#this is true for female characters aswell.
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munnchausenzip · 3 months ago
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so many people malewife characters that are actually boygirlboss .....
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akutasoda · 1 year ago
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Hey I know i do a lot of request but I can't help it since your writing is so good.
Could you do bsd x feisty female reader who wears their cape/coat. Like they went on a date and while coming back, reader felt cold. So they offer her their cape/coat only because they want to tease her over how small she looks in their clothes. But she ended up looking so cute that they started hugging her and trying to steal kisses while she is aggressively trying to get away (although she secretly likes it). Please do Ranpo, PM!Dazai, Ada!Dazai, Chuuya, Jouno, Nikola and Fydor or any other character you want. Thank you! <3 <3 <3 Take care of yourself ♡
frostbitten kisses
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synopsis - on a cold walk home after a date, they offer you their coat but they simply can't help but smother you in affection
includes - ranpo, dazai, chuuya, fyodor, nikolai, jouno
warnings - fem!reader(no pronouns mentioned), fluff, teasing, slight crack, wc - 2k
a/n: this was so adorable! take care of yourself aswell <3
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ranpo edogawa ★↷
dates with ranpo were interesting to say the least. most of the time, home dates were the favourite as ranpo could be quite lazy when returning from a day at the office. however you knew that if you asked ranpo wouldn't turn you down for any ideas you had for a date.
and so when you told him briefly you wanted to go somewhere sometime for a date, he wasted no time in planning it all out and telling you to be ready. your dates with ranpo were always going to be interesting, but it was that sort of charm he had that made it all the more enjoyable.
and even on the walk home you found yourself already missing the previous couple of hours. but your mind was quickly sidetracked by the cold night air that crawled under your attire and made you shiver. noticing your discomfort, ranpo immediately shrugged off his cape like coat and wrapped it around you, he didn't really carre about the cold.
but he still didn't hesitate to tease you about you not being prepared, however he couldn't keep his eyes off how cute you looked all bundled up in his cape like coat. and so his words died down and he tried to smother you in affection, but you simply avoided him.
this then spurred him to wrap his arms around you and tried to press kisses ylto your face but you kept squirming and turning your head. however you did enjoy the affection he always showered you in, so eventually you caved.
osamu dazai ★↷
to absolutely nobody's surprise, when dazai got himself into a true relationship he would act more upon his lovestruck feelings - and that included traditional dates like the romantic he truly was. in addition, dates with him were actually very frequent and always memorable.
but he would be up to any kind of date, whatever you named he'd gladly try his hardest to achieve it for you. but if he wanted to surprise you with a date it'd most often be either at a bar or a traditional fancy restaurant. and tonight it was the latter.
he had been waiting for you the minute you finished work. escorting you home and patiently waiting for you to get ready no matter how long you would take before escorting you arm in arm to his chosen location. just as always, the date had gone by too fast and you sere already anticipating the next one - even if you were just walking home.
but you both underestimated the time you both would begin walking home and so the night air had become especially chilly. but you were determined to not let it ruin your perfect night out even if you couldn't stop shivering.
dazai noticed how this became the case and with a wide smirk he took his coat off and wrapped it around you. he started feigning how he had become your 'knight in shining armour' but before he could start teasing you more he took a moment to take in your form.
seeing you huddled in his coat made his heart swell and instead of teasing you he became draping his arms over you and pressing kisses to your face. you immediately shoved him off and tried escaping his grasp but you were both aware you enjoyed his affection. and so he continued and you let him.
~ 15!dazai
and if you were lucky enough to know him before, he'd be no different.
he'd either of taken you to lupin or some arcade but the result was still the same. after taking in your shivering form, he'd take his coat that hung loosely on his shoulders and wraped it around your form. but now he was slightly more discreet and teased you longer before wrapping his arm around your waist and leaning his head against your shoulder.
chuuya nakahara ★↷
dates with chuuya were always elaborate. he was yet again another traditionalist - arguably the most. he believed heavily that the dates he would take you on would work toward showing how much he adored you and so no expensives would worry him. and while he did prefer those more traditional dates, who was he to say no when you wanted something different?
and so when you planned a date and swung by his office to inform him, he could only smile with a love struck expression. at the end of any date all that really mattered was that you both had a good time, and you always did. normally chuuya would drive you to your dates but because you had chosen somewhere not too far from his residence, he didn't mind the walk.
except the weather wasn't really in your favour and the cold started nipping at you through your attire. chuuya noticed immediately and without thinking he placed his coat over your shoulders to allow you to warm up. he wanted to tease you, to comment or your lack of preparation but all words died in his throat at the sight of you huddling into his coat.
so instead he settled for instead trying to give you a kiss. but your feistyness could rival his own, so you avoided him and only smiled back. he would always know that you loved his affection and so he tried again and again until you finally allowed his to press many kisses to your face.
fyodor dostoevsky ★↷
dates with him were rare but they were more rememberable. the reason was that he was very busy and disliked going out unless he really had to, but when it came down to you he'd be more willing to take you out for the night.
unsurprisingly he was also traditionalist at heart, if he planned the date he'd take you to a fancy restaurant. more surprisingly was the fact that he'd normally spring them on you a day in advance. randomly seeking you out during the day to inform you of his plans to take you out the next night. however he would be open to going to places you'd like to go for a date.
but this time he had yet again sprung another date on you with no prompting on your end. the evening had gone just as charmingly as it always did and noe it was time for the two of you to head back. but it seemed you hadn't picked an outfit that withstood the cold night air and unconsciously wrapped your arms around yourself in an attempt to conserve warmth.
fyodor had noticed immediately and in a rare case he swiftly took his coat off and wrapped it around you (it would've been his cape but you insisted he wore something else for your date). he had half a mind to make a snark comment about how you should come nore prepared but the words died in his throught and one look at you gave him the uncharacteristic urge to hug you.
oh the things you do to him. never in his life would he have thought that someone would render him to a lovesick fool, yet here you were. he subtly shifted closer to you as you two walked side-by-side and you didn't fail to notice his arm sneaking round your waist.
you swatted him off and looked at him while he just said something about you now having his coat to keep you warm instead and he was cold now. you only smirked at him and told him he gave it to you. it took s few more attempts of him trying to sneak closer before you gave in and pressed yourself into his side.
nikolai gogol ★↷
dates with nikolai could be 50/50. sometimes he was simply too busy or he just preffered to stay at home with you for night, other times he wanted nothing more than to sweep you up in his arms and take you on a date.
and when he did it was always a new experience. never once had he given you the same date twice, you often wondered how long it would take for him to run out of ideas. the only time the date was the same was if you suggested a date or asked for the same one.
but today nikolai had found a bar that he now wanted to take you to for your date and while the date had gone by enjoyably, it was time for the walk home. now, you were fully aware of nikolai's ability and how walking home wasn't really necessary, you both agreed that walking home was more enjoyable as it was a form of stretching out the date for as long as possible.
even if the night air granted you with an uncomfortable chill. nikolai noticed your slight shivers and continued talking about whatever subject he had brought up as he whisked off his cloak and wrapped it around you.
he had originally done this to then tease you about, comment on how unprepared you were and how you're lucky he loves you so to brave the freezing night air for you. but he truly couldn't resist the sight of you bundled up in his cloak and instead opted to stop dead in his tracks and start peppering your face in kisses.
you tried your best to shrug him off, quickening your pace as you attempted to get away from his constant affection. but you still loved it and so you allowed him to catch up to you and do it again.
saigiku jouno ★↷
dates with jouno were also quite rare. and if you ever complained he'd remind you that you knew and understood the effect his role as a hunting would have on your relationship. but he would always make sure that if he did take you out, he'd do it properly.
he would always prefer a date in the comfort of either his or your residence. it was much easier on his enhanced senses and it didn't prove to difficult after a long day at work but if you insisted on going out he would also oblige - especially if it was an anniversary or some celebration.
and this was exactly what this was. it was yet another anniversary of your time with your lover and thsi time he'd surprised you and informed you of his plans to take you out to a proper restaurant. he wouldn't admit it, but he always did enjoy these dates with you - no matter how much he grumbled about certain things around him.
luckily the restaurant wasn't too far from his residence, it was walking distance and since your practically lived at his place you both walked back there together. but you both had underestimated how cold the weather would turn by the time you both walked back. and your shivering didn't go unnoticed by jouno who also was getting pretty effected.
but even if he was feezing he still didn't hesitate to take his coat of and hand it to you. you gladly took it and wrapped it around yourself but almost immediately he was regretting it as he got impossibly colder. and his solution came in the form of him wrapping his arm around you instead of the simple hand holding you previously did. this way he could seek out your warmth but you more than happily shoved him off and complained about how comd his hands were and how he handed you his coat.
his lips pressed into a thin line before he tried again, he was met with the same fate. eventually you caved as you did enjoy his affection even if you played this little song and dance.
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carlyraejepsans · 1 year ago
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I don't get people who narrow Chara down to Good OR Bad when its such a shallow reading of the story? They do some objectively bad things (taking their body to bait the humans, taking their own life, destroying the world) but when you zoom out it all stems from a traumatised child with little grasp on consequences until they've already awoke from their own tomb (Flowey matches this pattern aswell yet nobody makes groups calling him Good OR Bad??. A child that was hurt by the world, doubling down on the idea of consequences and becoming more detached via LV until them and You are so linked that they give themself a purpose from your own actions. And even in Pacifist, you could argue that they are showing you their memories of Asriel, providing the needed context to save their brother (and with it, all of monsterkind).
Kind of rambling but I just feel like simplifying a character down to being a Good person or a Bad person with no in-between is both stupid and against the point of the game (see Asgore, Alphys, Flowey, maybe even Toriel or Undyne).
agree with what you said, except people 100% do this same stupid discourse with flowey (as well as most of the female characters, like toriel and alphys). you can say everything, but at least you can't say they're not consistent.
interesting point, seeing them carrying their own body as bait! i hadn't considered that perspective before. i mostly interpreted their death wish as a way to hide the plan from asgore and toriel and give asriel an excuse to cross the barrier without raising suspicion. but it could very well be both.
another reading i like is that they sold the plan to asriel by using the same reasoning toriel uses to call asgore's bullshit in true pacifist, ie "we go out, we get 6 souls peacefully, we become strong and free everyone", because 1) that's yet another similarity they have with toriel, 2) i'm not 100% asriel would've been Down To Murder at that point in his life, as attached to chara as he was. i always assumed that they KNEW the humans would attack in any case, giving them a reason to also react with violence, but i never considered the why. just chalked it up to hate sentiments towards monsters and chara being convinced that humanity was irredeemable. thank you for the new idea!!
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horrorvillaintourney · 8 months ago
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HORROR'S NEXT TOP GENDER, ROUND THREE MATCH NINE: Amanda Young (Saw) vs. Adam/The Monster (Frankenstein)
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PROPAGANDA FOR AMANDA:
"my girlboything with horrible haircuts, patron saint of merciless forgiveness, she's my boyfriend and my wife and her voice makes me see angels. she's butchfemme ("what, both at once?" yes.) and hates men. she's killed at least three cops."
"She's so very trans girl coded imo. she also managed to pull off that dubious haircut in saw X, and that alone is a powerful feat of gender. I get gender envy from her and I'm not even remotely a girl thats how gender she is"
PROPAGANDA FOR ADAM:
"Isn't their whole story about being brought into this world anew, fully formed, and then near immediately scorned by his creator because of one minute detail within, that he couldn't change? Isn't there something to be said about having to go out into the wilderness, only because of the consequences of your birth? I mean, i could go on about the inherent transgenderism of making a body in the first place but DAMN there is something to be said about the OG "making a body" story."
"While Frankenstein uses male pronouns for the creature, viewing the creature as a reflection of himself, the creature does not and the authors note from mary shelley refers to the creature with it/its. In addition, the creature is repeatedly paralleled with the female characters. Justine and the creature share similar experiences of having a same-sex creator who rejects them, neglects them, and insults them, but while Justine is able to find a home and recover the creature never is. They’re additionally tied together through Justine being blamed for William’s murder despite the creature being the real killer. Then later, the creature parallels itself to Safie. We call it the creature because that’s how it refers to itself, and while he refers to other people as “humans” to place distance between it and them, it takes a special liking to Safie and refers to it as a “creature” aswell. It takes this fascination to mean its attracted to women and should have a female companion and while that may be true i think theres a level of identification through the other it doesnt realize. Also something something base theme of the creature wants love and acceptance but cant get it because its society and creator are intolerant of it and view it as being agaisnt both nature and god. [...] TLDR I think if you brought Frankensteins monster into modern day it would choose to be some flavor of transfem or demigirl because it naturally relates to women while its masculine identity was forced upon it by its creator"
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soriyafuq · 2 months ago
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MAIN FOCUS: Artemis
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Name: Artemis [REDACTED/NO LAST NAME.]
True Name: Akane Hanamoto
Nicknames: Art, Arte, A “Work of Arte,” Sacrifical Lamb.
Gender: Female
Species: Goddess
Titles: Goddess of Peace, Goddess of the Court.
Text color: Red
Open for asks.
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^ Depiction in art. Made by me.
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Overview
Artemis is classified as a goddess, though aswell as an angel, yet they don’t consider themselves one ever since the incident going on at her birthday. Her personality is described as a kind and gentle person, yet could be rude at times due to being extremely gullible and easy to manipulate.
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Appearance
True form
Artemis’ ‘true form’ consists of lamb ears, devil horns, (another reason why they don’t consider themself an angel.) a glitching stab wound, multiple stab marks, and much paler skin due to rotting. Her height ranges from around 5’5-5’6, and she weighs about 89 pounds.
Fake form
Artemis’ fake form is typically used in dreams, as it is used to corrupt the minds of others to make them see that she is ‘fine and does not need help.’ This form consists of two wings, biblical eye rings, and basically Artemis before the birthday party. She looks much healthier in this form.
Rotting form
The ‘offical’ rotting form, is for when Artemis dies. Due to being jerked half around from the bomb, her ‘skin’ has been ripped off, whilst there is a broken spawn on her eye and her body. Originally, and some times, she will have a bright red sigil on her body instead of the broken spawn. Their body looks shorter and smaller, ranging them at around 5’3.
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Abilities
Protection - Due to the Prophet’s gift to each one of the gods, they were all granted with a protection spell, either to be used on themselves or their followers. Artemis uses the protection spell on her followers. An example of this is Gabriel, @priest-gabby
Omnipresence - The fact of being present or having an effect everywhere at the same time. As a god, she is ‘all-seeing’ as certain people say. This ability makes her able to be present at multiple times at once.
Reality manipulation - The ability to change reality into how the person in question sees fit, while ignoring the rules of science and to alter the fabric of reality itself. Same explanation as Omnipresence.
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Weaknesses
References to the past - As a child, Artemis was heavily abused and tossed around. References to the past do not sit well with her, and usually end with a mental breakdown or something along the lines of that. This includes: Her previous name, mentions of lambs, mentions of her father.
Mentions of the subgames - This is heavily referencing to “Oh, father.” and “ATLAS.” Artemis does not know that the player, you, knows of these. She thinks that they are blinded by the logs and can’t see anything. The only one that won’t have a negative effect when speaking about is ‘Angel in a Birdcage’
Fire - This is similar to the first weakness, as it is a reference to the past, yet, due to a curse placed by her father, it hurts her more to be hit by fire than anything.
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Behavior
Artemis has multiple disorders, aswell as addictions that are not easy to break out of. Please be aware of that whilst speaking to her.
Artemis doesn’t hold herself in high regard, similar to Seth, despite being a god. People she holds in high regard are usually other gods, like Daisy, Archeon, Anastasia, etc. Yet, she also holds characters like Zailyn and Lamentia in high regard.
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Relations
Artemis does have a true family, but she sees other people as her mother figure, father figure, little siblings, etc.
Parents - Anastasia, Atlas, Pancakepieman45 (adoptive father)
Partner - Archeon
Child - Seth
Found Family
Zailyn, Lamentia, Nora, Daisy, Isabelle, Cookie Star, Gabriel, etc. (I can’t remember names to save my life.)
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Songs
Pinterest Board
Voice Claim
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fangirlstorycreator · 3 months ago
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Aemond Targaryen X Reader
Travelling the world to explore and learn, your suprised when you find yourself in the company of the Targaryen's. But one amongst them formed a closer bond than the others, but was that a blessing, or a curse? Your history and family are questioned by everyone, and in time you aswell. But what could this mean? And is your future with the greens? Or the black? That's all going to come to light....especially learning about your capabilities....even with the most deadly of creatures.....
(P.S. Anything in red is a character speaking in high valyrian)
Contains: explicit language/C word 😬/sexual intercourse/male and female oral receiving/MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
Part 2/3
You walk through the castle and down to the garden, where you see very far in the distance, Aemond storming into the main gates and straight inside. He looked furious, and it's no wonder. Taking a steady breath, you follow on behind him. He reaches his bed chambers a few minutes before you do, and you stand a little outside his chamber doors, trying to think about what to do, what to say. Once you got yourself together, gently, you knock on his door.
"Who dares disturb me at this hour-oh....Y/N I...I wasn't expecting to see you"
"I know, I just...look Aemond I understand if you wish to be alone right now, but I just wanted to check on you. Make sure your ok"
"Why wouldn't I be?"
"Aemond...I'm sorry but Aegon came by earlier and...told me what he did to you tonight"
".....He told you? Or he spat it out like a drunken wretch?"
"Definitely the second one. Look I, I just wanted to see if you needed someone to talk too. I understand if you want to be alone, but I'm hear if you need to talk ok?"
"Hmm...."
"I'm sorry, I-I should go"
Turning to leave, you feel Aemond's hand take you delicately by the wrist, making you turn back to look him in the eye.
"Stay....please...."
You nod, giving a sympathetic smile. He opened the door a little more for you, allowing you to enter his bed chambers. His chambers were much larger than yours, and understandably so, he was The Prince after all. He walked to his bed and sat on the end of it, his head a little low as you could see he wasn't feeling himself. You could tell by the way he asked you to stay, so calm, so gentle, he looked so vulnerable right now. Whatever his brother did or said to him in that brothal really shook him. You sit on the chair right next to his bed, mere inches away from him, waiting patiently for him to speak if he wanted.
"....So....tell me...what did my brother say to you?"
"He said he was looking for a whore in the brothal....and found you"
"Hmm...did he mentioned how pathetic I looked?"
"Aemond, please don't think of yourself in that way"
"You weren't there, you didn't see. You don't know what I am"
"True, I wasn't there. But I think I do know who you are, not what you are"
"You know nothing. I was in that brothal with the only woman I've ever been with, a whore. I wished to feel comfort of any sort....and in doing that....I was humiliated by my brother. And you think of me as anything more than pathetic?"
"Aemond-"
"What kind of man would be so foolish to allow himself to be humiliated like that....I'm a disgrace to the Targaryen bloodline"
"No your not Aemond, your nothing like that"
"Oh really? Then pray tell, what do you see if not a pathetic little boy?!"
".....Honestly?....I see a young man, who through no fault of his own was born into a family that doesn't understand the meaning of the word. Families are meant to support eachother, listen and help one another. You haven't received any of that. Your father died who paid little attention to you, you were teased as a child, and your siblings care not for you. And Alicent has shown no motherly love to you at all"
"My mother? How did you know she-"
"I've seen the way she speaks to you, Aegon and Healena. It's very clear to see that she doesn't care for her children. She cares about control, and having influence over those who truly have power in the realm, no matter the cost. She isn't a mother to you Aemond, it's clear for all to see"
"Y/N....I agree with you. My mother is manipulative. But it is good to hear she can't pull the wool over your eyes"
"She never could"
"I'm glad now that I warned you about my mother. She prefers the company of anyone but her son's and daughter"
"Maybe if she had raised you and your siblings with more care and attention, you wouldn't feel this way, and Aegon wouldn't be so horrible"
"Hmm, he's worse when he's drunk"
"Yeh, he is....oh fuck!"
"What? What's wrong?"
"I forgot for a moment that I insulted your brother right before I came to you. Shit!"
"Worry not, he remembers nothing from his drunken moments. Tell me, why did you insult him?"
"Because he told me what he did to you! That was horrible!"
"Truly? You insulted The King because he was rude to me?"
"Yes! He's your brother! He should be better to you"
"I see.....just out of mere curiosity, what did you say to him?"
"I called him a cunt"
"Did you indeed?"
"Twice"
That was the first time you'd heard Aemond chuckle, he was very much amused at how you spoke to Aegon, and he was loving it.
"You are a very brave young woman Y/N, I admire that most about you"
"Most?"
"Yes...you...are remarkable. And whose company I enjoy most of all. Especially as you've done something noone else had done or bothered to do"
"And what's that?"
"....Take the time to listen to me...check on me....care for my wellbeing. It is a pleasant change. I....I thank you. The whore in the brothal didn't listen unless she was being paid too, buy even then....it didn't feel genuine. Just something to do until I wished to have sex again"
"Aemond...may I ask you something?"
"Yes"
"Have you...have you ever been intimate with a woman, where it hasn't been paid for? Or an excuse to receive any kind of comfort?"
".....That's.....I've never been asked that before. And the answer is....No. I have not been with anyone else except that whore in the brothal. But I was required to pay her for her services"
"So...no woman has comforted you when your sad? Lonely? Or just when you have a bad day? Not even your mother? Has she ever even hugged you?"
"My mother?....According to my brother, she held me as a baby. But once I learned to walk, she didn't touch me. I cannot recall a hug from my mother that was real. And the last one she gave me was just after I lost my eye, the night I claimed Vhagar. So, no...my mother shows me no comfort. Hence why I must pay for it...yet in a way, I feel like I'm begging"
That's utterly heartbreaking to hear, growing up with a mother who didn't show affection to her own children, not even hug them? How heartless of Alicent, no wonder Aemond feels the need for those moments in the brothal, which from what happened tonight might not happen again. You reach over and hold his hand, gently stroking your thumb over his knuckle.
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"Your hand...it's so warm"
"Yes...my grandmother told me as a child, I have warmer blood than a dragon"
"Your grandmother sounds like a lovely lady"
"She is..."
