#this is why i felt weird about writing it sdjfkdsj im sorry javi

[nogoodmox]

i'm offended no one has asked about deano, and if someone already asked deano, then fred's fav boy finn

javi,,, i was dreading this ask bc i truly wasn’t prepared to write an essay on dean ambrose today. i probably shouldn’t have put this off bc now i’m tired from writing the other so…i’m gonna try to keep this short /:

uhh dean was the reason i got back into wrestling? i’ve been a fan since i was about 9, but i would have a lot of on-and-off periods where i’d stop watching for a few months then start up again later. so the longest break i ever took was around 2 years, and it was because of dean that i started watching again. since then, i’ve had a lot of 3-6 months periods where i lose interest in wrestling, but it’s always him that pulls me back into it.

he means a great deal to me but like…when it comes to voicing it i’m not really sure how to do it without throwing a bunch of adjectives at you that should somehow explain why i like him.

 i have a weird liking for shield dean for some reason. he was really loud and twitchy and restless and he had a really weird way of talking. like his voice patterns were all over the place and i was fond of that for some reason? he also had a really erratic way of moving in the ring and he seemed to be the one who enjoyed wreaking havoc the most. he was just the problem child ig. 

i love post-shield dean just as much of course. the way he changed after seth’s betrayal was really something to watch and it affected me a lot for some reason made me all the more absorbed in his character. i didn’t like the ableist stuff they started to use as his gimmick but i loved everything he did with it. 

i love the way he jokes and seems lighthearted and goofy but he can get intense when he needs to and he’s not just some dumb, ~crazy~, clueless guy, he’s very smart in his own ways and he’s a survivor and he knows how to take care of himself, but at the same time friendship and belonging do admittedly mean something to him. we really got to see that with how close he is with roman and his eagerness to call jimmy and jey his cousins during the bloodline days. i love how he just genuinely loves to fight, but he’s not just some ball of aggression that goes after anyone. i like that he has his own weird set of morals and that he’s really and truly good at heart but doesn’t always know the means to accomplish that good. 

i like his mannerisms a lot too. my favorites are when he rolls his shoulders or paces or when he taps on his collarbone. i also like when he drops the mic before he finishes speaking or his hand gestures or when he jerks around in the ring and thinks it’s dancing. he’s just so bizarre and and kinda lame but he’s really cool when he gets riled up and i love listening to him talk. his promos aren’t always the best bc wwe sucks at writing but when he gets the chance to really tap into his essence he blows me away. 

i dunno. i like that he’s so multidimensional. he’s unpredictable and his character has many layers to it, he’s not always gonna react to things a certain way, it depends on the situation and that’s very human to me. i like that he’s careless and fun-loving and sometimes cheeky but also over-zealous and easily lost in his emotions and aggressive when he needs to be. he’s just a lot of things at once. he’s simple and goofy or eccentric and hard to understand. and the shifts between these things never seem unrealistic, at least to me. and from what we’ve seen of him outside of the ring, he’s a very laid back and subtle and somewhat quiet guy so the fact that he plays his character so well is so impressive to me.

i find him relatable a lot of times which is strange because i don’t think we have a lot of similarities. but we’re both kinda twitchy and always tapping things and talking either way too much or not very much. and we like messing around and prefer to have fun and be with friends and ignoring problems instead of thinking abt them and being emotional because when we are it’s way too much and overdramatic and pointlessly intense. this last part kinda doesn’t make sense but what i mean is basically i mostly love him, but i also relate to him in some ways. i wish it were more but i’m not really cool enough lol

this is a really rambly post i’m sorry. i ended up pretty much just describing what i think of him and it’s not even really insightful or in detail but yeah those are just some adjectives about dean ambrose i guess. thank you for asking javi i love you and him very much and i’m sorry that none of this really makes sense or explains how i feel about him /: