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#idk. thinking about zoro being Hatted and what circumstances would need to arise before that could happen#this isnāt finished itās not that polished I just threw some filters at it and now Iām running away#but the CONCEPT. man I will probably draw more like this#so many ideas. so little time#started reading one piece a month (??) ago and Iāve barely made a dent in it#SO LITTLE TIME#I will become so powerful this summer after exams are over#zolu#(?)#op#one piece#monkey d luffy#crowcraft#zoro#roronoa zoro#luffy#the colours on this one are a bit dark but it was more experimental than anything#I tried out some screen tone brushes and a heavier ink one that I used to use#and the colours arenāt as weird as I usually go for#it was an experiment! these guys are rapidly becoming my new test subjects for drawing ideas#I donāt have a caption for this. I might just leave it blank#does zoro ever get the hat put on him?? I donāt think so but I also know jack diddly about later one piece lore#REGARDLESS#ok bye bye
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this is for traditional artwork (like paintings and other physical mediums), not prints of digital art. also generation cuspers just pick based on vibes. if youāve never bought artwork just think theoretically
ive been finding that with traditional commissions older people sometimes ask to have it framed and it always irrationally annoys me and i feel like āi didnt factor in buying a frame. why should i have to frame it. i made the artwork and u paid me and now its yours and however u want to display it isnt my problem. why is framing my problem. i hate frames. just frame it yourselfā but also idk if thats a me problem and framing is widely expected
#I HATE FRAMESSSSSSSSSS I HATE FRAMING#im sending a drawing to my aunt paid for by my grandma and she asked if i could frame it first#and im trying to figure out how to politely reply like#if i have to frame it. i have to go buy one. and then i have to find a box thatll fit it for shipping#and the box is gonna be way bigger and heavier than shipping in an envelope. so its gonna be way more expensive#thats two extra expenses#and it probably needs bubble wrap. which i dont have#and smth delicate with glass might get damaged in the mail. like just get ur own fucking frame#is this irrational. im not doing all that#i already undercharged $75 for a $150 portrait cuz shes family. after framing and shipping my profit woudl be like $120 less than usual#ššššš#like its better than nothing but. no a frame isnt fucking included#anyways#x
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āAcquaintances are merely friends you haven't shared a drink with yet." š»
#my art#digital art#touchstarved#touchstarved game#leander#touchstarved leander#shows up a year late with starbucks#I did see the trailer post go around a ton back when the ks launched but it didn't seem like my thing so I never bothered to check it out#I am here now though :) demo good#good LORD I spent too many hours on this one. it was supposed to be my little side project before jumping into some big pieces#i'd been thinking about trying some heavier comic-y blackwork so this was a convenient excuse to experiment#i really like how much character it addsā would probably use it more in the future if it didn't take me such an unholy amount of time to do
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This is probably a really weird headcanon but I think Buck would smoke cigarettes . Like he would've gotten into it when he was a teenager solely to piss off his parents and to get attention that he was craving and get in trouble for smoking in his room , he'd smoke on the road and in Peru with friends while bartending but once he went into the fire academy he'd stop , for his fitness + cigs can start fires sometimes [ the academy probably drilled that into tests and what not ] , so he quit for a while but once those traumas started happening , losing people on scenes and getting hurt , seeing anybody else get hurt , the craving would come back , he'd fight it off but once he got crushed under that firetruck and he was ordered to heal up at home with nothing to do anymore , he'd have gone to his local gas station and bought a pack , or two , and smoke them all . That'd probably would've helped caused the embolism , but he sued the city and the fire department and kept smoking . But he got hired back into duty and had to keep the secret of smoking a few cigarettes in the alleyway of the firehouse on shifts . Everyone else definitely knew he was acting suspicious every time he said ' Be right back , gotta go to the bathroom , gotta go take this call real quick , ' but they had no clue what he was lying about or what he was actually going to go do . I think either Bobby or Maddie would catch him first , Bobby getting tired of being suspicious and needing to confront Buck about whatever he was doing and followed him back out into the alley and seeing him light up a cigarette , or Maddie letting herself into Buck's loft and seeing him smoke on the balcony . Bobby would obviously tell him to stop , maybe feeling lied to by him because he never knew Buck smoked at all . Maddie would feel concerned and ask him when he'd start smoking again , she never liked it when he smoked in the first place too . Hen and Chimney and Eddie would find out eventually , Hen would go on a rant about how bad cigarettes are bad for him and his health , Chimney would go into Buck's bag and throw away the packs , Eddie would talk about how in the army all the guys would sit around and smoke and shoot the shit but it wasn't fulfilling conversation , it was just to momentarily forget about being in the depths of war . And he would never , ever let Chris get into anything like smoking . They'd had staged a little intervention for Buck about this and that made Buck realize that they cared . So much they cared about his health and wellbeing . His parents didn't care , they just got angry and yelled and belittled Buck , that was the only time they'd ever given him attention though , but this attention , from his best friends and his captain who was a true father figure and his real concerned sister made him realize , he was loved and cared for , he didn't need to itch that craving for attention anymore with nicotine .