His one eye looked at you, you could see the pain, loneliness and heartache he held. You wanted so bad to help him feel better. He stood to the table to pour himself a drink, and when he sipped it and placed it back on the table, you stood, approached him and pulled him into your arms. He was taller than you, yes, but that didn't matter. You could feel he was a little shocked at this, at first. But once he understood you were trying to comfort him, his arms slowly looped around your back, and he welcomed your embrace, burying his face in your shoulder and neck. You could feel his heartbeat, it slowed the longer you held him. This was something he clearly craved for so long, and from someone who didn't want money or sex from him. He let out a long and shaky breath, and stood up slightly to now face you, but still held you in his arms.
"You have no idea what you've just done for me. For years I haven't felt wanted, but now I do. I wish I could hold you longer..."
"You can if you want"
"What do you mean?"
"When the whore was in your company, did you just want to lay down with her? Feel her warmth, and just feel heard?"
"You...how could you know I wanted that from her?"
"Because your not the only one who needs comfort sometimes. Aemond, I can hold, all night if you need it. You only need to ask. I don't want coin from you, I don't want you to sleep with me in order for you to have this. I want to help you. It's up to you. I'm hear, if you need me"
Was that? Was that a tear in his eye? You couldn't tell because he looked away for that moment. But his smile was deafening to you. He simply looked at his bed, then back to you.
"Do you sleep on the left hand side or the right?"
"(Giggle)"
You smile at him as you walk towards his bed, laying down and getting comfortable, in the middle. Your still clothed, showing him you meant what you said, and he removes his sword from his hip before climbing in next to you. He initially lies right next to you, facing you as he lead down.
"Oh Aemond"
"What?"
"Come on, come hear"
You take his hand and help him move closer to you, where his head is now laying on your chest and his arm is wrapped over you. With one hand on his back, holding him, and the other resting on his head, you gently stroke his long white hair.
"Does that feel better Aemond?"
"More than you realise..."
"(Chuckle)"
For a good few minutes, you just hold him. He feels almost limp in your embrace, like whatever heavy feeling he's been holding onto for so long, has now been lifted from him.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes....I never knew what this would feel like"
"What? Being held by someone?"
"Yes....and feeling safe....I've never felt safe before"
"Aemond I....I'm honoured....do you feel tired? You can sleep if you like. I'll be right hear when you wake up"
"I do feel a little drowsy...can you tell me more about you? I'd like to hear about your life, your story, as I sleep"
"Of course. Well, my grandmother always used to show me the woodland areas around our home when I was little. She would encourage me to climb trees, try the fruits growing on plants and bushes. There was even a time when I was 8, I was climbing this cliff face..."
As you carry on telling Aemond about yourself as a child and how you grew up, someone had walked passed Aemond's room and could hear your voice. They stood by the door, and peeked through a small hole. It was Alicent. She witnessed you in Aemond's bed, laying down with him and holding him in your arms. Stroking his hair and talking about happy moments you could remember. All while Alicent saw Aemond's expression, a smile. A warm soft smile, and his eye fluttering shut in his peaceful moment with you. And it angered her to the core. She had witnessed you and your affect on both her son's since you arrived, and she was not happy about it at all. She had many reasons to dislike you, and now she had a major one, and it was not going to be forgotten. From that night onwards, Aemond and you would converse more and spend more time with eachother. And with you both now so comfortable, he would ask you to come to his bed chambers to hold him most nights. There were even occasions where you would go to hold him, and he did the same thing for you instead. Where by he held you as you slept, and stroked your hair, telling you stories about his time as a child, and how he claimed Vhagar. One afternoon, Aemond had taken you on horse back to his dragon, Vhagar. You had never seen a dragon up close before, only when they were majestically soaring through the sky. Aemond had told you how he claimed Vhagar, and at such a young age too, it was a delight to have a chance to meet her. Aemond stopped his horse a little ways from Vhagar, whome was simply resting in a field, that was what you saw when he helped you down from his horse. You simply couldn't look away from her, she was enormous! Vhagar was said to be the largest tamed dragon next to Balerion, The Black Dread. But unfortunately, Balerion passed away while King Viserys was still ruling. Aemond approached Vhagar, keeping a hand out to you to stay back. According to Aemond, she would only serve and obey his command, and many whome have approached her while Aemond has been her rider, had met an unfortunate end.
"[Calm Vhagar!...Calm....Serve me...]"
Her thunderous growls shook the very ground you stood on, vibrating though your legs, she had such power to her. Aemond reached out and touched her side, but didn't climb her. Today he clearly wanted to show you Vhagar, as he knew only he was able to be this close. But....something strange was about to happen. Whilst Vhagar did serve Aemond, and looked at him when he spoke to her, her head turned to look at you. It was hard to describe, but it was as if you could tell by the look in her eyes, she didn't mean you any harm. Aemond witnessed this look you shared with his dragon, one he hadn't shared with Vhagar before, even being her rider. Unexpectedly, Vhagar stood a little taller, and started moving a little closer to you, but you felt no fear of her.
"[Vhagar no! Serve me! Stay!]"
But she didn't listen, she moved very close to you now, that she couldn't practically touch you with a single movement. Aemond panicked, he stood in front of you to protect you.
"Stay back Y/N!"
"Wait, wait...it's ok Aemond..."
"No it is not! [Vhagar! Back!]"
Again, she paid no attention to him, she just kept looking at you, kindness and curiosity in her eyes. You too were curious, why would a dragon approach you and not harm you? She made this noise, almost like when a cat purs, moving her face closer to you and Aemond. Reasting your hand on his shoulder, you move infront, taking a step closer to Vhagar.
"Y/N! I am her rider! They only trust Targaryen or Velarion blood! She-"
But he was stopped in his tracks, observing you holding your hand out flat to Vhagar, who moved her nose into your touch, she makes the pur sound again.
"Oh my...Aemond are you seeing this?! She's letting me touch her! Oh...she's beautiful"
"Vhagar....Vhagar likes you....she doesn't LIKE anyone"
"Not even you?"
"She obeys me, but she's never made such a calming sound to me before"
You continue to hold Vhagar, gently stroking her and showing her you mean no harm. Aemond can't help but watch you, and his brain starts thinking. How could you possibly be able to be this close to a dragon and not be harmed? You weren't a Targaryen......were you? He looked at you again....the single white streak in your hair, so much like his own. The violet eye....one green yes, but one violet....just like many Targaryen's. You told him you knew nothing about your birth father, and your mother died in child birth, all true. But was Aemond disbelieving you now? Why else would this be happening? Vhagar moves away to sleep, leaving you completely stunned and overjoyed about what had just happened.
"Aemond! That was incredible! I can't believe she let me touch her! And she-she came to me! Oh thank you! Thank you so much for showing her to me!"
You jumped into his arms to hug him, showing your gratitude for what he did. And the second, the split second you did that, his mind was silenced. No thoughts on your parentage, no thoughts on weather you were being truthful to him, just the wonderful moment he was sharing with you now. Jumping into his arms and hugging him tightly, noone had done that to him and hugs you back just as tightly, smile plastered across his face. Something was blossoming between you both, and you both knew it. Unfortunately, the war carried on, and something truly life changing was about to happen. Criston Cole and his men were being attacked by Rhaenys Targaryen and her dragon Meleys, and without checking or confirming, Aegon had flown his golden dragon, Sunfire, into battle with Rhaenys. During that fight between the dragons, Aemond had flown to attack Rhaenys and Aegon was burned in the process, but by whome was a mystery.
You weren't sure as to what truly happened up in the sky, as you had only been told what had happened by everyone else. Aegon fell, and was badly burned, and Aemond has slain Rhaenys and her dragon Meleys. When the battle ended, Aegon was brought back to the castle, along with the head of the dragon Meleys, that was paraded through the streets. You thought it was disgusting, and took no part in watching it. Upon hearing that Aemond had returned, you ran through the castle to see if he was alright, and he was about to enter the council room for a meeting with the other members, including his mother.
"Aemond! Are you alright?!"
"I'm fine, truly. I shall explain all to you once we've had the meeting. Will you wait for me?"
"I will...good luck in there"
He kissed your hand then entered the room with the rest of the council, it was probably to discuss what happened with Aegon. Was this meeting being held to discuss who would take his place? You prayed it wasn't going to be Alicent, that would be so hypocritical of her, especially after learning her history with Princess Rhaenyra. You waited in the main hall, pacing back and forth waiting for Aemond to arrive and tell you about what happened. But to be honest, you didn't care about the politics, you just wanted to make sure Aemond hadn't been injured during the battle. You had never been on a dragon, let alone know what it was like to fight with one. Who knows what kind of injuries he could have, and look at what happened to Aegon! You feared for Aemond. The door suddenly bursts open, turning, you hoped to see Aemond walk in. But instead, it was a rather angry looking Alicent, charging towards you.
"You! You've poisoned my child against me!"
"What? What are you talking about?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about! If you hadn't arrived hear in Kings Landing, my sons wouldn't have been like this! One close to death from dragon fire, and the other so power hungry that he no longer sees me as his own mother!"
"With all due respect Alicent....it's not my fault your sons are against you"
"What?! How dare you say that! You are the poison on this house!"
"No Alicent, you are! The fact that you barge in hear and blame me for something you caused yourself over years and years, is ridiculous and pitiful!"
"Pitiful?! You dare speak to The Queen like this?!"
"Your not The Queen anymore Alicent! And your even less of a mother to your children!"
"I'll have your head first this-"
"Try it! See what happens! Aegon chose me to be a part of this castle, and Aemond enjoys my company-"
"He enjoys the company of a lying two faced whore! I know your game, I know you seduced him!"
"Seduced him?"
"Yes! I witnessed what you did to him in his bed chambers! Your trying to manipulate him into doing your bidding!"
"In his bed chambers? Wait-you-you were spying on your own son?"
"I was spying on you! How dare you do that to him?!"
"How dare I do what exactly?! Listen to him? Show him respect? Give him comfort when he needs it? Your acting as if I've done something abhorrent to your son! I've been supporting him when it should have been YOU doing that! The hypocrisy of you is astounding! Maybe if you had been a caring mother to Aemond in the first place, he wouldn't have to literally search for any shred of comfort! What you witnessed in his bed chambers was simply me holding your son in my arms, allowing him to feel at peace, feel wanted and safe. Name one time that you've done that for him! Go on! Name me one time!"
"You'll do well to stop talking to me like that, or I'll have you sent to the dungeons and whipped to within an inch of your life!"
"Taking your anger out on me isn't going to change what a nasty and vindictive woman you are! Say what you like! I know the truth, that you simply can't handle the mess YOU made!"
"That's it! (Grabs your wrist tightly) I will drag you to the dungeons myself if I have to!"
"You have 3 seconds to get off me, or you'll regret it Alicent!"
"You are going to feel everything you deserve today Y/N! (Door opens behind her) and I will smile as you scream for-"
"Unhand Y/N this instant mother!"
Shouted Aemond, storming into the room and tearing Alicent's hand from you. He stands inbetween you both, with his back to his mother as he looks over your wrist.
"Are you hurt?"
"No Aemond, I'm fine"
"Are you sure? Let me just check"
He says in a calm voice, fingers stroking over your wrist.
"Truly Aemond, I'm alright"
"Good, I'm glad of it"
He says cupping your cheek and giving you a warm smile.
