#this is ooc but sometimes if you want to make a joke?? a lil haha humor?? You can be a lil ooc
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Picturing Chakotay forever upset about the Threshold thing and Tuvok forever amused by it. (Janeway is just over it)Ā
Starfleet Command: So...the warp ten incident. Janeway: -sighs- Chakotay: -already glaring at Tuvok who has steepled his fingers in his meditative pose- Tuvok: Yes the...warp ten incident........I apologize. It is...difficult to discuss. Chakotay: -glare intensifies- Janeway: -looking out the window- Starfleet Command: Of course. Please, take your time. It must have been quite unsettling. Chakotay: If it unsettles you so much Tuvok please donāt feel pressured to continue. Tuvok: (ignoring him)Ā I actually believe the commander is more knowledgeable on the subject than I. His report was quite illuminating. Have you read it? Chakotay: I donāt think they need to rea- Tuvok: I believe they should read it. To get the āfull pictureā. Janeway: Maybe they can read the commanderās report later. We wouldnāt want to trouble them wit- Tuvok: -pulls a PADD from his bag- I have taken the liberty of bringing the report with me. Chakotay: -teeth grit- Wow. How thoughtful of you. Tuvok: -staring him dead in the eye as he hands it over to the brass- Thank you. You will also note I have highlighted several passages of interest. Chakotay: Of course you did.
#Tuvok: And then they turned into lizards T'Pel. / T'Pel: Yes you have reiterated this story before.#/ Tuvok: -trying so hard to control himself- It was...............................quite amusing. <- internally laughing his ass off#Threshold but only Tuvok thinksits funny#this is ooc but sometimes if you want to make a joke?? a lil haha humor?? You can be a lil ooc#Tuvok works hard to and succeeds in getting Chakotay's report cemented in the history books for what happens when you go to warp ten#The first time Chakotay's stopped and asked 'you're the warp ten guy right?' he has to stop himself from running to Tuvok's location#and choking him out like bart simpson#Janeway just finds the threshold thing mildly embarrassing and a bit of an annoyance#Tuvok: (finding out that human superevolution is dumbass lizards) The Vulcan High Command's Gonna Looove This.#st voyager#Tuvok#Chakotay#Janeway#payback for all the bits Chakotay and Janeway do that Tuvok doesn't find amusing#threshold
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Han, my dear, if it wasn't for you, then none of us would give much attention to Heidegger (at least I know it would be my case). He was a character I remember from the OG and which I thought was nicely designed in the FFVIIR and... I stopped there. 'Nice, they kept his laugh', I thought when the trailer got out.
And then I met you and - honestly, I cannot stress this enough - you have essentially removed this veil from my eyes and I saw Heidegger for the first time as you do: a multi-layered individual with deep-rooted issues, fiercely loyal to company & country and with so many other traumas and details that make him only human (and not a monster).
I am always in awe at all the sources of inspiration you have for him, at how insanely credible your thoughts his PTSD and other war-related issues are, the way he was brought up, came to marry and then divorce - honestly, for me, your Heidegger portrayal is THE Heidegger portrayal. I don't mean this to dunk on anyone else (or even SE), but because the way you have put him together makes so much _sense_ in my mind that I have a hard time disconnecting your Heidegger from canon.
As far as I'm concerned - his first name is Magnar, he comes from Junon, he has a rivalry with Godo, a behemoth gave him the trademark scar, he has two daughters and a divorce wife. I love everything about your timeline for him and always will. If anything, SE should give you royalties for the superb work. <3
(( mari ā”
i messaged you already kinda buggin out a lil over this but i want it on my blog (ALONG WITH ALL YOUR LOVE CAUSE YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME LOVE BECAUSE YOU'RE PRECIOUS & THE BEST) just so i can keep that tag open whenever im feeling stale on my writing or a little crispy with my portrayal. it always means so much to me how much time you've given me and my heid (i say my heid because at this point, i don't know how much is canon aside from his abusive streak to his soldiers & his shinra simping lmao).
but honestly, ive said it before - i'll say it again. i wouldn't be writing him without the support from yourself and others. like, i always talk about how hard it is writing a hated character. he isn't a villain in the same sense as sephi/roth / the turks. they're 'likable'. everything they do is okay because they're young & hot. i know they're more complex than that and personally, i like them a lot too! but it's difficult fighting the battle of there being zero fanart for the character. zero fanfics (aside from ooc / fetish fics). it's tough seeing people make jokes constantly about the character that you like & when i say jokes, i don't mean 'lol seph is a cat' i mean 'lmao could you imagine if him and shinra were GAY lol GROSS' (it's so immature it makes my eyeballs strain).
i know that was a mini rant then, but it always makes me feel a little embarrassed to have such a fixation on such a generally disliked character. makes me feel weird & unwelcome in the fandom haha.
but to know that there are people like you - people who haven't only said 'haha ok, this crazy cookie is doing something w/THIS character' but people who have actively allowed me to explore elements of his character? to get him married? to allow him fatherhood? like BRUH-
it makes my heart warm & fuzzy. i'm sorry i don't always show it & i'm sorry i sometimes get all weepy on the dash about things but it honestly does mean a lot to me.
mari - yourself and others absolutely contributed to me bringing him back & despite any hangups or embarrassment i have over the character. fuck, even in squeenix do some fucked up shit like make him about stolen valour (i REALLY hope they don't) or turn him into a coward (which im prepping for with pre-emptive unwritten headcanons) - he's always going to have a special place in my heart.
not because of playing him but because of the people i've played him with. ā”
#(ooc)#(answered)#(foreversave)#mari coming in clutch always because she's my waifu#mari my waifu and mel is heids waify#double waify
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Hey i really love your blog!!! I just plucked the courage to actually send u an ask fhdjhd but GOSH i love your video edits and your gifs and your meta article posts, you're so articulate and you can explain/describe moments in a way that makes me go "oh wow, i cant believe i haven't seen it that way before!!" Haha ANYWAYS i'm just here to say that i completely agree with what all u said, Free creators might do a lil fanservice here and there for the 25 ships that exists within the fandom's circle, but rinharu's storyline is clearly the most romantic one! And i'd argue it's the one closest to being canon esp after part 1, i mean the fact that they put such an explosive emotional outburst right at the end of the second to the last movie means a lot. It's like reinforcing the fact that this series has always been about them, and everything that has happened only happened either because they met or they grew appart and miss eachother. I kinda feel like maybe.. juust maayyybe there's a chance KA wants to make the ship canon, since it's the last movie and they want to end it on a highnote maybe (bcs honestly i think the only reason they've been holding back is purely bcs of the merch sales, since they don't have a problem showing a wholesome lesbian love story in kobayashi maid dragon) butt i could be wrong, maybe i'm just overly optimistic and delusional, they could somehow ruin it and give an ending that panders to all the ships again š
š„², but at least there's a clear-cut guarantee that part 2 would dedicate a large portion of it fixing rin and haru's fight!!! Oohh how can i wait another 6 months now!!šš (sorry for the long ask btw!! ššāāļøšāāļø)
OMG thank you so so much!! For watching my vids too! ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø It really means a lot to me! Ahhhh wow, thats the longest ask I've ever recieved! š I'm trying to explain myself so hard lol I'm glad its appreciated, bc sometimes I'm like "I don't fucking know how to say this" xD
Well, you know me, I only care for one ship, which is the only one with confirmed info that they're both actually gay and have mutual feelings for each other. There are some other ships in free! I'm fine with (those do not include Rin or Haru in them xD), but I just mostly don't care, bc after reading all the stuff, you can see that in some of those to one the other one is actually like his second option, which I just do not like. Others I just don't even see, bc again to me who witnessed great close male friendships and having two sisters who I'm very close to, I just do not see anything romantic in that.
