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#im fucking done#either way i lost both funny enough#now you're trying to hold me responsible for your choice#shit unhappy toxic relationship for majority of it#i despise mfs who threaten suicide when things go to shit#i wanna die too but you dont see fucking guilt trippin#this is why i was scared to fucking leave years ago đ#over this shit
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Sub!loser!Ellie x Dom!Fem
Warnings: public sex, getting caught, fingering e!receiving, reader is a munch, squirting, Ellie bites readers boobie!, reader sucks some titty, thigh riding, dacryphelia, overstim, y/n ONCE, mama kink goes both ways, fluff.
(I donât like thisđ„č)
Ellie stands in front of her mirror looking herself up and down, her glasses covered eyes landing on her worn out converses trailing up her blue jeans and stopping at the hoodie that drowned her slender body âthis is so stupidâ she whispers to herself, trying to convince herself to not meet up with you, because how could you, a fucking goddess want her.
You both met a few weeks ago, Dina added you to their group chat and Ellie, after her eyes scanned your photo a smile creeping up her face as her eyes landed on the pretty breasts that peeked at the top of your shirt. She paused taking you in, admiring you shamelessly, SHE ALMOST FUCKING DIED, you were in her group chat, you could see all the fucking stupid shit she said daily, all the texts where she joked about shitting herself, you wouldnât know they were a jokes!
Her heart raced as she went through 3 years of messages trying to delete everything you could possibly read to consider her a fucking loser, there was a lot. DING!
Her eyes dart to the new message at the bottom of the group chat:
Dina: told you
You: damn youâre right, sheâs a fucking loserđđ
Ellie: what the fuck?!!
Ellie: Dinaaa!!
Ellie: Iâm not a fucking loser! (She lied)
Ellie: Dina, whyy?đ (tears well in her eyes)
You giggled to yourself, watching the bubbles appear for the fithed time, but you decide to interrupted her.
You: I like losers
You knew about Ellie for a while now, you were mutual friends, you flirted with her on the low, maybe even kissed her while you were both drunk at a party, only for both of you to pretend you forgot it happened when you sobered up, honestly, you thought she was really cute but you were just too nervous to DM her so you and Dina came up with an idea to get her attention.
Ellie: ohđČ
Ellie: ohhhđ
Dina: Y/n wanted to ask did you want to see the new superhero film with her?
Dina: She asked me first but I said no because Iâm not a fucking loser, but I knew one
Ellie: is this true?
You: yeah, do you wanna go with me?đ„ș
Ellie: đ
You: what does that mean?
Dina: it means yes!
You: woohoođ„ł
Ellie: woohoo!!
Dina: woohoođ
Dina: fucking nerds!
Her head whips around at the sound of her front door being knocking frantically âlet me in!â Dina yells from the other side of the door âgeezâ she mutters under her breath, dragging her feet as she goes to unlock it âhurry upp, Iâm gonna miss it!â The door clicks open and Dina runs in, nearly knocking Ellie on her ass âWHAT THE FUCK DINA!?â
Dina is kicking her shoes off and laying herself on the her couch, her hand behind her head as she flicks through the channels, ignoring Ellie âsheâs downstairsâ
âwhoâ
âYou know whoâ dina smirks, eyeing her.
âOhmygod. Oh my godâ she starts to panick, you were supposed to meet her at the cinema, thatâd give Ellie some time to come up with some âgameâ as she calls it.
âTell her Iâm Illâ
âFuck offâ
âIâm seriousâ Ellie begs
âGet the fuck outâ
âDinaaaâ
âEllieeeâ she rolls her eyes
âCâmonnâ she practically begs.
Dina sighâs standing up and Ellie instantly regrets her decision, she was intimidated by you, but maybe not enough to stand you up-SLAP!
Dinas palm lands onto Ellieâs cheek, she grips her face with both hands, pulling her closer âsheâs hot?â
âYeah?â Ellie replies, wanting to punch Dina in the throat.
âShe asked you out?â
âYeahâ
âSo why the fuck are you scared of her?â
âIâm a fucking loser.â She whimpers.
âShe likes losersâ she leans into Ellieâs ear âshe likes to fuck losers.â
Ellieâs clit twitches in her boxers at the thought of you having your way with her.
âyou gonna go down there and show her a great time, okay?â
Ellie bites her lip in contemplation âFuck, fuck okayâ she turns to leave, in a hurry.
Dina lands a smack to Ellieâs asscheek âgo get em tigerâ she laughs to to herself as Ellie slams the door, holding her asscheek.
The icy wind hit your bare legs as you watched Ellie walk towards you, her head low and hands in her pockets, when she finally got close enough to you, you spoke âhey ellieâ
She reluctantly lifts her head and canât help but smile at the sight of you, her pupils growing as they skim your face but avoiding your stare âuh hey, l-lemme get that for youâ she walks past you and reaches for the handle of a worn of truck, something you imagined an old southern man would drive âthis yours?â You question.
âUh yeah, Joel gave me itâ she waves you in shyly and you sit down, hearing the door creak closed, you look around the vehicle, inhaling the smell of pine from the little tree that hung from her mirror, you lean out the window and look her up and down âcute.â
Ellie never knew if you were talking about the truck or her but she chose to believe it was about herself.
The journey was smooth, you pretended to stare out the window only to catch Ellieâs multiple glimpses at you, you seen it all, the way her eyes scanned your bare thighs, the way they hovered to your cleavage, how her fingers tapped the steering wheel repeatedly, anxiously, the way her eyes almost bolted out her head when you grabbed her wrist to play with the rainbow bracelet that lay there twiddling with it âthatâs prettyâ you mutter.
She coughs, clearing her throat âUh..yeah thank youâ for the first time tonight her eyes locked onto yours âyouâre prettierâ
âI know baby, thank youâ you smile at her and place her hand onto your thigh, looking out the window again, listening to her trying to steady her breathing as you smile to yourselfâŠ
You look at yourself in the bathroom mirror, admiring yourself and touching up your make up, youâve already chose the seats and sent Ellie to get snacks and wait for you.
After you decide youâre done you give yourself one more glance up and down and spin on your heels to walk out. The door almost knocking you off your feet as it comes towards you at lightning speed âwhat the fuck!â You scream as a short brunette woman barges past you âI didnât fucking hear you! Shut the fuck up!â She says as she rolls her eyes at you and attempts to fix her hair in the mirror, completely ignoring you.
You could have a cat fight with her or you could go see the beautiful woman thatâs waiting for you, you roll your eyes âbitchâ you mutter under your breath as you leave her try to fix the mess atop her head.
