#this is so long i just have many thoughts abt most of my ocs

[arolesbianism]

Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall

[bigfatbimbo]

Hey there! @hazbinhotelmollykisser here yet again, with the promised bill rambles :)

Forgive me if the following words sound like nonsense, I'm trying lol

SO. I'll be covering the bill with a more powerful reader and sub bill because your works have changed my brain chemistry, masochist bill because I'M GOING INSANE AN I NEED TO BE SEDATED, and bill with a reader that likes to tease him (with a more powerful reader version and a just a human version) because I need to study his reactions to teasing like I'm Stanford studying like... Science + math = triangles or something.

・Bill x More powerful reader

So I actually made an entire oc for this literally as soon as I finished reading the og post, which I will refrain on ranting abt, but the idea of a reader that's more powerful than bill is fascinating to me.

Because like, he's bill so he's obviously gonna try to get under your skin, but imagine a reader that sees his attempts to annoy them and just... Like laughs? A reader that finds his attempts almost endearing? Reverting whatever bill did back to before with just a snap and maybe a passing comment about his mischief.

It would drive him mad I think, he'd be rlly annoyed and pissy about it.

Or alternatively, a reader that does get angry when he tries to annoy them, (a loud and aggressive angry or a quiet festering angry both yielding different reactions from bill) and Bill takes it as motivation to keep annoying you (and it's definitely only because he thinks it's funny and totally definitely no other reason).

(Holy shit this is already getting long)

・Sub!Bill

So obviously a brat right? Like very obviously? We all agree on that.

And this next bit will probably just be regurgitating your points because I can't stop having the same opinions as you,

I personally need to see any + every version of bill cipher getting taken down a peg. Like I need to just. Ruin his life a little. Like I need to cause him mental peril and make it up to him (but actually it's only for me) by making him beg for what he wants and not giving him anything unless he asks out loud because "well I'm not a mind reader" (more powerful reader probably IS but shhhh..)

I want him to cry and beg (as do most people who read your blog honestly)

・masochist bill

Thinking about the way that bill literally talks about going out of his way to inflict pain onto the bodies he "possesses" (? Idk if that's the word I should use) made me think. Like too much thinking too many thoughts, to the point that I at multiple points almost wrote a small drabble in my notes app about it. (I would've if I could think of any words to write down when I need them 😭)

But like he's definitely some kind masochist right?

I can't think of any scenarios for human reader he made a deal with and bill for this category but imagine with me pls, a HUMAN reader, that he made a deal with (is actively trying to manipulate), causing him PAIN somehow (directly or indirectly), and he... DOSENT MIND? because 1. He's gonna have a mental breakdown because of it probably, and 2. He dosent JUST not mind. It's like EXCITING but not normal exciting.

So basically he'd be freaking out.

And with a reader that's more powerful than him? I think it'd be clear as day. Going hand in hand with the angry reader that's more powerful than him thing above, he would absolutely get off on annoying them until they snap at him (specifically the snap at him part). And when reader notices, they're obviously gonna make fun of him because hes being pathetic lol.

I think I have run out of masochist bill words now so onto the next topic.

・tease reader (human) x bill

My main reason for bringing this up is I love the idea of the powerful bill cipher being.. Well, flustered.

Like maybe when it's triangle form bill its easier to hide for him but if it were human bill reader would be able to tell almost instantly probably.

And more opportunities to make fun of bill for being a pathetic little creature are always good :)

・tease reader (more powerful) x bill

OOWOWHEOEJEIEBSJBSISNDH I love this idea so so SO SO SOSOSOSO MUCH!!!3&:28&:9.

SO MANY MORE OPPORTUNITIES TO TEASE AND NOT GET KILLED :)

Like imagine with me, your teasing bill and he gets all "upset" and probably threatens you, you don't gotta back off, you infact can tease him even more for thinking that he can threaten you. Shheheheheheheh.

I think that's all my words, I seem to have run out.

I hope that big lump of nothing text (800-ish words 😰) was enough to make up for my sudden dissapearence after promising to talk about bill TWO WEEKS AGO

Forgive my probably dogshit spelling and grammar pls

and hope you have a good day/night/whatever!

IUAHAHSHSHSHSHHSHDHSHAHS I LOVE THINGS LIKE THIS IN MY INBOX!!!!! Because it’s like wow, you did all the work for me! 😊

Ugh, this is so good tho. I always love to hear your thoughts, you are one of my FAV anons!!!!!

[evita-shelby]

Hi, hello

This is my first request ever, please ignore my spelling mistakes if there's any, I'm French so...

So how abt the femreader /OC (as you want) has an illness and is destined to die but Tommy pursue her and falls in love with her anyway and then she dies and we see how he copes. I'm a sucker for angst.

Thank youuu

You are welcome 😊

I cried so hard i ran out of tp to clean my snot.

Promise

Gif by @manie-sans-delire-x

Cw: death, illness, grief, suicidal thoughts

You hoped he’d forget about you while he was in France, but when he stepped down that platform he was as in love with you as when he had left.

You had broken things off with him before he even left and yet he returned to you as if nothing changed.

No matter how much you tried, Tommy never left your side.

Eventually you had to tell him the truth.

You were dying.

You had a year at most, the tumor was not operable, and it wouldn’t be long before you were dead.

“I can’t leave you, love, not when you need me most.” He had said as he held your face in his hands.

And he hadn’t.

Not when the barmaid showed up and made it clear to all that she wanted him, not when he provoked Kimber and certainly not when Campbell threatened to have the hospital deny you care if he didn’t give him the guns.

Campbell hadn’t expected you to laugh and spit at his face, “Do it, do your fucking worst, Inspector. I am dead anyways.”

You were dying, but you were never going to let Tommy and his dreams die with you.

You had a year.

And you had decided that your last wish was to see Tommy get the hell out of here and be the great man you know he is.

This you tell him as the two of you stand as witnesses for Freddie Thorne and his sister, Ada.

He couldn’t say no to you, he said so as you tied his tie for him and told him to drive you and Ada to the courthouse where Freddie was waiting with his cousins and a rabbi.

“It could be us up there,” he said quietly knowing you’d say no.

“Ask me again in a year.” You love him, and that is why you refuse to tie him to you like that.

Time passes slowly, you encourage him to pursue Grace because he needs the distraction. There was something there, on her side at least.

Not that he budged, said he didn’t need anyone else. Not when he had you.

“I’m going to marry you.” He says the words you feared the most. He did never learn to let go, even when death took those he loved most, he stood there refusing to let go.

“Tommy, I do not want to tie you to me like this. Not like this.” You plead for him to move on weeks later when he takes the barmaid to the races.

“I’m gonna marry you, when you go, I want you to go as my wife, y/n.” he vowed just as you vowed to see him succeed.

You supposed that is what had you say yes.

He wants to do things proper, keeping almost every tradition and custom in place that you find to your liking. Whatever you want for your big day, he and Polly make it happen.

Its sweet and thoughtful you think as he gets the two of you on a table at the Garrison and announced to all that the two of you will be getting married.

He had bought you a ring, a Claddagh ring like the one his mum had worn. Only difference was that the other one was lost in the Cut and yours had a red garnet heart to represent his love and devotion to you.

Tommy was a romantic, no matter what he did to hide it.

You dance in the dark of your room nights later to some old record your mama had since she settled here with your father.

“We could always elope, go somewhere just us and come back like our parents did.” He suggests and you nod.

As much as you’d like to do things properly, you’d rather get the things on your list done before you meet your maker.

Besides, that trip to Liverpool before the war had been lovely and you’d like to see the sea again before you go.

“I’d like that.” You say and that next morning the two of you set off to Liverpool like the wild teenagers the two of you used to be.

The wedding is lovely even if it happens in front of strangers, but the weekend the two of you spend as newlyweds is enough to make you forget your time is running out.

Perhaps when your health becomes worse you could return here, die somewhere beautiful away from everything.

“I wish we didn’t have to go back.” He admits as the two of you lie down on a blanket and enjoy the sun on your faces on your last day here.

“Once its over, we should come back here.” You say as if you knew for sure you’d be alive by then.

Zilpha Lee saw your death in the first chills of December. A black star and blood on Tommy’s heart.

It was late July now.

Only five months left in your clock. And you were going to make the most of it.

And you did, you danced at John and Esme’s wedding like there was no tomorrow. You gave the barmaid a good enough thrashing she never even got to call the police on Freddie and when little Karl was born it hurt your heart to know you would never have this with Tommy.

You wept like a baby in his arms as everyone celebrated down at the pub.

“Promise me you will love again.” You dry your tears and make him swear to live for you.

He cannot die with you, you refuse to let him.

“Don’t make me promise that, love, I’ve only ever loved you.” He shook his head, refusing to even think of a life without you in it.

It becomes the first of October that night.

You can’t hide your illness no matter what you do. A girl from the neighborhood is hired to help you and from your bed you play cupid between the sweet but never spineless Linda and the most unlikely dashing knight, Arthur.

