#this is probably v poorly written i simply am feeling a little deranged atm

[catboyrightsdefender]

thinking about julian realizing he's afraid to lose robin and not knowing how to deal with the realization that for the first time in his life he could actually lose something after having been basically given anything without ever fearing for his safety and not even knowing what this feeling is so he just lays awake at night feeling anxious but not knowing why and feeling actually vulnerable and in danger for the first time and wanting to just run away from the feeling because he can't even process this new emotion and feelings are so scary and he doesn't do that anyway and he hates feeling so scared and