#this is the first and last time I’m posting dsmp art goodbye

[valeovalairs]

dsmp lore (ending) in 2024, huh?

[aquarii-writes]

History on repeat(Dream x f!reader)

Ngl this was inspired by a dnf piece on tik tok. While I don't ship it the art was beautiful and the song attached inspired me to write this. This also includes my headcanons for Dream/his parents and I'll elaborate on it in a different post if enough people ask lmao

Notes: I should mention to look at my 'DSMP headcanons' especially Dream's part because that's where I kinda explain that I don't believe that Dream himself is a dreamon but that his mask contains one. I also used Dream's real name as his fathers name. I don't really like using the dsmp members real names if it's not in their user but I had to think of a name

WARNINGS: none I can think of aside from death and stuff of similar manners

WC:1,005

Genre: Angstyy

Two people sat together along the shoreline of a river. The colors of the sunset danced on the water. Turning the already beautiful area ethereal. Warm summer air tickled the woman; her blonde hair jumped with the wind.

"You're so beautiful [REDACTED]" the man spoke. His amber eyes held a love for the woman beside him; his lovely wife. Her green cloak acted as a pillow for her.

"You're too kind my darling" a smile played on the woman's lips. Her mask discarded beside her. The painted smile similar to the one she held.

"I love you with all my heart" a smile danced on the mans face. His lovely wife sat up and hugged him. Falling back into the grass the happy couple basked in one another. Masks long forgotten beside them. "Stay with me forever [REDACTED]?"

"Of course my darling dream" the twos faces were close as the wife spoke. It felt as though time sat there frozen to preserve the lasting moment.

Smiling towards you Dream held out his arms to get you to come towards him. As you got near Dream pulled you on top of him. His arms circling around your waist.

~~~

"Dream~" your voice was loving. Dreams mask was off as he watched you jump in the stream water. The sun was setting over the horizon and the light gave an other worldly glow to you and the water.

Playing with the locks of hair that fell into your grasp, Dream watched you. A deep seeded longing in his eyes. Out here away from everything was when Dream was the most caring. His affections unrestricted when he wasn't in the eyes of his friends. When he could easily sneak away.

Though the future had many plans for the two of you, but here in this moment the future could wait.

"I would do anything for you (y/n)" Dream's amber eyes looked like the sun. Specks of gold shined like they were directly in the sun. Nodding to his statement you kissed the man before you. An adoring hum escaped him.

Pulling away you mumbled out a response. "I love you with all my heart~"

"Will you stay with me forever?" with a teasing smile Dream rubbed your sides: tickling you along the way.

"Of course my darling Dream" an unknown feeling of deja vu came over the two. Seems as though something similar happened in the past.

~~~

"My dream!!' [REDACTED] screamed for her husband. "Don't take him away! Please!," the woman covered her small sons ears. The child didn't know what was happening. huddling into his mother arms the woman kept screaming for her husband.

Huddled under her cloak the small boy held a hand over his mother stomach and whispered to it. The boys father struggled against the men who held him away from his family. "CLAY! LET HIM GO! He didn't mean it.." [REDACTED] dropped to the ground crying. Her son hugging his mother. "Oh my baby Dream"

Dream's mother held onto him for dear life. Tears fell from his eyes as he watched his father get taken to the gallows. As a final goodbye his father threw towards them.

Crawling away from his mother, Dream grabbed the mask; his fathers mask. The plastic was cracked in a few placed, and some of the paint was chipped, but it was probably the last thing he would ever have of his fathers.

"Please just let my husband go" [REDACTED]'s mask was similarly painted though the tears the spilt from under it spoke another story. "It was the Dreamons who did it.. not my Clay.. not my lovely dreamer.." her whimpers drew her son back over to her.

"Mommy what's happening to daddy?" Dream wouldn't get an answer from her. Just wails and whimpers about how cruel the world was.

~~~

"Dream what did you do..," Tommy and Tubbo huddled behind you. A fearful look settled in your eyes. Dream's mask was just that, a mask. Behind it he held no remorse for what he had done and what he said.

He did plan on killing Tubbo, but the look in your eyes made his thoughts stutter. Should he not kill Tubbo? When Dream said he doesn't care about anyone it planted a seed in your heart. Did he really not love you anymore?

Dream didn't answer you. All he did was stare at you through the mask. "Take off your damn mask and answer me Dream" when your voice jumped at him all Dream could do was stare. He didn't talk and he didn't react. "Why aren't you answering me?! Dream WHY did you do it?!"

"I didn't mean to-"

"Like hell you didn't mean to!" your tone was sharp. It made the boys behind you move back as you came forward to hold Dream's face. This felt too familiar. Why does it feel so familiar?

Knitted brows went unnoticed behind the mask. His annoyed expression hidden to the world; to you. His everything. Before he lost it he wanted to marry you. He even joked about you being his wife. His darling wife.

"Do you not care about me anymore? After everything that's happened between us?" a certain sadness pushed your pain to him. It was the same sorrow his mother screamed from the top of her lungs. That's why it felt so familiar.

A desolate look decorated your (e/c) eyes. The same eyes he would've fought wars so see happy. The very eyes he believed he would love forever.

"It's not my fault- sweetheart it's not my fault" his words became more rushed as Sam pulled Dream away. Dragging him to Pandora's Vault. All the way to his box.

The misery and heartache Dream saw on your face reminded him of his mother. The heartbreak he never wanted to see again.

