#this is ooc but sometimes if you want to make a joke?? a lil haha humor?? You can be a lil ooc
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bumblingbabooshka Ā· 2 years ago
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Picturing Chakotay forever upset about the Threshold thing and Tuvok forever amused by it. (Janeway is just over it)Ā 
Starfleet Command: So...the warp ten incident. Janeway: -sighs- Chakotay: -already glaring at Tuvok who has steepled his fingers in his meditative pose- Tuvok: Yes the...warp ten incident........I apologize. It is...difficult to discuss. Chakotay: -glare intensifies- Janeway: -looking out the window- Starfleet Command: Of course. Please, take your time. It must have been quite unsettling. Chakotay: If it unsettles you so much Tuvok please donā€™t feel pressured to continue. Tuvok: (ignoring him)Ā I actually believe the commander is more knowledgeable on the subject than I. His report was quite illuminating. Have you read it? Chakotay: I donā€™t think they need to rea- Tuvok: I believe they should read it. To get the ā€˜full pictureā€™. Janeway: Maybe they can read the commanderā€™s report later. We wouldnā€™t want to trouble them wit- Tuvok: -pulls a PADD from his bag- I have taken the liberty of bringing the report with me. Chakotay: -teeth grit- Wow. How thoughtful of you. Tuvok: -staring him dead in the eye as he hands it over to the brass- Thank you. You will also note I have highlighted several passages of interest. Chakotay: Of course you did.
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cwarscars Ā· 2 years ago
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Han, my dear, if it wasn't for you, then none of us would give much attention to Heidegger (at least I know it would be my case). He was a character I remember from the OG and which I thought was nicely designed in the FFVIIR and... I stopped there. 'Nice, they kept his laugh', I thought when the trailer got out.
And then I met you and - honestly, I cannot stress this enough - you have essentially removed this veil from my eyes and I saw Heidegger for the first time as you do: a multi-layered individual with deep-rooted issues, fiercely loyal to company & country and with so many other traumas and details that make him only human (and not a monster).
I am always in awe at all the sources of inspiration you have for him, at how insanely credible your thoughts his PTSD and other war-related issues are, the way he was brought up, came to marry and then divorce - honestly, for me, your Heidegger portrayal is THE Heidegger portrayal. I don't mean this to dunk on anyone else (or even SE), but because the way you have put him together makes so much _sense_ in my mind that I have a hard time disconnecting your Heidegger from canon.
As far as I'm concerned - his first name is Magnar, he comes from Junon, he has a rivalry with Godo, a behemoth gave him the trademark scar, he has two daughters and a divorce wife. I love everything about your timeline for him and always will. If anything, SE should give you royalties for the superb work. <3
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(( mari ā™”
i messaged you already kinda buggin out a lil over this but i want it on my blog (ALONG WITH ALL YOUR LOVE CAUSE YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME LOVE BECAUSE YOU'RE PRECIOUS & THE BEST) just so i can keep that tag open whenever im feeling stale on my writing or a little crispy with my portrayal. it always means so much to me how much time you've given me and my heid (i say my heid because at this point, i don't know how much is canon aside from his abusive streak to his soldiers & his shinra simping lmao).
but honestly, ive said it before - i'll say it again. i wouldn't be writing him without the support from yourself and others. like, i always talk about how hard it is writing a hated character. he isn't a villain in the same sense as sephi/roth / the turks. they're 'likable'. everything they do is okay because they're young & hot. i know they're more complex than that and personally, i like them a lot too! but it's difficult fighting the battle of there being zero fanart for the character. zero fanfics (aside from ooc / fetish fics). it's tough seeing people make jokes constantly about the character that you like & when i say jokes, i don't mean 'lol seph is a cat' i mean 'lmao could you imagine if him and shinra were GAY lol GROSS' (it's so immature it makes my eyeballs strain).
i know that was a mini rant then, but it always makes me feel a little embarrassed to have such a fixation on such a generally disliked character. makes me feel weird & unwelcome in the fandom haha.
but to know that there are people like you - people who haven't only said 'haha ok, this crazy cookie is doing something w/THIS character' but people who have actively allowed me to explore elements of his character? to get him married? to allow him fatherhood? like BRUH-
it makes my heart warm & fuzzy. i'm sorry i don't always show it & i'm sorry i sometimes get all weepy on the dash about things but it honestly does mean a lot to me.
mari - yourself and others absolutely contributed to me bringing him back & despite any hangups or embarrassment i have over the character. fuck, even in squeenix do some fucked up shit like make him about stolen valour (i REALLY hope they don't) or turn him into a coward (which im prepping for with pre-emptive unwritten headcanons) - he's always going to have a special place in my heart.
not because of playing him but because of the people i've played him with. ā™”
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redxblueihateloveyou Ā· 3 years ago
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Hey i really love your blog!!! I just plucked the courage to actually send u an ask fhdjhd but GOSH i love your video edits and your gifs and your meta article posts, you're so articulate and you can explain/describe moments in a way that makes me go "oh wow, i cant believe i haven't seen it that way before!!" Haha ANYWAYS i'm just here to say that i completely agree with what all u said, Free creators might do a lil fanservice here and there for the 25 ships that exists within the fandom's circle, but rinharu's storyline is clearly the most romantic one! And i'd argue it's the one closest to being canon esp after part 1, i mean the fact that they put such an explosive emotional outburst right at the end of the second to the last movie means a lot. It's like reinforcing the fact that this series has always been about them, and everything that has happened only happened either because they met or they grew appart and miss eachother. I kinda feel like maybe.. juust maayyybe there's a chance KA wants to make the ship canon, since it's the last movie and they want to end it on a highnote maybe (bcs honestly i think the only reason they've been holding back is purely bcs of the merch sales, since they don't have a problem showing a wholesome lesbian love story in kobayashi maid dragon) butt i could be wrong, maybe i'm just overly optimistic and delusional, they could somehow ruin it and give an ending that panders to all the ships again šŸ˜…šŸ„², but at least there's a clear-cut guarantee that part 2 would dedicate a large portion of it fixing rin and haru's fight!!! Oohh how can i wait another 6 months now!!šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ (sorry for the long ask btw!! šŸ™šŸ™‡ā€ā™€ļøšŸ™‡ā€ā™€ļø)
OMG thank you so so much!! For watching my vids too! ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø It really means a lot to me! Ahhhh wow, thats the longest ask I've ever recieved! šŸ˜ I'm trying to explain myself so hard lol I'm glad its appreciated, bc sometimes I'm like "I don't fucking know how to say this" xD
Well, you know me, I only care for one ship, which is the only one with confirmed info that they're both actually gay and have mutual feelings for each other. There are some other ships in free! I'm fine with (those do not include Rin or Haru in them xD), but I just mostly don't care, bc after reading all the stuff, you can see that in some of those to one the other one is actually like his second option, which I just do not like. Others I just don't even see, bc again to me who witnessed great close male friendships and having two sisters who I'm very close to, I just do not see anything romantic in that.
It's not just Free! tbh, it's like any sports anime these days. They see two guys walking together, it's a ship. And like no one cares if they're just bros. Like I'd get i they did some fanservice fanservice, but like I never saw anyone in Free! crossing the line the way rinharu do. I can without thinking much name you 10 rh moments that no matter how hard you think can't be explain as being bros, but can't name one when it comes to others. I just find some ppl shipping everyone with everyone weird sometimes. It's like western fans see like some eastern actors or singers slap each other ass lovingly and they're like "oh they're fucking" I'm like "yeah, ofc all 500 of them, you're absolutely right". And Free! doesn't do anything even like that, I just do not get sometimes like what moment even brought on some ships. I'm genuinely confused. Albert and Haru? You fucking fell from a sakura tree or smth? I'm...
I'm especially confused when it comes to guys, whose character type is who I call "I only want this one and if I can't have it, then I'm ok" xD. It just always surprised me, when they try to pair up them with someone else, it's like a complete ooc.