"Aemond! This woman is not fit to be hear in the castle! Why can't you see that?!"
Aemond's demeanor changes quickly to rage upon hearing his mother speak. He turns to face her, still standing inbetween you and his mother.
"This woman has shown more kindness to the realm, it's people and myself during her time hear than you have ever shown. You should be leading by her example"
"Lead by example?! Aemond! She's manipulating you!"
"No mother! You are the one who manipulates others! I've seen what you've done to Aegon over the years, you think me foolish enough to believe or trust you?"
"You cannot trust HER!"
"Why? Because she's everything you wished you could be? Hmm? Do you hate that this wonderful and beautiful young woman has come hear and made me feel safe for the first time in my life-"
"I've kept you safe Aemond-"
"No! You've tried to use me like a pawn in your twisted game for power. You feel anger so soon after finishing the meeting, does it pain you that you put yourself forward to rule in Aegon's place and were not seen in such a way?"
"I took over for your father when he was dying and you know that-"
"Yes you did, but like I said, fathers dead. And in Aegon's absence I am now in charge. The council decided that I shall now be Prince Regent, Protector Of The Realm, and your anger from not being allowed to rule should not be forced onto Y/N"
"She is deserving of my anger! She's a poison-"
"Speak one more word about her mother and I shall have Sir Criston Cole chain you in the dungeons"
"Aemond...I am your mother...you speak to me like this? Threaten me?"
"In your hunt for power, you neglected my needs, I am no longer in need of your pathetic attempts of so called motherly love, hense my decision to remove you from the council. Say one more word about Y/N, and you shall regret not holding your tounge......"
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Alicent had well and truly been silence by Aemond, she thought she could manipulate him, well no more. She stormed out of there with a face like thunder, leaving just you and Aemond alone.
"Aemond"
"Y/N, I apologise for-"
"Are you hurt?!"
"What?"
"Are you hurt?! I haven't seen you properly since the battle, and only briefly before the meeting. (Holding his hands and checking his arms for any blood) Are you ok? Are you bleeding at all?"
Your worry for him was blinding to him, he only smiled, happy that you were worried about him. He took your hands and looked you in the eyes.
"I'm not injured, I'm alright"
"Are you sure? I was so worried about you when I heard what happend. I know your brother was burned-and Meleys was attacking-but I feared the worst! I wanted to come-but the Kings Guard said you were already on your way back-"
You were babbling about how worried you were for him, and Aemond just watched you in awe, taking in your features, admiring your kind heart and beauty. His hand came up to your face and and held your cheek as you continue to speak.
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"Dragon fire has burned your brother, whome I couldn't really care less about-I know what he has done in the past-and he-uhh? Aemond? Why-why are you looking at me like-"
In the moment you ask Aemond this question, he has leant in close and pressed his lips to yours. You couldn't help it that your eyes fluttered shut and you melted into his touch the moment he kissed you. They were soft and warm, and everything you had imagined they would feel like. He held you even closer, deepening the kiss as he grew more passionate with you, you even felt his tounge slip into your mouth, and you loved it. Your hands gripped at his green leather armor, his hands on waist as you both loose yourself in the sensation of eachother. It was like nothing you had felt before, you had been with men, slept with them, kissed them, but this was different. With men you've met before, it was just to release pent up tention, but this felt more wanting, more needing, like you were the air he breathed. The moment came where you both pulled away, breath a little shaky from the experience, but still holding eachother. Aemond's hand came to your face and held your chin to look you straight in the eye.
".....To long....To long I've wished to know the feel of your beautiful lips Y/N....and now....it's like I have grown an addiction from just one taste....do you understand how much I desire you?....Crave you?"
"Probably as much as I desire you Aemond....no man has ever kissed me like that before"
"And no other man ever will...."
The second Aemond finishes that word, he goes to lean in and kiss you again. Unfortunately, the doors open to allow Criston Cole and two of his men inside.
"Your grace, I apologise for the intrusion. But there are some issues with your brother that we need your guidance on"
Aemond huffs, disappointment clear on his face. He turns to Criston and says.
"I'll be but a moment, wait outside"
"Yes your grace"
As Criston walks out, Aemond turns back to you, holding your hand tenderly.
"I have some things to attend to. I trust this conversation isn't over?"
"There's no way I'm going to let you forget it"
"Hm....tonight, your bed chambers. I'll come by"
"I'll see you there..."
The day felt longer than others, the anticipation of Aemond coming to your bed chambers this evening was overwhelming. The kiss he gave you was etched into your memory, his feel, his taste, the way he caressed you with so little effort. He was going to be hear soon, and your body wished for him to arrive sooner, just like he spoke about you, he saw you as a craving, a desire. It was dark from your window as you looked out to Kings Landing, the air had a chill that you felt you needed. You walked out onto your private balcony to feel the cool, crisp breeze of the night air on your skin, feeling the goosebumps form on your arms and hands. This chill and the sight of the stars was enough to clear your mind of all these thoughts of Aemond, if only for a few moments. The city did truly look beautiful at night, with the lights of peoples homes shining brightly, men in armour walking the streets holding their torches. But the most impressive lights were coming from above you. The shine and sparkle of the night sky was truly astounding. Never in your life had you ever felt more calm and peace, unless you were looking up at the stars. If only you could reach out, touch one, feel the magical aura they produce through the pitch black sky, it was beautiful. You found yourself so lost in this moment, that you weren't aware that Aemond had already entered your chambers. He didn't call for you, he simply looked for you, and happend upon you on the balcony, staring up at the stars. He did not speak, just simply watched you in amazement. He looked at the happy smile you wore, the reflection of the stars shining in your eyes, as if a galaxy were being held in them, he was completely entranced by you. He stepped closer, reaching out to touch you to let you know he was there.
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"Aemond! I did not know you were hear"
"My apologies for scaring you"
"You didn't scare me, merely suprised me. Are you alright? I feel like it's been forever since our last encounter"
"I feel the same way...I am alright, I simply had new duties to attend to"
"Because you are now The Prince Regent? Is that right?"
"Yes, I am in charge now that Aegon is...incapacitated..."
"So...I no longer serve Aegon?"
"No"
"Does that mean....I serve you?"
"Hmm....do you wish to serve me?"
"I would like to know my role now that Aegon is no longer in power"
"....I am not King, that's true, but as The Prince Regent I am the Protector Of The Realm. And seen as the one in charge, instead of The King. When Aegon was in power, he indeed gave you a role as Kings personal guard. But I am in control now..."
"Which means?"
"Which means....I do not require your protection. But....just because I do not require your skills, does not mean I wish for you to leave the castle. Since you've been hear you've....you've become...very important to me"
"Important enough that you spoke to your own mother in such a way to defend my honour?"
"My mother has served her perpous, if somewhat terribly. It was unacceptable the way she spoke to you. Calling you a poison to me, you are the farthest from that"
"Is that why.....we shared that moment before you were called to your duties today"
"......I kissed you in that moment because I've been drowning in the thought of you since the moment I laid my eye on you. No other woman has made me feel this way, I never thought I could feel like this. As a royal heir...we're made to marry whomever seems to be the right fit, unable to choose for ourselves. But this (he holds your hand) this that I feel....is something I never knew I could crave more than anything. I...I must confess...I was stood hear watching you before I reached out to you. I simply could not look away. Your eyes were shining so bright and beautifully, you looked so...so at peace, so happy just looking at the stars. I wanted to bask in your beauty for a moment more before I spoke. You...have bewitched me..."
"Your words are as sweet as honey, I have to admit I wasn't expecting us to have this kind of interaction, or these conversations when I first met you. But under that hardened exterior...you have a kind heart...to me at least"
"What do you mean by that?"
"Aemond....just know that I understand why you did it...I know you burned Aegon"
He turned his face away, ashamed but also a little angry that you knew.
"Aemond look at me"
Just by his reaction to you, that confirmed that your hunch was true. You take his face in your hand and pull him back to see you, stroking your thumb against his cheek.
"Aegon tortured you growing up...he bullied you and never loved you like a brother should. At every moment he has done nothing to be kind or respectful to you, especially when you told me about how he took you to the brothal as a child. And to have the nerve to embarrass you at this age with the same whore all over again? It's cruel. Aemond....if Aegon was my brother, and he did the same things to me as he's done to you....I would have done the same"
His one eye starts to water, sadness filling him from your words.
"You'd have truly done the same?"
He asks, taking your hand away from his cheek and holding it closer to his chest.
"Yes, I would. Aemond, since I've been hear in Kings Landing, I have learned so much about Aegon, you and your family. And Aegon got what he deserved. I know about the young women who have worked in the castle that he has assulted and raped, any man capable of raping a defenseless girl should not receive sympathy, he's truly disgusting. I care not what you felt in the moment you rode Vhagar, I care not that you burned him. I....I need to ask you... knowing everything I told you, and about your brother....are you still comfortable with me staying hear in the castle? Despite my thoughts on the man whome I was once asked to protect?"
"........"
You thought that if Aemond knew you hated Aegon, who was King at the time you felt this way, would paint you as someone who was not suited to be around royal blood. If you could hate and not care about Aegon being burned, would Aemomd think the same about his own fate?
"Y/N.....Aegon was deserving of your hate...and my hate....but no matter what you think of him, I do not believe you would think the same of me..."
"You know my feelings of your brother, and he's royalty. Yet you do not fear I will think the same of you?"
"No....I do not....Y/N I.....I only want to be around you...my heart it...it yearns for you"
".................I love you...."
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"You...... love me?"
"Yes....I do Aemond.....I love you.....I truly do"
"Y/N....noone has ever uttered those words to me....yet they sound like the whispers of an angel....Y/N.....I love you too"
Your hand moved up his chest and rested against his cheek, wiping away the tear he shed from his eye. You'd never seen him look this vulnerable, and he moved into the touch of your hand, almost seeking the warmth of it even more. His eye closed, savouring your embrace. That's when you move closer to him, closing your eyes and bringing your lips to his in a tender embrace. He kissed you back just as passionately, like you were oxygen to him, and he was finaly satisfying a deep carnal craving. It all blurred together so quickly, one moment you were sharing a kiss on the balcony, the next he's moved you inside, pushing you against the wall and pinning your wrists up above your head as he trails kisses down your jaw and neck. The moans and gasps escape you each time his lips met your skin. You start to feel a burning lust from deep within, feeling tender inbetween your legs from all this tention, not even squeezing your legs together was helping the release. Aemond looked you deep in the eyes as he pulled at your trouser strings, desperate to remove them from you. You kiss him as he does this, intensifying the whole experience, even biting at his lip and moaning into his mouth. The moment your trousers fall to the ground, Aemond pulls his mouth away from yours, tears his own leather shirt away, grabs you and throws you onto his large bed. You lay there after removing your own shirt to reveal your bouncing breasts, watching the sexual tention in his eye as he drew closer to you. He knelt at the end of the bed, moved his hands up your legs to your hips, the grabbed your hips and pulled you towards him. He stared inbetween your legs, leaning in and sliding his tounge right up to your clit. It made you shake against the mattress, but that only spurred him on. He licks again, and again, making that burning feeling you have feel even more intense. You could see he was trying to ease you into it, but he was holding back too, you could see the look in his eye that he wanted nothing more than to fuck you hard on his bed.