~~~

{REDACTED] held a baby in her arms as she watched her son play on the hill with her friends son. The baby girl in her arms slept peacefully as she spoke to her friend beside her.

Puffy had been a good friend of [REDACTED] for a long time now. "Puffy you have to promise me something"

"Anything [REDACTED]" Puffy watched the baby in her friends arms. The poor thing had been born months after her fathers hanging. The family had to go into hiding.

"Please after tonight take my babies with you.... I don't think I can carry on much longer with out my Clay.." despair was the only way Puffy could describe her once vibrant friend.

The woman's once vibrant green eyes now only held melancholy. The satchel that sat beside her only contained a few things; one thing being Clay's mask.

"Dream my beloved!" [REDACTED] called out for her boy. The mask that once adorned her face constantly had been vacant since her husband died.

Running up to his momma Dream reached out to hold his baby sister. Passing baby Drista [REDACTED] kissed her sons head before pulling something from her satchel.

"Dream listen to me. The world is a cruel and it will hurt you-" holding out Clay's mask to her son said everything to the small boy. Giving baby Drista to Puffy, Dream took his fathers mask away from his mother. "Wear this.. it was your fathers..," a sadistic smile rested on his mothers face.

It scared him, but it was the first smile he saw from her since his father died.

"Okay mommy" Dream slipped on the mask his father once wore and winced. It felt like strings were licking his face. It felt wrong. This wasn't his mask to be keeping was it?

~~~

The prison vault was deafening. Nothing was a really annoying sound when all that surrounded you was lava and crying obsidian. Though he had one thing to look forward to.

You promised to see him today. His lovely wife. Well you weren't married. He fucked up that chance when he lost himself to the mask. The dreamons that whispered to him constantly.

Ever since he came in here the whispers stopped. Except for when they speak about you.

The pistoning sound of the bridge coming brought Dream from his head. A sadistic smile grew on him. Throwing off the mask the threads retreated back into the plastic.

"(y/n) my beloved!" a crazed look adorned Dream's face as he looked at you. His beloved wife. "I love you so much~"

"Dream.." with a heavy heart you held Dream's face. His eyes held a look of longing love.

"Dream love.. listen to me. The world is cruel.. and it's going to hurt," your voice cracked as you held Dream's hands. Worry filled him as Dream dragged you towards him.

Pushing back Dream dug around in the chest of his room. A ring sat gently between his fingers.

"Wear this... it'll protect you.." a hopeful look held on to Dream's face. All his love and adoration for you.

"I'm sorry Dream.. I love you so much but maybe it's better if we split ways.... I.. why do I trust you so much? Your hands are scarred with murder, but I trust them completely.." crumpling to the ground you sobbed. Conflictions and pain battering against you for weeks.

Dream held you. He had seen this all before. History was repeating. He witnessed this happen between his parents. The very thing he never wanted to happen to him did. He's losing the love of his life.

Why does history have to repeat?

[villlainarc]

my writing arc (a masterlist)

✦ — author’s top three

✯ — tumblr’s top three

✧ — gift (may be different from what i’d normally write)

mcyt:

one shots

tumblr || word count || brief description (ao3)

dsmp

✯ begin again || 1.7k || non-canon wish fulfillment where tommy is able to fight dream without help (x) 

dream is doing just fine || 377 || a drabble/analysis about god-adjacent dream

think of all the years gone by || 1.7k || five years later, tubbo mourns the loss of l’manburg (ft. clingy duo) (x)

✦ the little things || 825 || pure angst; tubbo doesn’t deal well with grief, and moving on is harder than you would think

rpf 

golden boy, golden smile || 5.7k || dnf keep finding each other, despite living an ocean apart (x)

last life

✦✧ bend the nightmare || 7.4k || (**includes subtle romantic ethubs) a reimagining of last life if it had more horror elements and if etho had caused an apocalypse by saving bdubs from death too many times (x)

the weight of memory || 811 || etho reminisces about soulmates.

analysis (link. character(s); timestamp || word count)

I.     dream + tommy; dethronement arc || 491

II.    tommy; end of exile arc || 371

III.   tommy + techno; the green festival || 505

IV.    ranboo; after a ranboo lore stream (jan. 2021) || 491

V.     tubbo; tommy’s prison death || 619

VI.    jack manifold + niki + tommy + dream; tommy’s prison death || 513

VII.   dream + wilbur + techno; dream talks about red herrings || 1.1k

VIII.  tommy + dream; tommy’s plan to kill dream || 778

IX.    george; quackity seeing george outside the prison || 506

X.     quackity + foolish; after quackity recruited foolish || 687

XI.    ✯ tubbo + quackity; the cookie outpost || 216

XII.   dream team; tina’s first dsmp stream || 341

sanders sides 

(note that much has been left unfinished)