I'm also not into this whole "well, if there are gays in this anime, than everyone there is gay". I'm like... huh. It's like with KNB and MDZS I had same feeling. It's like you have already couples there who are canon/borderline canon, why do you need another 10 who don't even interact or just don't even go there? I'm always so confused in those situations. Or like wangxian is married and some are like "no, I actually don't like it, let me write a fic when they're with other ppl". Lan Zhan... being in love or having sex with someone else? Yeah, that's not Lan Zhan, dude, you're writing about someone else. Might as well change the name at this point.
But last time I went to twitter someone had a thread about how if they make s4 of Free! they should mainly explore there Momo's angst (and no, it wasn't a joke), so I'm already like, I'm just.. nothing will surprise me no more. But I'm forever gonna be confused.
Yeah, I eel you about "going there". I mean seeing part of it, it just kinda cemented my confusion, bc I do not get how it can be considered platonic. We were just discussing since yesterday with @freeseafirefly how I now even more perplexed and do not understand how they will resolve it without going into relationship territory. It's just our point here is that like... no one forced them to go there (I mean its not like this whole fandom has some wild expectations or anything already), we were waiting or our usual friendship and swimming and maybe tiny conflict about struggles of pro-careers and some usual rh implications (maybe all the rh gay in dramas as always). Not some pure fanfiction coming to life here haha.
Like why I'm laughing is bc I twice used in my "fics" bringing up him leaving Haru as a force to push the confession, bc there's no way if he adresses this it won't lead to this. And now we not only have this (bc Haru just basically layed it out there), but an actual scene of him playing on their feelings for each other and a literal image of Rin leaving and "taking Haru's heart with him" to the point when he's for the first time in his life openly crying on the ground. And it's not like this scene can be interpreted as anything else, the whole fandom talks same, bc the whole fight was just about them, what Haru said was just about them, there's a literal boom of his heart getting out of his chest, before he falls and now he's heartless.
So our question is like... why go there?
It's like some say that they might still resolve it with "they're special to each other" and swimming, but still like we already knew that, there was no reason to go that far is what I'm saying. And to think that it was planned since forever giving the clues is like... ???
The whole spoon theme also throw me on the loop because like, lets be honest, it's wedding themed. And that part of the interview about part 2 there also made me go...?????? Because I mean, huh?
This is just all in all very interesting turn of events to say the least. I do not see the point of all of this if its not what I think it is, esp after seeing tweets like "even I see a rh wedding and I'm mh T_T". It's just all very unsubtle, that's why we're confused.
Like who knows, maybe we'll really by some magic turn of events get lucky and they really decided that since its the ending, it's okay to go for it. But I also don't wanna to hype myself much, I'm already really happy with it, just bc again, this scene already proves all of my points.
And yeah, I'm sure they'll pander to everyone, bc it's the end and etc and we have to handle everything on the good note and there's a whole line of ppl who's obsessed with us, esp with Haru xD, but like bromance pandering and romance pandering are different things, you know *wiggles eyebrows* and u know who always gets the second one.
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peepingtoad Ā· 5 years ago
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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.
fill out & repost ā™„ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OCā€™s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lilā€™ fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm.
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My muse is: Ā  canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless /
Is your character popular in the fandom? Ā YES / NO / 50-50 (Thereā€™s a lot of love and a lot of hate, but I think many are actually pretty neutral on him too!)
Is your character considered hotā„¢ in the fandom? Ā YES / NO / 50-50 (Iā€™d say he may be an... acquired taste? Of course a lot of people I know here find him sexie so itā€™s hard to say for certain, heh. We may justĀ be the weirdos of the fandom :P )
Is your character considered strong in the fandom? Ā YES / NO
Are they underrated? Ā YES / NO (Not in terms of ability, but underrated for just how complex and multi-layered he is, Iā€™d say)
Were they relevant for the main story? Ā YES / NO.
Were they relevant for the main character? Ā YES / NO /
Are they widely known in their world? Ā YES / NO.
Howā€™s their reputation? Ā GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL (I honestly think heā€™s a man of many reputations, both in canon and in fandom :ā€™D)
How strictly do you follow canon?Ā Ā ā€”Ā  Iā€™m very much aĀ ā€˜use the bones of what we got in canon and do my best to flesh them outā€™ kinda roleplayer. There are some things that can be taken too easily at face value that I see fit to build upon. For example, I think Jiraiyaā€™s feelings on the prophecy and his relationship with Konoha is something that could be too easily played off as simplistic, or like they were immovable constants. But thatā€™s unrealistic for a man of his years and many experiences, so I try to put myself in his emotional setting at various points in his life, and trace how his feelings and behaviours change, if that makes sense?Ā 
I try to avoid saying that any of the writing was straight up wrong because itā€™s disrespectful to the creator. But especially for Jiraiya, who had such a significant role to play in the narrative that it sometimes took precedence over his actual character, I do find some of his actions, and the way some interactions were handled in the canon to be a little OOC... so Iā€™ll work with it and try to spin it in a way that I feel fits how he was characterised.
Basically, Iā€™d say that I follow canon, but I like to enrich it in areas that were lacking detail or a nuanced view that took in all the surrounding events of the time. After Jiraiyaā€™s canon death, of course, thatā€™s when more divergence comes in to my portrayal... otherwise I wouldnā€™t be able to play any post-war scenarios! But the essence of his character is the same, which I try to keep as close to canon as possible.
SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.Ā Ā  ā€”Ā  A man of many experiences! You can bet that any topic that comes up, heā€™ll have some sort of amusing anecdote to share, or be able simply to talk shit about it. He's seen so much, and has a sensitive soul enough that heā€™ll give anyone a chance; heā€™s very open-minded and non-judgemental, and honestly is a humanitarian that wants to help those in need. Might leave your muse a little baffled as to how he could hold the status ofĀ ā€˜legendā€™, only to show it when they least expect it. You never quite know what youā€™re going to get with him: heā€™s generous and selfless, yet has many vices that seem selfish at times; heā€™s both a lover and a fearsome fighter; heā€™s immensely resilient at the same time as incredibly vulerable and damaged; heā€™s a himbo and a bit of a jock with the soul of a poet. Love him with no restraint and invite his love in return, and youā€™ll get not only a lover, but a devotee. Wears his heart on his sleeve... or does he? Chip away at him and find out!
Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?). Ā ā€”Ā  The pervy, flirty, jokey schtick could get grating, or come across as disingenuous. In romantic situations, heā€™ll keep quiet about putting a label on whatever it is, and beneath his overall sweetness and devotion there may be an underlying reek of commitment issues and a fear of admitting he is afraid. He also has a habit of deflecting negativity in general, and playing things off as if they donā€™t matter or theyā€™re a joke, making him actually rather a difficult person to get to know the heart of. One might feel as if theyā€™re getting nowhere with him...
... Either that, or they get the complete opposite. Yes, as equally as he can be guarded, he can overshare like crazy, and has a tendency to become codependent with those he gets attached to, which is inconsistent with his free-spirited nature, and how adept he is at keeping others at armā€™s length from his less sunny side. This inconsistencyĀ might make him seem unreliableā€”if the fact heā€™s always off who-knows-where doesnā€™t do the trick already.