#911#911 show#911 abc#evan buckley#headcanon#my headcanon#I just really think he'd smoke cigarettes idk and maybe even weed a few times#I was gonna keep this simple but it turned into a drabble basically#Bobby smoked worse things so he knows how cigarettes can be a gateway into heavier shit probably#Cigarettes = parents didn't love him#This could be a cute one shot fic of the firefam I think#Not sure if I'd write it though . I'm thinking about writing something for this fandom though hmm
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The Sharpest Lives (Are the Deadliest to Lead)
Summary: Shelton's increasingly stringent rules for your safety had always struck you as infuriatingly excessive, but after a rival gang kidnaps you in an attempt to get to him, you're left anxious and traumatized from the experience. This, of course, is something Shelton can't let stand.
Fandom: Mega Time Squad (2018)
Rating: M (hurt/comfort: descriptions of a kidnapping, mildly explicit blood/violence, and descriptions of panic attacks)
Relationship: Shelton/Reader
Chapters: 1/1
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Reading List - ( @brughy @strange-birdy-me @gigabats @papyblook )
#my writing#mega time squad#this one is a little heavier so I of course understand if you need to give it a miss š„ŗ#also I know it's been forever since I wrote anything so if you'd no longer like to be on the tag list please just let me know! š#and of course if you'd like to be added to the list just let me know as well lol š„ŗ#something doesn't feel exactly the way I want it but I'm probably just rusty and overthinking it so here you go š„“š« I hope you enjoy! ā¤ļø#and please do let me know if there are any other warnings I need to tag!
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Wing if u could have a cool mask would you prefer to look like Belos or PK
you don't even want to know how long i've had the page of concept sketches this is from
#the answer is a mix of both but if I had to pick one right now maybe Belos's just because it's more easibly detatchable#pk's takes his entire head like a helmet so it'd probably be heavier too#[.asks]#anonymous#self#my design can be opened (like an elytra) so i dont have to take it off to eat. efficiency
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tired girl hours iām just ranting bcos i donāt have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing thereās this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. weāre all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or weāll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#āis this all im ever going to be?ā im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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hello it's constantly day today! š
#definitely my favourite song from change the show#probably one of my favorite songs of his ever#love love the crisp and concise storytelling#and the wall of sound-y orchestration#seems like miles had a lot of fun exploring this heavier more complex sophisticated soundscape#change the show you'll always be my baby#miles kane#change the show#Spotify
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//ableism mention tw
ok just gonna say something really quick: i absolutely hate Abe's characterisation in the reboot of Clone High because it is nothing like how he acted in season 1 and it just. isn't funny. they've turned this good-intentioned but flawed loser kid who just wants to be like the original Abraham Lincoln but doesn't know how to, into a self-centered and arrogant asshole who literally almost said a horrible ableist slur twice in the first episode. like. i'm being serious, he almost says the R-slur twice in the same minute and i dunno about you but i really don't find it very funny when a) the only "joke" behind it is "oh look at how bad Abe is compared to the more progressive sensitivities of the new generation of clones, isn't he just terrible", and b) they felt the need to completely rewrite a pre-existing character that fans are already attached to to do something against his own morals for the sake of a shitty joke, and c) TOPHER WAS RIGHT THERE!!! isn't he supposed to be the asshole or am i missing something?? like...
i'm not saying you can't have "edgy" or "dark" comedy or whatever, but personally, i don't find it very funny when a character that actually means quite a lot to me and is one of my favourites is twisted and rewritten into an arrogant asshole in an apparent attempt to appeal to the people who hate Abe for his flaws in the original show. especially when he's rewritten to be someone who would say a slur that's literally been used against my fellow disabled peers, myself included. it just feels... wrong. it actually hurts a lot to see a character i once loved and found to be one of the funniest and most important characters in the show be turned into an arrogant dick, with barely any thought or meaning put into him. i don't like what they did with the rest of the OG cast as well (such as Joan making a complete 180 in her entire character, JFK's character assassination, the removal of Gandhi, Cleo barely being in it etc.), but to me, they did Abe the dirtiest in this season and i'm really disappointed that one of my favourite shows had to continue like this :(
#clone high#abe lincoln#rant#sorry this post is a little heavier than what i usually post on here but i just felt like i really needed to say this#abe from clone high is actually quite an important character to me and i'm still upset that he's been written so poorly in season 2#like he's a silly parody of a teen drama protag but honestly i think his struggles in the original series are actually really meaningful#like he's a little shy and doesn't exactly know how to express his ideas in the best way but wants to help and i just think that's so real#especially as someone who struggles with that myself#he has so much pressure to live up to the OG abraham lincoln and he really wants to be like him and tries but doesn't get it#i mean he even says something like that in episode 2 when joan and gandhi come to see him in his room and that's really relatable#so to see him so horribly misinterpreted as a selfish asshole really hurts me.#they've essentially done the thing where a fandom will tear apart the neurodivergent coded character#and write them off as selfish and arrogant and completely misinterpret everything about them#not saying that Abe is written to be neurodivergent but you get my point#it's kinda like that#he's relatable to me as an autistic person and a lot of his struggles are similar to what the autistic community experiences#also i'm sad that gandhi had to get removed because he's important to me too#he's actually one of my favourite ADHD reps on tv i've seen and he's just really funny#i know he was removed because people in India got offended and they probably don't wanna cause another incident like that again#but still it's such a shame he couldn't be included because he was a great character#also slightly unrelated but i think turning characters into a moral debate it stupid and often results in stuff like this happening#ableism mention#tw ableism mention
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Crafting update! I have not yet finished the elephant, but I did get most of my small plushies put in their temporary home, and got a bunch more fabric put away!
