#this is my therapy appointment

[keywhole]

the plush goes live in 7 hours, 43 minutes, and 20 seconds.

[traaumaa]

*has several debilitating disorders* idk maybe i'm just lazy

[quillyfied]

One thing that Firefox can’t do is allow me to access my telehealth therapy appointments. Three different platforms now have rejected my use of Firefox. I use Safari instead bc that’s what works and at least it isn’t chrome, but for folks who rightfully use Firefox, be aware that many, if not all, telehealth platforms will not work on Firefox (something about the encryption/security not being up to their standard, I believe; if there are hacks that Firefox gurus know to bypass this, please share with the class?).

[i-am-a-fish]

I am

• worried

• depressed

• uncomfortable

• upset

• afraid

• uneasy

it does not feel good.

I'm going to drink some water, take a nap, and deal with these things later

[linoyes]

[itischeese]

this has been done before.

[indybob]

[im-fucking-baalin]

woagh look at that

+ the base sketch!

[bookishfreedom]

do you also buy yourself books as a reward for doing hard things, or are you normal?

[joshuaaaronlevy]

JOSH SHRINE UPDATE!!! (obviously more under cut)

So I haven't been able to add new pictures unfortunately, but hopefully that'll change soon because it's in a new location!!! I've moved the shrine under my bed + added a little josh cutout (right under the spock duck).

HE IS ALSO SHARING A SPACE WITH MY SQUIRTLES! I have four Squirtle plushies and I had nowhere else to put them other than here. I have way too much stuff in my room and I should probably sell 90% of my plushies, but I won't. I also moved a little chair in front of the bottom of my bed (It's a cushion with plushies inside because, again, I have too much stuff), that way I can sit and stare at the shrine. I'm sitting on it while I'm typing, this thing definitely isn't comfortable but it'll do. Also hand reveal.

Anyway, my plan is to have more Josh pictures (enough to fill the original cardboard) and then move to the wall behind the shrine to add even more pictures, eventually filling the whole space behind it. The pictures also may move to the wall beside it that's also under my bed.

Anyway that's all I have to say!! Send me ideas for what else to add I'm sort of clueless here :')

[heehawheehawheehaw]

[worldssmallestlizard]

oh!....

[chrisrin]

hi so i got diagnosed with adhd like 6 months ago after continuously insistently denying i had it to everyone who swore up and down that i did have it. then a psychiatrist was "yeah you have it bro" and i've been re-evaluating everything in my life. anyways. that's context, and with that re-evaluating i've realized something about my hyperfixations and i want to know if:

a) people with adhd relate to it. b) how do you. deal with this. because i think it's somewhat ruining how i interact with media.

anyways, under the read more ->

i've come to realize a pattern with media i consume that i get fixated on. typically this happens with longer media. so stuff like homestuck, and currently with one piece. stuff that i cant binge in an evening or two. (i am on chapter 170 of one piece at the moment of writing this, i read 40 chapters yesterday)

i obviously can't be consuming the new piece of media i'm into every second of my day, in fact, that sounds exhausting.

i have other things i need to get done and, in fact, i NEED to be doing other things because even with something i'm hyperfixated on, my brain will get bored and needs to bounce off other types content. however what this does mean is that every thought i have IS still hyperfixated on the piece of media which means i will still seek out that content even if it's not me reading the original source material.

what this MEANS is that i have all these video essays recommended to me about one piece because youtube has caught on that i am liking and enjoying ONE PIECE (same with twitter. my entire twitter for you page is completely consumed by one piece. i dont know who 2/3rds of these people are please im still in alabasta what is happening) and i Want to Watch them all but i'm in the stage rn where Everything Is A Spoiler so i CANT watch the video essays so ill instead watch them RIGHT UP UNTIL im in the danger zone of being spoiled (sometimes actually risking/getting spoiled) or watching random out of context one piece clips and my one piece friends are all telling me i am just like icarus and flying too close to the sun but i also feel like i can't help the compulsion in some ways? it also means i cannot help but talk about it in every conversation i have with everyone but that seems like, minorly connected to all this.

it's crazy because in my head this is the Worst Stage of the hyperfixation, where i can Only consume the media itself and not all the fan stuff around it. but that's Insane because this should be the best time because i'm literally experiencing the cool media i like for the first time. i feel insane. does anyone else relate to this. how do you deal with it?

[cowardlycowboys]

today is that day

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

Do you think it's okay for parents to beat their children a limited amount for discipline? (I don't get slapped anymore but I still wanted to know lol)

[pupzonline]

HAD THERAPY TODAY!!

We talked abt my therianthropy and she said “I totally respect that!” She understood right away that it’s my identity and she asked a few questions like “does that identity shape your personality?”, “would you say that you have some characteristics of a canine?”, And also “do you have an idea of a specific type of dog you are?”

I had fun answering them and then she gave me PLAYDOH. And she said that hopefully I get a lot of snow so I can play and run around and be my doggie self :)

SHE ALSO SAID THAT SHES A LION!! But a kind one. MY THERAPIST IS LITERALLYA LION, EVERYPUPPY!!

Chat she’s so cool. I knew she wouldn’t judge but I didn’t expect her to be this open. I LOVE HERRR AHHHHGH

Now we’re working on contacting my insurance provider to see if I can add another hour onto my appointments every other week so my momma doesn’t have to go out every single week but I could still have the same amount of time as going out every week

(This pic is gunna be me tomorrow)