#this is not menwt to be a whole ass vent I’m sorry I’m frustrated
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It’s like baseline symptoms but god do I have abandonment issues?? I have enough L’s as is-
#L’s for me not for anyone else. everyone else take care of yourself#my only thing is sometimes I get weirdly way too quickly attached#I get so on edge waiting for shit to go wrong with a person#I don’t talk to some of friends for a little think and I’m like “that’s it I don’t think they like me-weren’t friends Obviously it’d be#WEIRD#if I messaged them.’#I’m constantly worried ppl are bored of me. if I’m not interesting what do I have to give?#I am questioning so much if people remain my friend out of sympathy because I’m just pathetic or smth#I have imagined for too often getting texts from friends saying that they’re done and I’m just not for them. which!! I would accept because#it’s up to the person#I would respect them but it’s so. nauseating.#I hate. having so much insecurity abt my relationship because I have no reason. and it’s stupid and it’s sOOOO#I hate. being apart from those I love for what I think is too long I’m afraid they’ll forgot abt me as unrealistic as that is#why do I feel the need 5 days out of the week to ask people how they feel abt me that’s so DUMB.#this is not menwt to be a whole ass vent I’m sorry I’m frustrated#I’m trying to figure myself out because my parents don’t believe in HASHTAG THERAPY#personal
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