The elephant might be finished tomorrow? Iāve only got two machine sewn seams left to add, then itās time to add the stuffing and do the final handsewing. And then maybe add tusks, I havenāt decided yet lol
#plushies#handmade#crafting update#amigurumi#I made every plushie in this picture except one#my friend Luthied made the crocheted mushroom creature#this is not where these will be permanently stored#Iāve got little ikea cube wall shelves#and lots of little plushies will go on those#but I canāt hang those on the wall until I figure out what Iām going to do for the table for my heavier duty sewing machine#itās currently on a folding table but the folding table is NOT steady at all#buuuut I canāt know where that table or desk will go until I get it#and I canāt do that until I can get to the store when itās actually open#so. next weekend probably#and if they donāt have one that will work Iām at the ājust order the damn thing from ikeaā point
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God really hates me huh?
#periods tw#I AM ON THE BRINK OF MY FUCKIGN THIRD PERIOD IN WAY TOO SHORT OF TIME KJHGFGH#the first one was short and light so i was like okay next one will probably be heavier#then the next one was a weekish later and was like a normal period and i was like okay this sucks its so early but i guess i understand#NOW IM ON THE BRINK OF STARTING ANOTHER PERIOD AND ITS BEEN LIKE TWO WEEKS???#delete later
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i'm going to explode im going to explode im going to explode
#my post#successfully didn't cry on my zoom call with my advisors for my senior project for little clear reason other than general stress#like i know that the reason why you have to do a big mostly independent project is so that you get good at handling them but aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#nothing's happened. im already behind. i should try to get ahead? my timeline kinda sucks. I haven't started the literature review.#i know my want of having a project that's like... fun. was impossible but. hell on earth (has barely even started)#i'm starting to think more and more i'm not actually cut out for science. maybe i just like science communication lmao.#i know that's an overreaction but my work ethic is fucking shit for the fact i've been an honors student since... what like 1st grade?#i like learning i just hate the work that's supposed to come with it. i want my cake and i want to eat it too.#so the idea of fucking self monitoring my work. i'll probably be fine but i have to pre-emptively freak out and cry about it so.#guess if we get the crying about it done now then i'll have more time in my schedule for the insane bullshit I will be pulling later.#a normal semester (the heavier semester of the senior project and research again probably#and being the lead undergrad TA for one of the most insane classes i've heard of (it's 4 credits in a quarter) and 3 classes#(tho one is a freebie and the other shouldn't be Too much. the last one probably Will be a lot.)#time to go slam more video essays into my brain i suppose
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my wheelchair is wrecking my body lol
#metal speaks#metal screams#its the shitty ones from amazon :///#i would like a fitted one#but a) my insurance probably wont cover it til next year if at all#b) idk if it will fit throught my bedroom door and thats IMPORTANT#c) i think it would be heavier than the in currently own n my parents cant lift that#i dont think i can use my powerchair in my house either#like the way i would#crash into everything more than i already do >_<
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when i was 12 this was the coolest most mindblowing shit ever i was genuinely so obsessed with it I'd read it very day like the bible. I would die for a version of this with the post 3D world content over my country
#i hve vs super mario bros on my switch bc i wanted to chronologically play through the storied hero timeline and i couldnt find a rom#I think it has the same appeal as spid.erverse kinda except instead of multiple different people filling the same role as sp.iderman its#the same guy it's still mario but the changes come from things going differently at certain points in his life do you GET ME!!#LIKE!!!!!!!! MOST OF IT'S DETERMINED BY WHAT HAPPENS IN YOSHIS ISLAND AND THERES ALTERNATIVE PATHS IF HE WINS OR FAILS!!! GAME OVERS HAVE#CONSEQUENCES THAT BRANCH INTO THEIR OWN TIMELINES MARIO CAN END UP WITH DIFFERENT PARENTS ITS SO COOLLLLLL#and i love how each of the major branches has their own theme like āaction heroā is the one with all the gameplay-focused#mainline titles āstoried heroā is the one with all the M&L rpgs and more plot-heavier stuff and āblue collar heroā is this third one#with all the donkey kong titles and wackier/arcade titles WHERE i might add his design had a blue shirt and red overalls#and the tl builds off of those games into nsmb so i like to hc that he kept his early 80s design well into the later games <-autistic sorry#AND how thetimelines represent how their different backstories have influenced their personalities and thought processes a little like#what happened to mario in the blue collar branch like he either becomes EVILL!!!! and kidnaps donkey kong leading to dkjr or#divorces peach and has a self isolation arc after nsmb2 whats going on w him...