It's not just Free! tbh, it's like any sports anime these days. They see two guys walking together, it's a ship. And like no one cares if they're just bros. Like I'd get i they did some fanservice fanservice, but like I never saw anyone in Free! crossing the line the way rinharu do. I can without thinking much name you 10 rh moments that no matter how hard you think can't be explain as being bros, but can't name one when it comes to others. I just find some ppl shipping everyone with everyone weird sometimes. It's like western fans see like some eastern actors or singers slap each other ass lovingly and they're like "oh they're fucking" I'm like "yeah, ofc all 500 of them, you're absolutely right". And Free! doesn't do anything even like that, I just do not get sometimes like what moment even brought on some ships. I'm genuinely confused. Albert and Haru? You fucking fell from a sakura tree or smth? I'm...
I'm especially confused when it comes to guys, whose character type is who I call "I only want this one and if I can't have it, then I'm ok" xD. It just always surprised me, when they try to pair up them with someone else, it's like a complete ooc.
I'm also not into this whole "well, if there are gays in this anime, than everyone there is gay". I'm like... huh. It's like with KNB and MDZS I had same feeling. It's like you have already couples there who are canon/borderline canon, why do you need another 10 who don't even interact or just don't even go there? I'm always so confused in those situations. Or like wangxian is married and some are like "no, I actually don't like it, let me write a fic when they're with other ppl". Lan Zhan... being in love or having sex with someone else? Yeah, that's not Lan Zhan, dude, you're writing about someone else. Might as well change the name at this point.
But last time I went to twitter someone had a thread about how if they make s4 of Free! they should mainly explore there Momo's angst (and no, it wasn't a joke), so I'm already like, I'm just.. nothing will surprise me no more. But I'm forever gonna be confused.
Yeah, I eel you about "going there". I mean seeing part of it, it just kinda cemented my confusion, bc I do not get how it can be considered platonic. We were just discussing since yesterday with @freeseafirefly how I now even more perplexed and do not understand how they will resolve it without going into relationship territory. It's just our point here is that like... no one forced them to go there (I mean its not like this whole fandom has some wild expectations or anything already), we were waiting or our usual friendship and swimming and maybe tiny conflict about struggles of pro-careers and some usual rh implications (maybe all the rh gay in dramas as always). Not some pure fanfiction coming to life here haha.
Like why I'm laughing is bc I twice used in my "fics" bringing up him leaving Haru as a force to push the confession, bc there's no way if he adresses this it won't lead to this. And now we not only have this (bc Haru just basically layed it out there), but an actual scene of him playing on their feelings for each other and a literal image of Rin leaving and "taking Haru's heart with him" to the point when he's for the first time in his life openly crying on the ground. And it's not like this scene can be interpreted as anything else, the whole fandom talks same, bc the whole fight was just about them, what Haru said was just about them, there's a literal boom of his heart getting out of his chest, before he falls and now he's heartless.
So our question is like... why go there?
It's like some say that they might still resolve it with "they're special to each other" and swimming, but still like we already knew that, there was no reason to go that far is what I'm saying. And to think that it was planned since forever giving the clues is like... ???
The whole spoon theme also throw me on the loop because like, lets be honest, it's wedding themed. And that part of the interview about part 2 there also made me go...?????? Because I mean, huh?
This is just all in all very interesting turn of events to say the least. I do not see the point of all of this if its not what I think it is, esp after seeing tweets like "even I see a rh wedding and I'm mh T_T". It's just all very unsubtle, that's why we're confused.
Like who knows, maybe we'll really by some magic turn of events get lucky and they really decided that since its the ending, it's okay to go for it. But I also don't wanna to hype myself much, I'm already really happy with it, just bc again, this scene already proves all of my points.
And yeah, I'm sure they'll pander to everyone, bc it's the end and etc and we have to handle everything on the good note and there's a whole line of ppl who's obsessed with us, esp with Haru xD, but like bromance pandering and romance pandering are different things, you know *wiggles eyebrows* and u know who always gets the second one.
#answered#a-girl-with-a-ponytail#rinharu#harurin#free! the final stroke#free!#free#rin matsuoka#haruka nanase
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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.
fill out & repost ā„ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OCās still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lilā fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm.
My muse is: Ā canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless /
Is your character popular in the fandom? Ā YES / NO / 50-50 (Thereās a lot of love and a lot of hate, but I think many are actually pretty neutral on him too!)
Is your character considered hotā¢ in the fandom? Ā YES / NO / 50-50 (Iād say he may be an... acquired taste? Of course a lot of people I know here find him sexie so itās hard to say for certain, heh. We may justĀ be the weirdos of the fandom :P )
Is your character considered strong in the fandom? Ā YES / NO
Are they underrated? Ā YES / NO (Not in terms of ability, but underrated for just how complex and multi-layered he is, Iād say)
Were they relevant for the main story? Ā YES / NO.
Were they relevant for the main character? Ā YES / NO /
Are they widely known in their world? Ā YES / NO.
Howās their reputation? Ā GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL (I honestly think heās a man of many reputations, both in canon and in fandom :āD)
How strictly do you follow canon?Ā Ā āĀ Iām very much aĀ āuse the bones of what we got in canon and do my best to flesh them outā kinda roleplayer. There are some things that can be taken too easily at face value that I see fit to build upon. For example, I think Jiraiyaās feelings on the prophecy and his relationship with Konoha is something that could be too easily played off as simplistic, or like they were immovable constants. But thatās unrealistic for a man of his years and many experiences, so I try to put myself in his emotional setting at various points in his life, and trace how his feelings and behaviours change, if that makes sense?Ā
I try to avoid saying that any of the writing was straight up wrong because itās disrespectful to the creator. But especially for Jiraiya, who had such a significant role to play in the narrative that it sometimes took precedence over his actual character, I do find some of his actions, and the way some interactions were handled in the canon to be a little OOC... so Iāll work with it and try to spin it in a way that I feel fits how he was characterised.
Basically, Iād say that I follow canon, but I like to enrich it in areas that were lacking detail or a nuanced view that took in all the surrounding events of the time. After Jiraiyaās canon death, of course, thatās when more divergence comes in to my portrayal... otherwise I wouldnāt be able to play any post-war scenarios! But the essence of his character is the same, which I try to keep as close to canon as possible.
SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.Ā Ā āĀ A man of many experiences! You can bet that any topic that comes up, heāll have some sort of amusing anecdote to share, or be able simply to talk shit about it. He's seen so much, and has a sensitive soul enough that heāll give anyone a chance; heās very open-minded and non-judgemental, and honestly is a humanitarian that wants to help those in need. Might leave your muse a little baffled as to how he could hold the status ofĀ ālegendā, only to show it when they least expect it. You never quite know what youāre going to get with him: heās generous and selfless, yet has many vices that seem selfish at times; heās both a lover and a fearsome fighter; heās immensely resilient at the same time as incredibly vulerable and damaged; heās a himbo and a bit of a jock with the soul of a poet. Love him with no restraint and invite his love in return, and youāll get not only a lover, but a devotee. Wears his heart on his sleeve... or does he? Chip away at him and find out!
Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?). Ā āĀ The pervy, flirty, jokey schtick could get grating, or come across as disingenuous. In romantic situations, heāll keep quiet about putting a label on whatever it is, and beneath his overall sweetness and devotion there may be an underlying reek of commitment issues and a fear of admitting he is afraid. He also has a habit of deflecting negativity in general, and playing things off as if they donāt matter or theyāre a joke, making him actually rather a difficult person to get to know the heart of. One might feel as if theyāre getting nowhere with him...
