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erythristicbones · 1 year ago

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while i do love that i decided to write the EOTA trilogy w/ different POVs for each book, bc yea it's just the same 6 ppl working together regardless but it's important to see all of their POVs, it does also leave a lot unexplored for the previous POVs each time. like these things still happen and i DO get to explore them, its just different when it's no longer the POV

#this is namely me thinking about kirsens ptsd + depression and recovery #like book one puts her on the path to recovery and you get to see from her POV as she gets to that point #then she's still a hugely integral character in books 2 & 3 you just arent seeing her thoughts/POV #and her recovery is still taking steps forward AND back over those two books #which the reader will see bc obvs she's still a part of the main trio saving the world #its just. it does make me lowkey sad that the reader wont see her thoughts as she makes those steps #like I'LL know and i Could do short stories on some of the scenes in particular i know will be going on in the background #but its not quite the same for the reader #i dont think i'll ever consider changing my POV plans tho #bc each book has 2 POVs of ppl taking different paths to reach the same theme/moral #its as important to see jashe/novas and isaac/demis POVs as it is to see kirs/luces #its just a shame i wont have the time/ability to write each characters ENTIRE journey thru these morals/themes #lowkey tho i might start a kirsen short story tonight if this mood continues to plague me #i have Thoughts about kirsen. and also kind of myself bc boy howdy does she have a lot of me in her #and i want to explore at least two scenes in particular that happen in the few month interim between book 1 and 2 #ones that get mentioned/remembered by jashe but also i just really want to ACTUALLY write kirsens POV of those moments #its one thing to have jashe worrying over her cousin while theyre forced to save the world #its another to see kirsen having those struggles herself and trying to hide them or work thru them w luce

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