#this is so long i just have many thoughts abt most of my ocs

[arolesbianism]

Finally got around to finishing the second nugget batch, this time featuring several favorite children and the absolute least favorite child <3

[7ouls]

im REAAAAALLY sorry for the likje longest wait ever but in the meanwhile i've wiorked on my oc too so i'll prob post abt it soon. sorry if this is short or bad but it took me a long time to get motivation to write this ���

(this isnt proofread so if u see any mistakes dont mind them i���ll correct them tomorrow cause im too tired)

fem! reader btw

Daisuke never liked to rely too much on other people, he was always told how annoying he can be so that would make him even more of a weight than he already is.

Although he can’t complain when his girlfriend is the one who gets to take care of him. After what happened at the Tulpar you could see big changes in his attitude, he tried to smile at you but you can see that it’s not the same genuine lovely smile he used to give you in the past, when he was still on earth with you.

You were his girlfriend before he got the news from his parents about the internship and no matter how much you tried to convince him to not leave he still did, promising you that he’d come back for you. He wasn’t wrong, but this isn’t what you were expecting.

He had many scars around his body, barely able to move. He was put in a wheelchair for a few months, just until the scars have healed and he could get back in feet.

Daisuke’s parents found him a therapist, ignoring the boy’s wishes not to. Because after all he had you, you were the only one who he opened up with about what happened to all of them, about how guilty he felt for them. You were the one holding him in your arms after he cried on your shoulder for hours, you were the one changing his dirty bandages but most of all you were the one that loved him.

At nights like this you liked to wait until Daisuke was sleeping to leave him on your shared bed and go out your balcony to watch the sky filled with the city’s light, and when days were harder you took the hidden pack of cigarettes and light one up.

As you were watching the sky above your head you felt moving inside the house but didn’t think much of it, as it could be your pet just wandering around.

Your presumption turned out to be wrong as you heard your name be yelled from your bedroom, you quickly get inside to check on the voice and found your boyfriend on the floor. You run to him and slowly get him back on your bed. He pouts seeing your worried face checking for any damage.

“Are you okay? How did you get down there, most importantly why were you th-“ He stops you before you can bombard him with even more questions.

“I’m sorry Y/n, i just needed to drink something and when i saw that you weren’t here i tried to take it myself but i couldn’t...” You could see the disappointment in his eyes, you thought he might be feeling like a weight on your shoulders so you tried your best to comfort him.

“Daisuke look at me. You don’t have to apologise, it’s my fault. I should’ve been there for you but i wasn’t and i’m sorry about that. You shouldn’t force yourself to move too much, the doctors said that your body is still too fragile to sudden movements.” The boy looked at you, the mention of doctors saddened him.

“I’m so tired of these doctors, i sometimes wish you could be the one treating me instead. And the therapist girl always keeps trying to make me spill stuff, is it wrong that i don’t want to talk about it? She keeps asking about you a lot too, she might be thinking that you know more than her.”

“She wouldn’t be wrong, if it makes you feel any better i could try speaking with her.” He tiredly nodded at you and you both get back in bed, drifting off into sleep while holding him.

“Goodnight Y/n, i love you.”

IDK HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS. i weote it in 2 hours so maybe that why its so bad and yea im so tired idek what im saying

[bigfatbimbo]

Hey there! @hazbinhotelmollykisser here yet again, with the promised bill rambles :)

Forgive me if the following words sound like nonsense, I'm trying lol

SO. I'll be covering the bill with a more powerful reader and sub bill because your works have changed my brain chemistry, masochist bill because I'M GOING INSANE AN I NEED TO BE SEDATED, and bill with a reader that likes to tease him (with a more powerful reader version and a just a human version) because I need to study his reactions to teasing like I'm Stanford studying like... Science + math = triangles or something.

・Bill x More powerful reader

So I actually made an entire oc for this literally as soon as I finished reading the og post, which I will refrain on ranting abt, but the idea of a reader that's more powerful than bill is fascinating to me.

Because like, he's bill so he's obviously gonna try to get under your skin, but imagine a reader that sees his attempts to annoy them and just... Like laughs? A reader that finds his attempts almost endearing? Reverting whatever bill did back to before with just a snap and maybe a passing comment about his mischief.

It would drive him mad I think, he'd be rlly annoyed and pissy about it.

Or alternatively, a reader that does get angry when he tries to annoy them, (a loud and aggressive angry or a quiet festering angry both yielding different reactions from bill) and Bill takes it as motivation to keep annoying you (and it's definitely only because he thinks it's funny and totally definitely no other reason).

(Holy shit this is already getting long)

・Sub!Bill

So obviously a brat right? Like very obviously? We all agree on that.

And this next bit will probably just be regurgitating your points because I can't stop having the same opinions as you,

I personally need to see any + every version of bill cipher getting taken down a peg. Like I need to just. Ruin his life a little. Like I need to cause him mental peril and make it up to him (but actually it's only for me) by making him beg for what he wants and not giving him anything unless he asks out loud because "well I'm not a mind reader" (more powerful reader probably IS but shhhh..)

I want him to cry and beg (as do most people who read your blog honestly)

・masochist bill

Thinking about the way that bill literally talks about going out of his way to inflict pain onto the bodies he "possesses" (? Idk if that's the word I should use) made me think. Like too much thinking too many thoughts, to the point that I at multiple points almost wrote a small drabble in my notes app about it. (I would've if I could think of any words to write down when I need them 😭)

But like he's definitely some kind masochist right?

I can't think of any scenarios for human reader he made a deal with and bill for this category but imagine with me pls, a HUMAN reader, that he made a deal with (is actively trying to manipulate), causing him PAIN somehow (directly or indirectly), and he... DOSENT MIND? because 1. He's gonna have a mental breakdown because of it probably, and 2. He dosent JUST not mind. It's like EXCITING but not normal exciting.

So basically he'd be freaking out.

And with a reader that's more powerful than him? I think it'd be clear as day. Going hand in hand with the angry reader that's more powerful than him thing above, he would absolutely get off on annoying them until they snap at him (specifically the snap at him part). And when reader notices, they're obviously gonna make fun of him because hes being pathetic lol.

I think I have run out of masochist bill words now so onto the next topic.

・tease reader (human) x bill

My main reason for bringing this up is I love the idea of the powerful bill cipher being.. Well, flustered.

Like maybe when it's triangle form bill its easier to hide for him but if it were human bill reader would be able to tell almost instantly probably.

And more opportunities to make fun of bill for being a pathetic little creature are always good :)

・tease reader (more powerful) x bill

OOWOWHEOEJEIEBSJBSISNDH I love this idea so so SO SO SOSOSOSO MUCH!!!3&:28&:9.