... Either that, or they get the complete opposite. Yes, as equally as he can be guarded, he can overshare like crazy, and has a tendency to become codependent with those he gets attached to, which is inconsistent with his free-spirited nature, and how adept he is at keeping others at armās length from his less sunny side. This inconsistencyĀ might make him seem unreliableāif the fact heās always off who-knows-where doesnāt do the trick already.
What inspired you to rp your muse? Ā āĀ Iāve been a big fan of the Sannin ever since I first read the Deadlock, but being a very young person at the time I perhaps couldnāt relate enough to people who had experienced so much to do them justice in my teenage fic-writing endeavours, so I remained on the sidelines enjoying content by other people (there may also have been a little bit ofĀ āwhat the fuck, why do I dig the old dude so muchā denial in there haha). Iāve picked up and dropped my obsession with the series several times over the years, and my love for those three seemed to grow each time. They really areĀ āthe lost generationā, and as the sole survivorsāalongside having a huge impact on the plot, how the shinobi world is shaped, and the three main protagonistsāthereās a lot of juicy material there, a lot of emotional background, along with decades of history that basically goes untapped in the canon.Ā
Anyway, I digress. Coming to the Naruto RPC for the first time around this time 2 years ago at the age of 25, I made this blog and my Deidara one on a whim, but focused on the latter at first. Villains were always comfortable territory for me in my other RP experiences, and I think it made me doubt that I could possibly do someone who is frankly a lovely guy any justice, no matter how much I loved him. I even had the intention of making him fully Akatsuki/Missing-Nin AU at first. Yeah. Thatās how stuck in my villain/anti-hero zone I was! But, I think in the end, the fact he actually isnāt a two-dimensional typicalĀ āheroā was something I chewed over and realised would be incredibly enriching to write, worth stepping out of my comfort zone for. And being a little more mature and less angst-ridden myself by that point, I found I could resonate with his feelings and ideals in a way that I know I couldnāt have as a teen... but I was still tentative.Ā
Anyway, after leaving his blog empty for a bit (with its placeholder URLĀ āfrogdaddyā, which sadly got hoarded by someone else), I cosplayed the old bastard, along with my partner as Orochimaru. Weād been stanning that particular ship and talking about how great the Sannin are in general for quite some time by that point, but being casually in character for fun while drunk off my tits at a boat party, was a bit of an epiphanic moment. Not long after that, I threw myself right into writing this chaotic-good old bastard with gusto, and here I still am :ā)
What keeps your inspiration going? Ā āĀ Taking breaks to recharge as and when I need to. Seriously. The death of all my other blogs has been pressure (mostly from myself) to be there and force myself to put out regular content, so I went into this not thinking that way and itās really helped!Ā
Of course, thereās also the fact that there simply seems to be no shortage of areas I can delve into with this guy. Again, itās his age and all the missing years in canon... but I think itās also how much love he has and his genuine eagerness to engage with others that makes him one of the most naturally bountifulĀ muses Iāve played. Because honestly? Most of my villain muses wanted people to just fuck off :āD this guy is open to everything.
That aside, I guess I just gel with him more than I ever expected to. Iāve changed a lot as a person and gained more confidence since various areas of my life got better, and I really just vibed with this chill, funny, romantic, pervy, big-hearted energy. I enjoy angst, but my real love is peppering the serious and heartbreaking with romance and comedyāand isnāt that just befitting of him? Writing through his eyes also helps to keep my outlook positive, so that keeps me stuck on him as much as the seemingly limitless content potential.Ā
And this is without even going into my cross-fandom AU ideas I have on the back-burner. Honestly, theyāre there but I want to put a real effort into them while keeping his essence the same, which for some, involves brushing up on my lore!
Some more personal questions for the mun.
Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.
Do you think you give your character justice? Ā YES / NO.
Do you frequently write headcanons? YES / NO.
Do you sometimes write drabbles? Ā YES / NO / RARELY. (depends on whether I get a flash of inspirationāwhich mostly comes with random asks that happen to stir up an idea for a scene, such as thisĀ one (NSFW warning))
Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? Ā YES / NO.
Are you confident in your portrayal? Ā YES / NO.
Are you confident in your writing? Ā YES / NO.
Are you a sensitive person? Ā YES / 50-50 /NO. (I tend not to take things personally but am also very passionateācall it my innate Leo-ness!)
Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal? Ā āĀ Hmmm. I havenāt actually had any critique on my portrayal, so Iām not sure haha! Iād say if itās constructive, then Iāll take it into account and consider it, especially if itās a case where it helps me realise Iāve perhaps not gotten across what I intended to very well. But Iām also quite fond of my portrayal in its essence, so I may end up just thanking the person for their opinion and carry on as usual :P
Do you like questions, which help you explore your character? Ā āĀ Absolutely! Iāve had some wonderful ones recently and itās exactly the kick I need to get ideas out, some of which Iāve had on the back-burner but not had a framework within which to write it without it getting derailed. I definitely appreciate a question that will keep me at least a little on-topic, otherwise if I go off on my own volition I really tend to... well, go off! Even if a question is a similar topic to something Iāve already done, itās a good exercise for me to go back to the similar headcanon and see if I can build further on it, deviate, and link it to show what past thoughts Iāve been working with. A great way of keeping some consistency in my portrayal while making improvements, I find! And then of course Iāve had some questions that are entirely new morsels for thought, and it leads me to something new and fresh, which I greatly appreciate.
Basically, any questions at all, fire away! I may take a while but I will get to them eventually!
If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why? Ā āĀ Yeah. I mean I think itās just polite to present a reason as to why not, instead of just being likeĀ āthis is wrong/a bad takeā or whatever. Source material is down to personal interpretation, so if I draw different ideas from it to another person after discussion, then we can simply agree to disagree on it.Ā
If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it? Ā āĀ They are welcome to disagree with me I guess? So long as theyāre respectful and donāt then treat me as if my interpretation isĀ āAUā or talk about ācanon Jiraiyaā as if heās obviously a different entity to my own, then disagree away. But if prompted enough, know that I will most likely defend my portrayal with what I consider to be justification from the source material :P I did pay close attention to it, after all, and I do consider my portrayal to align well with it.
If someone really hates your character, how do you take it? Ā āĀ Depends on the nature of it and the conduct, really? Like, people are allowed to dislike characters. I myself find a couple of characters pretty annoying or donāt particularly care for them (granted, usually itās in a love-to-hate or simply aĀ āthis character doesnāt interest meā way), but that doesnāt affect how I behave towards the RPer of a character. Itās just manners, really. People tend to RP characters because they like them, so why would you take negativity right to their doorstep, in this space theyāve made as an expression of enjoyment for, and to develop said character?Ā
Thereās been some people who admitted to me that they didnāt care much for Jiraiya, but then began to like him more with my portrayal and thatās more than fine; I take it as the highest compliment in fact. Itās also the kind of open-minded attitude I like to have with portrayals of characters I donāt necessarily like or have much interest in, because by and large, people do tend to add more depth and nuance than the busy and character-packed canon allowed.
However, if itās the type of hate thatās got its own devoted circle of bitter bitches, who seem to use so much energy hating a character... then please, donāt engage me. Doesnāt matter who the character is, donāt expect me to follow/keep following your negative ass if itās constant on the dashāand if the target character is any of the Sannin then frankly Iāll have probably blocked/blacklisted in a heartbeat. TheĀ ācriticalā views of them tend to diminish them as humans, diminish the context and events that surrounded their choices, and in a way that I find is a gross double standard compared to what people will allow other (read: young, attractive, fandom faves, ābabiesā or ābeansā) to get away with and excuse the behaviours of. I donāt need that kinda negative energy sullying my hobby, nor do I need moral superiority that isnāt applied consistently across the board.
Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors? Ā āĀ Absolutely! I meticulously fret and check, and cringe when I get a reply and happen to spot errors while rereading what I wrote before it! I edit a lot but donāt always pick up on errors, so Iām more than happy to have it pointed out. Chances are, Iāll be far more brutal to myself about it than anyone else would be!
Do you think you are easy going as a mun? Ā āĀ Overall, yeah. Iām not possessive or clingy (I donāt think) and donāt expect the world from people, nor for them to focus on or favour me or be super fast. I just expect the same respect in return. Having said that, I will express it when I donāt like something or it makes me uncomfortable, provided weāre familiar enough, because if weāre strangers Iād feel like I was coming across as entitled to your energy and emotional labour. I do my best to be diplomatic about it though, and rest assured it doesnāt mean Iām forever mad at you or turned off in any way just because I have a small grievance. I just find that being honest with each other rather than letting things pile up and fester makes a friendship more solid, and basically more genuine and long-lasting.
Thatās about it, congrats for filling out!
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ALL OF THEM. @mun meme ( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°)
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āÆ Is there a muse youāve always wanted to play?
hmm ig iāll go with canon for this one because i have many ocs, but uh i really wanna write for seto from fragile dreams. i used to have an ask blog for him back in the day but that died quickly seeing as how dead the fandom is so- but i do love him with all my heart and i would love to be able to someday write him or something
ā£ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?
rick riordan, marissa meyer and michelle rowen. iāve read their books throughout middle school and high school and i still find myself going back to reread their books because i just love how their words flow as well as how engaging their plots are. i honestly hope i can reach rick riordan levels of skill whenever i get around to finishing my own novel!
ā§ Is there an RP partner(s) that you credit for becoming a better writer?
one would have to be an old rp friend that we sadly donāt talk to anymore since she was the first one i started writing with a lot more back in high school as well as the one who would give me advice on how to improve and just be patient with me when i go stuck with writing our threads and also mikey (@snw-cnvs) since he also supports me outside of rpāing to get me to write actually fiction drabbles. i just wish i could finish them lmao
ā„ Whatās your favorite ship with your muse?
all of my ships with mikey no iām joking lolol i really love my ship with haneul because iāve had him for two years now and heās grown a lot because of his ship. heās someone whose never believed that love was real and sure their relationship is a little rocky, but they both donāt really have the proper understanding for love until waaaay later. i also really love how whenever heās with obe, heās able to pull out this different side of haneul, someone whose so overconfident and quick to words, becomes at a loss for words and questioning himself a lot. i just love them best otpĀ
ā” Would you ever write a poly ship?
sure, iād be down for it as long as our muses have the right chemistry as well as if i know both muns pretty well and if theyāre also comfortable with it.
ā¦ Whatās an AU that youāve always wanted?
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ā¢ Whatās an AU that you think just wonāt work with your muse?
any au that causes too much of a shift in my musesā personality. iām usually willing to try any au but if it becomes too much that my muse basically becomes a different person i donāt like it.Ā
ā Whatās your opinion on teacher/student verses? Do you have any of these as threads?
eeeeh i dont really care, but i work at a school so the thought makes me like uncomfy because i donāt wanna think about work lolol but its also like fiction and iām able to tell the difference between fiction and reality so yea. also no i donāt have any threads like that
ā Do you like magic!anons? Why or why not?
not really. it became too much of a thing to deal with back in the day. i just like the simple things
ā What is the best time to write for you? Why?
nighttime because iām fuckin nocturnal even tho i have a day job rip my sleep schedule and ever growing eye bags
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What type of historical AU would you like to do one day?
Victorian era, or the prohibition era donāt ask me why i like them i donāt even know myself i just know i wouldnāt mind
ā What type of fantasy AU would you like to do one day?
all of them. iām a huge slut for fantasy in general. its one of the best things i love the most.Ā
ā Do you think your muse would have liked going to high school sports games? Do you or did you go to high school sports games?
haneul: no, heās not into those things, but also he was home schooled until he went to college
eiji: he used to play soccer in high school so yea
reese: do magic tournaments count? cause if so then yes
sage: no, i was the loser who hung out at the library with friends to sit around and read books and mangaĀ
ā¾ Do you like writing smut? Why or why not?
okay, if it wasnāt obvious i used to rp back in middle school through high school and on tumblr and i have done my fair share of the sin once i turned 18. nowadays iām pretty much like eh, but ig i could try again if the need arises, but it also depends on my mood ig? iād have to write it with someone iām completely comfortable writing with but also even then itās gotten to the point iām more like ig we can just fade to black yea?Ā
tbh i feel i got all the urges to write sin outta me when i was on my old en blog lmao i had so many smut threads on there iām ashamedĀ
ā½ Do you like writing angst? Why or why not?
yes god i love being able to break my muses because itās so fun. like yea it also hurts because thatās my kid iām hurting but iām okay with that. itās just something that adds realness to them because the world sure as fuck aināt rainbow and sunshine
ā¼ Whatās an FC that youāre dying to use? Why?
i have these icons that i squirreled away for awhile now and i really wanna use them but my brain is too dead to figure out who he could work for. like he was my first thought for reese but he didnāt really give off the right reese vibes so maybe iāll dig around my oc bin and see who looks the closest to himĀ
or i cave and just make a brand new oc for him
ā Whatās an FC that you desperately want to play with? Why?
iām not really picky about what fc write with tbhĀ
ā Whatās an FC that you refuse to play with? Why?
not really refuse to play - more like iām eh with. if only because en used to be my main chara for a long time like, i was so deep into the magical boy lore that a good chunk of my headcanons became canon. but also it justā¦leaves a bad taste in my mouth even more so since the drama that happened in that fandom left me filled with fear and hesitance to rp for a good chunk like before. it just brings back bad memories and i thought i was moving past it when i was thinking about using him for reese but alas. some memories donāt leave
maybe one day iāll either get to write en again or i can use his face as fc but weāll see
ā How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?
haneul: he loves the rain and heāll spend it either under an umbrella or just sitting there in the rain just letting it wash away his thoughts and fears for a little bitĀ
eiji: heād spend it indoors playing a video game or playing with seto
reese: heād prob be dumb and splash in the puddles because he likes to enjoy the little things. other times heāll just ignore it and stay indoors either hanging with friends or studying and practicing his magic for his schoolās next tournamentĀ
sage: i like to spend it just lookin out my window with my kitty on my chest. i love the sound of it against the sidewalk and streets.Ā
ā If your muse was cartoonized, what would their FC be? Why?
uh idk how to answer this tbhĀ
āŗ Whatās a character that you desperately want your muse to play with? Why?
toshi @ haneul *stares at @snw-cnvs* and also reese @ momo *stares at @deceptivetreat* but also i just want everyone to bother my boys i love them so much.Ā
ā¹ Whatās a character that you refuse to play with? Why?
idk iām pretty open for any character
ā¢ Are there any ships that you would like to write for one day? Any that you wouldnāt?
uh dunno. iām open for any ships that have the right chemistry tbh just not haneul since heās already taken
ā£ Whatās one thing that will make you drop a thread?
useless drama and or if i canāt seem to figure out where the thread is going for our muses. like if they donāt clash well i donāt wanna give tryin to grasp at straws. but iām always down to try again unless it ends up the same than welp
āØ Whatās a muse that you wished had lasted, but didnāt?
aaaah my supernatural brothers!!! i love them so much but they didnāt last and iām not sure if iām goin to add them on here or leave them in the void.Ā
ā Do you like reblog karma? Why or why not?
iām gonna sound old but i donāt know what that is hold on. *googles* oh okay yea no. that seems like too much pressure to do and i have too much anxiety to do that iām sorry.Ā
āæ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?
yes. because i have so many icons itās not even funny, but also before i got myĀ hair cut she looked the most like me and also i thought itād be fun to be able to tell the difference between me and my boysĀ
see, back in the day i was the loser who would make ooc posts that included my muses and it was easy to have mun fc so you could do that and it was a lot fun, but itās somethin i wonāt so nowadays.