Smiling to yourself at the thought of being so close to Ellie for the next few hours, you stroll into the dark screening room, looking up to see the auburn headed girl already downing a comically large bucket of popcorn, smiling contently to herself.
She catches you staring up at her and much to her demise she fucking chokes on the food in her mouth, coughing to clear her throat, you canât help but laugh to yourself as you walk up the steps towards her.
âheyâ you smile at her.
âheyâ she whispers back.
âYou gonna share?â You nod at the bucket that sheâs clutching onto for dear life as you sit down beside her.
âUhâ she laughs âof courseâ handing you the bucket over, her fingers brushing yours and you almost melt as a shiver runs up her spine âcuteeeâ you squeal in your head as you get comfortable, putting your elbow on the armrest and placing your cheek in your palm as you watch the smile grow on her face as the theme song begins to play, she is so adorableâŠ
You roll your eyes as you stare at the screen, âthis film is fucking shitâ you think to yourself, you couldnât enjoy it, not when your eyes left the screen every five minutes, to watch the pretty girl besides you snore, the bucket of popcorn empty, laying against her chest as her head lay on your shoulder.
You tuck a strand of auburn hair behind her head, she looked so pretty, so so pretty that it make your clit twitch in your panties.
Growing desperate for her far to quickly, you tap her cheek softly and her eyes flutter open, they look so soft as she glances around coming to reality âyeah?â
âWant you to watch it with me, remember?â You whine at her.
âOh fuck, yeah Iâm sorryâ she says, tilting her head down in sorrow.
You hook your finger under her chin, lifting her head up and looking into her eyes âhey hey, itâs okay sweetheartâ you lean forward and peck her on the cheek gently, pulling your head away and watching her cheeks blush a deep red you place your palm onto the top of her thigh, as she squeezes them together, squirming in her seat. âFuck it!â You think to yourself.
You trace light circles onto her leg through the denim, her face is roasting by now as she watches the screen in front of her, pretending she canât see your soft gaze on her face shamelessly âEllieâ you whisper
âYeah?â She whispers, eyes still on the screen, so scared to meet yours, scared she might cum just from your teasing and pretty eyes.
âEllieeeâ you say impatiently and her eyes finally land on you, you look around the room, noticing the only other people there, a couple, a good distance away from you both.
You tilt your head as a way of saying âcome hereâ with a teasing smirk.
She looks at you so stupidly, mouth agape, in genuine shock you, you laugh before shrugging your shoulders at her and raising an eyebrow, she huffs out a nervous laugh âokayâ she says so gently before she clumsily crawls onto your lap, face-to-face with you.
Her quick breaths hit your face as you lean in admiring her in the low lighting, her eyes still so bright, you brush your fingertips along the denim that covered her thighs in an attempt to calm her.
Youâre almost nose-to-nose with her as you whisper âheyâ sheepishly.
She smiles so hard that the corners of her eyes crinkle âheyâ she replies, staring into your eyes, you both just sit like that for a moment, admiring each other, until she breaks the silence with a tremble of fear in her throat âc-can I kiss you?â she almost begs.
You just nod lightly and she instantly, cautiously hooks both her arms around your neck and leans forward, closing her eyes as her lips press to yours sweetly, her chest heaving from the light touch, a little smacking sound happening as she pulls her pout from yours as you open your eyes just in time to see hers flutter open so softly.
You mimick her stutter from earlier as you repeat her question back to her âc-can I kiss you?â She only smiles as her palms land on the back of your head, pushing your face gently towards hers âpleaseâ.
And just like that your lips are on hers again but this time you take lead over the sweet girl perched on top of your lap, rolling your tongue across her bottom lip, causing her mouth to drop open and a little whine to leave her as you slide your tongue across hers, tasting her, she tastes so sweet as she huffs into your mouth lightly, her fingers skimming your waist beneath your top, causing goosebumps to erupt on your skin.
âellieeâ you whine quietly against her mouth, she pushes your shoulders back, disconnecting you both as her green orbs looks into yours so desperately.
She looks over each of her shoulders, making sure both of you havenât caught anyoneâs attention yet before her head dips, watching her movements, she canât believe what sheâs doing as she slowly grinds onto your thigh, her eyeâs land on yours, begging you for approval.
Your teeth lands into your bottom lip as you take in the sight of the literal goddess in front of you, your hands trailing up to her hips as you guide her.
You leanforward, keeping an eye on the couple in front of you as you trail kisses up her neck, hearing her whisper your name in praise.
âItâs okay baby, I got youâ you say as you start to move your thigh with her grinding, âmhmmâ she whines in your ear littering the side of your face with kisses, you feel her breathing down your skin, causing goosebumps as both of you work to make her feel so good.
Sheâs grinding onto you so desperately as her arms around your neck pull you closer, her whimpers and slight squelching sounds fill your ears, youâre lost in thought as you feel the weight of her on your lap, the movements of her on your leg, it felt so right, almost like she belonged on you.
âfingersâ she begs quietly, interrupting your thoughts.
âYou sure baby?, you can barely handle what Iâm giving you right nowâ you tease, licking up the side of her throat.
Her grinding gets more frantic as she stutters, already out of breath âp-please, I can h-handle I-ughâ.
âYeah?â
She nods into your skin.
You continue to tease her, reaching under her hoodie and tracing your fingers along her waist band as your other hand reaches up and tweaks at her soft nipple, causing a moan to fall from her lips âshh-sh-sh-sh, gotta be quiet mamaâ you remind her as you fumble with the button on her jeans and cup her wet pussy over her boxers, feeling her literally leak through them, her warm slick coating your fingertips as you circle her clit with two fingers, causing her to mewl.
Your hand comes up to cover her mouth as you look at her with fake annoyance and you hear her mumble a faint âsorryâ under your palm as she grinds into your fingertips.
You lean forward, your lips brushing her ear âgood girlâ you praise her and her hips jerk forwards. Kissing her breasts through her hoodie as you slip your fingers into her boxers and listen to her gasps at the contact of you on her clit, you look up, your eyes on hers as you leave a slobbery mess of saliva on her hoodie.
Your digits are drenched as you kiss her to cut off her sounds while you slide a finger inside her, feeling her clench on you âffuck, so t-tightâ you moan about out as you pump in and out of the auburn haired girl.
You canât help it, you slide a second finger inside her, struggling to enter her, you worry youâre hurting her but the look on her face tells you âdonât stopâ as you start massaging that spongy spot inside her a pornographic moan leaving her as you press onto the back of her head, pushing her face into your cleavage âshut the fuck up Ellieâ you thrust angrily into her, hearing how soaked she is, whimpers leaving her mouth as she fucks your fingers back, riding them softly.
