#this is only my view on thinfs

[marigoldsbone]

I'm Czech.

Hell is depicted in many of our fairytales as a place where genuinely evil people end up. Not sinners, for noone is free from sin. But people who cause intentional harm to others, oftentimes for personal gain.

Not even hell itself is without it's flaws, claiming souls not meant for hell. Those are, after the devils realise their mistakes, sent back to earth to continue their lives.

The devils themselves are not devious creatures, oftentimes they try to be helpful and aid mortals.

Uriáš in "Anděl Páně" (The angel of the lord) or Čert In "Princezna ze mlejna" (The water mill princess) are only two of the many devils In our fairytales who are devious or pull pranks at worst.

It'd be a sin for me not to mention the wonderfully written "S čerty nejsou žerty" (There’s No Joking with Devils) where the story is centred around a good man making deal with hell to punish evil people.

The point I'm trying to make is that everyone's depiction of hell will always be different.

For me as a Czech, hell is not a scary place, and in some cases, I wouldn't mind paying them a friendly visit. It's a place where those who cause harm, who are genuinely deserving of a punishment end up. And it brings me comfort.

[officerdougeiffel]

Heyyy tell us how was käärijä

hi hello it was so insanely good. like my first proper concert experience in this stereotypical way of travelling and queueing and such but it was so so good

got first row centre it was such a wonderful view like genuinely mesmerising. it felt so surreal. but so wonderful. I have lots of footage I need to clean up but I can post some some day soon. picture for view reference

after the show I also got to meet haarija and jukka and later jere too and they were all so sweet and so lovely to talk to and just gave incredible hugs like jukka hugs I think are. the best thinf in this universe nothing beats that.

I also asked haarija and jukka to sign my mixtape too and jukka was so so surprised at it. "MY signature? really? okay! :D" like. he's so sweet. I have ewe a bracelet for him before he had come out so I hope he gets that too :D

I got pictures with haarija and jukka too but not with jere because he was super tired and we only caught him for a sec as they were leaving to the bus. but he was so lovely and sweet and chatty and said he loves that his shows bring joy and that its worth being exhausted for that. I hope he rests well when he can but god this man <3

[frozenjokes]

Holy shit new pfp!! The kitty ever.

Also yeah despite… everything, parkour civilization has possessed me mind and soul as well. I thought about it like halfway through watching it but I wonder just how many vine booms there are. If it weren’t for the fact that I’d have to re-watch that entire two hour video I’d 100% count all the booms. I did watch a different evbo movie that was only an hour long and it had approximately 231 vine booms. I say approximately because there were three separate occasions when I realized I was just letting the vine booms fade into the background and forgetting to record them so had to skip back to when I last thought I’d recorded one to count again.

yes! every time I saw him it made me smile so. maybe now I won’t constantly mix up posting here and my main lol.

I would not go as far to say parkour civilization has possessed me mind and soul but I. Like. I’m just fucking baffled man. By all accounts that is not how you tell a story. It’s Not Even. Like it’s not THAT funny!!! There are funny moments but it is not THAT FUNNY. and I STILL WATCHED THE WHOLE THINF?????? WHY?????? I just don’t understand. I don’t know why it’s kind of good. It Should Not Be Good. I feel like I’m going insane. Like it was a totally fine minecraft video and yay yippee I’m normal after watching it like it didn’t change me but I don’t even know how I endured it at all. It wasn’t. The writing. I just don’t Know. The pacing was just?? Good?? I think??? Tension was set really well?? A video has never made me feel fucking stupid for holding my breath on a minecraft parkour jump before. But I did. Multiple times. I just. Head in my fucking hands. I’m just completely baffled. I’ve never had a viewing experience like this before. I’m probably going to watch the second one.

[hurtmionedanger]

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i dunno a lot about you so i look forwarf to your response

Yes! I have written fics! I only have one published though, its a welcome to dreamworld tma au!

Here it is if you want to read it!