āŖā©ā« Does music inspire your muse? Whatās one song on your playlist that reminds you of your muse?
haneul: mirror part II
any of weissā songs work for him tbvh
eiji: rpg
reese: havent found one that works for him yet, so come back later
ā Do you like to format your posts? Why or why not?
yes itās all for the aestheticĀ
ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ Other than RPing, whatās a hobby of yours?
i love to write and draw. lmao sometimes i donāt write drafts so i can write more of my novel or little drabbles thatās for friends.Ā
ā Do you RP on any other platforms?
nope
ā¤ Have you or are you currently in love?
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ā„ Has something ever happened for you to hate a ship? Why?
uh nope canāt say there has been.
ć Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why?
haneul, eiji, lifty and shifty, and en
han and eiji because theyāre both my ocs and itās so much fun to see them develop and grow their characters more.Ā
en because i was able to write a lot of different aus, headcanons, and just develop a canon character until he pretty much just became my own character
lifty and shifty were my roots. i started in the htf fandom and had so much fun writing those lil shits. it was just my go fuckin crazy shit. i still have their icons and their old blog is still up and i do kinda miss them some days.
å Which muse was the worst to play? Why?
i used to have an oc named harley who was a living doll and i haha came to hate him because i made him around the same time i created haneul and i always loved haneul because i put a lot of effort into him and not much in harley and i got annoyed and jealous that back then everyone seemed to love harley more him. so i pretty much tossed him to the curve adfhsdkfjh
sorry harley but you were also hard to write because you were too sweet and cliche for meĀ
ā People come in a group. If I were to look on your blog, who would I see you interacting with the most?
@snw-cnvs and @deceptivetreat
į¦ Do you have a personal blog? Do you share it with your followers or do you keep it private?
nah i havenāt used tumblr in years until now. i do have one but i donāt use it so idc itās called @shouyoutheworld but again i donāt use it itāsā¦v old
ā¼ Do you keep your character in character even if they are one of the worst people in the world?
yes. whatās the point of writing and creating said character if youāre gonna sugar coat them?
ā½ Why did you create this muse?
haneul: i wanted an oc who was really jaded and brat. i wanted to see him grow into something more even if its difficultĀ
eiji: i pretty much wanted a muse that i could dump all my useless game infos on
reese: i wanted a witch oc who had a rival that they both hated their guts for and eventually fall in love IāM SO RR Y THATāS REALLY WHY HE WAS MADE FORGIVE ME BUT NOW I DEVELOPED HIM A LOT MORE FOR RPāING PURPOSES BUT YāKN OW
#ļ¹ģ ģ ā ooc ļ¹#ļ¹ģ ģ ā answered ļ¹#aah#that took forever but there we go#i was gonna say fuck format but uh#i gotta fix the readmore line#so ig i'll do a quick formatting change#im just glad#i got no kids to deal with at work#otherwise id do this at hime
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Ā yoooooOOOOOOO you all have no idea how grateful i am to reach this milestone. this blog was a reboot of alison, and i was really worried that i wouldnāt be able to play her like before since i was basically starting from scratch again, but iām really glad to see that she ( and the boys!! ) have been accepted and loved, and iām so happy iāve gotten the chance to create meaningful relationships both ic and ooc!Ā
iāve never actually done a bias list before despite how many years iāve been rping on tumblr, but i think itās about time i make one since i think this blog is one of my best experiences in terms of shipping, friendships, and threading and i really should just make a shoutout to some very special people and say thank you to everyone for sticking with this blog and helping me flesh out my muses!
( MY PINGU CHILDREN )
mostly an inside joke formed in a skype chat ( tbt nerdie wormies lmaoo ) , but thereās a reason why theyāre my pingu children and iām pingu mum!
@kingofevcrything: hoooly shit can you believe weāve known each other for like four years? practically four years?? since my first year having alison, emile and cedric?? and iām pretty sure you had a part in me adding nate to the blog too, seeing as how his only ship is your muse lmao. i really canāt say enough about you because i think youāre just so special to me, and i hold you so near and dear to my heart. i canāt express how thrilled and grateful i am to have you still be my friend after all these years. iāve had rp partners leave and itās always heartbreaking especially when memorable relationships have been formed. but our friendship has passed the test of time, and i hope, hope, hope with all my might that weāll stay friends for many more years to come, even if one of us decides to stop rping. i really canāt express how important our friendship is to me, like you really have no idea. my soul weeps for our muses and our threads. i just love you lots and i always wish for good things to happen to you, and i am so glad to be your mum. i am so thankful for our friendship, and i still really canāt believe we have so many fucking aus like holy shit wtf <33
@halsionic: my bby pingu child <3 we also have a shit ton of aus lmao and i also treasure those even if weāve only touched on them in chat and never in thread. i also canāt express how thankful i am to have met you. pure chance had us meet, and iām just so happy that you reached out to me. i canāt imagine us still being strangers on the dash, our muses so foreign to each other. like, alien literally coNSUMES both of us now, and itās just so taboo to imagine otherwise. i love you to bits, especially since youāve always been so supportive to me no matter what iām going through. i can always count on you to help me through hard times, even if itās just a short conversation about whatās bothering me. but i appreciate everything youāve done for me as a listening ear. and not to mention those shitposts you send to me every day too---our friendship wouldnāt be complete without good ole shitposting and sIN. smooches from pingu mum to pingu child!! i look forward to screaming about our feelings to each other in the future!
( MY SOARING EAGLES )
those whom i also consider dear friends on this site ooc ( but we donāt have a pingu family thing going on haha )
@gloryundimmed: aaaaAAAAAA G R A Y oh my god youāre gonna laugh at me but i was really scared of interacting with you at first. like, i was so happy you liked my starter call?? because that made it super easy for us to interact?? i was really worried that weād end up being those blogs that follow each other but never interact buT NO WAY WE TOTALLY INTERACT NOW!! and i have so much fun rping with you holy shit i really do. i get real excited whenever you reply or answer my asks ( no matter how long itās been; you can always take your time! ) because i just adore kai and alison like---i didnāt think their ship would be so wholesome but it totally is. and i love it. i also never thought weād be such good friends, especially since we havenāt known each other for very long, but iām super, duper, happy that we are. like our conversations are always so interesting and non stressful, and iām just really happy that iāve gotten the opportunity to befriend you and thread with you! also, i think your editing and themes are hella rad. also!! iām really looking forward to more aus with you in the future if youāre up for it, and alsoĀ ( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°) if youāre up for it too with kai and ali ( yes i totally used this as an excuse to put in a lenny face but i also meant what i said lmaoo broADEN MY WRITING HORIZONS ). anyway!! iām glad to have you as a friend, i love your writing, and i would totally be down for interactions with your others muses too because i think theyāre also great!Ā
@wintercursedā: i absolutely adore alison and hiroās dynamic, and i guess in a way you could say itās sort of our dynamic too. not exactly, not perfectly, but i suppose a little piece of ourselves could be seen in our muses. ahh, i wish i could shower you in all the memes and threads youāve ever wanted, but alas, iām too distracted and my muses are too fickle for such a thing. but i really do love talking about our muses together and just having fun like that; the brotp between alison and hiro is one of my favorites tbh. i also!! am really flattered you see me as a friend. iām so glad i get to call you one of mine! i get so happy whenever things go well for you, and i hope things will keep going well for you!! we may have lost touch in the last few months ( year? has it been a year? i hope not ), but i still admire you and your muse as much as i did before. fun fact: i actually followed you even before this blog! but that was before i really got a chance to interact and talk with you haha. anywho, i hope the best for you, and letās stay in touch! <3
@travaileur / @dulcetxdreams: ro!!! ro, ro, ro, ro!!!! man i canāt even put my finger down on how we met. i guess it started on aitoās blog with the chatzys and then it moved to here when ali and eden were struggling to figure out their feelings? and you were one of their fans haha. that was a very eventful time. and now, look at where our bbies are now! claire and alison have developed their own friendship, and it is literally goals. alison is just so good to claire, and i cry itās just so cute. our interactions have been limited with both of us being busy bees, and thatās okay! i look forward to seeing ali and claire together no matter what, and iād love to keep talking about them more whenever youāre free! also, i always appreciate those cat pictures your send me or those bird photos you tag me in. bless, bless, those always make my day. anywho, youāre a sweetie pie and i lov u lots and iām so happy i got the chance to meet you and have my muse have such a cute friendship with your muse. i canāt wait to see how that will develop!
