on jikook in the light of that video. That would mean I'm in the business of actively trying to connect dots that they are together or they aren't. Which I'm not doing. At least not anymore, lol. This is no longer 2020 for me. I do remember though saying more recently that they could sleep with half of SK and I wouldn't matter to me, I'd still like them and the shit they're up to each time they are together.

That's why I don't care anymore about reading lengthy essays on trying to prove their relationship and I certainly couldn't give 2 fucks about those who believe they are fucking other people. So what? They are just two guys that I see on my phone and that I like watching for various reasons. I don't hang out with them, I don't know them personally so why would I believe I have the answer? I can't stand fans' superiority complexes on this matter cause none of them is wiser than the other. And to be honest, it doesn't look like fun at all. Which is what I'm here for. For me, I enjoy shipping in a fun way. Don't throw tomatoes at me cause I'm not into preaching the supportive sermon which is a bunch of nonsense. But nonetheless, interesting to watch how fans are writing their own definitions of shipper vs supporter, how they stick in a community and how the meaning changes throughout time. Now that's another talk.

[not-a-space-alien]

What do you think gay men are attracted to in men that they can’t be attracted to in women?

It can’t be anything about femininity or masculinity obviously. That’s both sexist, and cultural so can’t be what drives men-only attraction.

It can’t be anything about stated identity because someone could lie just as easily as they could tell the truth in such a statement, and it makes no sense because homosexuality and heterosexuality exists in other species with no stated identities. It’s not like other animals without gender are all pan.

Saying idk it’s the vibes or some indescribable trait men have that women can’t but “I can’t explain” is a nonanswer.

Soooooooo what is it? Or do you think any sexuality but bi/pan is just cultural performance or an identity rather than an inborn orientation?

- [ ]

I'm not sure what prompted this but sexual orientation, like sex and gender identity, operates on fuzzy categories such that there is no way to rigidly define parts of it in a way that includes all of X and excludes all of Y 100% of the time. You can't walk up a gay man and demand he explains what exact criteria determines whether or not he's attracted to someone in a way that excludes everyone he's not attracted to because that's not how attraction works. I'm attracted to men with long hair but it's not like if I find out a man with long hair is actually a woman that somehow invalidates that attraction or means I'm not actually attracted to men with long hair. It's also not like a gay man is attracted to every single man and not attracted at all to every single woman, because again that's not how it works. People can find certain features that appear predominantly in one sex or another attractive such as body hair or big muscles or broad stature and because they're mostly attracted to men because of that and then identify as gay doesn't mean they're making an equivocal statement about sex and gender for everyone else. Please don't treat orientation like a science where there are objective, clearly defined categories that human beings can be objectively sorted into. Labels are only meaningful in social contexts and are broad strokes to define a huge variety of experiences. The idea that because something is "cultural" means it can't be driving attraction, as though attraction is a static, innate biological trait, is a fallacy and not true. I find effeminate men and masculine women attractive and that's probably been informed by the cultural context I grew up in where these things were rare. That doesn't make my attraction fake or less meaningful. If I identified as an identity only attracted to men but I was still only attracted to feminine men that wouldn't mean I'm saying men I'm not attracted to aren't men, that's just me having a type. Like there are factors other than gender, sex, and orientation that determine attraction and it's borderline homophobic to suggest having an orientation that isn't bi/pan is somehow fake or less meaningful. I think maybe you need to reevaluate how you view orientation because you have proposed a weird false dichotomy between identities as cultural performance vs identities as some immutable, inborn trait as though basically everything humans do isn't some nebulous mix of cultural performance and genetic predisposition. Identity and cultural performance are integral to the human experience even in tons of areas outside the concept of gender and orientation and not somehow meaningless.

The entire premise of this question is flawed. I try to say this gently because it's possible you're just some baby gay who doesn't know anything about anything and is genuinely curious and this isn't bad to ask at all but if this was asked in bad faith please know I'm extremely aware of how bad actors can use this train of thought to purposefully force people into a debate where they back into terf or homophobic talking points as a "gotcha"

[ravenwolfie97]

i shouldn't take offense because it could happen for a multitude of reasons but like

why have people blocked me. i'm so curious. and why does that manifest as their blog existing as a ghost to me where i can see their posts but interact with them at all. it's like tumblr is saying haha gotcha these people don't like you

like genuinely, was i just annoying to them or did we interact in the past in a way they would rather not remember? i certainly wasn't the best person back then but it wasn't from lack of trying, i was just kind of dumb and had no idea what i was doing and was learning from my actions and consequences

or were they told misinformation or rumors that i had also borne witness to and had to refute back then as well? regardless, the damage is done and they have me blocked, and there isn't anything i can do about it but just like. man. it makes me a little sad at least