"I need you Aemond....I want-(gasps!) Oh!
He didn't even let you finish before he dove his face inbetween your legs, liking and sucking the soul out of you, being full on buried inbetween your thighs.
"Huh! Oh god! Yes Aemond.....Oh..."
He grips your hips for dear life, not letting you move away from his mouth and tounge as he enjoys what he's finaly craved for so long. No matter how much you moan and writhe in his grasp, even if it feels too sensitive or overwhelming, he was going to make you cum, and nothing was stopping him. The fire was building within you, it became to strong, and you gasp for air inbetween screams of release of your extremely powerful orgasms. Not even grabbing at his hair or tearing at the bed sheets was slowing him down. Still shaking and writhing against the bed, Aemond slowed his pace down ever so much, allowing you to still feel pleasure, but calm yourself too. He knelt up, stared down at you in pieces after he had made you cum, wiping at his lips and his long chin with a smirk.
"I have imagined how sweet you'd taste...and the beautiful noises you'd make when I'd taste you like this....nothing compares to the real thing"
He stands, proud before you as his hands move to the belt of his leather green trousers. You watch him stare at you while slowly removing his trousers, you could see the outline of his throbbing cock from hear, and it was very large indeed. They fall to the ground, leaving Aemond completely naked and standing before you, his cock bounced up and hit his lean, muscular stomach. He reached down and took it in his hand, it was so thick he could barely wrap his whole hand around it, and stroked it as he walked closer to you.
"I've wanted this for so long Y/N....I need you"
Before you allow him to climb on top of you, you get onto your knees on the bed and kneel before him, your face directly infront of his cock.
"Did you imagine me doing this to you?"
You ask taking him into your hands, stroking up and down his shaft, making his shiver.
"Huh....I have...yes..."
"Did you imagine me....(lick his tip) teasing you? (Slowly suck on the tip) Did you?"
"Y-yes....huh...."
"What did you want to do with me? What did you want to do with my mouth?"
You ask seductively. He reaches down and holds underneath your chin, running his thumb over your bottom lip.
"I imagined myself on the iron throne, with you on your knees before me. I imagined holding your chin, just like this (takes his cock into his other hand) and making you take me in your mouth...just like this (moves his cock to your closed mouth and hovers over your lips) And I push it in-"
He says as he pushes himself into your mouth, he seemed to like putting it in when your lips were closed, so he could feel your lips move down his shaft as he entered you.
"Oh!.....like that....(moves back and forth into your mouth) oh yes Y/N....just like that...huh...oh....."
His hand makes a fist into your hair, guiding you back and forth against his cock, he was very big in your mouth, it filled it completely. You rest your hands on his upper thighs, then his other hand holds onto the back of your head too, quickening the pace as your tounge and lips feel too good around him.. His breath quickened, his moans grew louder and it felt like he was ready to spill his seed. But he managed to remove himself from you. Confused, you look up at him to see why. But he just leant in, taking your wrists in his hands and climbing on top of you, pinning you against the bed. He slipped his hips inbetween your legs as his lips found yours again. Once he let go of your wrists, he leant up to look down on you.
"I want to feel you around my cock Y/N...I want to pump you so full of me that I leave my imprint in your walls...I need to fuck you-"
"Oh!"
He plunges straight inside of you, full length, pressing his hips down onto yours. He let out a gasp of relief, as did you, but it was just the beginning. Leaning down and kissing you again, he thrusts hard and deep, fucking you hard against the bed, almost being pushed into the mattress. Never had a man fucked you like this, and it was blinding, literally. Your eyes squeeze shut from the intensity of the burning sexual desire between your legs, over and over again, he fucks you harder and harder into the mattress. He buries his face against your neck, biting and kissing at the soft skin. And you dig your fingernails into his strong and muscular arms and back, desperate to cling onto something as you feel your body burn with desire. Aemond moans into your ear as you feel him coming close, as are you. And in one last deep and hard penetrating thrust, Aemond and you both shout out in pleasure at the top of your lungs, not caring if any of Kings Landing heard you. You feel him fill you with his seed, twitching his cock and feeling him shake against your also sweating and shaking body. Neither of you had felt that kind of thing before, and not that intense either. He's still inside you as he leans up, smiling at you as you smile back. Giving you a sweet kiss to the lips, then to the forhead, why was the forehead one so much better? He was gentle as he removed himself from you, lying beside you as you both lead on your sides, looking at eachother. He sweetly brought the bed sheet up and placed it over you, keeping you warm if you needed it.
"Aemond.....that was....incredible"
You tell him, still a little breathless.
"It truly was. You are so beautiful Y/N, and so is your voice when you make noises like that"
"It's been a long time since I've made those noises. Most men I've met couldn't make me feel half as good as you did"
"I'm the same, the whore in the brothal was more interested in her own pleasure instead of mine. If she witnessed me cuming, that was it, the transaction was over. But this....this was better than I could ever have imagined"
"It was....."
Aemond smiles at you, moving a little closer to rest his arm over your waist. He simply couldn't keep his eye off you, or stop touching you, stroking up and down your arms.
"I can't believe I've slept with the most powerful man in Westeros"
"Most powerful, and all yours...can I admit something to you?"
"Of course"
"As you know I've...only been with the whore in the brothal. But I never actually...came...inside her. Whereas tonight...I did. I just want you to know that if this wonderful time with you results in a child, I will be a true father, better than mine was to me"
"Oh......I......uhh..."
"What's wrong? You look pale. Did I say something to frighten you? Or-"
"No no Aemond you didn't, you didn't frighten me. I just....I just assumed you...you saw"
"Saw what?"
Biting your lip with worry, you move the sheet away slightly, allowing Aemond to see your waist line. It's only then that he realises what you mean, and he hadn't seen it before when you were both being intimate. Worry etched on his face as his finger tips smooth over the scar, he feels like a part of his heart has broken.
"How.....how did this happen to you?.....Does it cause you pain?...Oh by the gods! Did I-"
"Aemond it's ok, it doesn't hurt during sex...or at all. Sometimes if it's very cold, it will ache....but it's ok"
"Who did this to you? Just give me his name and I'll have him killed in the worst way"
"Too late for that, I took care of it moments after he did it. Sliced his throat right open"
"That's my girl"
"(Chuckle).....It was on a ship years ago...pirates attacked and...well you can guess the rest. Thankfully the healer onboard the ship was very helpful, but with having my life saved..."
"Your unable to create it....oh Y/N, I'm sorry"
"Don't be, it's ok. I knew from a young age I didn't want children, especially not after what my own mother went through to have me. And it wasn't even worth it...because she couldn't be a mother...and that's my fault"
"Don't think of yourself like that. (He gently cups your cheek and looks you in the eyes) Y/N...what happened to your mother was not your fault. Don't ever think that"
"But if she didn't have me, she'd still be-"
"She gave her life for you, which any true mother would do for their child. She wanted to have you, she held you for 9 months and brought you into the world. I know from stories you've told me about your grandmother, and what she's told you about your mother holding you when you were born, that she fough every second to stay there with you, and if she could see you now...she'd be so proud of you"
"You truly believe so?"
"I do, I know it"
"Thank you Aemond"
"........Y/N.....you've shown me a part of you that has scared you, literally and mentally. I feel like that's an incredibly strong sign of trust"
"I do trust you Aemond"
"As do I.....so I.....I want to show you that I feel pain from a scar too..."
Reaching for his eye patch, he very slowly pulls it away from his head and let's his fall onto the bed. That when, for the first time, you see under the legendary eye patch, but it wasn't what you were expecting at all. Yes you were expecting to see a scar, which you did. But he has placed, in his eye socket, a beautiful and glistening sapphire. For only a split second you were confused, but it was actualy quite unique, and suited him. It didn't frighten you, not in the slightest.
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"It's beautiful Aemond"
"In all my time of having this scar, none have referred to it as beautiful"
"Until now. Aemond you know you didn't have to show me this. I appreciate that you did, but I already trust you"
"I know you do....but I've seen your scar, and I wanted us to feel the same. Strong people who have fought and won against those whome have tried to harm us. Me losing my eye, and you loosing your chance for a child. I....I just wanted to show you how much I care"
"I know Aemond, I know you care. And it's wonderful..."
Very delicately, you run your fingertips over his star on his face, just like he did to yours. He almost leaned into your touch, he did crave it. Planting a kiss on his cheek, he then snuggle against your chest as you holds him in your arms. He was so warm, and it felt so nice to hold him like this.
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"I must speak with the council tomorrow, but once I have, I'll be all yours"
"I'm happy to wait. Besides, I'm suposed to be receiving a letter from my grandmother tomorrow morning, so I'll be busy too"
"But right now?"
"Right now....this is all I'm focused on"
"As am I"
And as you both feel a warm comfort in your hearts, you both drift off to sleep, happy in the knowledge that this moment was perfect for you both....................But..........this was Kings Landing after all.......and if one day was nice, it was usually followed by a bad one.....and considering this night was perfect...........what was going to await you and The Prince tomorow? And what future was there? If there still is one.........
Link to final part
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3m0n3rd · 7 months ago
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BLONDE REPRESENTATION MATTERS!!!! /hj
I'm gonna say this and y'all know it's true, any female blonde character depicted in media is snoty , bratty and stupid.
Male blondes are shown as only brawns, stupid aswell..
Like okay yeah their are those types of people but where are the nice blondes, where are the enby blondes?
Idk I just rlly get mad when ppl call me stupid just based off my hair
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melanie-the-artful · 1 year ago
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Genshin Character Names` Meanings Pt.3
*slams the door open* Bet ya didn't expect me huh? Yeah, I'm alive, and I've brought you Part 3. Took me certainly more time than I expected - partially because of school, partially because of procrastination, partially because of life... Well, whatever, Inazuma folks are here, have fun and remember I`'m not Japanese, I'm sorry if any of those are wrong, it will be nice if you correct me etc. etc.