@textsfromeponinetĀ / @evangrantconrad / @whocaresaboutlonelysouls: iām fairly certain you followed me from blog to blog! from my old alison blog to this one, iām so glad that you decided to stick around even through the big switch. iāve had lots of fun playing all of my muses with you, from your eponine blog and beyond! you helped me flesh out cedric in a way too, giving rise to his pretentious character now thanks to our beauty and the beast au haha. i really have to thank you for that! and now, with emile, we have such a sweet ship, and iām looking forward to all of the cuteness that awaits! youāre such a good friend to me too, even though i stink at replying to ims, so iām really thankful you havenāt been deterred from chatting with me. youāve also given me such nice advice over the years, and iām very, very thankful for your college advice <3 i hope we can remain friends and have more threads!
@ivorybled / @hyoukan: i think about how we met sometimes and like---itās such a unique way of meeting?? like our muses both lil shits and therefore would attract each other because they would love doing shitty things together, and that blossomed into one of my favorite brotps. lanzo and aito will always be my shit because theyāre just hilarious to me, and add in eden and itās even more of a mess. but this isnāt a bias list for aitoās blog so iāll save that fangirling for another time, but !!! i love?? your writing?? so much??? itās a very unique style and oh my god itās like fking poetry and i can just indulge in your writing like itās just so good. and speaking of whatās good, youāre good!!! we havenāt talked much recently, but iām so flattered to be one of your fave boofs bc youāre one of mine too!!! technically youāre a bird now but thatās even better because you love birds!! i always have such a fun time talking with you on ims even if itās just a short chat, whether itās lanzo/aito, lanzo/alison, or eru/alison because the ideas are literally limitless with you. and itās such a blast to yell at each other about our muses and their relationship; i can feel your passion and thatās just really great okay. i hope we can keep yelling at each other and keep in touch even if weāre both busy bees, and iām really glad we became friends <3
( MY PRETTY CANARIES )
those whom iāve interacted with a few times ( whether recently or a long, long time ago ) and would love to stay in touch, get back in touch, get to know better! these people are also those who i see on the dash every day and sort of consider them my friends because of how long youāve stuck with me, even i we havenāt said much to each other! but i see you liking and reblogging my stuff! hello to you too!Ā
@cfdualities / @mostpeculiarmademoiselleetmsieur / @chichini / @silent-severity / @shiracpt / @lvmier / @vernxte / @noxuous / @gumihosverdict / @langvor / @tommy-is-the-rudest-bitch / @fornaxa / @manipulationandmemes / @princely-etiquette / @smolhoney / @shite-prosecutor / @amxrtentiia / @overoutrage / @forgottenelysium / @auccntraire / @smolbabysittingangel / @pushingthewinter / @omnecosmos / @neverforgiiven / @psuedogaiety / @likecottxncandy / @lachalaine / @nanpoghan / @bastardiised / @oshunokaminari / @dont-wake-sana / @enthrxlling / @faillte / @haperx / @we-all-burn / @togovernwithdecorum / @chvssbelle / @ffortunato /Ā @minugahanaxā / @risiox / @solepaura
( MY SWEET PARAKEETS )
those whom i havenāt gotten a chance to really interact with yet ( due to busy schedules, lack of a good opportunity, being a new follower, or just me being too shy ) but admire greatly and would love a chance to write with! we may have had a handful of short interactions before, or maybe none at all, but in either case, iād love to have more!
@stckhlmr / @godstarved / @condicionibus / @hippestbarista / @mulni / @weismanniisms / @contrasting-blood-brothers / @phlegmxtical / @charmingrebel / @cantiio / @fierydog / @perhiemate / @bathed-in-red / @parcelhoarder / @poppicede / @wondcrkid / @bloodyrogues / @cruthaich / @nightmcnsters / @bokctto / @destinsia /Ā @elfen-archer / @pvrehearted / @corvialitis / @sakashiima / @starvd / @itaidoshin / @praeliix / @rosideae / @xnquisitor / @mahounx / @clemenstine / @siderion / @tenxcious / @drugrattes / @prideful-outcasts / @withoutviolence / @preciousyellowidiot / @atelouus / @flowersvein /Ā @merakiis / @bcbybats / @ignirae / @popokki / @lingering-mind / @bitchidivine / @cxriseanglo / @torschlusspcnik / @chirisaku / @eraseourscars / @tillsoil / @bittersilvertruth / @hellhcundedĀ / @hasetsuiā
keep in mind none of the names are in any particular order! and ahh and i know i must have forgotten some people because there were just so many blogs to look through, but even if you arenāt on this list, youāre a great writer, very special, and have lots of potential! and i love you and think youāre great! and to those who are on this list, i know i must have sounded really roundabout and probably said the same things over and over again, but really, you guys make coming onto tumblr really fun, and you all are really special people to me. i really appreciate you all for sticking with me after all this time ( and even following me from blog to blog! ) and i just canāt say how much i appreciate your support <333Ā
also i sort of did have trouble determining if some people were canaries or parakeets but whichever one you are, feel free to hmu for interactions but i love new partners and new ideas and just meeting new people so please reach out if youād like to!Ā (ćļ¼¾ā½ļ¼¾ć)
ps do u guys like the little birbs i added to my promo bc i really do.Ā
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metr0c0n 2k18 thursday
hewwo!! first day over aa.. this is 4 future me, but i suppose u can read it~? cosplayed: tsumiki (sd/r2)
started off the day rly eqsy bc apparently the lunch rush traffic was held back by a crash? i left after eating some cereal n packing n stucc n dad n i listened to The Eagles on the way there n i got all Registered then walked around for a lil while until my DD/lC panel. i saw a shiki (s1dem) tho n wentĀ ā!!? bc i didnt think id see any s1dem cosplays here this weekend but!! oh i also saw my old friend Lynds (still cosplaying casual rapunzel like last year) n we talked abt how we became more depressed over junior year n how, when she went to d!sney trvia, she should just start singing tangled songs bc thatd bĀ āa power moveā nĀ āhave big dick energyā lolĀ
so anyway i went to the panel n it was just all of us writing poetry in near silence then sharing em n some ppl had serious poems or short dumb ones or funny ones n the joker/akira next 2 me wrote a rly good poem abt akira!! i wrote one abt a beast pouncing on someone in the woods n devouring em, w each line as 6 syllables! then shared one of my old poems abt my negative thoughts regarding my weight then the panel ended soon enough!Ā
then i got 2 walk around for 2 hrs.... i rly just kind of circled the dealerās room n sometimes the con floor n i visited the idol table but only rly found one shinou keychain i wanted so.. oh1 a tsumiki i emt turned out 2 b the mei i befriended like 2 years ago at the con tho! n i was like āaaa itās nice 2 see u again!ā n they had the junkrat too (the junkrat wasnt junkrat tho, i just mean it was the same guy as the junkrat i befriended back then w the mei) HOWEVER at an itabag booth, i thought the person running it w pink hair looked like tori n i was likeĀ āoh my god r u cosplaying tori?ā n they wentĀ āyea! n this is my Eichi!ā n pointed 2 their fellow booth runner n i was so excited n asked 4 their pic n the eichi had 2 put on their jacket (they were the dance gcha versions) n i was likeĀ āoh my gosh dude i luv ES i was actually gonna go as tsukasa today we coulda been the rich kid trio omgā n i showed them my ES buttons/straps then left n a while after, i met a komaeda n took their pic n we talked abt despair n DR n joked around n hs was brought up n he apparently has a jake engl!sh cosplay at home n we were just joking around for a while abt DR n hs n h!veswap n stuff until i parted ways 2 go back 2 the dealerās room. before that in the dealerās room, i met a homare n after my pic i saidĀ āuhm.. prec/ure, thank you for saving everyone!!āĀ n found that kind of cute. a junko also took selfies w me aa.
