#this isn’t me being some edgelord like ‘heh. you couldn’t survive five minutes with me >:)’
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genuinely, though, screw ‘you can’t love others until you love yourself’ or whatever
how am i supposed to love myself if nobody else does?
#i get finding some measure of peace with yourself is necessary for survival or whatever#but genuine love can*not* come from obligation#and what’s more obligatory in humans than the survival instinct?#and i am most assuredly discounting universal love for humanity or whatever#or those ‘if ur trans (or insert relevant id here) then i love you!! blah blah’#kinda hate that shit. like. oh. cool. the one lovable thing about me has nothing to do with me at all :/#and it’s not as though that ‘love’ would hold up five minutes into a convo with me lmao#i mean. to give me a spot of credit#this isn’t me being some edgelord like ‘heh. you couldn’t survive five minutes with me >:)’#i strive not to be an asshole in actual conversation#i’m just horrendously boring#and bad at talking to people to the point i’m sure it drives potential friends away#i know my worth. and it’s not 0!!#it’s 16 something#just ask [my place of employment]#….but it would be 0 if there wasn’t a literal dollar amount i could point to. yeah.#to the void with love
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