As much as you love this, she got to shut up or youâre gonna have to stop, between the sounds leaving her cunt and her mouth, your little corner in the cinema was gonna get invaded by unwanted eyes.
âSuckâ you tell her as you push her face deeper into your cleavage and she starts to suckle on the skin softly, soothing and silencing herself as your other hand comes down and cups her ass, guiding her, your thumb rubs little circles into her clit, you feel her wet warm walls pulse around you as her drool leaks between your breasts âd-donât s-stop, ohhâ she pleads as her legs start to twitch and tears prick her eyes.
âCâmon baby, give it to meâ
Her teeth sink into the fat of your breasts to shut herself up, almost drawing blood. Sheâs so fucking messy, her slick dripping into your palm âgive it to mama, fuck pleaseâ you say so desperately as she squeals into your chest, you feel the vibrations of her voice against your heart, her cum drenching your fingertips, you slowly continue to pump inside her, feeling her pulse onto your digits and her thighs shake in overstimulation.
âT-to m-uhhâ she mumbles.
âGimme one more mamaâ you curl your fingers, hitting her sweet spot âjust one more babyâ youâre hitting that spongy spot inside her so right âcan you do that for me?â.
Her gaze meets yours, teary, weak and desperate for you âmhmm mama, oh-only for youâ the people in front of you are subtly glancing behind them, giving you both dirty looks, anger builds in your chest, itâs that fucking bitch from the bathroom âshut the fuck upâ her words ring in your head.
You pull out and rub her bundle of nerves quickly, harshly and causing tears to fall from her eyes as both her palms cover her mouth but your other hand pulls them away from her face, her eyes pop out her head as you nod at her reassuringly âbe as loud as you wan-â youâre stopped as her head turned to them, you smack her clit, causing her to squeal and direct her attention back to you.
âYouâve earned itâ you shove two fingers back inside her, making her scream so loud in pleasure, the brunetteâs head whips to your face, her eyes bolting out her head when she notices you, you just roll your eyes at her presence and suck on Ellieâs jawline as you wink at her.
She grabs her bag and drags her boyfriend out the room as you slap Ellieâs clit harshly making her squeal so loud as the brunette slams the door after giving you one last dirty look.
âThank god!â You think to yourself before picking Ellie up off of you and putting her down besides you, her eyes darting around in confusion âd-did i do something wrong?â She almost sobs out.
âNo, no babyâ you stand in front of her and place your palm on her cheek âno babyyâ you coo with soft eyes, her gaze softens with yours and her breathing calms down.
âI just wanna taste my pretty girlâ you say, getting on your knees in front of her, your fingers hook into her waistband âcan I do that mama?â
She bucks her hips at your words âyesâ she breathes her out and you pull the denim and her underwear to her knees and shimmy yourself up between her legs, the plush of her thighs against your face as you suck on the skin there, looking into her watery green eyes, only looking away to admire the tears rolling down her blushed cheeks.
Ellie yelps in surprise as you palm both her asscheeks, dragging her to the edge of seat and lick a stripe up her pussy, literally salivating at the taste, you swipe your tongue over her clit and her fingers dig into your hair and pull, a gasp leaving her mouth, you look up to see her hand on her chest as it raises and falls dramatically, her eyes piercing yours, in shock at how good she feels as you glide up and down her clit âoh g-odâ her hips buck into your face.
You only shove your face deeper into the trembling girl, sucking and flicking at her already so sensitive pearl âpleaseeâ tears fall from her eyes as she pants through chapped lips âride itâ you instruct as you flatten your tongue, her feet is on the back of the chair behind you as she uses your mouth, her warm slick coating your nose down, dripping down your chin as one of your hands tweaks her nipple while you slide your finger inside her, feeling her walls crush you âfffuck!â She squeals, her pelvis leaving the chair as a steady stream of liquid leaves her, her nails digging into the armrests and her body trembling.
You continue thrusting into her softly as you lick all over her folds, cleaning her up as she comes down from her high, you lean up, her knees that are still on your shoulders are touching her chest as you press your lips to hers while you softly pull out of her âyou did so good for me Ellieâ you praise her as she pulls you in for another kiss âth-thank youâ she breathes. You kiss her on the forehead âyou deserve itâ you brush her sensitive clit with your fingertip just to hear one more moan from her, giggling to yourself while you tell her âletâs get you tidied up angelâ a weak âmhmâ is all she can manage as you pull her trousers back up and pat her messy hair down âso prettyâ you say and she canât help but blush more at your words.
You grab her hand helping her weak legs lead to the bathroom as you sit her on the edge of the sink, kissing her face, cleaning her tear stained glasses and retying her hair, she almost looks like she didnât get railed by you ten minutes prior, almost, but the look in her eye as she watched you reapply your lipgloss told a completely different story âwanna try?â You offer and she nods her head a sleepy smile on her lips as the wand traces her mouth âperfectâ you say, gripping her chin and facing her to the mirror.
Your eyes meet hers in the reflection âso, so perfectâ you promise as she smiles at your words, she leans closer and steers you towards her, sheepishly placing another peck to your lips, her fingers interlacing with yours as she grips your waist with the other hand, your hand on her shoulder, she whispers âyouâre so perfectâ with a twinkle in her eye, placing a wet peck to your forehead and squeezing your hand âso, so perfectâ she smilesâŠ
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I mean you already lived a fucked up life so I think you'll understand why it doesn't surprise me at all 0-0
But dang.. seven?? Like- for how long were you looking in the forests until you stumbled across termina? In how long did you manage to leave the kokiri forest and y'know,, report ganon to the royal family?
I do know Horatio spent at least 2 solid years looking since he didn't have any fairies to guide him and he almost practically got lost and died since those forests had the same conditions as the lost woods đ {<- he is currently Co-Front and I'm upset about him for withholding this information from me}, so I assumed it was the same for you since you both come from the same combined source (Both OOT/MM and LU)
I don't know in how long did Chronicle arrive there since he like,, don't really remember shit before termina almost at all and besides he scares me a little so I wouldn't say even if I knew unless I knew he chill with it, as for Sprite (we know the name hold association for you, we try to get him to pick a new one but it's hard since no one's really close with him beside someone who fused a while ago), I think he spent about half a year looking so he was about 8 to 8.5 year old (his birthday was just after he left the kokiri forest lol poor kid)
- Digi
I donât know what fortress youâre talking about but I went straight to the king before anything else
I was only searching for a WEEK after I got back, no time for a break I was still processing Navi leavingâŠ.