i also met an aoba n took their pic n told them abt the official english localization coming soon n they were stoked bc they didnt kno abt it b4 n they told me there was a noiz at the con too so i was likeĀ ā!!ā n i eventually found them n apparently they were semi-new to the dm/md fandom? they said they were Late but i told them abt the localization too. while i was talking to the noiz, some lady at a nearby artist booth was likeĀ āare those ur real nails? omg can i take a picā so i let her photograph my hands n we talked abt nails n how she usually kept hers long but has to cut em shorter for cons bc they break at cons due to the lifting she has to do n stuff.
the LL panel!! we mostly asked the 3 ooc questions abt idols n stuff after they did their trivia and dances. speaking of trivia, i won a d!sney villain lanyard, makkach!n sticky notes, n p0kem0n socks bc i answered like. 4-5 questions right haha some of the questions were rly easy tho sooo
then i walked around More. i explained to a group that i was giving out lollipops bc mikanās a nurse n lollipops r like a doctor n the yukine went āi kno ur source ur no-!ā n i went āi kind of am! but ur right, maybe im kind of like junko;ās mistress...ā i saw a pregame saihara, kaede, n maki n when i gave them shots 4 their lollipops, i saidĀ āsaihara, maybe thisll cure ur depression!ā on impulse but jtggth. I ALSO MET A REI COSPLAYER n i was likeĀ āaaaa i luv ES hewwo... reiPs unitedā n they were likeĀ āim actually not a reiP, but ppkt hink since i cosplay him that im one haha. im a ritsuP but i cosplay rei bc who loves ritsu the most? rei!ā n we talked abt events n how u have 2 try rly hard n they said that ppl think the next gacha or event will b leo n i was likeĀ āthe knightsP are already Here...ā n i said that if happyele brought out chiaki iād die but b Ready n then we started talking abt how chiaki is so effing GOOD n ryuse!ta! being Good Boys n they were likeĀ āi wouldnt cosplay ryuse!ta! but chiaki, maybe... yknow, i actualy dont like subaru that much bc hes rude/cold to chiaki tbh.ā n i was like āalso arashiā n they went ā...dont like him.ā n then āhow/why could/would anyone reject chiakiās hugs?? they say heās sweaty but like, ill hug tou so much dudeā n i was likeĀ āYEA id hug him a thousand times overā n i was likeĀ āyknow how he pats anzuās head n says good girl i wish that were me.. but hes so Goodā n they were likeĀ āhe obviously drops hints at anzu, saying things likeĀ āhaha well this could/would happen If You were My Girffriend...āā n i was likeĀ āYEA the boy isnt Subtle.. heād b likeĀ āwow i wish i could have a gf that could make me a bento.. wink.wink. oh, anzu u can cook? [scoots closer] hm. thatās-ā they had 2 leave after a minute but ANYWAY they said they were gonna b kanzaki on saturday n im READY
THEN the whose line panel! it was RLY funny but writing all the details would take FOREVER okay.. im not that dedicated. maybe another time, kay? anyway, i saw a farz n a vincent n took their pic n wentĀ āoh, did yall see/kno there was a lawrence here earlier?ā n the vincent pointed to farz n saidĀ āthat was themā n they saidĀ āthat was me haha...ā n i wentĀ ā...oh my GOD im so effing stupid i cant remember faces well im so sorryā but anyway the panel was funny n for the promptĀ āthings u say abt ur cosply but not ur s/oā, i went up n i saidĀ āi could prob buy this for cheap...ā then forĀ ācheesy promomercials for anime charactersā i saidĀ āwelcome to kyu/beyās magcal girls! u can become a magical girl w a low price. our prices r so low, but dont lose ur Head over em!āĀ
anyway i didnt kno the panel was 2 hours but i left a lil after halfway thru to go to the fr33! anel n they did trivia (i didnt get any of the questions.. i got CLOSE on a question tho. they said,Ā āin 50 off who was nagisas bossā n i saidĀ āmaster daveā but it wasĀ āeaster daveā so the other person got the prize (it was a poster or a button, idk) n i chose the number 5 for the dare n had it w rei, n rei had to propose to a random audience member n they nervously proposed to a hanayo n it was funny hehe. i also asked truth/dare 6 w nagisa n it wasĀ āwhats ur dream/dream jobā n he said an astronaut whoās also a penguin farmer pff anyway it was fun!! i also asked what if they were to b idols n i think rei said hed b the costume designer? i also asked if they could rap freestyle n they saidĀ āweāll take a hard pass on that one hahaān i was likeĀ āhehe its fine i was Jokingā
then i kind of loitered around blasting hypm!c songs then st down until i had 2 go hooome!! TIME 2 GO 2 BED
#i didnt kno where 2 put this but so many pl were impressed w my long nails omg.. like 5 ppl easily. the l0lita + farz + some lady + diamond#n plus some others i think.. dunno sry im tired#diary
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Me.trocon 2017 Saturday
diary for future me, read if you want but itās rly only 4 myself tbh. Cosplayed: mik.an Tsumiki
OKAY so the morning was rly bad and hectic and i dont like remembering it but i woke up and got ready bc the lol.ita fashion show was at 10 am and dad n i left and dad stopped by burger king to get himself some food but my cramps flared up BADLY and i had a midol in my bag so i took it out but im afraid of pills and cant swallow them so i was shaking and then i started crying and the drive-thru girl was likeĀ āoh gosh are you okay?ā and i explained what was going on but rushed and sloppily and she was likeĀ āoh this happens to my lil sis too.. itās okay sweetie just relaxā or soething and i had dad park the car in the parking lot of burger king and for me to put my midol in a BK crospy crown and take a huge bite and swallow but that backfred and i chewed some of the pill and it was Blegh but the midol didnt kick in right away and the cramps were still v bad so i had dad rive me home so i could lie down for a while and i asked mom to use the heater bc she accidentally woke up so i asked her while she was awake and she kept saying no bc she liked it but when i begged she let me use her bed and used mine and it barely helped but overtime i gradually geew okay and hadd to calm myself so the stress wouldnt make my cramps return and i left at like 11 am and i missed the BB panel too but itās Okay and i walked in and met up w haji near the ticket place and thankfully her mom let us wander around the con
so we went to the GF panel but i was mainly distracted by a small octopus plushie on some guyās head and haji n i kept joking abt us knocking it off his head and abt the guy playing space jam and bassboosted music outside the panel room and it being audible whenever someone opened the door to leave or come in pff... but the dipper did the lamby dance and it was cute aa and the dipper offered ppl in the audience scooby snacks to any of the audience so haji n i had one n it was rly good aa i hadnt had one of those in years theyre Yummy...
