#this is to avenge 16 year old me fighting for its god damn life during roleplays

[arolesbianism]

Not to acknowledge homestuck's existence but if there's one thing that I legitimately like abt it that no one gets like I do it's troll romance. Aka I'm apparently the only fucker on planet earth who read the romance part of that. Can anyone hear me.

[rogue-barnes-16]

WITCH (part I/?)

Request: Loki x reader (The reader has few powers that she doesnt know how to control properly she can go walk  through memories and has a power to absorb powers for a limited amount of time but afterwards she  collapses and screams from agony since her body is not used to the powers people have ) And the way she meets the avengers is that she is walking to her apartment and in a blink of a moment she falls into a portal on the ground (and its Stephen's portal ) The portal takes her to the avengers tower . As she stands up from the ground she is greeted by the avengers . The whole time Loki couldn't take his eyes off of her .

Pairing: Loki x gifted!Reader

Genre: angst-fluff

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Warnings: bad memory/experience.

A/N: this idea is meant to be a multipart, fight me. Instead of walking to her apartment, the reader's gonna be walking from her apartment to her work.

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It was a regular Monday.

I woke up at at 6:30 thanks to my old alarm clock, which I bought during my early teen years —thank God, it still worked.

I walked out of the bed, tied my hair in a bun and, carrying my clothes with me, I got in the bathroom to take a shower.

I came out of the shower already dressed up and had a quick breakfast in my tiny kitchen.

I placed my uniform in my bag, along with the rest of my things, and, after putting on my headphones, I walked out of the apartment.

I never listened to music while going to work, but the headphones helped me to control my... Problem. They allowed me to focus on my thoughts, at the same time as they stopped me from stepping into someone else's mind.

I was checking my phone absently, and, after turning left in one a corner, I felt how the sidewalk below my feet vanished.

I squealed, but just a couple of seconds after falling inside God knows what, I was met with the cold ground. "Ouch" I propped myself over my forearms, sitting up and looking around.

"you have to be kidding me." oh my God. It was Tony Stark. And not just Tony Stark, Steve Rogers too. "Strange, she's a kid."

"she's a threat" the man besides Tony Stark said. "maybe not an imminent one, but prevention is better than cure."

"what the-" Mr. Stark sighed and pointed at me tiredly, "Rogers, help Ms. Y/l/n get up and take her to the living room."

Captain Rogers crouched before me and helped me to get up, but when he tried to take off my headphones, I stopped him. "Uh- Okay, leave them on, but come with me."

I nodded, getting up and following him to what I supposed it was the living room. "what am I doing here?" I asked quietly, sitting down on one of the couches.

I damn well knew why I was there, but I thought playing silly would probably be the best way to get out of this mess.

"Y/n, I'm gonna be honest" Steve crossed his arms over his chest and sighed. "I'm not sure why you're here. What I'm sure about is that you know that reason."

"I cannot find any book in your poor attempt of library" I turned around to see who had just spoken, and I was very surprised to see Loki, the man who destroyed New York a few years ago. He was walking to Steve, but when he saw me, he stopped in his tracks. "what is this?"

I saw Steve attempting to talk, but I certainly could defend myself, and I didn't give a damn if he was a God. "Excuse me, but I'm not a 'what', I'm a 'who'."

"Agressive. I like it." he stated, examining me closely with his piercing gaze, and I couldn't help but look away.

More people got into the room before Loki could say anything else. "Okay, dear. Seems like Dr. Strange is right, you're a threat."

"I'm not" I rapidly replied. I really wasn't a threat I had never been. Yes, I had a problem, but I knew how to control it.

"what kind of threat can a little mortal present for the mightiest heroes of Earth?" Loki teased behind me. It wasn't the kind of support I was hoping to have, but something is better than nothing.

"I see you decided to stop nosing my library" Mr. Stark retorted, and I realized I was no longer in the conversation. "got bored so soon?"

"starting with the fact that I never was amused in first place" I couldn't help but let out an amused snort, attracting Loki's eyes to me. "I found it utterly useless"

They glared at each other for an awkwardly long while before the Mr Stark sighed. "why am I not surprised." he then turned to me, gesturing to the headphones. "take them off."

I hesitated for a moment, considering my options. I could let them on and piss off two Avengers, a crazy villain and some kind of psychic, or I could take them off and control my problem.

Yeah, take them off sounded pretty good.

"Okay" I muttered, taking off the headphones. I looked around and relaxed a bit when I noticed that holding back my problem wasn't as difficult as I thought.