SO MANY MORE OPPORTUNITIES TO TEASE AND NOT GET KILLED :)

Like imagine with me, your teasing bill and he gets all "upset" and probably threatens you, you don't gotta back off, you infact can tease him even more for thinking that he can threaten you. Shheheheheheheh.

I think that's all my words, I seem to have run out.

I hope that big lump of nothing text (800-ish words 😰) was enough to make up for my sudden dissapearence after promising to talk about bill TWO WEEKS AGO

Forgive my probably dogshit spelling and grammar pls

and hope you have a good day/night/whatever!

IUAHAHSHSHSHSHHSHDHSHAHS I LOVE THINGS LIKE THIS IN MY INBOX!!!!! Because it’s like wow, you did all the work for me! 😊

Ugh, this is so good tho. I always love to hear your thoughts, you are one of my FAV anons!!!!!

[dollya-robinprotector]

I have been on this blog for long enough to know this is a safe space so...

I made a teacher OC specifically for most of the teachers to bang her (different or same universe, depends on my mood). She teaches geography and originally was only in a secret, loving but very very lustful relationship with Sirris. By very lustful, I mean he would change his after-school availability just to see how many silicone eggs he can fit inside of her. Or how many times she can squirt before passing out. Like this lady is picture perfect, professional, teaching style something like Winter and Doren combined, but she let's her coherency be fucked out of her everyday for 'science' (Sirris brings up new shit to try in the bedroom by quoting 'for science' and you can't convince me otherwise.).

One day Winter stumbles into their office announced, not noticing the "don't disturb sign" on the door, just in time to see her pop out several silicone eggs (can you tell I'm into breeding/oviposiont? I think I'm hiding it pretty well) in rapid succession as she squirts all over Sirris's sexy forearm(rolled up sleeves are sexy okay), too fucked out to care or even notice someone just barged in. Which leads to the cruel Winter-Sirris partnership where they stuff her with something, be it a dildo, a bullet vibe, whatever, and then lock a chastity device on top of it to keep it in. They're so mean! Then, somehow, Doren joins in, be it by accident or invitation, and eventually, Mason. No one tells River because as much as they want him to loosen up, he's also so repressed that he might go into a sinful thought-induced coma. Leighton knows fuck all and everyone does a good job at hiding it from him (don't get me wrong, I do have smutty thoughts abt Leighton, just not with this OC.)

Again, I can not stress this enough, she is perfectly put together everyday, kind and mindful with coordinated outfits, but the moment any of the teachers she's involved with give her a look, she becomes their obedient little slut. She does top once in a while, but on a switch scale she's 80% sub, 20% dom. When she does dom though, she likes to prostate massage/generally overstimualte the crap out of her partner. Especially Mason. But she especially especially with Sirris. Stuffed with his own toys. How cute.

Anyways. Rant over. Sorry about that. Unfortunately, I suck at writing longer stuff and have non-existent art skills, so this OC is forever doomed to live in my brain-dungeon

Oh to be her ✋😔✋ she's living the L I F E

[rainynightmoonlight]

E!! hoping your ocs have beauty marks bc what if we tell them that they're supposed to be kisses from a lover in a past life🥺👉👈 i got an ask like that and now i'm curious abt how your characters would react😩💕

They do!! Hope this makes your day a bit better!! I know life is pretty hectic right now!

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Jesse was sitting in his favorite spot in your room. He was very familiar with it, knowing every corner and piece of clothing. It's what happens when he's known you for so long. He had you in his lap, after much begging, and he kept you there in his surprisingly strong arms.

He liked having you close. Your warmth was one of his favorite things. Who could blame him? While your head was against his neck, you noticed a few moles and marks along his neck. You couldn't help but trace them.

Jesse's body couldn't help but shutter at your touch. You were like an angel to him. His breathing became a bit heavier than your breath hit his skin. Were you trying to drive him crazy?

Then you spoke. Oh, your voice was so much to Jesse. A comfort. A need that he grew up with. Honestly everything about you was his main comfort.

“I read this thing while I was browsing last night. Not sure if you got the link, but it said that beauty marks and stuff are where your lover kissed you in the past.”

Jesse wasn't one for superstition. This however made his heart leap into his throat. His arms tightened around your waist, and he started to nibble on your neck. A gentle chuckle was his response when he felt your breath hitch.

“Then we have been together in every timeline and every universe. We really are best friends forever. You gave me all these marks!”

“What makes you so sure that it was me?”

A darkness that you couldn't see emerged within his eyes. You winced when his nails dug into your waist, as if he was afraid that you would run.

“Because if anyone. And I mean anyone tried to be who I was to you in any decade I would see to it that they weren't..”

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Takehiko was over the moon to be asked out by you to have dinner. And in your home no less! Just the thought of you making him a warm meal. It was enough to make him get on one knee.

Your apartment was warm. It left his heart so full and to have the honor of being in such a place meant so much to him. It was your home, where you spent most of your life.

Now Takehiko was sitting across from you, his mind reeling at the flavor of the food in front of you. It made him so happy that you put so much effort into making something that he liked.

“You know, I heard something interesting. Did you know that beauty marks and such are seen as where a past lover kissed you.”

His mind was pulled out of his thoughts. Most of them were of you and him together, a domestic lifestyle without any trouble. Takehiko couldn't help but reach for your hand, bringing it to his cheek.* “So you're the one who's left so many freckles on my arm.” “Well I'm not sure if it was me, it could have been someone else.”

He shook his head at your words. It had to be you. No one else in this world could be so loving to him. Not with his background. Even if you knew or not, you were his gift from the heavens. Takehiko just knows that you were made for him in every decade.

“No. It was you. I know.” “How?”

His grip on your hand just tightened. How was he going to convince you that you were only ever meant for him in every lifetime? “I know I'm an old soul. And I'd only keep being reborn if you are who I'm with in the end of it all.”

[evita-shelby]

Hi, hello

This is my first request ever, please ignore my spelling mistakes if there's any, I'm French so...

So how abt the femreader /OC (as you want) has an illness and is destined to die but Tommy pursue her and falls in love with her anyway and then she dies and we see how he copes. I'm a sucker for angst.

Thank youuu

You are welcome 😊

I cried so hard i ran out of tp to clean my snot.

Promise

Gif by @manie-sans-delire-x

Cw: death, illness, grief, suicidal thoughts

You hoped he’d forget about you while he was in France, but when he stepped down that platform he was as in love with you as when he had left.

You had broken things off with him before he even left and yet he returned to you as if nothing changed.

No matter how much you tried, Tommy never left your side.

Eventually you had to tell him the truth.

You were dying.

You had a year at most, the tumor was not operable, and it wouldn’t be long before you were dead.

“I can’t leave you, love, not when you need me most.” He had said as he held your face in his hands.

And he hadn’t.