-Time
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Noxious Pt.4
Chapter 4: Friendly Meals & MediationÂ
Warnings!: 18+ |Â Swearing/Strong Language
Pairings: Park Jimin x  Female Reader | Kim Taehyung x Female Reader
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Bestfriend au!, College au!, Eventual Smut, Eventual Poly!au
Word Count: 6,262 (roughly 23 minutes of average reading time)
Summary: Jimin, Taehyung and F/n are all childhood friends. Taehyung moved away some years ago and left Jimin to take care of F/n. F/n falls for Jimin as they get older and gives up everything to fit into his life, until one night Jimin gets drunk and tells her what he really thinks of her.
I made sure I wasnât leaving at a bad time for Tae, hugged him, told him I hoped we could talk more, and got on the train to Busan.
The whole way there I was jittery and nervous. What did Jimin know and HOW did he know? Should I tell him everything or just fake not knowing anything? I was chewing on my bottom lip, jittering as anxiety threatened to swallow me whole. The closer I got to Busan the worse I got.
I pulled out my phone to text Hoseok.
F/n: WHAT DO I DO!?!? HOW MUCH DOES HE KNOW!?
Hoseok sent me a text immediately back.Â
Hoseokđ»: I DONâT KNOW! He just got up, saw you werenât in the room and ran off!!!
Hoseokđ»: Weâve been trying to find him but we canât!
Hoseokđ»: Jungkook has been calling him nonstop since we left
Hoseokđ»: Where are you????
F/n: He said âHave a safe trip back to Busanâ sO HE FUCKING KNOWS I WASNâT THERE đ
Hoseokđ»: :O
I tried to hold back the smile that tugged on my lips.
F/n: DONT MAKE ME GIGGLE THIS IS SERIOUS
Hoseokđ»: HES GOING TO KILL US TOO
Hoseokđ»: He trusted us with you for like a second
Hoseokđ»: He done fucked up.
I giggle left my lips before I could stop myself
F/n: WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT MAKING ME GIGGLE
Hoseokđ»: IâM TRYING TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD BEFORE WE DIE
F/n: Jimin would never kill me
Hoseokđ»: HEâS HAD IT OUT FOR JUNGKOOK SINCE THEY FOUGHT ABOUT JIMINâS HEIGHT
Hoseokđ»: SAVE THE BABY
F/n: đ Iâm done with this conversation
F/n: all your doing is making me smile
Hoseokđ»: :D
Hoseokđ»: Iâll text you when we find him!
Hoseokđ»: Text me to let me know you got back safe! đ
F/n: Okay, talk to you later HobiâŠ
I let out a heavy sigh and leaned back into my seat. A ding from my phone didnât let me start to stress even more. I checked my phone, hoping it was something to pull me out of this.
Muscle Bunnyđđźđ„: Donât worry too much. You two will just talk. If it gets too bad you can call me or Hoseok-Hyung! Weâll save you!
I smiled at the sweet message, feeling a little more at ease.
F/n: Thank you, Jeongguk! I owe you food for this!!!
Muscle Bunny đđźđ„: Yes! Weâll make it a whole day! I got a new video Iâm working on and maybe weâll go around the city!
Muscle Bunny đđźđ„: Just to get your mind off things
F/n: I would love that
Jeongguk was right. It was just a conversation and not anything crazy. It just scared me that I didnât know what was going to be said and how heated it would get. I would just have to find out when I got there.
I was dying to know exactly what Jimin wanted to talk about. I was more than sure it was about Taehyung, but I had questions for him too.
Why did he tell Hoseok about him in such a malicious way if Taehyung didnât technically do anything wrong? How did he know I wasnât in Busan? Was there a specific reason why he started calling me Yakgwa? Did HE already meet up with Tae or reject the offer to meet?
All these ran in my head enough for me to march up to the front door of the Park residence and knock with confidence.
If ANYONE needed to answer questions or explain themselves it was him. Â We did need to talk. About HIM. About his actions. About his treatment of me.
All of this confidence and bold thinking was put to a stop as soon as Jimin was the one to open the front door.
He had changed, his hair was a mess, his hoodie was a bagger one than before and he had on basketball shorts. He looked at me for a small moment before waving me in.
The house was still, usually, his mom would be making something at this time or his dad. No TVs on, no other lights besides the living room and the hallway upstairs. Just quiet.
âMy parents arenât home, itâs just us.â He clarified as he walked into the living room.
His voice was slightly deeper than usual. It wasnât happy or energetic.
âI was wondering why it was so quiet. Where did they go?â I asked, taking more cautious steps towards the couch.
Jimin picked his phone up from the coffee table as he answered, âThey went to my aunt's house.â
The air was so awkward because we both knew we were upset with each other. I knew he was irritated with me, maybe even hurt, but I was nervous to even bring it up at the moment. He seemed tired and restless. What if I hit a nerve and he exploded? What if he took my words the wrong way?
Jimin put his phone back down as he sat down with a sigh, âOkay, I wonât dance around this, I know you went to see Taehyung and I donât want you to do it again.â
Of course, âWhy not? I was just catching up with a childhood friend. Nothingâs wrong with that.â
âHeâs not our friend. Heâs not good for you or me.â
âDid you get in contact with him?â
âThatâs not the point.â He waved my question off, successfully pissing me off enough to light that confidence again.
âDid you, or did you not get in contact with him again?â
âI ignored his mom is thatâs what youâre asking. You should've too.â
âWhat happened that made you so angry at him?â
âWhat happened that made you so willing to accept him?â
âYou.â I finally pushed it out, âYou happened.â
That seemed to surprise him, he seemed less stand-offish and like he was now actually listening.
ââŠMe? What about me?â He asked, his voice changed in tone entirely. It was high pitched and sounded like he was afraid of the answer.