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Kazuha | Consists of 万, which means «Ten Thousand» and 葉, which means «Leaf», «Blade of a plant»; Note: Not sure if it's connected, but sounds similar to word 風 (kaze), which means «wind» - Japanese Name 
Ayaka | Consists of 綾 meaning «Silk» and 華 meaning «Flower» and «Gorgeous» - Japanese Name 
Ayato | Shares the part 綾 (aya) with Ayaka, which correspondingly still means «Silk»,  and also has 人, which stands for «People» or «Humanity - Japanese Name  
Thoma | «Twin» - Swiss, Albanian and German Name
Yoimiya | Consists of 宵 meaning «night» and 宮 meaning «palace, shrine, temple» - Japanese Name 
Sayu | Consists of 早 meaning «Fast», «Young» and 柚, which means Yuzu (Japanese citron) - Japanese Name
Gorou | Consists of 五, which means «Five», «The Fifth» and 郞 meaning «Man», «Young Man» - Japanese Name 
Kokomi | Consists of 心, which means «Mind,» «Spirit», and 海, which means «Sea» - Japanese Name
Itto | Consists of 壱, which means «One», «First» or «Primary», while 仁 - «Humanity» and  «Kindness» - Japanese Name
Shinobu | 忍, means «Endure», «Bear», «Persevere»
Kirara | Consists of 綺 meaning «Silk with beautiful patterns» and 良 (repeats twice) meaning «Good», «Fortunate» - Japanese Name 
Chiori | Consists of 千 meaning «Thousand» and 織 meaning «Weave», «Fabricate» or «Knit» - Japanese Name 
Heizou | Consists of 平 meaning «Smooth», «Calm», «To Level» and 藏 meaning «Hide», «Accumulate», «Warehouse»
Sara | Consists of 裟, which usually stands for Kesa (Buddhist robe worn by monks) and 羅 meaning «Net», «Thin Silk» - Japanese Name 
Miko | Consists of 神 meaning «Divine Being», «Unfathomable» and 子 meaning «Child», «Young», «Offspring» - Japanese Name 
Ei | 影, literally means «Shadow» in Japanese; Note: While her name uses a different hieroglyph, I find it an interesting coincidence that it sounds similar to Japanese word 永遠  (eien), which means «Eternity»
Beelzebul | Comes from one of the seven deadly demons, representing gluttony and envy. It is believed it might be one of alternative names of Satan; Its name is also associated with Baal
Makoto | 眞, means «True», «Genuine» - Japanese Name 
Baal | Comes from King Baal, the 1st of Goetia Demons
Kitsune Saiguu | 狐斎宮, literally «Fox High Priestess» in Japanese
Chiyo | 千代, means «Eternal Prosperity», was a common male childhood name for the samurai class but is nowadays used as a female name
Sasayuri | 笹百合, Japanese for the Lilium japonicum, also known as the Bamboo Lily
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Originally I wanted to post it to the occasion of Raiden finally coming home (took her just some 2 years...), but I'm kinda late on that, so let's just say it's due to the occasion of me finally managing to drag myself to computer.
And yeah, I will cover surnames aswell, but I kinda decided to do it in a separate part - like, all surnames, since there are not so much in Genshin.
Well, it was nice to see or hear y'all, bye~
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hellokittyballsack · 8 months ago
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WAIT. DO U ALSO HC DRIX AS TRANSFEM. OR AM I. LOSING MY MIND.
I DO IN A WAY ? ITS COMPLEX SORRY
i dont like labels but i do refer to drix as she/her because i see her motherly love and gentle soul that she carries around on her sleeve. i love her sm... ARGHH also i love ur pfp
(im gonna use this opportunity to rant about labels since i was looking for an opportunity to share this somewhere NOT MAD AT U OR ANYTHING LOL TLDR: hairy balding cis men are beautiful women the way they are ♥️ masculinity can be feminine vice versa if you let it be🖖)
you can skip blue text and just read the green part, blue's more of a personal experience laadeedaa!!
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with a lot of my fav cis male characters i tend to slowly start calling them she/her the more i love them, dont really know why but i think thats just me projecting since im a trans man so i cant really enjoy femininity authentically, yknow? (or the way i want to) ide get misgendered since the body i was born with is "female" or "feminine". 🍅 🍅 🍅
plus im almost certain if i was somehow flipped and born a cis man ide still end up transitioning(not medically but thats a personal thing) and then yearning for masculinity, simply because i hate how these bodies limit the perception people have of me. i want to be my own person, identify as me first, not to have my label define me or my identity for that matter bc identity is SO much more complex than just one word.
its like Ying Yang but sadly i cant ever be a true neutral because that would mean dressing androgynous which i cant do because me, dressing androgynous, would just be a boyish girl. and me dressing masculine would get the results of "being seen as androgynous" because of how my body is naturally. but is that fair at all? so the only thing i can do to be seen as masculine is to medically change my body? ☹️
and i dont want to be seen as androgynous either at all, i love my male identity, dont love what comes with it but love it. and want to be perceived as masculine, ..but being androgynous is the only way you can build up your identity on your own without someone viewing you with a gender filter on their glasses.(sorry for the shit metaphor) and after people find out whats in your pants they will immediately talk to you differently and that SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if i want to put on a dress that doesnt make me a woman or a feminine man, let me enjoy this dress, masculine-ly ‼️‼️🤲 PLEASE
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(⚠️this isnt relative to the asked question as explained prior, use labels all you want guys but know its okay if someone doesnt use labels ect ect. just explaining the jist here quickly⚠️) sometimes people use labels to put others into boxes and focus on "whats womanly" / "whats manly" --- so its difficult to have people respect your identity while "breaking the rules" (their rules) of said identity. aswell as people focusing on the physical. (body and such) rather than finding beauty in feminine and masculine features you have without that lowering your validity of said identity. this being said that usually happens in heteronormative spaces BUT it occasionally slips in into the lgbtq community.
masculinity can be femininity vice versa, its not just black and white 🫂 body hair can be both for example, even in "masculine" areas, it still can be feminine. and that should go for any body part, clothes, action, interest or anything for that matter ♥️♥️
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like with peter strahm from Saw (aswell as mark hoffman) thru months of writing scenarios between them and my brainrot i now see them as the most beautifully gorgeous women and that includes all their hairy appendages. that doesnt necessarily mean i headcanon them as transfem, i see their "male" bodies to be the peak of feminine beauty, as well as their masculinity. i mean that i dont "genderbend" them and turn them into cis women, and i dont add or take away from the original character, longer hair or a sudden change of clothes, or trans scars even though im trans myself and will probably end up with such scars (in a perfect world i would be seen as male with or without boobs) theyre perfect the way they are and i love them dearly oh so much 🫂🫂🫂🫂....(not saying its bad to do any of that, live your truth) i may draw them wearing dresses or lipstick time to time but thats not what defines their identity as women, who says theyre 100% only women either fuck it lets go full genderqueer!! theyll never be cis women yes, but thats not what my goal is at all. trans love everybody ♥️ transexual pride!! ♥️♥️(and even if you dont identify as trans but still arent cis ♥️♥️youre valid however you feel, whenever ⭐) But that doesnt mean i headcanon them as trans also, theyre them, and i want to see them shine, not being shadowed by a label or limited by one, that goes for Drix too. that doesnt mean im against such label, though theres really no way of explaining without it SOUNDING like i am, go fuckall with your headcanons imagination is free!!!! just labels arent for me AND THATS OKAY
theyre all my girls who are boys who are girls MUAH 💋
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HIII IS IT OK IF YOU COULD DO A YANDERE FAKER SKY FROM THE SKYVERSE MOD PLEASEE :BEGS:
Yandere Faker Sky Headcanons
Faker Sky x Reader
Yandere Headcanons
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Author’s note : I’m slightly embarrassed to say that I wasn’t even all too sure who the character was at first, I literally had to search up the mod.😭 Believe it went quite alright afterwards, though =} I hope it meets up to your expectations, Nonnie~!
Rumours have been going around, to which the darling has heard of a possible creature wandering around the woods. But instead of fearing it for their lives, they have decided on concluding it as a lonely entity and wants to keep it company. But who could have known that such a simple and sweet act was the start of a threatening and vulnerable obsession starting to grow within the being.
Faker Sky/Reader [Romantic//Platonic]
Potential ⚠️TWs⚠️ :
Gender-neutral darling • Possessive+Predatory behaviour • Emotional dependency • Identity theft • Mass murder • Threats • Stalking • General toxicity • Guilt tripping • Gaslighting • Implied kidnapping
The “faker” part in her name isn’t made from scratch; if anything, her true self isn’t the cute and loveable female she tries to make herself out to be at all. Instead, she is a natural predator, which immediately indicates in having predatory behaviour aswell; she can be aggressive, unpredictable and showcase incredibly possessive mannerisms torwards the things she considers her own property. Which is why we shall stick with the implication that her true appearance would be her Eclipse form, keeping her actual self in the shadows to instead copy the identity of another, shapeshifting in order to fit into the crowd’s liking. But it wasn’t always like this. It wasn’t until you decided to take action upon the news.
You would have carelessly stepped over the owned property, the curiosity pumping through your veins and no thoughts having gone torwards the presumptions of the potential threat wandering around. Having no realisation over the potential danger could actually you have put yourself in. Having no realisation over the eyes who were slowly scanning over your form, much like a hawk would, with utter disgust. Or perhaps, you just didn’t care. Whatever it was, continued to be utterly unknown to the creature watching you, it having been a fine line between both massive confusion and irritation through the inconvenience. Surely the place didn’t look all that tempting for any mortal being out there. What was a human such as yourself doing here anyways?? The creature gritted it’s teeth in annoyance at the presence, she never liked humans much. And she could’ve quickly already felt her patience starting to run out, starting to make up a plan or ten for backup on how to get you out of the picture as rapidly as possible.
...well
And that’s what slowly started creating all the difference.
That was the case until you had begun rambling about the events of your day, almost seemingly talking to thin air. You talked and talked, and the creature itself couldn’t do much more or less about it other than listen. You were a strange one, that’s to say the least. But she had strangely felt herself getting rather intrigued by the calm yet excited nature around you; she’s used to people feeling nothing but paranoid around the place, much less when the rumours had started to go around. So why are you being so peaceful about all of it? Are you truly that reckless to take the risk and spend your time in the woods alone with a rumoured threat running around like it’s nothing? She’s so put off by your confusing behaviour, and she just so happens to be caught even more off guard when you supposedly had left a handmade flower crown among the place, right for the taking. She remembers everything quite literally going in slow motion for her as you slowly had made your way torwards the exit of the woods, rotating your head back to the location for one last time and offering a gentle smile. “I’ll be back tomorrow!”
Over time she can find herself starting to look forward to your everyday little indirect meeting. She’s so used to having heard that humans are those who are judgemental, unfair and lying beings that are unconventionally weak in comparison to her own kind; an understanding darling who doesn’t show the slightest hint of fear is exactly what she desires out of the bunch! To which she honestly does not realise that her hatred torwards them would have much more gone torwards the fact that it’s all been created out of the mere assumptions that’s been made up for them instead of the genuine truth. But even so, she cannot help but feel mesmerized by you and your distinctive demeanour. Your unique perspective and her false beliefs has caused her to be completely hooked in no time
But another thing that started forming over time is how much she falls into extreme distress when her darling human takes too long to show up for the day, even an hour or so would be more than enough to have the entity searching around the place apprehensively for any possible clues for their non attendance. Which also makes the next point a massive cause of her behaviours worsening over the course of just a few weeks alone. One single day of absence causes the creature to feel both unimaginably anxious and betrayed, honestly making her incredibly selfish in a way. Made promises are taken to heart by the entity, and falling ill does not excuse you to disappear for an entire day without urgent reasonings connected to it!; in her mind, atleast. This usually causes her to plan a way to set down a trap or two for the next few days or so just so you wouldn’t be able to leave at the same time like you’d usually do. So surely expect a sudden tree to be blocking the exit when you’re trying to take your leave, or an unrecognisable trap hole to have suddenly appeared around the place out of nowhere. Your absence from the day before has been way too long for the creature already, you need to catch up on it.
In not all too much time she’d want to get to know you more through person. Having you just talk about your interests and daily experiences knowing she may not show herself, but how she’s always listening is lovely to her, but the both of you know you cannot remain in the woods for entire days at a time. She could start noticing herself starting to feel strangely empty, miserable even among all times you weren’t there with her. Your meetups aren’t enough to satisfy her anymore, which immediately worsens the already possessive feelings that were starting to bloom inside the entity. You blur her mind each and every time when you’re not in eyesight, thinking about what you’d be doing without her, if you’re thinking of her and most importantly; which disgusting beings would come in contact with you in the meantime when she’s not around. She’d come to realise that she wants to be with you on longer periods of the day, and unfortunately, she knows exactly how to get her way when she wants something.