Not when the barmaid showed up and made it clear to all that she wanted him, not when he provoked Kimber and certainly not when Campbell threatened to have the hospital deny you care if he didn’t give him the guns.

Campbell hadn’t expected you to laugh and spit at his face, “Do it, do your fucking worst, Inspector. I am dead anyways.”

You were dying, but you were never going to let Tommy and his dreams die with you.

You had a year.

And you had decided that your last wish was to see Tommy get the hell out of here and be the great man you know he is.

This you tell him as the two of you stand as witnesses for Freddie Thorne and his sister, Ada.

He couldn’t say no to you, he said so as you tied his tie for him and told him to drive you and Ada to the courthouse where Freddie was waiting with his cousins and a rabbi.

“It could be us up there,” he said quietly knowing you’d say no.

“Ask me again in a year.” You love him, and that is why you refuse to tie him to you like that.

Time passes slowly, you encourage him to pursue Grace because he needs the distraction. There was something there, on her side at least.

Not that he budged, said he didn’t need anyone else. Not when he had you.

“I’m going to marry you.” He says the words you feared the most. He did never learn to let go, even when death took those he loved most, he stood there refusing to let go.

“Tommy, I do not want to tie you to me like this. Not like this.” You plead for him to move on weeks later when he takes the barmaid to the races.

“I’m gonna marry you, when you go, I want you to go as my wife, y/n.” he vowed just as you vowed to see him succeed.

You supposed that is what had you say yes.

He wants to do things proper, keeping almost every tradition and custom in place that you find to your liking. Whatever you want for your big day, he and Polly make it happen.

Its sweet and thoughtful you think as he gets the two of you on a table at the Garrison and announced to all that the two of you will be getting married.

He had bought you a ring, a Claddagh ring like the one his mum had worn. Only difference was that the other one was lost in the Cut and yours had a red garnet heart to represent his love and devotion to you.

Tommy was a romantic, no matter what he did to hide it.

You dance in the dark of your room nights later to some old record your mama had since she settled here with your father.

“We could always elope, go somewhere just us and come back like our parents did.” He suggests and you nod.

As much as you’d like to do things properly, you’d rather get the things on your list done before you meet your maker.

Besides, that trip to Liverpool before the war had been lovely and you’d like to see the sea again before you go.

“I’d like that.” You say and that next morning the two of you set off to Liverpool like the wild teenagers the two of you used to be.

The wedding is lovely even if it happens in front of strangers, but the weekend the two of you spend as newlyweds is enough to make you forget your time is running out.

Perhaps when your health becomes worse you could return here, die somewhere beautiful away from everything.

“I wish we didn’t have to go back.” He admits as the two of you lie down on a blanket and enjoy the sun on your faces on your last day here.

“Once its over, we should come back here.” You say as if you knew for sure you’d be alive by then.

Zilpha Lee saw your death in the first chills of December. A black star and blood on Tommy’s heart.

It was late July now.

Only five months left in your clock. And you were going to make the most of it.

And you did, you danced at John and Esme’s wedding like there was no tomorrow. You gave the barmaid a good enough thrashing she never even got to call the police on Freddie and when little Karl was born it hurt your heart to know you would never have this with Tommy.

You wept like a baby in his arms as everyone celebrated down at the pub.

“Promise me you will love again.” You dry your tears and make him swear to live for you.

He cannot die with you, you refuse to let him.

“Don’t make me promise that, love, I’ve only ever loved you.” He shook his head, refusing to even think of a life without you in it.

It becomes the first of October that night.

You can’t hide your illness no matter what you do. A girl from the neighborhood is hired to help you and from your bed you play cupid between the sweet but never spineless Linda and the most unlikely dashing knight, Arthur.

When they finally go out ---with Finn to keep things proper--- it is late November.

And as if by magic, you are bursting with energy enough to leave your bed and make sure there is no loose string left by December 1st.

You are laughing with Polly over something when you see it in Tommy’s carefully annotated diary.

A black star on December 3rd.

He plans on having everything done by then, to deal with Kimber and Campbell that same day and spend the rest of your time on earth in a cottage by the sea.

It was supposed to be a surprise until you answered a call back from the woman renting it.

If only you could live long enough to get there.

But you won’t.

Zilpha had said on the day of the Black Star.

On December 3rd your time was up.

And you had fulfilled your mission, on that day Tommy would have reached the first step towards getting the hell away from here.

Only Polly knows what transpired during that meeting with Zilpha Lee and she holds you as your heart breaks all over again.

“Promise me you’ll take care of him.” You ask her as she holds you tight enough to put you back together again.

“Of course I will, sweetheart. Just like I told Martha Strong I’d take care of her boys and John’s Martha as well.” The older woman promised you as she gave you her Black Madonna.

Its is December 3rd when Tommy leaves the house as giddy as a boy on boxing day.

“After this it will be just us in that little cottage by the sea, love.” He had promised kissing you like there was no tomorrow.

And there wouldn’t be.

The moment the bullet strikes his chest, you collapse at his desk and never rise again.

By the time Jeremiah lets him go, you are gone.

That night, after the undertaker has taken you away to prepare you for burial, he takes your ring, a bottle of whiskey and his gun.

When he pulls the trigger, there are no bullets and he curses you for leaving and refusing to let him leave with you.

He wakes up in Charlie’s Yard, with his aunt and uncle wearing black for mourning.

“I promised her I’d take care of you, don’t make break that promise, boy.” Polly said as she helped him back on his feet.

After your funeral he leaves for the seaside, hoping to have the peace and quiet to finish what he started and yet as he sits there in ghe sand looking at the ring he gave you, he remembers your voice making him swear to live for you.

And he does.

On December 3rd 1922, he returns to the beach with May Carlton now wearing your ring on her finger.

“Thank you.” He whispers to the wind.

[safe-from-sharp-teeth]

Ayo! I haven't answered asks in FOREVER, so it's time for some spring cleaning :) Also answering other stuff, like what I've been up to.

If you sent an ask and it's not here, sorry! I may have deleted it because the prompt required too much work of me and I wasn't feeling it, or I was uncomfortable.

Let's gooooo !

Firstly - where have I been? Work REALLY picked up in a way I wasn't expecting over the last...4 months? I was working double and often triple the hours I was used to. With work, vacations, random illnesses, and many video games I got a bit too obsessed with, this blog took a backseat. Plus, sometimes I get disinterested in vore when obsessed with something else. Sometimes, that lasts months, and it did this time.

But now I can confirm that work will FINALLY chill for a long period of time. I'm free! And more motivated than ever! Wahoo! Thanks for your support ALWAYS.

Next big question - when am I going to do more of my story? The one with Asyr? AHHHHHGHHGHH this story has consumed my life. I think about it daily. I dream about it. And yet I'm not as comfortable writing as I am drawing, so writing is a slow process that my perfectionist ass struggles with. I can assure you that there is a story in the works - and I am working on it at a snail's pace.