When they finally go out ---with Finn to keep things proper--- it is late November.

And as if by magic, you are bursting with energy enough to leave your bed and make sure there is no loose string left by December 1st.

You are laughing with Polly over something when you see it in Tommy’s carefully annotated diary.

A black star on December 3rd.

He plans on having everything done by then, to deal with Kimber and Campbell that same day and spend the rest of your time on earth in a cottage by the sea.

It was supposed to be a surprise until you answered a call back from the woman renting it.

If only you could live long enough to get there.

But you won’t.

Zilpha had said on the day of the Black Star.

On December 3rd your time was up.

And you had fulfilled your mission, on that day Tommy would have reached the first step towards getting the hell away from here.

Only Polly knows what transpired during that meeting with Zilpha Lee and she holds you as your heart breaks all over again.

“Promise me you’ll take care of him.” You ask her as she holds you tight enough to put you back together again.

“Of course I will, sweetheart. Just like I told Martha Strong I’d take care of her boys and John’s Martha as well.” The older woman promised you as she gave you her Black Madonna.

Its is December 3rd when Tommy leaves the house as giddy as a boy on boxing day.

“After this it will be just us in that little cottage by the sea, love.” He had promised kissing you like there was no tomorrow.

And there wouldn’t be.

The moment the bullet strikes his chest, you collapse at his desk and never rise again.

By the time Jeremiah lets him go, you are gone.

That night, after the undertaker has taken you away to prepare you for burial, he takes your ring, a bottle of whiskey and his gun.

When he pulls the trigger, there are no bullets and he curses you for leaving and refusing to let him leave with you.

He wakes up in Charlie’s Yard, with his aunt and uncle wearing black for mourning.

“I promised her I’d take care of you, don’t make break that promise, boy.” Polly said as she helped him back on his feet.

After your funeral he leaves for the seaside, hoping to have the peace and quiet to finish what he started and yet as he sits there in ghe sand looking at the ring he gave you, he remembers your voice making him swear to live for you.

And he does.

On December 3rd 1922, he returns to the beach with May Carlton now wearing your ring on her finger.

“Thank you.” He whispers to the wind.

[mermaidfanficlibrary]

E!! hoping your ocs have beauty marks bc what if we tell them that they're supposed to be kisses from a lover in a past life🥺👉👈 i got an ask like that and now i'm curious abt how your characters would react😩💕

They do!! Hope this makes your day a bit better!! I know life is pretty hectic right now!

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Jesse was sitting in his favorite spot in your room. He was very familiar with it, knowing every corner and piece of clothing. It's what happens when he's known you for so long. He had you in his lap, after much begging, and he kept you there in his surprisingly strong arms.

He liked having you close. Your warmth was one of his favorite things. Who could blame him? While your head was against his neck, you noticed a few moles and marks along his neck. You couldn't help but trace them.

Jesse's body couldn't help but shutter at your touch. You were like an angel to him. His breathing became a bit heavier than your breath hit his skin. Were you trying to drive him crazy?

Then you spoke. Oh, your voice was so much to Jesse. A comfort. A need that he grew up with. Honestly everything about you was his main comfort.

“I read this thing while I was browsing last night. Not sure if you got the link, but it said that beauty marks and stuff are where your lover kissed you in the past.”

Jesse wasn't one for superstition. This however made his heart leap into his throat. His arms tightened around your waist, and he started to nibble on your neck. A gentle chuckle was his response when he felt your breath hitch.

“Then we have been together in every timeline and every universe. We really are best friends forever. You gave me all these marks!”

“What makes you so sure that it was me?”

A darkness that you couldn't see emerged within his eyes. You winced when his nails dug into your waist, as if he was afraid that you would run.

“Because if anyone. And I mean anyone tried to be who I was to you in any decade I would see to it that they weren't..”

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Takehiko was over the moon to be asked out by you to have dinner. And in your home no less! Just the thought of you making him a warm meal. It was enough to make him get on one knee.

Your apartment was warm. It left his heart so full and to have the honor of being in such a place meant so much to him. It was your home, where you spent most of your life.

Now Takehiko was sitting across from you, his mind reeling at the flavor of the food in front of you. It made him so happy that you put so much effort into making something that he liked.

“You know, I heard something interesting. Did you know that beauty marks and such are seen as where a past lover kissed you.”

His mind was pulled out of his thoughts. Most of them were of you and him together, a domestic lifestyle without any trouble. Takehiko couldn't help but reach for your hand, bringing it to his cheek.* “So you're the one who's left so many freckles on my arm.” “Well I'm not sure if it was me, it could have been someone else.”

He shook his head at your words. It had to be you. No one else in this world could be so loving to him. Not with his background. Even if you knew or not, you were his gift from the heavens. Takehiko just knows that you were made for him in every decade.

“No. It was you. I know.” “How?”

His grip on your hand just tightened. How was he going to convince you that you were only ever meant for him in every lifetime? “I know I'm an old soul. And I'd only keep being reborn if you are who I'm with in the end of it all.”

[safe-from-sharp-teeth]

Ayo! I haven't answered asks in FOREVER, so it's time for some spring cleaning :) Also answering other stuff, like what I've been up to.

If you sent an ask and it's not here, sorry! I may have deleted it because the prompt required too much work of me and I wasn't feeling it, or I was uncomfortable.

Let's gooooo !

Firstly - where have I been? Work REALLY picked up in a way I wasn't expecting over the last...4 months? I was working double and often triple the hours I was used to. With work, vacations, random illnesses, and many video games I got a bit too obsessed with, this blog took a backseat. Plus, sometimes I get disinterested in vore when obsessed with something else. Sometimes, that lasts months, and it did this time.

But now I can confirm that work will FINALLY chill for a long period of time. I'm free! And more motivated than ever! Wahoo! Thanks for your support ALWAYS.

Next big question - when am I going to do more of my story? The one with Asyr? AHHHHHGHHGHH this story has consumed my life. I think about it daily. I dream about it. And yet I'm not as comfortable writing as I am drawing, so writing is a slow process that my perfectionist ass struggles with. I can assure you that there is a story in the works - and I am working on it at a snail's pace.

Okay, ask time...

@ponyluvesonic09 AYO maybe I'll make a full ghost pred pros/con list for you, because that sounds awesome! Kir//by is one of the silliest canon preds out there. Honestly getting eaten by him would be like getting vored by a vacuum, LOL. Galaxy tummy!! Imagine a prey floating around in one of those item bubbles all grumpy. Thank u for the ask, this is good stuff.

no. ( /・・)ノ

UWAGHHHHH I LIKE HER!!! Never played O/verwat/ch but what a gem!! I have a random fondness for centaur-like preds nowadays. She looks so cozy. THANK U I LOVE HER!!!

@tiger9o0 I have not played r//ain w//orld or know what it's about, LOL. Looks like a platformer? Man, I'm terrrriiiiibblleee at those. But whoever this is on the cover, I LIKE EM. A+. (That might not answer ur question shdjbghkjg SORRY)

@heimkoheimkofan LOVE THAT I GOT THE ROBOT ENJOYERS AFTER THAT ONE POST....YES yall are so right and I'm so wrong for just hard metal robot tums. I will rectify my mistake soon I PROMISE. Also oh! You were the one asking about stomachs other than elemental ones! IVE HAD THAT IN MY DRAFTS FOREVER IM SORRY AHHHH. I REALLY love your imagination with tums and you've inspired me to think of some awesome environments! THANKS

@fastfur07 BWAH?? Ugh I'm all over the place when it comes to art. Some pieces take 30 min (like the zangooc I drew at the top of this post), most take 2 days. Some really hard drawings like my wolf bat creechur from a few months ago and my shrimp from last year took a month. THANK U??

We're going back so far that I think this is about my naga oc (which I'm in the midst of redesigning cough cough). For him, he would never tolerate being prey, extremely unwilling bahaha. In general, I haven't thought much about naga or snake prey! I get the appeal of slurping up a noodle, but I just prefer human prey :)

@fastfur07 you fiend, you always give me the best drawing ideas. UNFORTUNATELY, I didn't have time to draw something for this one. BUTTTT....

(i've had this next one in my drafts for forever)

then i had a silly comic. I'll post the wip here because I won't finish it, so enjoy bahaha.

@blizzaria123-blog THANK U im rapidly melting into a puddle from ur words

@mrpotatomanversionsix relevant. i will continue drawing them 4 u

?!??!!??!?!??!?!?!??!?!? how dare u enter my ask box with this blasphemy

@sfwsillynoms WAH!!! you!!! I'm currently redesigning my naga oc but when I finish I'll tag you, if you're still around! And he can 100% be drawn with ur preysona :)

@mystorl i am SO late to this, but SMART. I like it. I shall give my lil guy this friend. I just want to let u know that I see this and it's wonderful and I will do something abt it.