What inspired you to rp your muse? Ā ā€”Ā  Iā€™ve been a big fan of the Sannin ever since I first read the Deadlock, but being a very young person at the time I perhaps couldnā€™t relate enough to people who had experienced so much to do them justice in my teenage fic-writing endeavours, so I remained on the sidelines enjoying content by other people (there may also have been a little bit ofĀ ā€˜what the fuck, why do I dig the old dude so muchā€™ denial in there haha). Iā€™ve picked up and dropped my obsession with the series several times over the years, and my love for those three seemed to grow each time. They really areĀ ā€˜the lost generationā€™, and as the sole survivorsā€”alongside having a huge impact on the plot, how the shinobi world is shaped, and the three main protagonistsā€”thereā€™s a lot of juicy material there, a lot of emotional background, along with decades of history that basically goes untapped in the canon.Ā 
Anyway, I digress. Coming to the Naruto RPC for the first time around this time 2 years ago at the age of 25, I made this blog and my Deidara one on a whim, but focused on the latter at first. Villains were always comfortable territory for me in my other RP experiences, and I think it made me doubt that I could possibly do someone who is frankly a lovely guy any justice, no matter how much I loved him. I even had the intention of making him fully Akatsuki/Missing-Nin AU at first. Yeah. Thatā€™s how stuck in my villain/anti-hero zone I was! But, I think in the end, the fact he actually isnā€™t a two-dimensional typicalĀ ā€˜heroā€™ was something I chewed over and realised would be incredibly enriching to write, worth stepping out of my comfort zone for. And being a little more mature and less angst-ridden myself by that point, I found I could resonate with his feelings and ideals in a way that I know I couldnā€™t have as a teen... but I was still tentative.Ā 
Anyway, after leaving his blog empty for a bit (with its placeholder URLĀ ā€˜frogdaddyā€™, which sadly got hoarded by someone else), I cosplayed the old bastard, along with my partner as Orochimaru. Weā€™d been stanning that particular ship and talking about how great the Sannin are in general for quite some time by that point, but being casually in character for fun while drunk off my tits at a boat party, was a bit of an epiphanic moment. Not long after that, I threw myself right into writing this chaotic-good old bastard with gusto, and here I still am :ā€™)
What keeps your inspiration going? Ā ā€”Ā  Taking breaks to recharge as and when I need to. Seriously. The death of all my other blogs has been pressure (mostly from myself) to be there and force myself to put out regular content, so I went into this not thinking that way and itā€™s really helped!Ā 
Of course, thereā€™s also the fact that there simply seems to be no shortage of areas I can delve into with this guy. Again, itā€™s his age and all the missing years in canon... but I think itā€™s also how much love he has and his genuine eagerness to engage with others that makes him one of the most naturally bountifulĀ muses Iā€™ve played. Because honestly? Most of my villain muses wanted people to just fuck off :ā€™D this guy is open to everything.
That aside, I guess I just gel with him more than I ever expected to. Iā€™ve changed a lot as a person and gained more confidence since various areas of my life got better, and I really just vibed with this chill, funny, romantic, pervy, big-hearted energy. I enjoy angst, but my real love is peppering the serious and heartbreaking with romance and comedyā€”and isnā€™t that just befitting of him? Writing through his eyes also helps to keep my outlook positive, so that keeps me stuck on him as much as the seemingly limitless content potential.Ā 
And this is without even going into my cross-fandom AU ideas I have on the back-burner. Honestly, theyā€™re there but I want to put a real effort into them while keeping his essence the same, which for some, involves brushing up on my lore!
Some more personal questions for the mun.
Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.
Do you think you give your character justice? Ā YES / NO.
Do you frequently write headcanons? YES / NO.
Do you sometimes write drabbles? Ā YES / NO / RARELY. (depends on whether I get a flash of inspirationā€”which mostly comes with random asks that happen to stir up an idea for a scene, such as thisĀ one (NSFW warning))
Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? Ā YES / NO.
Are you confident in your portrayal? Ā  YES / NO.
Are you confident in your writing? Ā YES / NO.
Are you a sensitive person? Ā YES / 50-50 /NO. (I tend not to take things personally but am also very passionateā€”call it my innate Leo-ness!)
Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal? Ā ā€”Ā  Hmmm. I havenā€™t actually had any critique on my portrayal, so Iā€™m not sure haha! Iā€™d say if itā€™s constructive, then Iā€™ll take it into account and consider it, especially if itā€™s a case where it helps me realise Iā€™ve perhaps not gotten across what I intended to very well. But Iā€™m also quite fond of my portrayal in its essence, so I may end up just thanking the person for their opinion and carry on as usual :P
Do you like questions, which help you explore your character? Ā ā€”Ā  Absolutely! Iā€™ve had some wonderful ones recently and itā€™s exactly the kick I need to get ideas out, some of which Iā€™ve had on the back-burner but not had a framework within which to write it without it getting derailed. I definitely appreciate a question that will keep me at least a little on-topic, otherwise if I go off on my own volition I really tend to... well, go off! Even if a question is a similar topic to something Iā€™ve already done, itā€™s a good exercise for me to go back to the similar headcanon and see if I can build further on it, deviate, and link it to show what past thoughts Iā€™ve been working with. A great way of keeping some consistency in my portrayal while making improvements, I find! And then of course Iā€™ve had some questions that are entirely new morsels for thought, and it leads me to something new and fresh, which I greatly appreciate.
Basically, any questions at all, fire away! I may take a while but I will get to them eventually!
If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why? Ā ā€”Ā  Yeah. I mean I think itā€™s just polite to present a reason as to why not, instead of just being likeĀ ā€˜this is wrong/a bad takeā€™ or whatever. Source material is down to personal interpretation, so if I draw different ideas from it to another person after discussion, then we can simply agree to disagree on it.Ā 
If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it? Ā ā€”Ā  They are welcome to disagree with me I guess? So long as theyā€™re respectful and donā€™t then treat me as if my interpretation isĀ ā€˜AUā€™ or talk about ā€˜canon Jiraiyaā€™ as if heā€™s obviously a different entity to my own, then disagree away. But if prompted enough, know that I will most likely defend my portrayal with what I consider to be justification from the source material :P I did pay close attention to it, after all, and I do consider my portrayal to align well with it.
If someone really hates your character, how do you take it? Ā ā€”Ā  Depends on the nature of it and the conduct, really? Like, people are allowed to dislike characters. I myself find a couple of characters pretty annoying or donā€™t particularly care for them (granted, usually itā€™s in a love-to-hate or simply aĀ ā€˜this character doesnā€™t interest meā€™ way), but that doesnā€™t affect how I behave towards the RPer of a character. Itā€™s just manners, really. People tend to RP characters because they like them, so why would you take negativity right to their doorstep, in this space theyā€™ve made as an expression of enjoyment for, and to develop said character?Ā 
Thereā€™s been some people who admitted to me that they didnā€™t care much for Jiraiya, but then began to like him more with my portrayal and thatā€™s more than fine; I take it as the highest compliment in fact. Itā€™s also the kind of open-minded attitude I like to have with portrayals of characters I donā€™t necessarily like or have much interest in, because by and large, people do tend to add more depth and nuance than the busy and character-packed canon allowed.
However, if itā€™s the type of hate thatā€™s got its own devoted circle of bitter bitches, who seem to use so much energy hating a character... then please, donā€™t engage me. Doesnā€™t matter who the character is, donā€™t expect me to follow/keep following your negative ass if itā€™s constant on the dashā€”and if the target character is any of the Sannin then frankly Iā€™ll have probably blocked/blacklisted in a heartbeat. TheĀ ā€˜criticalā€™ views of them tend to diminish them as humans, diminish the context and events that surrounded their choices, and in a way that I find is a gross double standard compared to what people will allow other (read: young, attractive, fandom faves, ā€˜babiesā€™ or ā€˜beansā€™) to get away with and excuse the behaviours of. I donā€™t need that kinda negative energy sullying my hobby, nor do I need moral superiority that isnā€™t applied consistently across the board.
Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors? Ā ā€”Ā  Absolutely! I meticulously fret and check, and cringe when I get a reply and happen to spot errors while rereading what I wrote before it! I edit a lot but donā€™t always pick up on errors, so Iā€™m more than happy to have it pointed out. Chances are, Iā€™ll be far more brutal to myself about it than anyone else would be!
Do you think you are easy going as a mun? Ā  ā€”Ā  Overall, yeah. Iā€™m not possessive or clingy (I donā€™t think) and donā€™t expect the world from people, nor for them to focus on or favour me or be super fast. I just expect the same respect in return. Having said that, I will express it when I donā€™t like something or it makes me uncomfortable, provided weā€™re familiar enough, because if weā€™re strangers Iā€™d feel like I was coming across as entitled to your energy and emotional labour. I do my best to be diplomatic about it though, and rest assured it doesnā€™t mean Iā€™m forever mad at you or turned off in any way just because I have a small grievance. I just find that being honest with each other rather than letting things pile up and fester makes a friendship more solid, and basically more genuine and long-lasting.
Thatā€™s about it, congrats for filling out!