Okay, ask time...

@ponyluvesonic09 AYO maybe I'll make a full ghost pred pros/con list for you, because that sounds awesome! Kir//by is one of the silliest canon preds out there. Honestly getting eaten by him would be like getting vored by a vacuum, LOL. Galaxy tummy!! Imagine a prey floating around in one of those item bubbles all grumpy. Thank u for the ask, this is good stuff.

no. ( /・・)ノ

UWAGHHHHH I LIKE HER!!! Never played O/verwat/ch but what a gem!! I have a random fondness for centaur-like preds nowadays. She looks so cozy. THANK U I LOVE HER!!!

@tiger9o0 I have not played r//ain w//orld or know what it's about, LOL. Looks like a platformer? Man, I'm terrrriiiiibblleee at those. But whoever this is on the cover, I LIKE EM. A+. (That might not answer ur question shdjbghkjg SORRY)

@heimkoheimkofan LOVE THAT I GOT THE ROBOT ENJOYERS AFTER THAT ONE POST....YES yall are so right and I'm so wrong for just hard metal robot tums. I will rectify my mistake soon I PROMISE. Also oh! You were the one asking about stomachs other than elemental ones! IVE HAD THAT IN MY DRAFTS FOREVER IM SORRY AHHHH. I REALLY love your imagination with tums and you've inspired me to think of some awesome environments! THANKS

@fastfur07 BWAH?? Ugh I'm all over the place when it comes to art. Some pieces take 30 min (like the zangooc I drew at the top of this post), most take 2 days. Some really hard drawings like my wolf bat creechur from a few months ago and my shrimp from last year took a month. THANK U??

We're going back so far that I think this is about my naga oc (which I'm in the midst of redesigning cough cough). For him, he would never tolerate being prey, extremely unwilling bahaha. In general, I haven't thought much about naga or snake prey! I get the appeal of slurping up a noodle, but I just prefer human prey :)

@fastfur07 you fiend, you always give me the best drawing ideas. UNFORTUNATELY, I didn't have time to draw something for this one. BUTTTT....

(i've had this next one in my drafts for forever)

then i had a silly comic. I'll post the wip here because I won't finish it, so enjoy bahaha.

@blizzaria123-blog THANK U im rapidly melting into a puddle from ur words

@mrpotatomanversionsix relevant. i will continue drawing them 4 u

?!??!!??!?!??!?!?!??!?!? how dare u enter my ask box with this blasphemy

@sfwsillynoms WAH!!! you!!! I'm currently redesigning my naga oc but when I finish I'll tag you, if you're still around! And he can 100% be drawn with ur preysona :)

@mystorl i am SO late to this, but SMART. I like it. I shall give my lil guy this friend. I just want to let u know that I see this and it's wonderful and I will do something abt it.

I remember this ask made me laugh a ton when I first got it. thank u. idk why I find this so funny

@sillylilprey IM CRYING RIGHT BACK AHHHH this is an ancient ask, but thank u! hope you're still enjoying!

@terrytheinsane finally, the last ask in my askbox. I love it. You have been wronged with how long it took me to answer you. I have gained knowledge from your ask. THANKS

AND THAT'S IT!! Thanks guys, I hope to make you proud! Feel free to send more asks, and hopefully I will answer in a TIMELY manner.

Goodnight! And remember: Nice Vore ᕕ༼⌐■-■༽ᕗ

[strqyr]

Focusing more on the world building than the actual story is so real 😭

My rewrite au was accidentally born from me wanting to expand upon my ocs own backgrounds. Unfortunately I expanded mainly on the King of Vales family and the Great War, ended up with an entire family with Lore™️ I'm still adding onto, and then I touched upon things surrounding it and I said fuck it and turned it into an au when it was headcanons before

My au DOES have a story but it's mostly like,, just focused on my ocs (teams ROYL and GPVN/Grapevine). It's called Falls the Shadow (which comes from the TS Eliot poem The Hollow Men) or, just focusing on my ocs, the ROYLverse. I've been really wanting to turn it into a fic series but I have no idea where to start with month names LOL (the calendar is split up into 8 months that are twice as long as our months, made that way bc of the moon (called Fragmens) cycle. And the weeks are 8 days long. And there's meant to be an equivalent of a leap year every 8 years. It's a whole thing, I thought it'd be funny, there's 100% jokes abt it in universe).

And ohh my god i HATED figuring out the timeline. ESPECIALLY WITH STRQ AND OZ. I managed to figure out the ages (STRQ is 38 and Ozpin is 44 by v1) but it was a paaaain. It actually makes sense for canon though ngl... but i hated STRQ so much I swear. I was doing that math at 4 am. I still gotta figure out like, backstories n stuff, or little details like religion (Tai being a member of the Orthodox Luxean Church, for one, or Summer being lapsed when she disappears). I am shaking them with my teeth

Sorry for yapping LOLL I can't shut up about anything pertaining to my aus but ugh I love it

i hope your ocs are having better time than mine, they tend to, uh. . . end up somewhat dead, most of the time >_>

but yeah, headcanons are a quick and easy way to end up with a new au. i was already thinking about rewriting a childhood show that is near and dear to my heart just for the fun of it, and then somehow in my boredom of waiting for any sort of rwby news—be it a V10, reboot, or whatever; at this point i'll take anything new—, that turned into "rewriting" rwby.

and thus all my "what if"s and "this would have been cool"s and "i wish they delved into this more"s found a home in a single au. it's in bits and pieces—fragments, like the moon, hence the name lol—, the story mostly focused on what is different from canon rather than anything coherent atm, but it's coming together slowly, and i'll probably end up doing art for it Soon™.

(but before i do any of that, i need to do a to-do list so i don't forget anything 🙃)

also Same Hat for lengthening months lmao. i took the easy way out and simply made it so one month on remnant equals three months on earth (while a year still lasts about the same), and slapped seasons on them, so four months in total. not fully decided on the naming convention, but atm i'm using "moon of winter" and so on, with winter marking the beginning of the year (bc creation), and spring of the school year (bc knowledge). with the greater focus on the moon (i love that broken fucker on the sky so much), i've done away with specific dates, so for example, instead of oct 31st, ruby's birthday would be during the new moon of autumn—a mouthful, i know lol—bc the thought of ruby being born at the very end of the year popped into my mind and refused to leave, and for the rest i just worked backwards from there.

you'd think figuring out the timeline would be easy after i've done it so many times, but NO. it's pain Every. Single. Time. team strq is definitely to blame for the most of it bc not only do they have to be actually, ya know, graduated before any kids are born, but also requires to know when the school year ends, counting backwards from birthdays the duration of pregnancy, while also taking into the account that the maiden cutout is somewhere around 30 (obviously i could change that, but..... idunwanna) which creates an upper limit for certain somebody >:( so it's not like you can just, ya know. add some extra years after graduation to play it safe.

at least i have my previous attempts at strq fics for summer's and tai's backstories. . . as long as i don't decide to change them. again.

summer's semblance would be nice to know tho :( that's my current stumbling block. . .