âCut the crap, you treated me like a fucking lapdog for years. I was going to talk to Taehyungâs mom but she left me with Taehyung. I shouldnât even explain myself when it is YOU who needs to explain to me why you lead me on and why you treated me like garbage.â
Jimin quickly shook his head, âYou arenât a lapdog to me, F/n! We went over this! Youâre my best friend and have been since we were kids!â
âYou knew I liked you and only kept me around for fun and more attention! Stop making it seem like Taehyung will ruin my life when all he did today is give me one of the best ones Iâve had in years!â
âWhere is all this coming from!?â
âYOU! You said it your fucking self! You knew I liked you! You knew that as soon as you called that Iâd be right there! You donât care about me in that way but you want me to only be yours. Like a fucking doll or dog for you to order around!â
âI never said that!â
âYes, you did! Why do you think I got back into what I REALLY wanted to do? Why do you think I AVOID you!?â Â
Jimin quickly shook his head, eyes widening, âIf I said it I didnât mean it! I would never mean that, F/n! You mean so much to me! Yes, I knew you have a crush on me, but I wasnât sure what I wanted! How could I accept your feelings without being sure of my own? I didnât want to break your heart later on!â
âSo you did it every day for most of my life!? When you got a girlfriend? When you slept around? You were, and still are cruel and selfish, Jimin!â
âI didnât know it hurt you that much! You never saw me in the act of anything!â
âSo that makes it okay!? Iâm not a fucking idiot I would hear gossip throughout each school we went to! How you ditched me every chance you got to get your dick wet! Then you would come back to me like you cared about only me! Youâre a fucking asshole!â Jimin quickly stood up to come over to me.
He held his hands out as he walked closer to me, like I was going to explode, âI didnât know you knew any of that,â Jimin began, his voice calm, âI didnât know the girls would talk. Especially to tell you things like that. I never wanted to hurt you! I always wanted to keep you close and keep you safe. You loved me. I couldnât give that up, you have to understand that, please F/n.â
I stood up, I was not going to let my guard down, I wasnât going to let my heart soften, âYou couldnât let my love go but you couldnât accept it!? Are you fucking kidding me? Do you have any idea what youâre saying!? You were willing to take my virginity, knowing that you wouldnât want anything more from me! Just to shut me up! Just because you were jealous that someone else might get my attention! I can guess thatâs why you donât want me around Taehyung as well!â
âI wasnât going to fuck you and leave you, F/n!â He actually sounded hurt that time.
Good. I wanted him to hurt. I wanted him to know that he was the issue.
âNo, you werenât! You were going to do much worse! Fuck me and keep me around to see the others you fuck!â
âI wasnât going to hook up with anyone after you, I swear!â
âYouâre not only an asshole but a liar as well!â
âNo! I swear! I was going to take it seriously! I didnât want you leaving, thatâs true. I hated how someone could catch your attention so fast after itâs been on me for years! But thatâs not why I didn't want you talking to Taehyung! You have to trust me on this!â He practically begged.
âTRUST YOU!? I donât even know you! I thought you were sweet and kind only to find out you really are a lying manipulator!â
âIâm not! You know me! Iâm your best friend! Iâm your Chim! Youâve loved me for as long as I can remember and Iâm still the same way!â
âStop lying to me, you stupid a-â I wasnât sure if it was out of panic or desperation, but Jimin lunged forward and wrapped me in his arms.
As soon as I felt the embrace I tried shoving him off. He only held me tighter and began to kiss the top of my head.
âLet me go! Iâm not done talking to you!â I snapped.
âThis isnât talking anymore, F/n. Iâm sorry I hurt you. Itâll never happen again. I wonât lead you on, I wonât lie to you. I wonât treat you like a child and I won't take you for granted. I wonât make you feel worthless, or like youâre a lapdog. I care so much about you and weâll forget all about this.â
Now I was livid.
Forget about this!?
Forget about years of torment just because he was sorry? Not a fucking chance.
This time I successfully shoved him off, âSeriously!? Stop while you can! Iâm going back to school, give me space or I cut you out completely.â I threatened before storming out to find a taxi.
âMaybe next time at least TRY to understand where heâs coming from.â Hoseok voiced as he took another bite of his chocolate ice cream.
âHe was the one who messes up his wording!â I whined.
Hoseok shook his head, a small smile on his lips as he made his way to the swing set, âYou two need to think over your words before you say them. You both let emotions run high and explode.â
I gave him an irritated look.
âWhat?â Hoseok laughed at my face.
âI need you to just agree with me and talk shit. I need sympathy, not facts!â I complained as I sat on the swing next to him.
âJungkook is on his way to do that but for now I need you to know heâs not the only stupid one.â
âI regret buying your ice cream.â I huffed.
Hoseok only chuckled as he began to lightly swing.
He wasnât wrong though. Maybe I shouldâve tried to understand where he was coming from. I was just too angry to think of his side. I only saw mine.
Like a ball of frantic energy Hoseok and I could see Jeongguk SPRINTING down the street towards us.
Hoseok almost dropped his ice cream as he shot up to open up one of our convenience store bags, âI TOLD HIM THERE WOULD BE SNACKS!â
âThere are?â I giggled in confusion.
Hoseok ignored me as he dug through the bag. Jeongguk really was going fast though.
âMan, heâs coming in hot isnât he?â I giggled, slightly unsettled.
âWhere did you put the banana milk!?â Hoseok asked, still panicked.
âOther bag! Other bag!â I quickly stood up as I saw Jeongguk getting closer.
Hoseok ripped open the other bag and yanked out the banana milk and grabbed a random bag of chips and held it out in front of him. As soon as Jeongguk reached the park his hands reached out and snatched the items.
Jeongguk skidded to a stop and threw his hands up as if to cheer for his snacks.
âYah, come in slower next time, You make me think youâre going to crash into me with that energy,â Hoseok complained.
âHi, Jeongguk.â I giggled at Hoseokâs relieved face.
âHello, Noona.â Jeongguk greeted in formal speech with a small smile.
Hoseok snapped his head up to look at Jeongguk with the most comedically disgusted and judgmental face Iâve ever seen, âDonât.â was all he said.
âSo what did Jimin say?â Jeongguk ignored him and sat in the swing I abandoned.
I let out a sigh, âTo stay away from Taehyung, that he didnât think of me as a lapdog. More lies.â I muttered and bit into my gimbap.
âSome of it might not be lies though! She only sees it from her point of view.â Hoseok added.
âBUT sheâs known him all his life. Doesnât Noona know him better than us?â Jeongguk suggested.
I nodded my head mouth full as I pointed my finger at Jeongguk. Hoseok rolled his eyes at me and turned back to Jeongguk, âJust because she feeds you and sheâs older DOESNâT mean sheâs right!â
âLET JEONGGUK SIMP FOR ME.â I complained.
âNo. When we head back to school, I want you both to have lunch with us and at least TRY to talk it out like adults.â
âSince when am I an adult!?â
âWhy doesnât he like Taehyung? Yoongi talks about him and itâs never bad. But Jimin ONLY says bad things about him.â Jeongguk jumped in.
âJealousy?â I suggested.
We all seemed to think about it for a moment.
