#this is stupid and corny and no one asked but im feeling wistful

[taxidermydolls]

despite the fact that i reblog and occaisonally talk about darker topics on here, i am actually a really sweet and gentle natured person and i hope thats how people perceive me. im soft spoken and painfully shy and i stop to pet every single cat that i see. i cry uncontrollably when i realise that people i care about are beyond my help and i feel a persistent, unexplainable sense of guilt over nothing in particular. the only thing that truly makes me feel at peace is being in nature, especially at night. i love the feeling of looking around me and seeing nothing but trees and stars and moonlight. it brings me comfort to think about how so many others have walked amongst the same trees before me, appreciating their beauty, and that many more will. to me, forests are the closest thing there is to a god. although im a deeply unhappy person in a lot of ways, i am glad that ill never become someone who views the world with hatred and malignance. regardless of how much darkness surrounds me, i will always find a way to make it bearable by finding the delicacy within it, instead of ignoring it for the conventionally appealing.