[catpella]

i never use this thing anymore for posting or reblogging because of the "my life fell apart" Depression and how so much of the good parts of my 2011-end of 2021 life came from here and then 2022-onwards it fell apart. opening it is a timecapsule to a happier me. only sad me exists now. i opened this to go find an oc thing and then found a thing that reminded me of personimiss.

now it's back to the endless aching awful misery of having loving someone so much i changed my life to bring them more into it, managed to fuck it up and lost everything that mattered, and then still waking up longing to speak to my old best friend turned spouse turned ex who blocked me. they who will never speak to me again and just wanted me gone from their life. some of what led me to lose everything was "a confluence of situations being unfortunate on the sides of all people involved" (in like understandable ways that it was overwhelming for them and led to someone needing to pull back), and some weren't the fault of people involved even when how they reacted are. (sorry i had a rare side effect of a mental health medication - literally, "medication induced psychosis" - and during a state of artificial psychosis damaged things!!!). and it feels so unfair to remember stats that when women get cancer or other major medical diagnoses, often its as recently as 1 in 8 that their partners leave. and i feel like in many ways i was victim to this because the med psychosis was a not-my-faut thing and i tried to fix things after it and i was punished and i still lost everything.

therapist says grief is love with nowhere to go and it's true. the asymmetry of loving so much when i was not and am not loved back, and i just feel like a pipe leading to nowhere with all this pressure of love that i can't share and that won't be reciprocated just spilling out onto the endlessly.

and i want to talk abt it with other people who were there (as in: knew us both) but people are "sorry i don't want to get in the middle so i don't want to hear about it" which is fine b/c i get it you don't want to hear one friend slagging another but like. i wish for a single day. someone would let me vent this all out to them and get it out and tell me some of it, any of it, wasn't me. like please, i need a friend who was There and Knows to step up and be a friend and make space for me to grieve on a singular day. please. i'm so tired of all the comfort being from folks who didn't know the good and the hopes and the dreams.

i put on a brave face a lot with people in rl but in the privacy (sort of - people are reading it who know me irl but you can choose not to) of my own blog space i can say it: i'm still not ok with what happened. i will never be okay with what happened. i will spend the rest of my life with my heart wrenched out of my chest because the person i loved most in the world, that i thought understood me more than anyone else in the world, will never speak to me again. and in fact is happy to never speak to me again. this was their preferred outcome. and it doesn't matter i was sick when i hurt them, it doesn't matter i tried actively to do better after it happened, it doesn't matter i went for inpatient psych therapy and rebuilt myself ground up to try to make myself better and heal. it doesn't matter i love them still. they gave up on me while i was sick, and i can do. nothing. to repair it. i would trade everything i have to get it back and i can't do anything to fix what i broke. i lost my housing, my rebuilt found family, several friendships, so much of my savings. for...nothing. for everything to end around me with no hope of salvaging it, and they're happy they're rid of me and thriving without me.

there is nothing i can do to repair the thing that was most important to me in the entire world, because i am not now loved by them. and maybe was not ever loved by them. was certainly not loved enough to try to fix instead of abandon. and it just. hurts.

[acinginsomniac101]

Fuck it. Let me just vomit my personal AU abt Pressure this ONE time and never post for another year. Not gonna throw in my pathetic 5 OCs into the ramble though. Mostly just thoughts on Sebastian and his dumb lil downfall haha dum dum.

So my brain always considers the fact Pressure is a game loop. You die and you get sent back to the start. You can succeed and get the crystal, get outta there. But you can also always do that again. Sebastian always acknowledges your death, always acknowledges and has been able to differentiate the first one to the different ones you have after.

Same with any friends you play with, other expendables. They died many times like you, gotten the crystal and escaped so many times before. That is pretty much the core to my AU.

Sebastian never stops you from getting the crystal because he doesn’t have to worry about it ever completely lost. A new run will start, there’s always another chance. In this AU, he’s stuck in what is practically an endless timeloop due to the supernatural properties of the Blacksite. Once he entered, with such prolonged exposure—He’s become a part of it, essentially. He still hinders you back because the blaring red screaming of the alarms are hurting his eyes and a fucking nuisance to his ears. Even though the dread of losing is all has left him, the anxiety still lingers on.

But he’s a stubborn one. The sensation of dread when expendables took the crystal for the first time, when he tried to stop and killed them—when it just kept happening. Always scavenging, surviving, squeaking through it all. The more times expendables escaped his grasp and got into the submarine, the doom of not making it time? That was a fairytale now. Sebastian knows as of now UrbanShade won’t be able to retrieve the crystal successfully—as long as this timeloop where everyone’s memory is maintained, there won’t be successful “true” attempts.

But unfortunately for Sebastian nor any entities down here, the timeloops binds them to this cursed fate of roaming what is essentially a labyrinth of a flooded hell. Sebastian won’t be able to escape, having filled Painter with false promises of freedom whether he intended it or not.(sorry Painter Sebs dngaf abt you in my book💀) Sebastian is a man in denial, dragging a false hope that he can escape a timeloop. Even as he gains new knowledge, he will keep scavenging for data for an answer. Always roaming, always restless. So in a nutshell he’s like William Afton in UCN but he’s innocent(abt the 9 murders) and he wasn’t the father lmao.

I guess other thoughts now. I like to think personally Painter is like a teenager. The way he speaks feels like a kid to me—A fatherless kid, literally. He’s emotionally vulnerable and naive, and I think he looks up to Sebastian like how a kid sees a superhero. The friendship is onesided, and Sebastian takes full advantage of that admiration in question. Painter believes in Sebastian’s lies of freeing him, that promise keeps him lingering even as his files corrupt and his AI breaks down slowly.

Oh, and the thought about Mr.Lopee. He gives me an idea that he was some old business partner or acquaintance of Mr.Shade for sure. Something along the lines of some muddiness latervm, but carrying respect. I think Mr.Lopee personally wants to mess with Mr.Shade as a ghost now. So he helps the player but also helps Sebastian out, truly neutral and trying to see what brings him the most entertaining outcome. I like to also think he’s the one betting with Sebastian on which expendable lives and what not, hence the “you owe me..” voice line from Sebastian.

I don’t have too many thoughts on Navi. She doesn’t have a established personality much yet but I’ll probably have more thoughts on her when she has actual voice lines in the next update.