Tagged by: @dokuhebiā€‹ Tagging: Whoever hasnā€™t done this yet!
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vcngttpt-a Ā· 5 years ago
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ALL OF THEM. @mun meme ( Ķ”Ā° ĶœŹ– Ķ”Ā°)
@deceptivetreatĀ || mun q&a Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā 
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||you are. the bane. of my existence.Ā 
ā˜Æ Is there a muse youā€™ve always wanted to play?
hmm ig iā€™ll go with canon for this one because i have many ocs, but uh i really wanna write for seto from fragile dreams. i used to have an ask blog for him back in the day but that died quickly seeing as how dead the fandom is so- but i do love him with all my heart and i would love to be able to someday write him or something
ā™£ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?
rick riordan, marissa meyer and michelle rowen. iā€™ve read their books throughout middle school and high school and i still find myself going back to reread their books because i just love how their words flow as well as how engaging their plots are. i honestly hope i can reach rick riordan levels of skill whenever i get around to finishing my own novel!
ā™§ Is there an RP partner(s) that you credit for becoming a better writer?
one would have to be an old rp friend that we sadly donā€™t talk to anymore since she was the first one i started writing with a lot more back in high school as well as the one who would give me advice on how to improve and just be patient with me when i go stuck with writing our threads and also mikey (@snw-cnvs) since he also supports me outside of rpā€™ing to get me to write actually fiction drabbles. i just wish i could finish them lmao
ā™„ Whatā€™s your favorite ship with your muse?
all of my ships with mikey no iā€™m joking lolol i really love my ship with haneul because iā€™ve had him for two years now and heā€™s grown a lot because of his ship. heā€™s someone whose never believed that love was real and sure their relationship is a little rocky, but they both donā€™t really have the proper understanding for love until waaaay later. i also really love how whenever heā€™s with obe, heā€™s able to pull out this different side of haneul, someone whose so overconfident and quick to words, becomes at a loss for words and questioning himself a lot. i just love them best otpĀ 
ā™” Would you ever write a poly ship?
sure, iā€™d be down for it as long as our muses have the right chemistry as well as if i know both muns pretty well and if theyā€™re also comfortable with it.
ā™¦ Whatā€™s an AU that youā€™ve always wanted?
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ā™¢ Whatā€™s an AU that you think just wonā€™t work with your muse?
any au that causes too much of a shift in my musesā€™ personality. iā€™m usually willing to try any au but if it becomes too much that my muse basically becomes a different person i donā€™t like it.Ā 
ā™” Whatā€™s your opinion on teacher/student verses? Do you have any of these as threads?
eeeeh i dont really care, but i work at a school so the thought makes me like uncomfy because i donā€™t wanna think about work lolol but its also like fiction and iā€™m able to tell the difference between fiction and reality so yea. also no i donā€™t have any threads like that
ā™• Do you like magic!anons? Why or why not?
not really. it became too much of a thing to deal with back in the day. i just like the simple things
āšœ What is the best time to write for you? Why?
nighttime because iā€™m fuckin nocturnal even tho i have a day job rip my sleep schedule and ever growing eye bags
ā˜… What type of historical AU would you like to do one day?
Victorian era, or the prohibition era donā€™t ask me why i like them i donā€™t even know myself i just know i wouldnā€™t mind
ā˜† What type of fantasy AU would you like to do one day?
all of them. iā€™m a huge slut for fantasy in general. its one of the best things i love the most.Ā 
ā˜„ Do you think your muse would have liked going to high school sports games? Do you or did you go to high school sports games?
haneul: no, heā€™s not into those things, but also he was home schooled until he went to college
eiji: he used to play soccer in high school so yea
reese: do magic tournaments count? cause if so then yes
sage: no, i was the loser who hung out at the library with friends to sit around and read books and mangaĀ 
ā˜¾ Do you like writing smut? Why or why not?
okay, if it wasnā€™t obvious i used to rp back in middle school through high school and on tumblr and i have done my fair share of the sin once i turned 18. nowadays iā€™m pretty much like eh, but ig i could try again if the need arises, but it also depends on my mood ig? iā€™d have to write it with someone iā€™m completely comfortable writing with but also even then itā€™s gotten to the point iā€™m more like ig we can just fade to black yea?Ā 
tbh i feel i got all the urges to write sin outta me when i was on my old en blog lmao i had so many smut threads on there iā€™m ashamedĀ 
ā˜½ Do you like writing angst? Why or why not?
yes god i love being able to break my muses because itā€™s so fun. like yea it also hurts because thatā€™s my kid iā€™m hurting but iā€™m okay with that. itā€™s just something that adds realness to them because the world sure as fuck ainā€™t rainbow and sunshine
ā˜¼ Whatā€™s an FC that youā€™re dying to use? Why?
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i have these icons that i squirreled away for awhile now and i really wanna use them but my brain is too dead to figure out who he could work for. like he was my first thought for reese but he didnā€™t really give off the right reese vibes so maybe iā€™ll dig around my oc bin and see who looks the closest to himĀ 
or i cave and just make a brand new oc for him
ā˜€ Whatā€™s an FC that you desperately want to play with? Why?
iā€™m not really picky about what fc write with tbhĀ 
ā˜ Whatā€™s an FC that you refuse to play with? Why?
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not really refuse to play - more like iā€™m eh with. if only because en used to be my main chara for a long time like, i was so deep into the magical boy lore that a good chunk of my headcanons became canon. but also it justā€¦leaves a bad taste in my mouth even more so since the drama that happened in that fandom left me filled with fear and hesitance to rp for a good chunk like before. it just brings back bad memories and i thought i was moving past it when i was thinking about using him for reese but alas. some memories donā€™t leave
maybe one day iā€™ll either get to write en again or i can use his face as fc but weā€™ll see
ā˜‚ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?
haneul: he loves the rain and heā€™ll spend it either under an umbrella or just sitting there in the rain just letting it wash away his thoughts and fears for a little bitĀ 
eiji: heā€™d spend it indoors playing a video game or playing with seto
reese: heā€™d prob be dumb and splash in the puddles because he likes to enjoy the little things. other times heā€™ll just ignore it and stay indoors either hanging with friends or studying and practicing his magic for his schoolā€™s next tournamentĀ 
sage: i like to spend it just lookin out my window with my kitty on my chest. i love the sound of it against the sidewalk and streets.Ā 
ā˜ƒ If your muse was cartoonized, what would their FC be? Why?
uh idk how to answer this tbhĀ 
ā˜ŗ Whatā€™s a character that you desperately want your muse to play with? Why?
toshi @ haneul *stares at @snw-cnvs* and also reese @ momo *stares at @deceptivetreat* but also i just want everyone to bother my boys i love them so much.Ā 
ā˜¹ Whatā€™s a character that you refuse to play with? Why?
idk iā€™m pretty open for any character
ā˜¢ Are there any ships that you would like to write for one day? Any that you wouldnā€™t?
uh dunno. iā€™m open for any ships that have the right chemistry tbh just not haneul since heā€™s already taken
ā˜£ Whatā€™s one thing that will make you drop a thread?
useless drama and or if i canā€™t seem to figure out where the thread is going for our muses. like if they donā€™t clash well i donā€™t wanna give tryin to grasp at straws. but iā€™m always down to try again unless it ends up the same than welp
ā™Ø Whatā€™s a muse that you wished had lasted, but didnā€™t?
aaaah my supernatural brothers!!! i love them so much but they didnā€™t last and iā€™m not sure if iā€™m goin to add them on here or leave them in the void.Ā 
ā€ Do you like reblog karma? Why or why not?
iā€™m gonna sound old but i donā€™t know what that is hold on. *googles* oh okay yea no. that seems like too much pressure to do and i have too much anxiety to do that iā€™m sorry.Ā 
āœæ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?
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yes. because i have so many icons itā€™s not even funny, but also before i got myĀ  hair cut she looked the most like me and also i thought itā€™d be fun to be able to tell the difference between me and my boysĀ 
see, back in the day i was the loser who would make ooc posts that included my muses and it was easy to have mun fc so you could do that and it was a lot fun, but itā€™s somethin i wonā€™t so nowadays.