I remember this ask made me laugh a ton when I first got it. thank u. idk why I find this so funny

@sillylilprey IM CRYING RIGHT BACK AHHHH this is an ancient ask, but thank u! hope you're still enjoying!

@terrytheinsane finally, the last ask in my askbox. I love it. You have been wronged with how long it took me to answer you. I have gained knowledge from your ask. THANKS

AND THAT'S IT!! Thanks guys, I hope to make you proud! Feel free to send more asks, and hopefully I will answer in a TIMELY manner.

Goodnight! And remember: Nice Vore ᕕ༼⌐■-■༽ᕗ

[dearreaders-things]

rambling directors commentary of my vampire!au julian x mc fic? yes? yes.

i mentioned it on ao3 but: inspired by the lovely vampire headcanons post from @iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia bc who doesn't love a vampire's s/o offering their blood to be drunk?

title! bittersweet ugh this one absolutely fell into place while i was writing, i loved it and immediately went in to make sure it was like a recurring motif through the whole fic

i did consider spelling it bittersuite, shout out billie eilish, but ultimately decided against it because the "suite" doesn't quite fit or make sense with the story. however i LOVE that song and listened to it a lot while writing. probably the vibes match.

that one tumblr post abt julian saying upsy-daisy when someone's fallen? yes.

but i love writing him as like a Doctor!! that man is a Scientist and i'm tired of ppl pretending he's not! all the talk of recessive genes and unfalsifiable hypotheses and scalpels, yeah that was a nice lens to look through

dude maybe the most fun part of writing vampire stuff is deciding what lore to fold in. completely disregarding things if you feel like it and getting to add whatever you want? very cool. i mean, such is the nature of folklore :D

i think the vampire backstory of this was also inspired by ali hazlewood's novel bride. shout out to that.

the "metal burns you" stuff i'm pretty sure is from fae stuff? anyways that was a cool association. i also really liked finding a reason to give astrella, my oc, scars in this au. i feel like my fics lately have been a big flashing sign saying "author has dermatillomania!!!" but anyways

also the symbolism with astrella touching something she shouldn't?? mhm mhm that was such a good moment when i noticed it

also also it gave me a reason for her and julian to have matching gloves, which is an image that held over from a different fic of mine (obv in that one it's canonverse so the reason for it was they were both plague doctors. but still.)

sensory description is big in this fic and i love it. also the different kind of levels of mental awareness, going from kinda sixth sense for heartbeats stuff in the beginning then going into the full on psychic bond by the end? chef's kiss. i got a chance to use sooo many tasty words.

“Even before you knew what I am. How many times have you offered up your neck for my teeth?” was the first line i had in mind for this fic. i mean you can see why. look at it.

ok if you made it this far thank you for coming to my ted talk, can you tell i had so much fun writing this

let me know if you enjoyed this rambling, i might write up some more thoughts on the other fics i've written recently! (they probably won't be anywhere near this long lmao i just have feelings)

[lazywriter-artist]

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List can be found here for any more asks

Heheh funnnn :3

Idrk if you wanted any oc in particular but I’ll yap abt ock some bc I like him hehehe

🤍 - Three of your character’s neutral/questionable traits

Hm, a fun thought experiment for ock bc u haven’t thought about too many in such a light X)

The main one that comes to mind is how clingy he is, it’s not always unbearably so but it can get bad at times. It isn’t often, and it’s definitely not common as ock dislikes strongly using his abilities for ‘bad’ things, but he once used his ability to dominate another’s mind and puppeteer them to prevent the man from leaving his side and being dismissed after a few months aboard Huntsmann’s ship. It took Huntsmann and berny trying to talk him down to have him finally realse the poor man. Ock isn’t a fan of people he loves being put in harms way, since as far as it goes it’s never really ended well for him. It’s a trait he’s definitely trying to make better but it’s very difficult for him.

Next is his shyness I suppose, he’s a very sort of paradoxical character as a reclusive figure too anxious to directly interact (hence why he uses his telepathy for communication most of the time when possible) but one who longs so very deeply for any sort of connection he seeks it in just about everyone willing to tolerate his silent little form shivering behind them.

Finally for this one I suppose is u g h

He can be a bit emotional at times- (sometimes VERY emotional-) so when he’s not being a shivering ball of anxiety his fluctuations have no set ways or anything of doing so.

✈️ - Does your Oc like travel or do they consider themselves a home body?

Ock definitely likes to travel! While it means he’s gotta muscle through some pain if they stumble across some areas with large crowds (telepath struggles for eel) he loves being and seeing new places as well as meeting new friends! (He must be watched or else he’s brining 30 new rats onto the ship smh)

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@ocherednoe-dno asks

💯 - share three random facts about your oc others might not know!

1) ock has a lot of little odd hobbies here and there to kill time when he’s say, experiencing one of huntsmann’s out bursts and finds himself locked in his chambers, of these hobbies ock has two major ones he’s taken a big liking to! Sewing and towel folding! They’re good things to make cuddly little friends and populate his imaginative play families.

2) kind of connecting with the earlier note Ock really likes playing with toys and things (escapism + comfort & hence why he picked up sewing) so it’s not uncommon to find him playing at someone’s feet (normally will’s sometimes Huntsmann’s) with his days plushie of choice or in his room shuffling through his massive plushie collection (some made some gifted!) to rearrange the little friends or play toys

3) Ock Is a very stunted little guy (he’s tiny in stature and build, he’s very naive, ect.) and this is included in his voice. Despite being about 18-20 for most of the ‘recent’ story, he’s got a very young sounding voice (in my mind he sounds like a young Bambi just perhaps with a slight British accent to it as Huntsmann has raised him after all and that man’s got space British thick.) mixed with his small timid stature and his very nervous tendencies those not used to him very commonly mistake him for being a lot younger than he actually is

🖤 - has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust?

Ig this could also count as a fun fact people might not know but, Ock has killed a man and it haunts him— Ock, unsurprisingly, isn’t a very violent little guy and doesn’t really use his abilities to harm all that much if he can avoid it. So imagine his surprise when, at huntsmann’s demand, he is forced to execute a man with his abilities. He was reassured the man was a heretic and that he deserved the emperors hand, but it didn’t stop the screams of the man or the pleads both internal and external that Ock had to listen to during hurt any less. Broke the poor little guy for months, he was shut down for a while that even Will couldn’t really get him out of it and really still comes back to haunt him from time to time (it was mostly a measure by Huntsmann to A. Really get a feel for Ock’s abilities and B. See how willing Ock was to use them for harming others among other things-)

Mh, I think he’s maybe broken someone’s trust before, mmm I think perhaps a guardsman or acquaintance or two upon the whole being an inquisitor’s psyker ordeal. Definitely has pushed a few people away even if it’s a bit out of his control

💔 - what are three of your oc's negative traits?

U h hm. Honestly a toughie for ock— shockingly I don’t think I’ve given him many negative traits

Or well, I’ve not given him any Ergh, awful traits? Ock has some traits I’ve seen listed as negative in various listicles sure but idrk if I’d personally categorize some of them as negative? It’s a question very strongly endowed with one’s own personal sense of morality ig is the trick here for my brain?

Like- ock isn’t the typical negatively associated asshole jerk man but then again people don’t tend to always be either and they still have negative traits ya do ya know? Idk- it’s a bit hard for me personally to classify things like positive and negative traits as I feel anything taken too far/in the wrong ways ect. Can be labeled as positive or negative-

I suppose for ock, based around various listicles of “negative traits” we can go with

1) Needy (not gonna do this for every one I don’t really see this as a negative bc well ik it comes from a place and so it’s hard for me to place it as negative when I don’t think it’s like— bad? It’s just how ock has been impacted by the world and as such more of an obstacle to be worked around and yadda yadda character’s flaws aren’t errors but merely features to be enjoyed this and that- though ig this also hinges on the interpretation of negative meaning negative for those surrounding him and not just for ock himself too which I mean these traits can be negative heavily for ock as well which might end them up with the label here and dependent on the interpretation that it’s classified by simply flaws that hurt and—) - kind of following with his clinginess guy really tends to take what he can and hoard it up. I will say he isn’t like— complain and whine about not being given something he could grab himself spoiled child levels of needy, but he is again very clingy and will sometimes not realize when he is over stepping and demanding a bit too much of someone’s attention.

2) cowardly - little guy lacks a back bone pretty often- it’s really when he tends to serve as just a little guy wandering around behind huntsmann and maybe sometimes sort of as communication but he’s more huntsmann‘s proof of concept of ‘I can keep it alive and keep it compliant with the inquisitions/imperiums usual bullshittery’ more than a fighting weapon (that’s what his field his for-) so it’s more in personal situations than battle

3) absent minded - while definitely not all the time ock does have a bit of a habit of being a bit locked out in certain times, settings, days, ect. And just be lost in his thoughts (sometimes leading to an anxious spiral-) and just over all leaving him very ditzy from time to time.