Alright bye I’ma go back to rotating OCs in my brain.

[arolesbianism]

Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall

[coulson-is-an-avenger]

slides into your inbox do you have any headcanons about the room games? anything you imagine happening outside of what is shown in the games or thoughts in general (im sorry if you have a post abt this but id like to hear you ramble abt these games :D)

HEWWO FRIEND this is such a good question whlskdjf!! ty for asking!!

I actually have Not made a post about my thoughts on The Room because half of my thoughts are just. musings about The Protagonist and the story I've created about them in my head, but I don't really consider those actual thoughts on the game since it's far more of an OC at this point 😅 I have drawn them though, and I did actually make a cosplay, even though I haven't posted that one lmao but here they are:

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In terms of Actual Headcanons, let's see! (under the cut bc this got long)

Starting plausible/simple, I initially thought about A.S. as a former scientific partner, perhaps from the field of astronomy? His star projector sits heavy in my memory always. In other possibilities, I thought A.S. could be family. Perhaps a father, trying to get his child to follow in his research (they do mention having a bit of a tense history, but The Protagonist still came to his calls and he still dies to save them ;~;) or perhaps a brother. I think it's really poignant either way. Auuuugh I love A.S.

Also, less of a headcanon, but more of a note, I looooove how the victims of the Craftsman still seem to have some agency, even within the mockeries he forces them into. The scene where Maggy writes "HE DECIEVES YOU" on her window even though she's just an animatronic is soooooo dope. This ALSO makes me wonder if A.S. was ever actually captured by the Craftsman because I think I remember something about that before his death in TR2, so.... I wonder if some part of his soul was conscious and active in TR3 trying to help you. Maybe that's where the hints come from. Waaa idk I miss him.

Onto an Actual headcanon of mine that I Know is a long shot: so ok, Abigail Lockwood's survival of Old Sins is one of my faaaaavorite things in game, and I wish we got to see more of her. From this, I always thought it could be fun if she becomes the protagonist of the VR game to keep investigating what took her husband/almost took her.

It is a little ehh to think about Abigail going on to become to a cop lol, and also not very realistic to imagine a woman getting that job in the time period, but I was disappointed to be playing as a cop anyways, so one with lore I liked was a step up. I Also saw the theory on the wiki that Abigail is the Witch, however, The Witch is also one of The Craftman's victims, so it's unfortunate to think that she escaped The Circle and The Null only to be caught by him. It does slay to think that she was smart enough to deceive him and find someone who could save her from that imprisonment though.

I really like her either being the one to save others that The Craftsman entraps, or one who dug herself further in and was Almost caught by him, only to be saved by another woman(The Witch). I do like that consistently, the people who resist The Null and/or The Craftsman the most are the ladies (Maggy, Abigail, The Witch). Even if they don't all make it out, that's always been cool to me.

All that aside, genuinely I feel like there's a lot about these games that I don't understand lol (like girl.... what is the royal institute and how well known even is the Null, what even Is It??) but I kind of enjoy that mystery and getting to learn about it a little more every time I replay.

Like, in terms of what the Null Actually Is - you've been the one to make me ask the questions - is it sentient? What does it.... actually have to do with all those ominous tentacles? Are those manifestations of it or are they separate entities in partnership? Why is it from Mars ? Also. The Circle are worshippers of the Null? How did they find out about it without being eaten by it?? Many questions in the field that I think you have put more thought into than me. So please, by all means consider this a reverse ask if you want 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 I am looking soooooooo normalstyle

[dearreaders-things]

rambling directors commentary of my vampire!au julian x mc fic? yes? yes.

i mentioned it on ao3 but: inspired by the lovely vampire headcanons post from @iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia bc who doesn't love a vampire's s/o offering their blood to be drunk?

title! bittersweet ugh this one absolutely fell into place while i was writing, i loved it and immediately went in to make sure it was like a recurring motif through the whole fic

i did consider spelling it bittersuite, shout out billie eilish, but ultimately decided against it because the "suite" doesn't quite fit or make sense with the story. however i LOVE that song and listened to it a lot while writing. probably the vibes match.

that one tumblr post abt julian saying upsy-daisy when someone's fallen? yes.

but i love writing him as like a Doctor!! that man is a Scientist and i'm tired of ppl pretending he's not! all the talk of recessive genes and unfalsifiable hypotheses and scalpels, yeah that was a nice lens to look through

dude maybe the most fun part of writing vampire stuff is deciding what lore to fold in. completely disregarding things if you feel like it and getting to add whatever you want? very cool. i mean, such is the nature of folklore :D

i think the vampire backstory of this was also inspired by ali hazlewood's novel bride. shout out to that.

the "metal burns you" stuff i'm pretty sure is from fae stuff? anyways that was a cool association. i also really liked finding a reason to give astrella, my oc, scars in this au. i feel like my fics lately have been a big flashing sign saying "author has dermatillomania!!!" but anyways

also the symbolism with astrella touching something she shouldn't?? mhm mhm that was such a good moment when i noticed it

also also it gave me a reason for her and julian to have matching gloves, which is an image that held over from a different fic of mine (obv in that one it's canonverse so the reason for it was they were both plague doctors. but still.)

sensory description is big in this fic and i love it. also the different kind of levels of mental awareness, going from kinda sixth sense for heartbeats stuff in the beginning then going into the full on psychic bond by the end? chef's kiss. i got a chance to use sooo many tasty words.

“Even before you knew what I am. How many times have you offered up your neck for my teeth?” was the first line i had in mind for this fic. i mean you can see why. look at it.

ok if you made it this far thank you for coming to my ted talk, can you tell i had so much fun writing this

let me know if you enjoyed this rambling, i might write up some more thoughts on the other fics i've written recently! (they probably won't be anywhere near this long lmao i just have feelings)

[mariqu1taman]

Can I just say I've seen a lot of Kinnikuman OCs over the years, been a fan of the franchise since way back when. No word of a lie but your OCs look like something pulled right out of the classic run of Kinnikuman. Id love to know your thought process behind all three of their designs, because they all look so well developed and like care went into them completely.

I'm personally doing some Kinnikuman Fanfiction myself, and I struggle sometimes with the forming of new characters at moments. But these three are incredible, seriously you should be immensely proud. If you ever do bring them to life in some fan fic, whether written or drawn Id love to read it!

All the best and have a follow! 🤙🏻

Helloo!! Thank you so much for following, the beautiful words and also for all the support, It means a lot to me! Alr lets get to it...

Well Regarding my ocs, its a process I dwell on for a week for two.. fot making my first ever Kinnikuman oc; "El Rey".. I wanted to base it off my culture, I am Nicaraguense and Nicaraguan representation is awfully non existent on internet media. So I focuse on tradicional pieces + And take a good look at what the fighters... (at the time I was at the first arc/20th Chojin Olympics).. Which was normally boots and the boxers

By January, I finished the Throne arc and saw the many new designs, It gave me more freedom and thus I worked on a new design which had more Nicaraguan Culture/clothes to it.