âDid⊠Did you notice anything off about Taehyung when you visited?â Hoseok asked.
âNot really. He kept his personality mostly since we were little. He DID have his own apartment with more than one bedroom and a dog. He said he had multiple jobs and was thinking of going to school. Nothing crazy.â
ââŠIs he a drug dealer or something?â Jeongguk asked.
âOr he just has REALLY nice paying jobsâŠâ Hoseok threw in.
âNow you guys are really making me think that I couldâve been kidnapped or something.â
âHow about we invite Taehyung to lunch with us?â Jeongguk suggested.
âAnd have Jimin rip him apart? Not a chance. Maybe a night out with us but NEVER a lunch where Jimin and F/n air out their dirty laundry.â
âWhy not? No need for spicy side dishes when you have all the drama.â
âJEONGGUK NO.â
âCan I at least bring Yoongi? He just wants to spectate.â
âAs long as he doesnât instigate.â
âI promise nothing.â
Once I had gotten to my dorm room it was empty. It felt like my roommate sensed my stupidity and fled. I wouldnât blame her.
I shut off all the lights and dramatically threw myself face down on the bed.
âJUST END ME NOW. DO IT.â I screamed into my pillow.
It was hard to be optimistic about anything given the shit show I made. I wasnât completely at fault but I didnât help the situation either.
I hoped once I woke up Hobi would help me fix my problem. Then again I shouldnât be relying on Hoseok to fight my battles. Jeongguk either.
With a groan I reached over and picked up my phone.
Surprisingly, Jimin hadnât called or text.
However, Taehyung did.
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: You didnât text me. I hope you got back safe.
I could almost physically feel a weight lift from my chest.
F/n: I made it back safe sorry. I shouldâve told you when I first got off the trainđ
I thought maybe he would text me a little later given how late it was, but a text came immediately after.
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: Donât worry about it Iâm just glad youâre safe. I had fun today can we maybe meet up again? Iâll come to you this time!
F/n: Are you sure? The train ride here is pretty boring
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: If you rode the rain for me I should return the favor. I wanted to see the school anyway
F/n: REALLY?
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: âŠ.
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: not really i just wanted more of an excuse to see you. You might need to talk me more into school though. Be a good salesman
F/n: do you really need to be convinced or is that another excuse to see me longer?
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: Both?
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: Both.
F/n: Well the street food is great here. Maybe I can take you to a market before we come to the school.
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: Trying the wine and dine tactic?
F/n: More like the steal and fill method
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: that sounds oddly sexual
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ: Iâm in
I let out a giggle before replying once more.
F/n: Then itâs set. Just let me know when you have a day off. Iâm going to bed now. Night Tae Tae the Dragon.
TaeTaeđŻđ»đČ:  Iâll let you know by tomorrow. Sweet dreams Yakgwa
I let out  a loud sigh and switched the contact over to Jimin. I hovered over the keyboard for a moment, pumping myself up to be the one to suck in my pride and reach out first.
F/n:⊠I want to start off my saying communication isnât my best personality trait. Iâm sorry for exploding on you. Hobi and Jeongguk offered to join us for lunch to talk if youâre up for it.
Just like Taehyung he immediately texted back.
Chimđ€: No. Donât apologize. You mustve been holding that in for years. Iâm sorry that you had to. Iâm up for the lunch. Maybe theyâll help out so we donât misunderstand each other
F/n: but i feel like an asshole I didnât even attempt to see anything from your point of view. I only saw my problems and not yours
F/n: it was selfish
F/n: and assholey
Chimđ€: dont make me smile Iâm still mad and hurt
F/n: are you perhaps⊠butt hurt?
F/n: asshole hurt?
F/n: nvm that one doesnât work
Chimđ€: I would block you if I didnât fear Hoseok
F/n: Yeah he would throw down if he found out you blocked me
F/n: Jeongguk too
Chimđ€: JEONGGUK TOO!?
Chimđ€: HOW
Chimđ€: IT TOOK HIM MONTHS TO EVEN CALL ME HYUNG ONCE
F/n: Wait really?
F/n: He called me noona already
Chimđ€: HE WHAT
F/n: idk man i just gave him food once and that was today and suddenly im noona
Chimđ€: what kind of witchcraft bullshit is that
Chimđ€: imma body slam him at lunch tomorrow
F/n: âŠremember that one time Jeongguk helped a teacher move their dead car off campusâŠ
Chimđ€: âŠ
Chimđ€: imma punch him at lunch tomorrow
F/n: âŠremember that one time Jeongguk completely flipped over another student in that charity wresting match without losing his breathâŠ
Chimđ€: I DIDNâT SAY I WOULD WIN THE FIGHT
F/n: Iâm pretty sure heâs made out of steel
F/n: your punch will hurt you more than anything
Chimđ€: Heâs sensitive to smells. Imma garlic bomb him
Chimđ€: shove gym laundry in his face
F/n: Heâs sensitive to smells?đ„ș
Chimđ€: YA
Chimđ€: Heâs an asshole donât think for a second that heâs cute
F/n: the boi is sensitive to smell, drinks banana milk, can sing really well, sings while he cooks, he smiles when he swears, plays video games, gushes over gaming graphics, he does spongebob impressions and made friends with a frog near campus once
F/n: smol eboy
Chimđ€: donât
Chimđ€: wait did you just call Gukkie an eboy?
Chimđ€: thats...
Chimđ€: not far off when i think about it
F/n: Iâll see you at lunch?
Chimđ€: Youâll see me at lunch. Get some sleep asshole.
When I woke up for my classes and they day ahead I couldnât help but feel lighter.
I aired out the building anger I had towards Jimin, Iâm more friends with Hoseok and Jeongguk than before, and I also got Taehyung back into my life.
I happily got my lunch and practically skipped to the usual lunch spot.
When I got closer to the tree I could see Jimin, almost leaning against the tree as he sat cross-legged. I could see Hoseok and Jeongguk sitting opposite sides of each other, facing each other. Yoongiâs back was to me like he was facing Jimin.
Iâve only met Yoongi once or twice because of Jeongguk and Hoseok. Yoongi was a quiet music major and I felt like I would bug him if I reached out to him. So I didnât really reach out, but when he joined us on things I would be more than happy to have him around.
Jimin looked up briefly from talking to wave me over, a big smile on his face. I ran over quickly and took my place next to Jimin.
âOhh looks like someone made up.â Hoseok teased.
I only shrugged in response as I opened my sandwich and chips.
âWe partly made up. Â We still need to talk things out.â Jimin sighed as he reached over to open my strawberry milk for me.
