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Is there anything that helps with the nighttime panic? :/
#this is one of those days where I'm already getting nervous about nighttime thanks to last night not being great#my physical pain has been getting worse at night too so now there's some painsomnia thrown into the mix as well#I prefer sleeping without sleep aids because my natural sleep is a lot deeper and leaves me more well rested#but when I use sleep meds they get me to sleep quicker#just not good quality sleep#but even while knowing that I still resort to the meds sometimes because I start panicking that I won't sleep#I listen to audios about calm subjects to fall asleep but my brain just doesn't want to turn off sometimes#and it sucks because I had been wanting to eventually not rely on sleep aids at all#my mind just feels so loud and cluttered
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⛥゚・。 protector: chapter thirteen
synopsis: " you were supposed to stay a crewate, just another back to watch, " he tightened his hold, " i didn't even notice the change until i woke up one day and realized i'd take a bullet for you "
cw: violence, gore, fighting, mature themes, profanity, MAJOR/MINOR ANIME SPOILERS, follows the plot of the anime, slowww burn.
a/n: reposting from another account
You woke up to the stale smell of disinfectant and bandages, the scent already telling you that you were in some sort of infirmary.
"Crap," you hissed, looking down at yourself.
You sat up and swung your legs over to the side of the bed, allowing yourself to get up and walk out the building, the idea of shoes being pushed far back in your memory.
The night was warm and when you made it to the town square, you could only smile, as everyone was passed out, sleepy grins on everyone's faces.
You walked over to a sake stand to see Sanji sitting propped up against a wall, sleeping happily with about three women under him.
You lightly snickered and grabbed a big sake bottle, turning around to take a walk.
The moon was beautifully full, its brilliant light bathing the whole town.
You smiled to yourself as you popped the cork of the bottle, taking a big swig as you continued down the main road.
"Finally woke up?" a familiar voice asked.
Your breath hitched and you quickly turned to where the voice came from, only to see Zoro in an alley, sitting on a bench with a candle stand illuminating half of his face.
You took a breath of relief and walked over, sitting on the floor across from him.
The two of you sat there in silence for a few minutes, taking swigs of your respective bottles, when he spoke up again.
"How did you heal so quickly?" he started, his tone serious as he turned to look up at the moon.
The air caught in your throat.
'Crap! Came straight out the gate with it.'
He noticed your hesitation and sighed, crossing his arms.
"If you don't wanna tell me, you don't have to. But just know that people'll start becoming suspicious if one minute you look an inch from death and the next you're the image of perfect health."
"I know that," you snappily answered, gripping the fabric of your skirt tight.
He cocked a brow at your sudden change in tone.
"Believe me, I know that more than you will ever realize. My entire life has revolved around the fact that I can do what I can do. But I made a promise to someone that I wouldn't let anyone use my power for their gain."
You looked down at your lap, unable to bare his eye contact for a second more.
He was staring into your soul, so intensely that it was as if he could see into you, and maybe even a little past that.
"To heal in front of people would bring too much attention. It's not like I can completely control it anyway. And even if I could I—" "Do you really take us as those kinds of people?" he quickly and firmly interrupted.
Your heart stopped and the breath caught in your throat.
"I couldn't... I couldn't take that chance. Not after what I've been through."
You looked up from your lap, nervous to see the swordsman's reaction.
But to your surprise, his features softened, and he took a long swig of his sake bottle.
"I'm not gonna force you to tell me something you're not comfortable with," he started, wiping the excess alcohol that ran down his lips.
It made you feel hot, and you did your best to discreetly shift your position.
"Just know that when you're ready, if you're ever ready, I'll be here."
A small smile crept onto your lips, and you loosened your grip on your bottle, smiling down at it
"Thanks, Zoro."
His signature smirk found his way to his face, and he gave you a sincere look.
"Don't mention it."
The two of you stayed in comfortable silence for a moment, enjoying the nighttime symphony that the sleepy island had to offer.
"And, (y/n)," Zoro chimed, resting his arms on the back of the bench.
"Yeah?"
"I remembered what you asked when we first met. And I wanted to say I'm sorry. I don't know who Doflamingo is. Never heard of him, or even seen him before."