Her shapeshifting technique comes in real handy with this one. Seemingly taking the lives of any original being to fit her own benefits, becoming close to you being the only motivation to her at this rate. She’d continue trying to get into your personal bubble in any of her disguised forms all she has to, not caring much for the consequences of the corpse count who were slowly starting to pile up. At first, there hadn’t been much luck when playing herself off as strangers, and she knew she’d have to take some different measurements in order to get to you. She’d stalk and stalk to try and get to know your personal likings as a person better in a few of her many impersonations, which would honestly remain the case until she found it. The perfect one to pose herself as. She wasn’t the “monster” everyone made her out to be anymore. Now; she was Sky. And no one would be none the wiser.
She feels slightly bad lying to you like this, walking around with some other’s identity sticking to her to fill up her own desires; but she’s positive you’d love her just as much like this-! She just isn’t ready to tell you for now, not yet. As for the behaviour in her disguised form, she finally gets to show you the love that has remained in the depths of her heart for such a long time. Using her cutesy behaviour in order to lure you right in and be as clingy as she wants to be. Surely now there also wouldn’t be many issues created if she’d go out her way to threaten those close to you in these forms. The main issue being how she doesn’t pay the consequences for any of her actions, making her all too much full of herself and overestimating her camouflages.
And who knows what she’ll do to you when given that opportunity.
She can, however, also become rather impatient when her efforts for the closure lack positive results. If you’re the kind to hold distrust torwards those who try befriending you out of the ordinary; well. You might have already just dug your own grave. She may become passive aggressive, pushy and even more disturbingly unpredictable when given this occasion for a little while. She’s incredibly assertive with her moves on you and could definitely be written off as forceful with anything she does, also being one to legitimately force herself into your comfort zone. You’d likely get scared off real fast due to how overbearing she can become at times, and because of this; She’s no better than just guilt tripping her way into your life either. Her seemingly innocent and childish nature being more than enough to easily convince those around you, turning them against your protests and gaslighting you into believing you’re the one in the wrong. But even if these wouldn’t cause you to just give into her attempts? You had always enjoyed your times right on the spot beforehand, so you’d leave her no other choice than to drag you back into the woods with her.
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10 Horror films for Halloween
By David K Frampton
The Curse Of Frankenstein (Terrence Fisher 1957)
Hammer’s classic features a fine pair of performances from Chistopher Lee and Peter Cushing.
It also features the first time in cinema history to feature red blood. It’s so atmospheric and deep
And I love the way that Dr Frankestsein (Peter Cushing) becomes more and more evil as the film progresses yet somehow we still care about him. Classy early Hammer with tons of charm, atmosphere and darkness.
Les Yeux Sans Visage (Georges Franju 1960)
This French horror from the late 50s pioneers body horror. Beautifully shot and featuring some of the most haunting imagery of the era. There are some heart in mouth moments and a powerful performance my it’s cast…
Lake Mungo (Joel Anderson 2008)
This Australian horror flick might be the most terrifying movie I have ever seen…at least the most upsetting. But it is extremely well made and realised. A mockumentary with an edge it recounts the last days of a persons life. The gut wrenching finale is unforgettable and truly deeply scary.
Skinamirinck (Kyle Edward Ball 2022)
For true fear and originality try Skinamirink this film utilises atmosphere and tension to build a truly terrifying portrait of a young girl alone in her house. Too say anything more would spoil it but from a technical perspective this film uniquely creeps it’s way into your mind through showing and hiding key information leading to a disorientating and captivating stew of pure dread.
Raw (Julia Ducourno 2016)
Sometimes horror needs to be gut wrenching to truly have fun. And it doesn’t get much more gut wrenching than Raw. What makes this horror film so elemental is that this sort of pairs up as a coming of age tale as much as a cannibal horror. Beautifully shot and finely acted by Garance Marillier).
Jennifer’s Body (Karyn Kusama 2009)
Megan Fox arrived in this sensational witty and huge fun demon flick alongside Amanda Seyfried, writer Diablo Cody and director Karyn Kusama. The film deals with themes such as female sexuality, male gaze and the occult. It’s great fun, very bloody and somehow strangely moving.
From Beyond (Stuart Gordon 1986)
It’s always a pleasure to see some good old 80’s slime in a horror movie. This “slime classic” from Stuart Gordon is fun to watch, intense and woozy. When a scientist opens a portal to hell it is up to Jeffrey Combs to try and close it with disastrous results. This is a staple in the body horror diet as we witness flesh giving birth to flesh.
Audition (Takeshi Miike 1999)
Japan’s “Audition” is about as extreme as it gets as a film maker holds a fake audition to find a wife with terrible consequences. Takeshi Miike’s skill is to never let go of empathy for all of the characters leading to a finale that is both visceral and horrific aswell as heartbreaking. Essential horror.
Prevenge (Alice Lowe 2016)
If like me you think Alice Low is a genius then you’ll truly love her take on the slasher genre incredibly written and directed when she was pregnant. This movie contorts gender roles of men and women into new shapes as one nightmare situation bleeds into another. It’s dark…very dark but also shot with blackest humour. Stunning cinematography by Ryan Eddlestone.
Thanksgiving (Eli Roth 2023)
Eli Roth likes to make horror movies. He’s very good at them. And this is his best yet. My final entrance is a bit of fun. This slasher movie gets more and more crazy and gory as it progresses..almost a love letter to slasher movies the kills get more creative…and he keeps it in at a tight 90 minutes. It’s exhilarating, a little bit exploitative but the tension throughout is crafted immaculately.
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writingannyred · 6 months ago
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Writer interview Game 🔥
Thank you for tagging me @gingerlegacy07 and @galaxiasgreen ❤️
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When did you start writing?
I started writing in my mid-twenties, it was some sort of Game of Thrones fanfiction. Then I wrote some stuff about my LARP-characters, and Skyrim MCs, but never published anything. My urge to write came back with Hogwarts Legacy and my MC Eliza. I hesitated some time, but then decided to publish it. Since then, I am addicted to writing, and my characters, and I even think about writing original stories and make a career out of it.
Are there different themes or genres you enjoy reading than what you write?
I read fantasy, history novels and romances, and I think what I write is a mixture of it. I plan on writing history novels though, since I don’t see myself coming up with entire worlds (I would compare myself always to the big masters J.R.R. Tolkien and George R.R. Martin). I am a history geek, thanks to my dad.
Is there a writer you want to emulate or get compared to often?
Like I said, George R.R. Martin is one of the big masters to me. If I can write stories like he does one day, I’ll be the happiest writer in the world. I recently found Penelope Douglas, and I love how she writes tension between characters, so I’d love to write like she does one day.
Can you tell me a bit about your writing space?
I have a study where I spend most of my writing time. It was formerly my sewing space and still can be used as such, but I have everything there, including the kitchen and the coffee machine next door. Sometimes I take my laptop and move to the living room aswell.
What's your most effective way to muster up a muse?
Next to (classical) music: Move my ass. Do some chores, go for a walk, visit my horse, stuff like that. Or taking a nap xD
Are there any recurring themes in your writing? Do they surprise you?
I love feral, feisty female main characters. I love to make them sassy and annoying and reckless and smart mouthed. That is probably the most recurring theme. I also have a soft spot for Gryffindors dating Slytherins, just love the combination. And anything history related.  
I want to write a Enemies-to-lovers story soon since that is my favourite trope.
What is your reason for writing?
To get the story out of my head. To give the characters I love so much the opportunity to evolve and thrive. And to feel. I love it when I feel with my characters, even if it’s sadness or anger. I wrote a chapter about Sebastian that got me into a dark place for several days just because I felt his pain so much.
Is there any specific comment or type of comment you find particularly motivating?
I find every comment motivating, but I love theory comments! That gives me the impression that my readers are really into the story and think about it.
How do you want to be thought about by your readers?
Phew, that’s a tough question. I want to be seen as someone who gives everything to entertain them and give them a good story but stays true to myself aswell. I also love it when I submit to server events and people are hyped during the reading to hear my stuff.
What do you feel is your greatest strength as a writer?
I think my dialogues are one of my greatest strengths. I love writing gialogue, giving every character his own voice and letting them interact with each other.
How do you feel about your own writing?
It sucks! Haha, just joking. I think it’s good. There are some icks in the beginning, some stuff I would like to change or improve, but overall, I think I am a good writer.
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Thank you for reading my answers! I tag @sallowskeeper @svmbino
and everyone who is in the mood ❤️
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asterissporadical · 6 months ago
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This is not to offend you just so you're aware. This is just a counter claim and im just saying in general. There are other relationships that are wholesome and cut back on this. While yes it does fetish characters (Primarily males) it does have some good relationships such as Moxxie and Millie, Charlie and Vaggie, Asmodeus and fizzarolli, and a few more. It expresses aswell the relationship struggles that adults go through and trauma. It's not just about fetishes and rape. It has its perks. And maybe it's not a good queer representative however it doesn't ignore females at all. There are many female characters who are in relationships. But on the topic of rape like Valentino and Angel dusts relationship its probably more on the side of Males getting taken advantage of because (im not saying everyone) people in todays society say that women get rapes more often than males which is entirely not true. Men get raped just as much as women its just put to the side because of people saying "Men can't get raped" or it's not reported.
!!Again I say this is not to criticize you or offend you you are correct about more things I just wanted to clarify some things. Have a wonderful day!!
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"I don't understand why so many people think Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss are good queer representation. It just fetishizes queer men and openly ignores their queer women characters, and women queer experiences, in favor of said fetishization (and this isn't even getting into the rape fetishization).
I can understand wanting more adult and raunchy stories about queer characters (especially within animation, where typically such things are just used as jokes to mock queer experiences), but I simply don't think these shows should be seen as good examples of such types of stories."
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horrorvillaintourney · 9 months ago
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HORROR'S NEXT TOP GENDER, ROUND TWO MATCH EIGHTEEN: Warren/Emily (Homicidal) vs. Adam/The Monster (Frankenstein)
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PROPAGANDA FOR WARREN/EMILY:
"this is basically a Psycho knock-off, complete with a """killer cross-dresser with a split personality"". what's interesting to me here, however, is how convoluted it all is, meaning Warren/Emily is simultaneously (evil) transmasc and (evil) transfem. i kind of love that"
PROPAGANDA FOR ADAM:
"Isn't their whole story about being brought into this world anew, fully formed, and then near immediately scorned by his creator because of one minute detail within, that he couldn't change? Isn't there something to be said about having to go out into the wilderness, only because of the consequences of your birth? I mean, i could go on about the inherent transgenderism of making a body in the first place but DAMN there is something to be said about the OG "making a body" story."