I think one of the thinfs that says the most about people is how they treat those around them, i have found you can tell a lot about a person based on just how they interact with those around them. Ans then the other thing is body language, this might just come from an adhd hyperfixation on body language from a while back and needing to put in extra effort in order to read people but You can tell so much about a person based on body language alone, you can usually tell their views on themselves and the people around them, their confidence, and whether they are introverted or extroverted!

Three words

Neurodivergent, bubbly, and Quixotic

Before all my wtdw followers come for me I have liked that word long before watching the series, oliver just happens to have an excellent taste in favorite words

(salt can testify the first time i heard oliver use the word Quixotic i went “oh that is definitely his favorite word, no bitch uses quixotic unironically without ir being their favorite word, i should know because i am that bitch”)

I have SEVERAL songs memorized, on top of the adhd urge to loop one song over and over again, i also do theatre and chorus, both of which involve memorizing several songs, if i tried hard enough i could probably recite the entirety of every mechanism album, including the lovecraftian chants in The bifrost incident, and the preaching in high noon over camelot

I cant really think of the best compliment ive ever received, but one that i do always think about is the four year old in the airport who had to stop his mother to point and go “MAMA LOOK AT THAT TALL GIRL” because he did not realize i was in fact standing on a moving platform that was elevated a foot off the ground, and it definitely made me very happy

Outside of that, any compliment commenting something i was nervous about, such as whenever someone gets excited over my cosplays when i wear them in public (the glamrock chica cosplay seems to cause this the most)

[lit-works]

The Fantastic Four - negativity trilogy

Book 1 : Warlords of Baluur

Chapter 5: To battle above the world!

The Fantastic Four had gathered in the Negative Zone watch station to observe the results of the warhead's detonation. Without warning, the view screen filled with light as the bomb exploded. The computer did not have time to issue a warning as the tremendous shockwave slammed into the Negative Zone portal.

Reed had realized the matter-antimatter explosion near the Negative Zone portal would have similar effects as prior and reinforced the locks.

After a series of chain reactions, the Negative Zone appeared to have returned to its "normal". Watching the monitors, it was seen that haggard Baluurian vessels left the Distortion Area and regrouped in the Negative Zone. There were certainly fewer ships than before. Apparently, some did not survive the shockwave. Nevertheless, victory was theirs!

Suddenly, a blaring alarm revealed that someone was trying to contact them on the S.H.I.E.L.D. waveband. Nick Fury appeared on a monitor, his face was bleeding from a long gash, and much of his armored uniform was burned away. In a weak voice, he spoke. "Enemy vessel has just broken off attack…heavy casualties…need you here…beginning teleportation!"

The Fantastic Four arrived back at the space station ri find it badly damaged. Nick Fury, holding a bandage to his head, informed them that thinfs were now under control. Apparently, the enemy ship had left the satellite for dead and turned its attention towards Earth. "Someone's gotta go after 'em before they get to Earth. Take the BRAVE ship, at least I'll give you a fighting chance. There's no time to spare!"

The BRAVE (Blossoming Re-entry and Assault Vehicular Engine), was SHIELD's new expiremental craft that could be separated into four individual modules, each of which could hold two passengers. One of these vessels was docked there at the space station.

The Fantastic Four chased after Blastaar's flagship, The Fist of Power. It was not capable of entering Earth's atmosphere, and thus orbited around the planet. It was armed with four monstrous pulse blasters and an intense tractor beam. Before the Fantastic Four could get close enough to attack with their laser cannons, they saw the flagship release an escape pod that hurtled towards the earth at great speed.

The ugly face of a Baluurian battle-lord filled the BRAVE's communication monitors. Laughing triumphantly, he said, "Ha! Ha! Ha! While you fools sit hopeless, helpless, and hapless in your puny vessel, my Lord Blastaar descends upon your planet to retrieve the previous Cosmic Control Rod and destroy everything in his path! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!"

The F4 then split the BRAVE into it's four modules, to evade the flagship's tractor beam and pursue the escape pod. Sue Storm placed a force field temporarily between the BRAVE and the flagship, while Johnny modified his module's flight computers to allow more energy to be channeled to the engines. The increased thrust enabled them to break away from the tractor beam, but due to stress on the mechanics, could only be done advisable once.

