#this is literally affecting my schoolwork too my first big paper is due saturday and i only have one page left to write the rest of it and
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verytendou · 4 years ago
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hhhh writing hard
#HITS MYSELF IN THE FACE WITH WRAPPING PAPER ROLL#STOP MAKING THINGS LONG. IF YOU WANT TO MAKE THINGS LONG. SIMPLY DO NOT.#i need to learn to shut the fuck up when i write oh my GOD#i dont know why im like this all of a sudden!!! i used to be so good at quick and#okay i was going to write quick and dirty there but then i thought abt it and i think writing that would kill me BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN#all my fics were like 2-5k!! that was it!!! easy peasy!! i maxed at 8k!! eight thousand words and i dropped it!!#8K IS LIKE MY AVG NOW. I HATE THAT FOR ME.#im trying to write this stupid arnkta thing and im like!! damn this bitch needs  to learn to shut their mouth!!!!#okay i was interested and my avg is actually 9.6k bc of fucking growing pains where i really just did not shut my mouth BUT 9K IS WORSE#WE ALL SEE HOW THATS WORSE FOR ME RIGHT#what happened!! what clicked in my brain to give me 1800s author being paid by the word disease!!! I DONT GET PAID FOR THIS I HAVE NO EXCUSE#im going to lose it#im planning this arnkta thing and one part of my brain is lying in wait while the other is like 'oo i should add a part where-'#then BAM the other part shoots up and fucking decks that other part so i dont make this a million words long#this might end up being multichap like PLEASE I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO DO MORE MUTLICHAP#this is literally affecting my schoolwork too my first big paper is due saturday and i only have one page left to write the rest of it and#im sitting here like shit bc its double spaced and that means i really only have half a page left and i havent even started my differences#and am only half way through my conclusion like im going to have to cut out so much shit that annoys me so much jksfgdk#why do we only get 3-4 double spaced pages!! thats nothing!!!! how on earth!!!! ughhhh#anyways what im saying is someone go in my brain magic school bus style and find the switch and turn it off so i can g back to writing 3k#I HAVE A ZINE I HAVE TO LEARN TO WRITE SHORT PLEASE#v.txt
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