You softly smiled, turning your attention to the moon once more.
"I figured as much, and it's alright. I'll find my own way to Doflamingo. I'm bound to run into him somewhere on the Grand Line."
Your smile slowly morphed into a smirk as you drew your mace, carefully gliding your fingers over the sharpened spikes.
"And when I do... it'll be my personal pleasure to make sure that this mace is the last thing he ever sees."
"This is the last one, right?" Usopp asked as Zoro brought the last two crates of provisions onto the Merry.
"Yeah," the swordsman nodded, hoisting himself up on deck.
"Alright. We're stocked up with everything we need. I think we're good to go," Sanji smiled.
"It'll be nice to get back out on the open sea," you happily sighed from your spot on the taffrail.
"We can't than you enough for everything you've done for us, but we gotta go back to our regular jobs as bounty hunters," Yosaku chimed from the dock below, him and Johnny in some weird pose.
"So, this is goodbye. I hope we get to meet again someday," Johnny waved.
Zoro smirked, his hand resting on the hilt of his swords, "See ya 'round."
"Yeah! Now it's time for us to get going," Usopp cheesed.
"Huh? What about Nami?" you asked, cocking a brow.
"Yeah! We can't leave without her!" Sanji exclaimed.
"Well maybe she's not coming," Zoro shrugged.
Sanji gasped, "Huh?! Why wouldn't she?! I swear if you hit on her, mosshead, I'll kick you into next week!"
Something in the back of your head made you listen closer to Zoro's reply, to see what he would say, or rather, what you hoped he wouldn't say.
For personal reasons... unknown at the moment.
"Why would I do something like that?" Zoro scoffed, confused.
You released a breath you didn't even realize you were holding.
"She has to come! Without her, I have like 99.72% less reason to stay with you people on this stupid pirate ship!"
"Hey!" you pouted.
"Sorry, (y/n), my dear. 49.86%" Sanji quickly corrected.
"Can you guys just—" "Hey, Nami!" you smiled, waving to the red-headed girl who stood on a hill.
"NAMI!" Sanji squealed, leaning over the edge of the boat to get a good look at her.
"Set the sails!" she shouted, sprinting towards the boat.
The whole crew paused, sharing confused looks.
"I'm not getting it. Why is she running?" Usopp asked, scratching his head.
"She said set the sails!" Luffy nodded, tipping his hat, "SET SAIL!"
You smiled, unfurling your wings and flying up to the main mast, untying the ropes that kept the primary sail taught.
Zoro went off to pull up the anchor, Usopp turning the angle of the upper yard, while Luffy and Sanji watched Nami draw closer.
"You sure you wanna let her leave like this?" Sanji asked, cigarette in hand.
"It's her decision. She does what she wants," Luffy shrugged.
Sitting on the upper yard, you watched Nami weave through the the crowd of villagers until she made it to the end of the dock, of which she jumped off and landed on deck.
The shouts of the villagers quieted as she stood there, slowly lifting up her shirt, a plethora of wallets and purses falling out from under it.
"Thanks a bunch!" she smiled as she turned to the crowd, giving a berry note a peck.
"Nice snag," you approved, flying down and landing next to her.
"She's still the same," Usopp sighed.
"I'd watch my back," Zoro pouted, glaring at the woman.
Unserious, of course.
Luffy laughed heartily as the island started to become farther and farther away.
"You lousy pickpocket! We'll miss you!" Genzo shouted, smiling.
"Goodbye, everybody! I'll miss you! Take care!" She cheesed, waving goodbye to all her friends and family.
It made you smile.
Nami and Genzo's relationship reminded you of how a certain someone used to be.
You leaned on the taffrail, your grip on it tightening at the memory.
'Cora.'