Lastly by the end of the time chojin arc.. at this point wrestling gear is whatever (examples being Mariquitaman, Aristera, pirateman, the perfect chojin).. I realize the detail and decided to overexaggerate my design to make it more dynamic, which you can see... In kinnikuman, clothes dont matter, as long as you can fight 🔥

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So I would say my though process would be.. find a concept.. Modernize it to Kinnikuman standarts .. update it with style .. Exaggerate it till it looks good

With Marionetteman, I admit there is NO THOUGH process since its based on my old sona

This one; which you can see.. its a ball jointed doll, which is what I inspired from to make Marionetteman

Now now it may be stupid but this is his first.. concept... pretty shallow.. non muscular, its embarrasing! However!

He was given a better more stuctured Reference once I figured it out, I wanted him to mainly have 4 arms, ofcourse the whole Marionetteman name doesnt fit his aesthetic that well, its gonna stay as it is

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Now lets get to something... even more stupid....

Cupioman! My latest and first Brutal chojin I created so I can send him off to be in the Superhero federation mafia to do what El Rey and Marionetteman cant do.. murder

So As you can guess, He is based on a littleee on Ramenman, the shoes, his stance and tranquility he holds despite being a brutal chojin.. His inspiration is...

Well..

A chicken.

The prairie chicken

So You mighy think.. what was even the though process? Im gonna be so real, It just came to my mind, funny how El Rey went through many stages before reaching his official design.. as for Cupioman to be done in his first

I would say his sketch was very direct. I wanted him to have the same vibe Ramenman had in the first arc, combined with the color palette of the chicken, an idea just came to my

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Conclusion: Most of my ocs are actually well though in my head before I draw, Some might not get it the first time like Marionetteman but its a slow process that you need to understand it takes time, and creativity! First I would say.. pick whatever thing you want to base your chojin, It could be a bird, an object, and try to have fun with it, make different sketches, different ideas how they could look like. I apologize for rambling so much, Honestly Its a question that really wrecks my brain and I want to say more than just "I just though abt it" yknow??

Once again thank you so much and also comments are always on to discuss anything! Have a wonderful day ❤️

[lazywriter-artist]

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List can be found here for any more asks

Heheh funnnn :3

Idrk if you wanted any oc in particular but I’ll yap abt ock some bc I like him hehehe

🤍 - Three of your character’s neutral/questionable traits

Hm, a fun thought experiment for ock bc u haven’t thought about too many in such a light X)

The main one that comes to mind is how clingy he is, it’s not always unbearably so but it can get bad at times. It isn’t often, and it’s definitely not common as ock dislikes strongly using his abilities for ‘bad’ things, but he once used his ability to dominate another’s mind and puppeteer them to prevent the man from leaving his side and being dismissed after a few months aboard Huntsmann’s ship. It took Huntsmann and berny trying to talk him down to have him finally realse the poor man. Ock isn’t a fan of people he loves being put in harms way, since as far as it goes it’s never really ended well for him. It’s a trait he’s definitely trying to make better but it’s very difficult for him.

Next is his shyness I suppose, he’s a very sort of paradoxical character as a reclusive figure too anxious to directly interact (hence why he uses his telepathy for communication most of the time when possible) but one who longs so very deeply for any sort of connection he seeks it in just about everyone willing to tolerate his silent little form shivering behind them.

Finally for this one I suppose is u g h

He can be a bit emotional at times- (sometimes VERY emotional-) so when he’s not being a shivering ball of anxiety his fluctuations have no set ways or anything of doing so.

✈️ - Does your Oc like travel or do they consider themselves a home body?

Ock definitely likes to travel! While it means he’s gotta muscle through some pain if they stumble across some areas with large crowds (telepath struggles for eel) he loves being and seeing new places as well as meeting new friends! (He must be watched or else he’s brining 30 new rats onto the ship smh)

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@ocherednoe-dno asks

💯 - share three random facts about your oc others might not know!

1) ock has a lot of little odd hobbies here and there to kill time when he’s say, experiencing one of huntsmann’s out bursts and finds himself locked in his chambers, of these hobbies ock has two major ones he’s taken a big liking to! Sewing and towel folding! They’re good things to make cuddly little friends and populate his imaginative play families.

2) kind of connecting with the earlier note Ock really likes playing with toys and things (escapism + comfort & hence why he picked up sewing) so it’s not uncommon to find him playing at someone’s feet (normally will’s sometimes Huntsmann’s) with his days plushie of choice or in his room shuffling through his massive plushie collection (some made some gifted!) to rearrange the little friends or play toys

3) Ock Is a very stunted little guy (he’s tiny in stature and build, he’s very naive, ect.) and this is included in his voice. Despite being about 18-20 for most of the ‘recent’ story, he’s got a very young sounding voice (in my mind he sounds like a young Bambi just perhaps with a slight British accent to it as Huntsmann has raised him after all and that man’s got space British thick.) mixed with his small timid stature and his very nervous tendencies those not used to him very commonly mistake him for being a lot younger than he actually is

🖤 - has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust?

Ig this could also count as a fun fact people might not know but, Ock has killed a man and it haunts him— Ock, unsurprisingly, isn’t a very violent little guy and doesn’t really use his abilities to harm all that much if he can avoid it. So imagine his surprise when, at huntsmann’s demand, he is forced to execute a man with his abilities. He was reassured the man was a heretic and that he deserved the emperors hand, but it didn’t stop the screams of the man or the pleads both internal and external that Ock had to listen to during hurt any less. Broke the poor little guy for months, he was shut down for a while that even Will couldn’t really get him out of it and really still comes back to haunt him from time to time (it was mostly a measure by Huntsmann to A. Really get a feel for Ock’s abilities and B. See how willing Ock was to use them for harming others among other things-)

Mh, I think he’s maybe broken someone’s trust before, mmm I think perhaps a guardsman or acquaintance or two upon the whole being an inquisitor’s psyker ordeal. Definitely has pushed a few people away even if it’s a bit out of his control

💔 - what are three of your oc's negative traits?

U h hm. Honestly a toughie for ock— shockingly I don’t think I’ve given him many negative traits

Or well, I’ve not given him any Ergh, awful traits? Ock has some traits I’ve seen listed as negative in various listicles sure but idrk if I’d personally categorize some of them as negative? It’s a question very strongly endowed with one’s own personal sense of morality ig is the trick here for my brain?

