#this is not self indulgent
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Binah understands.
when you're jumpy and agitated from all the noise around you, drowning out your thoughts and invading your head.
when you need to be somewhere silent and dark to appease your headache.
when you're itching and scratching from an odd texture, grimacing on some days and wanting to cry from it on other days.
when you fidget with your hair or pick at the edges of your nails or run your hands over something satisfying and smooth.
when you're so excited that you simply must get up and shake your hands or jump around.
when you talk about something interesting, something you love, over and over for hours on end.
when you're so nervous that you feel nauseous and staticky.
when you're exhausted from everything and nothing.
when you feel like everything is your fault.
when you want to be alone.
when you don't want to be alone.
Binah understands. and she loves all of you, all of your little traits, forever.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#this is not self indulgent#it is not#that is a lie#which is the truth#a riddle for you to solve
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[Stardew Valley] felt compelled to draw some ponies..
#my art#my little pony#stardew valley#this is the definition of self-indulgent#also yes the update got me back in its clutches
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(look at what i have to offer) — this is the spider's nest.
#wild life smp#grian#<- is that really... his tag...?#grian fanart#life series smp#wanted to also make him wear skizz's tie specifically bec i hc he cant tie it properly himself so its always lopsided#perhaps later on he then wraps it around his fist#anyway this was A LOT . simpler in my head. never again will i draw rails#eydidraws#my art#trafficblr#mcyt#self indulgent drawing for me . maybe ill post the original sillier sketches later :'D#also kinda failed but i wanted to give the illusion of 8 legs so shadow-arm-sleeve-coat (left) / shadow-arm-shadow-coat (right)#* extra edit for clarification: yes my wl! grian is wearing mumbo's jacket (all the rips) and skizz's tie (unharmed since he fell) :D#maybe when they resurrect next time ill draw them without it lmao
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Arcane season 2 ending made me too sad so yk what, everything is fine actually, Viktor is now a teacher at the Academy and he mentors young Zaunite students. That's how I choose to cope.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#arcane jinx#arcane ekko#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#jayvik#timebomb#arcane au#digital art#my art#clip studio paint#the amount of time I put into this piece is way too much for me lmao#I'm not used of drawing background that was a pain in the ass#but also I hid a few funny things on the blackboard feel free to look for it#very self indulgent#I'm craving Viktor and Jinx interactions they would have been such a cool duo in another life#Viktor being Jinx's mentor scratches my brain perfectly#I have so much thoughts about this au
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oh what a joy it is to get to grow old
#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#woke up today with the urge to draw Law older (and happier)#it's very self indulgent but knowing that you survived this long and have still yet so much life ahead of you that is yours to shape#is a beautiful feeling#anyways hi everyone it's been a while since I posted new art here#my art
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Who are these people…
#arcane#arcane fanart#arcane silco#silco#silco fanart#jinx arcane#jinx#jinx fanart#silco and jinx#my art#I’ve been drawing Silco a LOT lately#dunno if I’ll post my other Silco drawings cause they’re very self indulgent#I’ve been obsessed with him for years LOL#this is also my first time drawing Jinx!
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People worrying if their fic is too self indulgent like....... that is the point of fanfiction. You are supposed to indulge . Every fic is self indulgent
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is this anything
#my art#arcane#viktor#jayce talis#jayvik#what if jayce experienced a theseus' ship moment with machine herald viktor#anyways this was a very self indulgent piece. back to my 3 other viktor drawings (half joking)#jayce is very difficult to draw for me. but he's easier when he's in post-misery form#edit: oh my god i forgot about the scar on jayce's eyebrow and cheek
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Feather and Crystal (I remember)
Set after wild life session 5, under the premise that dd gave each other a feather earring and a crystal necklace back in 3rd life <3 They can be seen in a lot of my past pieces, the og concept was from bugs buggsxp back during dl !!