ā™Ŗā™©ā™« Does music inspire your muse? Whatā€™s one song on your playlist that reminds you of your muse?
haneul: mirror part II
any of weissā€™ songs work for him tbvh
eiji: rpg
reese: havent found one that works for him yet, so come back later
āœ‚ Do you like to format your posts? Why or why not?
yes itā€™s all for the aestheticĀ 
ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ Other than RPing, whatā€™s a hobby of yours?
i love to write and draw. lmao sometimes i donā€™t write drafts so i can write more of my novel or little drabbles thatā€™s for friends.Ā 
āœ‰ Do you RP on any other platforms?
nope
ā¤ Have you or are you currently in love?
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ā„ Has something ever happened for you to hate a ship? Why?
uh nope canā€™t say there has been.
惄 Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why?
haneul, eiji, lifty and shifty, and en
han and eiji because theyā€™re both my ocs and itā€™s so much fun to see them develop and grow their characters more.Ā 
en because i was able to write a lot of different aus, headcanons, and just develop a canon character until he pretty much just became my own character
lifty and shifty were my roots. i started in the htf fandom and had so much fun writing those lil shits. it was just my go fuckin crazy shit. i still have their icons and their old blog is still up and i do kinda miss them some days.
回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?
i used to have an oc named harley who was a living doll and i haha came to hate him because i made him around the same time i created haneul and i always loved haneul because i put a lot of effort into him and not much in harley and i got annoyed and jealous that back then everyone seemed to love harley more him. so i pretty much tossed him to the curve adfhsdkfjh
sorry harley but you were also hard to write because you were too sweet and cliche for meĀ 
āœ˜ People come in a group. If I were to look on your blog, who would I see you interacting with the most?
@snw-cnvs and @deceptivetreat
įƒ¦ Do you have a personal blog? Do you share it with your followers or do you keep it private?
nah i havenā€™t used tumblr in years until now. i do have one but i donā€™t use it so idc itā€™s called @shouyoutheworld but again i donā€™t use it itā€™sā€¦v old
ā–¼ Do you keep your character in character even if they are one of the worst people in the world?
yes. whatā€™s the point of writing and creating said character if youā€™re gonna sugar coat them?
ā–½ Why did you create this muse?
haneul: i wanted an oc who was really jaded and brat. i wanted to see him grow into something more even if its difficultĀ 
eiji: i pretty much wanted a muse that i could dump all my useless game infos on
reese: i wanted a witch oc who had a rival that they both hated their guts for and eventually fall in love Iā€™M SO RR Y THATā€™S REALLY WHY HE WAS MADE FORGIVE ME BUT NOW I DEVELOPED HIM A LOT MORE FOR RPā€™ING PURPOSES BUT Yā€™KN OW
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reticexce Ā· 8 years ago
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Ā yoooooOOOOOOO you all have no idea how grateful i am to reach this milestone. this blog was a reboot of alison, and i was really worried that i wouldnā€™t be able to play her like before since i was basically starting from scratch again, but iā€™m really glad to see that she ( and the boys!! ) have been accepted and loved, and iā€™m so happy iā€™ve gotten the chance to create meaningful relationships both ic and ooc!Ā 
iā€™ve never actually done a bias list before despite how many years iā€™ve been rping on tumblr, but i think itā€™s about time i make one since i think this blog is one of my best experiences in terms of shipping, friendships, and threading and i really should just make a shoutout to some very special people and say thank you to everyone for sticking with this blog and helping me flesh out my muses!
( MY PINGU CHILDREN )
mostly an inside joke formed in a skype chat ( tbt nerdie wormies lmaoo ) , but thereā€™s a reason why theyā€™re my pingu children and iā€™m pingu mum!
@kingofevcrything: hoooly shit can you believe weā€™ve known each other for like four years? practically four years?? since my first year having alison, emile and cedric?? and iā€™m pretty sure you had a part in me adding nate to the blog too, seeing as how his only ship is your muse lmao. i really canā€™t say enough about you because i think youā€™re just so special to me, and i hold you so near and dear to my heart. i canā€™t express how thrilled and grateful i am to have you still be my friend after all these years. iā€™ve had rp partners leave and itā€™s always heartbreaking especially when memorable relationships have been formed. but our friendship has passed the test of time, and i hope, hope, hope with all my might that weā€™ll stay friends for many more years to come, even if one of us decides to stop rping. i really canā€™t express how important our friendship is to me, like you really have no idea. my soul weeps for our muses and our threads. i just love you lots and i always wish for good things to happen to you, and i am so glad to be your mum. i am so thankful for our friendship, and i still really canā€™t believe we have so many fucking aus like holy shit wtf <33
@halsionic: my bby pingu child <3 we also have a shit ton of aus lmao and i also treasure those even if weā€™ve only touched on them in chat and never in thread. i also canā€™t express how thankful i am to have met you. pure chance had us meet, and iā€™m just so happy that you reached out to me. i canā€™t imagine us still being strangers on the dash, our muses so foreign to each other. like, alien literally coNSUMES both of us now, and itā€™s just so taboo to imagine otherwise. i love you to bits, especially since youā€™ve always been so supportive to me no matter what iā€™m going through. i can always count on you to help me through hard times, even if itā€™s just a short conversation about whatā€™s bothering me. but i appreciate everything youā€™ve done for me as a listening ear. and not to mention those shitposts you send to me every day too---our friendship wouldnā€™t be complete without good ole shitposting and sIN. smooches from pingu mum to pingu child!! i look forward to screaming about our feelings to each other in the future!
( MY SOARING EAGLES )
those whom i also consider dear friends on this site ooc ( but we donā€™t have a pingu family thing going on haha )
@gloryundimmed: aaaaAAAAAA G R A Y oh my god youā€™re gonna laugh at me but i was really scared of interacting with you at first. like, i was so happy you liked my starter call?? because that made it super easy for us to interact?? i was really worried that weā€™d end up being those blogs that follow each other but never interact buT NO WAY WE TOTALLY INTERACT NOW!! and i have so much fun rping with you holy shit i really do. i get real excited whenever you reply or answer my asks ( no matter how long itā€™s been; you can always take your time! ) because i just adore kai and alison like---i didnā€™t think their ship would be so wholesome but it totally is. and i love it. i also never thought weā€™d be such good friends, especially since we havenā€™t known each other for very long, but iā€™m super, duper, happy that we are. like our conversations are always so interesting and non stressful, and iā€™m just really happy that iā€™ve gotten the opportunity to befriend you and thread with you! also, i think your editing and themes are hella rad. also!! iā€™m really looking forward to more aus with you in the future if youā€™re up for it, and alsoĀ ( Ķ”Ā° ĶœŹ– Ķ”Ā°) if youā€™re up for it too with kai and ali ( yes i totally used this as an excuse to put in a lenny face but i also meant what i said lmaoo broADEN MY WRITING HORIZONS ). anyway!! iā€™m glad to have you as a friend, i love your writing, and i would totally be down for interactions with your others muses too because i think theyā€™re also great!Ā 
@wintercursedā€‹: i absolutely adore alison and hiroā€™s dynamic, and i guess in a way you could say itā€™s sort of our dynamic too. not exactly, not perfectly, but i suppose a little piece of ourselves could be seen in our muses. ahh, i wish i could shower you in all the memes and threads youā€™ve ever wanted, but alas, iā€™m too distracted and my muses are too fickle for such a thing. but i really do love talking about our muses together and just having fun like that; the brotp between alison and hiro is one of my favorites tbh. i also!! am really flattered you see me as a friend. iā€™m so glad i get to call you one of mine! i get so happy whenever things go well for you, and i hope things will keep going well for you!! we may have lost touch in the last few months ( year? has it been a year? i hope not ), but i still admire you and your muse as much as i did before. fun fact: i actually followed you even before this blog! but that was before i really got a chance to interact and talk with you haha. anywho, i hope the best for you, and letā€™s stay in touch! <3
@travaileur / @dulcetxdreams: ro!!! ro, ro, ro, ro!!!! man i canā€™t even put my finger down on how we met. i guess it started on aitoā€™s blog with the chatzys and then it moved to here when ali and eden were struggling to figure out their feelings? and you were one of their fans haha. that was a very eventful time. and now, look at where our bbies are now! claire and alison have developed their own friendship, and it is literally goals. alison is just so good to claire, and i cry itā€™s just so cute. our interactions have been limited with both of us being busy bees, and thatā€™s okay! i look forward to seeing ali and claire together no matter what, and iā€™d love to keep talking about them more whenever youā€™re free! also, i always appreciate those cat pictures your send me or those bird photos you tag me in. bless, bless, those always make my day. anywho, youā€™re a sweetie pie and i lov u lots and iā€™m so happy i got the chance to meet you and have my muse have such a cute friendship with your muse. i canā€™t wait to see how that will develop!