"While Frankenstein uses male pronouns for the creature, viewing the creature as a reflection of himself, the creature does not and the authors note from mary shelley refers to the creature with it/its. In addition, the creature is repeatedly paralleled with the female characters. Justine and the creature share similar experiences of having a same-sex creator who rejects them, neglects them, and insults them, but while Justine is able to find a home and recover the creature never is. They’re additionally tied together through Justine being blamed for William’s murder despite the creature being the real killer. Then later, the creature parallels itself to Safie. We call it the creature because that’s how it refers to itself, and while he refers to other people as “humans” to place distance between it and them, it takes a special liking to Safie and refers to it as a “creature” aswell. It takes this fascination to mean its attracted to women and should have a female companion and while that may be true i think theres a level of identification through the other it doesnt realize. Also something something base theme of the creature wants love and acceptance but cant get it because its society and creator are intolerant of it and view it as being agaisnt both nature and god. [...] TLDR I think if you brought Frankensteins monster into modern day it would choose to be some flavor of transfem or demigirl because it naturally relates to women while its masculine identity was forced upon it by its creator"
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gh0stchoir · 4 years ago
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Welcome to the club, my boy! We wear or binders and trans-flags with pride! *high five?* Anyway: Can I request the Miya twins' childhood best friend coming out as trans to them? Just platonic fluff and wholesome stuff, (i.e. shopping for clothes). Don't ask me why, but I think they would be very supportive and the best guard dogs, next to Mad-Dog-Kyoutani.
“Just like us!”
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Anime: Haikyuu!!
Character(s): Atsumu Miya, Osamu Miya
Pronouns used: he/him(trans afab)
Time set point: highschool
Warnings?: accidental misgendering(not by the twins)
A/n: this was so wholesome I smiled so much writing this,, n sorry if this is kinda short my head was goin bRRrRRRRRRRR shsksurujfj ALSO SRRY IF THIS IS KINDA SHITTY AAAAAH
Italics means past tense/memories, d/n means deadname
⚠️FEMALE ALIGNED= DNI OR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.⚠️
Y/n sighed as he looked into the mirror, narrowing his eyes on himself. Today was the day, he’d tell his best friends that he wasn’t what they saw him as all his life. He wasn’t a girl, no, he was a boy. Just like his best friends.
Y/n sighed as he nervously fiddled with his phone, staring at the group chat between him and the twins. He sent a message earlier asking if it was okay for the two of them to come over to his house. They both agreed, less than half an hour ago saying they were on their way.
About five minutes later, a knock was heard from the front door. Y/n immediately got up and opened the door, seeing the twins looking at him.
Thankfully, they both called him by his name, not his old dead one. He had asked them to call him y/n instead of d/n(deadname) a bit ago, saying he felt like the name suited him better.
“Oh also!” Y/n smiled as he set down his bento on the table, eyes shining. The twins curiously looked at him, continuing to shove rice into their mouths. “I was wondering if you could call me Y/n instead of d/n. It feels more suitable for me, doesn’t it?”
Osamu thought to himself, saying the name again and again. He shrugged and nodded. “Yeah, that’s a nice name.” He began eating again.
“That’s a cool name! Of course we’ll call ya’ that! Don’t sweat it!” Atsumu smiled brightly.
“ ‘Eyo y/n! Happy to see me, huh?” Atsumu grinned, ruffling his hair and walking in the familiar house. Osamu shook his head and sighed, following suite. “Ya’ got a peanut for a brain, ‘Tsumu.”
“I do not!”
Y/n smiled, chuckling softly. The twins never failed to make him laugh and amuse him.
“Anyways…why’d ya’ invite us over so abruptly? Usually when ya’ wanna hang out, ya’ say before the weekend.” Atsumu smiled, raising a brow when he saw y/n begin to pace.
Osamu caught sight of this aswell, knowing he only did it when he was nervous about something.
“Well I uh- I wanted to tell you two something I’ve told no one…because I trust you both, a lot..” Y/n fiddled with his sweater, not breaking eye contact with the rug beneath him.
The twins curiously hummed in acknowledgment, both now intrigued.
Y/n inhaled deeply, and turned to face them. He breathed out slowly. “I-….I’m not a girl like you guys have always seen me as…I’m transgender…not a girl- I’m a boy..”
He felt warm tears begin to flow down his cheeks, not wanting them to say that he was wrong or something. He didn’t want them to laugh at him, tell him he was an idiot. Bad thoughts filled in his head as the silence grew unsettling and awkward.
“Is that why ya’ wanted to be called y/n and not- yknow the old name?” Osamu walked up to him, grabbing a tissue and wiping his tears. Y/n nodded softly, eyes blurry from the tears that kept coming.
Atsumu smiled and patted him on the back.
“Damn, now yer even more cooler! Not because yer trans or anythin’-! Just..because now our little friend group is more aligned! If ya haven’t noticed, me ‘nd my brother both are gay.”
Osamu sighed and nodded. “True, we never really…expressed that we were attracted to men. One day we kinda both brought up that we once both had a crush on some guy in middle school.”
Y/n stifled a laugh, watching as Atsumu huffed and crossed his arms. “I hope..this doesn’t change anything though..” Y/n mumbled, looking at the two of them. “I haven’t told my family yet-scared they’ll say something bad about it..I just trust you two a lot.”
“Of course it ain’t changed nothin’! In fact, we can go shoppin’ for some new clothes!” Atsumu smiled happily. The idea of just helping y/n by atleast getting clothes for him made him ecstatic.
Y/n looked at Osamu for reassurance, eyes lighting up when he nodded. The twins waited for y/n to change into some pants and a random t-shirt, Atsumu giving him his hoodie to hide his chest better. The twins kept in mind to get him a binder.
“They all fit really nicely..are you sure this isn’t gonna be expensive?” Y/n handed the clothes to Osamu who slightly narrowed his eyes.
“Expensive or not, ya’ like them. We are getting them for ya’.” Osamu ruffled y/n’s hair and led him to the checking out place in the store. The cashier smiled as he made small talk with the two, ringing up all the clothing. Y/n looked to see Osamu sighing and looking around. He sighed and rubbed his temple.
He turned back to y/n with an annoyed look. “Gotta go look for ‘Tsumu, be right back.” He walked off, searching for his idiotic twin as y/n nervously held the money in his hands. The cashier finished ringing up the clothes and looked back to y/n. “Well ma’am, that’ll be-“
“You mean sir”.
The twins appeared behind y/n, both with serious and slightly mad faces. The cashier gave an apologetic look and muttered out a quick ‘sorry, my bad’ before receiving the money and handing back their change, watching as the twins practically dragged y/n out of the store.
“Oi! Stop pulling me!” Y/n huffed, crossing his arms as he looked at both of the twins.
“Did he say anything else harmful?” Osamu set down the bags he held and gave an apologetic look. Meanwhile Atsumu glared at the cashier, cracking his knuckles.
Y/n sighed and ran a hand through his hair, slumping down on a bench. “No, only that..and ‘Tsumu, stop staring. It’s rude.”
The blonde whined, being to go on a rant as to why he should be able to “teach the guy a lesson” to make sure he doesn’t make a mistake like that again. Osamu deadpanned. He was extremely close to shutting his brother up by punching him.
“Ok ok we get it..anyways..wanna go home? I mean, we have been here for a few hours, and we have a couple of bags.” Y/n looked between the two. The both nodded, agreeing that it was time to go since it was almost nine pm.
As they all walked back to y/n’s house, they made small talk and passed along a few jokes. Y/n sighed softly and gazed up at the sky above. Specs of light, better known as stars, littered the sky. Some making constellations.
“Thank you both for today…it really means a lot, considering I’ve known you two since practically forever.”
Atsumu grinned, “of course, that’s what best friends are for. Now don’t you go forgetten that we are always here for ya’. If not the both of us, than one will be atleast.”
“He has a point. We will be here to help every step of the way” Osamu agreed with his brother, for once.
Y/n covered his face with his hoodie sleeve, wiping the tears away. He looked back up at his best friends with a smile.
“And ya’ better stay away ya’ hear me!! Or else we’ll kick yer butts again!” Atsumu huffed, watching the group scurry off with bruises and bloodied faces. He turned back to see his brother tending to y/n’s wounds.
“I’m sorry for them..just a bunch of stupid bullies. But like ‘Tsumu said, we’ll protect you again if they come back.”
He realized in that moment, they weren’t lying. They’d be with him, helping him, in every step he took. As best friends do.
“Thank you so much..”
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levi-erwin-hangexreader · 3 years ago
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Hi! Can I have an attack of titan matchup? My pronouns are she/her and I’m fine with male or female preference. I am also 19 so I’d like characters 18 and up.
𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗬: I’m an INTP, choleric temperament, type 5 enneagram, and sun sign leo. My moral alignment is true neutral and my love language is acts of service. I have massive introverted tendencies and am awkward in nature with new people. As a result I can come across as aloof and indifferent at first. I absolutely despise small talk. However with my friends I’m quite friendly, outgoing, and confident. Whenever I’m with my friends I can get really giggly and dorky when talking abt my recent hyperfixations. I open up to people very easily if we have similar interests. That’s when the chaotic theories and wacky ideas spout out. I tend to either overthink everything or not think at all. I’m a bit of a control freak and want to do the things the way I do them but I won’t enforce this on anyone else unless the result directly affects me. Just let me do things the way I do them. I'm also quite dedicated and ambitious on what I want in my life and will stand by those decisions.
𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗦: Art. Any art honestly. Though I mostly work with digital mediums. That is, I love to creative code. I’m currently studying digital media arts with the hopes to be a video game designer. My wip is trying to spice up arcade games from the 80’s. Apart from this, I love other mediums of art too especially drawing, digital illustrating, and printmaking.
𝗛𝗢𝗕𝗕𝗜𝗘𝗦: let’s just say I spend way too much time daydreaming. Fan fiction, video games, movies, books, tv shows. Anything that lets me daydream and disappear from reality for a while is a hobby of mine. I also love working out and weight lifting.
LIKES: I love lazy weekends at home, classic arcades, vanilla lattes, learning random new facts, spending time alone, intelligence, creativity, a good sense of witty humor, conversations where you can just be yourself and skip all the awkward small talk, the look on people’s faces when they ramble abt the stuff they’re into, wearing way too much jewelry, a good home cooked meal, summer and warm weather, a good giggling session with friends esp abt fictional crushes ahahha.
DISLIKES: hugging and physical touch, large crowds, seriousness to a fault, cold weather, admitting my anxieties, talking on the phone, going to the doctor/dentist, people who are “courageous” but are really idiots jumping into things without thinking, small talk, backstabbing people, when people have no ambition/purpose in life
APPEARANCE:
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Thanks ❤️
Thanks for requesting <3
I match you up with…..
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Mikasa Ackerman!
Mikasa totally gets your dislike for small talk. She hates it aswell. She would much rather get right to the point and talk with out any awkwardness involved.
Mikasa will totally get all giggly with you about things you like. Not to mention she’s a good listener. So she would let you talk her ear off for hours is you wanted to. But don’t get her started on Twilight then your gonna be the person having your ear talked of.
Mikasa isn’t the biggest fan of hugging, so she would much rather show you her love by doing little things for you. Like making/buying a vanilla latte with a like heart drawn on it whenever your having a bad day.
Mikasa does loves to get just near you, sitting in silence while you draw on a quite weekend is enough for her or working out together.
Mikasa loves and i mean loves to workout with you. She would always welcome any tips from you. It’s one of her favorite thing to do with you.
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