#this is truly the nail in the coffin of jayvik killing me

[mijucats]

gravity [Jayvik FST]

that's how you know i'm down bad

lyrics below the cut

Vienna Teng - Eric's Song

I've got darkness and fears to appease My voices and analogies, ambitions like ribbons worn bright on my sleeve Strange how we know each other Strange how I fit into you There's a distance erased with the greatest of ease Strange how you fit into me A gentle warmth filling the deepest of needs Strange how certain the journey Time unfolds the petals for our eyes to see The sacred simplicity of you at my side

2. Radiohead - Creep

I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around So fucking special, I wish I was special I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around So fucking special, I wish I was special

3. JVKE - next to you

I was thinking maybe we should Run away to an exhilarating place where everything is in your arms Take a trip inside kaleidoscopic eyes and watch as they reflect the stars Maybe when we fall asleep I'll see you in a dream ignoring the alarm Cause I don't wanna wake up unless I'm right next to you

4. Teddy Swims, Giveon - Are You Even Real

Are you even real, or did I make you up? How could someone like you wanna give me love? Don't think I deserve you but I can't get enough You're so beautiful, spiritual, more like a miracle Part of me's scared that you might be invisible Are you made up in my head, or are you in my bedroom?

5. Kendrick Lamar, SZA - luther

If this world was mine, I'd take your dreams and make 'em multiply If this world was mine, I'd take your enemies in front of God Introduce em to that light, hit em strictly with that fire In this world, concrete flowers grow If it was up to me I wouldn't give these nobodies no sympathy I'd take away the pain, I'd give you everything I just wanna see you win Better days comin' for sure

6. Ula - Futon

Just my luck Saw you lookin at her Am I not enough? Do I even matter? Noticing you Are you noticing me? No dissing her but you should be with me Saw you're at that party with your fake ass friends Just my luck Saw you lookin at her Am I not enough? Do I even matter? Noticing you Are you noticing me? No dissing her but you should be with me Saw you're at that party with your fake ass friends

7. Black Kids - Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance with You

You are the girl that I've been dreaming of ever since I was a little girl I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you He's got two left feet and he bites my moves The second I do I know we're gonna be through One, you're biting my tongue Two, I'm kissing on you Three, is he better than me?

8. Porter Robinson - Everything Goes On

And when I'm better we'll do everything I gotta stop making promises I can't keep But if I was gone tomorrow, won't the waves crash on? Is it selfish that I'm happy as we pass the setting sun? Someday I'll be overcast but you won't have to cry Cause we'll do the grieving while I'm by your side And I'm so scared of getting used to this All the vines that keep you tethered in your room Someday both of us are leaving here But for now I'll just bring the sea to you I told you to forget me but you stayed by my side

9. Thundercat - Them Changes

Nobody move, there's blood on the floor And I can't find my heart Where did it go? Did I leave it in the cold? So please give it back, cause it's not yours to take Why in the world would I give my heart to you Just to watch you throw it in the trash I've been traveling so long, I don't think I can hold on Where were you when I needed you the most? Now I'm sitting here with a black hole in my chest A heartless, broken mess

10. OK Go - Upside Down & Inside Out

Don't know where your eyes are but they're not doing what you say Don't know where your mind is baby but you're better off without it It's like an airplane going down I wish I had said the things you know that I had said Gravity's just a habit that you really should, you can't break So when you met the new you Were you scared, were you cold, were you kind? Yeah when you met the new you Did someone die inside?

11. Twenty One Pilots - The Line

Will they still let me over if I cross the line? Stay your pretty eyes on course Keep the memories of who I was before

12. Mystery Skulls - Enemy

You don't belong here Know just what you are We're both survivors in this Don't know what we've become The night is over And now you are mine It's down to you It's down to me Did you ever really think that I'd become Someone you'd call your enemy?

13. Jordan Ward - FAMJAM4000

You watched me grow up from a boy I watched you build from what's destroyed Yeah I could be all around the world But without family it don't mean anything Can we bring the love back? I know that you've been waitin so long For it to come home again I know that it's been way too long You've always been home to me, always home

14. SZA - Saturn

If there's another universe Please make some noise Give me a sign This can't be life If there's a point to losing love Repeating pain It's all the same I hate this place Stuck in this paradigm, don't believe in paradise This must be what Hell is like The good die young and poor I gave it all I could Stuck in this terradome All I see is terrible

15. Norah Jones - Come Away With Me

Come away where they can't tempt us with their lies And I wanna walk with you on a cloudy day In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high So won't you try to come?

16. Billie Eilish - BIRDS OF A FEATHER

I want you to stay til I'm in the grave If you go I'm going too, cause it was always you Birds of a feather, we should stick together I know I said I'd never think I wasn't better alone Can't change the weather, might not be forever I'll love you til the day that I die Til the light leaves my eyes I want you to see how you look to me Might not be long, but baby I Don't wanna say goodbye

17. Rebecca Sugar - Love Like You

If I could begin to be half of what you think of me I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love When I see the way you act wondering when I'm coming back I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love like you When I see the way you look, shaken by how long it took I could do anything

18. Vienna Teng - Gravity

Hey love, is that the name you're meant to have for me to call? Look love, they've given up believing They've turned aside our stories of the gentle fall But don't you believe them, these are the scars that words have carved on me Hey love, that's the name we've long held back from the core of truth Hey love, I am a constant satellite of your blazing sun My love, I obey your law of gravity This is the fate you've carved on me This law of gravity