#goodtimeswithscar#grian#desert duo#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#trafficblr#traffic smp#comic#my art#head in my hands THIS IS SO SELF INDULGENT AND TOOK WAY TOO LONG HAHHAHJWDHAWKJ#just thinking about. them both reminiscing about 3l...#also for clarification. grian basically had that necklace stashed in his back pocket except the back pocket is kinda the void#i made this comic mute and gave myself a giant headache istg LMAOGOJOASKDLADLWAK
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marceline x 90s joan jett fits 🖤🦇
crossover btwn my favorite women. ft my design for her guitar
#adventure time#marceline abadeer#joan jett#guitar drawing was supposed to be like. pre production for these. i got side tracked#maybe the most self indulgent thing i could possibly draw. im not sorry
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I think he wld be very happy as a zookeeper
#extremely self indulgent art but drawing it made me smile maybe it will make you smile too. if you want#im going away now (to sleep) goodnight. be niceys#my art#dungeon meshi#Laios
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⋆₊˚⊹♡
“Who is this gorgeous blonde in the front here?” Sabrina asks as the camera pans directly to Drew, showing him on the big screen on the stage. To no surprise, the crowd erupts into screams— no doubt the loudest screams heard all night.
“Ohhh,” Sabrina drawls seductively, “hey!”
You watch intently as Drew waves at her and you can’t help but blush watching her twirl the pink, fuzzy handcuffs around her delicate finger. The group of girls seated by you two are squealing and giggling loudly. You’re buzzing with excitement and you’re not sure who you’re more jealous of: your boyfriend or Sabrina.
“Well, this is kind of awkward,” she continues, “I’m not really into kooks…”
You didn’t know it was possible, but the sea of screaming girls gets even louder.
“If only there was a beautiful girl from the cut here,�� she jokes with a pout, leaving you in awe; you weren’t even aware she watched the show, let alone knew the lingo. That’s when the camera instantly pans to you and Drew takes a step back, pointing at you enthusiastically.
“No way,” Sabrina begins, “there is!”
“What’s your name?” she asks you.
“Me?” You question, feigning innocence, “y/n!”
“Oh my God, my clothes just fell off, y/n! I was thinking about us,” she giggles into the mic while the intro to “Juno” begins to play.
“Will you be my Juno girl, y/n?” she asks as she passes the handcuffs to be given toyou.
You nod your head with enthusiasm as the crowd cheers and the lights begin to dim. Drew is back behind you again, his full weight pressed against you and his breath hot on your skin.
“Whatever position she chooses at the end, we’re doing it.”
You didn’t even know he knew about that. Tonight was full of surprises.
“Drew—” you giggle as he playfully grabs at your waist.
“I’m serious,” he says as his hand moves down to smack and squeeze the swell of you ass.
Best night ever.
#is this dumb? LMAO#self indulgent#drew starkey#drew starkey x reader#drew starkey x actress!reader#drew starkey imagine#drew starkey fic#drew starkey x you#drew starkey x y/n#rafe cameron#drew starkey blurb#drew starkey smut#drew starkey fluff#drew starkey fic rec#drew starkey x reader fic#outer banks#obx#obx s4
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My hand slipped... Close ups and a little suggestive joke under the cut
#my art#biting the hand that feeds au#bhtf au#I think this is like the first lips to lips kiss I drew for dca. I think. Lol#needed me some self indulgence#bhtf sundrop#bhtf moondrop#bhtf yn#moondrop#fnaf moondrop#fnaf moon#moondrop fnaf#moon fnaf#sundrop#fnaf sundrop#fnaf sun#sundrop x reader#moondrop x reader#moon x reader#sun x reader#suggestive joke#cw suggestive joke
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uhh, dazai loses his ability for a day so he can pet the big cat <3
#sometimes you just need a cat to ram its face into you affectionately#the bigger the better#bungou stray dogs#atsushi nakajima#dazai osamu#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd atsushi#bsd fanart#this wouldn't fix him but it'd make ME feel better#my art#completely self indulgent
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#recovery#stop enabling#self care#self care is not selfish#doing the hard stuff#self care is not an indulgence#codependency#boundaries#relationships#unhealthy relationships#family#friendship#mental health#make yourself a priority#self compassion#healing#low contact#no contact#dysfunctional family#people pleasing#fawning#love#find your people
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