🐈- does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends?

He’d really like to have a larger group of friends though that’s hard for him for numerous reasons and he does a lot better with smaller groups anyway.

He kind of had a ‘larger’ group already considering he finds most people he bumps into and grows attached to friends even if they aren’t so or he may never see them again but we ball

And that kind of leads to why he is just better suited for smaller groups over all as larger ones aside from stressing him out (telepath moment) for a number of reasons inside and out, he’s a very easily attached and DEEPLY attached guy so if for whatever reason he holds some level of less close less attached relationship with someone he is very very attached to (not hard to be- breath near the little guy and you’re half way there-) and he doesn’t have that reciprocated he tends to flip out a bit and not feel to great

Which really is another reason of many hunts tends to keep him on a shorter leash.

[daemonlikestodraw]

Okay so allow me to be extra autistic today bc yesterday i saw THIS picture on twitter

(Creator of the image is @/schizomollys on twitter)

So i thought "Hey, why not make this into my ocs respective universes?" bc sex and sexuality are themes that fascinate me and they are vv important in some of my stories sooooooo, with that being said,

WELCOME TO MY EXTREMELY LONG RANT ABT THIS STUPID THEME

CW before y'all continue reading: This post will include uncomfortable or disturbing topics revolving around sexuality, such as sexual violence, loneliness, trauma and trauma responses, over all, this post was NOT meant for minors or those easily disturbed into reading, this is meant to be an +18 post; proceed with caution or skip this post, thanks for your attention.

Starting with my firstborn and the apple of my eye: Blue Skies, Red tides.

This will be more complicated to explain cause it has MANY characters with different stories to tell and how they intertwine w each other, but i will try to break it down as easily as i can

The dot is ubicated near the "loving sex" and "sex is just sex" corner, this is more of a global distinction to have, but since bsrt is my first story ever, its more "clean" and a "day-to-day" thing into the characters lives, so let me example some few characters

Lana Sun-Rise (any pronouns): The protagonist of bsrt, the once called "Hero of the monsters" and nowadays, just a simple scientist (in their own eyes), has quite an active sexual lifestyle. Because they also love to travel through universes (im not gonna explain the worldbuilding rn, that's for a different post👹👹) they have found himself different sexual partners, JUST SEXUAL PARTNERS.

Romantically speaking, she has a rocky romantic life, and prefer being single for many reasons, from bad experiences with their past relationships, to their job and the importance of them inside the society. Lana is in no way related to showbiz, but they are still considered a celebrity inside the universe, plus they have a charming personality! So many people try to approach them for ulterior motives or their patients developing feelings for her.

Because of this, they prefer just casual one nighters, especially when they are traveling, but deep down, he craves for a meaningful connection.

They long for a loving relationship, a deep connection with another so they can feel like themselves. Let me explain, because Lana is a monster (also not gonna expand myself in this, that's for another post) they have some unresolved issues with their own image and monstruous side. Scars from the past, her sharp claws, the spikes that grow in his body, his sharp teeth, all things that they hide in order to look like a "human" while still being a monster, they wanna feel like themselves with another one.

And that is a struggle too because their monstruous features were also a thing to fetishize by past partners, so to them, sex is just sex, ravaged by their past, but longing for that loving and closeness a partner can exchange.

Dark, "Dee", Cattaneo(they/it): as an aroace monster, its both simple yet complicated at the same time. You see, Dee is especially a sex-repulsed aroace monster, but they still have had their own stories to tell. Because it is a shapeshifter, they were seen as an object in the past, not necessarily sexual but in general.

You see, unlike Lana, what charms people around Dee is not their personality, but their looks. Most people trying to get close to it is purely for ulterior motives, it could be money, a favor, power or how "attractive" they are. With their tall and brooding presence people feel either unsettled or "attracted" to them. I put that in quotations because it isn't attraction, but they see Dark as a fetish.

Because of their shapeshifting powers, it is anyone's most perverted dream come true, right?

That's most of the times cases, and Dee knows this. They use this as a way to manipulate and use people as they like, which sounds awful but aye, i never said Dee is a good person. Dee sees sex as something they can use to control people to their liking (besides money or threats), as people use it's body's for pleasure, they use it to control their minds. I'd say they are quite an expert on using people's minds for their advantage lmao

Because they were used in the past, they use people now as some sort of personal vendetta (to Dee, everyone is the same). It was violent, but now sex is just sex, and they dislike people they have sex with.

(Note to clarify: Dee's libido is a whole enigma to me, id say they have a very low almost null libido for everyone, human or monster)

Jack Albarn (he/him): Oh boy this one is a wholeeee theme. He is probably the character who's sex and his lifestyle is most important in the whole inside universe (or in my stories in general) so buckle in guys.

Jack is bisexual and has a very high libido for women and men equally. His whole character revolves around the idea of love, obsession, and of course, sex. But not in a he is a perverted freak who is looking to bang anyone, i mean he might be a perverted freak but for other reasons. He enjoys his sexuality, and he loves exploring this side of him, he is very open minded to this sort of things, and while he does hookups, he also remembers and sort of craves the sentiment of lovingly surrender his body to other.

Despite that, Jackie has a very wicked sense of love, not sex, but love, which makes him blur his psyque of what a healthy relationship could be. (I reaaaally wanna expand on Jackie's love life but this post is already long and i have two whole other characters i need to write, so again, that's for a different post in the future) while his love life is rocky, his sexual life is more normal, he likes the thrills of a kinky lifestyle but respects his partners boundaries and limits, he never forces someone into something they aren't into.

I DON'T REALLY WANNA SHARE HIS WHOOOOLE KINKLIST TBH, JUST GONNA SAY HE HAS A LOT, and this is tied to his past and his traumas! So just be respectful about it. He doesn't mind being called a slut, a whore or things of sorts, he knows he is one and takes pride into it! To him, sex is just sex, but nothing compares to loving,,,, right?

That would be the case, but he also has bunch of body image and mental health issues that make it even harder to connect emotionally with not only his sexual partners, but everyone surrounding him. A well intended comment or pointing out something about his body can trigger him into panic, and would rather put his clothes back on.

To Jack, sex is just sex, something to have fun with! He sees it as a way to have fun, and just that. But the hopes of having a connection with his partner are still there.

(A clarification id like to do: high libido ≠ hypersexuality, but a not-so-fun fact is that he was firstly intended to be hypersexual, but then i discarded that idea because he is, well, a villain inside the story, and i felt like making a villain have this trauma response would make it look like im demonizing hypersexuality, which made me reconsidering this aspect. Despite that, i really don't mind hypersexual headcanons onto Jackie ONLY if they are done with the respect it must be done with, he is not your fetish, he is my character and he has real aspects even if he is fictional. If you yourself are hypersexual let this be your reminder that you are loved, your experiences are valid and your traumas don't make you less of a person or a perverted freak. Please take care of yourself, stay safe and keep on breathing, you are a delight to have in this world! :D)

There are bunch of other characters who's sexual life is also interesting (in my brain) but to keep it short, almost everyone in Blue skies red tides look for the closeness intercourse (i ran out of words to exchange w sex i am so sorry) but let me be clear, sexual relationships AREN'T the only way to get this, and most characters inside the story HAVE reached this goal without the necessity of sex. People in bsrt feel love and connections with their peers, friends, family and a long etc. And Lana, Dee and Jackie aren't the exceptions!! They do have love in different ways ;D

Basically i just wanted to rant abt the sillies and their lives lawl :P

But MOVING ON!! Let's go to the next universe i wanna talk about: Langsdorffia

My newest story and honestly, one that i am quite excited about!! I love this two gals and i am expanding their lore every day because i can't get them out of my head💔💔 someone help💔💔💔

But as stated, while its new, sexuality is ALSO important to them as its whole premise its "toxic doomed yuri" lmfao, so let's dive into this

And a SECOND TRIGGER WARNING IN CASE ITS NEEDED: Langsdorffia includes bunch of uncomfortable topics that may trigger some viewers, i don't condone the actions perpetrated by this characters at all. I will be discussing sexual violence, violence in general, trauma, hypersexuality, comphet, toxic and abusive relationships, bullying, and disturbing/graphic descriptions. You have been warned, continue under your own discretion and take care of your mental health, thank you.)

As you can see, the dot is located near the violence side of the triangle unlike bsrt, and the reasoning behind that is because Langsdorffia explores the dark, toxic and abusive sides of relationships, where in Blue skies i focus more on the complexities of different kinds of relationships (wether it be platonic, romantic, familial, long etc)

The main focus of LD is surrounded w/ Jillian, the protagonist, and Vivica, the deuteragonist. They both are lesbians and are in aaaaa,,,, weird situationship. They are dating indoors, but outdoors its much complicated, not because they are both girls, but because they both are man eating monsters.