@textsfromeponinetĀ / @evangrantconrad / @whocaresaboutlonelysouls: iā€™m fairly certain you followed me from blog to blog! from my old alison blog to this one, iā€™m so glad that you decided to stick around even through the big switch. iā€™ve had lots of fun playing all of my muses with you, from your eponine blog and beyond! you helped me flesh out cedric in a way too, giving rise to his pretentious character now thanks to our beauty and the beast au haha. i really have to thank you for that! and now, with emile, we have such a sweet ship, and iā€™m looking forward to all of the cuteness that awaits! youā€™re such a good friend to me too, even though i stink at replying to ims, so iā€™m really thankful you havenā€™t been deterred from chatting with me. youā€™ve also given me such nice advice over the years, and iā€™m very, very thankful for your college advice <3 i hope we can remain friends and have more threads!
@ivorybled / @hyoukan: i think about how we met sometimes and like---itā€™s such a unique way of meeting?? like our muses both lil shits and therefore would attract each other because they would love doing shitty things together, and that blossomed into one of my favorite brotps. lanzo and aito will always be my shit because theyā€™re just hilarious to me, and add in eden and itā€™s even more of a mess. but this isnā€™t a bias list for aitoā€™s blog so iā€™ll save that fangirling for another time, but !!! i love?? your writing?? so much??? itā€™s a very unique style and oh my god itā€™s like fking poetry and i can just indulge in your writing like itā€™s just so good. and speaking of whatā€™s good, youā€™re good!!! we havenā€™t talked much recently, but iā€™m so flattered to be one of your fave boofs bc youā€™re one of mine too!!! technically youā€™re a bird now but thatā€™s even better because you love birds!! i always have such a fun time talking with you on ims even if itā€™s just a short chat, whether itā€™s lanzo/aito, lanzo/alison, or eru/alison because the ideas are literally limitless with you. and itā€™s such a blast to yell at each other about our muses and their relationship; i can feel your passion and thatā€™s just really great okay. i hope we can keep yelling at each other and keep in touch even if weā€™re both busy bees, and iā€™m really glad we became friends <3
( MY PRETTY CANARIES )
those whom iā€™ve interacted with a few times ( whether recently or a long, long time ago ) and would love to stay in touch, get back in touch, get to know better! these people are also those who i see on the dash every day and sort of consider them my friends because of how long youā€™ve stuck with me, even i we havenā€™t said much to each other! but i see you liking and reblogging my stuff! hello to you too!Ā 
@cfdualities / @mostpeculiarmademoiselleetmsieur / @chichini / @silent-severity / @shiracpt / @lvmier / @vernxte / @noxuous / @gumihosverdict / @langvor / @tommy-is-the-rudest-bitch / @fornaxa / @manipulationandmemes / @princely-etiquette / @smolhoney / @shite-prosecutor / @amxrtentiia / @overoutrage / @forgottenelysium / @auccntraire / @smolbabysittingangel / @pushingthewinter / @omnecosmos / @neverforgiiven / @psuedogaiety / @likecottxncandy / @lachalaine / @nanpoghan / @bastardiised / @oshunokaminari / @dont-wake-sana / @enthrxlling / @faillte / @haperx / @we-all-burn / @togovernwithdecorum / @chvssbelle / @ffortunato /Ā @minugahanaxā€‹ / @risiox / @solepaura
( MY SWEET PARAKEETS )
those whom i havenā€™t gotten a chance to really interact with yet ( due to busy schedules, lack of a good opportunity, being a new follower, or just me being too shy ) but admire greatly and would love a chance to write with! we may have had a handful of short interactions before, or maybe none at all, but in either case, iā€™d love to have more!
@stckhlmr / @godstarved / @condicionibus / @hippestbarista / @mulni / @weismanniisms / @contrasting-blood-brothers / @phlegmxtical / @charmingrebel / @cantiio / @fierydog / @perhiemate / @bathed-in-red / @parcelhoarder / @poppicede / @wondcrkid / @bloodyrogues / @cruthaich / @nightmcnsters / @bokctto / @destinsia /Ā @elfen-archer / @pvrehearted / @corvialitis / @sakashiima / @starvd / @itaidoshin / @praeliix / @rosideae / @xnquisitor / @mahounx / @clemenstine / @siderion / @tenxcious / @drugrattes / @prideful-outcasts / @withoutviolence / @preciousyellowidiot / @atelouus / @flowersvein /Ā @merakiis / @bcbybats / @ignirae / @popokki / @lingering-mind / @bitchidivine / @cxriseanglo / @torschlusspcnik / @chirisaku / @eraseourscars / @tillsoil / @bittersilvertruth / @hellhcundedĀ / @hasetsuiā€‹
keep in mind none of the names are in any particular order! and ahh and i know i must have forgotten some people because there were just so many blogs to look through, but even if you arenā€™t on this list, youā€™re a great writer, very special, and have lots of potential! and i love you and think youā€™re great! and to those who are on this list, i know i must have sounded really roundabout and probably said the same things over and over again, but really, you guys make coming onto tumblr really fun, and you all are really special people to me. i really appreciate you all for sticking with me after all this time ( and even following me from blog to blog! ) and i just canā€™t say how much i appreciate your support <333Ā 
also i sort of did have trouble determining if some people were canaries or parakeets but whichever one you are, feel free to hmu for interactions but i love new partners and new ideas and just meeting new people so please reach out if youā€™d like to!Ā (怃ļ¼¾ā–½ļ¼¾ć€ƒ)
ps do u guys like the little birbs i added to my promo bc i really do.Ā 
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yumenosakiacademy Ā· 6 years ago
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metr0c0n 2k18 thursday
hewwo!! first day over aa.. this is 4 future me, but i suppose u can read it~? cosplayed: tsumiki (sd/r2)
started off the day rly eqsy bc apparently the lunch rush traffic was held back by a crash? i left after eating some cereal n packing n stucc n dad n i listened to The Eagles on the way there n i got all Registered then walked around for a lil while until my DD/lC panel. i saw a shiki (s1dem) tho n wentĀ ā€œ!!? bc i didnt think id see any s1dem cosplays here this weekend but!! oh i also saw my old friend Lynds (still cosplaying casual rapunzel like last year) n we talked abt how we became more depressed over junior year n how, when she went to d!sney trvia, she should just start singing tangled songs bc thatd bĀ ā€œa power moveā€ nĀ ā€œhave big dick energyā€ lolĀ 
so anyway i went to the panel n it was just all of us writing poetry in near silence then sharing em n some ppl had serious poems or short dumb ones or funny ones n the joker/akira next 2 me wrote a rly good poem abt akira!! i wrote one abt a beast pouncing on someone in the woods n devouring em, w each line as 6 syllables! then shared one of my old poems abt my negative thoughts regarding my weight then the panel ended soon enough!Ā 
then i got 2 walk around for 2 hrs.... i rly just kind of circled the dealerā€™s room n sometimes the con floor n i visited the idol table but only rly found one shinou keychain i wanted so.. oh1 a tsumiki i emt turned out 2 b the mei i befriended like 2 years ago at the con tho! n i was like ā€œaaa itā€™s nice 2 see u again!ā€ n they had the junkrat too (the junkrat wasnt junkrat tho, i just mean it was the same guy as the junkrat i befriended back then w the mei) HOWEVER at an itabag booth, i thought the person running it w pink hair looked like tori n i was likeĀ ā€œoh my god r u cosplaying tori?ā€ n they wentĀ ā€œyea! n this is my Eichi!ā€ n pointed 2 their fellow booth runner n i was so excited n asked 4 their pic n the eichi had 2 put on their jacket (they were the dance gcha versions) n i was likeĀ ā€œoh my gosh dude i luv ES i was actually gonna go as tsukasa today we coulda been the rich kid trio omgā€ n i showed them my ES buttons/straps then left n a while after, i met a komaeda n took their pic n we talked abt despair n DR n joked around n hs was brought up n he apparently has a jake engl!sh cosplay at home n we were just joking around for a while abt DR n hs n h!veswap n stuff until i parted ways 2 go back 2 the dealerā€™s room. before that in the dealerā€™s room, i met a homare n after my pic i saidĀ ā€œuhm.. prec/ure, thank you for saving everyone!!ā€Ā  n found that kind of cute. a junko also took selfies w me aa.