There was an awkward silence as Yoongi kept eating, unbothered.
âWe think youâre an asshole,â Jeongguk said to Jimin in the most casual way I didnât expect.
âWHOA!â Jimin exclaimed.
âJeongguk, we were supposed to ease him into this!â Hoseok tried his best to scold our friend but it was obvious that he was leaning more towards laughing.
âAnd they think youâre stupid,â Yoongi muttered I hoped it wasnât me he was talking about but he made eye contact so I couldnât even pretend I didnât hear it.
âHyung,â Hoseok was dangerously close to choking on his noodles.
âNoona isnât completely stupid though, she even popped off on him a time or two. Sheâs just really kind.â Jeongguk defended.
âExcuse me!? Noona!? And arenât you MY friend!?â Jimin interrogated.
âI tolerate you, yes.â Jeonggukâs response made me choke on my milk.
âThis isnât about me, this is about us judging you, so talk.â Jeongguk waved his hand almost as if he were shooing way someone annoying.
Jimin opened his mouth to answer, but I caught my breath in time to jump in, âLong story short, I had a crush on Jimin, Jimin got drunk one night, called me a lap dog so I stopped doing things HE wanted and did what I wanted. I tried to avoid him and my problems which only backfired when I exploded on him after meeting up with our childhood friend and now Iâm as lost as yâall.â
âAND I explained to her that I DIDNâT think of her as a lap dog and that Taehyung was a dick.â Jimin rolled his eyes.
âYou left out the part where you offered to take her virginity but didnât want to date her because she was, and I quote âwas like a sister to youâ.â Hoseok huffed.
âHE WHAT?â Jeongguk looked so scandalized.
âSo youâd fuck your sister but not date her. What a gentleman.â Yoongi commented.
âIt wasnât my proudest moment but I planned on not⊠hooking up with anyone after her at least for a long while. Her feelings matter to me.â Jimin explained.
âEven if you donât return them,â Jeongguk added.
âWouldnât that be even more heartless?â Yoongi turned to Hoseok.
âYes, it would be.â
âNo, it wouldnât! I was going to give myself a chance to fall for her! It would just take some time.â
âAnd if you donât then you just wasted her time.â
âYoongi?â
âToo harsh?â
âJust a little.â
âDid you at least plan to take her on a date?â Jeongguk jumped in.
âOf course I did! What kind of animal do you think I am!?â Iâve never seen Jimin look so offended.
They all gave him a pointed look, âDonât answer that.â Jimin quickly tried to save his pride.
âEither way I want to defend Taehyung! He talked with me, we caught up, we ate meat and ice cream. We watched a show and he even walked me back to the train station.â I changed the topic.
Jimin quickly shifted his body so he was half facing me, âHe did WHAT?â
âThat does sound like a very Taehyung thing to do,â Yoongi noted.
âSounds strangely like a date,â Hoseok smirked.
I looked at Hoseok with betrayal in my eyes, âIâm sure you want me dead.â
âWell did he try anything!?â Jimin questioned.
âWhat does it matter? Itâs not like they can make out in a barbeque place, Iâve tried.â Hoseok scoffed, which earned him a few judgmental looks.
I shook my head, âAnYWAY! Of course, he didnât try anything! He was just being nice and I had a nice time! Itâs not like we intentionally went on a date,â I reasoned.
âMaybe it wasnât a date to YOU.â Yoongi was now smirking.
âNot you too,â I pleaded.
âHyung, you know Taehyung, is he a scumbag?â Jimin turned to Yoongi.
âWhy are you so insistent on painting Taehyung as a bad guy when youâve done no better?â Jeongguk accused before Yoongi could answer.
âHEY! Iâve been her best friend for years! He just pops in our life randomly! I want to make sure heâs not bad news! He could sleep around and break hearts!â Jimin debated.
âLike you?â Hoseok shot.
Silence.
Suddenly the strawberry milk didnât taste so nice.
âJimin, I think what they mean to say is youâre projectingâŠâ I awkwardly broke the tension.
âNot you too!â Jimin cried in annoyance.
âThereâs a word for his jealousy?â Hoseok questioned.
âJealousy?â Now I was confused.
âOh my god, theyâre both stupid.â Yoongi shook his head.
Jimin shook his head, âItâs not jealousy, itâs not projecting either! He might be an asshole.â
âKeyword is âmightâ meaning youâre not sure.â
âYoongi why did Jeongguk invite you?â Jimin sighed.
âJimin thatâs a little rude, donât you think?â Hoseok lightly scolded.
âYeah, why would you not want Yoongi Hyung here? Heâs our friend too, heâs just looking out for you.â Jeongguk poked.
âYeah, I wasnât the one being a dumbass,â Yoongi added, causing me to let out a snort.
âI donât know why youâre laughing, he called you stupid a little while ago,â Jimin grumbled.
âYeah, but unlike you, I know Iâm an idiot and own it. Words canât hurt me, this strawberry milk is Gucci.â I smirked.
ââŠDidnât this all start because Jimin said some words you didnât like?â Yoongi sounded genuinely confused.
His features were soft, meaning he didnât intentionally make a jab at me.
I slammed my milk down with a dramatic gasp, âYou know what, Yoongi!? I laughed at your joke and invited you to sit in at our drama and THIS is how you repay me!?â
âWhy would you be mean to Noona, you donât see her often and when you do, you do things like this.â Jeongguk played along, shaking his head.
âDonât call her that.â Jimin almost glared at Jeongguk.
Hoseok let out a small laugh, âMaybe sit this one out.â He advised Yoongi.
âJokes aside, we still havenât sorted out anything.â Jimin hesitantly informed.
âLike?â I asked, lifting my sandwich to take a bite.
ââŠLike if Iâm taking your virginity or if we should go on a few dates first.â The time to die by choking on a sandwich has come.
My time is now.
âJimin! I swear you know how to fuck up a wet dream!â Hoseok scolded as he handed a bottle of water to Yoongi to open and he began to pat my back.
âI canât believe you sometimes, we just got the mood light and you just, ughhh.â Jeongguk didnât even finish ranting, he just made a noise of irritation and turned away from Jimin.
Hoseok scooted closer to my hunched over form. I was trying to cough out the piece of bread that went down the wrong pipe. His patting of my back gave me some form of comfort but not entirely as the tears came to my eyes from the sting in my throat.
âI didnât mean right now!â Jimin defended.
âThe point of this whole conversation was to explain how youâre being an entitled idiot and it just flew over your head.â Yoongi sighed as he handed Hoseok the water bottle.