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— HAIKYUU BOYS HAVING A TEA PARTY WITH YOUR DAUGHTER
ft. timeskip!miya atsumu, bokuto koutaro, oikawa tooru, kuroo tetsuro, iwaizumi hajime
note: female reader ‼️ watch me write about dad!haikyuu all the moments I didn't have with my own sperm donor
MIYA ATSUMU after a long day at work, you were coming home a little more late than usual and as you were opening the door with a sigh, the first thing you listen is “PEASANT, DO NOT TOUCH THE QWEEN CWON”, yeah that’s definitely your daughter and your pretty sure that the “peasant” is your, oh so-called husband. Curiosity took the best of you, now you were behind your daughter’s door listen carefully what atsumu was saying to her, “WHATYA MEANT PEASANT? I WANNA WEAR A CROWN TOO YA KNOW!” your daughter gasps in disbelieve, “daddy, mom is da queen, I’m da princess and yer the peasant! And clearly, mommy isn’t here so don’t touch her cwon!” One thing you know is that you wouldn’t like to see and hear a screaming match between the peasant and the princess in question, thinking that stepping in is the best option, you said “what’s the matter in here?”, next thing you know, your daughter with his big brown eyes that she got from her father, comes running at you, screaming “momm- I mean queen! Yeah, queen! yer just on time for the tea party, this peasant needs to learn some manners” you picked her up, enjoying the way her little arms go around your neck, “yeah? What did dada do this time?” while her face is on your neck, she tells you with a whisper “psss mom, he is not dad now, remember is tea party time” and now with her voice a little more loud she announces to you what he did “he wanted to use ya cwon! Literally had to scream at him cause of that! Peoples this time are onbelivabol” the las part coming with a sigh, “ugh I now right? Why don’t we teach him some manners then?” After a little thinking, your daughter tells you “uh-huh! Yer right my queen, now I will leave to the bathroom and come back to continue this celebration”. While she leaves, atsumu comes at you with a back hug asking if ya really taking her side? with a low tone, so you replied with “of course I’m taking her side, she’s a child, our child in fact” atsumu looks at you with big eyes and tells you “she is right, people these times are onbelivabol but I still love you my queen”, now facing him, noses and foreheads touching each other you whisper to him “I love you to my peasant” and after a little chuckle you continue “thank you so much for this”.
BOKUTO KOUTAROU he always had tea parties with his daughter on Mondays after his volleyball practice with the MSBY. He couldn’t go to last week's party because of an away game, and he was devasted and promised her little princess that he would get her something. Now he is coming home from the airport with three Elsa dresses, one for his precious child, the other for his precious wife, and the last one for him, it was very difficult to find one of his size cause of his beefy body, but if he promises his little girl something, he is gonna make it without a doubt. “HEY HEY HEY! GUESS WHOS HOME” he screams while putting his suitcase down “HEY HEY HEY DADDY! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH! MOMMY IS MAKING DINNER WHILE I PREPARED OUR SUPER DUPER EXTRA TEA PARTY!!” he picks her up with one arm, making his way to the kitchen to involve you in a hug with the arm he had free “we missed you, kou” snuggling into his neck, and while his arm tightens around you he replies with a soft tone “missed my two girls too, so much” he puts her daughter on the floor again and tells her “missy I have a surprise for our tea party, why don’t you finish the preparations and then mom and I are gonna go there with dinner? Sounds good?” whit a little nod she answers with “yeah dada, that sounds good”. After hearing her enter her room you ask your husband what did he get for her, and when he tells you he didn’t get one, not two but three princess dresses you’re over the moon, the fuck you’re going to do with three dresses? you don’t question him and keep cooking as if you wouldn’t have to put on a frozen show in less than half an hour. “BABY IM COMING TO YOUR ROOM WITH HOT FOOD, BE CAREFULL” the little girl sees you in all your glory, with the most beautiful Elsa dress she ever saw “MAMA, WHY YOU DIDNT TOLD ME ELSA LET YOU BORROW HER DRESS? YOU'RE SO PWETTY!” laughing a little at her comment you decide that it was the best to tell her is a secret between adults, excited to see her reaction when her dad comes to her room with the same dress on him and a little one for her. “IM COMING IN!” your husband yells and your daughter’s eyes are the bigger you ever saw them, running like the flash to steal the dress that was in his dad's hands. “Daddy, that dress is so pwetty on you, and there's one for me! We are all matching! And now we are gonna have our four curse, ugh no, cruse, ump corse, mommy how do I say it?”, “course darling, four meal course. Now dada, why don’t you come to eat with us this fancy dinner?” after nodding and making his way to the both of you, bokuto thinks he is gonna ask for another kid one of these days.
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