#and i LOVE how all of them have a sort of common event where bowser invades the mushroom kingdom and in each timeline its#represented by a different variation of the original super mario bros game with action hero's event being represented by smb itself#which is fitting since thats the branch where mario and luigi ended up with their intended parents and everything went as planned#and i think a general theme here is that the more things go against intention the sillier it gets dont even get me STARTED on the time#travel shenanigans in bottom right which lead into the handheld remakes i love this so much its unreal#i do wish paper mario wasnt explained away as a dream but like thats its whole other world and art style and itd be difficult#to fit it into one of the major branches so i get why it was done. i probably wouldve just given it its own isolated bubble in the corner#at that rate i probably wouldve added so much more shit to the main tl im talking game&watch games i look at this and i see a pitch#for a full feature length autism production you understand
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I get two fucking sentences in on every new draft for every new idea lately, and then my brain goes 'hm, no, actually that's stupid/boring/cloying/not going to be something you can write at your current ability'
I am. vibrating with rage at my brain rn over this bout of writer's block. Bro we literally want to die whenever I go longer than like. a fucking week without writing SOMETHING; why the fuck are you making this harder!!!!!! Just let me write a full fucking thing even if it sucks!!! but i literally physically start to feel sick and can't push myself to keep typing as soon as the above thoughts hit. I have a stupid number of untitled, barely started to almost completely done drafts, for multiple fandoms (mostly our flag tho admittedly lmao), all of which have been started within the last maybe fourteen days.
i wanna scratch my brain out of my fucking skull lmao. free to a good home after i get it out, if anyone else wants to try and rehabilitate it
#text post#everyone tells me i should be grateful that writing comes to me naturally and I am! but also sometimes it does This to me#and the longer it goes on the worse it gets#and affects the rest of my mental health on top of it all#brain pls some of these ideas are cute!!! fun even!!! others are gonna be heavier pieces but they might turn out okay!!#but we don't know if they'll turn out okay or not IF WE DON'T FUCKING FINISH THEM#god. sorry y'all just. pls know if ur waiting on me to finish something in progress ive posted or want to see something new from me#and are upset abt the current lack of stuff. i am also upset abt it and i am working on it i swear#also i need to address this bc im running out of storage space on gdocs with all of these#so they gotta either be written and posted or given up on and deleted for space fdlkafjlasdjf#it's nearly one thirty in the morning. i should probably just go shower#aka the place where my brain immediately gives me perfect fucking dialogue like last night THAT I FUCKIN FORGET BEFORE I CAN WRITE IT DOWN#it's fine. it was some of the best dialogue and most in character i felt id ever thought of. and i can't remember it and it's gone forever.#it's fine
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Question:
Are there any posts of mine that you consider to be "essential" or "signature" gbunny content?
I've been thinking about queueing up some gbunny "greatest hits," and I want to make sure I'm not missing any hard hitters. These aren't necessarily my "best" or most "popular" posts (though they are not mutually exclusive), but things that make me think, "Oh, you need to see this to understand the 'lore' of this blog."
I do want to preempt any answers with: "If it's a comic, assume that I'm already gonna add it to the queue." Probably not today, but sometime soon.
#this is something i've been contemplating for a while#i put so much junk in my art tag that it can be hard to find the stuff that's actually worthwhile#i feel like my true signature comic is the 'cute' comic#it probably has the most of what i'm known for in it (pre-NSR)#but i already re-reblogged that one a while back#so i don't wanna add it again so soon so that's the only one that probably won't get into the queue#i'm talking things like:#'buff mizzo'#'the solo!white simp fiasco'#the only problem i have is that a lot of my old art just doesn't hold up and it'll be weird to have 'em at the face of my blog for a bit#but i guess i can queue older stuff first and more recent stuff last so the jump isn't as jarring#in other news: we brought my dad back home today#he was heavier than i thought he'd be#we'll probs scatter him in august
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