Vivica's plan is to seduce people so they can eat them, something Jillian dislikes but really doesn't have a word in her scheme, it works, but at what cost? Jillian's insecurities and jealousy. Let me break it down into their personal views to make it easier.

Jillian Dominguez (she/they/it): starting w the main character, Jilly has many many issues, ranging from the physical to the psychological. She barely remembers anything from her past, only the day they met Vivica, but few fragments or memories from back when she was a human still linger. She remembers that she didn't have the best time in school, sure, it wasn't horrible but it wasn't fun either, they remember lonely meals, one man group projects and staring blankly into nothing when it's mp3 ran out of battery. It also reminisces the internet, the only place where they felt seen. But perhaps this unrestricted access also affected her a way or another, and distorted her view on reality.

As you can expect, Jillian was the stereotypical fujo/himejoshi girl that has no idea how healthy relationships look like. Yes, she had her parents, but it wasn't the same... Since she wanted what they read. Toxicity surrounding yaoi and yuri manga affected her, and the scene/emo culture also had an impact of her young mind, doing certain things they will regret later as an adult. The things they were exposed to, that they saw, that they interacted with, consumed, looked for, and believed they enjoyed still haunt them sometimes, leading to sudden breakdowns or outbursts throughout the day; but they didn't know any better, they just wanted it's internet friends to like them.

It was at this time they realized they liked girls the way the mangas said, she wanted to be loved or hell, even mistreated by a girl! It didn't matter as long as it was like in the animanga! The character seems to enjoy it so she would too! She should! But it also was troublesome. I mean, growing in an era where lesbians and gay men were fetishized to a max, or in other hand, despised to the core? Complicated, so they always prayed and prayed that, just by miracle, they wake up next day as a boy. And as a closeted lesbian, they just thought they needed to find the right man that will treat her right, meeting guys on websites since they were too shy to ask anyone in class or the mall. But let's just say that her exes just,,,, weren't good.

Jillian, just like anyone, craves for a deep emotional connection, and would go onto extremely big lenghts just to please it's partner due to her experiences, even if it harms them... Or others. To Jill, all her past experiences were violent, and believes that's just what it is.

(Another clarification, i am not a survivor or have hypersexuality, so when i approached Jill as a possible survivor i want to portray it with all the respect it should. Langsdorffia is meant to be a dark story, and i want this dark topics to be touched carefully and with respect, and while i will also make jokes and dumb thingies in the future surrounding these gals, i wanted to clarify this part before i do any joke. Even if its just a "toxic doomed yuri", the violence in LD is very much real and many people suffer it, and i am in no way making fun of it. If you yourself relate to Jill and her story, I am so sorry you had to go through that, and if you are still in that relationship, you can get out of there as soon as you can, find a safe space to be in and you trust, don't stay with people that hurt you.)

Vivica Knapp (she/her): She is a whole enigma inside the story. Despite being the second most important character, we(since we follow Jill's pov inside LD) don't know anything about her. But if Jilly doesn't know anything about Vivica, why do they stay with her? The reasoning is simple: she is still lonely, and so is Vivi. Something clicked when they met, like if it was meant to be, Vivica was her destiny, and Jill was her's.

Indoors, she is mostly loving and sweet with Jillian, but outdoors its almost like if she didn't existed, or even mattered. Vivica with her alluring looks and the seductiveness of what's under the veil attracts her preys, because she doesn't see people as humans, just food for her and her gf.

But that means she cares about Jillian, right? Well yes, but not completely. She makes sure Jill eats, but doesn't consider their emotions when they attract people, instead she uses them, unleashing her jealousy and insecurity to turn it into violence against men, and when the job is done, she gives Jilly her reward in bed, as she knows how this hurts them, but it's for a greater good.

Vivica enjoys her times with Jill, as they play along with anything she asks for, and they seem to enjoy it also. She trusts in her partner more than anyone, that's why they don't NEED anyone else, just the two of them inside the manor. She doesn't seem to show importance about Jillian's memory loss, instead she believes into "creating new memories to replace the old ones" and that "if you forgot, then it's probably for a good reason"

Now when it comes to being intimate, Vivica is the one in control and Jillian gladly let's her take the lead. But it's also not,,, as loving as one expects. Im not gonna get into heavy details about how they have sex, but i will say this: Vivica's hunger is eternal, and many times it has taken by surprise her partner.

Blood unites the two of them in several ways, and their need for violence is gonna be their ruin, united in crimson bloodshed, guts spilled on the marbled floor, rage against humanity, and the smell of the corpses filling the rose-covered garden. Their love and inherently, their sex, is the most violent of all.

With that being said, i think i covered a good part of how this aspect affects them, perhaps not to a 100% but this post is already long enough. I have other stories besides these two, and this is without mentioning the aus or ships outside canon some of this ocs have, but that would make this even more confusing and extensive.

As a final note, i wanna say that i love to explore the complexities of relationships of all kinds, and my stories are not restricted to sex (while they may be important to some point, its not the most vital thing) so if this is the introduction to my ocs world then uhhh,,,, i am sorry for not making a proper introduction before throwing at you this +18 topic 😭😭😭 but with that being said, i must also clarify that none of this is written in stone, and stuff can change in the future as i am still developing these stories, so look forward to lore or drawings or even silly memes!!! If you reached this down to the post: thank you so much for reading my stupidly long rant :'D took me a whole day to write this and i am quite proud of it!!! So thank you so much for reading

See you on the next rant i make :D!!!!

[maskedinfinate]

hehe um ok ! since you asked so politely

this is um. corrin. an oc for that undertale post-neutral run au i posted about a few days back. They're a captain of a place called the Riverbed, my own fanmade area which is sorta above waterfall. It's the highest point of the underground and is basically where all the water FALLS from. into. waterfall. wow. amazing. Corrin wants to act intimidating he wants to act like a bigger "threat" than he already kind of is, because hes had to experience a lot of people treating him like he didnt know a thing about what he was talking about when he was CLEARLY experienced, but wasnt listened to because he looked the youngest, and young = stupid apparently. So he tends to hide his face, because he really just. hates that. Corrin is also a type of water monster that can mainly only survive in waterfall, in places like hotland (or i dunno the DUNES) he is at risk of evapporating very quickly and straight up DYING. btw :3 i'll add kind of a lighting round of facts abt them that arent really mega important but if you want more to chew on then like ok here (THIS IS "do you like the colour of the sky?" LEVEL LONG READ MORE AT YOUR OWN RISK)

I'll start from when he was a babey up until like present time in my au i guess

Corrin was born in the riverbed area, while its not very populated due to having more water than land, he and his family thrived. His mother used to be a captain too, but she quit sailing to raise him. He got incredibly attached to all the stories she told about her experiences with sailing, and wanted to do just that when he grew up.

When he was a teen he needed to earn enough money to be a personal student for a well trained sailor, because there arent many schools in the underground to begin with so education regarding specific things like sailing, art, etc, have to be exercised by a personal trainer.

To get that money for about a year he worked at a daycare in snowdin, which was far from home but worth it. Working with vastly different kids who were learning all about their enviornment taught Corrin how to properly handle a large group of people all at once in a calm and content manner.

Once he had enough money he got to study. woohoo! then he got to sail! yippee! he got himself a crew, a good boat, and everything.

Corrin and his crew's main goal for sailing is to help other monsters. Sometimes monsters can get stuck in waterfall, or even get lost, maybe even be trapped under the riverbeds waves, and thats where they swoop in to help. They actually managed to help a few royal guards who were in danger at some point, which garnered them a bit more attention. Corrin was gifted a harpoon by undyne as thanks for he and his crews effort into helping the royal guard, and he uses said harpoon to fire at shit with a harpoon gun :3 ok so. this is the part where corrin meets star ok. get ready ig.