i also met an aoba n took their pic n told them abt the official english localization coming soon n they were stoked bc they didnt kno abt it b4 n they told me there was a noiz at the con too so i was likeĀ ā€œ!!ā€ n i eventually found them n apparently they were semi-new to the dm/md fandom? they said they were Late but i told them abt the localization too. while i was talking to the noiz, some lady at a nearby artist booth was likeĀ ā€œare those ur real nails? omg can i take a picā€ so i let her photograph my hands n we talked abt nails n how she usually kept hers long but has to cut em shorter for cons bc they break at cons due to the lifting she has to do n stuff.
the LL panel!! we mostly asked the 3 ooc questions abt idols n stuff after they did their trivia and dances. speaking of trivia, i won a d!sney villain lanyard, makkach!n sticky notes, n p0kem0n socks bc i answered like. 4-5 questions right haha some of the questions were rly easy tho sooo
then i walked around More. i explained to a group that i was giving out lollipops bc mikanā€™s a nurse n lollipops r like a doctor n the yukine went ā€œi kno ur source ur no-!ā€ n i went ā€œi kind of am! but ur right, maybe im kind of like junko;ā€™s mistress...ā€ i saw a pregame saihara, kaede, n maki n when i gave them shots 4 their lollipops, i saidĀ ā€œsaihara, maybe thisll cure ur depression!ā€ on impulse but jtggth. I ALSO MET A REI COSPLAYER n i was likeĀ ā€œaaaa i luv ES hewwo... reiPs unitedā€ n they were likeĀ ā€œim actually not a reiP, but ppkt hink since i cosplay him that im one haha. im a ritsuP but i cosplay rei bc who loves ritsu the most? rei!ā€ n we talked abt events n how u have 2 try rly hard n they said that ppl think the next gacha or event will b leo n i was likeĀ ā€œthe knightsP are already Here...ā€ n i said that if happyele brought out chiaki iā€™d die but b Ready n then we started talking abt how chiaki is so effing GOOD n ryuse!ta! being Good Boys n they were likeĀ ā€œi wouldnt cosplay ryuse!ta! but chiaki, maybe... yknow, i actualy dont like subaru that much bc hes rude/cold to chiaki tbh.ā€ n i was like ā€œalso arashiā€ n they went ā€œ...dont like him.ā€ n then ā€œhow/why could/would anyone reject chiakiā€™s hugs?? they say heā€™s sweaty but like, ill hug tou so much dudeā€ n i was likeĀ ā€œYEA id hug him a thousand times overā€ n i was likeĀ ā€œyknow how he pats anzuā€™s head n says good girl i wish that were me.. but hes so Goodā€ n they were likeĀ ā€œhe obviously drops hints at anzu, saying things likeĀ ā€˜haha well this could/would happen If You were My Girffriend...ā€™ā€ n i was likeĀ ā€œYEA the boy isnt Subtle.. heā€™d b likeĀ ā€˜wow i wish i could have a gf that could make me a bento.. wink.wink. oh, anzu u can cook? [scoots closer] hm. thatā€™s-ā€ they had 2 leave after a minute but ANYWAY they said they were gonna b kanzaki on saturday n im READY
THEN the whose line panel! it was RLY funny but writing all the details would take FOREVER okay.. im not that dedicated. maybe another time, kay? anyway, i saw a farz n a vincent n took their pic n wentĀ ā€œoh, did yall see/kno there was a lawrence here earlier?ā€ n the vincent pointed to farz n saidĀ ā€œthat was themā€ n they saidĀ ā€œthat was me haha...ā€ n i wentĀ ā€œ...oh my GOD im so effing stupid i cant remember faces well im so sorryā€ but anyway the panel was funny n for the promptĀ ā€œthings u say abt ur cosply but not ur s/oā€, i went up n i saidĀ ā€œi could prob buy this for cheap...ā€ then forĀ ā€œcheesy promomercials for anime charactersā€ i saidĀ ā€œwelcome to kyu/beyā€™s magcal girls! u can become a magical girl w a low price. our prices r so low, but dont lose ur Head over em!ā€Ā 
anyway i didnt kno the panel was 2 hours but i left a lil after halfway thru to go to the fr33! anel n they did trivia (i didnt get any of the questions.. i got CLOSE on a question tho. they said,Ā ā€œin 50 off who was nagisas bossā€ n i saidĀ ā€œmaster daveā€ but it wasĀ ā€œeaster daveā€ so the other person got the prize (it was a poster or a button, idk) n i chose the number 5 for the dare n had it w rei, n rei had to propose to a random audience member n they nervously proposed to a hanayo n it was funny hehe. i also asked truth/dare 6 w nagisa n it wasĀ ā€œwhats ur dream/dream jobā€ n he said an astronaut whoā€™s also a penguin farmer pff anyway it was fun!! i also asked what if they were to b idols n i think rei said hed b the costume designer? i also asked if they could rap freestyle n they saidĀ ā€œweā€™ll take a hard pass on that one hahaā€n i was likeĀ ā€œhehe its fine i was Jokingā€
then i kind of loitered around blasting hypm!c songs then st down until i had 2 go hooome!! TIME 2 GO 2 BED
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yumenosakiacademy Ā· 7 years ago
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Me.trocon 2017 Saturday
diary for future me, read if you want but itā€™s rly only 4 myself tbh. Cosplayed: mik.an Tsumiki
OKAY so the morning was rly bad and hectic and i dont like remembering it but i woke up and got ready bc the lol.ita fashion show was at 10 am and dad n i left and dad stopped by burger king to get himself some food but my cramps flared up BADLY and i had a midol in my bag so i took it out but im afraid of pills and cant swallow them so i was shaking and then i started crying and the drive-thru girl was likeĀ ā€œoh gosh are you okay?ā€ and i explained what was going on but rushed and sloppily and she was likeĀ ā€œoh this happens to my lil sis too.. itā€™s okay sweetie just relaxā€ or soething and i had dad park the car in the parking lot of burger king and for me to put my midol in a BK crospy crown and take a huge bite and swallow but that backfred and i chewed some of the pill and it was Blegh but the midol didnt kick in right away and the cramps were still v bad so i had dad rive me home so i could lie down for a while and i asked mom to use the heater bc she accidentally woke up so i asked her while she was awake and she kept saying no bc she liked it but when i begged she let me use her bed and used mine and it barely helped but overtime i gradually geew okay and hadd to calm myself so the stress wouldnt make my cramps return and i left at like 11 am and i missed the BB panel too but itā€™s Okay and i walked in and met up w haji near the ticket place and thankfully her mom let us wander around the con
so we went to the GF panel but i was mainly distracted by a small octopus plushie on some guyā€™s head and haji n i kept joking abt us knocking it off his head and abt the guy playing space jam and bassboosted music outside the panel room and it being audible whenever someone opened the door to leave or come in pff... but the dipper did the lamby dance and it was cute aa and the dipper offered ppl in the audience scooby snacks to any of the audience so haji n i had one n it was rly good aa i hadnt had one of those in years theyre Yummy...