"well, wizard" Mr Stark pointed at me briefly while staring at the man besides him. "she seems to be controlling it just fine"

"Stark, listen to me for once in your life" the 'wizard' seemed quite tired, as well as frustrated while he spoke "she's dangerous!"

"I doubt it" when Loki let out the comment, using that condescending tone, all of us turned to look at him. "she seems completely harmless. And if I'm being honest, a little stupid too."

"well that was just rude" I replied, not being able to decide if he was defending me or insulting me.

"she is harmful. And almost as dangerous as you" he let out a scoff, rolling his eyes with disdain.

But I just didn't know how to react to that.

Yeah, I had a problem, and yeah I had lost control a few times, but I didn't consider myself harmful nor dangerous.

"But..." how did I defend myself in front of those people? "I- what I do- it never had consequences for the others."

All eyes were on me, but Loki's were particularly difficult to put up with. He had been staring at me the whole time, I knew that, but by saying what I said, I could tell I confounded him.

"you are." the wizard stated, completely ignoring what I had explained them. "the problem is that you don't know you're whole potential."

"wait, is it a problem or a gift?" Loki asked, slightly confused. I wasn't going to answer that question, because I actually didn't know what to say.

Everyone stayed silent. Either they weren't sure about the answer, or they wanted me to say what I thought it was.

Whatever it might be, Loki didn't get his answer. "can she-" he started to ask, but apparently, he changed his mind, since instead of addressing to Mr Stark, he stepped towards me.

I'm not going to lie, I got scared and my first reaction was to step backwards. "what are you doing?" words tumbled out while I spoke, and I heard a snort from some of the men standing now behind me.

However, Loki's expression remained curious while he stepped towards me once again. "use it with me." it was my turn to snort, which made him roll his eyes. "I can take whatever your ability is. I am a God."

"You're an idiot, that's what you are." Mr Stark spoke, and I glanced at him. "you know what? Go ahead dear. Use it with him."

Again, my options were pretty limited, so I took a deep breath and gave an apologetic glance at Loki.

I wasn't even sure if I was giving him that glance because of him or because of me.

"Okay, what do I d-" Loki's sentence died the moment I brushed my fingertips against his.

Last thing I saw was his eyes widening.

"No no no no" I heard as I fell on my back to the ground. A hand held the back of my neck. "you fool you didn't listen" it was... Thor?

My abdomen hurt like hell and the simple task of breathing became unbearable. "I know, I'm a fool" it was Loki's voice the one coming out from me. "I'm a fool" I —or he— repeated, this time with more difficulty.

It had worked, but I didn't know what kind of memory was it.

"Stay with me, okay?" Thor's voice sounded utterly distressed while he was shift Loki's body's position.

Was I- was he dying?

"I'm sorry." it was almost inaudible, it was more a gasp than a proper sentence. "I'm sorry, it's alright"

My breath hitched when I felt a slap on my hand, bringing my back to reality. "You witch" Loki muttered, trying so hard to contain the tears that he looked like he was going to explode.

He could stop his tears. He was struggling, but he managed.

But I just couldn't stop the sobs coming out from me, which disconcerted everyone.

Loki didn't break eye contact with me, nor did I. Not even when I felt someone giving me a reassuring hug. "breath, Y/n. Just breath, It's alright."

It's alright, Steve said.

It's alright.

Loki caught it too, and that seemed to trigger him, because I caught a glimpse of a tear escaping from his glassy eyes and falling down his cheek, right before he stormed out of the room.

[blueseasfanfics]

Hi! It’s me again 👋🏻 My newest request- could you write something how the rest of the avengers just found out about you and Loki and they are super pissed ( especially tony and Clint , since you know -pushing out a window and the mind control thing). You tell them you dont care because you love Loki , which just sets them off more. Loki is there for the whole big fight and realizes for the first time in his life that someone is actually choosing him. It’s Monday and I’m in a angsty mood!!

Choice

Pairing: Loki X Reader

Word Count: 1120

Warning: Maybe a couple curse words

A/N: And now its Wednesday and I’m unsure if I quite like what I wrote here. There may be a rewrite in the future. Hope you enjoy either way! Requests are still open, to everyone!