Anyway, after that, i tried to go to the DR meetup, but it was rly rly tiny?? like we held it inside w like 2 handfuls of ppl and we tried to get the junkos to step on the tsumikis (there were 3 of us, including me) w 2 junkos bc i requested it but the junkos didnt wanna accidentally pantyshot the camera so we got up from our kneeling positions haha and haji went to the dealers room for a while while this was going on and i tried to help the mikan when she said she got a cut on her face but she said it was alright and eventualy haji came back and i left w her and we decided not to go to the m.lp panel that i kind of wanted to go to and instead went to the dealers room and looked around and i showed her the idol merch table and haji said sheād buy me anything bc she didnt get to give me a birthday present earlier on in the year so i looked around for a Big hamster plushie or something but those seemed expensive so we came back to the idol table and got me the tori keychain iād been wanting since yesterday or thirsday and haji got a tsukasa and then we ran into the ppl running the fine panel and we all joked abtĀ āALL WOMEN ARE QUEENS, EICHI!!āĀ
and we walked around for a bit more before going to the rw.by panel but we could barely hear and we had to sit at the back of the room due to lack of seats so haji and i just whispered to eachother the whole time and i had haji read part of an en.stars smut fic w impregnation kink (just kink not actual mpreg) and a lil stupid thing i wrote abt rei and koga and then we watched the service dog near us near the other corner and watched it lick the carpet and Rest and enjoyed watchin it then we tried to walk around and someone asked for a pic of me but i was likeĀ āUHH WHERES MY SYRINGE PROPā so haji thought i elft it on the floor of the other panel and she left to go find it while i waited near these ppl bc they were just hanging out anyway and i kept worrying likeĀ āshes been gone for a while.. is she okay this shouldve been quick oh godā and my cramps started returning a lil but i tried to keep myself calm and the uraraka was likeĀ āare you okay i can go try n retkrkieve her if she got lostā and i was likeĀ āitās okayā and eventually i checked deep in my bag and found it and i tried to call haji but she arrived just as i called her and i was likeĀ āi found it im sorry aaā and then we Ran to the en.stars panel
AND THE EN.STARS PANEL WAS SO SO MUCH FUN!! I have the first half recorded on video and since itās rly late rn, i wont type too much abt that, but i asked eichi if he was anyoneās sugar daddy and, if not, would he be mine and he said he was kind of one to hajime and bought him lots of things and haji asked who was the most into minions and it was apparently Tori and i showed them the scooby doo au i made w some of hajiās assistance and showed wtaru (and the others) the Scoobkai Doonata that i drew and they all were laughing and i wa glad aa and the topic of vore came up again and i showed them shinoās ku.rochia vore post and the kiryu was likeĀ āOH MY GOD CAN I GIV U MY TWITTER SO I CAN BE SENT THATā and the panelists were laughing and tori read the tweet aloud while laughing and i told them the ensemble vore account and eichi was likeĀ āwell, theyve prob gained more followers todayā and i asked if anyone in the audience wanted to see it and omeone rasied their hand so i showed them and they were laughing too and it was Wild.wataru apparently named his doves after fine members and tomoya, and i asked kiryu if he could lift rabits + fine and they nodded and i later asked if he knew that heās a thicc bara and the fandom thirsts for him and he laughed and nodded. Haji asked them if theyād heard rainbow circus nightcore bassboosted and the eichi said they played it at practice ssometimes (i thick this was ooc not in-character answer) and someone in the audience actually KNEW the person who made that and messaged them and they messaged them that tori said they liked them and the rainbow cisurcus stuff and the person replied wĀ ā Whyā and honestly this whole panel was FUN but so someone told us where the en.stars buttons were so the fine group, their friend the kiryu, haji, and i all went to the booth and got buttons and i said goodbye to eeryone and walked around for a minute then haji n i went into the vol.tron talk panel and haji had to leave aww and after that the vol.tron panel was mostly shitty fanfic reading, swearing, and roasts and i wanted to go to vol.tronival but for reason i thought thatd be rude bc the panelists were likeĀ āwe have to compete w... THATā and so i stayed and went on my ipad most of the time.
I went to the per.sona 5 q and a and it was so full that i had to stand in the back but they sometimes kept bringing up per.sona 4 and perso.na 3 so i was confused and they said they were abt to start trivia and it might have spoilers so i took that opportunity to leave bc i dont want spoilers and it was kind of boring so i walked around the dealers room and i found a Rock and Uno and i talked to them and turns out the Rock was actually the mondo from the day before bc they said āhey, sweetie!ā in a nice tone and i was confused and they were like āah im the mondo btw!ā so we talked and i talked abt how i watched both seasons of nan.baka in like.. 2 days and i was like āunoās best boy-ā and rock (as a joke) went deadpan and walked away and i was like āROCK IS ALSO A GOOD BOY JUST.. UNO...ā and rock came back and i said that uno and nico stole my heart and uno fistbumped me and rock was like āyou should cosplay w us sometime~!ā and i said i was considering doing uno but couldnt and i cant do most of the characters bc long sleeves and rock said iād be cute as the chinese qi kid and i was likeĀ āi cant paint myself either but thank you!ā and they had to leave but i got rockās tumblr and they called me cute or sweet and i looked around the dealers room for a second more before scurrying to the LL panel and apparently the thing was 2 hours??
but anyway it was p funny and we all just messed around and did q and a and games like handshake Ā killer and karaoke! i sang half of Sentimental Liars but my voice wasnt as loud as i wouldve liked it and kind of shaky bc i was cold and Nervous and the nico from the panel and another random guy clapped for me and the 2 en.stars fans in front of me said my voice sounded nice and at some point i overheard those 2 talking abt making a screamo cover of melody in the dark and i was likeĀ āomfg are yall gonna actually make a cover. go fully hardcoreā and Dead girl walking and candy store got sung and it was a Fun panel. the kiryu from earlierwalked in too so when everyone was talkign to eachother near the end of the panel, i asked shino if they wanted to say anything to the kuro and shino asked them how ranking went and the kiryu said they couldnt rank and shino was just so happy and keysmashing and asked f i could say āpls lift me mr.baraā and the kiryu chuckled and the kiryu was likeĀ ādo they want me to like.. do anyfin?ā so i asked shino and all he said wasĀ āDABā so i took a pic of the kiryu dabbing and shino said they hadnt been feeling well so it cheered them up so i told the kiryu that and they said to tell shino that that made them happy and when the kiryu and i swapped tumblr apparently they already follow me and im likeĀ āFGNEGN DUDE.. I KNO U IVE SEEN U IN MY FOLLOWERS LIST IM YUMENOSAKIACADEMY ROX...ā n they were likeĀ āoHā and they showed me a funny post abt shu and i proposed a tri.ch shu hc and then they ahd to leave but i stayed for the vol.tron panel but i was messaging shino thru most of it but i saw lynds (as lance) get hugged by the panelās lance and i read some en.stars doujins and messaged another friend too so i wasnt paying much attention, then istill stayed in the room for the rw.by panel, but same i was just on my ipad but i saw some of the dares and the jaune sang and stuff and evemtually it was over and i walked around taking pics before going outside to wait for dad to pick me upĀ
and i took a pic of a pidge, lance, and keith and gav em lollipops and the pidge was likeĀ āomg ur nails.. wait, did u go to a hai.kyuu panel last year?ā and i was likeĀ āah, no i was casu.al d v aā and they were likeĀ āyea, but u went TO Ā a hai.kyuu panel, yea?ā and i said yea and they were likeĀ āaa i was the hinata u talked to. i recognized u bc the nailsā and i laughed bc thats my only noticable feature, huh. pff
#U COULD TELL I RUSHED TYPING THE END OF THIS ITS ALMOST 4AND I HAVE TO SHOWER AND WAKE UP FOR THE CON TOMORROW TOO AA#diary#pill mention
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