Sometimes, monsters from that little home area of waterfall get lost and need a ride back with the boat. But sailing there is of course safer, but takes a long time due to a bunch of twists and turns needing to be taken. So corrin and their crew thought of a plan. They'd scope out a sort of shortcut to get to that home area faster so monsters wouldnt have to wait so long. As they were testing their theory the waters were extremely uncooperative, but Corrin got reckless. He took a wrong turn and they ended up crashing and he went overboard. Corrin sorta. floated away. half drowning, half not, just kinda out of it. Since the riverbed is the highest point of the underground, he ended up falling! many times! and much like a certain lil human guy ended up crashing into one of the mines in the dunes. The dunes, being a very hot area, is NOT suited at all for corrin. He can die there if going without water for at most 3 days. So corrin seeked refuge and for help to get back to waterfall or for someone to just. idk. give him water. Unfortunately he was attacked ! uh oh! From his looks alone corrin does NOT at ALL look like hes from the dunes and is an easy target, yknow. Corrin fought back though as he does have a weapon, a fucking harpoon gun, but as he did so he was caught in the act at the worst second. in rolls the fuckin feisty five, despite knowing how serious the situation is they were like "nah lets keep this up for the roleplay" "we might die" "no" sooooo corrin got locked up in jail! He was able to explain his situation about how hes a water monster and will die within days if hes kept in that cell, so they come up with a compromise. If corrin helps them out around the wild east, THEY can help him get back to waterfall AND give him water ! And yea. then he and star get mega gay and homosexual. wow. corrin actually forms a bit of a rivalry between the five because he doesnt enjoy being bossed around, but he kind of has to or he might die yknow. dont feel like giving all the juicy details but eventually he and star get a bit close and yeeeaaaaaa but then they help corrin back to waterfall, but he and star stay in touch. through letters ! Corrin keeps every letter he gets from star btw in a special little box. because he likes stars awful handwriting

Eventually though when frisk rolls around, and kills asgore (canon to my au) Corrin is fucking. Furious. He has lost all hope. He as well as entire monsterkind has lost their freedom to a CHILD. Blinded by rage he begins taking out all his anger out on humanity, which, to Star, who KNEW clover and LOVED them like family because of how incredibly kind they were, takes great offense to that. Corrin and Star have to temporarily take a break from eachother so that Corrin can work on his issues regarding humanity, having to realize frisk didnt have much of a choice. It was either them or asgore. And they're a child. Who might not be able to process or understand the weight they carried on their shoulders.

Once Corrin comes to terms with that, and calms down, he and Star are back together and are happy :3

Though, then Palila enters !!! (another oc for the au, the player char) and. Corrin is hesitant. Palila sneaked onto their ship to be able to go from one place to another much quicker, but in turn, Corrin has no idea how to handle them. Corrin doesnt know what to do, all hes ever learnt was to fight or get someone off of the ship immediately if possible. But Palila is a child. A HUMAN child. He doesnt want to fight them, not after all the time he spent collecting himself and trying to berid of all his hatred for humanity and what they've done to monsters, but he's forced into a situation where he HAS to fight because someone is TRESSPASSING on their property. He first sends Palila to Time-out (those daycare instincts kicking in) but once they escape he cant really do anything but fight.

Once hes spared though, he makes a compromise with Palila too. They can stay on his ship whenever they need to and wherever they want to go (like sorta the riverperson) but they must ask or inform someone on deck before doing so. and now hes a dad :3 So yeah thats basically all of it in like a very bitcrushed summary i didnt want this to get too long but whoops. If you're reading this, you're cool. If you read EVERYTHING? you're insane, love that for you. thank you.

[sotogalmo]

Hihi !! tryna get to know more of the alnst ocs and their creators. so. hihi !! care to tell me more abt ur resistance ocs ?

Hehehehe, hihi!!

So, funny thing is. I haven't really had much thought into all of them, especially Felix- since as for a few days he's being worked on (his relationships, his thoughts, etc etc. His main inspo tho is most definitely Issac from canon ALNST and Lich from Evillious Chronicles)

Orian has a bit more to her, but not that much as Bastienne was my first resistance oc tbh.

Bastienne, who has many names, but uses Lilith the most has the most info, yet I don't really know how to make her act- yk? Like her personality.

Bastienne is a postman and a waiter. So she has light experience with bringing in food and writing letters <- she mainly writes letters to a "human" idol; Lilith ( @alien-til-i-stage 's oc)

I just. Kinda made Bastienne on a whim, cuz of like. I had this idea of giving Sebastian (another OC) a twin, (funny thing is that Bastienne is one of the feminine versions of Sebastian!) cuz I just couldn't stop relating him to Hänsel from EC/Evillious Chronicles— who has a twin; Gretel and such.

That's why one of Bastienne's inspos is Gretel-

But yk..the idea kinda got scrapped and Bastienne is her own character with no real ties to both Flor and Sebastian, but some metaphorical and "what if" ties (clown, rebels, etc. rebel clown as been a main thing that I've been doing tbh... Flor is the main reason)

But tbh, besides all of that I can give out some fun facts!! (With an added oc, made on the 12th of September!; Yuuki who is Cindy's gf!)

Bastienne uses he/she pronouns :3

Felix is FtM/transmasc (transitioned in his early teens)

Orian has had at least 2 past lovers, or so.

Felix is a good artist but he mainly only draws birds..

Orian has a collection stash in her room! What she collects is a secret (<- doesn't know what to make her collect)

Bastienne is somewhat of a foody... and would sometimes be too carried away cuz it's food .... <- she likes food

Orian is closeted bisexual! (even tho before I had her being closeted lesbian.. decided to change it cuz inna way she would swing both ways)

Yuuki is albino, but actually really doesn't have red eyes as I drew her with. Her eyes are like. A pale lavender with some red tint to it ..

Yuuki is their mechanic! If anyone becomes an amputee in the future, or comes in as one; Yuuki will make them some spare robotic parts for them to use!

Felix sometimes.. and a bit childish? mimics bird sounds. And they almost sound near-perfect to the actual bird!

Orian, due to being on the run for a long while- she has gained some muscle! Same with the others ofc, but Orian is slightly more stronger then they are (Yuuki can somewhat match her strength but that's it)

Basti writes letters to a famous 'human' Model! Felix knows that something is up with them, but he doesn't really care as that's not his problem and such.

Felix seems to be nocturnal! <- for lore reasons, that will be explained later (on my @/yuuoseetaasria blog!)

Basti also joins with Felix in mimicking animal sounds ... The Critters™.

Felix has a sister who works for AREPH; an opposing group to the rebel group (for now, since the name is rlly yet to be decided on)

Felix's hair is actually slightly dyed,,, his actual hair color is black

*I think that's all for now,, but I will add more in the future-! / Yuuki's gf is Cindy; @tsukacchako

[softhairedhotch]

no, thank YOUUUU <3333 and it's okay HEHE remember to take it easy!!! 🫶 i can tell u for sure i will be here ready to absorb and consume n love anything that u create <3333 ive already read ur new fic Too Many Times . it struck sooo many chords like . I WOULD REALLY DO ALL THAT 😭😭 n ya fr there's too many good ideas out there to explore n there's only so much you can do at One moment. i personally have this long standing problem of starting sooo many things that i cannot finish bc i'm a master procastinator... so the only way i function is with looming deadlines ☠️ wish i was getting paid to just sit down n think about aaron bc man... i'd be a millionaire by now 🗿

TEHEEHHEE OMGGG PLEASEEE PHONE SEX . another big weakness of mine . idk how many times ive said smth is my weakness BUT like there's just some tropes that NEVER GETS OLD ... also sometimes i focus so much on aaron n how he makes you feel that i don't think about how HE would be so affected by everything about you GOSSHHHHHH please . like you're captivated by him but he's literally also soooo smitten and down bad for you to that he has to fight his urges to just give into anything that u want 😭😭 but unfortunately he can't always magically teleport to wherever you are so he just talks you through it and gives you such clear instructions BRRRR IMAGINE IF HE USES HIS WORK VOICE BC HE WANTS YOU TO LISTEN TO HIM EXACTLY STEP BY STEP . like my god i can't believe how i can giggle n kick my feet whenever cm has a scene of aaron giving instructions n delegating work to the team... like it's just so hot . n when he shows off his intelligence WOWOWWEEWW major turn on . n wooooof.

AND??!?$$;&; him sending pictures of himself 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ also i love the idea of aaron being away from u but being soo pent up that he takes the initiative to surprise you with a special video of him jerking off or using a toy <333 and u BET he knows to send it with sound so you can hear all the sounds he's making <333 bc what is nut videos without SOUND 😤😤😤

omg.. i luv daddy kinks BRRRR n sometimes it just especially HITS SO HARD . like omfg got me actively looking for those daddy asmr porn audios 😭😭😭😵‍💫😵‍💫 sometimes it takes awhile to find a good one but when i strike gold... Wow . GODDD i know aaron would say such filthy things that are downright insulting n degrading... BUT HE DOES IT IN THE SOFT AFFECTIONATE VOICE sparkled with some praises... AGRGRHRHHH .

omg REALLLL he's SOOO the type to make you say what you want directly in words. he isn't going to budge if you're just whining n hoping he'd take the hint bc he himself also loves to hear such filthy things come out of your mouth <3333 "you know daddy really loves to give you whatever you want... but not if you don't use your words. come on, does your pretty little mouth only function as daddy's cocksleeve?" HARGRHRHEHEJE i am Dead . n STOPPPP ENCOURAGING MEEEE ure gna make the can of worms EXPLODE ABOUT ALL THE FILTHY THOUGHTS ABT AARON'S CUM PLSSSS (not actually complaining ! i am Egged)

also omg... TEEHEE... i will tell u more abt my lovely male oc soon!!!! omfg im SO EXCITED . bc i literally have never talked about it to anyone even though i've thought abt it in such detail LMFAOOOO its just hard out there to find someone who shares the same brain ... damn 😭 i'm really glad i happened to stumble across ur page n decided to send an ask <333 bc i rly enjoy talking to u too!!!!! <3