one shots: tumblr || word count || brief description (ao3)

anxceit

a falling star, least i fall alone || 4.1k || hurt/comfort with past and future platonic/romantic anxceit (can be read either way); happy ending (x)

anxceitmus

✧ from the gutter to the stars || 1.9k || for figurative-siren-song because he’s incredibly valid, trans virgil hurt/comfort with platonic/romantic anxceitmus (can be read either way); happy ending 

loceit

butterflies || 8.3k || a human au with established loceit and unrequited but platonic logince; unhappy ending (x)

logince

✯ all of these stars (will guide us home) || 11.5k || a guardian angel!roman au with pining logince; happy ending (x)

iridescent || 500 || roman’s so very in love; happy ending (x)

multi-ship

(i could put) a little stardust in in your eyes || 12.5k || a soulmate au with platonic logince, platonic sleepceit, and pining losleep and roceit with hurt/comfort elements; happy ending (x)

no ship

a million dreams || 1.9k || roman angst with an unspecified relationship; unhappy ending (x)

falling victim to your fantasy || 2.6k || a murder mystery fic co-written with the incomparable heavenly-roman for the fandom games featuring many a platonic relationship and a lovely helping of roman angst; unhappy ending (x)

black tears || 300 || vent fic featuring a sad logan and color metaphors; unhappy ending (x)

prinxiety

✧ just like broken glass || 4.8k || for cloudsky331’s birthday in 2019, human au with past prinxiety written in first person; bittersweet ending (x)

roceit

watching the sunrise replace the moon || 2k || hurt/comfort with established roceit; hopeful ending (x)

the stars are fading (so am i) || 1.2k || post putting others first angst with past (and possibly future) roceit; hopeful/ambiguous ending (x)

kiss me goodbye (i’m defying gravity) || 1.5k || fic inspired by an art piece, guardian angel!janus tries to save prince roman; hopeful-leaning-happy ending (x)

ambition!roman || 1.1k || a headcanon about a corrupted version of roman, elaborated on more below:

       ambitions taken to the extreme || 650

       the aftermath || 1k

       virgil’s relationship with him || 942

chaptered fics and series: tumblr masterpost || word count || brief description // chapter on tumblr (chapter on ao3) || etc

loceit

light up the dark || 1.3k || initially based on the tags on this post by coconut-cluster but then got out of hand and turned into some very prose-y loceit; my unfinished symphony, forever unfinished

see the stars (x) || empty sky (x) || spark of gold (x) || a night so bright (x) || city lights (x) || starlit kisses (x)

logince

feels like love || 7.3k || canon divergence, major character death and how that affects both the living and the dead, past (or present, depending on which part you read) logince, each could be read as a stand-alone one shot; unhappy ending

never enough (x) || two slow dancers (x) || missing you (x)

✧ to fall in love || 12.6k || for ari-the-anxious-ace’s secret santa gift, a siren!logan and prince!roman au, somewhat forbidden pining; unhappy ending (x)

✧ can’t help falling in love with you || 16.2k || for ren’s birthday, a ‘you’ve got mail’ inspired high school au with friends to lovers and enemies to friends to lovers logince (plus a side of platonic roceit consisting almost entirely of janus calling roman a simp); happy ending

only fools rush in (x) || like a river flows (x) || some things are meant to be (x)

roceit

devils don’t fly || 4.5k || dragon witch!deceit au featuring mutual pining and eventual roceit; my unfinished symphony, forever unfinished

when i’m gone, remember you’re the one (x) || and just because i fight (x) || don’t mean that i never learned how to love (x)

unspecified

brave the dark (hiatus of unknown length) || 3.4k || a victorian era murder mystery au featuring a whole cast of morally grey characters and major character death; my unfinished symphony, forever unplanned

the dark’s not taking prisoners tonight (x) || etc

100 follower celebration: tumblr || word count || who sent the prompt + brief description (ao3)

were you dazzled by the same constellation? || 1.1k || main-chive’s prompt, analogical getting together with obliviously pining logan; happy ending (x) 

magic au || 600 || llumimoon’s prompt, world building for an au i will never write featuring (primarily) roman angst, roceit, and analogical 

here, blinking in the starlight || 4.1k || sign-from-god-complex’s prompt, rivals to lovers roceit with platonic logince and analogical as well as brotherly anxceit; happy ending (x)

black hole sun || 6.5k || main-chive’s prompt, extremely self-indulgent superhero au featuring a whole cast of lesbians and eventual roceit or anaroceit (i’m still undecided); my unfinished symphony, forever unfinished (won’t you come (x), wash away the rain (x) )

other fandoms:

good omens; ineffable husbands

✦✧ sic semper ad astra || 5.4k || for a past friend’s birthday in 2020, featuring pining pre-fall crowley and slightly oblivious aziraphale; unhappy ending (but with the promise of a happy one since it takes place before the events of the show/book) (x)