Hoseok put the water bottle under my face, and in the softest voice Iâve ever heard him speak in, he said, âCome on, drink this. Youâll feel better. Itâs okay, just a little bread.â
Before anyone could comment that Hoseok was sitting close to me and rubbing my back as I drank water, Yoongi spoke up, âAnyway. I think you seriously need to understand that if she wants to lose her virginity to someone else and not be around you 24/7 then youâll have to accept that. You both need space.â
âBut we arenât normal! Our friendship has never been normal! If I give us space itâll only get worse.â Jimin argued.
âHe just danced around the virginity thing.â Jeongguk pointed out.
Once my coughing fit stopped I pushed away the cruel sandwich, whoâs bread was filled with hate and turkey.
Jimin frowned, âAt least eat your chips, Yakgwa. Hyung, can you stop petting her? Sheâs okay.â
âHeâs still ignoring it.â Yoongi shook his head.
Hoseok ignored them, continuing to rub my back, âWhat happened? Were you eating too fast?â He questioned.
âNot that I can tell.â I glared at the sandwich.
âMaybe the bread was just too dry.â Hoseok theorized.
Actually, that made sense, âThat or I was paying too much attention to the conversation and not eating.â I gave him an embarrassed smile.
He gave me a smile and small chuckle in return, âWeâll try not to surprise you then.â He promised.
ââŠYou can stop petting her now.â Jimin said once more, his voice sounded fake, and not at all genuinely friendly.
âCalm down, heâs just being a brother⊠You know all about that.â Yoongi teased.
Hoseok rolled his eyes, âShe choked on bread, I was only being nice.â
âJust nice?â Jeongguk challenged.
âStop making Jimin jealous and lets drop this. Jimin and F/n will work this out in time if they just allow each other some space.â Yoongi waved the tension away.
Now lunch was just awkward.
Nothing in my illustration class went well. I couldnât control anything my hand did and ended up making more corrections and erasing than actually drawing. To say I was stressed and irritated was an understatement. I shoved the building doors open and was met with an unexpected sight.
âHobi? What are you doing here?â
He looked up from his phone, a smile on his face, âThe others are waiting at dinner for us. I had practice so I figured I should swing by here afterward to go with you.â He explained, ignoring the looks he got as he shoved his phone in his pocket.
âWeâre having dinner? How come no one told me?â I frowned.
Hoseokâs head tilted a little to the side, âI thought Jimin told you. I swear that boy. Are you free?â
âI⊠I mean, yes, I just didnât expect it I guess.â I responded as he threw his arm around my shoulder and began to lead me in a direction.
âHow did your class go?â He asked after we walked some time and I relaxed a little.
I let out a large sigh, âTerrible. My hand doesnât listen to my brain.â I grumbled.
The sun was descending, blending the colors into a beautiful gradient. The weather was warm but has a slight cool breeze so it never was too warm.
Hoseok looked forward like he was thinking over his answer, âMaybe you just need more practice. Or it was just an off day.â He suggested.
âI hope so.â I gave him a small smile.
It wasnât until this moment that I fully realized how Hoseok was dressed. He wasnât formal or dressed up. If anything he was dressed down. He was wearing a white shirt, black ripped jeans, dark boots, a black jacket that looked and felt like leather. His hair was curly, this was the first time for that, another thing that was the first time seeing was a chain earing that went from the top to bottom of his ear. Like he had a helix and lobe piercing. Â There were three thin, silver chains that caught the street and store lights just right.
This was all odd. Hoseok would wear loud colors. I remember at one point finding Jimin because I could see Hoseokâs neon yellow shoes in a crowd. His bright flashy color clothes are usually what gave Hoseok away most of the time. It wasnât by any means obnoxious though. Despite the loud colors he always pulled them off perfectly. Never looking out of place or goofy, though there were times we would question an item or two of his choice.
I remember distinctly having a conversation with him, Jeongguk, and Jimin about piercings. He didnât have any and didnât want any. He would say he liked his ears too much to get any. Jeongguk and Jimin would naturally bring their friend Hoseok with them for support while they got more piercings on their ears. I was there for a few too. Hoseok would always dodge the Jeongguk or Jimin if they asked if he wanted one. So seeing him with this made me really confused.
It also registered what he said when he greeted me out of class. Did he change after practice? Jimin said it would be hell to practice in jeans, and sometimes boots were too heavy to properly get into focus.
ââŠIs this a clip-on?â I asked, reaching out to lightly run my fingers along the chains.
âOh yeah!â He exclaimed like he just remembered.
He ran in front of me, face me, and stuck a theatric pose, âHow do I look?â
I let out a laugh, âGood. You even curled your hair!â
âYou noticed?â He asked, stopping his pose to look over at me in excitement.
I nodded, just as excited as him. He clapped a little excitedly and rushed back to stand next to me. He threw his arm back over my shoulders with a glowing smile on his face.
âSo what are we having for dinner?â I asked, playfully wrapping my arm around his waist.
âI figured I take you to a high-end steakhouse with only the best, most expensive wine, with a nice 5-star, gourmet chocolate cake to end the night.â Hoseok joked, his voice sounding like a stereotypical rich person.
ââŠSo weâre having meat at a local Korean barbeque place, soju, and whatever we want from the convenient store?â
âThatâs the plan!â
I giggled and continued walking.
It wasnât until we were close to our group's go-to place that I decided to ask an important question I shouldâve asked before I agreed to leave with him, âSo whoâs joining us again?â
âWell, we have Jimin, and Jeongguk,â He began as he jumped on the deck-like platform just outside the door, making me follow.
âYoongi, I invited my friend Namjoon, but I think he wonât be here until later,â He continued, opened the front door, and guided me in by my lower back.
As soon as the front door chimed I could see our friends at the table. Upon hearing the chime four men turned to look at us.
Four? Why four?
Well, when they turned around I locked eyes with someone elseâs relieved ones.
âAnd our new good friend, Taehyung!â Hoseok finished like this wasnât going to be just as, if not more uncomfortable than lunch.
ââŠIâm never having a group meal again after this.â I sighed as I walked over to take a seat, Hoseokâs hand on my back, seeming to keep me from running off.
Jiminâs face was just anger, staring right at Taehyung who was sitting across from him. Taehyung gave me an awkward smile and wave.
I glared at Yoongi who held his hands up in a classic âwasnât meâ pose. I didnât believe it for a second.
âNoona! Have a seat! I think we uh⊠have a new friend!â Jeongguk tried to smile.
I looked over towards the empty seat.
âŠI KNOW they didnât just cause chaos and sit me right in the middle of it.
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