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you're so sweet bless <3 hehe i'm glad you liked my new fic!! and YEAH I GETCHA omg that used to be me, like i couldn't do stuff without deadlines, AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN DO THINGS WITH DEADLINES LMAO. sometimes i can, but if i set it myself then you best believe it ain't getting done. i procrastinate sooooo much it's painful. like i could sit here and write for most of the day because rn i currently do NOTHING ELSE in my life (rip, i'm working on it lol) but do i??? no!! i mean that's just a lot of effort innit lol, writing constantly sounds exhausting even tho it's all i wanna do

phone sex my beloved <3 and awwww yeahhh he'd be sooo so so in love with you and he'd wanna do anything and everything you ask :') but GOD YEAH him using his work voice?? all stern and professional and demanding?? goddd i need that so bad. and YESSS when he shows of his intelligence it's soooo hot, like that one scene where he does the maths and penelope goes "is this reid?" and he goes "what, you impressed?" YES I AM BABE I LOVE YOU SM

i loooooove the idea of his sending pics <333 that's why i love looking at nsfw stuff sm bc sometimes i strike GOLDDDDD and its like the most aaron pic ever and it makes me lose my mind. once i found one that was so him i fully forgot to breathe and was blushing like mad (this one i think!). it was... a lot LMFAO. but god god GOD him sending a video of him jerking off when on a case??? i need that soooo so so much. and yes FR there needs to be sound in nut videos. once was sent one from a guy WITHOUT SOUND like babe? dude? what are you doing? where's the fun in that? i mean it was hot don't get me wrong but i was like "buddy wheres the sound at 🤨" LMAOOO

YESS I KNEW YOU WOULD BE INTO DADDY KINKS LMFAOOOO. and omg real, they're sometimes so good and for what. or any video of someone with daddy vibes,, godddddd sometimes it just HITS FR. YESS HIS VOICE WOULD BE SO SWEET AND GENLTE AND LOVING BUT ALSO DOMINATING AND THE STUFF THAT COMES OUT OF HIS MOUTH IS SOOOO FILTHY N HOT

yessssssss he'd looove to hear you say what you need. "come on, little one, let daddy know what you want, hm? i need to hear you say how much you want my cock" and "you want me to ride you, sweetheart? want daddy to ride you until you can't cum anymore? hm? let me hear you say those words, baby, i need to hear you say it."

and yayyy i'm so excited to hear about your oc!! i can't WAIT it's gonna be soooo good i just kNOW IT. i'm also really glad you stumbled across my page too <33 thanks for sending me all these asks!!!!

[diodellet]

So many good options for the art appreciation asks but let's go with 3, 4, 13, 14 and 27.

hi hi ner! thanks forda qs!! these are all prettie incharestinge!! (<-girlie who didn't know she'd be Yapping-Yapping)

3. and 4.) Go to [fandom] tag and reblog some art you like that has under 100 notes ++ Go to the art tag (or similar) and reblog some art you like that has under 100 notes

noted, i will undertake this mission with great care 🫡🫡

13. What are your go-to Ao3 filters?

ok i have a confession, i used to be a sort by word count++completed works only++exclude crossovers-kinda person 🤧🤧ANYWAY that was changed, now i only really exclude chat fics (ahaha,,,,theyre not really my go-to genre, like sure they're amusing but i read a really good one once* and it ruined every other chatfic for me)

*this one's for u haikyuu-natics, esp team captain stannies

hm.... i'm not super-duper picky so most of the time i can just scroll through each work's summary and tags.

but if a fandom is popular (or if i dont have the spoons for sifting through works), i stick to just reader inserts HAHAHA, maybe oc x canon if there haven't been any new x reader fics and if there's rlly nothing oough ig i have to write her myself 😭😭 sometimes doe, the curiosity strikes and i'll try looking if there are any fanfics in filipino... i really find it interesting to see how a chara's dialogue reads if theyre speaking in tagalog (tbh i think one would have more luck finding filo socmed aus on twt? but i only know about haikyuu socmed aus)

14. Best fanfic tropes ever?

oH...there are too many... u can't make me choose the best out of all my faves that's unfair 🥺jk lol

i read* this jamikali fic (i like my ships with a bit [read: a LOT] of tragedy/disaster-ness to them. it's so so so compelling to read!) and i just love the "Dubiously Unrequited Love" tag. bcs yes, the feelings are technically mutual, but there is a whole slew of other factors keeping the relationship from being a thing, which it could be a thing, but there's also that awareness that it won't last, sometimes a couple doesn't have to be endgame for the love to mean something, ykw?

this entire oneshot series....has me in a chokehold... my introduction to "Non-Sexual Intimacy" (and "Non-Sexual Nudity" i guess?) like??? holy shit??? the tension?? the way op just encapsulates the poignancy of being in such a vulnerable position without teetering too much into the cliche of roëmænce it has me On My Knees!! (like i love my smut and romance cliches, but some days i jus want a liiiitle bit more spice and variety)

Shoutout to the "Unreliable Narrator"++"Ambiguous Ending" combi that reaaaaally makes you work for understanding the plot, idk how to word it but being able to leave Just Enough Breadcrumbs and having enough trust in your readers to Get what ur implying, also forcing me to reread the fic immediately is so foul (in a good way). like there's an enjoyment in a good satisfying read, and then there's the Itch of never being sure in your interpretation, the feeling that u just need to go over it another time, spot another detail u missed, get wrecked all over again, rinse and repeat. idk i love fic.

27. If someone wanted to make you a creative gift, what's the thing that would make you the happiest?

oh anything featuring my fave charas is sure to make me happy! i mean i'm just not super picky abt gifts. well, maybe a creative gift has to be smth that can last a long while? (a strong hoard-ability kaya idk im senti??)

as long as the thought and intent was there, i'm already happy enough🥰💕💕 but i guess in the context of getting fic gifted to you, probably what matters most to me is that the writer enjoyed the process of making it as well. (i'm kinda drawing off of my experience writing this fic for one of m'oomfies and the vdays drabbles*** so i could be just rambling who knows?**)

(art appreciation ask questions, please bug me to rb some underrated art and fic)

[wrongcaitlyn]

do you have any favorite scenes that didn’t make it into talk ur talk?!?

okay so i took a long time to think about this bc GOD its such a good question but now that i rlly look back at talk ur talk - i realize that i was incredibly self indulgent with writing scenes and what sort of stuff i was including!! i mean, obviously the fic idea as a whole was very self indulgent, but i think that whenever i had an idea for a scene, it ended up in talk ur talk in some way

however, there are definitely some things that i cut out simply because they weren't in character/i didn't think it would be fitting, which sometimes you just have to do! the characters were progressing, and they didn't fit into this cookie cutter mold of a classic celebrity, so obviously i wasn't able to write some of the things i would've liked, aka:

interviews. i would've LOVED to write more interview scenes with nico. but i also knew that he, as a character, very adamantly was not a fan of them, and so obviously i couldn't just make him go back on his word and go off to do a bunch of interviews

more scenes in public/with fans, getting recognized and what not. honestly this may have just come from my own fear of oc's, bc everytime i included other characters that were not from the main cast, i got *terrified* like idk i just try to stay away from them? not like they can't be written well, they absolutely can, i've read fics with some of the most incredible oc's. i am just scared of writing them on my own, so i tended to stay away from the fan interaction thing even though i definitely would've liked to do that more

red carpets/award shows!! i didn't include a lot of these bc i felt like it'd get really repetitive after the first time and i didn't want to clutter up the fic with a bunch of, essentially, the same scenes. he walks down a red carpet. cameras are flashing. he answers some questions. that's pretty much it

OKAY OKAY WAIT THIS IS SOMETHING THAT TECHNICALLY it's not that it didn't *make it* into talk ur talk, but just several ideas that i had that i knew immediately wouldn't ever be in the fic, but like, aghsljdf my heart - him interacting with irl celebs. i KNOW i don't write that, i don't plan on writing that, i don't like writing with real people involved, BUT

him being a special guest on the rep tour

him talking with lorde at the grammys

him just meeting a bunch of other celebs like ugh ik i've thought abt it a lot and it'll never actually show up in the fic but i do like to imagine it!!

something i also didn't include in greatest of luxuries was will listening to welcome to new york. nonstop. like all the time. it's just always there he's always listening to it if i ever mention him listening to a song and not saying a specific song it's welcome to new york bc ofc it is.

(i am currently listening to welcome to new york)

aside from all that, i think when looking back at all of it, the one thing i regret is that i didn't write more school scenes. like. there were so many opportunities, more octavian, more angst, more nico being famous, like i feel like famous kid in a school with the asshole that is octavian would be such a cool dynamic and i kinda regret not writing it more! i think i may, one day, go back and write a few extra scenes of talk ur talk into a few one-shots or something (probably after i finish greatest of luxuries and just get nostalgic over talk ur talk lmfao) but i think that's it! thank you for the ask!!