Like- ock isn’t the typical negatively associated asshole jerk man but then again people don’t tend to always be either and they still have negative traits ya do ya know? Idk- it’s a bit hard for me personally to classify things like positive and negative traits as I feel anything taken too far/in the wrong ways ect. Can be labeled as positive or negative-

I suppose for ock, based around various listicles of “negative traits” we can go with

1) Needy (not gonna do this for every one I don’t really see this as a negative bc well ik it comes from a place and so it’s hard for me to place it as negative when I don’t think it’s like— bad? It’s just how ock has been impacted by the world and as such more of an obstacle to be worked around and yadda yadda character’s flaws aren’t errors but merely features to be enjoyed this and that- though ig this also hinges on the interpretation of negative meaning negative for those surrounding him and not just for ock himself too which I mean these traits can be negative heavily for ock as well which might end them up with the label here and dependent on the interpretation that it’s classified by simply flaws that hurt and—) - kind of following with his clinginess guy really tends to take what he can and hoard it up. I will say he isn’t like— complain and whine about not being given something he could grab himself spoiled child levels of needy, but he is again very clingy and will sometimes not realize when he is over stepping and demanding a bit too much of someone’s attention.

2) cowardly - little guy lacks a back bone pretty often- it’s really when he tends to serve as just a little guy wandering around behind huntsmann and maybe sometimes sort of as communication but he’s more huntsmann‘s proof of concept of ‘I can keep it alive and keep it compliant with the inquisitions/imperiums usual bullshittery’ more than a fighting weapon (that’s what his field his for-) so it’s more in personal situations than battle

3) absent minded - while definitely not all the time ock does have a bit of a habit of being a bit locked out in certain times, settings, days, ect. And just be lost in his thoughts (sometimes leading to an anxious spiral-) and just over all leaving him very ditzy from time to time.

🐈- does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends?

He’d really like to have a larger group of friends though that’s hard for him for numerous reasons and he does a lot better with smaller groups anyway.

He kind of had a ‘larger’ group already considering he finds most people he bumps into and grows attached to friends even if they aren’t so or he may never see them again but we ball

And that kind of leads to why he is just better suited for smaller groups over all as larger ones aside from stressing him out (telepath moment) for a number of reasons inside and out, he’s a very easily attached and DEEPLY attached guy so if for whatever reason he holds some level of less close less attached relationship with someone he is very very attached to (not hard to be- breath near the little guy and you’re half way there-) and he doesn’t have that reciprocated he tends to flip out a bit and not feel to great

Which really is another reason of many hunts tends to keep him on a shorter leash.

[catnykit]

hiiiii :3c idk what you want to talk about but what about like. when you started creating ocs??? like what’s the earliest you remember making and what was the thought process behind the ones you have rn (specifically deidamia and katatasha???)

or if not is there anything cool youve learned lately ??? :3c

EEEE TYSM :D ENRICHMENTTTT :DDDD KNOW YOU'VE FIXED A REALLY BAD DAY

Anyywaayys mmmm the earliest EAAARLIEST i can remember is having a weird httyd race to the edge oc that was like?? flower hybrid withhh the dangerous singing dragon??? i dont remember like 95% of whatever that was.

Aaaaand the thought process behind my actual ocs!!!

HMM

ok so heres the thing: I Don't Have many ocs, and theres actually a reason for this!! there was a shortcut!! but ill explain it for last bc its a long story. aslo Keep Reading thing because THIS IS A LOT OF YAPPING!!! (,,>ヮ<,,)!

ok so for deidamia: the idea was at first a broke, overworked serial killer. after watching 4 horror movies in a row i was like. all of these guys have money. hmmmmm. and when i began pondering i had the epiphany.

you've heard of serial killer whumper? get ready for serial killer whumpee, the sort of role switcharoo i love!!!! theres just a mine of potencial there y'know!! not only a publically feared whumpee (which is one of my favorite FAVORITE tropes ever <33) but aslo a publically HATED whumpee. which gives literally so much freedom for whumpy stuff. and a CRIMINAL whumpee like. villian whumpee without the fantasy sci-fi or whatever you want stuff (which is good for me!! not bc i dont like the trope but bc i just dont work well with "hero" and "villan" archetypes :( it just limits the moral complexity ok)

heres the thing: even if its her main deal, theres aslo other stuff with deidamia!!! i briefly mentioned it here but another big deal with deidamia is melancholy and sadness and gloomness and Y'know. jordan river by nastyona sort of vibes. she's a broken, stoic whumpee with so much hopelessness by the time of most endings. I tend to say i dont like tragedies but i gotta say rotari is my local tragedy. "The anger that warms ur heart now will leave you cold in your grave" type of thing. or however the poem said.

Deidamia's aslo kind of a moral question, but i dont wanna yap abt that bc that can open a biig can of worms a little too quickly😊so we're not doing that😚

Oh yeah her design is basically "what if clasical pretty final girl BUT✋️ uncanny valley". or somethin

nowww, moving on tooo katatasha, this one's actually pretty simple!!!

ok so this start with minecraft lore theories, i wont say specifics bc its kind of a blender mix + my personal interpretation. The general idea is taking all the horror and implications and whumpy details of minecraft and Making It Make sense. thats it.

theyre aslo based on my own minecraft experience!! the game is beautiful but i am extremely frightened by skeletons. i aslo pick up on the small whumpy details, again, like the time i had to throw myself in a half-frozen river bc i was jumpscared by an endeman and almost died. You know how whumpy that is? ESPECIALLY CONSIDERING ENDERMEN ARE NIGHTMARE FUEL IN THE STORY!!!!! stuff like this and many things really dont make the game a horror game, but like, think about it...

a big deal of it is aslo the natural dehumanization of the chosen one+the last of their kind.... and like... i just slapped some of my favorite character tropes and called it a day🤷‍♀️ what can i say most of my ocs are made in a whim.... @vidawhump as taglist for katatasha <3

And thats without mentioning noodle!! and lilith of course. buuuut thats a lotta yapping for today i'll just....eepy seepy thats all for todays guys🤷‍♀️

OHH I FORGOR THE OC SHORTCOUT THING.

lets say i had this Main Lore with their buncha ocs that i had been developing like. Since Forever. and the thing is bc its Since Forever it started as pretty nonsensical y'know. And Well, Following Floating Steps actually comes from that. it is a development of that story, to say..? the thing is, I Cancelled That. why?? bc i relized i Kind Of had messed up multiple things. and what i didn't relize is that it kind of left me with a Shortcout of ocs. which isnt aaactually bad bc most of it were secondary, unimportant characters y'know..... still, i passed from like 16 or more ocs to like 5. or so. like theres still many concepts i would like to explore so just like my desc, theres still more ocs to spawn!!!! and worldbuild ideas!!! but yeah theres that. I DO PLAN ON REMAKING THAT STORY, But like, when i figure how to (╥﹏╥)