“You know Y/N, when are you going to date?” Clint is sitting upside down next to you on the couch as you read a romance novel, and you chuckle.“I’m already dating, Clint.” Immediately when you say this, you regret it. Damn him, he knows you just blurt things out while you read.“What?! How have I not known this! You’ve been holding out on me!” He feigns hurt, before flipping to a perch next at you, looking at you expectedly.After a few moments and you continue to read, he tuts and grabs the book from your hands, holding it above his head as his other hand holds you back by your shoulder, you laughing and reaching for it.Clint had been a very good friend ever since you came here, as the one who knew his way around the Tower the best (surprisingly, better than even Tony), he was the one who showed you around your first few days. After that blossomed a friendship that bordered on sibling-like, so it still hurt you to keep a secret from him.A really big one.“Come on Clint, just let me read.” You plead, and he shakes his head.“You have to tell me who you’re dating first. Come on. Do I at least know him?”Sighing, you stop fighting, crumpling back down into the couch, and you nod your head. Sensing your very drastic mood shift, he gets suspicious.“Do I…like this guy?” He sets down the book as you shake your head, and he settles back against the couch.“…It’s damn Loki, isn’t it.” He stares straight ahead.“…Yes.”At this he leans forward and puts his face in his hands, and both of you stay in silence for a while, before he takes out his phone and sends a text.Before you can even ask if he’s alright, you hear Tony storming all the way down the hallway to the library you and Clint are in, his voice reaching you before his body does.“What the absolute living hell does Legolas mean by ‘your kid sister is dating Loki’?!” He yells as he comes in, and you roll your eyes.“I’m not a kid.” You get off the couch and go to the other side of the room, and Tony laughs.“Well you’re much too young to understand what’s going on at least. Dating the God of Lies? Really? Does that seem like the best idea to you?” Tony shouts, and Clint interjects.“AND, are we going to forget he one controlled my mind and made me do absolutely horrible things for days? Is that just out of the window?” “Speaking of windows, he threw me out of a window, in case you’re forgetting that. The attempt on your brothers life.” Tony points at the window to make a point, and you sigh.“I’m not forgetting that, but do you not realize that he’s changed?”“Who the hell are you, a stupid 16 year old from a D-rated teenage romance? Grow up. He is a god, that has tried to kill everyone in this tower before, and I wouldn’t put it past him to do it again. I’m not going to let you do this.” Tony growls, and at this, you see red.“Excuse you, I don’t see you becoming my fucking boss. For one thing, you haven’t even spoken to him since he got here. He got here after repenting back at his home on Asgard, after giving up everything, after trying to become a better person. He didn’t even want to be here because he knew you all would hate him, but his brother forced him to be here. You would have known that if you showed him one shred of decency.”You hear something in the hallway, but ignore it as you start coming towards Tony, jabbing a finger in his chest.“For another thing, every single one of you all have changed, and every single one of you has gotten forgiveness. You want me to mention them? I can think of Ultron, running off in the middle of the night with no warning, starting a huge rift with one of your closest friends and therefore splitting the team up, and I won’t even mention every single thing during our childhood. You want me to continue?”Tony stares down at you, stony.“Look,” You sigh, then gently press your hand on the cavity where Tonys’ arc used to be, “all I’m saying is that people make mistakes. They do things they shouldn’t have done. You can’t say that people never change,, because you have.”Tony says nothing, but looks softer.“He took over my mind, Y/N. He made me do some things that I don’t think I could ever forgive myself for, forget forgiving him.” Clint says softly from the couch.“Clint, in my opinion, you have supremely made up for it by the actions you have done since. But so has he. Hell, he helped save his entire planet, and you have saved countless upon countless of cities. Both of you have redeemed yourselves.” You hug his neck from behind as he sits on the couch, and after a moment he reaches up and gives your arm a soft squeeze.“Y/N, you do know that we still think he is very dangerous, right? That dating him, choosing him as your partner and the one that you are most vulnerable to, can backfire dangerously?” Tony says behind you, and you sigh.“Then I guess I will trust him. Trust him and my intuition that the man I know and the man I’ve heard about are no longer the same. I love him, and that won’t stop because you two don’t approve.”You stand up to face Tony, and look him in the eyes.“I know you will try and stop me. But I refuse. You can do whatever you want. I choose him, and I will choose my relationship with him. Goodbye, brother.”You turn on your heel, going into the hallway, letting a deep sigh leave your lungs right behind warm arms suddenly take you around a corner, and into someones chest.After a muffled scream, you remember this shirt, and you smile, looking up at him as he shakily breathes. You both slide down the wall (well, Loki does and you are just forced to follow him) into a sitting position, and he slides you on his lap.“You chose me. You forgave me.” He just murmurs into your hair as he holds you close to his chest, and you break away for a moment, leaning your head up to kiss him softly.“I always will, Loki. I will always choose you.”

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