Anyway, after that, i tried to go to the DR meetup, but it was rly rly tiny?? like we held it inside w like 2 handfuls of ppl and we tried to get the junkos to step on the tsumikis (there were 3 of us, including me) w 2 junkos bc i requested it but the junkos didnt wanna accidentally pantyshot the camera so we got up from our kneeling positions haha and haji went to the dealers room for a while while this was going on and i tried to help the mikan when she said she got a cut on her face but she said it was alright and eventualy haji came back and i left w her and we decided not to go to the m.lp panel that i kind of wanted to go to and instead went to the dealers room and looked around and i showed her the idol merch table and haji said sheā€™d buy me anything bc she didnt get to give me a birthday present earlier on in the year so i looked around for a Big hamster plushie or something but those seemed expensive so we came back to the idol table and got me the tori keychain iā€™d been wanting since yesterday or thirsday and haji got a tsukasa and then we ran into the ppl running the fine panel and we all joked abtĀ ā€œALL WOMEN ARE QUEENS, EICHI!!ā€Ā 
and we walked around for a bit more before going to the rw.by panel but we could barely hear and we had to sit at the back of the room due to lack of seats so haji and i just whispered to eachother the whole time and i had haji read part of an en.stars smut fic w impregnation kink (just kink not actual mpreg) and a lil stupid thing i wrote abt rei and koga and then we watched the service dog near us near the other corner and watched it lick the carpet and Rest and enjoyed watchin it then we tried to walk around and someone asked for a pic of me but i was likeĀ ā€œUHH WHERES MY SYRINGE PROPā€ so haji thought i elft it on the floor of the other panel and she left to go find it while i waited near these ppl bc they were just hanging out anyway and i kept worrying likeĀ ā€œshes been gone for a while.. is she okay this shouldve been quick oh godā€ and my cramps started returning a lil but i tried to keep myself calm and the uraraka was likeĀ ā€œare you okay i can go try n retkrkieve her if she got lostā€ and i was likeĀ ā€œitā€™s okayā€ and eventually i checked deep in my bag and found it and i tried to call haji but she arrived just as i called her and i was likeĀ ā€œi found it im sorry aaā€ and then we Ran to the en.stars panel
AND THE EN.STARS PANEL WAS SO SO MUCH FUN!! I have the first half recorded on video and since itā€™s rly late rn, i wont type too much abt that, but i asked eichi if he was anyoneā€™s sugar daddy and, if not, would he be mine and he said he was kind of one to hajime and bought him lots of things and haji asked who was the most into minions and it was apparently Tori and i showed them the scooby doo au i made w some of hajiā€™s assistance and showed wtaru (and the others) the Scoobkai Doonata that i drew and they all were laughing and i wa glad aa and the topic of vore came up again and i showed them shinoā€™s ku.rochia vore post and the kiryu was likeĀ ā€œOH MY GOD CAN I GIV U MY TWITTER SO I CAN BE SENT THATā€ and the panelists were laughing and tori read the tweet aloud while laughing and i told them the ensemble vore account and eichi was likeĀ ā€œwell, theyve prob gained more followers todayā€ and i asked if anyone in the audience wanted to see it and omeone rasied their hand so i showed them and they were laughing too and it was Wild.wataru apparently named his doves after fine members and tomoya, and i asked kiryu if he could lift rabits + fine and they nodded and i later asked if he knew that heā€™s a thicc bara and the fandom thirsts for him and he laughed and nodded. Haji asked them if theyā€™d heard rainbow circus nightcore bassboosted and the eichi said they played it at practice ssometimes (i thick this was ooc not in-character answer) and someone in the audience actually KNEW the person who made that and messaged them and they messaged them that tori said they liked them and the rainbow cisurcus stuff and the person replied wĀ ā€œ Whyā€ and honestly this whole panel was FUN but so someone told us where the en.stars buttons were so the fine group, their friend the kiryu, haji, and i all went to the booth and got buttons and i said goodbye to eeryone and walked around for a minute then haji n i went into the vol.tron talk panel and haji had to leave aww and after that the vol.tron panel was mostly shitty fanfic reading, swearing, and roasts and i wanted to go to vol.tronival but for reason i thought thatd be rude bc the panelists were likeĀ ā€œwe have to compete w... THATā€ and so i stayed and went on my ipad most of the time.
I went to the per.sona 5 q and a and it was so full that i had to stand in the back but they sometimes kept bringing up per.sona 4 and perso.na 3 so i was confused and they said they were abt to start trivia and it might have spoilers so i took that opportunity to leave bc i dont want spoilers and it was kind of boring so i walked around the dealers room and i found a Rock and Uno and i talked to them and turns out the Rock was actually the mondo from the day before bc they said ā€œhey, sweetie!ā€ in a nice tone and i was confused and they were like ā€œah im the mondo btw!ā€ so we talked and i talked abt how i watched both seasons of nan.baka in like.. 2 days and i was like ā€œunoā€™s best boy-ā€ and rock (as a joke) went deadpan and walked away and i was like ā€œROCK IS ALSO A GOOD BOY JUST.. UNO...ā€ and rock came back and i said that uno and nico stole my heart and uno fistbumped me and rock was like ā€œyou should cosplay w us sometime~!ā€ and i said i was considering doing uno but couldnt and i cant do most of the characters bc long sleeves and rock said iā€™d be cute as the chinese qi kid and i was likeĀ ā€œi cant paint myself either but thank you!ā€ and they had to leave but i got rockā€™s tumblr and they called me cute or sweet and i looked around the dealers room for a second more before scurrying to the LL panel and apparently the thing was 2 hours??
but anyway it was p funny and we all just messed around and did q and a and games like handshake Ā killer and karaoke! i sang half of Sentimental Liars but my voice wasnt as loud as i wouldve liked it and kind of shaky bc i was cold and Nervous and the nico from the panel and another random guy clapped for me and the 2 en.stars fans in front of me said my voice sounded nice and at some point i overheard those 2 talking abt making a screamo cover of melody in the dark and i was likeĀ ā€œomfg are yall gonna actually make a cover. go fully hardcoreā€ and Dead girl walking and candy store got sung and it was a Fun panel. the kiryu from earlierwalked in too so when everyone was talkign to eachother near the end of the panel, i asked shino if they wanted to say anything to the kuro and shino asked them how ranking went and the kiryu said they couldnt rank and shino was just so happy and keysmashing and asked f i could say ā€œpls lift me mr.baraā€ and the kiryu chuckled and the kiryu was likeĀ ā€œdo they want me to like.. do anyfin?ā€ so i asked shino and all he said wasĀ ā€œDABā€ so i took a pic of the kiryu dabbing and shino said they hadnt been feeling well so it cheered them up so i told the kiryu that and they said to tell shino that that made them happy and when the kiryu and i swapped tumblr apparently they already follow me and im likeĀ ā€œFGNEGN DUDE.. I KNO U IVE SEEN U IN MY FOLLOWERS LIST IM YUMENOSAKIACADEMY ROX...ā€ n they were likeĀ ā€œoHā€ and they showed me a funny post abt shu and i proposed a tri.ch shu hc and then they ahd to leave but i stayed for the vol.tron panel but i was messaging shino thru most of it but i saw lynds (as lance) get hugged by the panelā€™s lance and i read some en.stars doujins and messaged another friend too so i wasnt paying much attention, then istill stayed in the room for the rw.by panel, but same i was just on my ipad but i saw some of the dares and the jaune sang and stuff and evemtually it was over and i walked around taking pics before going outside to wait for dad to pick me upĀ 
and i took a pic of a pidge, lance, and keith and gav em lollipops and the pidge was likeĀ ā€œomg ur nails.. wait, did u go to a hai.kyuu panel last year?ā€ and i was likeĀ ā€œah, no i was casu.al d v aā€ and they were likeĀ ā€œyea, but u went TO Ā a hai.kyuu panel, yea?ā€ and i said yea and they were likeĀ ā€œaa i was the hinata u talked to. i recognized u bc the nailsā€ and i laughed bc thats my only noticable feature, huh. pff
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