[the---hermit]

I wasn't expecting to finish And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie so quickly, but now I need to pick a new book to read, and I can't settle on anything. These are a few books on my current tbr:

Blood Of Elves by Andrzej Sapkowski. I read the first two books of The Witcher series last year and loved them, this is the first novel in the series, after two collection of short stories. I would like to read it before the second season of the series hires.

Gli Eredi by Wulf Dorn. (I couldn't find the English title anywhere sorry). I haven't read one of his books in so many years, but there's one thinf I know for sure, the way his stories pull you in it's insane. I am a slow reader but I have only binge read his books cause I couldn't put them down. Plus he writes psychological thrillers, which means it would be the perfect vibe for spooky season.

Toil & Trouble by various authors. It's a collection of 15 short stories about witches, do I need to say more? My brother got it for me a couple years back, and I have never found the right time to read it, again it would be perfect for spooky season.

The Midnight Library by Matt Haig. I know, I am the only one who hasn't read it yet, which is even more unbelievable if you consider that I am constatly speaking about The Humans by the same author. I have heard amazing things, I also feel like it could be very helpful in its themes for my current situation. Then why am I doubful? Because I am scared that reading about things that might resonate with me at the moment will trigger more anxiety. If I don't end up picking this up now, I will surely do before the end of the year though.

The Secret Life Of Trees by Peter Wohlleben. I have been wanting to read this book for so long, I finally got it a while back, but I am not sure if at the moment I am in the rifht headspace for some non fiction, since I am reading a lot for my uni classes.

The View from the Cheap Seats by Neil Gaiman. Non-fiction again. I got this book as soon as I found out about it, since Gaiman is one of my favourite authors, if not my favourite. This book has been calling me for months now, and for some reason it gives me a cozy vibe, a trip into the mind of an author I admire so much. The only thing that it's keeping me from starting it is my dread for long books.

So here I am starring at my bookshelves in confusion. I might end up picking something off this list, I might atart one and then change my mind, we'll see. In the meantime if you have read this books of have any reccomendations, please let me know, I really need help this time.

[zooone]

so i beliebe irs like a trauma triggered disorder (correct me if im wrong) so when did u first like start havinf symptoms? and were u aware rhat it was because of DID or did you think it was something else? 

so i devolped ptsd at age five, so i never really thought about it, i grew up believeing i had a “overactive”

imagination. i was extremely forgetful and had a very big memory lapses. original my alters were projections of the sides i beloved i wasn’t allowed to explore later my system grew to help keep me stable.

how does it feel when you "switch" (? im not sure of the term im trying here lol)

is there an immediate like switch or does it happen more gradually and slowly? 

and when you do is it like a completely different person takes over? 

it depends, some switches are hard and fast and extremely painful, usually if i come in contact witha trigger. 

sometimes we have days where we can’t tell who is who, and everything feel fuzzy those are long days. today is one of those, we are everyone and no one at the same time 

do you have spatial awareness and all of your past memories of everything thats happened before there was that switch or is it like "wow! okay, im here now" (if rhat makes sense?) 

depends, my osdd doesn’t have a huge memory barrier, but some people don’t remember things, for instance me and my little are the only ones who remember uh so vv bad trauma. to not be graphic, others can see it, in like a third person view but some people have the memory’s in third person. 

we have a gate keeper, who controls peoples memory access AND HE IS A DICK!

is it difficult to explain to other people around or have tou gotten used to it? if u need to explain it at all? and how have you dealt with confusion?

i am extremely ashamed of it, and often won’t explain, i want to help explain it. but i also struggle with it.

are you aware of how many other "alters" (again, dunno if im using that term correctly) u have? 

sort of a doughy estimate is 18 but it could be more 

what do you think of those people who fake DID for attention? have tou pretty much gotten used to it or does it annoy you? 

to tired to comment but they SUCK

-bee

THANK YOUUU i was reallt curious about these thinfs but too afraid to ask lol ^^ but thank you for educating me!!! vv appreciated :D /gnen