[silly-little-murder-drones]

Talking abt my MD OCs cuz I can

Tori is a worker drone, living on a completely different planet, in a different colony than Uzi and is similar to her in some ways, but for the most part is completely the opposite of her. Tori is loud, purposefully annoying, very ‘in your face!’ and very ‘cringe’. She’s a scene girl and fully embraces that culture with the way she dresses, the way her room is decorated and with her taste in music. She enjoys blasting loud and bass heavy music, the type of stuff you’d hear at a rave. Due to this, she has very little, if any friends. She doesn’t seem to mind it though, as she doesn’t enjoy the company of her fellow Workers all that much. She does interact with them, in the odd ways she does, and has dated a few folks (though they never last long). Her interests, however, lie in something completely different once they started showing up. The so called ‘Murder Drones’. Tori has an unhealthy obsession with them, constantly sneaking out of the colony stronghold to witness them upon the planet’s surface. The way they look, dress, act and especially kill, all absolutely fascinate her. This fact makes her even more creepy to the other Workers, who have a rightful fear of the creatures that have descended to wipe them all out, though she totally could care less. She’ll watch them from a distance, studying their behaviors and sketch them in a small sketchbook she brings with her on these excursions. She knows that if she were to get even an inch close to them, she would be torn apart, but the thought of such is exciting, thrilling even, to her. She wishes she could spend just a bit of time with them, talking to them and even maybe befriend one. Though, with how aggressive many of them seem to be, in particular one extremely large and terrifying one, it doesn’t seem all that likely she’ll get the chance…but maybe someday.

Serial Designation “D”, or just D for short, is a defective Disassembly Drone. Something had gone wrong during his manufacturing and he ended up much longer and taller than all other Disassembly Drones, along with being unable to change his shredding claws to normal hands or any other weapon at all. His nanites are somehow a lot more potent as well, causing rapid dissolving of the chassis upon being injected. Due to his height, he’s unable to stand up completely straight. He will always slouch forward, drag his claws across the ground as he walks, though he prefers to run on all fours due to this. He’s able to reach insane speeds extremely quickly due to this. The other part that makes him defective, arguably the most damaging part for if he didn’t have this problem he would be an extremely effective Disassembly Drone, is that he cannot distinguish from Worker to fellow Disassembly Drone. Which leads him to attacking, killing and devouring both. And so, because of this error in his code, he was deemed too much of a liability to keep in the assembly. So he was placed into a landing pod with coordinates set to a planet uninhabited by any Disassembly Drones, but did have a Worker colony on it, and the pod set to explode upon impact on the planet’s surface. The intent was to destroy him completely in the explosion, but turns out he was just a little too durable and survived the crash. He began to prey and feed upon the Worker drones of the local colony, managing to crawl his way into the stronghold’s walls and attacking from the inside. Back at HQ, JCJ assumed their plan to destroy D had succeeded, and so began sending functional Disassembly Drones to the planet he had been sent to, unknowing of the fact he still survives, thrives and is now able to feast upon not just Worker flesh, but that of his fellow Drones as well. With an interesting side effect to consuming specifically Disassembly Drone oil and flesh. D grows stronger and even more durable with every D-Drone he consumes, as well as mutating more body parts of which he can retract at will. This includes arms, legs, extra tails with more powerful and durable nanite injectors, extra set of wings which allows for more precise flight and more. The more he eats, the more he mutates.

At this point, you’d be thinking ‘wow, this guy is a little OP isn’t he? Damn what a Gary Stu!’ And yeah maybe you’re right. Maybe he is a little too overpowered. But he does have weaknesses, main one being he is not very bright. Whether it’s also part of his defective coding, or some odd nerfing of his intelligence, the more he consumes, the dumber he gets. To the point he sometimes devolves into a simple animalistic mindset. He’s also easy to baffle and stun, if confronted with something as large as he is or something odd, his programming will take a while to process what he’s dealing with, allowing time for escape or for an attack. His lack of intelligence makes someone like N look like an absolute genius.

[sillygoofyqueer]

Ideas have been spinning around in my brain for awhile now and you can disregard all of this if you want but I have WAYYYY too many characters with excessively detailed backstories and your little character has been sparking ideas for me. So! I have lore ideas and here they are (these ideas may/may not overlap a little with my own stories but not enough that you can’t do what you want):

I was thinking your oc (the wispy one with the colors n stuff) came to be as a result of the remains of dead gods. Morbid, but it happened a little like a star forming from the dust of other stars. So over time all these remains out in the universe just started coming together and suddenly there’s a whole being! And obviously this being has no idea about anything. It kinda just… is. For a long while at that. It kinda just floats through space while sightseeing the galaxy.

It quickly learns it’s pretty much indestructible but at the same time getting caught in a star’s gravity hurts so not gonna do that again if it can avoid it. It also learns that it can do some pretty weird stuff (not that it knows it’s weird yet) like adjust certain things like light and energy. It can change shape at will too. It’s not all powerful and does need rest after some of these things but for a while it toys with things.

Eventually they fall to a planet. A planet with life. A planet with… other conscious beings apparently! (What we know is earth!) It’s curious but also nervous. So it watches. Mimics other life forms. Learns. It figures out how to read and write and talk both from osmosis and from seeing elders teach younger. This is not limited to humanity either. Anything from certain animals to insects and to an extent, plants!

Once they start feeling confident enough, they try blending in either human society. This… admittedly doesn’t go well. It is clear that they look too different to properly fit in and people tend to either stare or scream.

One thing leads to another and they accidentally get in trouble with what is essentially the supernatural police. After many, MANY long hours things get sorted out and they get brought to some higher tier gods to get informed about… well, everything. It is upon meeting the other gods that they realize, they don’t have a name. So they make one up on the spot. Four.

They end up trial and erroring a lot of things over time (under a lot of supervision) and find they have an inclination towards writing and reading. To discuss with other people and have fun. They also learn that they can suck the dye out of shit and annoy people with that fact. It is very fun and the dye tastes yummy so… (the ability is mostly because they’re made up of the remains of dead gods and that’s what large parts of the universe is made of. Thus, if they focus, they can adjust or even take in that energy for themself)

Once Four really starts understanding how society and stuff functions they try again to fit in with society. And it works! Sure, they have to give the excuse of “cosplay” when their disguise fails a little too hard but whatever. So sometimes they just go to the human realm to mess with people and hang out. For the most part tho, they hang around the heavenly realms and fantasy worlds and send out stories/fanfics using their phone no matter where they are.

(Have I written too much? Absolutely. I hope you enjoyed my oc brainrot tho. Because my brain has not shut up since I started drawing)

(Also amazing job on losing hope, I will be screaming abt it in ur inbox soon, it’s just I’ve felt a little like death warmed over lately)

Sorry, I didn't want this to leave my inbox because then I could look at it constantly and giggle and kick my feet every time I thought of it, like a selfish little monster teehee. I can't believe you like my little sona so much!!! This is all canon to my little character now, you created a whole backstory for them and it makes me sob every time I think about it, you're a sweet little MONSTER, GOD- I am sobbing. Violently. How are you feeling? Are you feeling a little better? Because that's so relatable that's how I'm feeling right now, teehee

[ne0nwithazero]

do you have any thoughts on what your oc's handwriting would look like? it's one of my personal fav things to think about with characters bc i think it can say a lot abt them X)

I have thought about it a bit yes!! :D Mostly for Mike and Host, but I can put some thought into the other characters while at it :)

Host has very clean and clear handwriting and they're also really quick at doing it ;v; They don't always have Mike around to interpret them, and not everyone understands their signing, so sometimes writing things down is a good middle-term for it!

Mike has really bad dexterity, this is not only due to him having really tiny hands, but mainly due to him having spent so many years as a paralyzed microphone. Sadly his ability to write is really deteriorated and he tries really hard to regain it and do it on his own, but he actively struggles and most times Host just ends up writing for him instead.

Tenna doesn't write often and their writing is very sloppy, but due to his selective mutism, he'll sometimes also write in response if feeling in the mood for it.

Mittens and Klieg both write a lot! Mitts with cooking recipes and Klieg with countless scripts and drafts. Despite loving to brag about being ambidextrous with all of his hands, Klieg's writing is very chicken scratch script and hard to read, kind of a "No one is going to read this so it can be messy as long as I understand it!"

Mittens has very big paw hands under her gloves and holding pens can be hard, but she tries her best to write neatly! But because of how cautious she is, she ends up being really slow at writing and her words tend to be really big too!

Button and Match tried to write but got distracted halfway through and just filled a notebook with drawings attempts of the Cool S Would be funny if they could somehow just be able to write with a pixel font with zero explanation LOL Just for funni gaming references

And sadly two other characters I have planned for my AU are specifically about writing but they're not ready to show yet so as much as I want to talk about them, I gotta keep to myself </3