#this is probably one of my heavier ones

[crowiin]

[sloasis]

This is probably a really weird headcanon but I think Buck would smoke cigarettes . Like he would've gotten into it when he was a teenager solely to piss off his parents and to get attention that he was craving and get in trouble for smoking in his room , he'd smoke on the road and in Peru with friends while bartending but once he went into the fire academy he'd stop , for his fitness + cigs can start fires sometimes [ the academy probably drilled that into tests and what not ] , so he quit for a while but once those traumas started happening , losing people on scenes and getting hurt , seeing anybody else get hurt , the craving would come back , he'd fight it off but once he got crushed under that firetruck and he was ordered to heal up at home with nothing to do anymore , he'd have gone to his local gas station and bought a pack , or two , and smoke them all . That'd probably would've helped caused the embolism , but he sued the city and the fire department and kept smoking . But he got hired back into duty and had to keep the secret of smoking a few cigarettes in the alleyway of the firehouse on shifts . Everyone else definitely knew he was acting suspicious every time he said ' Be right back , gotta go to the bathroom , gotta go take this call real quick , ' but they had no clue what he was lying about or what he was actually going to go do . I think either Bobby or Maddie would catch him first , Bobby getting tired of being suspicious and needing to confront Buck about whatever he was doing and followed him back out into the alley and seeing him light up a cigarette , or Maddie letting herself into Buck's loft and seeing him smoke on the balcony . Bobby would obviously tell him to stop , maybe feeling lied to by him because he never knew Buck smoked at all . Maddie would feel concerned and ask him when he'd start smoking again , she never liked it when he smoked in the first place too . Hen and Chimney and Eddie would find out eventually , Hen would go on a rant about how bad cigarettes are bad for him and his health , Chimney would go into Buck's bag and throw away the packs , Eddie would talk about how in the army all the guys would sit around and smoke and shoot the shit but it wasn't fulfilling conversation , it was just to momentarily forget about being in the depths of war . And he would never , ever let Chris get into anything like smoking . They'd had staged a little intervention for Buck about this and that made Buck realize that they cared . So much they cared about his health and wellbeing . His parents didn't care , they just got angry and yelled and belittled Buck , that was the only time they'd ever given him attention though , but this attention , from his best friends and his captain who was a true father figure and his real concerned sister made him realize , he was loved and cared for , he didn't need to itch that craving for attention anymore with nicotine .

[deaconsleatherpants]

The Sharpest Lives (Are the Deadliest to Lead)

Summary: Shelton's increasingly stringent rules for your safety had always struck you as infuriatingly excessive, but after a rival gang kidnaps you in an attempt to get to him, you're left anxious and traumatized from the experience. This, of course, is something Shelton can't let stand.

Fandom: Mega Time Squad (2018)

Rating: M (hurt/comfort: descriptions of a kidnapping, mildly explicit blood/violence, and descriptions of panic attacks)

Relationship: Shelton/Reader

Chapters: 1/1

Link

Reading List - ( @brughy @strange-birdy-me @gigabats @papyblook )

[anglerflsh]

Wing if u could have a cool mask would you prefer to look like Belos or PK

you don't even want to know how long i've had the page of concept sketches this is from

[byakuyasdarling]

S/I gets a little tummy now because I recovered and I deserve it.

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

[depressedraisin]

hello it's constantly day today! 😂

[tj-crochets]

Crafting update! I have not yet finished the elephant, but I did get most of my small plushies put in their temporary home, and got a bunch more fabric put away!

The elephant might be finished tomorrow? I’ve only got two machine sewn seams left to add, then it’s time to add the stuffing and do the final handsewing. And then maybe add tusks, I haven’t decided yet lol

[professionallydeadinside]

God really hates me huh?

[maidofmetal]

my wheelchair is wrecking my body lol

[izzy-b-hands]

I get two fucking sentences in on every new draft for every new idea lately, and then my brain goes 'hm, no, actually that's stupid/boring/cloying/not going to be something you can write at your current ability'

I am. vibrating with rage at my brain rn over this bout of writer's block. Bro we literally want to die whenever I go longer than like. a fucking week without writing SOMETHING; why the fuck are you making this harder!!!!!! Just let me write a full fucking thing even if it sucks!!! but i literally physically start to feel sick and can't push myself to keep typing as soon as the above thoughts hit. I have a stupid number of untitled, barely started to almost completely done drafts, for multiple fandoms (mostly our flag tho admittedly lmao), all of which have been started within the last maybe fourteen days.

i wanna scratch my brain out of my fucking skull lmao. free to a good home after i get it out, if anyone else wants to try and rehabilitate it

[gamebunny-advance]

Question:

Are there any posts of mine that you consider to be "essential" or "signature" gbunny content?

I've been thinking about queueing up some gbunny "greatest hits," and I want to make sure I'm not missing any hard hitters. These aren't necessarily my "best" or most "popular" posts (though they are not mutually exclusive), but things that make me think, "Oh, you need to see this to understand the 'lore' of this blog."

I do want to preempt any answers with: "If it's a comic, assume that I'm already gonna add it to the queue." Probably not today, but sometime soon.

[beatcroc]

drafting out the script for the last entry in the main series of fake pep series and feeling emotions about it like a little BITCH

[peapod20001]

Got a new weighted blanket that has the weight evenly distributed throughout instead of everything falling to one end <3

[lunar-fey]

so. the new adhd med now that i am on a normal starting dose and actually feeling it at all. it doesn't quite feel like i have adhd^2 like the other one did. like that one felt not dissimilar to a manic episode. was not great. THIS one though is like........i still feel like i have a lot of thoughts and a lot to say and gotta GO. but i also am finding it easier to stop or start or change directions. basically...........what if i was just a chatter the whole time but my brain was too fucked...............

[eyrieofsynapses]

kept finding our thermostat set to fucking 66°F, resetting it to 70° because what the fuck it's 20° outside, and then... found it set to 65°

this has been going on for like three weeks so finally decided to text housemate group chat and be like "hey so can we figure out a temperature that we can all agree on"

me and third housemate: prefer 70°-72°F and have been setting the thermostat as such

second housemate: is the one setting it to 66°F and, whenever it's set higher, is apparently opening her room windows in 20° weather because 70° is too warm and has not mentioned this to us, somehow

me and third housemate: ...okay we can deal with 68°

me, today, in my room, hands Absolutely Fucking Freezing, shivering, desperately wanting just one more degree of heat: ...maybe I should have let the thermostat wars continue to rage

anyway. evolution why the fuck did you make humans Like This